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Salad Days
Jiang Shen, a seven-year-old boy from a rural village, is introduced to the world of ballet when he accompanies his mother to the city. Entranced by the sight of young dancers, he begins learning ballet under the guidance of Miss Lin. Despite his family's financial struggles and the practical need for him to help with farm work, his parents decide to support his passion for dance. Jiang Shen's journey is marked by his innocence, curiosity, and growing dedication to ballet, even as he balances village life, friendships, and the complexities of his family's expectations.As Jiang Shen becomes more committed to ballet, he faces both physical and emotional challenges. He forms a close bond with Bai Jinyi, a boy from the neighboring boxing gym, whose support helps him navigate the ups and downs of pursuing his dreams. Their friendship grows deeper as Jiang Shen pushes through painful ballet training, including the difficult en pointe exercises. The two boys' contrasting paths—Jiang Shen in ballet and Bai Jinyi in boxing—reflect their unique personalities and aspirations, yet their mutual respect and admiration strengthen their relationship.Jiang Shen's talent and dedication catch the attention of renowned ballet teachers, leading to opportunities for professional training in Shanghai. However, the financial burden and the competitive nature of ballet weigh heavily on Jiang Shen and his family. With the support of his friends and Bai Jinyi, Jiang Shen takes the leap, embracing the challenges of professional ballet training while remaining connected to his roots and the people who believe in his potential. His journey is one of growth, determination, and the pursuit of a dream that transcends the limitations of his rural upbringing.
Jiang Shen, now rigorously training under Shen Junyi, has become an increasingly prominent figure in the ballet world. He continues to live with Bai Jinyi, who is pursuing his boxing career, and the two support each other despite their busy schedules. Jiang Shen's relationship with his seniors, particularly Liu Xingzhi, grows complex as they share moments of both rivalry and mentorship. Liu Xingzhi prepares for his significant "first dance," while Jiang Shen deepens his emotional and physical connection with Bai Jinyi, navigating both professional aspirations and personal relationships.Bai Jinyi’s boxing journey also intensifies as he moves up weight classes and prepares for more challenging fights, creating concern for Jiang Shen, who struggles with seeing him injured. Despite this, Jiang Shen remains focused on his ballet career, even as he prepares for his own performances and receives guidance from Ai Lai, his second teacher. Their bond grows stronger, with Bai Jinyi supporting Jiang Shen's dream of performing Swan Lake and Jiang Shen reciprocating Bai Jinyi’s devotion.Both boys face emotional milestones as they balance their individual dreams with their blossoming relationship. Bai Jinyi ultimately confesses his feelings for Jiang Shen, deepening their connection, while Jiang Shen prepares to perform in major ballet competitions like the Prix de Lausanne. Together, they tackle personal and professional challenges, from Bai Jinyi's rise in boxing to Jiang Shen’s growing fame in ballet, all while maintaining their unwavering bond and support for one another.
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Silent Hearts
Lin Mu begins cross-dressing as his deaf-mute twin sister Lin Zhao to attend a community center for disabled youth. Lin Zhao, a rising Go professional, avoids these sessions out of pride, while Lin Mu, struggling with guilt and identity, takes her place and bonds with Lu Rong, a quiet, strong classmate caring for his grandmother, Chen Meihua, who has Alzheimer’s. Lin Mu grows close to Lu Rong while hiding behind his sister’s identity, eventually becoming emotionally entangled. Lin Zhao is furious when she finds out, but helps him maintain the ruse. Meanwhile, their school life unfolds through camaraderie, bullying, and efforts to foster disability awareness, culminating in Lin Mu and other boys wearing skirts to support Mo Xiaoxiao, a girl with a prosthetic leg.As Lin Mu’s double life deepens, he starts falling for Lu Rong. Despite his growing guilt, Lin Mu continues the act until Lu Rong—who already suspects the truth—responds not with betrayal, but gentle care. Their emotional closeness intensifies through tutoring sessions, shared meals, and vulnerable moments like Lu Rong warming Lin Mu’s cold hands during punishment duty. Lu Rong’s traumatic past is revealed: he once contemplated suicide to escape bullying and protect Chen Meihua. Lin Mu confronts Lu Rong’s old bullies in a fierce scene where he declares Lu Rong as “his,” not knowing Lu Rong is watching. Lu Rong later returns the sentiment, telling Lin Mu, “I’m forever yours.” Their relationship becomes official, but Lin Mu still struggles with whether Lu Rong loves him—or the version of him he pretended to be.The two navigate love and reality. Lin Mu confesses his feelings outright, and Lu Rong quietly reciprocates. They go on their first real date, bringing Chen Meihua along to a children’s art event, where Lu Rong opens up about the crushing responsibility of being her sole caretaker. He fears losing Lin Mu but promises to love him fully. Their intimacy grows in subtle, tender moments—flirtatious teasing, subtle touches, and quiet declarations—despite school duties and the ever-present risk of exposure. Volume 1 ends with Lin Mu committing to spend more time with Lu Rong, even faking illness to avoid sports duties just to see him. When he tries to flirt through a classroom window, Lu Rong gently blocks it with a smile, signaling their bond is safe—but not without complication.
As the school sports meet kicks off, Lin Mu and Lu Rong’s quiet flirtation blossoms into a full-blown romance. Lin Mu, already head over heels, signs up for logistics just to spend time with Lu Rong and Chen Meihua, who has Alzheimer’s. A pivotal moment comes when Lin Mu is dressed in lipstick and a wig as a prank, and Lu Rong walks in—only to gently help him remove the disguise and kiss him. Their secret kiss, hidden in a storeroom, marks the start of their romantic relationship, which remains discreet but deeply affectionate. Later, during the relay race, Lin Mu gifts Lu Rong his silver medal, and the gesture cements their emotional bond.As time passes, Lu Rong’s caregiving for Meimei intensifies, causing friction in his relationship with Lin Mu. At one point, Lu Rong quietly considers dropping out of school to care for Meimei full-time, leading to an emotional confrontation where Lin Mu begs him not to shoulder everything alone. Eventually, Principal Zhong He steps in, offering adult support so Lu Rong can stay in school. Lu Rong begins to share more of his life with Lin Mu, including hiring a nanny, Fang Luoyao. After an altercation involving Fang's abusive former in-laws, Lin Mu fiercely defends her and Meimei, solidifying her place in their found family. Lu Rong and Lin Mu’s relationship deepens, and with Lin Mu’s help, Lu Rong recommits to school and their shared future.The novel closes post-graduation with their friends thriving—Cao Zhan becomes a jade artist, Lin Zhao reaches Ninth Dan in Go, and Xu Yilu bonds with his guide dog. Lu Rong, now a freelance writer, cares for Meimei while Lin Mu begins work as a neurologist. They move in together, their love mature and steady. During wedding dress shopping for Lin Zhao, Meimei tries on a gown and is named bridesmaid, to everyone’s delight. That night, after teasing intimacy, Lu Rong silently slips a wedding ring onto Lin Mu’s finger as he sleeps. The story ends on a dreamlike note: Lin Mu remembers their high school trip to Mount Mogan, where they once stood in the sun like grooms—a foreshadowing fulfilled at last.
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The Missing Piece
Shen Mo is bound to Ji Mingxuan in a transactional relationship that Ji Mingxuan dominates with control and emotional manipulation. While performing a degrading act for Ji Mingxuan, Shen Mo is haunted by memories of Zhou Yang, his university love. A confrontation arises when Zhou Yang re-enters the picture, engaged to Ji Mingxuan’s sister, Ji An’an. Shen Mo’s feelings for Zhou Yang resurface, but Ji Mingxuan ensures Zhou Yang stays committed to Ji An’an by asserting his dominance over Shen Mo. This volatile dynamic unfolds during family meals and public outings, where Shen Mo must play Ji Mingxuan’s "partner" while suppressing his emotions for Zhou Yang.Shen Mo’s painful history with Zhou Yang intertwines with Ji Mingxuan’s growing possessiveness. Zhou Yang confronts Shen Mo about their breakup, only to realize his role in Shen Mo’s suffering after learning that his family orchestrated Shen Mo’s abduction and torture. Ji Mingxuan’s involvement in those events is ambiguous, leaving Shen Mo questioning the extent of his care versus control. Despite Zhou Yang’s plea to rekindle their relationship, Shen Mo rejects him, affirming his resolve to navigate his current bond with Ji Mingxuan. Over time, Ji Mingxuan’s subtle acts of care reveal an underlying affection, though his authoritative nature keeps their relationship precariously imbalanced.A key revelation arises when Shen Mo uncovers a secret house filled with paintings of him created by Ji Mingxuan over the years, indicating a deep and enduring love. This discovery coincides with Shen Mo’s journey to heal emotionally and physically from his past, including regaining his artistic abilities. Their reunion on a serene island rekindles old feelings, and Shen Mo paints a symbolic ring on Ji Mingxuan’s finger to express his love. Ji Mingxuan reciprocates, confessing his own emotions and addressing Shen Mo’s misconceptions. Their relationship blossoms into one of mutual understanding, culminating in Shen Mo’s heartfelt proposal, signifying a new chapter of love, trust, and family.
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Limerence
Pei Ran has been dating Luo Qingshan since high school, but their relationship starts unraveling when Luo Qingshan becomes increasingly close with their classmate Su Nian, offering him special treatment both in-game and in person. The betrayal becomes undeniable when Pei Ran catches Su Nian kissing Luo Qingshan’s chin at a birthday party. Though devastated, Pei Ran finds unexpected support in Yan Zhun, Luo Qingshan’s roommate, a top-tier gamer with a calm demeanor who consistently treats Pei Ran with kindness. As Luo Qingshan spirals into guilt and jealousy, Pei Ran decisively ends their relationship, repaying every gift and cutting ties. Yan Zhun, who gradually transitions from game companion to trusted confidant, begins to reveal his quiet affection—confessing that he became a companion just to be close to Pei Ran. Their connection deepens through shared games, late-night conversations, and subtle physical care, including when Yan Zhun tends to Pei Ran’s injuries at the school clinic after a race.In the aftermath, Yan Zhun continues to stand by Pei Ran through conflicts with Su Nian, emotional fallout from Luo Qingshan, and increasing public scrutiny as their relationship becomes less deniable. Pei Ran defends Yan Zhun against malicious gossip, blocks Su Nian, and chooses to nurture the tender and growing bond between them. During a high school reunion, Pei Ran learns that Yan Zhun was the anonymous student who once supported him during bullying, a revelation that shakes him. Their feelings finally surface in full—first through intimate confessions and small shared moments, then culminating in their first night together. Despite lingering interference from Luo Qingshan, including a leaked photo meant to out them, Pei Ran refuses to hide. In front of the entire TZG team and media, he walks up to Yan Zhun, takes his hand, and declares his love publicly. Yan Zhun, visibly moved, replies with sincerity, “Yes, let’s go home.”The extras expand on their shared past and present, tying their story together with quiet but poignant moments. In high school, Yan Zhun had already noticed Pei Ran from afar, shielding him during a basketball game and quietly slipping candies and books into his desk—acts that Pei Ran never realized were his. Years later, Yan Zhun’s rise as TZG-GOD brings international acclaim, but his heart remains with Pei Ran, whose artwork of him goes viral. A leaked photo confirms their relationship, traced back to a bitter Luo Qingshan, but instead of retreating, Pei Ran doubles down, appearing at TZG’s press event to hold Yan Zhun’s hand in front of cameras. Yan Zhun continues to dote on Pei Ran, watching his livestreams in secret, flooding him with anonymous donations, and surprising him in the rain with a kiss. As snow falls in Germany, the two fall asleep in each other’s arms, wrapped in a love that began in the shadows but now shines in full light.
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Dawning
Li Luo, a dazzling yet volatile top celebrity, returns from Paris only to find he’s been replaced as a brand ambassador by a lesser-known actor, Lin Cheng. Furious, he confronts his agency’s president Luo Peng and learns he’s been blacklisted by the mysterious new company owner—Duan Mingyang, his powerful ex. Determined to fight back, Li Luo plans to use his family name and connections, including childhood friend Jiang Liushen, to regain his footing. However, tensions explode at a company banquet where Li Luo realizes Duan Mingyang’s hatred is deeply personal. Their shared past is revealed in flashbacks—Li Luo once pursued the poor but proud Duan Mingyang in university, leading to a complicated, passionate relationship marred by class difference, betrayal, and emotional manipulation.As Li Luo digs deeper into Duan Mingyang’s power play, their cat-and-mouse dynamic intensifies. Li Luo uncovers that Duan Mingyang's brother, Duan Xingye, orchestrated a scandal that led to his father Li Zhenghong’s imprisonment. Desperate, Li Luo forms an uneasy alliance with Duan Mingyang to bring Duan Xingye down. While their professional relationship simmers with unspoken desire and history, past wounds reopen when Duan Mingyang manipulates situations, threatening to control Li Luo with emotional blackmail and surveillance. Amid shifting loyalties, flashbacks reveal that Duan Mingyang once used a sex tape to manipulate Li Luo, leaving the latter unsure whether love or revenge truly motivates him.Li Luo's plan to trap Duan Xingye nearly ends in rape when a fake meeting with G-brand CEO Zark is revealed to be a setup. Drugged and cornered, Li Luo is saved at the last minute by Duan Mingyang, who unleashes his fury on the perpetrators. This sparks a fragile reconciliation: Duan Mingyang and Li Luo have an emotionally intense, sexually charged night, where Li Luo admits he's never been with anyone else. But the next morning, trust shatters again as both withhold emotions and harbor suspicion. Meanwhile, Duan Mingyang and Jiang Liushen work to expose Duan Xingye’s crimes. As power struggles unfold, Li Luo is torn between seeking justice for his father and guarding his heart against the man he once loved—and maybe still does.
After years of miscommunication, betrayal, and emotional chaos, Li Luo and Duan Mingyang finally unravel the truth behind their toxic yet magnetic relationship. What began as unresolved tension escalates into intense physical and emotional confrontations, culminating in a passionate night that reawakens long-buried feelings. However, Li Luo’s discovery of a hidden photo of Su Zhi in Duan Mingyang’s wallet—and her connection to Duan Xingye—leads him to believe he was never truly loved. In a moment of despair and manipulation, Duan Xingye offers Li Luo a deal to drug Duan Mingyang in exchange for his father’s release. Li Luo takes the pills but hesitates, and when Duan Mingyang reveals he never trusted him due to planted surveillance, Li Luo walks away heartbroken, convinced they’re over.Still emotionally tied, Li Luo begins exposing the Duan family’s dark secrets while navigating public scrutiny and his complicated feelings for Duan Mingyang. He learns that the infamous blackmail video that led to his father's downfall was orchestrated by Duan Xingye, not Duan Mingyang, and the ring Li Luo once mocked was actually purchased after their breakup—meant for him all along. This revelation devastates him, leading to a slow rekindling with Duan Mingyang. Despite constant danger, betrayals (including a fake betrayal), and Su Zhi’s pivotal role in gathering evidence, the two inch toward reconciliation. In a daring act, Li Luo stages a dramatic public re-entry into Duan Mingyang’s life, reigniting their connection and sparking rumors that soon turn strategic.As Duan Xingye’s empire collapses due to Su Zhi’s exposé, Duan Mingyang admits he’s been silently protecting Li Luo for years, including investing in his acting career under a shell company. Li Luo discovers a ghost account that’s been reposting his Weibo updates for five years, filled with messages from Duan Mingyang, revealing his unwavering love. Their bond deepens through emotionally charged video calls, seduction, and heartfelt confessions. But just when their love seems unshakable, Duan Xingye retaliates. Li Luo is kidnapped, betrayed (seemingly) by Jin Ren, and tortured by Duan Xingye and Duan Tianyou. However, in a thrilling twist, Jin Ren’s betrayal is revealed to be a ruse, and as Li Luo utters “Ready,” backup arrives—led by the one voice he never doubted: Duan Mingyang.
After orchestrating the takedown of Duan Xingye, Li Luo and Duan Mingyang begin to openly rebuild their relationship, starting with raw affection and cautious emotional healing. Duan Mingyang gives up his inheritance and corporate power to be with Li Luo, who anxiously awaits signs of his devotion. Their intimacy intensifies, both emotionally and physically, culminating in a BDSM-laced reunion that forces them to confront years of longing, misunderstanding, and love masked as hate. As Duan Mingyang apologizes for the past and confesses his constant emotional turmoil since their breakup, Li Luo admits he never stopped loving him either—keeping his hair long as a reminder of a moment Duan Mingyang said “I love you.”Their reconciliation is tested publicly when paparazzi misinterpret a moment between Li Luo and Su Zhi, leading to social media chaos. Duan Mingyang’s trust wavers only momentarily before he demands transparency, reaffirming that they’re in this together. Despite their messy past—including old wounds like blacklisting and jealousy—Li Luo forgives Duan Mingyang, and the two publicly commit to each other. They go on a couple’s variety show, proving their chemistry even under pressure, and Duan Mingyang continues showing devotion through quiet support and obsessive care. Amid flirtation and sexual tension, Li Luo begins to see how deeply rooted Duan Mingyang’s affection has always been, hidden beneath cold control and business formality.Li Luo’s acting career soars with a blockbuster debut, but he retreats from the spotlight to secretly marry Duan Mingyang abroad. Their honeymoon at a vineyard estate becomes a wild mix of romance, playful banter, and explicit scenes—bondage, domination, overstimulation, and complete vulnerability. Despite the intensity, it’s framed as a celebration of trust and fulfillment. Later, they reaffirm their bond in a playful Q&A, reminiscing about their college days, chaotic first time, and how they grew from enemies to eternal partners. They tease about topping, toys, and love languages, but beneath it all, they’re unshakably in sync—emotionally healed, sexually compatible, and fully committed to spending not just one lifetime, but every lifetime together.
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Rose and Renaissance
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Lip and Sword
Xing Ming, once a rebellious young man discovered for a cheesy dating show, shocks everyone by shifting to serious journalism and climbing the ranks at Pearl Station. His father’s disgrace as a journalist haunts him, especially when Ol’ Chen, an old enemy, humiliates him at a banquet, sparking a violent outburst. Despite this, Xing begins a volatile and degrading affair with Pearl Station chairman Yu Zhongye, hoping for protection. Their relationship becomes intensely sexual and controlling—Yu Zhongye whips him, uses him publicly, and manipulates him emotionally—while Xing clings to him for validation. Amidst betrayal and professional sabotage, Xing Ming resolves to create his own hard-hitting news show, Oriental TV Line, as a desperate bid for redemption and autonomy.Xing Ming assembles a team of misfits and subcontracted staff, fighting internal politics and external pressures to get his show greenlit. His abusive sexual relationship with Yu Zhongye continues, veering between tenderness and domination. Yu Zhongye gifts him the emotionally symbolic painting Ten Thousand Horses Standing Silent—which he secretly painted himself—only to destroy it later through erotic art painted on Xing Ming’s bruised back. Xing Ming oscillates between empowerment and degradation, emotionally broken but driven by ideals. Meanwhile, old trauma resurfaces: his stepbrother Xiang Xiaobo confesses to sexually abusing him, prompting a violent confrontation. As Yu Zhongye remains cold and unpredictable, Xing Ming sacrifices his father’s watch to curry favor with Yu Zhongye’s gatekeeper, Ol’ Lin, grasping at any chance to regain power.Despite humiliation, abandonment, and physical abuse, Xing Ming finally proves himself through sheer will. He investigates conversion therapy and risks his life in a fake clinic to expose it, undergoing real electroshock treatment to capture illegal practices on film. His tenacity pays off when his show airs to massive acclaim. Still feverish and bruised, he submits sexually to Yu Zhongye afterward, seeking solace, but Yu Zongye withholds emotional intimacy. Later, during a deadly virus outbreak, Xing Ming leads a rogue news crew into a quarantined hospital, films the horrors inside, and is detained. Just as all hope seems lost, Yu Zhongye storms in with military backing to rescue him. Their final conversation underscores Xing Ming’s unwavering faith in Yu Zhongye and the quiet, brutal power that defines their toxic bond.
After collapsing on live TV from a heart condition, Xing Ming returns to work only to clash with Luo You, who provokes him by wearing his dead father's watch. In retaliation, Luo You throws it out the window. Meanwhile, Xing Ming stages bold broadcasts exposing corruption in the pharmaceutical world, risking his career by shouting “Screw the Drug Administration!” on air. His emotional entanglement with Yu Zhongye spirals out of control, peaking when Yu Zhongye pushes him into a lake during a fight. When Xing Ming asks again if Yu Zhongye loves him, Yu Zhongye finally says yes.Despite this, Xing Ming feels increasingly like Yu Zhongye’s kept man rather than a respected journalist. Luo You gains favor at Pearl Station using political connections, while Xing Ming tries to investigate his father's wrongful rape conviction and a major child abuse case. Yu Zhongye's son, Yu Shao’ai, enters the picture, causing tension as he gets close to Xing Ming without knowing about his father's affair. Xing Ming also struggles with his past—abuse, public shaming, and a broken family—while dealing with rivals, manipulative interns, and political pressure that threatens to silence his work.As the Golden Microphone Awards and Pearl Station’s anniversary approach, Xing Ming is forced to compete with Luo You for the spotlight. He uncovers media bias and ethical failures, especially in the way Liu Chongqi’s abuse case is sensationalized. Xing Ming begins to question the cost of truth, the danger of ambition, and whether Yu Zhongye will ever truly choose him. When warned he can't have both power and love, Yu Zhongye coldly replies that he wants both. The volume ends with Xing Ming recommitting to his work—battered, betrayed, but still fighting.
Xing Ming uncovers that Liu Chongqi was falsely accused of child molestation, manipulated by poverty-stricken villagers and corrupt systems. Stricken with guilt, Xing Ming risks his reputation by publicly apologizing on-air and calling out the station's mishandling of the case. This leads to backlash, his demotion, and the shutdown of Oriental TV Line. Meanwhile, his relationship with Yu Zhongye continues to be volatile—swerving between power struggles, emotional manipulation, and rare moments of vulnerability. After being kidnapped by Liao Hui, Xing Ming survives a brutal rescue and rededicates himself to exposing the corporate crimes of Sheng-Yu Pharmaceuticals, the company behind multiple medical scandals.Xing Ming and Yu Zhongye grow closer, but their bond remains tangled in politics, trauma, and unhealed wounds. With the help of whistleblower Gao Feng and Yu Shao’ai, they gather damning evidence of Sheng-Yu’s pollution and cover-ups, only for it to fall apart when Gao disappears and Yu Shao’ai backs down under family pressure. Liao Hui offers Xing Ming a deal: drop the case in exchange for clearing his father's name. Though tempted, Xing Ming refuses. Ultimately, Yu Shao’ai defies his grandfather and submits the report that sparks an official investigation. Sheng-Yu’s executives are arrested, and Yu Zhongye resigns from Pearl Station before becoming CEO of Hua Neng Group. Xing Ming chooses to rebuild Oriental TV Line instead of returning to the mainstream spotlight.In the bonus chapters, Xing Ming and Yu Zhongye settle into a chaotic domestic life filled with public displays of affection, intense physical intimacy, and emotional healing. Yu Zhongye fully commits to Xing Ming, even facing off against rivals like Luo You and enduring awkward family visits from Tang Wan and Yu Shao’ai. Xing Ming finally forgives his mother and lets go of the pain tied to his father's wrongful death. He begins to heal from his long-standing trauma, culminating in a symbolic dream where his father forgives him. By the end, Xing Ming is no longer burdened by shame or guilt. He walks hand-in-hand with Yu Zhongye into a future shaped not by scandal, but by love, justice, and a sense of hard-earned peace.
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To Rule in A Turbulent World
You Miao, a privileged yet aimless noble youth, impulsively rescues Li Zhifeng, a beaten slave from the rival Quanrong tribe. Initially intrigued by Li Zhifeng's stoicism and martial skills, You Miao brings him home, tending to his injuries and growing increasingly dependent on his presence. Their relationship transitions from cautious curiosity to an intimate partnership, culminating in a passionate night before a journey south. Despite societal and familial opposition, particularly from You Deyou, You Miao defends Li Zhifeng, freeing him at the border—only to be reunited when Li Zhifeng rescues him from barbarian captors.After surviving the raid and returning to his estate, You Miao is shocked to find his status usurped by his father’s new wife Madam Wang and her son You Hange. Conflict erupts as You Miao refuses to be sidelined, defending Li Zhifeng from expulsion and confronting his father You Dechuan in a public scene. With familial support dwindling, he chooses to leave and rebuild a new life with Li Zhifeng at Riverwave Estate. Despite its desolate condition, the estate becomes a symbol of rebirth. They begin repairs, gather allies like Zhao Chao (secretly the Third Prince), and plan for agricultural independence. Emotional bonds deepen as they shift from master and servant to partners.The narrative crescendos in You Miao's transformation from a spoiled aristocrat to a determined, enterprising landowner. With support from Qiao Jue, his beloved maternal uncle, and labor from villagers and soldiers, he initiates a massive irrigation project to revitalize the estate. As You Miao confronts ghosts of the past—literal and metaphorical—he draws strength from Li Zhifeng’s unwavering presence. When a chance reunion with Zhao Chao reveals political truths and brings aid, You Miao is filled with hope. By the end of the volume, the estate buzzes with life, plans are underway for a future shaped by his own hands, and You Miao, now matured, walks boldly into a new chapter.
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Soul Vibration
Chi Nan, a struggling musician suffering from hearing loss, begins his journey as an aspiring songwriter inspired by Salinger, the enigmatic bassist of the popular band LOTUS. Initially dismissed in rigged competitions, Chi Nan finds purpose when Salinger personally encourages him, critiques his music, and subtly supports his development. Their bond deepens as Chi Nan's compositions gain traction online, eventually landing him a deal with Yitian Entertainment. A twist of fate sees Chi Nan filling in as pianist for LOTUS, culminating in a live performance of “Gravity” where his piano harmonizes with Salinger's bass, igniting a silent but profound connection. However, behind Salinger's calm exterior lies loneliness, and Chi Nan constantly questions if he’s remembered or just another fan.
Over time, Salinger brings Chi Nan closer—first as a songwriter, then as his personal assistant—especially after Chi Nan's label drops him due to his worsening hearing. The two grow professionally and emotionally intertwined: Salinger entrusts Chi Nan with a damaged yet precious bass guitar, collaborates on tracks like “Bonfire,” and even credits him as co-composer on a LOTUS song—an unprecedented honor. Their relationship is marked by unspoken admiration, emotional intimacy, and mutual creative energy. Yet, Salinger’s elusive nature, messy past, and flirtations with others—like actress Ren Meilun—leave Chi Nan oscillating between idolization and disillusionment. A trip to Japan strengthens their connection, with Salinger silently watching Chi Nan perform LOTUS's “Gravity” and his own piece “Bonfire” in a heartfelt airport piano session.
As the band’s fame surges, internal tensions boil—Salinger’s scandals risk undermining LOTUS, while Stone accuses him of manipulating the band’s creative direction. Chi Nan finds himself emotionally vulnerable, caught between fan devotion and a growing personal attachment. After a violent incident involving Dong Jia, a dancer Chi Nan helps, he starts seeing Salinger in a more human, flawed light. His jealousy and heartache peak when he discovers Salinger with a drunken Dong Jia late at night. Crushed, deafened by a temporary hearing loss episode, and ignored by those he admires most, Chi Nan ends the volume in a KFC, abandoned, reflecting on love, music, and loneliness in bitter silence.
Chi Nan’s inner conflict deepens as he grapples with jealousy over Salinger’s past with Dong Jia and his own unspoken feelings. Though he tries to maintain emotional distance, his protective instincts drive him to help Dong Jia evade paparazzi, and later, he comforts her as she confesses she still loves Salinger. Salinger and Chi Nan’s bond strengthens through quiet acts—song collaborations, shared meals, and even silent fridge note exchanges. In a fire evacuation scene, Salinger risks his safety to find and rescue Chi Nan, reinforcing Chi Nan’s growing reliance and affection. Their emotional intimacy crescendos when they complete the tender ballad “Soul Vibration” together—though Salinger claims it won’t be released, preserving its intimacy. Chi Nan remains caught between awe and heartache, torn by Salinger’s ambiguity and the distance between them.
LOTUS reaches new career highs as Salinger wins Best Bassist at the Asia Rock & Roll Awards, delivering a rare, heartfelt speech that subtly acknowledges Chi Nan’s influence on his artistry. Their day together in Okinawa—escaping together, sharing food, buying sanshins, and braving a storm—cements a kind of quiet, mutual understanding. At the anniversary concert, Salinger performs emotionally charged tracks like “Lancelot” and “Soul Vibration” while Chi Nan watches from the wings, haunted by his deteriorating hearing and the lingering ache of unrequited love. Xuejie, Chi Nan’s first love, wins a fan lottery to hug Salinger, further piercing Chi Nan with the realization that his idol—and the object of his deepest affection—might always be just out of reach. Despite this, Salinger silently acknowledges him onstage, locking eyes during “Soul Vibration,” a nonverbal admission of something profound.
Amid rising fame, Chi Nan and Salinger’s creative collaboration culminates when Salinger secretly records drums and guitar for Chi Nan’s song “The 26-Year-Old Boy in A Baseball Cap,” helping it skyrocket in popularity. When the song is plagiarized, Salinger furiously defends Chi Nan online, risking his own career, which stirs a media storm. Chi Nan, touched and emboldened, begins to recognize the full weight of Salinger’s support. Their connection grows increasingly intimate—quiet meals, exchanged charms, knowing silences—yet always restrained. As Salinger faces smear campaigns dredging up his exes and personal life, Chi Nan becomes his quiet defender. Despite all the pain, gossip, and uncertainty, the volume ends with Chi Nan confronting his love head-on, vowing to protect what remains—of his hearing, his music, and the fragile but extraordinary relationship that has become the soul of his world.
After years of emotional restraint and escalating devotion, Chi Nan's relationship with Salinger reaches new depths following a catastrophic scandal involving Dong Jia. When the media spins rumors and the paparazzi swarm, Salinger flees—but is hit in a car accident shortly after. Chi Nan rushes to the hospital and learns Salinger is in critical condition and needs RHB blood—a rare type Chi Nan happens to have. Without hesitation, he donates 600cc, fully aware that it may destroy his remaining hearing. During the transfusion, his world fades into complete silence. Meanwhile, Stone shares Salinger’s painful past with Chi Nan, from being poisoned by a deranged fan to his history of rejection and loneliness, illuminating how Salinger became the complex man Chi Nan loves. Moved by these stories, Chi Nan decides his love doesn’t need reciprocation to be real—it just needs to be unwavering.
Though Chi Nan plans to leave quietly, believing Salinger belongs to another world, fate intervenes. On New Year’s Eve, while helping Lisa, Chi Nan darts into traffic to carry her across the road—and a blast of sound and fearfully loud honking causes his hearing to vanish completely. Salinger appears, stops traffic, and carries Lisa the rest of the way, visibly shaken when he realizes Chi Nan is bleeding from the ear. Later, Salinger takes Chi Nan to a livehouse and performs an earth-shattering bass solo—Chi Nan, now deaf, experiences it through vibrations in a beer can, realizing Salinger played it just for him. Back at home, they sit on the balcony as fireworks explode in silence. Salinger claims there were “520” fireworks—code for “I love you.” When Chi Nan asks hypothetically about confessing feelings, Salinger admits he might hesitate if he feared ruining everything, and quietly calls Chi Nan his “confidant.”
The story crescendos with a heartbreaking goodbye attempt at the airport—until Salinger shows up last-minute, performing with Chi Nan in a powerful piano-bass duet that draws a crowd. After the impromptu concert, Salinger grabs Chi Nan’s hand, shielding him from the paparazzi, and they flee on his Ducati. In a field of golden rye, Salinger confesses everything: he read Chi Nan’s farewell notes, realized he couldn’t let him go, and finally admits he’s in love—labels and logic be damned. They kiss, and Salinger reveals he arranged for Chi Nan to see a cochlear implant specialist. Chi Nan, no longer just an assistant or fan, stays—choosing love, life, and the man who now sees him as his equal. The novel ends with Chi Nan watching their reflection in silence, accepting that even if he never hears again, he’s finally heard where it matters most: in Salinger’s heart.
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Salad Days, Vol. 1

Chapter 1 — The Childhood of Ballet
Jiang Shen is seven years old and hasn’t started school yet, helping his family with farm work.
He lives in a village near a county where children often start school at eight or nine, after running wild like "unrestrained dogs."
The Jiang family is poor and only has Jiang Shen, in contrast to other families in the village.
Jiang Shen's mother, Tan Lingling, wants to send him to school in the city, but his father, Jiang Luoshan, is hesitant because they need his help during harvest.
Jiang Luoshan catches Jiang Shen reading a comic book before bed, warns him not to let his mother see it, and tells him to sleep.
Early the next morning, Jiang Shen helps his mother deliver vegetables to the city, despite being sleepy and shivering from the cold water he used to wash up.
On the bus to the city, Tan Lingling gives Jiang Shen some White Rabbit milk candy and tells him not to fall asleep.
At the city’s Children’s Center, Tan Lingling sells vegetables to teachers while Jiang Shen waits, fascinated by the sight of little girls practicing dance.
He becomes entranced watching two girls spin in their Chinese-styled dance gowns during a practice session.
Tan Lingling teases Jiang Shen, saying that the little girls work hard, but Jiang Shen misunderstands and wonders if he is the one working hard.
The dance teacher, Miss Lin, notices him watching and engages with him, encouraging him to try stretches, much to his embarrassment.
Miss Lin is impressed by how flexible and obedient Jiang Shen is during the stretches.
Afterward, Miss Lin talks with Tan Lingling while Jiang Shen watches the dancers, feeling slightly embarrassed when one girl hides from his gaze.
On the way home, Tan Lingling buys more candy and seems to be considering something, eventually asking Jiang Shen if he wants to learn to dance.
Jiang Shen doesn’t give a clear answer, but the mention of daily leg stretches makes him hesitant.
Back at the village, Jiang Shen returns the comic book he had rented and tells the bookstore owner that he won’t be renting any more because he’s going to start learning to dance.
The old man is amused, saying dancing is for little girls but gives Jiang Shen a worn-out book with illustrations of dance poses as a gift.
When Jiang Shen returns home, he sees his parents talking, with his father looking disapproving, so he sneaks away to the fields instead of confronting them.
Jiang Shen meets his neighbor Goumao, who is planting seeds and asks about Qingling, Goumao’s younger sister, who went to the city to learn how to draw.
Jiang Shen is too shy to tell Goumao that he wants to learn to dance.
Goumao invites Jiang Shen to join him and other boys in searching for wild chicken and duck eggs, suggesting they compete with the older boys to win Shubao’s new phone for the semester.
Jiang Shen is not interested in owning a phone and prefers reading Doraemon comic books during his free time.
Despite not attending school in the city, he can read simple comics due to learning vocabulary in preschool.
Goumao and other older boys treasure phones; they envy Shubao, whose wealthy family bought him one.
The village children organize an egg-hunting game, a pastime they've enjoyed since they were young.
Jiang Shen, being the youngest, is assigned as the referee and waits at the edge of the woods with two bags.
Motivated by the chance to win Shubao's phone, Goumao aggressively hunts for eggs, even stealing them directly from chickens.
A large, colorful wild chicken chases Goumao after he steals its eggs, pecking at his head as he runs.
Jiang Shen also runs away when Goumao heads toward him with the angry chicken in pursuit.
Despite the chicken's persistent attacks, Goumao refuses to return the eggs.
The chicken continues to follow Goumao, pecking his head periodically and causing him to lose some hair.
Jiang Shen considers telling Goumao that it's not worth getting hurt over a phone but decides against it.
Shubao emerges from the woods and is shocked by the chicken; he jokes that Goumao should raise it.
Goumao, ecstatic about winning the phone, contemplates killing and eating the chicken.
Jiang Shen reminds him that wild animals are protected and shouldn't be eaten.
Goumao ties a willow branch around the chicken's neck, effectively leashing it, and decides to let his sister Qingling-zi raise it.
He gives the bag of eggs to Jiang Shen and suggests they eat them at Jiang Shen's house that evening.
The boys and the chicken hitch a ride home on a passing tractor, getting covered in dust along the way.
Jiang Shen worries about his mother's reaction to his dirty clothes.
Upon arrival, Jiang Shen's father, Jiang Luoshan, is already out looking for them but doesn't scold them.
At home, the boys shower while the chicken settles into its new coop, cared for by Tan Lingling.
Tan Lingling scolds the boys for their mischief; Goumao admits that he and Shubao were responsible.
She mentions that Qingling-zi had been waiting for Jiang Shen earlier.
Goumao uses his new phone to call Qingling-zi to join them.
Qingling-zi arrives wearing a new dress and carrying a drawing board; she greets Jiang Shen warmly.
She shows Jiang Shen her new drawing titled "Busy Spring"; he compliments it, making her happy.
Goumao tries to look at the drawing but is pushed away by Qingling-zi.
They argue about the cost of her paints and his shoes, revealing she used his allowance to buy paints after secretly buying him new shoes.
After Qingling-zi leaves, Shubao teases Goumao about doting on his sister.
Goumao complains about how expensive her paints are and how he had to earn money to pay for them.
The wild chicken starts screeching again, scaring Goumao, who fears it recognizes him and will continue pecking him.
The boys joke about the chicken; Shubao mocks Goumao for being afraid.
The next day, Jiang Shen helps his father with tilling and seeding the fields using their old, inefficient machine.
Jiang Shen fixes areas not properly tilled by the machine, working hard and getting his shoes muddy.
Jiang Luoshan notices and cleans Jiang Shen's shoes, asking if he's tired.
Jiang Luoshan informs Jiang Shen that they've arranged for him to start school in September, entering the third-year class.
Aware of his family's financial struggles, Jiang Shen is hesitant about the news.
Jiang Luoshan brings up that Jiang Shen wants to learn to dance.
Jiang Shen quietly admits that he does want to learn to dance.
Jiang Luoshan jokingly says Jiang Shen can't read comic books anymore and must save his allowance for dance lessons.
Remembering this, Jiang Shen hands over his deposit from returning the comic book to his father, promising not to read comics anymore.
Moved by his son's gesture, Jiang Luoshan tells Jiang Shen to ask his mother to buy him a new pair of shoes when they go to the city the next day.
Jiang Shen prepares for a trip to the city with his mother, Tan Lingling, who dresses them both in their good clothes, usually reserved for special occasions.
Tan Lingling comments on how quickly Jiang Shen is growing out of his clothes and shoes, while Jiang Shen innocently suggests adjusting the old ones.
Jiang Shen interacts with the family's wild chicken, Tony, and tells it they're going out.
Tan Lingling and Jiang Shen take the bus to the city, and the driver, recognizing them, offers them a chance to rest during the trip.
Tan Lingling explains they are going to the city to visit Jiang Shen’s new school, as he’ll start in September.
Jiang Shen is happy to hear that he’ll be in the same class as Chen Qingling and can go to school with her.
After arriving in the city, Tan Lingling first buys two cartons of cigarettes, wrapping them carefully, as a gift for the school.
The school is not top-tier but has a primary, middle, and high school, making it convenient for students to stay within the system, and it was affordable for the Jiang family.
Tan Lingling thanks the school management in person, feeling it’s important to maintain relationships, and leaves Jiang Shen to explore the campus.
Jiang Shen happily explores classrooms, playing around like a child, while Tan Lingling eventually finds him using the school’s broadcast system.
After the school visit, they head to the Children’s Center, where Miss Lin, Jiang Shen’s dance teacher, warmly greets them.
Miss Lin lends Jiang Shen a pair of ballet shoes, which fit well, though he struggles to tie the ribbons.
Miss Lin helps Jiang Shen with stretching exercises, including backbends and splits, praising his flexibility and encouraging him to practice daily.
Jiang Shen feels shy when he notices his pants stretched tightly during the splits, prompting his mother, Tan Lingling, to laugh.
Miss Lin lets Jiang Shen keep the ballet shoes, suggesting they swap the ribbons so he can wear them longer.
On the way home, Jiang Shen clutches the ballet shoes in his sleep, waking up to Tan Lingling gently teasing him about his sore legs.
When they return home, Jiang Luoshan has prepared dinner, and the wild chicken, Tony, greets them by flapping its wings.
After dinner, Goumao arrives to invite Jiang Shen to catch birds, and Jiang Luoshan sends him off to play.
While chatting with her husband, Tan Lingling repairs the ribbons on Jiang Shen’s ballet shoes.
Tan Lingling and Jiang Luoshan discuss the family's finances, with Tan Lingling worrying about their outdated planting machine and Jiang Luoshan reassuring her they’ll manage.
Tan Lingling talks about Jiang Shen’s enjoyment of dance, though Jiang Luoshan finds it curious that their son likes dancing despite being a boy.
Tan Lingling dismisses the concern, saying times have changed, and fantasizes about their son becoming a great dancer.
The couple shares a lighthearted moment, enjoying each other's company while preparing for the challenges ahead.
Chapter 2 — The First Meeting of Youth
By April and May, the weather warms up quickly after a few rainfalls, and the village is covered in greenery.
Goumao, excited about his new scooter, offers to drive Jiang Shen home every weekend.
While Jiang Shen is planting shoots in the field, Goumao offers to help but is stopped by Jiang Shen, worried his father will scold them.
Goumao suggests borrowing Shubao’s seeding machine, recalling that Jiang Shen’s father has borrowed it in the past when his back was bad.
Two years ago, Miao Hua’er (Goumao’s mother) and Tan Lingling had a falling out after Miao Hua’er bad-mouthed Shubao’s mother, Li Zhuo, during a card game. Tan Lingling defended Li Zhuo, leading to tensions between the two families.
Despite the argument, Miao Hua’er regrets it but struggles with pride, especially after returning the borrowed seeding machine.
Miao Hua’er decides to visit the Jiang family in an attempt to mend the situation and bring the seeding machine.
Upon arriving at the Jiang’s home, Miao Hua’er is surprised to find Li Zhuo already there, offering to lend her small seeding machine.
Miao Hua’er awkwardly agrees to lend her larger seeding machine to help both families, feeling flustered by Li Zhuo’s polite and refined demeanor.
The women laugh and joke, mending their strained relationships.
Jiang Shen arrives home, greets the women, and hurriedly prepares to go to his dance class with ballet shoes hanging around his neck.
Jiang Shen sprints through the village, catching a bus to the city just in time.
At the Children’s Center, Jiang Shen is the only boy in a class of around a dozen girls. He feels shy but begins his warmups, including backbends and splits.
A girl takes notice of Jiang Shen’s flexibility and helps him press his back down during a split, drawing the attention of all the other girls, who are surprised by how flexible he is.
The girls compare him to the boys in a nearby boxing gym and take Jiang Shen over to see them. The boys, lined up for their training, don’t notice the girls at first.
One boy from the boxing class finally looks over, but the girls quickly duck, gushing about how fierce and dirty they think the boys are, contrasting them with Jiang Shen's clean and flexible nature.
Bai Jinyi, a serious-looking boy with upturned eyes, is distracted in his boxing class, looking at the dance studio next door. His coach scolds him, and other boys mock him, but Bai Jinyi ignores them and focuses on wrapping his hands.
The girls in Jiang Shen’s dance class, including Song Xin, gather around Miss Lin, who mentions that Jiang Shen could dance Sleeping Beauty or The Moon’s Reflection on the Second Spring.
Jiang Shen nervously joins the class and follows Song Xin’s lead, with Miss Lin correcting his posture. He tries his best to hold the correct position, impressing Miss Lin.
After class, Jiang Shen stays behind to practice, writing down the names of the dances in his notebook. Miss Lin offers to bring her computer to show him the dances next time, and he is excited.
While cleaning the studio with Song Xin, Jiang Shen encounters Bai Jinyi from the boxing gym. Bai Jinyi seems cold but shields Jiang Shen from teasing when other boys call out to him.
Jiang Shen runs off, unsure of how to thank Bai Jinyi, and later tells Song Xin about the encounter. She recognizes Bai Jinyi as the fierce boy from the international school and warns Jiang Shen to ignore him in the future.
Exhausted, Jiang Shen catches the last bus home, almost falling asleep on the way. At home, he quickly eats dinner, eager to return to the bookstore to read more about the dances.
Jiang Shen arrives at the village bookstore, where the old man, familiar with him, retrieves a book titled The Complete Series of China’s Ballets and Operas.
While Jiang Shen prepares to read, Goumao shows up, making it difficult for Jiang Shen to leave or focus on his ballet studies. Reluctantly, Jiang Shen invites Goumao to the bookstore.
Goumao greets the old man, who becomes angry, reminding Goumao about the books he still owes him.
Jiang Shen begins reading the ballet book while hiding it behind a comic book to avoid drawing Goumao's attention. As he reads, he becomes emotional, sniffling and tearing up over the content.
The old man silently observes Jiang Shen, adjusting the lamp to provide better light, smiling as he watches the boy engrossed in his book.
Jiang Shen wakes up with swollen eyes after a night of sadness, and Tan Lingling helps him reduce the swelling with a damp cloth and a boiled egg, which he later eats.
Tan Lingling informs Jiang Shen that they borrowed a seeding machine from Auntie Hua’er, relieving his concern about his father’s back.
With no farm work to do, Jiang Shen spends the morning practicing his dance stretches at home. He attempts to go en pointe but experiences intense pain, which he hides from his mother.
Goumao arrives, chased by Tony the chicken, and urges Jiang Shen to visit their family’s seeding machine. Jiang Shen brushes off the offer, focused on his sore toes.
Goumao notices that Jiang Shen’s toe is bleeding from his failed attempt at going en pointe. He helps Jiang Shen clip his toenails and lightens the mood by joking about his family dynamics.
After lunch, Jiang Shen prepares for dance class, bringing his shoes and snacks, and exchanges a playful moment with the old man at the bookstore before heading for the bus.
At the dance studio, the girls comment on Jiang Shen’s tanned skin and attempt to apply makeup on him, including lipstick and a red dot between his brows.
Miss Lin finds them and instructs Jiang Shen to wash off the makeup. Jiang Shen is unfamiliar with makeup remover but follows her directions.
In the washroom, Jiang Shen encounters Bai Jinyi, who mocks him for having makeup on his face. Despite this, Bai Jinyi helps Jiang Shen remove the makeup by directing him where to wipe.
Bai Jinyi eventually takes control, snapping a candid photo of Jiang Shen’s smeared face, then impatiently cleans off the rest of the makeup for him. Jiang Shen feels reluctant but doesn’t stop him.
Bai Jinyi helps Jiang Shen remove the makeup from his face, but finds Jiang Shen's giggling at the ticklish sensation amusing and scolds him for being delicate.
After cleaning his face, Jiang Shen asks Bai Jinyi if it looks clean. Bai Jinyi playfully pushes Jiang Shen's face with his boxing glove before letting him finish washing.
The two boys realize they are both traditionally nine years old. Bai Jinyi, though initially intimidating, shows a friendly side, and they walk back to their respective studios together.
Bai Jinyi seems curious about Jiang Shen's ballet shoes, asking if they hurt his feet, to which Jiang Shen explains he got used to the discomfort over time.
As they reach the boxing gym, an older boy, Lai Song, notices Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi together. Lai Song is this year's youth boxing champion and warns Jiang Shen not to provoke him.
In the dance studio, Miss Lin begins teaching Jiang Shen how to press down on his toes for ballet en pointe. She advises him to speak up if he feels pain, but he tries to tough it out despite his discomfort.
Miss Lin notices a slight injury on Jiang Shen’s big toe and tells him he must take better care of his feet, emphasizing that his toes are crucial to his future in ballet.
Tan Lingling visits the dance studio with fresh vegetables, and Miss Lin discusses Jiang Shen’s new dietary needs to support his energy and muscle development for dancing.
After class, Jiang Shen stays behind to practice, humming and tapping to the beat. On his way out, he passes the boxing gym and watches Bai Jinyi and Lai Song training.
Lai Song teases Jiang Shen about Bai Jinyi’s expensive branded water bottle and questions Jiang Shen’s family background, making him feel self-conscious.
Lai Song remarks on the irony that Bai Jinyi, a rich kid, boxes, while Jiang Shen, from a modest background, dances—reversing traditional expectations.
Bai Jinyi defends Jiang Shen’s interest in ballet, and Jiang Shen bravely declares that one day he’ll dance Swan Lake for them, showing his dedication to dancing despite Lai Song's teasing.
Chapter 3 — Ballet Shoes
Jiang Shen, still filled with dreams of performing Swan Lake, found motivation in his daily foot stretches, even though they were painful.
Tan Lingling began to worry about how to meet the increased nutritional demands for Jiang Shen's ballet training and briefly considered using Tony the chicken for food.
Jiang Luoshan suggested asking the Shen family about getting a daily supply of milk from the local dairy farm where Shen Shubao's father worked.
Tan Lingling visited the Shen family to request help in securing a regular milk delivery for Jiang Shen’s nutritional needs. Li Zhuo agreed to arrange it, making Tan Lingling deeply grateful.
After securing the milk order, Tan Lingling promised to send over wontons to thank the Shen family.
Jiang Shen returned home from his dance class, happily telling the old man at the bookstore about his progress in standing en pointe, though he could only hold it briefly.
The old man, pleased, gave Jiang Shen a DVD of an all-male Swan Lake ballet performance, which excited Jiang Shen.
At home, Tan Lingling asked Jiang Shen to deliver wontons to the Shen family. He begrudgingly agreed, not fully understanding the reason but following his mother’s orders.
After taking a long, playful walk to Shubao’s house, where he even played with loaches, Jiang Shen delivered the wontons and was invited to stay for dinner, though he declined.
Li Zhuo packed food for Tan Lingling, and Shubao walked Jiang Shen to the fields on his way back home.
Before Jiang Shen left, Shubao gave him a yogurt, which Jiang Shen was thrilled to receive, as dairy was a rare treat for him.
Shubao reflected briefly on whether to reveal something to Jiang Shen but ultimately decided against it, leaving Jiang Shen confused but happy with the yogurt.
Jiang Shen returned home to find that Li Zhuo had sent a boiled spring chicken for him, which made Tan Lingling emotional. Jiang Shen enjoyed two chicken drumsticks for dinner, a rare luxury.
Jiang Shen spent the evening pressing his toes, while also thinking about how to ask Goumao to borrow his computer.
After being told to scrub his father’s back during his shower, Jiang Shen talked with Jiang Luoshan about dance class and his new acquaintance, Bai Jinyi.
The next morning, Jiang Shen completed his morning routine of cleaning Tony the chicken’s coop and doing basic training before Goumao and Shubao came to find him.
Shubao persuaded Goumao to give Jiang Shen his breakfast eggs and milk since he needed the extra nutrition.
The boys went to Goumao’s family’s fishing grounds, where Qingling-zi was sitting by the pond barefoot. Goumao made her put her shoes back on, and the siblings bickered.
While Goumao and Shubao played in the pond, Jiang Shen and Qingling-zi sat together, and she promised not to tell anyone that Jiang Shen was taking dance lessons.
As Jiang Shen prepared to head to his dance class, Tan Lingling rode her bicycle to meet him and handed him a lunchbox with two eggs to eat later.
At the dance studio, Jiang Shen practiced with Miss Lin and spoke with Song Xin, who was frustrated about her parents wanting her to focus on school instead of dance.
During a break, Jiang Shen sat in the corridor to eat an egg. Bai Jinyi, messy from boxing, joined him and accepted an egg when Jiang Shen offered one.
Bai Jinyi quickly ate the egg, commenting on its small size, which annoyed Jiang Shen, leading him to hide his second egg.
Jiang Shen regretted giving away his egg because, by the end of the day, he was very hungry. Miss Lin gave him some biscuits and told Song Xin to help him mop the floor.
Jiang Shen sat by the backdoor of the boxing gym to eat his biscuits, only to be found by Lai Song, who asked him about his food and invited him to watch Bai Jinyi train.
In the boxing gym, Bai Jinyi was practicing the slip rope drill alone. Lai Song explained the drill to Jiang Shen and joked that no one wanted to train with Bai Jinyi because he was too dominant in the ring.
Lai Song noticed that Jiang Shen’s ballet shoes were worn out and offered to help him get new shoes.
Bai Jinyi noticed Jiang Shen and called him over, asking if he was still hungry after finishing his biscuits. When Jiang Shen’s stomach growled, Bai Jinyi felt bad for eating his egg earlier.
Bai Jinyi, Lai Song, and Jiang Shen went to KFC, where Bai Jinyi ordered an overwhelming amount of food. Lai Song and Bai Jinyi ate quickly, while Jiang Shen was shocked by the amount.
While eating, they discussed village life. Jiang Shen shared stories about his village, including Goumao stealing eggs and raising a wild rooster named Tony.
Lai Song found it funny that they raised chickens instead of typical pets like cats or dogs, while Bai Jinyi corrected Jiang Shen’s pronunciation of "Tony."
Bai Jinyi commented that unlike the fierce swans Jiang Shen mentioned, he wasn’t fierce at all, calling him "a little swan" with a smile.
Jiang Shen had accepted being called "Little Swan" by Bai Jinyi and Lai Song, realizing nicknames were common, like calling Chen Maoxiu "Goumao."
After eating KFC with Bai Jinyi and Lai Song, they walked Jiang Shen to the bus station, with Bai Jinyi reminding him that he needed new ballet shoes.
At home, Jiang Shen confessed to his mom that he had already eaten KFC with friends, specifically Bai Jinyi, who had taken one of his eggs and repaid him with the meal.
Tan Lingling teased him, saying he got a good deal but reminded him to think of a way to repay Bai Jinyi.
Goumao, needing to copy Shubao’s homework, was forced to help with the strawberry field in exchange. Qingling-zi was exasperated by her brother’s dependence on Shubao.
Jiang Shen, anxious about repaying Bai Jinyi for the KFC meal, began contemplating what gift to offer. He considered offering milk but realized Bai Jinyi wouldn’t need it.
Goumao grumbled about Shubao being demanding in exchange for letting him copy homework, but Shubao was firm in his demands.
As Jiang Shen and Goumao helped tend to the strawberry field, Goumao excitedly pointed out the growth of the strawberry leaves, foreseeing a great harvest.
Jiang Shen worried about his family’s financial situation and the upcoming school expenses, wishing he could help his father more, but Miss Lin's instructions prevented him from doing heavy field work.
Jiang Shen considered giving Bai Jinyi strawberries as a gift but worried they wouldn't measure up to what Bai Jinyi had access to in the city.
The group speculated about the quality of strawberries in the city and decided to visit the city to figure out how Jiang Shen could repay Bai Jinyi.
Jiang Shen, Goumao, and Shubao took a bus to the city to shop, with Jiang Shen feeling nervous because he didn’t bring much money.
Instead of going to the mall, they ended up at Sam's Club, where Shubao had a membership. The three boys aimlessly wandered around, trying to decide what to buy.
They all gravitated towards the chocolate section, where Goumao wanted Ferrero Rocher, while Jiang Shen, more practical, chose Dove chocolates.
After some back-and-forth about who would buy what, Jiang Shen settled on the Dove chocolates as a gift for Bai Jinyi.
They explored the fruit section, finding strawberries that were larger and more expensive than the ones grown in their village, but Jiang Shen couldn’t afford them.
Jiang Shen wandered into the shoe section and found ballet shoes. He struggled to decide if he should buy them, but ultimately couldn’t afford them after buying the chocolates.
Shubao and Goumao secretly bought the ballet shoes for Jiang Shen without his knowledge, and Goumao exaggeratedly pretended he had mistakenly purchased them.
Jiang Shen was confused but delighted to receive the shoes, and after some protest, accepted them without knowing they were a planned gift.
Upon returning home, Jiang Shen practiced in his new shoes, feeling elated, and confessed to his mother that Goumao had refused to take money for them.
Jiang Shen offered to help Goumao copy homework in exchange for the shoes, which Tan Lingling gently discouraged, but Jiang Shen was enthusiastic about his idea.
Shubao and Goumao visited Jiang Shen later, each bringing gifts—Shubao brought eggs and Goumao brought strawberries.
The boys shared a tacit understanding about supporting Jiang Shen, with Goumao even planning to save his breakfast milk for him.
As school started, Jiang Shen found himself adjusting to the classroom environment. His restlessness during class, especially when hearing the rhythm of a marching band, caused some amusement among his classmates and teacher.
During lunch, Shubao gave Jiang Shen a chicken drumstick, while Goumao also contributed a pork rib, with both boys teasing Jiang Shen about washing their bowls in exchange for the food.
Qingling-zi scolded Jiang Shen for being too polite when accepting food from others, giving him a yogurt from Goumao to drink later.
Jiang Shen rushed to the Children’s Center after school, running into Goumao hanging out with some questionable friends, which made him recall Qingling-zi’s comments about her brother skipping class.
Jiang Shen couldn't stop thinking about Goumao’s friends and Qingling-zi's warnings, nearly missing his bus stop for the Children’s Center.
Song Xin stopped coming to dance classes due to extra schoolwork, and Miss Lin reassured Jiang Shen that junior high doesn’t have to mean the end of dancing.
After his boxing practice, Bai Jinyi met Jiang Shen, who excitedly gifted him a box of Dove chocolates, leaving the price tag on to show his effort.
Bai Jinyi humored Jiang Shen by eating the chocolates and teased him about drooling, which wasn’t true, making Jiang Shen feel embarrassed.
Lai Song was surprised by the chocolates but was denied when he asked Bai Jinyi to share, with Bai Jinyi locking them away, stating they were a gift meant only for him from Jiang Shen.
Jiang Shen, Shubao, and Goumao took a bus trip to the city, planning to buy something for Bai Jinyi as repayment for the KFC meal. Shubao led them to Sam’s Club instead of a mall, as it was more practical.
The boys were unsure what to buy and spent time in the food section, with Goumao eyeing expensive Ferrero Rochers while Jiang Shen modestly picked Dove chocolates.
Goumao offered to buy Jiang Shen the strawberries he liked, but Jiang Shen declined, feeling guilty about the cost.
While browsing, Jiang Shen found ballet shoes, but he couldn't afford them after buying the chocolates. Shubao and Goumao secretly decided to buy the shoes for him without him knowing.
On the bus home, Goumao exaggeratedly acted like he’d accidentally bought the ballet shoes, and Jiang Shen, confused but excited, gratefully accepted them.
Jiang Shen tried to pay Goumao back with his remaining money, but Goumao insisted on giving the shoes to him for free, leading to an awkward but heartwarming moment.
Back home, Jiang Shen proudly wore his new ballet shoes and practiced his basic steps. He felt deeply grateful for Goumao's generosity.
Tan Lingling suggested Jiang Shen repay Goumao, and Jiang Shen, in a burst of enthusiasm, offered to help Goumao copy Shubao’s homework in return.
Despite the odd repayment offer, the three boys’ friendship deepened, with Shubao and Goumao taking turns to support Jiang Shen in small but meaningful ways.
Chapter 4 — My Brother
Jiang Shen helped Goumao finish his holiday homework late into the night, leaving him tired the next morning. Shubao snuck milk into his bag, and Goumao added two eggs.
Qingling-zi noticed Jiang Shen’s sleepiness and woke him up, offering him a White Rabbit candy, which Jiang Shen gratefully accepted. She took pride in her gesture, gloating at Shubao and Goumao, who were jealous but couldn’t show it.
Jiang Shen fell asleep again on the bus after eating the candy, holding Qingling-zi’s bag.
On his first day of third grade, Jiang Shen, being tall, was seated at the back. He struggled to sit still during class, distracted by the marching band’s music. He started tapping his feet to the beat of "Full of Joy" and accidentally kicked his desk, drawing attention from the teacher, who teased him about his love for dancing.
During lunch, Jiang Shen met up with Qingling-zi, Shubao, and Goumao in the cafeteria. Jiang Shen had a simple meal with shredded meat and eggs because he thought meat was too expensive.
Shubao noticed Jiang Shen’s modest meal and gave him a chicken drumstick, insisting he had too much. Goumao, not wanting to be outdone, gave Jiang Shen a pork rib.
Both Shubao and Goumao asked Jiang Shen to wash their bowls in return for the food, leaving Jiang Shen stunned but grateful.
Qingling-zi gave Jiang Shen a yogurt and questioned why he didn’t accept gifts from others more easily, advising him to be less polite when accepting food.
Jiang Shen hurried to the Children’s Center after school. Along the way, he ran into Goumao, who was hanging out with some rough-looking friends, reinforcing what Qingling-zi had said about Goumao’s questionable behavior.
Feeling conflicted about Goumao’s behavior, Jiang Shen sat in a daze on the bus and almost missed his stop.
At the dance studio, Miss Lin informed Jiang Shen that Song Xin had extra classes and wouldn’t be attending the dance sessions as regularly. She encouraged Jiang Shen, who reaffirmed his love for dancing.
After his dance class, Jiang Shen visited Bai Jinyi at the boxing gym, bringing him a box of Dove chocolates as a gift.
Bai Jinyi humored Jiang Shen by eating a piece of chocolate, though he joked about Jiang Shen drooling, which wasn’t true.
Back in the gym, Lai Song was curious about the chocolates but Bai Jinyi refused to share, stating that Jiang Shen had bought them for him and him alone.
The Jiang family’s harvest season finally began, with golden rice fields in full bloom. However, Tan Lingling stopped Jiang Shen from helping in the fields, as they had borrowed a harvesting machine, which spared his father’s back from injury.
Jiang Shen had been improving in ballet and could now stand en pointe, though Tan Lingling worried about his joints and regularly gave him foot massages after class.
Tan Lingling asked Jiang Shen to pick up Tony, their rooster, from Goumao’s house, where Tony was helping incubate eggs.
Jiang Shen visited Goumao’s house, where Goumao, Qingling-zi, and Jiang Shen were excitedly watching Tony sit on eggs. They discussed how soon the chicks would hatch, and Goumao offered Jiang Shen the chicks once they were born.
During dinner with Miao Hua’er’s family, Qingling-zi decided she wouldn’t eat chicken anymore because she found the chicks too cute, but was still willing to eat eggs despite Goumao’s teasing.
After dinner, Jiang Shen took Tony back home, but the rooster was heavy with the eggs, so Jiang Shen carried it carefully. Goumao, afraid of Tony, kept his distance.
Jiang Shen questioned Goumao about skipping class and learned that Goumao was secretly working part-time to save money to buy Qingling-zi a set of expensive oil painting brushes for her tenth birthday.
Later, back at Goumao’s home, his mother, Miao Hua’er, mentioned stopping Qingling-zi’s art classes to focus on school when she gets older. Goumao was upset, defending his sister’s passion for art.
That night, Goumao found Qingling-zi awake. He took care of her, tucking her back into bed and tidying up her art sketches while thinking about how much he wanted to support her dreams, despite their mother’s practical concerns.
Tony the chicken successfully hatched two chicks after 21 days. Jiang Shen’s mother prepared cornmeal and water for the chicks, reminding him to feed them carefully.
Jiang Shen planned to give the chicks to his friends, Song Xin and Bai Jinyi, and carefully transported them to the Children’s Center.
Song Xin and the girls were thrilled to receive one of the chicks. Jiang Shen warned them to handle it carefully since it was still young.
Jiang Shen then took the second chick to Bai Jinyi at the boxing gym. Both Bai Jinyi and Lai Song were initially stunned by the chick but found it adorable. Jiang Shen made Bai Jinyi promise to take care of the chick.
Lai Song joked about raising the chick, suggesting it should be raised until it becomes an elder and receives a proper burial.
Jiang Shen and Song Xin practiced their splits, chatting about new ballet shoes and their future in dance. Song Xin suggested Jiang Shen ask Bai Jinyi to let him watch the male version of Swan Lake on his computer.
After dance class, Jiang Shen was surprised to see Qingling-zi, who asked about her brother Goumao’s whereabouts. Jiang Shen hid the truth about Goumao’s side job running errands at karaoke for money.
Qingling-zi insisted on searching for Goumao herself. Jiang Shen had no choice but to follow her to various karaoke places.
They encountered Lai Song at one karaoke, who recognized Goumao as an errand boy for a group. He revealed Goumao was earning money to buy Qingling-zi a set of expensive Escoda painting brushes.
Qingling-zi became emotional upon learning this, feeling conflicted about her brother’s efforts. She expressed frustration, telling Jiang Shen she hated her brother, despite his sacrifices for her dreams of continuing art.
Jiang Shen and Qingling-zi sat silently on the bus ride home after the emotional day. Qingling-zi asked Jiang Shen to keep her knowledge of her brother's sacrifices a secret.
They passed by the harvested paddy fields, and Qingling-zi asked if Jiang Shen would continue dancing. He was unsure but expressed hope that she would continue drawing, saying her brother likely wished for the same.
At home, Qingling-zi withdrew to her room, feeling frustrated. She crumpled some of her sketches in anger but later regretted it and tried to smooth them out, crying quietly.
Meanwhile, Jiang Shen’s mother informed him that Bai Jinyi had called. Jiang Shen commented that Bai Jinyi was not as polite when talking to him.
During dinner, Jiang Shen received another call from Bai Jinyi, who was worried that his chicken wasn’t eating. Jiang Shen assured him it would be fine. They had a long conversation, with Bai Jinyi asking Jiang Shen to note down his phone number.
Bai Jinyi expressed confidence that Qingling-zi could continue drawing if she truly wanted to, but Jiang Shen felt it wasn't that simple, considering their circumstances.
Jiang Shen waited for Goumao to return home late at night. When he did, Goumao gave Jiang Shen imported candy, half for him and half for Qingling-zi.
After returning home, Goumao quietly checked on Qingling-zi, fixing her blanket and tidying up her drawing materials. He noticed she had been drawing a figure and wondered playfully if his sister had someone she liked.
Bai Jinyi took raising his chick seriously, researching care methods and carefully measuring its food and water intake, much to the confusion of his housekeeper, Auntie Zhu.
Bai Jinyi regularly visited the chick in the yard and handled it with great care, ensuring it was well-fed and comfortable.
He headed to the boxing gym, bringing sliced beef with him. Lai Song teased him about his strict chicken-raising methods, and Bai Jinyi casually revealed he was doing it “fixedly.”
Bai Jinyi visited Jiang Shen at the dance studio, surprising the girls. He gifted Jiang Shen sliced beef, and in return, Jiang Shen gave him an egg, which made Jiang Shen extremely happy.
Back at the gym, Lai Song expressed envy at Bai Jinyi’s close relationship with Jiang Shen, commenting on the gifts Bai had received.
Lai Song mentioned that Jiang Shen and his friend Qingling-zi had been at the karaoke bar the day before looking for someone, which reminded Bai Jinyi of the boy who ran errands for drinks.
In the cafeteria, Chen Maoxiu avoided drawing attention to his relationship with his sister, Chen Qingling, but she surprised him by calling out to him and joining him, Jiang Shen, and Shen Shubao for lunch.
Qingling-zi’s friends judged her for associating with Chen Maoxiu, calling him a “hooligan” for skipping school. They even reported her drawing of him to the teacher.
Furious, Qingling-zi defended her brother, shouting that Chen Maoxiu wasn’t a hooligan and was the best person in the world, revealing that he was her brother.
Qingling-zi’s drawing of Goumao was found undamaged in the teacher’s office. Miss Shen, their homeroom teacher, reprimanded the class leader for rummaging through her desk and made him apologize.
Qingling-zi accepted her drawing back from Miss Shen but did not forgive the class leader. She and Jiang Shen went to their respective classes at the Children’s Center afterward.
Bai Jinyi visited Jiang Shen at the dance studio, gifting him a box of food. Jiang Shen offered Bai strawberries from his family's farm, and Bai agreed to try them.
Jiang Shen hurriedly caught his bus home after class, where the driver teased him about his dancing, making him blush with embarrassment.
After dinner, Jiang Shen waited eagerly by the phone for Bai Jinyi to call. His mother teased him about waiting so early.
Chen Maoxiu called first, asking if anything was wrong with Qingling-zi. Jiang Shen lied to avoid revealing the truth and reassured Goumao that everything was fine.
Bai Jinyi called soon after, inquiring about his chick’s growth. He revealed that he was taking its height and weight daily and even asked if it needed vaccinations.
Bai Jinyi mentioned that he would be going to the United States over the New Year to meet a professional boxing coach, surprising Jiang Shen, who couldn’t comprehend such a distant dream.
Bai Jinyi reassured Jiang Shen not to overthink and expressed his admiration for Jiang Shen’s dancing, comparing him to the stars and moon in his eyes. He made Jiang Shen promise not to eat the strawberries and wait for his return.
Chapter 5 — A Young Girl’s Dream
Winter holidays began, and despite the cold, Jiang Shen, Goumao, Shubao, and the other village children were excited to play outside in the first snow of the season.
Wrapped up warmly by Tan Lingling, Jiang Shen joined his friends, and they headed to the grassland by the water to watch ducks, dig holes in the ice, and set off firecrackers.
They admired the ducks swimming and being taken onto a boat, with Qingling-zi especially charmed by their cuteness.
Shubao suggested getting ducklings in the spring, but Jiang Shen declined, saying Tony the chicken would get jealous.
As the group caught loaches for Tony, they passed the adults working in the fields. Jiang Shen chatted briefly with his father, Jiang Luoshan, who mentioned they would burn rice stalks in the spring.
The children picked strawberries at Shubao’s place, but Jiang Shen decided to save his strawberries to give to a friend. Shubao pointed out that the strawberries wouldn’t last until after the winter holidays, worrying Jiang Shen.
The group decided to turn the strawberries into dried fruit. They looked up instructions on Qingling-zi’s computer, and, under Tan Lingling’s supervision, began the drying process.
The children took turns chopping firewood, starting the fire, and flipping the strawberries in the pan as they roasted with honey water.
Goumao wanted to eat the strawberries, but Jiang Shen refused, explaining that he was saving them for someone special, a person most important to him.
Blushing, Jiang Shen proudly declared he had promised to give the strawberries to this person, and they were meant for them alone.
Jiang Shen's Chinese New Year was very busy. He made dried strawberries, collected red packets, took care of Goumao’s chickens, and lit firecrackers with friends.
Bai Jinyi called Jiang Shen from the United States on New Year’s Eve. Jiang Shen was amazed by the long-distance call, but Bai Jinyi downplayed it, wishing Jiang Shen a happy New Year.
With the arrival of spring, the Jiang and Chen families burned rice stalks together for fertilizer. Qingling-zi picked flowers while Jiang Shen reflected on his ballet practice, especially his upcoming dual role in a Children’s Center ballet performance.
Jiang Shen worried because Bai Jinyi hadn’t been to the boxing gym in a long time. He brought dried strawberries for Bai Jinyi, but only saw Lai Song, who hinted that Bai Jinyi might now be training in big cities like Shanghai.
Jiang Shen and Qingling-zi talked about their future aspirations. Jiang Shen was nervous about his ballet, but asked Qingling-zi to invite Goumao and Shubao to watch his performance.
Qingling-zi won a national painting competition with a piece titled My Brother. Shubao, accepted into a top high school, maintained his studious image but still enjoyed village life with Goumao.
Jiang Shen completed learning the ballet choreographed by Miss Lin. Song Xin complimented his dancing, and the two watched a rehearsal recording together.
Lai Song, now in his second year of high school, gave Jiang Shen a gift from Bai Jinyi, a pair of new ballet shoes.
Over the past two years, Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi had continued their long-distance friendship, speaking several times a week and exchanging gifts. Bai Jinyi had once sent Jiang Shen a phone, which took him days to start using.
Lai Song teased Jiang Shen about his close friendship with Bai Jinyi, but Jiang Shen smiled, feeling certain that Bai Jinyi knew his size perfectly.
The performance at the Children’s Center was crucial, with many renowned teachers and professionals attending to scout young talent. Miss Lin had recommended Jiang Shen to several important people, but this raised concerns for his parents, especially Jiang Luoshan, who initially thought ballet was just a hobby for their son.
Tan Lingling was both hopeful and anxious about Jiang Shen’s future, knowing that pursuing a dance career would involve significant challenges, including finances and relocating to a big city.
The night before the performance, Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi had a phone call where Bai Jinyi reassured Jiang Shen he would attend. Bai Jinyi also shared updates about his spoiled pet chicken, Bai’er, who had become worryingly overweight.
On the day of the performance, Jiang Shen and Song Xin prepared early, doing a final rehearsal. The ballet was about an androgynous god of the earth, with Jiang Shen dancing both male and female roles. Their costumes and makeup were intricate, with Jiang Shen’s chest painted for the role.
Jiang Shen’s friends, Goumao, Qingling-zi, and Shubao, attended the performance, having saved seats. Lai Song also arrived with Bai Jinyi, surprising the group with Bai Jinyi’s presence, as they had only speculated about him before.
During the show, the villagers, especially Goumao and Shubao, were in awe of Bai Jinyi’s wealth, but Lai Song tried to keep things lighthearted.
As the finale approached, Goumao loudly encouraged Jiang Shen, causing Jiang Shen to peek out from backstage. Song Xin confided in Jiang Shen that this would be her last performance, as she planned to focus on school instead of continuing dance.
The curtains rose, and the performance began, with Song Xin stepping into the spotlight like a graceful hawk, symbolizing the beginning of the final act.
Jiang Shen performed the first act of the ballet, portraying the god of the earth, impressing the audience with his powerful and expressive dancing. The visuals of the performance, such as the body paint and dramatic movements, left a strong impact, particularly on Qingling-zi and Chen Maoxiu, who were moved to tears.
Backstage, Song Xin praised Jiang Shen for his exceptional performance, but the mood quickly shifted when the makeup artist discovered a large tear in Jiang Shen's pants. With no backup costume available, they became anxious about how to handle the situation.
As Jiang Shen considered dancing in his practice pants, Song Xin proposed a surprising solution. She insisted that Jiang Shen perform both his role and hers, believing that he had the talent to be selected by the famous teachers in the audience.
Song Xin quickly tied her feathered skirt around Jiang Shen, instructing him on how to perform her role, focusing on kicking the skirt high to make the movements look good. Despite Jiang Shen's protests, she reassured him, expressing her belief in his talent and admitting that while she loved dancing, she knew she wasn’t destined to be a professional dancer.
Song Xin’s heartfelt words left Jiang Shen emotional, as she explained that even if she couldn’t pursue her dream, dancing had been a meaningful part of her life and would always remain in her heart.
Jiang Shen performed a captivating dance, blending both his male and female roles seamlessly. His skill in embodying Song Xin’s part stunned the audience, leaving them in awe.
Lai Song, confused at first, realized that Jiang Shen was dancing Song Xin’s part. The audience, including Jiang Shen’s friends, gave him a standing ovation, with Miss Lin leading the applause.
Backstage, Song Xin was emotional and praised Jiang Shen for his performance, reminding him of her earlier advice about kicking the skirt high to make the dance look good.
Miss Lin introduced Jiang Shen to Zhou Luoxiang, a famous representative of the Northern school of contemporary dance. Zhou invited Jiang Shen to study under him, giving him time to decide and leaving him with a business card.
Song Xin explained to Jiang Shen that Zhou Luoxiang is a renowned dancer, likening him to Shen Junyi, and told him how significant the opportunity was.
As Jiang Shen and Song Xin reflected on the future, Song Xin reaffirmed that while she may not continue dancing professionally, her dream of dancing would always stay with her, even as a hobby.
After Jiang Shen’s performance, his friends, including Qingling-zi, were emotional, with Qingling-zi even crying from being moved by his dance.
Bai Jinyi helped Jiang Shen remove his makeup backstage, teasing him about his modesty but also acknowledging how well Jiang Shen danced. Jiang Shen, in turn, sought Bai Jinyi's validation, which Bai Jinyi playfully gave.
Jiang Shen asked Bai Jinyi about dreams, reflecting on Song Xin’s decision to stop dancing. Bai Jinyi shared his own dream of becoming a professional boxer and how even when his career ends, he would still feel fulfilled by having pursued it.
Bai Jinyi reassured Jiang Shen that imperfections are okay, sharing a bonding moment over their "ugly" feet and hands, deepening their connection.
Jiang Shen realized that his dream had become real, shaped by the people around him, his passion for dancing, and moments shared with Bai Jinyi. It became part of his life, symbolized by the memories of dance studios, friendships, and Bai Jinyi’s scarred hands.
Chapter 6 — The Path to Learning
After the show, Bai Jinyi resumed training but sent Jiang Shen photos of his chicken, Bai’er. Jiang Shen reciprocated with a photo of Tony, his rooster.
Jiang Shen, Goumao, and Shen Shubao spent time by the fields, fishing for loaches. Goumao asked Jiang Shen if he would be continuing school, to which Jiang Shen responded that he would focus on ballet once he found a professional teacher.
While the boys played and tussled around, a stranger approached Jiang Shen and called his name. The stranger turned out to be Shen Junyi, a renowned ballet dancer, who critiqued Jiang Shen for neglecting the care of his feet.
Shen Junyi visited Jiang Shen’s home and evaluated his potential by making him perform ballet movements. He offered to take Jiang Shen to Shanghai for professional training but warned that the path would be strict and expensive.
Shen Junyi’s offer left Jiang Shen and his family conflicted. They were concerned about the costs and the strict training but were open to the idea of Jiang Shen pursuing his dream.
Jiang Shen also received interest from Zhou Luoxiang, another well-known dancer. When discussing the decision with Bai Jinyi, Bai Jinyi expressed a dislike for Zhou, noting that he seemed overly feminine, but Bai Jinyi was also excited about the idea of Jiang Shen moving to Shanghai.
Bai Jinyi invited Jiang Shen to visit Shanghai and watch him participate in a youth lightweight boxing match, suggesting that they spend time together afterward.
Jiang Shen was excited about the trip to Shanghai, even considering making a banner to cheer for Bai Jinyi, though Lai Song found the idea excessive. They traveled to the city together, and Jiang Shen was impressed by the respect Lai Song received from others at the boxing gym.
As they settled into the boxing gym, Lai Song emphasized the differences between ballet and boxing, implying that boxing was a rougher and more brutal path compared to Jiang Shen’s artistic one.
The friendly boxing competition had less strict rules with four rounds, each lasting three minutes. Jiang Shen was initially under the impression that matches only ended with a knockout (KO), but Lai Song explained that lightweight matches typically rely on scoring points by hitting specific areas above the waist.
In the locker room, Bai Jinyi prepared for the match, with a coach advising him on strategy. Bai Jinyi was focused solely on boxing, dismissing learning English to focus on training. Before the match, he performed a ritual with Jiang Shen, who innocently prayed for Bai Jinyi's safety rather than his victory.
Jiang Shen was nervous about the fight, while Lai Song embraced the competitive atmosphere, even engaging in aggressive gestures toward the opposing side’s supporters. As Bai Jinyi entered the ring, Lai Song urged Jiang Shen to shout encouragement, though Jiang Shen was too overwhelmed to do so.
Bai Jinyi's opponent was aggressive, throwing punches quickly. Bai Jinyi dodged and landed some strikes, but Jiang Shen was deeply concerned each time Bai Jinyi got hit, mimicking his movements from the sidelines with intense worry.
After the first round, Bai Jinyi’s score was higher, but he asked his coach if he could achieve a KO to look cool in front of Jiang Shen, despite being advised to focus on defense and maintain his lead.
As the second round began, Lai Song warned Jiang Shen that Bai Jinyi’s opponent was a dirty fighter, which meant he would likely start using underhanded tactics.
Bai Jinyi's opponent played dirty, stepping on his foot multiple times, but the referee only gave a warning.
The opponent taunted Bai Jinyi, trying to distract him. When he mentioned Jiang Shen, Bai Jinyi briefly looked at him, leading to his opponent landing a punch on his face, knocking him into the ropes.
Jiang Shen, with red eyes, shouted Bai Jinyi’s name, wanting to help, but Lai Song held him back, reminding him it was against the rules.
Bai Jinyi got up, spat out blood, and ignored the referee’s check. When the opponent continued mocking him, Bai Jinyi countered with a powerful punch, knocking the opponent down.
The referee counted to 10, declaring a KO, and the crowd erupted in excitement.
Bai Jinyi, after the victory, calmly removed his gear and fixed his hair. He crouched down to help Jiang Shen climb into the ring.
Instead of praising Bai Jinyi’s win, Jiang Shen asked loudly if the injury hurt, leaving Bai Jinyi speechless.
Bai Jinyi suffered a punch to the face, causing swelling and cuts both inside and outside his lips. Though not severe, it left his mouth visibly injured.
Bai Jinyi's personal doctor provided an ice pack, which Jiang Shen gently applied to his wound.
Lai Song questioned if Bai Jinyi knew the opponent would fight dirty. Bai Jinyi replied that most fighters do, indirectly implying this was the norm.
Lai Song, frustrated, insisted that he didn’t fight dirty, which led Bai Jinyi to retort that this was why Lai Song didn’t win the championship.
Bai Jinyi explained to Jiang Shen that during Lai Song's attempt at winning a fourth national youth heavyweight championship, his opponent struck him illegally on the back of his head in the second-to-last round, a dangerous move that could have been fatal.
Lai Song dismissed the seriousness, saying people don’t die so easily from such incidents, and despite the setback, he was content with the awards he had earned.
Lai Song added that he didn’t plan on boxing for life, indicating he was ready to move on from the sport.
Lai Song left the locker room to collect Bai Jinyi’s medal, leaving Bai Jinyi and Jiang Shen alone. Jiang Shen continued to hold the ice pack to Bai Jinyi’s swollen mouth.
As Bai Jinyi rested, droplets from the ice pack rolled down his neck, and Jiang Shen wiped them away. Bai Jinyi playfully asked if he looked good, to which Jiang Shen honestly responded that he did.
Bai Jinyi suggested visiting Shen Junyi’s studio, but Jiang Shen hesitated, feeling shy about going without an invitation. Bai Jinyi dismissed Jiang Shen’s concerns, encouraging him to visit.
Lai Song returned with Bai Jinyi’s small gold belt from the lightweight category, which Bai Jinyi casually gave to Jiang Shen. Jiang Shen was thrilled and promised to hang it on his wall.
The boys went to a fancy restaurant with Caucasian servers, but the portions were tiny. Jiang Shen, unused to such dining, ate everything, including the garnishes. Bai Jinyi noticed and ordered more food for him, ignoring Lai Song’s playful protests.
Jiang Shen felt out of place not practicing ballet and took the opportunity to practice in the yard while staying at Bai Jinyi’s house in Shanghai. Bai Jinyi observed Jiang Shen’s graceful movements and, after his shower, joined him outside.
Jiang Shen applied ointment to Bai Jinyi’s wounded lip. After wiping away water droplets from Bai Jinyi’s lips, he commented on the strawberry scent of his breath.
Bai Jinyi asked Jiang Shen to blow on the wound, and Jiang Shen innocently complied. Lai Song, coming downstairs at that moment, was startled by their closeness and jokingly offered to help as well, leaving Bai Jinyi speechless.
Jiang Shen wakes up early at Bai Jinyi’s place and is greeted by Auntie Zhu, who prepares steamed egg with soy sauce for him, calling him "Young Master," which makes him flustered.
Lai Song shamelessly embraces being called "Young Master Lai" and eats Jiang Shen’s steamed egg before heading out for a run.
Bai Jinyi, unlike Jiang Shen and Lai Song, likes to sleep in. When he comes downstairs, he's in a bad mood but improves after a shower and breakfast.
Lai Song discusses Bai Jinyi’s strict workout routine, but Bai Jinyi tries to resist training for the day.
Bai Jinyi arranges for Jiang Shen to visit Shen Junyi’s studio alone, although he offers to accompany him, which Jiang Shen declines out of guilt for interrupting his training.
Jiang Shen visits Shen Junyi’s studio, where the receptionist initially tells him Shen Junyi is unavailable. However, the teacher Ren Hui recognizes Jiang Shen and is excited to see him, assuming he is there to learn from Shen Junyi.
Ren Hui enthusiastically shows Jiang Shen around the studio and even offers him cake, though he declines, worried about gaining weight.
Ren Hui informs Jiang Shen that Shen Junyi will personally teach him and that there are only three students in total, including him.
Jiang Shen feels shy about his old clothes in the studio, but Ren Hui reassures him and brings him new shoes to try on.
Ren Hui, fascinated by Jiang Shen’s flexibility and grace during stretches, takes a photo of him while he practices, leaving Jiang Shen unsure how to respond.
Chapter 7 — Dreams Taking Flight
Shen Junyi leaves a lecture halfway and instructs his manager, Zuo Xingzhi, to take over. Zuo Xingzhi pleads to meet Shen’s promising new student, Jiang Shen, but Shen dismisses him, saying Ren Hui will take videos.
Shen Junyi had previously shown a video of Jiang Shen’s God of the Earth performance to the teachers at his studio. Ren Hui was immediately excited, wanting to bring Jiang Shen back, but Shen revealed that Zhou Luoxiang had also spoken to Jiang Shen.
Ren Hui is upset that Zhou Luoxiang is trying to "steal" Jiang Shen, but Shen Junyi explains that Zhou is a highly respected ballet dancer, expected to become the “Number One Ballet Dancer” after the next major competition.
Shen Junyi had tried to find Jiang Shen by waiting at the Children’s Center after his performance, but had been unsuccessful in locating him for several days.
During this time, Bai Jinyi notices Shen Junyi waiting at the Children’s Center and eventually speaks to him, asking who he’s looking for. When Shen Junyi says he’s looking for a boy from the ballet class, Bai Jinyi shows him a photo of Jiang Shen.
Shen Junyi is surprised that Bai Jinyi knows Jiang Shen, and Bai Jinyi asks if Shen Junyi is "more impressive than Zhou Luoxiang." Shen Junyi is taken aback by the question and realizes Bai Jinyi is not just any student.
Bai Jinyi, unimpressed with Shen Junyi’s famous dancer status, gives him Jiang Shen’s contact information and tells Shen Junyi that Jiang is a good student. Shen Junyi remains reserved, saying he will decide if Jiang is a good student after teaching him.
As they finish talking, Shen Junyi notices a colorful chicken photo on Bai Jinyi’s phone, and when he asks about it, Bai Jinyi rudely brushes him off.
Ren Hui strikes up a conversation with Jiang Shen, asking about his rooster, Tony. Jiang Shen talks about his village life, mentioning how they grow their own food and raise animals.
When asked if he would miss home, Jiang Shen admits he would miss his family, friends, and Tony, but expresses his stronger passion for ballet.
Shen Junyi arrives with Jing Luoyun, Jiang Shen’s shijie (senior disciple). She is introduced to Jiang Shen, who greets her politely.
Jing Luoyun is tall, with androgynous features, both elegant and handsome. She seems shy but smiles warmly at Jiang Shen, calling him “Shenshen-shidi.”
Shen Junyi asks Jing Luoyun to demonstrate some basic ballet moves, and Jiang Shen observes her graceful style, which contrasts with his own powerful and flexible movements.
Afterward, Shen Junyi instructs Jing Luoyun to perform a lift. Jiang Shen is confused, but Jing Luoyun gently lifts him into the air, surprising him with her strength and assuring him that he is light and won’t fall.
Jing Luoyun lifts Jiang Shen during a ballet move, showing her strength despite being a girl. Jiang Shen is steady but unsure about his balance.
Shen Junyi critiques Jiang Shen’s balance and gives him homework: to practice demi pliés in a circle with alternating legs, emphasizing footwork.
Shen Junyi unexpectedly brings up tuition fees, telling Jiang Shen he can owe today’s class fee and include it next time. Jiang Shen feels awkward and worried about the money.
Jiang Shen calls home, and his father reassures him that they will pay his tuition because he enjoys ballet.
Bai Jinyi completes his training, and workers finish creating a dance studio at his house for Jiang Shen, splitting his boxing room. Bai Jinyi plans to keep this from Jiang Shen, wanting him to practice there.
Jiang Shen returns to Bai Jinyi’s place, excited about his day at the studio and his new "shijie" (senior disciple), Jing Luoyun, who is impressive.
Jiang Shen tells Bai Jinyi and Lai Song that he’s decided to learn from Shen Junyi, mentioning the school fees and his commitment.
Bai Jinyi shows Jiang Shen the newly built dance studio in his house, which surprises and delights Jiang Shen.
Bai Jinyi asks Jiang Shen what he wants to give him in return. Jiang Shen offers to buy him boxing gloves, but Bai Jinyi suggests that dancing Swan Lake for him would be more meaningful.
Bai Jinyi reflects that Jiang Shen dancing for him is a romantic gesture, showing their deepening bond.
Jiang Shen used his red packet money from Lunar New Year to buy Bai Jinyi a new pair of boxing gloves, which Bai Jinyi immediately used in his training.
He also bought a wrist guard for Lai Song, who accepted it cheerfully.
With his ballet school and teacher decided, Jiang Shen needed to go home to prepare and change his residential address, while Bai Jinyi stayed in Shanghai to continue his intense training.
Lai Song, preparing for his third year of high school, decided to go back with Jiang Shen to make up his classes.
Lai Song shared that Song Xin was also attending make-up classes and was happy about Jiang Shen’s decision to learn from Shen Junyi.
Lai Song promised that he and Song Xin would visit Jiang Shen and hang out together in the future, to which Jiang Shen happily responded that the hydrangea fields had bloomed and Song Xin would love them.
Goumao and Qingling-zi waited at the bus stop to greet Jiang Shen, who returned home after his trip to Shanghai.
Jiang Shen gifted Qingling-zi a small present he bought, but Goumao urged them to talk more at home while offering ice cream.
They walked back to the village, passing the bookstore where Jiang Shen greeted the old man, gifting him a backscratcher.
The old man gave Jiang Shen a photo album of his dance performance, which he had developed.
Shen Shubao arrived on his new mountain bike, joining the group as they continued walking home, talking about small gifts Jiang Shen had bought for his friends.
Jiang Shen was teased for spending all his money on small presents for them, including keychains for Goumao and Shen Shubao, and a pencil case for Qingling-zi.
At home, Jiang Shen's family prepared a celebratory meal with neighbors Miao Hua'er and Li Zhuo helping. Firecrackers were set off, and everyone gathered to enjoy the evening.
During the dinner, Jiang Shen was seated at the center of attention, receiving red packets from the neighbors for his accomplishments.
The children later gathered in Jiang Shen's room to watch Swan Lake, with only Qingling-zi falling asleep.
Shen Shubao explained that the male version of Swan Lake was a love story between two men, leaving Jiang Shen surprised and contemplative.
After everyone left, Jiang Shen stayed up to finish watching the ballet, feeling confused and lost about his own thoughts.
He finally opened the photo album given to him by the old man, finding photos of himself dancing, with a note at the end wishing him a life where his dreams glow brightly and grow wildly without hindrance.
Lai Song kept his word and brought Song Xin to the village, where they met up with Jiang Shen, Goumao, and Shen Shubao, who were digging for crawfish.
Song Xin stood out in her elegant white dress and parasol, but she expressed an eagerness to join in the activity despite her attire.
Jiang Shen tried to find a solution for Song Xin to join without ruining her clothes and offered to borrow pants for her. Song Xin was determined to catch crawfish, much to everyone's amusement.
The group decided to explore the blooming hydrangeas in the nearby forest, which amazed Song Xin with its beauty.
Qingling-zi, the younger sister of Goumao, joined Song Xin, and they quickly bonded, taking many photos together in the flower fields.
Lai Song and the boys picked flowers for Song Xin, while Jiang Shen sat with a large bouquet. Lai Song secretly took a photo of Jiang Shen and sent it to Bai Jinyi.
Bai Jinyi, who was in training, received the photo and quietly saved it, asking for more pictures of the group.
Song Xin eventually borrowed Goumao’s farming pants and continued her mission to catch crawfish, with Lai Song joining in to ensure her safety.
Jiang Shen, sitting by the field guarding their shoes, received a text from Bai Jinyi asking for a selfie. Though hesitant, Jiang Shen considered it, unsure how to respond to the persistent request.
Bai Jinyi received Jiang Shen’s selfie, and shortly after, Song Xin had finished her mud-filled adventure, having caught six pounds of crawfish.
The adults ate indoors while the children peeled crawfish in the yard. Song Xin, who arrived looking elegant, now sat disheveled, wearing Goumao’s pants, eating crawfish with one bare foot on a stool.
The group bonded over the meal, forming a strong connection despite Song Xin’s earlier fairy-like appearance.
As the night cooled, Song Xin suggested dancing, and she and Jiang Shen performed Picking Lotuses on a bamboo mat. Lai Song provided live singing, impressing the group with his deep voice.
Qingling-zi was moved to tears by the dance, and Goumao comforted her. Song Xin joyfully wiped Qingling-zi’s tears and the group celebrated with applause and laughter.
Jiang Shen sent a message to Bai Jinyi, telling him how much he loved dancing. Bai Jinyi replied with a voice message, asking Jiang Shen to return soon, to which Jiang Shen teasingly asked if Bai Jinyi missed him.
Bai Jinyi admitted he wanted crawfish, and Jiang Shen promised to bring some the next day.
Lai Song and Song Xin left for the city after a few days, with Jiang Shen preparing to return with them. Song Xin left a message for Jiang Shen, telling him to work hard in ballet or she would come after him.
Lai Song also left a message for Bai Jinyi, saying he would fight one last match in his senior year of high school to win back his gold belt before retiring.
Bai Jinyi met Jiang Shen at the train station. Jiang Shen brought a sack of crawfish and a bouquet of dried hydrangeas, which he gave to Bai Jinyi, much to Bai Jinyi’s surprise.
They discussed Jiang Shen’s upcoming dorm arrangement, and when Jiang Shen mentioned possibly living with his shixiong, Bai Jinyi got possessive, jokingly calling the shixiong “a pile of shit,” leaving Jiang Shen bewildered.
The annual tuition for Shen Junyi’s ballet classes is around 80,000 RMB, covering everything from food to lodging, but Jiang Shen plans to stay with Bai Jinyi instead of at the dormitory. Shen Junyi agrees to refund Jiang Shen’s dormitory fee each month.
Shen Junyi asks if staying with Bai Jinyi, a boxer, would cause any issues, but Jiang Shen assures him that Bai Jinyi treats him well.
Jiang Shen receives his new fitted white dance clothes, which are subtly embroidered with clouds.
Jing Luoyun, Jiang Shen’s shy senior, warmly welcomes him back as they prepare for their dance session.
Shen Junyi asks about another student, Liu Xingzhi, who is late because he was with a fan. Shen Junyi expresses concern about his closeness to fans.
Jing Luoyun explains to Jiang Shen that Liu Xingzhi is an accomplished dancer who has already performed and won silver prizes in Russia and France.
Liu Xingzhi arrives and immediately displays a cocky attitude, mentioning he had already won a national ballet competition at Jiang Shen’s age, which intimidates Jiang Shen.
Liu Xingzhi, with his distinct dreadlocks and aloof personality, shows disapproval and hostility toward Jiang Shen, who greets him respectfully.
Shen Junyi instructs Liu Xingzhi to take care of Jiang Shen, but Liu’s attitude remains cold, and Shen Junyi is puzzled by the tension between the two.
Shen Junyi works one-on-one with Jiang Shen, correcting his posture and helping him improve his basic ballet techniques. Jiang Shen, despite the difficulty, works hard and doesn’t complain.
Liu Xingzhi expresses resentment toward Jiang Shen’s arrival, fearing that Jiang Shen will compete for roles and performance opportunities.
After a long day of practice, Jiang Shen is picked up by Bai Jinyi, who massages his sore legs. Jiang Shen tells Bai Jinyi that Liu Xingzhi seems to dislike him.
Exhausted, Jiang Shen humorously wonders if it’s because he kept staring at Liu Xingzhi’s dreadlocks, comparing them to a centipede before falling asleep.
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Chapter 8 — Shixiong, Shijie
Jiang Shen spent three months training rigorously under Shen Junyi’s intense instruction, enduring difficult ballet practices as he continued to live with Bai Jinyi.
Jiang Shen started helping with household chores to repay Bai Jinyi's family for their kindness, even allowing Auntie Zhu, the housekeeper, to return to the Bai family home.
Bai Jinyi adjusted his morning schedule to accommodate Jiang Shen’s routine, although he remained grumpy in the mornings. The two boys spent their mornings together in relative silence.
Bai Jinyi informed Jiang Shen of his plan to move up to the middleweight class in boxing, increasing his training to gain more muscle and weight, despite the potential increase in injuries and danger. Jiang Shen, visibly concerned, stayed silent but was unhappy with Bai Jinyi’s decision.
At the dance studio, Jiang Shen helped Jing Luoyun clean and greeted Liu Xingzhi, who continued to be cold toward him. Despite Jing Luoyun's reminders about overtraining, Liu Xingzhi remained stubborn and defiant.
Jiang Shen attended a weekly morning meeting at Laiyi Dance Studio with Jing Luoyun and Liu Xingzhi. It was Jiang Shen’s first time being in such a setting, and he felt anxious and out of place.
Liu Xingzhi, though initially rude and hostile, defended Jiang Shen in front of other dancers, telling them Jiang Shen was more talented than they were, but still criticized Jiang Shen privately for being timid.
Liu Xingzhi prepared for his upcoming "first dance" performance, which was significant as it was his debut performance as an adult. Jing Luoyun explained the importance of this to Jiang Shen and encouraged him to aim for his own future performances.
Liu Xingzhi's dance was powerful and free, embodying the spirit of the grasslands, leaving a deep impression on Jiang Shen. Jing Luoyun invited Jiang Shen to participate in Liu’s performance, but Jiang Shen felt unworthy, believing Liu Xingzhi wouldn’t want him to join.
Bai Jinyi left his boxing gym with a new injury on his face, frustrated by his opponents hitting him in the face despite his instructions to avoid it. He hid the injury from Jiang Shen, but knew the boy would notice.
When Jiang Shen got into the car, he discovered Bai Jinyi pretending to sleep to avoid showing his injury. Jiang Shen eventually cupped Bai Jinyi’s face, forcing him to reveal his injury, and reacted with uncharacteristic anger, demanding to know who hit him.
Jiang Shen applied ointment to Bai Jinyi’s injured face, pressing harder when Bai Jinyi downplayed the pain.
Despite being angry at first, Jiang Shen’s heart ached seeing Bai Jinyi's swollen face, and he gently blew on the injury afterward.
Bai Jinyi informed Jiang Shen about an upcoming match against the national youth runner-up, calling himself a “rising star.” Jiang Shen was nervous but avoided showing it.
Bai Jinyi playfully suggested Jiang Shen attend the match, offering a front-row ticket, but Jiang Shen declined, saying he needed to practice a dance.
Bai Jinyi left a ticket for Jiang Shen in the bathroom mirror as a subtle reminder, and Jiang Shen later took it with him, despite saying he wouldn’t go.
Jiang Shen arrived at the dance studio early and helped Jing Luoyun clean up, discussing their academic and dance schedules.
Jiang Shen was surprised to learn that Liu Xingzhi, his strict senior, excelled academically and could easily attend university if he wanted.
During class, a fellow dancer named Zhang Zhi from the third floor approached Jiang Shen, asking about life on the fifth floor and teasingly calling him a “genius,” making Jiang Shen uncomfortable.
At lunch, Zhang Zhi and others continued to prod Jiang Shen with questions about his dance abilities, putting him on the spot, but Jing Luoyun arrived to take him back upstairs.
Jing Luoyun and Liu Xingzhi argued about the theme for Jing’s solo performance, with Liu suggesting birds instead of flowers. They humorously debated the symbolism of birds in dance.
Liu Xingzhi teased Jiang Shen when the boy expressed his desire to dance the male version of Swan Lake, saying that romantic ballets require love between the dancers.
Jiang Shen was shocked by the idea that two men could be romantically involved, but Liu Xingzhi and Jing Luoyun calmly explained that same-sex relationships were common in the dance world, especially among male dancers.
Jing Luoyun encouraged Jiang Shen to uphold a tradition at Laiyi, where dancers perform Swan Lake for their loved ones, suggesting he do the same in the future.
At the boxing gym, everyone greeted Jiang Shen as "Little Swan," finding it endearing that such a delicate dancer was friends with a boxer.
Jiang Shen arrived at the waiting lounge to find Bai Jinyi, who was preparing for his match. Jiang Shen helped him put on his boxing gloves and nervously whispered a pre-match prayer.
Bai Jinyi’s coach, Senbu, and manager, Su Fang, entered, exchanging warm greetings with Jiang Shen.
Jiang Shen, anxious about the match, sat beside Su Fang, who reassured him that Bai Jinyi would be fine.
Bai Jinyi’s opponent, Luo Zhou, entered the ring, and Bai Jinyi followed, briefly locking eyes with Jiang Shen.
The first round saw both fighters scoring points, but Bai Jinyi lagged behind slightly.
Over the next seven rounds, Bai Jinyi switched to a more aggressive style, leading to intense exchanges of blows with his opponent.
By the eighth round, both fighters were visibly exhausted, with Bai Jinyi suffering a bleeding nose and a severe injury near his eye.
Despite Su Fang’s advice to conserve strength, Bai Jinyi continued to fight aggressively, pushing the match to a near KO in the final round.
Luo Zhou narrowly won by points, though Bai Jinyi impressed everyone by going the full distance.
After the match, Jiang Shen comforted a bruised and injured Bai Jinyi in the locker room, expressing his unhappiness at seeing Bai Jinyi hurt.
Bai Jinyi, despite losing, was comforted by Jiang Shen’s words and asked to hold him for a while, leading to a tender moment between them.
Jiang Shen, flustered by their closeness, eventually covered Bai Jinyi’s exposed chest with a towel, worried about others seeing him.
After the match, Bai Jinyi’s mood was low, so he spent time with Jiang Shen as the latter practiced ballet at home.
Bai Jinyi teased Jiang Shen about his Swan Lake performance, eagerly anticipating seeing him dance, even if he wasn’t the lead.
The dance school had a special holiday arrangement, with only ten days off during Chinese New Year, while the dance troupe continued rehearsals.
Jiang Shen, wanting to buy a front-row ticket for Bai Jinyi to watch him perform, asked Jing Luoyun for help, and she was surprised but managed to get him a half-priced ticket.
Liu Xingzhi, noticing Jiang Shen’s request, teased him about getting Bai Jinyi to pay since he's wealthy, but Jiang Shen insisted Bai Jinyi would never have to pay to watch him perform.
Jing Luoyun advised Jiang Shen to take care of his body, as overworking could cause injuries, using Liu Xingzhi's past injury as an example.
Jiang Shen learned that Liu Xingzhi charged even his close fan, Mr. Pu, more for performance tickets, with Mr. Pu happily complying.
In the winter cold, Jiang Shen struggled with the broken heating in Bai Jinyi’s mansion, though Bai Jinyi helped by applying lotion to his face and suggesting they sleep together for warmth.
Jiang Shen was distracted during his academic class due to the cold and Bai Jinyi's offer, and his deskmate Zhang Zhi noticed, asking if he hadn’t slept well.
Later, the supporting lead for Jing Luoyun’s performance was selected, with Jiang Shen being chosen after performing in front of her and Liu Xingzhi.
Some third-floor dancers gossiped that Jiang Shen was favored because of his status, but Zhang Zhi defended him, praising both his talent and hard work.
Liu Xingzhi reprimanded the third-floor dancers for their lack of practice, pointing out their arrogance, and calling Jiang Shen’s twelve-hour daily practice far from the mark of a "genius."
After practice, Jiang Shen was cold and unable to sleep, thinking about Bai Jinyi’s offer. Finally, after waiting too long, he decided to bring his pillow and blanket to Bai Jinyi’s room himself.
Chapter 9 — The History of Laiyi
Jiang Shen, carrying his pillow and blanket, went to Bai Jinyi's room, reminding him they were supposed to sleep together. Bai Jinyi teased him, saying Jiang Shen didn’t specify where they would sleep.
Bai Jinyi invited Jiang Shen into bed. Jiang Shen noticed Bai Jinyi hiding a boxing magazine, and after some back-and-forth, Jiang Shen found an interview about Bai Jinyi. Excitedly, Jiang Shen cut out the article and added it to his collection.
Bai Jinyi teased Jiang Shen about his fandom, jokingly suggesting that Jiang Shen’s fans should be called “The Little Swan Ecological Protection Centre.”
Jiang Shen bought a ticket for Bai Jinyi to his Shijie Jing Luoyun’s performance, explaining how quickly her tickets sell out because of her devoted fans. They discussed potential fandom names for Jiang Shen.
As they talked, Jiang Shen asked Bai Jinyi if he was ever afraid while boxing. Bai Jinyi admitted he was, especially when Jiang Shen was watching because he wanted to seem like an invincible hero to him. Jiang Shen reassured Bai Jinyi that he already was a hero in his eyes.
When Bai Jinyi asked what Jiang Shen thought about while dancing, Jiang Shen shared that he thought about his home, family, and friends, including Bai Jinyi, but he fell asleep before explaining more.
Bai Jinyi tenderly kissed Jiang Shen’s forehead while he slept.
For the first time, Jiang Shen did not return home for Chinese New Year to focus on his performance. Bai Jinyi also stayed in Shanghai to keep him company. They had a New Year’s Eve dinner, with a chef preparing the food.
Jiang Shen video-called his family, including Goumao, Qingling-zi, and Shen Shubao. Qingling-zi proudly showed a prize-winning drawing of Jiang Shen dancing, and Shen Shubao showed off their fireworks, which the boys lit while wishing Jiang Shen a happy New Year.
Jing Luoyun’s performance attracted a large audience, primarily rich female fans. Bai Jinyi attended in a suit, sitting in the front row among these fans.
Jiang Shen, as the supporting lead, had many scenes with Jing Luoyun. After the performance, Jing Luoyun brought him to the front for a special bow.
Bai Jinyi went backstage to see Jiang Shen, whose dressing room was noticeably less adorned with flowers compared to Jing Luoyun’s. However, Jiang Shen was happy and excited after his performance.
Bai Jinyi quietly arranged for an extravagant flower stand, featuring a swan design, to be delivered after the performance.
While Bai Jinyi was waiting, he overheard Shen Junyi and Zhou Luoxiang discussing a dancer named Ai Lai, who had faced challenges in the past, with Zhou expressing concern about Jiang Shen possibly encountering similar struggles.
Zhou Luoxiang argued that Jiang Shen, like Ai Lai, danced with more than just technique, hinting at deeper emotional challenges.
Shen Junyi was defensive about Jiang Shen, insisting he knew what was best for him as his teacher.
After the performance, there was a party in Jing Luoyun’s dressing room. Jiang Shen was praised by Liu Xingzhi for his performance, and Bai Jinyi introduced himself to Liu Xingzhi as Jiang Shen’s very rich fan.
When the party ended, Bai Jinyi’s extravagant flower stand was revealed outside the theater, complete with a life-sized swan made of white roses and a team of foreigners with bouquets. Confetti was launched as Jiang Shen stood stunned by the overwhelming display.
Bai Jinyi nonchalantly explained it was his first time doing something like this and promised to deliver the flowers more discreetly next time.
Bai Jinyi's ostentatious and tacky flower delivery at Jiang Shen's performance became a popular topic of discussion in the ballet circle, but neither Bai Jinyi nor Jiang Shen cared about the opinions of others.
Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi spent the winter sleeping in the same bed, but when the weather warmed, Jiang Shen moved back to his own room, which left Bai Jinyi slightly displeased and Jiang Shen feeling disappointed.
Jiang Shen continued to improve his dancing and practiced Swan Lake, wanting to perform it for Bai Jinyi. Jing Luoyun and Liu Xingzhi teased him about who he was dancing for, not knowing the person he liked was Bai Jinyi.
Liu Xingzhi helped Jiang Shen adjust his dance for Swan Lake and advised him to use his eyes to convey emotion during the dance, referencing how Swan Lake should be performed.
Liu Xingzhi’s highly anticipated "first dance" performance was being planned for his 18th birthday, and Shen Junyi was personally handling the choreography.
Jing Luoyun encouraged Jiang Shen, saying he had already garnered some attention in the industry and had made a name for himself through smaller performances. However, Shen Junyi didn’t want Jiang Shen to participate in national competitions yet.
Jiang Shen inquired about whether he had a fan club or super topic like his seniors, showing a mix of humor and curiosity.
When auditions were held for the supporting lead role in Liu Xingzhi’s performance, Shen Junyi rejected Jiang Shen for the role, despite Liu Xingzhi supporting his junior’s inclusion. Shen Junyi argued that Jiang Shen's style clashed with Liu Xingzhi’s and Jing Luoyun’s, making him unsuitable for the grand stage.
This decision caused tension between Liu Xingzhi and Shen Junyi, leading Liu Xingzhi to storm out in frustration. Ren Hui later revealed to Shen Junyi that Jiang Shen had gained a nickname, “Little Swan,” and had a fan club called "The Little Swan’s Ecological Protection Center."
Liu Xingzhi vented to Jiang Shen and Jing Luoyun, questioning why Jiang Shen didn’t stand up for himself and telling him he was old enough to have his own opinions. He mocked the idea that Jiang Shen could dance Swan Lake for someone but couldn’t be his supporting lead, causing Jiang Shen to blush as he explained that dancing Swan Lake for someone he liked was different.
Liu Xingzhi, although furious that Jiang Shen was initially rejected as his supporting lead, couldn’t stay mad at his junior. He pushed Jiang Shen hard to learn the role quickly, and Jiang Shen proved to be a fast learner, mastering the part in just a few days.
Shen Junyi, though initially opposed, eventually allowed Jiang Shen to take on the supporting lead role, as he couldn’t control Liu Xingzhi's rebelliousness.
News spread through Laiyi that an important figure, referred to as the "ancestor," was returning. Jing Luoyun explained that this person was deeply connected to the studio and had a romantic history with Shen Junyi, which intrigued Jiang Shen.
Shen Junyi called Jiang Shen for an assessment, asking him to perform a dance. Jiang Shen danced beautifully, but his expressive style, filled with personal thoughts and emotions, concerned Shen Junyi. He worried that this experiential way of dancing could be a double-edged sword.
Shen Junyi advised Jiang Shen to not only dance because he liked it, but to find a deeper passion for it. He warned that if something more important than dance appeared in his life, it could disrupt his growth as a dancer.
Jiang Shen, when asked by Shen Junyi about practicing Swan Lake, became flustered and embarrassed. Shen Junyi jokingly scolded him for being so focused on love.
Shen Junyi confirmed that Jiang Shen could now officially be Liu Xingzhi’s supporting lead, but warned Liu Xingzhi not to complain if Jiang Shen overshadowed him.
Shen Junyi revealed that Ai Lai, Jiang Shen’s "Second Shifu," would be returning soon to help Jiang Shen with his ballet. Jiang Shen, emboldened by gossip from his seniors, asked if Ai Lai and Shen Junyi were romantically involved, which Shen Junyi angrily denied.
After this confrontation, Jing Luoyun and Liu Xingzhi were scolded by Shen Junyi for filling Jiang Shen’s head with gossip.
Despite the teasing, Liu Xingzhi continued to check on Jiang Shen's progress with Swan Lake, concerned that his junior’s personal "confession" might delay the preparations for his "first dance."
Jiang Shen expressed fear about the potential consequences of dancing Swan Lake for the person he liked, worrying that they might not understand or reciprocate his feelings. For the first time, he felt that dancing wasn’t always a source of joy, especially when tied to his emotions.
Bai Jinyi submitted an application to train in the United States and planned to work with Mayweather as his new coach, thanks to Senbu’s connections. His parents intended to buy a boxing club for him to train at.
Bai Jinyi’s manager, Su Fang, informed him of a magazine interview to celebrate his win at the National Middleweight Youth Championship, but Bai Jinyi was indifferent.
Bai Jinyi’s physique had matured, and his popularity was growing, particularly due to his appearance. Su Fang mentioned Bai Jinyi's plans to move to the American boxing circuit, but he hadn't told Jiang Shen yet.
At Laiyi, the studio prepared for the arrival of an important figure, referred to as the "ancestor." Liu Xingzhi advised Jiang Shen to be prepared and continue working on Swan Lake.
Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi had dinner together, during which Jiang Shen cut out an article praising Bai Jinyi’s accomplishments. He stumbled upon information about Bai Jinyi’s move to the U.S. in the next two years, which made him anxious.
Bai Jinyi reassured Jiang Shen that he wouldn’t be leaving soon, but asked if Jiang Shen would miss him when he did leave. Jiang Shen admitted he wouldn’t be able to bear it.
Later that night, Jiang Shen went to Bai Jinyi’s room and asked to sleep together. The two shared a tender moment in bed, with Jiang Shen expressing his feelings about not wanting Bai Jinyi to leave for the U.S.
The following morning, the boys continued their lighthearted interactions, with Jiang Shen teasing Bai Jinyi about his messy hair and calling him cute, to which Bai Jinyi jokingly responded by acting cutely.
Jiang Shen returned to Bai Jinyi’s bed, but the next day, he still felt sad about Bai Jinyi’s impending departure to the U.S. His melancholy affected his practice, and Shen Junyi noticed his poor condition.
A commotion arose when the “ancestor” and second shifu, Ai Lai, arrived at the studio. Jiang Shen, Jing Luoyun, and Liu Xingzhi were curious and nervous about meeting him.
Ai Lai, a graceful and ethereal-looking man, critiqued Liu Xingzhi and Jing Luoyun harshly, continuing his reputation for being a demanding teacher who made students cry.
Ai Lai's scolding extended to Jiang Shen, calling his dancing "idiotic nonsense" and asking if he was heartbroken, referencing Jiang Shen’s feelings for Bai Jinyi.
For the next two weeks, Ai Lai scolded the students relentlessly, leaving them exhausted. Ai Lai also continuously teased Jiang Shen about his unspoken confession to the person he liked.
Jiang Shen revealed to his seniors that Bai Jinyi was going to the U.S., making him hesitant about confessing his feelings through Swan Lake. His seniors encouraged him not to give up.
Ai Lai and Jiang Shen had a private conversation. Ai Lai spoke about his own experiences as a dancer, including tearing his Achilles tendon and feeling inferior to Shen Junyi's technical brilliance.
Ai Lai revealed that, unlike Shen Junyi, he could never dance without emotional attachment. He admitted to falling in love with many of his dance partners, including once being infatuated with Shen Junyi.
Ai Lai explained that Shen Junyi’s cold rejection led him to move on, but Shen Junyi tried to save Ai Lai by renaming the studio Laiyi and making Ai Lai’s Swan Lake performance a tradition. However, Ai Lai lost his passion for dancing.
Ai Lai encouraged Jiang Shen to hold on to his feelings and belief in "liking" someone, insisting that like is priceless and shouldn't be lost, even if the person doesn’t reciprocate those feelings.
Rumors about Shen Junyi’s love life proved to be more complicated than expected. Ai Lai returned to his usual strictness, though he stopped scolding Jiang Shen.
Shen Junyi explained that Laiyi’s motto consists of two parts: diligence (his contribution) and heart-led passion (Ai Lai’s contribution). Ai Lai wanted Jiang Shen to achieve what he couldn’t.
Ai Lai privately coached Jiang Shen for a few days, praising his talent and deep emotions, but dismissed the idea of rekindling romance with Shen Junyi.
Ai Lai shared a story about Zhou Luoxiang, revealing why Shen Junyi disliked him: Zhou took Ai Lai's lead role in a competition after Ai Lai injured his Achilles tendon, winning a gold medal. While Zhou sought glory, Shen Junyi remained loyal to Ai Lai.
Jiang Shen received a ten-day break, during which he invited Bai Jinyi to visit his village. Su Fang teased Bai Jinyi about their close relationship, and Bai joked about going on a "honeymoon."
Jiang Shen video-called his friends from his village, including Tan Lingling and Shen Shubao, planning a return visit. He invited Bai Jinyi to join him for the trip.
At the village, Bai Jinyi was warmly welcomed by Jiang Shen’s family and friends. They ate a large meal, and later, Jiang Shen suggested they take a walk to the rice fields.
Under the night sky, Jiang Shen revealed he had finished learning Swan Lake and performed it for Bai Jinyi in the rice field, barefoot and shirtless.
Jiang Shen’s dance conveyed the story of a swan and a prince, culminating in him kneeling before Bai Jinyi, emotionally confessing his love. Jiang Shen declared that his soul belonged to Bai Jinyi, just as he loved dancing and the earth.
Chapter 10 — Dreams Glowing Brightly
Bai Jinyi had a vivid dream where he was in a boxing ring surrounded by a golden paddy field. He saw a bright star falling towards him and instinctively caught it, feeling its warmth in his heart.
Waking up, Bai Jinyi found Jiang Shen was not by his side. He went outside to wash up, clumsily using the tap, and was joined by Jiang Shen, who had fetched soy milk.
As they shared a quiet morning together, Bai Jinyi almost confessed his feelings to Jiang Shen, but they were interrupted by Tan Lingling calling them for breakfast.
After breakfast, the boys went for a walk. Jiang Shen climbed a tree to pick mandarins, and Bai Jinyi lifted him down, carrying him in a princess carry, playfully eating mandarins together.
Later, they lay in a sea of flowers on a hill, basking in the sunlight. Bai Jinyi finally confessed his feelings to Jiang Shen, comparing him to a star that fell from the sky into his arms.
Bai Jinyi kissed Jiang Shen under the sunlit trees and flowers, expressing his deep affection. He told Jiang Shen he could stay and not go to the United States, prioritizing their relationship.
Jiang Shen, though flustered and anxious, admitted he didn’t want Bai Jinyi to leave. Bai Jinyi reassured him, continuing to kiss him gently, and declared that he liked Jiang Shen more than anything else.
Jiang Shen had no experience in romantic relationships but had observed others at Laiyi, where relationships were not restricted. Bai Jinyi, who grew up with rough boys, had only ever formed ideas of love based on his feelings for Jiang Shen.
They couldn’t show much affection in the village due to constant company from friends like Goumao and Shen Shubao, who joined them for lunch after catching up on sleep.
After lunch, they went to the lake to watch the adults harvest hairy crabs. Goumao invited them to join in, suggesting Bai Jinyi get into the water. Bai Jinyi hesitated but was eventually convinced by Jiang Shen, who reassured him he'd still be the most handsome, even dirty.
Bai Jinyi, reluctant but dressed in wader pants, entered the water and awkwardly scooped up a few crabs while Goumao and Shen Shubao worked more efficiently.
In the evening, they cooked and ate the crabs. Bai Jinyi picked out the crabs he caught for Jiang Shen, emphasizing that they were special because they were his catches. Jiang Shen ate them, savoring the crab fat, and Bai Jinyi wiped some off his face, licking his own finger in front of everyone.
Qingling-zi and the others noticed the subtle affection between Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi. Shen Shubao teasingly suggested that if Jiang Shen liked someone, he would express it by dancing for them, unlike engineering boys who made trinkets.
Bai Jinyi responded that if he liked someone, he would want to be their hero and give them his whole heart, looking meaningfully at Jiang Shen.
That night, after washing up, Jiang Shen joined Bai Jinyi in bed. Bai Jinyi was reading about boxing clubs, but Jiang Shen gently encouraged him to go to the United States to pursue his boxing career.
Jiang Shen admitted that he liked watching Bai Jinyi in the ring and believed his hero should reach even greater heights. He promised to keep Bai Jinyi’s heart safe within his own, though the conversation was emotional and painful.
Wrapped in Bai Jinyi’s embrace, Jiang Shen fell asleep, feeling both the bliss and the bittersweet pain of young love, unsure of the future but cherishing the moment.
Jiang Shen's break was cut short when Liu Xingzhi urged him to return to rehearsals, emphasizing the importance of his "first dance."
Bai Jinyi received pressure from Senbu to take up the opportunity to train with Mayweather in the United States, and he agreed to go.
Jiang Shen returned to Laiyi’s dance studio, where Liu Xingzhi questioned whether his confession to Bai Jinyi had been successful, making Jiang Shen blush with embarrassment.
Liu Xingzhi’s "first dance," titled Silvergrass, was a major event with many important figures in attendance, and it required extensive rehearsals.
Ai Lai, though no longer harsh with his critiques, subtly expressed his concern that Jiang Shen might outshine Liu Xingzhi during the performance.
As Jiang Shen prepared for the performance, he noticed tension and subtle malice from other dancers, who seemed resentful of his role as Liu Xingzhi’s supporting lead.
Despite Jiang Shen’s attempt to downplay the situation, Liu Xingzhi overheard students gossiping about how they had sabotaged Jiang Shen's shoes to prevent him from outshining the principal dancer.
Furious, Liu Xingzhi stormed in, confronting the students and beating them with Jiang Shen’s shoes, commanding them to stop bullying Jiang Shen.
Liu Xingzhi declared that Jiang Shen’s skill was due to his hard work and that if Jiang Shen outshone him during the performance, it would be because of his own shortcomings, not Jiang Shen's.
He warned Jiang Shen to perform at his best and not to hold back during his "first dance" or risk losing his respect as a fellow dancer.
Bai Jinyi spent a month training at Mayweather’s boxing gym in L.A., under the watchful eye of Floyd Mayweather, who shared a similar defensive counterattack style with him.
Despite Mayweather’s daily presence, he never personally trained Bai Jinyi, leaving the young boxer to rely on his own efforts and studies.
Bai Jinyi faced constant harassment from fellow boxers at the gym due to his Asian background, but he gained respect after knocking out a black boxer in his weight class during his second month, though he was severely bruised in the process.
Bai Jinyi hid the severity of his injuries from Jiang Shen, but Jiang Shen suspected what had happened. When asked if it hurt, Bai Jinyi responded that winning made it bearable.
During a phone conversation, Bai Jinyi asked Jiang Shen to stop asking if he was hurt and instead ask if he missed him or liked him. Jiang Shen agreed, sweetly acknowledging their mutual feelings despite the long distance.
Jiang Shen’s senior, Jing Luoyun, probed about his relationship, learning that he was dating Bai Jinyi, who she initially worried might be a delinquent because he boxed. Liu Xingzhi clarified, and the group shared lighthearted banter.
Liu Xingzhi teased Jiang Shen about dating a boxer, calling it "vulgar," while Jiang Shen teased him back about his love for money.
As the day of Liu Xingzhi’s "first dance" Silvergrass arrived, Bai Jinyi sent a massive display of flowers to Jiang Shen’s dressing room.
Liu Xingzhi, adorned with a ponytail of dreadlocks and colorful feathers, encouraged Jiang Shen to dance with all his soul during the debut performance.
Tan Lingling, Jiang Luoshan, and several other friends and family members dressed formally to attend Jiang Shen's ballet performance, emphasizing the importance of the event and their desire not to embarrass Jiang Shen.
Chen Laoshi, Shen Guoliang, Miao Hua’er, and others from the village also attended the event, with Shen Guoliang carefully carrying a large flower basket for Jiang Shen.
Upon arriving at the theater, Tan Lingling and the others struggled to navigate the big city but eventually made it to the venue. Qingling-zi, Goumao, and Shen Shubao were already seated and feeling out of place among the well-dressed and important-looking audience members.
Song Xin, a friend of the group, reassured them to be confident and proud, as Jiang Shen was the supporting lead in the performance, an important role.
A reporter interviewed Shen Shubao and Goumao, who expressed their pride in Jiang Shen, though the reporter's reaction implied he found their enthusiasm naive given the ballet world's strict hierarchy.
The old bookstore owner, referred to as Jiang Shen’s “Grandpa Caretaker,” also arrived at the performance, proudly carrying his camera to capture moments of his "Little Swan."
Bai Jinyi and Lai Song arrived shortly before the performance. Bai Jinyi took his seat next to Tan Lingling, while Lai Song sat near Song Xin, teasing her playfully.
Zhou Luoxiang entered with Liang-lao, a legendary figure in the ballet world, causing a commotion among the audience and media. Zhou stood up for Jiang Shen when a reporter disparaged Jiang Shen’s background, reminding the reporter of Jiang Shen's talent and calling out his inappropriate comments.
Backstage, Jiang Shen prepared for his performance alongside Liu Xingzhi. Though they couldn’t see each other, they shared an unspoken connection and determination to give their best onstage.
The symphony orchestra began, and with the haunting sound of the horsehead fiddle, Jiang Shen and Liu Xingzhi leapt onto the stage as the curtains rose, marking the start of their performance.
Chapter 11 — Growing Wildly
Liu Xingzhi performed as Xilutuzhao, a Mongolian youth becoming a god in Silvergrass. His movements were powerful, graceful, and depicted compassion and strength.
Jiang Shen played the shepherd boy Wu’en, displaying reserved and earthy movements that contrasted with Liu Xingzhi’s ethereal freedom.
The two danced together in an intertwined performance, with Xilutuzhao gifting golden bells to Wu’en, symbolizing spiritual connection.
Tan Lingling and Jiang Luoshan were overwhelmed with pride and emotion as they watched their son perform.
The audience, including ballet elites like Liang-lao and Zhou Luoxiang, was stunned by the performance. After a brief silence, the entire theater erupted into applause.
Backstage, Jiang Shen remained immersed in his emotions. Liu Xingzhi tapped his head and reminded him to snap out of it, preparing for curtain calls and media interviews.
Jiang Shen and Liu Xingzhi took multiple curtain calls, receiving many flowers and praise from the media. Jiang Shen, inexperienced with interviews, relied on Liu Xingzhi and Jing Luoyun for most responses.
Jiang Shen’s friends and family, including Bai Jinyi, waited in the celebratory reception room, buzzing with excitement.
Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi reunited after the performance, with Jiang Shen jumping into Bai Jinyi’s arms, radiating joy.
Liu Xingzhi’s fanbase included Mr. Pu, his number one VIP fan. Jing Luoyun joked that Liu Xingzhi had numbered his fans based on how much money they spent.
Mr. Pu approached Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi to compliment Jiang Shen’s performance. Bai Jinyi responded coldly, showing jealousy and distaste toward Mr. Pu’s bias for Liu Xingzhi.
Liu Xingzhi intervened playfully, teasing Mr. Pu and joking that he might have developed a crush on Jiang Shen, adding humor to the situation.
Liu Xingzhi delivered a performance that surpassed expectations, showcasing flawless footwork and exceptional muscle control, putting him ahead of other modern ballet dancers in China.
His performance conveyed a sense of divinity, earning admiration from the audience.
Liu Xingzhi dispelled any prior criticism about his "insufficient expressiveness" by fully embracing his emotions on stage.
Jiang Shen, the supporting lead, played a crucial role in inspiring Liu Xingzhi to perform even better, contributing significantly to the overall success of Liu Xingzhi's 'first dance.'
The article recognized two of the three rising stars in China's modern ballet scene, with both Liu Xingzhi and Jiang Shen gaining international recognition.
Laiyi was praised for continuing its legacy of producing top ballet dancers, referencing the institution’s earlier success with Shen Junyi, Zhou Luoxiang, and Ai Lai.
Jing Luoyun compiled praise and compliments for both Jiang Shen and Liu Xingzhi after their performance, noting that videos of them trended on Weibo, crossing beyond the ballet circle into mainstream attention.
The success of Liu Xingzhi's 'first dance' created a celebratory mood at Laiyi, leading Shen Junyi to give the students a break. Jiang Shen, unsure how to spend his time, practiced at Laiyi with Bai Jinyi.
During practice, Bai Jinyi, watching Jiang Shen, teased him about his lack of focus and asked him to come with him to America during the break.
Jiang Shen quickly got his passport, and despite Tan Lingling's concerns about his trip, Jiang Shen reassured her that Bai Jinyi had everything set up, including buying a place in the U.S.
At the airport, Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi unexpectedly encountered Ai Lai, who ended up sitting next to them on the flight and later revealed that his dance studio was also in Los Angeles, requesting Jiang Shen to report there.
Jiang Shen, tired from the journey, fell asleep on the couch in Bai Jinyi's apartment, and despite Bai Jinyi’s efforts to wake him up, he stayed asleep.
The next day, Jiang Shen visited Bai Jinyi at Mayweather’s gym, where he met Su Fang and received compliments about his rising fame in the ballet world.
Jiang Shen attended Bai Jinyi’s amateur boxing match, where Bai Jinyi openly referred to Jiang Shen as his boyfriend in front of Mayweather and Su Fang. Jiang Shen was surprised at Bai Jinyi’s frankness about their relationship.
Bai Jinyi reassured Jiang Shen that his family likely already knew and accepted their relationship. He reminded Jiang Shen that they were both godsons in each other’s families.
Before Bai Jinyi’s match, Jiang Shen kissed his boxing gloves and wished him luck, hoping he would win and return safely.
Despite having watched many of Bai Jinyi’s matches, each one felt intense for Jiang Shen, and he didn’t care much about the result, only Bai Jinyi’s safety.
The gym’s atmosphere was wild, with muscular men shouting. Bai Jinyi faced a new Hispanic boxer. Su Fang reassured Jiang Shen that Bai Jinyi wouldn’t lose.
Bai Jinyi, known for his quick footwork and aversion to getting hit in the face, dominated the match. He won by knockout in the sixth round.
After the match, Su Fang pushed Jiang Shen into the ring, where Bai Jinyi hugged him and joked about being "hot." Jiang Shen kissed his sweaty forehead.
Bai Jinyi, reluctant to leave Jiang Shen, told him to wait at home after visiting Ai Lai’s studio.
Jiang Shen went to Ai Lai’s dance studio, where Ai Lai scolded his students, as usual. He introduced Jiang Shen to his students as his own pupil.
Jiang Shen showed Ai Lai boxing magazines featuring Bai Jinyi, to which Ai Lai reacted with frustration, reminding Jiang Shen that he came to dance, not cut out articles.
Ai Lai revealed that Jiang Shen had been registered for the prestigious Prix de Lausanne ballet competition in January, leaving Jiang Shen shocked and anxious.
When Bai Jinyi returned home, he found Jiang Shen asleep on the couch. Teasing him after hearing him call him “hubby” in his sleep, Bai Jinyi asked why Jiang Shen was dieting.
Jiang Shen explained that he had gained weight and had to go on a strict diet because of the upcoming ballet competition. He expressed his frustration that he no longer had time to cut out Bai Jinyi’s flattering magazine articles.
Jiang Shen was practicing ballet at Ai Lai's studio early in the morning, wearing his Laiyi uniform. Although he hadn’t yet gotten familiar with the other dancers due to the language barrier, they worked together well through dance.
Chils, a fellow dancer with a powerful, muscular build, asked Jiang Shen to help him practice as his partner since Novie, his usual partner, was on break. Jiang Shen agreed.
The duet they practiced was a modern ballet about a couple’s conflict and reconciliation. Jiang Shen played the female role with ease, impressing Chils, despite initially being unsure if Chils could lift him.
Chils lifted Jiang Shen successfully during their practice, and they ended with a close embrace, causing some playful teasing from other dancers. Chils complimented Jiang Shen enthusiastically, but Jiang Shen quickly clarified that he already loved someone else.
Ai Lai gave Jiang Shen a list of music pieces for the Prix de Lausanne competition and told him to choose one for his solo performance. He also promised to send Jiang Shen videos of past performances for reference.
Meanwhile, Bai Jinyi trained intensely in the boxing gym, preparing for four upcoming amateur matches. His coach, Senbu, was surprised by Bai Jinyi’s ambition to become the first Chinese welterweight grand slam champion.
Bai Jinyi mentioned that he was not on break anymore, emphasizing the importance of gaining experience before entering professional boxing. Despite Senbu’s suggestion to take it easy, Bai Jinyi was determined to grow stronger.
Senbu was curious about Bai Jinyi’s relationship with Jiang Shen, teasing him about whether they were spending their time alone together. Bai Jinyi responded coolly, revealing that Jiang Shen slept on the couch, leading Senbu to jokingly ask if Bai Jinyi had any physical issues, which left Bai Jinyi speechless.
Jiang Shen had been sleeping on the couch since arriving at Bai Jinyi's apartment, despite Bai Jinyi repeatedly asking him to sleep in the bed. Jiang Shen claimed he didn’t want to disturb Bai Jinyi with his early morning practices.
Bai Jinyi grew frustrated but didn't force him to move, even though he felt increasingly bothered by the situation.
One evening, while Jiang Shen was preparing a meal, Bai Jinyi deliberately spilled strawberry juice on the couch, ensuring it wouldn’t be usable that night. He casually told Jiang Shen he'd have to sleep in his room.
Jiang Shen reluctantly agreed, clearly embarrassed. He tried to deflect the conversation by talking about other things, such as his practice and competition preparation.
Bai Jinyi noticed a viral Weibo video showing Jiang Shen practicing a lift with another dancer, Chils, where Jiang Shen played the female role. Bai Jinyi, feeling competitive, insisted that he could also lift Jiang Shen.
After some playful banter, Bai Jinyi insisted on proving his point by lifting Jiang Shen in their bedroom. Despite Jiang Shen's doubts, Bai Jinyi successfully lifted him, much to their mutual surprise.
As they laughed and joked, the playful mood turned intimate. They kissed, with Bai Jinyi questioning Jiang Shen about his closeness with other dancers.
Their teasing escalated into physical intimacy, with Jiang Shen initially feeling embarrassed but eventually giving in to his feelings.
Bai Jinyi and Jiang Shen shared a moment of intimacy, with Bai Jinyi teasing Jiang Shen about his reactions and whether he could request a day off from his practice. Despite the teasing, the encounter ends with the two sharing a passionate moment in bed.
Bai Jinyi and Jiang Shen woke up in each other’s arms after their first night together, with Bai Jinyi in a groggy, but affectionate mood. He kissed Jiang Shen forcefully, leaving his lips swollen.
Bai Jinyi offered to pick up Jiang Shen after his class later that day, which made Jiang Shen happy. They shared a playful moment, with Bai Jinyi wiping water off Jiang Shen’s collarbone.
In Ai Lai’s dance studio, Jiang Shen interacted with Chils' dance partner, Novie, who appeared aloof but was impressed by Jiang Shen's skills. Ai Lai revealed that Novie had been very sick as a child, but both Jiang Shen and Novie were determined to not lose to each other in future competitions.
Ai Lai confronted Jiang Shen about sleeping with Bai Jinyi, warning him not to get distracted before the upcoming Prix de Lausanne competition. Ai Lai scolded both Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi about "abstaining" from intimate activities.
Bai Jinyi teased Jiang Shen about the small chaise lounge he replaced the couch with, joking about their need to follow Ai Lai's advice. He also installed a luxurious jacuzzi in their bathroom, suggesting they bathe together.
Despite Ai Lai's warning, Bai Jinyi’s constant shirtless state and his intense presence made it difficult for Jiang Shen to focus. Jiang Shen even got a nosebleed from the sight of Bai Jinyi’s muscles, which Bai Jinyi found amusing.
After Jiang Shen's nosebleed, Bai Jinyi tended to him and then shared a passionate kiss. Despite Jiang Shen admitting he was aroused, Bai Jinyi playfully reminded him they had to "abstain," leaving Jiang Shen flustered and speechless.
Jiang Shen, despite the abstinence, channeled his desire into focused practice, leading up to the Prix de Lausanne competition. Ai Lai, more nervous than Jiang Shen, suggested he call Liu Xingzhi for advice.
Jiang Shen video called Liu Xingzhi, who bragged about his own gold medal at the Prix de Lausanne two years ago and teased Jiang Shen. Liu Xingzhi gave him no real tips but shared details about Novie, a fellow dancer with congenital heart disease, and her past struggles in ballet competitions.
Liu Xingzhi mentioned the pressure of competing against top talents like Zhou Luoxiang and encouraged Jiang Shen to dance with passion and triumph over his opponents.
As the competition approached, Jiang Shen traveled to Lausanne with Ai Lai. Ai Lai acted like an overprotective parent, offering advice, but Jiang Shen was calm and more focused on texting Bai Jinyi, who was busy with important amateur boxing matches back in Los Angeles.
Upon arriving at the Beaulieu Theatre, Jiang Shen and Ai Lai met Shen Junyi, who reassured Jiang Shen, asked about his confidence, and noted that Jiang Shen had grown taller.
In Los Angeles, Bai Jinyi prepared for his third-to-last amateur match with confidence, wrapping a ballet shoe ribbon that Jiang Shen had given him around his wrist as a pre-match prayer.
Meanwhile, Jiang Shen found his old pair of ballet shoes and did his own pre-competition prayer before going onstage for the Prix de Lausanne.
Both Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi, in their respective arenas, prepared to step into the spotlight, with Jiang Shen leaping into his performance on stage and Bai Jinyi entering the boxing ring for his match.
Chapter 12 — Never Hesitate
Lunar New Year had just passed, and the village was still in a festive mood, but the old man’s rental bookstore had already reopened.
The old man checked Weibo and saw that the results for the Prix de Lausanne, a ballet competition that Jiang Shen participated in, had been announced. Not understanding the foreign language, he rushed to find help.
He asked Shen Shubao and Chen Maoxiu for assistance. They picked him up in their car, and Shen Shubao began translating the competition’s results page.
Shen Shubao discovered that Jiang Shen had made it to the finals, and after much suspense due to a frozen page, they found out Jiang Shen had won the gold medal, finishing in first place.
The group was ecstatic, with Chen Qingling, Shen Shubao, and Chen Maoxiu overwhelmed with emotion. Tan Lingling, Jiang Shen’s mother, was in disbelief and started crying with joy.
Tan Lingling received a phone call, presumably from Jiang Shen, confirming his win and announcing a family celebration for his success. She told everyone to buy firecrackers to celebrate.
Jiang Shen revealed over the phone that he would be returning home next month, and Bai Jinyi would be coming back with him.
Jiang Shen shared additional good news: Bai Jinyi had officially entered the professional boxing stage in the United States and aimed to win the gold belt.
Jiang Shen enthusiastically called all his friends, relatives, and ballet colleagues to share his victory. Song Xin cried loudly and congratulated him, saying he lived up to her expectations.
Song Xin shared with Jiang Shen that she had opened her own dance studio and joined Mr. Shen’s Laiyi Dance Studio. They planned to open the new studio next year.
Jiang Shen became emotional, asking Song Xin if her dreams had come true, to which she tearfully responded that she was proud of herself and her choices.
After Bai Jinyi booked their flights to return to China, he helped Jiang Shen soothe his swollen eyes from crying. Bai Jinyi also mentioned that he gave money to Lai Song to start a boxing gym, which came from his winnings in amateur matches.
Jiang Shen expressed concern about the hard-earned money but said he didn’t mind Bai Jinyi spending it. This exchange deepened their connection.
Upon arriving in China, they were picked up by Bai Jinyi’s family secretary and taken to Bai Jinyi’s family home, where his mother, Qin Wanjun, awaited them.
Bai Jinyi and his mother exchanged sharp words, with Qin Wanjun teasing him about his childhood and a pet chicken she pampered, now named Bai’er. Despite the tension, there was affection between them.
Qin Wanjun met Jiang Shen warmly, joking about giving him money to leave Bai Jinyi, which Jiang Shen responded to cleverly, saying he would buy a place in Lujiazui and take care of Bai Jinyi instead.
The dinner went smoothly, with Bai Jinyi tasked with mundane chores like washing fruits, leaving Jiang Shen and Qin Wanjun to have a gentle conversation where she acknowledged the hard work of both boys.
Despite some playful tension, Jiang Shen grew more comfortable with Qin Wanjun, who showed him a softer side, calling him a good child.
Jiang Shen spent time chatting with Qin Wanjun, showing her a video of his Prix de Lausanne performance. Despite her refined and wealthy appearance, Qin Wanjun was not very familiar with ballet and had materialistic tendencies.
Qin Wanjun shared her disapproval of Bai Jinyi’s decision to become a boxer, explaining that as a mother, she didn’t want her son to endure such hardship, preferring a more artistic pursuit.
Bai Jinyi sarcastically apologized, but Qin Wanjun playfully responded that it was "too late" and now there were others to beat him up in the ring.
Qin Wanjun watched a video of one of Bai Jinyi’s matches, and despite her earlier tough talk, she became emotional and started crying when she saw him getting hit.
Bai Jinyi reassured her that she could watch him live when he went professional, sitting right next to Jiang Shen at ringside.
Qin Wanjun had personally prepared a room for Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi to stay in. She made sure Jiang Shen felt welcome, telling him that their house was now his home too.
Qin Wanjun reflected on how she had come to accept Bai Jinyi’s choices, realizing that she didn’t have the right to take away what made him happy, and she shared this sentiment with Jiang Shen, implying she accepted their relationship.
That night, Jiang Shen kissed Bai Jinyi and told him nothing significant had been discussed with Qin Wanjun.
The next day, they went back to the village, where Bai Jinyi participated in a lighthearted task of sowing seedlings in a rice paddy as a playful experience arranged by Chen Maoxiu’s family.
Shen Shubao and Goumao teased Bai Jinyi while taking pictures of him working in the field. Afterward, Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi shared a playful moment, sneaking kisses and spraying water at each other.
Bai Jinyi’s pet chicken, Bai’er, was brought to the village, where it had an encounter with Jiang Shen’s chicken, Tony. Despite their relation as father and child, Tony intimidated Bai’er, who struggled to maintain its dignity.
Jiang Shen intervened, giving Tony a handkerchief of its own to stop it from bullying Bai’er, which left Bai’er disheartened.
Later, Bai Jinyi found Jiang Shen upset while reading the news on his computer. Jiang Shen revealed that it seemed Liu Xingzhi, his senior, had lost at the ballet competition in Vienna.
Shen Junyi had been the reigning "Number One Dancer" for a decade, revitalizing ballet in China after Liang-lao's decline.
Ai Lai and Zhou Luoxiang were also notable dancers from the same school, but Shen Junyi’s brilliance overshadowed them both.
Zhou Luoxiang, considered the most mediocre of the three, unexpectedly became a grand slam winner, claiming gold at all major international ballet competitions.
Shen Junyi, serving as a judge at the Vienna competition, voted for Zhou Luoxiang, signaling the passing of the "Number One Dancer" title to him.
Despite Liu Xingzhi's impressive performance earning second place, Zhou Luoxiang's victory was celebrated, and they appeared together in interviews, with Zhou offering mentorship to Liu Xingzhi.
Although Zhou Luoxiang was cordial, Liu Xingzhi was clearly bitter about his loss, barely maintaining composure during interviews.
Shen Junyi bumped into Zhou Luoxiang in the hallway and, despite his personal dislike for Zhou, they posed for a photo together, acknowledging each other's achievements.
Liu Xingzhi was deeply frustrated with his loss and briefly met with fans, but his mood remained sour. He claimed that Zhou's victory was deserved, though his bitterness lingered.
After his loss, Liu Xingzhi informed Jiang Shen that he planned to quit dancing and return to the grasslands, a shocking announcement that left Jiang Shen distraught.
Jiang Shen hurried to Shen Junyi’s office to share the news, but Shen Junyi revealed that Liu Xingzhi had already been granted a one-year break for rest and recovery.
Jing Luoyun reassured Jiang Shen that Liu Xingzhi would likely return to dancing after his break, as this behavior was typical of him after setbacks.
Shen Junyi packed Jiang Shen’s year with international ballet competitions, making him his representative overseas, while Bai Jinyi focused on his professional boxing career.
Despite their busy schedules, Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi managed to see each other for a few days each month, with a longer break together in June during Jiang Shen’s USA competition.
Liu Xingzhi still refused to answer Jiang Shen’s calls, leaving him deflated, but Bai Jinyi comforted him, encouraging him to stay focused on his own upcoming competition.
During Liu Xingzhi’s year-long leave, Jiang Shen became the new star of the ballet world, gaining widespread media attention and being hailed as a worthy successor in Chinese ballet.
After his viral performance in Silvergrass, Jiang Shen attracted attention both inside and outside the ballet circle, with fans from the “Little Swan Ecological Protection Organization” celebrating his every success.
Bai Jinyi, while not usually active in Jiang Shen’s fandom, posted an intimate photo of Jiang Shen after the Jackson competition, creating a stir among fans.
Jiang Shen became adept at handling interviews but was often asked about Liu Xingzhi, who had been absent from ballet. Jiang Shen expressed his intent to find him.
Bai Jinyi and Jiang Shen embarked on a journey to find Liu Xingzhi, using information they gathered about his location in the Xilamuren Grassland.
Upon arrival at the grassland, they received help from herdsmen who directed them to where Liu Xingzhi was spending time.
Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi found Liu Xingzhi by a lake, surprising him with their arrival. Despite his initial reluctance, Liu Xingzhi agreed to let them stay and spend time together.
Liu Xingzhi shared stories of his family’s struggles and success, and the bond he felt towards his family and his Mongolian roots.
The three of them enjoyed the peaceful atmosphere of the grasslands, riding horses and attending a bonfire celebration where Liu Xingzhi performed a traditional dance.
At the bonfire, Jiang Shen and Liu Xingzhi had a friendly dance battle, delighting the tourists, and ending the night with laughter and exhaustion.
Before parting, Liu Xingzhi’s brother thanked Jiang Shen for coming to fetch his brother, acknowledging Liu Xingzhi’s significance as a free-spirited soul.
Jiang Shen revealed to Bai Jinyi that he had invited Liu Xingzhi to be the supporting lead in his first dance, a special performance that was postponed from his eighteenth birthday due to his competition schedule.
As they lay on the grass under the stars, Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi shared a tender moment, with Jiang Shen affirming that his star was Bai Jinyi.
Extra 1 — Some Ordinary Dreams
At the age of 25, Jiang Shen won the French Modern Ballet Union’s gold, completing a grand slam of all prestigious international ballet competitions, following in Liu Xingzhi’s footsteps.
Back in Jiang Shen’s village, firecrackers were set off in celebration, and Shen Shubao and Chen Maoxiu returned from their respective trips to join the festivities.
Shen Shubao noted Bai Jinyi’s impressive career as a boxer, who had recently KO-ed the previous WBC champion, Limann, in the eighth round and was gearing up for the WBO.
Chen Maoxiu, who ran a successful farm stay business with his sister Chen Qingling, welcomed a group of researchers led by Yang Shaohui, a serious and focused professor there for water quality experiments.
Yang Shaohui, overwhelmed by her work’s difficulty, had a conversation with Chen Maoxiu, who was planting strawberries. He admired her achievements, emphasizing the pride the village felt for hard-working students like his friend Shen Shubao.
Despite her frustration with her own research, Yang Shaohui found solace in the lighthearted camaraderie between Chen Maoxiu and Shen Shubao, who spent the day skipping stones and offering her compliments.
Chen Maoxiu encouraged Yang Shaohui, telling her that even difficult work had meaning and that her efforts were admirable, prompting her to relax and enjoy the day.
By evening, Yang Shaohui’s mood had shifted, and she enjoyed the warmth of the setting sun, reflecting on the day’s experiences.
Over dinner and drinks with Chen Maoxiu and Shen Shubao, Yang Shaohui learned that Chen Qingling, the famous artist whose work she had seen at the farm stay, was actually Chen Maoxiu’s sister.
Chen Maoxiu’s outlook on life was simple: he found fulfillment in providing a space for people to relax and celebrate. He offered Yang Shaohui encouragement, promising to pick strawberries for her when she completed her research.
Extra 2 — Honeyed Love
Jiang Shen finally performed his long-awaited "first dance" at age 20, two years after his initial rise to fame at 17 due to competition commitments. The media viewed the delay as a missed opportunity.
Liu Xingzhi, who had been in seclusion for a year, returned to the ballet world and achieved great success in Russia and France, filling the gap left by Jiang Shen’s absence. He agreed to perform in Jiang Shen’s first dance.
Song Xin expressed frustration with media coverage, which romanticized Liu Xingzhi’s participation as an emotional reunion rather than a professional arrangement.
Jiang Shen mentioned that Liu Xingzhi gave him a discount for performing with him, and Song Xin teased him about his relationship with Bai Jinyi.
Despite being in a long-term relationship, Jiang Shen blushed when Song Xin teased him about their intimacy, revealing they hadn’t been very physically intimate recently due to their busy schedules.
Bai Jinyi bought a house for them using his earnings from boxing, while Jiang Shen provided him with pocket money. Though they were seen as a "fairytale couple," their busy lives often kept them apart.
Bai Jinyi took time off from his professional boxing career to be with Jiang Shen in the months leading up to his first dance, and they cherished the rare time spent together.
The two shared an intimate moment in their kitchen, where Bai Jinyi playfully teased Jiang Shen and then took the initiative, leading to a tender sexual encounter, revealing their deep affection despite their hectic lives.
Jiang Shen and Bai Jinyi engage in an intimate moment in the kitchen, where Bai Jinyi takes control and dominates the encounter, making Jiang Shen submit to his advances.
The two share passionate sex, with Bai Jinyi teasing Jiang Shen throughout the process, showing both their intense physical connection and mutual affection.
After finishing in the kitchen, they move to the bathtub where their sexual activities continue, with Jiang Shen showing his incredible flexibility while Bai Jinyi remains energetic and affectionate.
Bai Jinyi makes playful comments about growing old together, symbolizing their long-term commitment to one another.
Liu Xingzhi arrives at Song Xin’s studio early in the morning and is roped into teaching a group of children, much to his irritation.
Bai Jinyi answers Jiang Shen’s phone and has a humorous conversation with Liu Xingzhi, hinting at their recent intimacy and leaving Liu Xingzhi frustrated.
Jiang Shen is embarrassed but affectionate toward Bai Jinyi, who continues to tease him.
Liu Xingzhi becomes increasingly annoyed as he waits for Jiang Shen at the studio, only for Jiang Shen to arrive meekly, expecting to be scolded for indulging in his relationship.
Liu Xingzhi scolds Jiang Shen for not practicing abstinence, arguing it will affect his dancing. Jiang Shen feels guilty, but Bai Jinyi steps in and calmly asserts that he is in charge of their intimate life.
The chapter concludes with a mix of lighthearted banter, frustration, and affection, illustrating the close relationships between the characters and the balance of professional and personal life.
Extra 3 —The Branch to The Stars
Liu Xingzhi discovered he was adopted after a school physical checkup. Though children mocked him for his looks, his loving family reassured him.
His parents and brother took him horseback riding and to see the Milky Way, reinforcing his identity as the "son of the grasslands."
In second grade, Liu Xingzhi encountered ballet for the first time during a school showcase. He was captivated by the dancers and received a pair of ballet shoes from one of them.
Liu Xingzhi told his parents he wanted to learn ballet, which required traveling 100 kilometers to the city. His father sold land, and his mother stopped working to support his ballet lessons.
Liu Xingzhi’s talent for ballet became clear early on, and when he wanted to pursue it professionally, his family held a meeting to determine where he should study.
At age 12, Liu Xingzhi confidently declared he would study under Shen Junyi, one of the greatest dancers in Shanghai, and become the world’s best dancer.
Liu Xingzhi became Shen Junyi's student, winning national and international ballet competitions, and he quickly rose to fame.
Though his ballet journey was smooth, everything changed when Jiang Shen appeared. Jiang’s talent and emotional depth rivaled Liu Xingzhi’s skill.
Years later, Liu Xingzhi and Jiang Shen stood as equals in the ballet world. They reflected on their shared ballet origins, realizing they were inspired by the same ballet, The Heroic Little Sisters of the Grasslands.
Liu Xingzhi suggested they choreograph a pas de deux together, calling it The Swan and the Stars.
Extra 4 — The Swan and the Stars
Shen Junyi, nearing sixty, officially retired from the ballet stage, although he continued choreographing. His main concern was finding someone to take over Laiyi, the prestigious ballet school.
Jiang Shen, Liu Xingzhi, and Jing Luoyun had all established their own studios, leaving Shen Junyi conflicted. Unexpectedly, Zhou Luoxiang offered to help manage Laiyi, along with Ai Lai.
Shen Junyi resisted agreeing with Zhou Luoxiang’s proposal, despite knowing that Laiyi’s success was partly due to Zhou's contributions.
Meanwhile, Jiang Shen and Liu Xingzhi worked together on choreography for their studio, Swan Star. Liu Xingzhi initially planned to dance the principal role in a new performance, but after reviewing the choreography, he insisted that Jiang Shen should take the lead.
After a few rehearsals, it became clear that the dance was more suited to Jiang Shen’s expressiveness, and the decision proved to be the right one.
Shen Junyi and others, including Bai Jinyi, attended a rehearsal, where Jiang Shen performed the principal role with great success, earning applause from everyone.
Jiang Shen thanked Liu Xingzhi for letting him dance the principal role, but Liu Xingzhi downplayed it, insisting it was because Jiang Shen was better suited for the part.
Despite his senior’s stubbornness, Jiang Shen was deeply grateful for Liu Xingzhi's support and guidance throughout their careers.
Extra 5 —The Sextet
Xia Yiyang, influenced by Shen Luo, began appreciating fine arts and joined Shen Luo in vlogging and collaborating with niche companies.
Ji Qinyang mentioned working on the theme song for a ballet, which surprised Shen Luo and Xia Yiyang.
Shen Luo was unimpressed with Xia Yiyang’s excitement over Ji Qinyang but lightened the moment with humor.
Xia Yiyang discovered Jiang Shen, the co-founder of Swan Star, and was impressed by his achievements at such a young age.
Attending a live ballet performance for the first time, Xia Yiyang and Shen Luo wore matching outfits, and Xia Yiyang tied Shen Luo’s tie, expressing excitement over their couple-style attire.
At the theater, they met Xie Meng, who introduced them to Bai Jinyi, the famous boxing champion and friend of Jiang Shen.
Bai Jinyi recognized Shen Luo for his work on Ji Qinyang’s album cover, offering potential collaboration, but Shen Luo declined, stating he doesn’t photograph people.
The ballet was a solo performance by Jiang Shen, accompanied by Ji Qinyang on piano, depicting a day in the life of a swan.
After the performance, they went backstage where Ji Qinyang was so excited that he spun Xie Meng around. Xia Yiyang noted the overwhelming number of flowers Jiang Shen received, highlighting his fame.
Bai Jinyi entered Jiang Shen’s dressing room, and Jiang Shen, still in partial makeup, eagerly embraced him, displaying their close relationship.
Shen Luo filmed the scene with his GoPro and pulled Xia Yiyang into the frame, sharing a playful moment and complimenting Xia Yiyang’s appearance, sealing it with a kiss.
Extra 6 — 2022 New Year
Bai Jinyi and Jiang Shen, due to their demanding careers, rarely spent New Year with their families in the past, but now that they were more established, they tried to make time for it.
A year ago, Bai Jinyi had just won the World Boxing Championship, narrowly winning by score. He returned home with injuries, including a bruise on his face, which limited his social interactions during New Year.
His mother, Qin Wanjun, initially felt bad for him, but after spending too much time together, she started to scorn his large build and urged him to leave soon.
Bai Jinyi planned to leave after Jiang Shen's upcoming performance in Shanghai, where Qin Wanjun had been attending secretly, hiding Bai Jinyi's injury from Jiang Shen to avoid worrying him.
Qin Wanjun teased her son about being afraid of Jiang Shen, and Bai Jinyi humorously responded that he had no choice as he was too handsome and considered a "sugar baby."
Meanwhile, a major event in Jiang Shen's village was the upcoming marriage of their friend Chen Maoxiu (Goumao) to a doctorate student, which astonished everyone.
Jiang Shen and his friends were curious to meet Goumao’s fiancée, initially suspecting she might have been tricked into marrying him.
When they gathered at Cultural Hall, the villagers treated Yang Shaohui, Goumao’s fiancée, with great respect, as if she were a Top Scholar.
Yang Shaohui was initially worried about fitting in due to her academic background and age, but everyone, including Goumao’s mother, Miao Hua'er, treated her gently and with pride.
Miao Hua'er, known for her tough demeanor, proudly referred to Yang Shaohui as her daughter-in-law, more often than she had mentioned her son in thirty years.
Yang Shaohui, feeling overwhelmed by the attention, humbly stated that she was just an ordinary person, but the group praised her as the new "Star of Wisdom," surpassing even their previous admiration for their top student, Shen Shubao.
Easter Egg
After Bai Jinyi got injured, he avoided watching Jiang Shen's performances, claiming he had to attend a training camp. However, he was actually trying to speed up the healing of his facial injury.
For the first week, Jiang Shen believed Bai Jinyi's excuse, but by the second week, he started to become suspicious when Bai Jinyi continued to avoid seeing him.
Jiang Shen, frustrated, confronted Bai Jinyi, asking if he was interested in "other flowers" (suggesting infidelity). Bai Jinyi, confused, mentioned sending Jiang Shen flowers, but it only made Jiang Shen angrier.
Jiang Shen accused Bai Jinyi of lying about the training camp, pointing out that he had confirmed with a mutual friend, Lai Song, that no such camp was happening.
Jiang Shen's accusations escalated, jokingly threatening that in their village, someone caught cheating would be locked in a pig's cage and drowned.
This argument took place in front of other members of the dance troupe, leaving them shocked at Jiang Shen's bluntness.
Jiang Shen also expressed concern that if Bai Jinyi didn't come to see him soon, the old ladies in their village would gossip about their relationship during the New Year.
To appease Jiang Shen, Bai Jinyi rushed to the dance troupe, still with a healing injury on his face. After Jiang Shen's performance, they spent two hours alone in Jiang Shen's dressing room.
During this time, Jiang Shen's emotions fluctuated between anger and concern. He expressed outrage at Bai Jinyi getting hit, lamented that boys from their village are taught never to let their faces get hit, and ultimately showed tenderness, offering to blow on Bai Jinyi's injury to "make the pain go away."
Some members of the dance troupe speculated that Bai Jinyi might have coaxed Jiang Shen into this tender reaction after his initial outburst.
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Silent Hearts, Vol. 1

01 From Dawn Till Dusk
Lin Mu cross-dresses as Lin Zhao to attend a community session for disabled individuals.
Lin Zhao, his deaf-mute twin sister, helps him disguise himself convincingly.
Their parents, Lin Yanlai and Jiang Wan, are unaware of the switch and are surprised by Lin Zhao’s sudden cooperation in attending sessions.
Lin Mu reflects on their childhood: Lin Zhao was diagnosed with congenital deafness shortly after birth; Lin Yanlai quit his job to care for the twins and learned sign language.
Lin Mu and Lin Zhao attended the same school; Lin Zhao picked up Go seriously while Lin Mu dropped out due to social pressure.
Lin Zhao advanced quickly in the Go world, eventually becoming a young professional.
Lin Zhao took a job as a Go mentor, causing conflict in the family, especially regarding her refusal to attend community sessions.
During a family meeting, Lin Zhao insists she doesn’t want to be treated like “those people,” referring to her disability, and storms off.
Lin Mu confronts her later; she claims she just doesn’t want to attend, not because she’s being bullied.
Lin Mu, in disguise as Lin Zhao, attends the session and meets Lu Rong, a shy, muscular boy caring for his grandmother with Alzheimer’s.
Lin Mu and Lu Rong slowly bond over ice cream and shared conversations, including Lu Rong’s struggles and Lin Mu's backstory.
Lin Mu recounts the bullying Lin Zhao endured in junior high, leading to him violently defending her from Sun Hai.
That event resulted in Sun Hai becoming oddly attached to Lin Zhao, turning from bully to self-imposed protector.
Lu Rong notes that Lin Zhao (really Lin Mu) seems aloof but kind; Lin Mu maintains the “icy beauty” façade.
Lin Mu becomes closer with Lu Rong and even helps escort Lu Rong’s grandmother to the restroom, earning her affection.
Lin Mu regularly attends sessions, building relationships and receiving many messages in the handbook used to track participation.
Lin Zhao discovers the handbook full of messages and realizes how involved Lin Mu has become.
She reveals she took the mentor job to buy Lin Mu a pair of shoes, which touches him deeply.
School resumes; Lin Mu meets Sun Hai and Xu Yilu, a visually impaired friend, at Starbucks.
Xu Yilu’s eyesight is declining, but he is optimistic and academically gifted, earning a spot in the elite class.
Lin Mu reflects on Lu Rong’s less privileged background and worries about him.
A rude customer mocks Xu Yilu’s cane in public; Lin Mu subtly redirects attention to avoid Xu Yilu feeling hurt.
The trio goes to a new dessert shop to cheer up, strengthening their bond.
Lin Mu returns home to find Lin Zhao still obsessively practicing Go.
On the eve of school’s start, Lin Mu and Lin Zhao finally talk—she had lost a match, but vows to win the next.
The chapter ends with Lin Mu encouraging Lin Zhao with a silent but heartfelt gesture.
02 A New Year
Lin Mu watches the military training parade from a second-floor balcony with Sun Hai and Xu Yilu.
Sun Hai points out a pretty girl in the formation; Lin Mu realizes she has a prosthetic leg.
Lin Mu spots Lu Rong bringing a drink to his grandmother Chen Meihua, noting Lu Rong looks more mature now.
Sun Hai questions how Lin Mu knows Lu Rong; Lin Mu lies, saying Lin Zhao knows him.
When Lu Rong looks their way, Lin Mu panics and ducks, dragging his friends with him.
Lin Mu refuses to explain why he’s hiding from Lu Rong, only says Lu Rong shouldn’t see him yet.
Lin Mu has a hostile exchange with An Jincheng, who blocks the doorway until Lin Mu demands he move for Xu Yilu.
Teacher Yang, their elite class form teacher, announces a mock test and tells Lin Mu and An Jincheng to compete for first place.
Lin Mu is determined to outdo An Jincheng, partly due to unresolved conflict related to Lin Zhao.
Sun Hai praises Lin Zhao’s beauty and notes how hard it is to tell she’s disabled; Lin Mu insists on respecting disabled people without pity.
Lin Mu texts Lin Zhao, insults An Jincheng, and learns via a school forum post that Lu Rong is now ranked the most handsome boy in school, with Lin Mu ranked second.
Lin Mu realizes the photo of Lu Rong was taken during the summer, sitting with Chen Meihua.
Lin Mu tells Lin Zhao he has something to confess about pretending to be her and making a friend.
Lin Zhao returns from Go training and finds Lin Mu in the special education class teaching Cao Zhan math.
Xu Yilu senses Lin Zhao’s presence. Lin Zhao greets everyone and signs to Cao Zhan and Xu Yilu.
Lin Zhao demands Lin Mu explain himself. He admits he became friends with Lu Rong while impersonating her.
Lin Zhao is horrified and accuses Lin Mu of seducing someone while pretending to be her.
Lin Mu insists it’s pure friendship, but Lin Zhao argues no male-female friendship is truly innocent.
Lin Mu begs Lin Zhao to stay calm and not reveal the truth when meeting Lu Rong.
Lu Rong takes care of Chen Meihua and Mo Xiaoxiao, who also has a prosthetic leg and is cheerful despite her trauma.
Mo Xiaoxiao expresses discomfort at being ostracized during training; Lu Rong advises getting used to it.
Lu Rong shares that his junior high experience was bad and feels detached from others due to his responsibilities.
Chen Meihua shouts "Jiejie" at Lin Zhao during a walk; Lin Zhao is confused and awkward in front of Lu Rong.
Lu Rong notes that Lin Zhao seems cold and distant compared to the past summer.
Lin Mu later receives a message from Lin Zhao indicating she met Lu Rong and managed to “bluff” him.
Lin Mu, worried, skips evening study to see Lu Rong and Chen Meihua again. Chen Meihua calls him “Jiejie.”
Lin Mu introduces himself as Lin Zhao’s brother; Lu Rong is cold but polite.
Lu Rong asks Lin Mu if Lin Zhao told him about calling Chen Meihua "Meimei"; Lin Mu lies smoothly.
Lin Mu recalls a childhood memory when he once left Lin Zhao to swing alone, later regretting it and finding her at the store.
Luo Yu, the store owner, had treated Lin Zhao kindly despite not knowing she was deaf.
Lin Zhao reflects on Lin Mu's acting talent from a young age; Lin Mu reminds her to keep the cover intact.
Chen Meihua now prefers Lin Mu as her bathroom escort; Lin Zhao teases him about it.
Luo Yu, now a mother, teases Lin Mu and sides with Lin Zhao.
Lin Mu optimistically believes he has successfully “fudged” his identity with Lu Rong.
During preparations for the final day of military training, the instructor excuses Lu Rong and Mo Xiaoxiao from the parade.
Mo Xiaoxiao protests, wanting to participate equally; the instructor patronizingly refuses.
Lu Rong coldly defends their right to participate and calls out the hypocrisy of others’ so-called kindness.
03 Youths
Xu Yilu finishes a test and is escorted by Lin Mu, who is optimistic about his own results unless An Jincheng scores full marks.
Xu Yilu brings up the new number one on the school’s most handsome list; Lin Mu confirms it’s Lu Rong and says they’ll see him during the military parade.
Lin Mu and Xu Yilu run into An Jincheng, who informs them they were selected to monitor the parade.
Lin Mu sends Xu Yilu back to class and heads to the sports ground with An Jincheng.
At the sports ground, Lin Mu notices Lu Rong avoiding him and not participating in the parade.
Lin Mu leaves the podium and confronts the instructor and new form teacher of Class Five about why Lu Rong and Mo Xiaoxiao are not marching.
The instructor falsely claims Lu Rong and Mo Xiaoxiao asked to be excused, but Lu Rong says he did not.
A male student complains Mo Xiaoxiao would drag the class down, prompting Li Zi to defend her fiercely, flipping him off.
The situation escalates until Chu Lin, the fearsome head of special education, arrives with An Jincheng and scolds the entire class.
Chu Lin forces An Jincheng to recite the school motto and warns the class to engrave it into their souls or withdraw from Kunqian.
Lin Zhao learns about the incident from Cao Zhan, who reports that Lin Mu, An Jincheng, and Li Zi were praised.
Jiang Tianhe bullies Cao Zhan by mocking him and Lin Zhao, calling them "Foolish and Deaf Girl," until Lin Zhao flips him off.
Cao Zhan reminds Lin Zhao not to use rude gestures or swears, which annoys her.
Lin Mu texts Lin Zhao to skip the Go institute and watch the parade with him; Lin Zhao agrees and arrives with Cao Zhan.
Lin Mu is delighted and shelters Lin Zhao from the sun with his shirt.
During the parade, Lin Mu is distracted by watching Lu Rong while Cao Zhan tries to talk about Jiang Tianhe's bullying.
Lu Rong makes eye contact with Lin Mu but quickly looks away, leaving Lin Mu feeling ignored.
Lin Mu offers to beat up Jiang Tianhe for bullying Cao Zhan.
After the parade, Chen Meihua mistakes Lu Rong for her late husband and then says she saw “Jiejie,” referring to Lin Mu in disguise.
Lu Rong corrects her but she insists she knows who she saw.
Lin Mu tries to follow Lu Rong after school but is intercepted by An Jincheng, who joins him in going to the special education class.
Lin Zhao is surprised to see An Jincheng, who awkwardly avoids eye contact after she smiles at him.
Lin Mu is uncomfortable and agitated when Lu Rong arrives and asks Lin Zhao to speak privately.
Lin Zhao and Lu Rong talk briefly about the upcoming weekend community session and Lin Mu’s attendance.
Lin Zhao asks if Lu Rong dislikes Lin Mu; he denies it but gives no clear answer.
Lin Mu is anxious and jealous, unable to eavesdrop on the conversation, and annoyed by Cao Zhan’s observations.
Lin Zhao later tells Lin Mu that she told Lu Rong she would attend the session, cornering Lin Mu into cross-dressing again.
Lin Mu dresses in a high-collared black velvet dress with a wig and makeup, prepared by Lin Zhao.
The weekend’s community session is a bazaar where disabled individuals sell their crafts.
Lin Mu runs into Teacher Ma, who suggests he should’ve set up a Go booth.
At Lu Rong’s booth, a drunk man tries to buy a hairclip at a ridiculous discount, harasses Chen Meihua, and grabs Lin Mu.
Lu Rong kicks the drunk man away and protects Lin Mu; staff come to remove the drunk man.
Lu Rong gives Lin Mu the duckling hairclip, saying Chen Meihua made it for him.
Lin Mu helps at their booth, becoming a "mascot" with his hair styled by Chen Meihua using cute accessories.
At night, under lanterns, Lu Rong asks where Lin Mu’s “brother” is; Lin Mu lies and says he was unavailable.
Lin Mu nervously suggests that Lu Rong dislikes his brother, but Lu Rong says he doesn’t.
Lin Mu asks if Lu Rong likes his brother, adding that Lin Mu’s brother likes him very much.
Lu Rong responds ambiguously, saying "we're different" and that "no one is nice to us without reason" and people eventually get tired.
Lin Mu is left speechless and quietly affected.
Lu Rong notices Lin Mu’s excessive hair accessories and teases that he doesn’t look nice anymore.
Lu Rong gently removes the wig accessories and hair ties, handling Lin Mu’s wig carefully.
After styling the wig and placing the duckling hairclip back, Lu Rong smiles and says, “It’s very cute, it suits you very much.”
04 Skirts
Lin Mu dreads school on Monday morning, feeling guilty for still hiding the truth from Lu Rong.
Lin Zhao scolds Lin Mu at breakfast, calling him a liar for not confessing to Lu Rong.
Lin Yanlai joins the conversation, and Lin Mu plays innocent, pretending not to provoke his sister.
Lin Mu leaves early for school due to a morning recital, a school tradition at Kunqian.
At school, Lin Mu helps Xu Yilu into class and lends his language textbook to Cao Zhan, who forgot to pack it.
Lin Mu suspects Jiang Tianhe bullied Cao Zhan again and plans to confront him after school, but Cao Zhan refuses to let Lin Mu fight.
Lu Rong arrives late to class due to caring for Chen Meihua, who had a tantrum and refused to get up.
Chu Lin, the special ed head, meets Lu Rong and reminds him to ask for help if needed.
Mo Xiaoxiao continues to be friendly and curious about Li Zi, who unexpectedly helps escort Chen Meihua to the restroom.
Lu Rong reflects on his outsider status and remembers “Lin Zhao” and her hairclip.
Li Zi and Mo Xiaoxiao mention meeting Lin Mu again, and Lu Rong grows suspicious.
Sun Hai notices Lin Mu visiting the first-floor restroom often and jokingly asks if Lin Mu is crushing on a first-year girl.
At lunch, Lin Mu arranges for Chen Meihua to sit next to him and bonds with Lu Rong’s group.
Cao Zhan and Chen Meihua connect over a shared dislike for mushrooms and declare they’re “good children” together.
Chen Meihua insists on eating by herself to be more like Cao Zhan; Lin Mu helps clean up her spilled rice.
Lu Rong is surprised and touched as Lin Mu offers to help with Chen Meihua and gently picks rice off his hand.
Mo Xiaoxiao praises Lin Mu’s kindness and assumes it comes from his experience with his disabled sister, but Lu Rong insists it’s just who Lin Mu is.
Lin Mu challenges Jiang Tianhe to a basketball match after school as a pretense to fight him, but An Jincheng joins and ruins the plan.
Despite skepticism, An Jincheng plays surprisingly well and scores with a cool jump shot.
Lin Mu, Sun Hai, and An Jincheng’s team crushes Jiang Tianhe’s; Jiang Tianhe is taunted but Lin Mu delays cashing in the favor he’s owed.
Lin Zhao monitors the forum’s gossip and mockingly engages with Cao Zhan, who defends her online nickname.
Chen Meihua mistakenly calls Lin Zhao “Jiejie,” almost exposing Lin Mu’s identity again. Lin Zhao covers for her brother without selling him out.
Lu Rong asks Lin Mu about the hairclip, revealing he actually made it, not Chen Meihua, making Lin Mu feel cornered in his lies.
Lin Mu continues tutoring in the special ed class and spending time with Lu Rong, carefully maintaining the lie that he and Lin Zhao are separate people.
Lu Rong says he can tell Lin Zhao and Lin Mu apart, pointing out their different earlobes and startling Lin Mu.
Mo Xiaoxiao struggles with choosing to wear her new skirt due to online bullying from a secretly taken photo posted on the school forum.
Li Zi comforts Mo Xiaoxiao and plans to support her in wearing a skirt.
Lin Mu starts a secret WeChat group chat called “Skirts” to rally support, including Xu Yilu, Sun Hai, Lin Zhao, Cao Zhan, and Li Zi.
Li Zi suggests that Lin Mu wear a skirt to support Mo Xiaoxiao, and he agrees, leading to several boys—including Jiang Tianhe—joining the plan.
Lin Mu blackmails Jiang Tianhe into wearing a skirt using the promise from the basketball game.
Jiang Tianhe’s entire class joins the plan, with boys modifying skirts to fit and girls donating them.
Lin Mu explains the movement to An Jincheng, who unexpectedly joins and declares Lin Mu should give the best performance by wearing a skirt on the podium.
Lu Rong finds out and quietly asks for Lin Mu’s WeChat contact from Li Zi.
Lin Mu and Lu Rong begin messaging frequently, sharing photos and teasing each other. Lu Rong says no to getting Lin Zhao’s contact, hinting he likes Lin Mu instead.
Mo Xiaoxiao, still struggling with her self-esteem, decides not to wear the skirt for the flag-raising ceremony despite her mother’s encouragement.
Li Zi is heartbroken seeing Mo Xiaoxiao in pants but still supports her.
The “Gege is here” event launches during the flag-raising ceremony: many second-year boys show up wearing skirts in solidarity.
Lin Mu walks onto the podium wearing a skirt as planned, shocking the crowd.
The teachers, including Zhong He and Chu Lin, are present, but the students carry on with confidence.
Lin Mu’s speech is set to begin, marking the culmination of the student-led protest for inclusivity and support for Mo Xiaoxiao.
05 The Labor Society of The Demerit Kings
Lin Mu and the second-year boys, still in skirts, stand before Zhong He in the principal’s office after the flag-raising event.
Zhong He is furious but restrained, complaining about their disruption and warning of possible expulsion.
Lin Mu and An Jincheng each receive a demerit and are sentenced to clean the outdoor swimming pool for the semester, with demerits to be removed if they perform well.
Sun Hai and Jiang Tianhe avoid demerits but are assigned to clean the indoor basketball court.
Cao Zhan and Xu Yilu escape punishment as they are deemed uninvolved; they wanted to share the blame but are scolded by Chu Lin.
Lin Zhao renames their group chat to “The Labor Society of The Demerit Kings” and adds Mo Xiaoxiao and Lu Rong.
Mo Xiaoxiao sends a photo of herself wearing the school skirt, revealing her prosthetic leg, and asks if it looks nice.
Sun Hai instantly reacts with over-the-top praise, and everyone silently judges him.
Mo Xiaoxiao begins alternating between skirts and pants, deciding to wear whatever she likes best.
The group chat turns into a work-log for Lin Mu, An Jincheng, Jiang Tianhe, and Sun Hai, who suffer from grueling cleaning shifts.
Lin Mu is caught receiving secret help from Cao Zhan and endures a humiliating broadcast speech from Zhong He.
Lin Mu speculates Zhong He is unmarried, citing his stench of alcohol and cigarettes.
Sun Hai mocks Zhong He’s obsession with school reputation and exploitation of student achievements.
Lin Mu, alone on pool duty, works under the heat and greets Chen Meihua, who sneaked away to see him while Lu Rong was buying candy.
Chen Meihua admits she fears water because she was sprayed with a hose at Lu Rong’s old school.
Lin Mu hands her the hose and lets her spray him to ease her fear, pretending she’s washing his hair.
Chen Meihua enjoys herself, and Lin Mu gently teaches her how to clean the pool tiles.
Lu Rong arrives to see Lin Mu and Chen Meihua playing; when Lin Mu asks if his face is clean, Lu Rong gently strokes his features before withdrawing and warning him not to indulge Meimei too much.
Lin Mu shrugs it off, saying Meimei enjoys it and isn't scared anymore.
Lu Rong insists on staying by Lin Mu’s side while he finishes cleaning, and they joke about swimming together, which makes Lu Rong flustered.
Lu Rong reflects on Lin Mu’s lies about being Lin Zhao and finds them both amusing and pitiful but doesn’t expose him.
After cleaning, Lin Mu invites Lu Rong and Chen Meihua to ride the subway home together.
On the subway, Lu Rong protectively shields Lin Mu from the crowd, pulling him into an embrace, which makes Lin Mu blush.
They stop by Luo Yu’s store for ice cream, where Luo Yu warmly greets Lin Mu but asks for Lin Zhao, causing Lin Mu to feign jealousy.
Lu Rong gently refuses to accept Lin Mu’s offer to pay for his ice cream and later sends money through WeChat, which Lin Mu stubbornly refuses to accept.
Lin Mu kicks the coffee table in frustration, injures his foot, and gets scolded by Jiang Wan and Lin Yanlai.
The next day, Lu Rong and Chen Meihua return to the pool. Despite being sulky, Lin Mu lets them in after An Jincheng opens the gate.
The three boys clean the pool in awkward silence; An Jincheng attempts small talk to ease tension.
Lu Rong asks about extra weekend classes, and An Jincheng explains they’ll begin in October; Lin Mu questions if Lu Rong is worried about keeping up.
Lu Rong says his studies are average; the conversation turns to school competitions.
Lu Rong asks about the science fair for first-years, raising Lin Mu’s curiosity.
An Jincheng eventually leaves, overwhelmed by the tension between Lin Mu and Lu Rong.
Lin Mu reflects on Chen Meihua’s behavior and how Lu Rong’s gaze makes people feel seen.
Lin Mu and Lu Rong finally have a semi-serious conversation where Lin Mu tells him not to treat him like a stranger and that he knows how to care for people.
Lin Mu makes Lu Rong promise something vague just to break the tension, and Lu Rong responds by pulling him from the pool and brushing leaves out of his hair.
Later, Lin Zhao arrives and signs to Lin Mu from outside the fence; Lin Mu invites Lu Rong to walk home with them.
Lu Rong is polite but distant with Lin Zhao, and Lin Zhao feels the awkwardness due to Lin Mu's previous impersonation of her.
Lin Mu continues the charade, claiming Lin Zhao keeps the yellow duckling hairclip Lu Rong gave her.
Lu Rong responds blandly, fully aware Lin Mu is lying, and says he and Meimei made more crafts for an upcoming picnic.
Lu Rong asks Lin Zhao if she’s going; she doesn't understand, and Lin Mu quickly answers for her, committing her to attend.
06 He Still Doesn’t Know A Thing
Lin Zhao confronts Lin Mu, urging him to finally confess the truth to Lu Rong, warning that he can’t continue the deception.
Lin Mu, as usual, says he will tell the truth this time, though both he and Lin Zhao doubt he’ll follow through.
Lin Zhao applies Lin Mu’s makeup and helps with his wig, joking about her skills despite feeling complicit in the lie.
The community picnic event is held at a wetland park; Lin Mu wears a long chiffon skirt, a lace choker, and a wide-brimmed straw hat.
Teacher Ma is surprised by Lin Mu’s height and beauty; Lin Mu maintains his cold, aloof “Lin Zhao” persona.
Lu Rong and Chen Meihua arrive, and Chen Meihua cheerfully greets “Jiejie,” revealing she recognizes Lin Mu.
Lu Rong watches Lin Mu closely before finally smiling and returning the greeting.
On the bus, Lu Rong lets Lin Mu have the window seat and subtly checks on his comfort, joking about his makeup melting in the heat.
At the park, the group wanders among lotus ponds; Lin Mu and Lu Rong fall behind with Chen Meihua, separating from the main group.
Other participants tease that they look like a young couple on a date; Lu Rong denies it with an ambiguous “no.”
Chen Meihua asks Lin Mu to join her and Lu Rong, and they continue walking together.
On a bridge, Lin Mu accidentally sits in an unladylike pose, prompting Lu Rong to tug his skirt down and quietly tell him his underwear was showing.
Lu Rong later buys lemon tea for Lin Mu and reassures him that no one else saw; Lin Mu is flustered.
Lu Rong offers Lin Mu the chance to touch the lotus leaves and wraps an arm around him to help him reach.
Xu Yilu unexpectedly shows up, wearing special glasses, and recognizes Lu Rong.
Xu Yilu nearly recognizes Lin Mu too, but Lu Rong quickly blocks him and says it’s “Lin Zhao,” deflecting suspicion.
Xu Yilu greets Lin Mu as Lin Zhao; Lin Mu, trapped, plays along silently and clumsily.
To cover for Lin Mu’s height, Lu Rong lies that “Lin Zhao” is wearing high heels, though Lin Mu is in sneakers.
The two disability associations combine their groups and tour the park together.
Teacher Ma senses Lu Rong is overwhelmed and suggests Lin Mu walk with him instead, leading to Lin Mu being temporarily separated.
Lu Rong notices and excuses himself to retrieve Lin Mu, catching him right before he steps onto another boat.
Lu Rong returns Lin Mu’s hat and calmly declares “She’s with us,” taking Lin Mu back to their group.
On the boat, Lu Rong pedals while Lin Mu, Chen Meihua, and Xu Yilu relax.
Lin Mu wipes sweat from Lu Rong’s forehead, nearly toppling over; Lu Rong catches him and holds his waist.
Lu Rong eventually grabs Lin Mu’s hand, gently stopping him and saying, “Just like this is enough.”
Lin Mu takes photos of the scenery and accidentally captures Lu Rong’s face; Lu Rong stares into the lens and asks, “Did you get a good shot of me?”
Xu Yilu observes quietly, realizing something is going on between them.
When they dock, Lu Rong helps everyone off the boat and unintentionally pulls Lin Mu into his arms.
Xu Yilu, amused, watches the drama unfold like a fan of a soap opera.
Throughout the rest of the walk, Lu Rong is particularly attentive to Lin Mu, buying drinks and remembering everyone’s preferences.
When Chen Meihua wants to use the restroom, Lin Mu and Xu Yilu accompany her, giving Lu Rong a break.
On the way, Xu Yilu asks Lin Mu if Lu Rong likes him, catching Lin Mu completely off guard.
At home, Lin Mu tosses Lin Zhao’s clothes around carelessly; she confronts him.
Lin Mu says the outing was fun but reveals he won’t attend as Lin Zhao anymore.
Lin Mu tells Lin Zhao he believes Lu Rong likes her, and thus he shouldn’t keep impersonating her, encouraging Lin Zhao to be nice to Lu Rong.
Lin Zhao is absolutely baffled, knowing Lu Rong doesn’t like her, but doesn’t argue—yet.
At school on Monday, Lin Zhao waits for Lu Rong during the evening self-study session, but he doesn’t show up.
In their friend group chat, Lin Zhao asks where Lu Rong is; Mo Xiaoxiao and Li Zi report he’s been walking Chen Meihua near the sports ground.
Lin Zhao grows suspicious, since the pool Lin Mu cleans is near the sports ground.
Meanwhile, Lin Mu is clearly cold toward Lu Rong during cleaning duty, giving perfunctory answers.
Lu Rong grows concerned and asks Lin Mu, “What are you angry about?”
Lin Mu avoids eye contact and shifts the conversation, asking why Lu Rong missed study session.
Lin Mu hints that Lin Zhao skipped Go institute, and passive-aggressively implies Lu Rong should be bonding with her.
Lin Mu realizes he’s jealous, but isn’t sure if it’s about Lin Zhao or Lu Rong, or both.
When Lu Rong asks again what’s wrong, Lin Mu vaguely tries to say he knows about Lu Rong’s feelings for Lin Zhao and that he’s fine with it.
Before Lu Rong can respond, An Jincheng interrupts, and Lin Mu spots Lin Zhao outside the fence.
Lin Zhao signs to Lu Rong to come speak with her; Lu Rong hesitates, glances between the twins, and quietly tells Lin Mu, “Don’t be angry with me anymore, alright?”
07 He Had Once Thought About Ending It All
Lin Zhao pulls Lu Rong aside to clarify the misunderstanding that Lin Mu believes Lu Rong has feelings for her.
Lin Zhao observes that Lu Rong is too indifferent toward her for someone supposedly interested.
Lin Zhao directly tells Lu Rong that Lin Mu and Xu Yilu misunderstood the situation.
Lu Rong, realizing the misunderstanding, assures Lin Zhao he will clear it up himself.
Lu Rong returns to the pool and indirectly tells Lin Mu that he does not like Lin Zhao romantically.
Lin Mu is stunned but doesn’t admit his earlier jealousy; Lu Rong doesn’t push him for answers.
Lin Mu and Lu Rong walk home with Chen Meihua, maintaining their growing closeness.
Lin Yanlai warns Lin Mu about strangers loitering near schools and reminds him to be cautious.
Lin Mu sees unfamiliar faces near a convenience store but doesn’t react; Lu Rong appears alert but says nothing.
Chu Lin begins organizing teacher patrols around Kunqian High due to suspicious activity nearby.
In a group chat, Mo Xiaoxiao explains that transfer students like her and Lu Rong may attract trouble from former schools.
Lin Mu grows increasingly wary and asks Xu Yilu to have someone pick him up after school for safety.
Xu Yilu brings up the park outing and insists that Lu Rong and Lin Zhao seem like a couple, upsetting Lin Mu.
Lin Mu denies the relationship between Lu Rong and Lin Zhao but cannot explain without revealing the truth.
Lin Mu continues to struggle with his emotions and growing attachment to Lu Rong, feeling unqualified to be involved.
Lin Mu, Lu Rong, and others eat lunch together regularly, becoming a hot topic due to their beauty and status.
Chen Meihua and Cao Zhan bond and become messy eaters; Lin Mu and Lu Rong clean up after them together.
During lunch cleanup, Lu Rong helps Lin Mu scrape rice from the table, their hands touching multiple times.
Lin Mu invites Lu Rong to join a weekend tutoring session with Cao Zhan, and Lu Rong agrees.
At home, Lin Mu enthusiastically gathers notes and materials; Lin Zhao suspects something odd about his eagerness.
Lin Zhao warns Lin Mu about recent trouble involving a student from No. 3 High, but Lin Mu is unconcerned.
Saturday tutoring begins with Lin Mu bringing a mountain of materials for Cao Zhan and Lu Rong.
Lin Mu evaluates their test scores—Cao Zhan barely missed passing, and Lu Rong is doing better than expected.
Lin Mu starts tutoring them, allowing Cao Zhan and Chen Meihua to play with a bamboo-copter mid-session.
Lu Rong unexpectedly asks Lin Mu why he is so nice to him, startling Lin Mu.
Lin Mu doesn’t answer directly, and Lu Rong lets the question drop but agrees to come again if Lin Mu wants him to.
After class, Lin Mu holds hands with Cao Zhan and notices Lu Rong holding his hand too without comment.
The four walk through a dim tunnel, and Lu Rong never lets go of Lin Mu’s hand, deepening their intimacy.
That night, Lu Rong tucks Chen Meihua into bed, and she gently tells him not to take sleeping pills anymore.
Lu Rong promises he hasn’t been taking them, and Chen Meihua smiles, revealing she understands more than expected.
Xu Yilu overhears gossip at a convenience store about bullies from X Junior High targeting local schools.
The gossipers reveal that Lu Rong’s grandmother had once been pushed into a river by a notorious bully.
Lin Mu complains about the cold pool cleaning, and Lu Rong warms his hands with his own, touching Lin Mu gently.
Chen Meihua tells Lin Mu that Jiang Tianhe verbally bullied Cao Zhan again but didn’t physically hurt him.
Cao Zhan tries to avoid Jiang Tianhe but ends up witnessing a violent mugging by thugs in an alley.
Cao Zhan, despite his fear, tries to intervene and tells them not to hit people, revealing his badge indicating his disability.
The bullies mock him and prepare to attack, but Jiang Tianhe appears and defends him.
Jiang Tianhe is outnumbered and beaten badly, but Cao Zhan shields him until Chu Lin and police arrive.
Jiang Tianhe is hailed as a hero at school; though embarrassed, he’s praised by the faculty and parents.
Lu Rong learns from Chen Meihua that the bullies were the same ones from his junior high who extorted and harmed them.
Chen Meihua reveals they pushed her into a river and Lu Rong nearly drowned trying to save her.
A flashback shows how Lu Rong once considered dying with his grandmother to escape their suffering.
Lu Rong was targeted in junior high, paying protection money to bullies to protect Chen Meihua.
The trauma left him emotionally scarred, haunted by memories of cold water and long, lonely walks through snow.
His turning point came when he met Lin Mu, disguised as Lin Zhao, who smiled and gently signed to him: “Not anymore.”
08 The World Is Limitless
Police involvement fails to deliver justice after the bullying incidents, as the culprits are minors and their actions don’t legally qualify for serious punishment.
Chu Lin refuses to accept the lack of resolution and confronts Zhong He, who deflects responsibility by stating that student safety outside school isn’t the school's job.
Zhong He suggests strength in numbers and collective protection, hinting that students supporting one another is the only effective solution.
Kunqian initiates a new campaign promoting “safe travel,” encouraging student volunteer escorts for those at risk, especially special needs students.
The initiative is embraced school-wide, led by An Jincheng and supported by teachers and students, turning into a city-wide movement reported in newspapers.
Lin Mu, Sun Hai, Jiang Tianhe, and others form a walking group with Lu Rong and protect Chen Meihua together.
Cao Zhan is escorted by his mother Ji Qingwen for a while; she rewards Jiang Tianhe with a silk banner for defending her son, forcing him to behave.
Lin Mu mocks Jiang Tianhe for being beaten and questions his “hero” status, leading to comedic teasing in their group chat.
Lu Rong privately messages Lin Mu, asking how he knew Jiang Tianhe couldn’t fight; Lin Mu jokes it was obvious from basketball.
Xu Yilu, deeply affected after learning Lu Rong’s traumatic past, ships the “Lin Zhao–Lu Rong” couple and pressures Lin Mu to support them.
Lin Mu, angry and protective, decides to track down Lu Rong’s former bullies after receiving their sighting location from Li Zi.
Lin Mu sneaks away while Lu Rong buys candy for Chen Meihua and confronts the bullies alone at a KFC.
Lin Mu pours a coke on one of the bullies filming him and forces the group into an alley where he physically and verbally dominates them.
Lin Mu humiliates the bullies, forces them to apologize, and threatens them with video evidence, warning them to never approach Lu Rong again.
Sun Hai and Jiang Tianhe stumble upon the scene; Jiang Tianhe is impressed while Sun Hai is stunned at Lin Mu’s intensity.
Unbeknownst to Lin Mu, Lu Rong and Chen Meihua arrive mid-confrontation and witness his emotional defense of Lu Rong.
Lin Mu threatens the bullies with exposure and vows to protect Lu Rong forever, declaring, “He’s mine. Don’t ever think about harming him.”
Lin Mu is embarrassed after realizing Lu Rong overheard his dramatic statement, but Lu Rong stays calm and smiles slightly.
On the subway ride home, Lu Rong suddenly tells Lin Mu quietly, “I’m forever yours,” leaving Lin Mu dazed and confused all night.
The next day, Lin Zhao scolds Lin Mu for fighting again; Lin Mu cheekily signs back that he didn’t lose.
Cao Zhan and Xu Yilu express concern for Lin Mu, but Lin Mu assures them he’s fine and jokes about the weak bullies.
Zhong He criticizes students for solo heroism in the next school address, but everyone knows he’s talking about Lin Mu, who smugly says, “But I won.”
Lin Mu and Lu Rong continue tutoring sessions; Lin Mu is more focused on Cao Zhan’s progress than his own exam results.
Lin Mu and Lu Rong study closely together, getting increasingly flustered by their proximity and touches during tutoring.
Lu Rong becomes visibly more relaxed and affectionate, quietly complimenting Lin Mu as “better looking than the snow.”
Lin Mu scores top marks again; Cao Zhan proudly passes three subjects, and Lu Rong’s grades improve significantly.
Lu Rong resists going to Lin Mu’s house during the holidays due to Chen Meihua but eventually agrees after she says she wants to visit “Jiejie.”
Lin Mu hosts a holiday gathering with his friends, tutoring and socializing; Lu Rong arrives with pastries, including a rare Dingsheng cake.
Lin Mu tries to secretly eat the Dingsheng cake but is caught by Lu Rong, who kindly gives him the rest anyway.
Lu Rong wipes crumbs from Lin Mu’s mouth in an intimate moment, only interrupted by Xu Yilu’s cane.
Xu Yilu hints that Lu Rong might be unhappy due to the crowd, prompting Lin Mu to plan for more alone time with him in the future.
Lin Mu feels sad when parting from Lu Rong after the visit; Lin Zhao teases him, comparing him to a star-crossed lover.
On Chinese New Year’s Eve, Lin Mu can’t enjoy the family reunion dinner, worrying about Lu Rong and Chen Meihua spending the night alone.
Acting on impulse, Lin Mu cycles through snowy streets with a pot of moth orchids to Lu Rong’s home.
Lu Rong opens the door to find Lin Mu standing in the snow with flowers and a warm smile, saying, “Here’s wishing you good fortune. Happy New Year.”
09 The Dawn of Spring
Lin Mu brings moth orchids to Lu Rong's home on New Year’s Eve, and although he cannot stay long, they play with sparklers together with Chen Meihua before Lin Mu cycles home through the snow.
During the New Year holiday, Lin Mu visits relatives with Lin Zhao and their parents while Lu Rong sends him daily photos of the orchids, which Lin Mu saves even though they barely differ.
As school resumes, Lin Mu tutors Cao Zhan almost daily. Lu Rong occasionally joins, though always with Chen Meihua, making meetings with Lin Mu feel fleeting and precious.
Lin Mu continues to ace exams, outperforming An Jincheng again and earning his usual place as "Prince of the Night Forest" on the school forum.
Due to Lin Zhao’s Go finals, she is exempt from East Zone community sessions, and Lin Mu is no longer needed to cross-dress and pretend to be her. He misses attending but is too scared of exposure to go as himself.
Kunqian hosts a large cultural event where each class chooses an activity. Lin Mu is roped into helping organize it as a class representative.
Lin Mu is distracted during planning meetings, constantly glancing at Lu Rong from afar, and jokes with An Jincheng about starting a “Pretty Boy Tutoring Class.”
Surprisingly, the idea is approved. Lin Mu and An Jincheng become headliners, while Xu Yilu and Sun Hai assist. Lin Mu jokingly warns fans to book him early before he’s "sold out."
Mo Xiaoxiao’s class plans an anime cosplay event, and Lu Rong tells Lin Mu he hasn’t picked a costume, but Chen Meihua will be Lulu, The Flower Angel.
Lin Mu invites Lu Rong to come find him during the event; Lu Rong asks if Lin Mu would "only dote on him," and Lin Mu shyly promises he treats Lu Rong better than even Lin Zhao.
Before the event, Lu Rong and Chen Meihua wait for Lin Mu at the school gates and give him a scarf wrapped with Lu Rong’s scent and warmth.
As they head home together, Lu Rong admits he too is afraid of the dark and reaches out to hold Lin Mu’s hand.
On the day of the cultural event, Lin Mu is too busy to search for Lu Rong. He eventually finds out from Xu Yilu that Lu Rong came looking for him but missed him by half an hour.
Lin Mu is dragged back to his booth to help An Jincheng with tutoring guests. An Jincheng, icy and harsh, scolds students with a cold charm that somehow attracts fans.
Chen Meihua, cosplaying Lulu, wanders the event with Lu Rong and eventually visits Cao Zhan’s astronomy booth in Class Three, where Lin Zhao is also present, hosting a Go game booth.
Lu Rong plays a casual game of Gomoku with Lin Zhao, during which she signs to him asking if he looked for Lin Mu. Lu Rong confirms he did but couldn’t find him.
Lin Zhao writes that she will help him search for Lin Mu afterward, and they leave together with Cao Zhan and Chen Meihua to visit Class One.
The group arrives at Lin Mu’s booth. Lin Zhao silently reunites Lu Rong and Lin Mu. Lu Rong watches Lin Mu expressionlessly but sits down as promised.
Lin Mu apologizes for missing him and offers to meet later, but Lu Rong quietly says, “I won’t disturb you for now.”
Lin Mu continues tutoring Cao Zhan but keeps glancing at Lu Rong, who eventually leaves with Chen Meihua.
After the event, Lin Mu races down the stairs and runs straight into Lu Rong, who catches him in an embrace.
Lin Mu stammers that the peach blossoms are blooming, and Lu Rong replies, “I know.”
Lin Mu confesses, “Even the spring knows I’m falling for you,” fully admitting his feelings.
Lu Rong holds Lin Mu tightly before gently setting him down. Lin Mu says they’ll leave together later, and Lu Rong replies that he and Chen Meihua will wait.
Lin Mu gets trapped doing media interviews with An Jincheng as their booth was the most successful, delaying their departure.
After everything, Lin Mu runs downstairs and finds Lu Rong and Chen Meihua waiting. Lu Rong never left.
Lu Rong tells Lin Mu, “We agreed to go home together,” and reaches out his hand. Lin Mu teases him for “being afraid of the dark again.”
As spring blooms, Lin Mu is quietly nervous about whether Lu Rong reciprocates his feelings. Their dynamic remains sweet and unchanged.
A school forum thread debates the most suitable boyfriends among top-ranked male students. Lu Rong is said to be unsuitable because of his responsibilities to Chen Meihua.
During gym class, Chen Meihua throws a tantrum while Lu Rong tries to comfort her alone, drawing curious and judgmental stares.
Lin Mu arrives, rescues them from the crowd, scolds the bystanders, and comforts Chen Meihua like a protective older sibling.
Lin Mu teases Lu Rong about making Meimei cry, and Lu Rong jokingly says she’s second in his heart now.
Lu Rong later confirms to Lin Mu privately, “Even spring knows, so how can you not?” prompting Lin Mu to suggest, “Let’s start dating.”
Lu Rong accepts with a smile that’s both happy and helpless.
During self-study, Lin Mu collects papers while Lu Rong keeps him company. When Xu Yilu finds them crouching together, Lu Rong and Lin Mu are secretly holding hands beneath the scattered test papers.
Chen Meihua later defends “Jiejie” in front of Xu Yilu, insisting Lin Mu is the one who belongs with Lu Rong—not Lin Zhao.
Mr. Yang, Lin Mu’s teacher, jokes that he’s rushing off to a date. Lin Mu denies it but admits he promised to go home with Lu Rong.
Lin Zhao realizes Lin Mu is ditching her to walk home with Lu Rong and mockingly accuses him of abandoning his sister for a pretty junior.
10 The Date
Mr. Yang jokes that Lin Mu is rushing off to a date, reminding Lin Mu that he and Lu Rong have never been on a real one despite being in a relationship.
Lin Mu is flustered realizing Lu Rong seems more composed and confident in the relationship than he is.
Lin Mu struggles to find time for a date because Lu Rong has remedial classes on Saturdays and Chen Meihua has community sessions on Sundays.
During tutoring with Cao Zhan and Chen Meihua, Lin Mu is distracted, watching Lu Rong study with admiration.
Lin Mu tries to get Lu Rong to stop and talk, but Lu Rong pulls Lin Mu’s chair closer with his legs under the desk, entwining them flirtatiously.
Lu Rong kisses Lin Mu on the tip of his nose while Cao Zhan and Chen Meihua are distracted.
Cao Zhan innocently questions their odd position under the desk; Lu Rong lies and says the desk is wobbly.
Lin Mu becomes flustered during tutoring and loses focus, drawing sarcastic comments from Chen Meihua and Lu Rong.
After class, Lin Mu asks Chen Meihua if she’d like to go drawing somewhere instead of the community session.
Chen Meihua instantly agrees and blurts this out to Lu Rong when he returns, outing Lin Mu’s plan.
Lu Rong calls out Lin Mu for using Chen Meihua as an excuse and says, “If you want to go on a date, just say it.”
Lu Rong suggests No. 2 Library for their outing and texts Ma-laoshi to excuse them from the session.
Lin Mu prepares for the date, trying on clothes and boots while Lin Zhao teases him for skipping responsibilities.
At the children’s art event in the library, Lin Mu joins a queue of little kids and argues with a boy about his age, charming other children.
Lu Rong and Chen Meihua arrive; Chen Meihua runs happily to Lin Mu, calling him “Jiejie.”
Lin Mu notices a red mark on Lu Rong’s forehead from being hit that morning; Lu Rong lets him gently touch it, brushing off concern.
Lin Mu argues with a kid who says Chen Meihua is too old to participate, insisting “Meimei” is the same age as the kids.
Lin Mu had arranged for Chen Meihua to be on the list, allowing her to join the art activity.
The three sit together. Lin Mu and Chen Meihua play with kinetic sand while Lu Rong hesitates to participate.
Lin Mu tries to get Lu Rong to join, but Lu Rong says he doesn't know how to paint. Lin Mu is disappointed.
To cheer Lin Mu up, Lu Rong offers a drink and pulls out a Doraemon-like collection of options from his bag, prepared just for Lin Mu.
Suddenly, Chen Meihua spills sand and starts crying hysterically, drawing attention from others.
Lu Rong scolds her too harshly in frustration and begins dragging her out to clean up.
Lin Mu intervenes and calms both Chen Meihua and Lu Rong, helping her wash up and trying to lighten the mood.
Lu Rong offers Lin Mu his jacket; Lin Mu declines and instead asks Lu Rong to clean the paint from his skin.
While cleaning Lin Mu’s neck, Lu Rong flirts, calling his skin softer than a girl’s and saying he’s the only one he’s ever touched—besides Meimei.
Lu Rong places a hand on Lin Mu’s Adam’s apple, compliments his neck and collarbone, and flusters Lin Mu completely.
Chen Meihua eventually calms down and sits quietly while eating; Lin Mu suggests buying her art tools, but Lu Rong refuses, saying her attention doesn’t last.
Lu Rong opens up to Lin Mu about the emotional and practical burdens of caring for Chen Meihua with Alzheimer’s since he was twelve.
Lu Rong admits he can’t have time for himself, and every day revolves around Chen Meihua’s unpredictable needs.
Lu Rong fears losing Lin Mu because of these complications and begs him not to break up, promising, “I will love you with all my heart.”
Lin Mu is deeply moved and stays by Lu Rong’s side throughout the afternoon.
They move to a nearby park as the library becomes unsuitable for Chen Meihua’s fragile mood.
While walking hand in hand—Chen Meihua between them—Lin Mu jokes that he’s holding Lu Rong’s hand “indirectly.”
As the sun sets, Lu Rong gently stops Lin Mu at the subway station, telling him to rest and not exhaust himself.
Before parting, Lu Rong says, “Let’s have a date” at the upcoming school sports meet, asking Lin Mu not to sign up for too many events.
Lin Mu agrees, making time for Lu Rong despite being a star athlete usually signed up for everything.
Meanwhile, Lin Zhao is annoyed at being assigned to cheerleading and learns that Cao Zhan has been made a disciplinary committee member, despite being clueless.
Lin Mu fakes illness to avoid sports meet duties but is caught by An Jincheng, who demands he contribute to logistics.
Lin Mu excitedly suggests recruiting first-year helpers and sneaks off to find Lu Rong’s class.
When Lin Mu shows up outside Lu Rong’s window, he tries to flirt by blowing a kiss through the glass.
Lu Rong calmly covers the glass with his palm, blocking the kiss and ending the chapter with a subtle but amused reaction.
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Silent Hearts, Vol. 2

11 The Sports Meet
Lin Mu flirts with Lu Rong by blowing a kiss through the classroom window, making kissy noises, while An Jincheng looks on in disgust.
Embarrassed by the attention, Lin Mu enters the classroom and pinches Lu Rong’s cheek as he passes by, which An Jincheng disapproves of.
Lin Mu jokes to himself that Lu Rong is his husband, while An Jincheng starts his speech for student volunteers.
Lin Mu warns Lu Rong not to volunteer, joking that it’s all grunt work, while admitting he only signed up for logistics so he can skip out and spend time with Lu Rong and Chen Meihua.
Lu Rong signs up for logistics to support the class and involve Chen Meihua, landing him on the same team as Lin Mu.
Lin Mu becomes overwhelmed with pre-event logistics, barely finding time to eat, while Lin Zhao delivers lunch and asks for cheerleading costumes.
Lin Zhao reveals she recruited a first-year boy for cheerleading and plans to put him in a wig, surprising Lin Mu, who doesn’t realize he inspired this cross-dressing idea.
During a rehearsal, Lin Zhao impresses everyone with her dancing, despite being deaf, and An Jincheng becomes visibly uncomfortable about the cheerleaders' short skirts.
Lin Mu teases An Jincheng for being jealous, thinking he’s dating a cheerleader; Lin Zhao casually lifts her skirt to show they’re all wearing safety shorts, further flustering An Jincheng.
The twins communicate in sign language about An Jincheng’s awkward reaction; Lin Mu continues teasing him while Zhao preps for a Go match.
Lin Mu watches Lu Rong from afar during parade practice and later joins a group, including Lu Rong and Chen Meihua, in banner-making.
Lin Mu and Lu Rong flirt and bump shoulders playfully during work; Lu Rong eventually declares “Lin Mu is mine alone” when Cao Zhan asks why they’re always together.
Lin Mu revels in the moment and leans against Lu Rong, clearly flustered and happy.
On the day of the event, Lin Mu runs logistics at the storeroom, swamped with requests for materials.
Lin Zhao tricks Lin Mu into wearing a wig and lipstick meant for the cheerleading boy who dropped out; the cheerleaders doll him up for fun and take pictures.
While trying to remove the wig, Lu Rong walks in and locks the door behind him, keeping others out.
Lu Rong calmly deduces that Lin Mu is not dressed as Lin Zhao and helps him remove the wig, while subtly confirming he knows Lin Mu and Lin Zhao are different people.
Lu Rong notices Lin Mu’s earlobes and lip shape are distinct from Lin Zhao’s and says he’s never confused the two, gently wiping the lipstick from Lin Mu’s lips.
Lin Mu is mortified, but Lu Rong reassures him that it’s okay to dress up and then kisses him softly, saying he’s been wanting to kiss him but waited for the lipstick to be gone.
After the kiss, Lu Rong helps Lin Mu resume his work, and they both pretend nothing happened in public.
Lin Mu changes clothes for the 400m race while Lu Rong stays with Chen Meihua in the stands.
Mo Xiaoxiao cheers for Lin Mu, and Lin Zhao runs alongside the track, signing encouragements; An Jincheng and Cao Zhan also cheer him on.
Lin Mu overtakes Jiang Tianhe in the final stretch, cheered on over the school broadcast by Xu Yilu, and finishes second behind a sports student.
Lin Zhao and An Jincheng are waiting at the finish line, ecstatic for him. Lin Mu drinks from a water bottle handed to Zhao, which An Jincheng had actually opened for her.
Lin Mu finds Lu Rong and gifts him the silver medal temporarily, saying it has to be displayed in class first.
Lu Rong shades Lin Mu’s sunburnt neck with his hand, and when Lin Mu asks why he didn’t join any events, Lu Rong replies that he must stay by Chen Meihua’s side at all times during such busy public events.
12 Youth Is…
Lin Mu, Lu Rong, and Chen Meihua sit quietly in the stands during the sports meet, with Lu Rong stoic as ever and Chen Meihua unusually calm and engaged.
Mo Xiaoxiao finishes fifth in high jump and becomes a hero for her class; her prosthetic limb is sore, and she shares with Lin Mu how she manages it.
Li Zi ties a bunting to Mo Xiaoxiao’s prosthetic, making it look festive; Mo Xiaoxiao urges Lu Rong to go enjoy himself while she and Li Zi watch over Chen Meihua.
Lu Rong declines, saying he doesn’t want to be a burden, which makes Mo Xiaoxiao upset. Lu Rong remains reserved, not defending himself.
As the day winds down, Lin Mu leaves to help with post-event logistics but learns from Li Zi that Lu Rong took Chen Meihua to the medical office.
Lin Mu runs to the office and finds Lu Rong outside with drinks. Lu Rong explains Chen Meihua is just tired and asleep.
Inside, Lu Rong shows how he planned ahead with multiple drink options to soothe Chen Meihua when she wakes. Lin Mu is moved and emotionally overwhelmed.
Lin Mu tells Lu Rong he wants to help care for Chen Meihua, saying Lu Rong doesn’t need to carry the burden alone. Lu Rong confesses he likes Lin Mu but fears burdening him.
Lin Mu insists he wants to be with Lu Rong “forever,” calling him “my darling,” and promises he’s not a burden.
Chen Meihua wakes up crying. Lin Mu helps calm her down with milk tea, showing his willingness and ability to support Lu Rong.
After the sports meet, the focus shifts to exam preparation. Lin Mu tutors Cao Zhan, who dreams of studying fashion design, and praises his mother, Ji Qingwen, for supporting his interests.
Lu Rong avoids talking about future plans. Lin Mu expresses concern and insists he start thinking ahead, especially about university.
Lu Rong dodges the topic repeatedly, but eventually opens up during a playful moment, hugging Lin Mu and saying he’s not smart enough to plan ahead.
Lu Rong says Lin Mu shouldn't be weighed down by him, but Lin Mu counters by calling Lu Rong his love and reaffirming he wants a future together.
Lin Mu kisses Lu Rong on the head before they go inside to Chen Meihua.
During the final exams, Lin Mu finishes early and checks in with his sister Lin Zhao, who is away at a Go tournament. Lin Yanlai assures him she’s doing well.
Sun Hai fears being sent abroad if his grades drop. Jiang Tianhe is indifferent but acknowledges Lu Rong, Meimei, and Xu Yilu are still testing.
Lin Mu goes to Lu Rong’s class to help with a crying Chen Meihua and brings her out to calm down while Lu Rong finishes his exam.
Lin Mu texts Lu Rong to meet at the basketball court. Lu Rong arrives and, visibly exhausted, rests his head and kisses Lin Mu’s neck in a quiet, emotional moment.
The group—including Sun Hai, An Jincheng, Xu Yilu, and others—joins them at the court. Lin Mu distracts Chen Meihua and treats everyone to snacks at the canteen.
Lin Mu reveals to Lu Rong that it’s their one-month anniversary of dating and celebrates with cake, which delights Lu Rong.
The group discusses summer plans. Xu Yilu reveals he’s going abroad for eye treatment. Cao Zhan is sad but doesn’t understand fully.
Lin Mu confirms he’s staying in China to study medicine, saying his sister isn’t going overseas either, so he won’t.
Lin Zhao wins third place at the Women’s Go Tournament and is promoted to professional second dan. Lin Mu loudly celebrates in class and is punished.
Lin Zhao returns home to a huge congratulatory banner, and Lin Mu teases her about it. She kicks him in return.
Sun Hai proposes a summer trip. Xu Yilu expresses hesitation, worried about being a burden along with others like Chen Meihua, Mo Xiaoxiao, and Lin Zhao.
Li Zi defends everyone, saying none of them are a burden. Lin Mu reassures Xu Yilu that they can all take care of each other.
Just as everyone agrees to go, Sun Hai notices Lu Rong hasn’t shown up yet, ending the chapter on a note of anticipation.
13 Together
Lu Rong and Chen Meihua wait outside KFC because Chen Meihua insists on finishing her ice cream before going inside.
An Jincheng arrives and fails to persuade Chen Meihua to go in; Lin Mu arrives shortly after and successfully coaxes her by offering air-conditioning inside.
Inside, Sun Hai again proposes the group trip; Lu Rong hesitates, but Lin Mu promises to take care of Chen Meihua, prompting Lu Rong to agree.
An Jincheng offers to look after Lin Zhao during the trip, and Lin Mu quickly accepts, effectively “selling” his sister so he can stay with Lu Rong and Chen Meihua.
They choose Mount Mogan as the destination, a cool summer spot reachable by a van. Sun Hai asks An Jincheng to provide transportation, which he agrees to.
Lin Mu learns Lu Rong receives subsidies due to his circumstances. Lin Mu feels a little sad he can’t financially support Lu Rong but is impressed by his frugality and planning.
Lin Mu misses Lu Rong deeply during the holiday, but they can’t always talk due to Lu Rong’s constant caregiving for Chen Meihua, who is unpredictable due to Alzheimer’s.
Chen Meihua mistakes Lin Mu as a visitor and sweetly asks if he missed her; Lin Mu replies sincerely that he did, and she says she and “Little Deer” (her nickname for Lu Rong) missed him too.
The three hold hands awkwardly, which Chen Meihua finds amusing. She says their hands are “flowers blooming,” and they link thumbs and pinkies.
Sun Hai organizes the trip logistics, assigning informal responsibilities for taking care of the more vulnerable group members like Xu Yilu and Chen Meihua.
Lin Zhao is paired with An Jincheng to her displeasure. She vents while packing, but Lin Mu flatters her into bringing the yellow dress and agrees to carry her Go set.
Lu Rong sends Lin Mu a picture of two suitcases, one large (for Chen Meihua). Lin Mu jokes about carrying his sister’s entire life, and Lu Rong offers to help.
Chen Meihua is difficult about taking her pills again. Lu Rong shares he once convinced her they were “elixir pills” that could make her fly like Change, which nearly led to her jumping out the window.
On departure day, Lu Rong ties a safety leash between himself and Chen Meihua, shocking the group but explaining it's necessary in case she wanders off.
Everyone boards the van. Sun Hai hypes the group up with a microphone. Jiang Tianhe and Cao Zhan banter until Cao Zhan calls out Jiang Tianhe’s “impotent rage,” causing uproarious laughter.
Xu Yilu sings the emotional ballad “Together,” creating a warm moment. Lin Mu helps Lu Rong learn the lyrics, humming along with him during the ride.
The group naps and snacks along the way. Lin Zhao is given preserved plums by An Jincheng and ends up beating him at Gomoku repeatedly.
Upon arrival, Lin Mu claims the same room as Lu Rong, sharing a king-sized bed. He blocks Sun Hai from joining by saying he’s a light sleeper.
Lu Rong offers to cook, earning admiration from everyone. The group splits duties for grocery shopping, and the girls go swimming with Chen Meihua.
At the supermarket, Lin Mu organizes the boys. Sun Hai and Jiang Tianhe struggle to identify vegetables. Lu Rong and Lin Mu share a heavy bag on the walk back.
On the road, Lu Rong wipes Lin Mu’s hand and licks a melting popsicle. He gets playful and bites Lin Mu’s popsicle while making flirtatious comments, flustering him.
They return to the villa, where everyone is either playing or relaxing. Chen Meihua and Cao Zhan play with water guns while Lin Mu cuts fruit and helps apply sunscreen.
An Jincheng secretly watches a Go explanation show and lies about it. Lin Mu agrees to teach him the basics, amazed that he understands nothing.
An Jincheng shows suspicious interest in paying Lin Zhao for private Go lessons. Lin Mu asks Lin Zhao about her fees and she proudly says she once bought him Jordans with her winnings.
Lu Rong does laundry and brings Lin Mu his favorite loose tank. Lin Mu changes and teases Lu Rong about Lin Zhao’s earnings. Lu Rong dries Lin Mu’s hair with a towel.
Chen Meihua again resists medication. Lu Rong and Lin Mu calm her down with promises about rabbits and osmanthus trees. She finally takes her pills.
Lu Rong reflects on how others have always praised him for being "good" or "filial," but those words never gave him real comfort—until Lin Mu tells him he’s the “best person in the world.”
In bed that night, Lin Mu wakes and presses his forehead to Lu Rong’s cheek, whispering that he doesn’t want to sleep through the night they finally get to spend together.
Lu Rong places a hand on Lin Mu’s chest, feeling his heartbeat. Lin Mu kisses him and jokes that Lu Rong’s long eyelashes distract him. He asks if Lu Rong can hear how much he loves him.
14 The Light of The Sun
Lu Rong wakes early to care for Chen Meihua and gently tucks the blanket around Lin Mu before quietly leaving the room.
Lin Mu wakes shortly after and joins Lu Rong and Chen Meihua for breakfast, where Lu Rong has made steamed eggs for them.
Chen Meihua is in a good mood and excited about seeing rabbits. Lin Mu decides not to wait for the others and messages the group that they’re heading to the organic farm early.
Along the way, Chen Meihua happily sings “Gin no Ryuu no Se ni Notte” and old Teresa Teng songs, showing her memory is still intact when singing.
Lu Rong recalls sweet memories of Chen Meihua when she was healthy and tells Lin Mu that if he ever gets Alzheimer’s, he’ll never forget him.
Jiang Tianhe is the first to wake up among the others and informs everyone Lin Mu’s group has already left. Sun Hai helps Xu Yilu get dressed, choosing a questionable outfit.
Lin Zhao interacts with Li Zi and Mo Xiaoxiao in the morning and reveals she doesn’t know what an idol is. Her idols are Go players like Lian Xiao and Choi Jeong.
Lin Mu messages Lin Zhao, who chooses to visit the Rainbow Path. An Jincheng volunteers to go with her, surprising her and the girls.
During the visit to the Rainbow Path, Lin Zhao is moved by the scenery. An Jincheng takes candid photos of her and sends them to Lin Mu.
Lin Mu jokes about his sister’s beauty and suspects An Jincheng likes her. Lu Rong confirms it’s obvious given An Jincheng’s efforts to learn Go and sign language.
At the Rainbow Path, An Jincheng tells Lin Zhao he’s going abroad and asks if she wants him to go. Lin Zhao sharply rebuffs him, saying his future shouldn’t be based on her.
Lin Zhao says she plays Go for herself, not for others, and asserts that Go doesn’t care about gender or disability—only victory. She rejects An Jincheng’s roundabout confession.
Lin Mu reminisces about how Lin Zhao was bullied in Go school as a child, prompting him to learn to fight. Though others thought he protected her, she was always her own defender.
Lin Mu calls Lin Zhao a “goddess of war” and says she plans to become a world-class Go player to support their family. Lu Rong shares that he supports his own life by collecting rent.
Lin Mu promises that when he becomes a doctor, he’ll support Lu Rong and Chen Meihua. Lu Rong hasn’t thought much about the future, while Lin Mu is already planning ahead.
At the organic farm, the group watches a wedding photoshoot. Lu Rong uses the distraction to kiss Lin Mu on the lips when Chen Meihua looks away.
Chen Meihua finds their new rabbit and holds it proudly. Lu Rong warns her jokingly that if she doesn’t take care of it, she won’t become Change and fly to the moon.
The group shares photos of their outings in the group chat. Lin Mu realizes Sun Hai dressed Xu Yilu in mismatched clothes, causing a lot of laughter.
Mo Xiaoxiao and Li Zi return from horseback riding, and Mo Xiaoxiao proudly shows off her metal leg wrapped with a scarf. Lin Mu praises her as a “cool knight.”
Lin Zhao and An Jincheng return to the villa. Lin Zhao offers to teach him Go for free because he’s “good looking,” which embarrasses An Jincheng.
Lu Rong builds a rabbit nest with Lin Mu. In a moment of admiration, Lin Mu pokes Lu Rong’s abs and asks if he has a six-pack. He tries to lift Lu Rong’s shirt just as Sun Hai arrives.
Lu Rong pulls his shirt over Lin Mu’s head, trapping him against his abs. Lin Mu impulsively licks him, leaving a faint bite mark that later amuses Lu Rong when he sees it in the mirror.
Lu Rong pulls Lin Mu into the bathroom and playfully threatens to “bite him back.” He kisses up Lin Mu’s back and finally bites him on the shoulder blade, praising how beautiful he is.
The group plays Truth or Dare downstairs. Lin Mu and Lu Rong arrive late, claiming they fell asleep. Xu Yilu is suspicious of their vague explanation.
The trip ends, and the group returns home. Lin Mu sets a photo of Lu Rong as his phone wallpaper. On the bus, Lu Rong sleeps on Lin Mu’s shoulder, holding a jar with the beetle from earlier.
Back home, Lin Mu begins exam prep classes. Lu Rong brings Chen Meihua to wait for him and gets uncomfortable with other students’ stares, offering to stop coming.
Lin Mu brushes it off, insisting he doesn’t mind. Later, when a student comments curiously on Chen Meihua, Lin Mu subtly shields her from view and leaves with Lu Rong.
Lin Mu warns Chen Meihua not to overfeed the rabbit or it’ll get too fat to fly to the moon. Chen Meihua believes him and resolves to put the rabbit on a diet.
When other students greet Lin Mu and see Lu Rong and Chen Meihua, they ask if his friend is back. Lin Mu says proudly that Lu Rong came to find him.
Chen Meihua smears cream on Lin Mu’s face, but when Lu Rong scolds her, she looks like she might cry. Lu Rong raises his voice and says, “You’re not allowed to cry.”
15 Our Future
After Lu Rong scolds Chen Meihua for nearly crying in public, Lin Mu comforts her by cradling her like a child and distracting her with cake.
Lu Rong apologizes, and Lin Mu reassures him there’s nothing to hide, reiterating that he wants to help take care of Chen Meihua.
Lin Mu has less time to visit Lu Rong due to school, which causes Chen Meihua to throw tantrums, increasing Lu Rong’s burden.
During a hair-washing session, Chen Meihua asks why Lin Mu doesn’t come anymore and fears he doesn’t want them. Lu Rong quietly assures her that he does.
Third-year mock exams ramp up. Lin Mu is exhausted, and Lu Rong and Chen Meihua often wait for him late into the evening.
Lin Mu sees Lu Rong from afar during PE class and loudly calls out, “Meimei, do you miss me?” prompting Lu Rong to answer, “Yes,” in front of the whole school.
Lin Zhao visits Lin Mu during breaks. She brags about her upcoming Go match against Choi Jeong, the top female player in South Korea.
Lin Zhao confidently asks An Jincheng when he’s going abroad, and he tells her it may be during winter break. He awkwardly tries to express he wants to do more for her and the school.
Lin Zhao understands and thanks him with a sincere thumbs-up in sign language.
Cao Zhan dreams of making a jade sculpture. When Jiang Tianhe teases him about being scammed, Cao Zhan innocently asks him to come along, calling him a “very nice person,” leaving everyone laughing.
Xu Yilu reveals his family is going abroad for treatment on his eyes, accepting the low chances of success but hoping he’ll one day clearly see his friends.
Lin Mu gossips with Lin Zhao about An Jincheng but she shuts it down, refusing to entertain talk of a relationship and telling him to focus on his studies.
Unlike students with alternate plans, Lin Mu, Sun Hai, and Jiang Tianhe face intense exam pressure. Lin Mu is especially buried in work and only sees Lu Rong for a couple of hours on Sundays.
Lin Mu worries about Lu Rong’s academic stream selection. Lu Rong casually says he’ll pick STEM because he has no time to memorize liberal arts.
Lu Rong gives Lin Mu a heat pack on a freezing day, tucks it under his jacket, and holds his hand in Lin Mu’s coat pocket.
During stream selection, Lu Rong’s classmates Mo Xiaoxiao and Li Zi push him to choose STEM based on his grades. He admits Lin Mu no longer tutors him due to lack of time.
Lu Rong forgets to submit his stream selection form. When his teacher calls, he hesitantly says he doesn’t plan to return to school next year, citing Chen Meihua’s worsening Alzheimer’s.
His teacher visits during New Year, seeing firsthand how overwhelming Chen Meihua’s care is. Lu Rong says no one is bullying him but doesn’t give a clear reason for dropping out.
Lin Mu texts Lu Rong warm New Year wishes and study advice, encouraging him to take STEM and go to university with him. Lu Rong responds that it’s snowing and calls him just to say he misses him.
On New Year’s Day, Lu Rong takes Chen Meihua to the hospital. She cries about a dream where Lin Mu made her a flower wreath. Lu Rong promises she’ll see Lin Mu after the appointment.
After the hospital visit, they eat at Pizza Hut, where Principal Zhong He shows up and confronts Lu Rong about dropping out. Lu Rong says he can’t envision a future due to his caregiving responsibilities.
Zhong He offers to arrange a teacher to accompany Lu Rong and Chen Meihua and even offers to co-sign a loan. He tells Lu Rong not to carry the world alone, saying, “Even if the sky collapses, we adults will hold it up.”
After lunch, Lu Rong carries Chen Meihua on his back to buy flowers and texts Lin Mu that they’re coming to see him. Chen Meihua excitedly chatters and quietly tells Lu Rong she’s saved money for his college fees.
Meanwhile, An Jincheng overhears a wealthy donor insulting Kunqian’s disabled students and implying inappropriate intentions toward Lin Zhao. Principal Zhong He beats the man up in defense of his students.
Moved, An Jincheng invites Zhong He to dinner with his family, where it’s revealed that he secured a promise from his father to continue sponsoring Kunqian after he goes abroad.
An Jincheng sends Lin Mu the recording of the donor’s comments and angrily asks if Lin Mu knew Lu Rong had considered dropping out.
Lin Mu, overwhelmed with exams, hasn't seen Lu Rong face-to-face. He becomes defensive and upset when An Jincheng pressures him to talk to Lu Rong.
Lu Rong later appears at school to file a form. When Lin Mu sees him, he wrongly assumes it’s a withdrawal slip, snatches it, and declares it invalid, saying Lu Rong isn’t allowed to drop out.
Chu Lin clarifies the form is just for an afternoon off to handle rental paperwork, not to leave school. Lin Mu is humiliated and speechless.
Outside the office, Lu Rong confronts Lin Mu about avoiding him. Lin Mu accuses Lu Rong of not trusting him enough to be honest about considering withdrawal.
Lin Mu asks if Lu Rong thinks he’ll stop loving him or Chen Meihua if things get hard. Lu Rong is unable to deny it and becomes emotional.
Lin Mu walks away, but Lu Rong follows. On a staircase flooded with sunlight, Lin Mu turns and says he wishes he could dig his heart out and show it to Lu Rong—so he would know how much he’s loved.
16 Meimei
Lu Rong signs the lease to rent out his family's shop, with Zhong He acting as guarantor and carefully reviewing every contract clause, intimidating the intermediary.
Lu Rong explains to Chen Meihua they’re renting the shop to afford hiring a nanny so he can return to school. Chen Meihua resents needing a nanny and wants Lin Mu to move in.
Chen Meihua innocently suggests Lu Rong marry Lin Mu so they can live together. Lu Rong is speechless but quietly touched by her childlike view.
Zhong He assures Lu Rong that Chu Lin is arranging a qualified nanny and another teacher will help with Chen Meihua during school hours.
Lu Rong sends Lin Mu a photo of the lease agreement; Lin Mu replies curtly and remains angry over Lu Rong nearly hiding his plan to drop out.
Lu Rong apologizes and promises to study hard and attend university with Lin Mu. Lin Mu doesn’t reply further, but Lu Rong remains hopeful.
Chen Meihua laments that Lin Mu hasn’t visited, wondering if he still likes her. Lu Rong reassures her, explaining Lin Mu is studying hard for university.
Lin Mu sees banners at school congratulating An Jincheng on his acceptance to a top U.S. university. Zhong He personally oversees the publicity effort.
In the group chat, everyone teases about the number of banners. Lin Zhao jokes it’s all for funding. Lin Mu yells down at Zhong He offering help, annoying the principal.
Lu Rong takes Chen Meihua to a public restroom. A kind stranger helps them and compliments Meimei, who says she thanked her with a song.
Lin Mu and Lu Rong text; Lin Mu sends jealous pictures of the banners and jokes he wants the same treatment if he studies abroad. Lu Rong apologizes again.
Lin Mu demands a kiss next time they meet if Lu Rong wants forgiveness. Lu Rong is stunned but amused by the bold request.
Lin Mu’s mother, Jiang Wan, insists on driving him to tutoring and playfully nags about his “girlfriend,” offering to propose marriage. Lin Zhao jokes it must be “Little Deer.”
Lin Mu admits “Little Deer” is a boy. Jiang Wan shrugs it off, saying she’s not conservative and continues driving, unfazed.
Lin Mu tells Jiang Wan he’s applying to Shanghai medical schools like Jiao Tong or Fudan. Jiang Wan is surprised and proud of his determination to become a doctor.
After tutoring, Lin Mu sees Lu Rong and Chen Meihua in the lounge. She’s eating ice cream slowly and sneakily asks if she can get another from Lin Mu.
When Lin Mu arrives, both boys are speechless with how long it’s been. Lu Rong stares at him with quiet intensity until Chen Meihua says she’s hungry.
They go out to eat, with Lin Mu picking a modest place mindful of Lu Rong’s finances. Onlookers compliment Chen Meihua’s dress and braids, making her proud.
When someone praises her braids, she initially hides that Lu Rong did them, afraid he’d be teased. Lu Rong gently calls her over, and she shyly admits he did it.
Lin Mu jealously jokes that Lu Rong is popular, accusing him of using Meimei to gain favor just like Lin Mu once did.
Jiang Wan calls Lin Mu during the date, reminding him to pay and not let the other party foot the bill. Lin Mu sighs at her assumptions.
At dinner, Lin Mu feeds Chen Meihua so Lu Rong can eat. She asks when the osmanthus tree will bloom and remembers Lu Rong's university entrance exam is in summer.
Chen Meihua then asks what Lin Mu wants to be. He says “a doctor,” to which she responds with confusion about whether she’s sick. Lin Mu reassures her, calling it just forgetfulness.
Lin Mu makes a pinky promise with Chen Meihua that if he studies far away, she should remind Lu Rong that Lin Mu thinks of him every day and loves him most in the world.
After dinner, they go home and feed the rabbit. Lin Mu reminds Chen Meihua not to overfeed it. Lu Rong jokes that if it dies, he’ll cook it and feed it to her, shocking her.
Chen Meihua wants Lin Mu to stay the night. He declines, saying Jiang Wan would never allow it. She insists on a bedtime story before letting him leave.
Jiang Wan texts Lin Mu multiple warnings not to “do anything the girl doesn’t agree to.” Lin Mu thinks if he wanted to, Lu Rong would actually say yes.
After Chen Meihua sleeps, Lin Mu sits with Lu Rong, who’s doing homework. Lu Rong kisses Lin Mu slowly and apologizes again, saying he truly loves him.
Lin Mu walks home with Lu Rong. They kiss again under a streetlight, and Lin Mu tells him to stop apologizing, tired of hearing it.
As Lin Mu leaves, he jokingly offers the phone to Jiang Wan, putting it on speaker. Lu Rong introduces himself, and Jiang Wan declares her full support, shocking him.
In April, Xu Yilu goes to the U.S. for eye treatment. In the group chat, he and Lin Zhao send voice messages, with An Jincheng as their intermediary.
Most third-years are buried in mock exams. Lin Mu helps Cao Zhan focus his studies, encouraging him to lean on his strength in geometry and storytelling in narrative essays.
Cao Zhan passes the fine arts exam for Central Academy of Fine Arts. Jiang Tianhe and Lin Mu celebrate with him at the notice board. Cao Zhan cries, overwhelmed with joy.
The group chat erupts with support. Lin Zhao and An Jincheng send red packets. Xu Yilu praises him in a voice message, and Cao Zhan humbly reflects on his 69-point brain and everything Kunqian gave him.
Cao Zhan recalls being bullied and labeled mentally challenged before attending Kunqian. At Kunqian, he found friends, pride, and people who believed in him.
Four new banners go up congratulating him, and Lin Mu jokes it’s an even bigger celebration than An Jincheng’s admission. Cao Zhan feels proud of his “sixty-nine points” at last.
17 NCEE
Lin Mu and his classmates are given a three-day break before the National College Entrance Examination (NCEE); he’s too mentally exhausted to keep studying.
Jiang Wan, in full “mom mode,” obsessively cooks soups for Lin Mu. One is so potent he gets a nosebleed and secretly runs to Lin Zhao for help at night.
Lin Mu compiles and shares his notes with Li Zi, Mo Xiaoxiao, and Lu Rong. On day two of the break, he bikes through the summer heat to deliver Lu Rong’s copy in person.
Lu Rong greets him at the gate and teases that Lin Mu always arrives under extreme weather conditions, be it snow or sweltering heat.
Lu Rong shares that he’s hired a live-in nanny for Chen Meihua named Fang Luoyao, who has a kind demeanor and offers Lin Mu green bean soup.
Lin Mu observes Fang Luoyao’s patience and skill with Chen Meihua and cautiously approves, jokingly acting like he’s “interviewing” her on Lu Rong’s behalf.
Lu Rong admits Fang Luoyao is a single mother with a son and left her previous job due to serious issues, though he didn’t press her on the details.
Lin Mu feels the weight of how hard life can be for everyone and worries about Lu Rong’s ability to keep studying in senior year, but Lu Rong remains optimistic.
Lu Rong quietly confesses he wishes he could skip a grade because Lin Mu is leaving for Shanghai soon, revealing his growing anxiety about being left behind.
Lin Mu reassures Lu Rong that he’ll visit every weekend and promises he won’t break up with him, even if he studies on the South Pole.
Jiang Wan calls during dinner prep and insists on speaking to Lu Rong as her “daughter-in-law.” Lin Mu reluctantly hands him the phone, and Fang Luoyao notices the strange interaction.
Lin Mu preps for the exam, and Fang Luoyao offers sweet, motherly advice about pencils and ID cards. Lin Mu appreciates her warmth.
Lu Rong promises to accompany Lin Mu to the exam venue, teasing him while embracing him goodbye.
On exam day, Jiang Wan, Lin Yanlai, and Lin Zhao all accompany Lin Mu. Lin Zhao documents it with photos, treating it like a rite of passage.
Lin Zhao reveals she’s leaving that night for the Samsung Fire Cup, an international Go competition. If she wins, she could be promoted to Sixth Dan.
After the final exam, Lin Mu receives celebratory calls from Jiang Tianhe and Cao Zhan. Cao Zhan frantically confirms the answer to the last English question was “C.”
Lin Mu exits the venue to find Lu Rong, Chen Meihua, Cao Zhan, and Jiang Tianhe waiting. Lu Rong quietly congratulates him on “graduating.”
The group chat lights up with congratulatory messages. Lin Zhao enters the semi-finals, and Lin Mu jokes she’s becoming so famous their whole neighborhood will know her.
Lin Zhao vents to Lin Mu via text about media attention. There was no interpreter for her interviews, so their father helped. Go legend Nie criticized the media for their lack of preparation.
Lin Mu hides at Lu Rong’s place to avoid celebratory chaos. He helps prepare dinner and asks Fang Luoyao about her son, Fang Nuo. She says he’s staying with a friend during the break.
Lu Rong later confides to Lin Mu that strangers have been lurking around their neighborhood and suspects it’s related to Fang Luoyao.
Lin Mu and Lu Rong both grow more cautious, and Lu Rong hints they’ll get to the bottom of it.
Fang Luoyao grows closer to Chen Meihua, handling her needs and whims expertly, earning her trust and calming her mood swings.
One morning, Lu Rong oversleeps and is surprised to find everything taken care of—Meimei fed, house clean, breakfast ready. For once, he enjoys a peaceful morning.
While out grocery shopping, Chen Meihua whispers to Fang Luoyao that someone is hiding near the gate. Fang Luoyao becomes alert.
Lin Zhao returns from her match and wants to visit Lu Rong’s. Lin Mu bikes her over, and they see Fang Luoyao being harassed by a man and a woman—her late husband’s family.
The man tries to grab Chen Meihua. Lin Mu rushes in and punches him. Lin Zhao protects Meimei while Lin Mu confronts the intruders.
Fang Luoyao reveals the man’s paralyzed father, her former employer, sexually harassed her and her son, Fang Nuo. She refused to drop the case, and now the family is pressuring her.
Lin Mu tells them off harshly, warning them not to return. The man insults Chen Meihua, calling her an idiot, which enrages Lin Mu.
Lu Rong arrives after a neighbor alerts him. He checks on Chen Meihua and Lin Mu, who has a bruised hand from the punch.
Lu Rong scolds Lin Mu for being impulsive but understands. He reassures Fang Luoyao and tells her that Fang Nuo is on his way home—clearly worried about her.
Fang Luoyao tears up. Lu Rong gently says they’ll talk everything through that evening, and what’s unsettled must be settled.
Chapter ends with a rare sense of safety in Lu Rong’s home and a looming confrontation with Fang Luoyao’s past.
18 Life
Fang Nuo, now a junior high student, returns home early from a friend’s place because he misses Fang Luoyao and is worried after being approached by her former abusers.
Fang Nuo reveals the abusers had tried to manipulate him, accusing Fang Luoyao of seducing her former employer, deepening the emotional trauma for them both.
Fang Luoyao refuses to write a letter of forgiveness, saying doing so would be admitting to false accusations and abuse; she values her job with Lu Rong's family deeply.
Lin Mu and Lu Rong assure Fang Luoyao they trust her completely. Lu Rong shares that Chen Meihua praises her cooking and prefers her to him.
Chen Meihua agrees, saying, “Yaoyao is better than you,” which amuses everyone, though Lu Rong is mildly annoyed.
Fang Nuo is happy to be accepted, and the family begins preparing a storeroom for his use as a bedroom. Lin Mu helps with the cleaning while Lin Zhao entertains Chen Meihua.
Fang Luoyao tells Lu Rong that Fang Nuo is still uncomfortable around males, and hesitantly asks if Lu Rong and Lin Mu are together.
Lu Rong confirms their relationship with a flustered laugh, and Fang Luoyao, though previously prejudiced due to her trauma, says she supports them and appreciates Lin Mu’s kindness.
Lin Mu and Fang Nuo bond over games and shared chores. Fang Nuo starts calling him “Lin Mu-ge.”
Lin Mu jokes that Lu Rong always lies to Chen Meihua with a straight face, but is surprised when Lu Rong tells him Auntie Fang really plans to make candied fruits as promised.
That evening, they all help make tanghulu. Lin Mu says the smell is so sweet, even looking at Lu Rong feels sweet, prompting Lu Rong to flirt and say, “Just looking at you tastes sweet to me.”
Lin Zhao suspects their relationship and directly signs to Lin Mu, “Are you two dating?” Lin Mu is flustered, and Lin Zhao signs, “Okay, I know now.”
Lin Zhao announces her decision to study Go full-time in Beijing with her teacher Zhang Mei and insists she can manage independently because Kunqian gave her strength.
Lin Mu supports Lin Zhao’s decision, and their parents reluctantly agree. Jiang Wan finally remembers to ask about Lin Mu’s own results.
Lin Mu jokes that he’s been forgotten but announces he passed with scores good enough to enter Shanghai Jiao Tong University and sends Lu Rong a photo while filling in the application.
Lu Rong replies with a study photo and admits his scores aren’t great; Lin Mu offers to tutor him, but Lu Rong insists Lin Mu should enjoy his break for now.
Cao Zhan scrapes a pass in humanities but doesn’t meet fashion design requirements and will need to make up credits. He celebrates entering university anyway.
In the group chat, everyone cheers for Cao Zhan. Lin Zhao requests a bag from him; Jiang Tianhe jokes he’ll become the next Prada or Chanel.
Lin Mu and friends attend the Kunqian graduation event. Their graduation books include embarrassing skirt photos from the cross-dressing event Lin Mu led. Everyone is shocked but amused.
Lu Rong arrives with Chen Meihua, and Lin Mu tells him he’ll understand what’s in the book next year. The group takes selfies, and Lu Rong stands next to Lin Mu in the photo.
Lu Rong receives his exam results later and quietly tells Lin Mu over the phone that it feels like a dream. Lin Mu reassures him this is just what he’s meant to do—study hard and be with him.
Lu Rong receives his graduation book and reads the final quote: “Per aspera ad astra”—through hardships to the stars.
Fang Nuo, now preparing for high school entrance exams, idolizes Lin Mu. Chen Meihua continues to decline mentally but still remembers Lin Mu and thinks of him fondly.
Chen Meihua jealously asks if Lin Mu is no longer hers. Lu Rong gently but firmly tells her that Lin Mu is his boyfriend, not hers.
Lin Zhao, Mo Xiaoxiao, and Li Zi go on a girls’ trip. Lin Zhao is now studying in Beijing and preparing for her Seventh Dan. She recently won the women’s international championship.
Lin Zhao refuses all media interviews, protesting being reduced to her disability and not her Go skills. Reporters begin harassing Lin Mu for interviews instead.
Lin Mu lashes out at a reporter, telling them his sister doesn’t need to be anyone’s “role model” or object of pity. The clip goes viral online.
Jiang Wan scolds Lin Mu for risking bad PR, but Lin Mu insists the truth matters more. Lin Zhao, he says, isn’t perfect—she just worked hard and doesn’t want sympathy.
During a slump in Lin Zhao’s career, An Jincheng quietly became her emotional support. He studied Go just to understand her and watched all her games.
Lin Mu speculates An Jincheng is still courting Lin Zhao, despite her single-minded career focus. Lin Mu and Lu Rong joke about the unbalanced relationship.
Lin Mu teases Lu Rong that medicine keeps him too busy for anything except Lu Rong. He warns Lu Rong to behave in university.
They bike to Lu Rong’s place, with Lu Rong sitting on the back as Lin Mu pedals. Lu Rong jokes it’s “your highness’s little pumpkin carriage.”
At Lu Rong’s, Fang Luoyao watches Lin Mu like a mother-in-law. Fang Nuo is a little clingy and slightly jealous, not fully understanding their relationship.
Lin Mu jokes about wearing a dress next time they go out, but Lu Rong warns him it might confuse Chen Meihua again.
They take a stroll in Taohuawu District. Chen Meihua eats half a popsicle before Lu Rong sternly limits her to avoid stomach issues. Lin Mu laughs at their antics.
Chen Meihua has moments of clarity, offering her life savings for Lu Rong’s college. Lu Rong reveals it’s a small amount she started saving after realizing she was ill.
They take photos together. Chen Meihua proudly calls Lin Mu “Jiejie” again. Lu Rong guards the photos in his phone and prints them out to keep at home.
Lin Mu confirms he’ll attend Kunqian’s school celebration. Cao Zhan is officially invited by Zhong He due to his sculpting achievements.
Cao Zhan, who entered jade carving, trains under the prestigious Master Fang. Despite bullying at university, he’s been treated equally by his master and slowly earns recognition.
Lin Mu, Jiang Tianhe, Lu Rong, and others visit Master Fang’s studio, where they’re greeted with cautious suspicion until recognized by name and reputation.
Master Fang allows them to go upstairs to see Cao Zhan but warns them not to break anything—because Dopey couldn’t repay the damage even if he signed a slave contract.
19 The World Is Round
Lin Mu, Lu Rong, Jiang Tianhe, and Chen Meihua visit Cao Zhan at Master Fang’s jade carving studio, where they find him working on a jade piece under the guidance of senior apprentice Song Jiuling.
Song Jiuling is surprised but warmly welcoming, recognizing all of them by name due to how much Cao Zhan talks about his friends.
Song Jiuling prepares tea and snacks for the group. She and other senior apprentices treat Cao Zhan kindly, and it’s clear he’s well-liked and respected.
Cao Zhan proudly tells them Song Jiuling’s jade pieces sell at auction for seven figures and parrots idealistic things he’s heard from Master Fang about dedication to art.
Jiang Tianhe bluntly asks if Cao Zhan is being bullied, but Cao Zhan insists the environment is supportive and that he’s treated well and taught generously.
Song Jiuling shares how rare female jade sculptors are in Suzhou-style carving due to traditional bias. She shows a jade tablet engraved with “Share both joy and sorrow; Enjoy both beauty and ugliness,” saying it applies to everyone equally—including Cao Zhan.
Master Fang reviews Cao Zhan’s lotus carving, gives specific feedback, and draws correction lines, but tells him to stop working and go enjoy time with his friends.
After realizing Cao Zhan is happy, well-treated, and serious about his craft, the group decides to leave. Cao Zhan solemnly asks them not to visit again so he can focus on carving.
Jiang Tianhe reminds Cao Zhan about his upcoming speech at Kunqian’s school celebration. Cao Zhan reveals that Xu Yilu is returning to pick up his guide dog.
Xu Yilu’s long-awaited guide dog application has finally been approved, surprising everyone. He will return with the dog, while still based overseas.
Lin Mu is shocked Xu Yilu didn’t share this earlier. Xu Yilu says nothing was certain and didn’t want to jinx it.
Xu Yilu jokes that Lin Zhao and An Jincheng have booked a suite together for her match in Japan, and the media is already framing them as childhood sweethearts.
Lin Mu is outraged by this narrative and rants to Lu Rong, claiming Lin Zhao and An Jincheng barely knew each other in high school.
Lu Rong teases Lin Mu gently, knowing he’s not actually mad. Lin Mu defensively insists his sister isn’t anyone’s “childhood sweetheart.”
Lin Zhao messages Lin Mu back, calmly saying they’re in a suite but separate rooms. She sarcastically claims she needs An Jincheng around in case she’s hungry or thirsty while studying.
Lin Mu realizes they’ve probably been quietly close for a while, and that Xu Yilu has officially switched ships—now supporting Lin Zhao and An Jincheng as a couple.
Cao Zhan asks Lin Mu to help revise his speech. It’s clumsy and awkwardly worded, but Lin Mu finds it sincere and helps polish it while preserving Cao Zhan’s voice.
Lin Mu promises to defend Cao Zhan if anyone criticizes the speech. Cao Zhan is nervous but reassured.
Lin Mu spends a quiet summer at home while Lu Rong finishes his university applications. Lin Mu obsessively checks whether Lu Rong’s scores are enough for his preferred major.
Lu Rong remains calm, saying he’ll go wherever he’s accepted. Lin Mu mumbles he won’t be unlucky and clings to hope for him.
Xu Yilu and Sun Hai return to China, and the group reunites at the train station. The Dalian Guide Dog Center delivers Xu Yilu’s white Labrador.
Xu Yilu pets the dog, saying he can see a little, and bonds with it immediately. The moment is emotional for everyone present.
Before the school celebration, Xu Yilu warns Lin Mu not to break up Lin Zhao and An Jincheng’s relationship during the event.
Lin Mu promises he won’t interfere, though he still insists it’s not about jealousy, but protectiveness toward Lin Zhao.
The celebration is focused on new students. Fang Nuo, who has just enrolled at Kunqian, is excited. Lin Mu predicts he’ll soon be overwhelmed by Zhong He’s intense enthusiasm.
Mo Xiaoxiao and Li Zi arrive, stylishly dressed with new hair colors. They notice a shy new boy in the crowd who tries to hide his prosthetic arm.
Mo Xiaoxiao smiles warmly, saying that the boy will grow up slowly and come into his own, echoing her past.
Lin Mu and Lin Zhao sign rapidly back and forth while Lu Rong and An Jincheng act as their verbal interpreters for Xu Yilu. The translation is clumsy and emotionally charged.
Lin Mu accuses An Jincheng of insulting him, prompting Lu Rong to reluctantly relay the insult with exaggerated passion, amusing Xu Yilu.
Zhong He finishes his speech and invites Cao Zhan onstage. Many expected Lin Mu or An Jincheng to speak instead.
Fang Nuo asks Lu Rong who Cao Zhan is. Lu Rong replies seriously, telling him to listen well.
Some new students are confused or amused by Cao Zhan’s speech at first, noticing his cognitive difference, but the crowd quiets as he shares his sincere high school experiences.
Xu Yilu listens intently while hugging his guide dog. Mo Xiaoxiao cries and is comforted by Li Zi. An Jincheng translates the speech for Lin Zhao, who playfully pinches his cheek.
Lu Rong quietly reaches for Lin Mu’s hand, and they intertwine fingers naturally.
Cao Zhan ends his speech by declaring that he is no longer afraid of being bullied because of the love and support he has at Kunqian. He introduces himself as “Dopey” and says he’s proud of his school.
The audience responds with laughter and applause, fully embracing him.
Extra 01 The Future
Lin Mu and Lu Rong have finished their postgraduate degrees and their long-distance relationship; they now prepare to officially live together.
Chen Meihua’s health has worsened over the past two years. Lu Rong quit his job at a newspaper to become a freelance writer, allowing him to care for her full-time.
Lin Mu, now a neurologist at a top hospital in Suzhou, supports the decision and encourages Lu Rong to let him move in to help share the burden.
With Fang Luoyao gone to accompany Fang Nuo at university, Lu Rong agrees, and Lin Mu begins living with him in the old Taohuawu District house.
Lin Zhao has stopped competing regularly since reaching Ninth Dan in Go and is now preparing to marry An Jincheng.
Lin Mu updates Lu Rong on their old friends: Cao Zhan has his own jade carving studio, Jiang Tianhe manages his business, Sun Hai works at JZ Bank, Xu Yilu is now an associate professor, and An Jincheng has taken over his family business.
Lin Mu proudly states An Jincheng is marrying his sister because of years of persistence as her number-one fan.
Lin Zhao, Li Zi, and Mo Xiaoxiao go wedding dress shopping. Lin Mu is too busy, so Lu Rong and Chen Meihua accompany them instead.
At the bridal shop, Chen Meihua is fascinated by the dresses and wants to try one. Lin Zhao, amused, agrees to let her.
Lu Rong is hesitant at first, not wanting to overshadow Lin Zhao’s moment, but the girls insist it’s fine, and they dress up Chen Meihua beautifully.
Lu Rong photographs everything and sends updates to Lin Mu, who responds enthusiastically and insists they buy the dress for Meimei.
Lin Zhao declares that Chen Meihua will be her bridesmaid and begins planning her role in the ceremony.
Lu Rong wonders about the best man, but An Jincheng has kept it a secret. Lin Mu suspects he’s planning something romantic.
Later, after Meimei is asleep, Lin Mu and Lu Rong enjoy a private moment. A chaotic group chat debate breaks out over who should be the best man.
Jiang Tianhe and Sun Hai argue; Jiang Tianhe refuses to share the role with Sun Hai and says he’ll partner with Cao Zhan instead, who panics about misplacing his shoes.
Lin Mu sides with the idea of two best men and helps calm the argument, while An Jincheng quietly asks about the wedding gown but is denied any photos—he’ll see it on the big day.
Xu Yilu suggests the group shop for suits together, and An Jincheng offers to pay for everyone’s attire, sending a red packet.
Lu Rong dries Lin Mu’s hair as they talk and laugh about the gift. Lin Mu is in a bright, affectionate mood, and they share an intimate moment.
Their foreplay turns into sex, with Lu Rong unusually passionate and intense, teasing and savoring every moment until Lin Mu is completely exhausted.
Lin Mu tries to keep quiet during sex because of Meimei in the next room, but Lu Rong’s playful cruelty makes it difficult.
Afterward, Lu Rong helps clean and dress Lin Mu, who remarks on how intense Lu Rong was. Lu Rong casually says he always is.
As they cuddle, Lu Rong suddenly says Lin Mu should wear a white suit. When Lin Mu asks why, Lu Rong only smiles and says he’d look good in it.
Just as Lin Mu drifts to sleep, he feels something slide onto his finger—a ring. He opens his eyes to see Lu Rong adjusting a wedding ring on his hand.
Lu Rong, thinking Lin Mu is asleep, murmurs that it fits perfectly. Lin Mu, overwhelmed with emotion, silently cries but pretends to be asleep.
The chapter ends with Lin Mu dreaming about the past—specifically the high school graduation trip to Mount Mogan, where he and Lu Rong stumbled upon a wedding and stood hand in hand in the sun, looking like grooms.
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The Missing Piece

Chapter 1
Shen Mo is performing oral sex on Ji Mingxuan when he hears Zhou Yang's name, which deeply affects him emotionally.
Ji Mingxuan teases Shen Mo about his reaction to Zhou Yang's name and forces him to focus back on the act.
Shen Mo is distracted and not particularly skilled, leading Ji Mingxuan to finish quickly and leave shortly after.
Shen Mo reflects on his unfamiliar appearance in the mirror and the past relationship he had with Zhou Yang.
He dreams of a tender, youthful moment between him and Zhou Yang from their university days, only to wake up disoriented.
At breakfast, Ji Mingxuan announces plans to pick someone up from the airport and insists Shen Mo accompany him.
Shen Mo is nervous when he realizes Zhou Yang and Ji An’an, Ji Mingxuan's sister, are arriving together.
At the airport, Shen Mo feels uncomfortable as Ji Mingxuan publicly displays their "relationship" while Ji An’an joyfully greets her brother.
Zhou Yang and Shen Mo recognize each other, and Ji Mingxuan introduces Zhou Yang as Ji An’an's boyfriend, emphasizing their relationship.
Zhou Yang subtly tests Shen Mo by bringing up their shared past, but Shen Mo deflects skillfully, though he feels tense.
During lunch, Ji Mingxuan continues to perform the role of a loving partner, creating awkwardness between Shen Mo and Zhou Yang.
Ji An’an asks about Shen Mo and Zhou Yang’s shared history as classmates, but Zhou Yang distances himself from Shen Mo by saying they weren’t close.
Ji Mingxuan questions Zhou Yang and Ji An’an’s marriage plans, pushing them toward engagement and ensuring Zhou Yang remains committed to his sister.
Shen Mo excuses himself to the restroom, only for Ji Mingxuan to follow and corner him, asserting dominance and warning Shen Mo to stay away from Zhou Yang.
Ji Mingxuan sexually manipulates Shen Mo in the restroom and taunts Zhou Yang, who witnesses the encounter partially.
After Zhou Yang leaves, Ji Mingxuan coldly reminds Shen Mo of his power and control, ensuring Shen Mo will not interfere with Ji An’an and Zhou Yang’s future.
Shen Mo returns home and falls into a deep sleep, only to wake up late at night and find Ji An’an in the kitchen.
Ji An’an shares her thoughts on Zhou Yang and their childhood relationship, expressing her affection and curiosity about relationships.
Shen Mo deflects personal questions from Ji An’an about his relationship with Ji Mingxuan, instead emphasizing that Ji Mingxuan saved his life.
Shen Mo reflects on his lack of sexual skills and the transactional nature of his relationship with Ji Mingxuan.
Ji Mingxuan does not return home that night, leaving Shen Mo feeling inadequate and resolved to improve himself for Ji Mingxuan’s satisfaction.
Shen Mo experiences a recurring nightmare of making unanswered phone calls in the dark, reflecting his desperation and unresolved trauma.
Waking up, he prepares for work at a small company under the Ji family, a job arranged by Ji Mingxuan.
Shen Mo is known as easy-going by colleagues, but rumors circulate about his "connection" to Ji Mingxuan.
When asked to design a poster, Shen Mo declines, struggling with his inability to draw since an unresolved hand injury three years ago.
Shen Mo reflects on his past with Zhou Yang, including their shared university life and his artistic pursuits.
After work, Shen Mo encounters Zhou Yang, who insists on taking him to dinner despite Shen Mo’s reluctance.
During dinner, Zhou Yang questions Shen Mo’s seafood allergy and expresses self-doubt about not knowing him as well as Ji Mingxuan does.
Zhou Yang presses Shen Mo for answers about their breakup, leading Shen Mo to deflect with vague responses and point out Zhou Yang’s compliance with his parents' wishes.
Zhou Yang accuses Shen Mo of being with Ji Mingxuan during their breakup, deeply wounding Shen Mo, though Shen Mo doesn’t reveal the truth about his own suffering during that time.
They part on bad terms, with Shen Mo choosing to walk home alone.
At home, Shen Mo finds Ji Mingxuan waiting in the dark, seemingly aware of his meeting with Zhou Yang.
Ji Mingxuan mocks Shen Mo for his repeated mistakes but is placated when Shen Mo promises not to meet Zhou Yang again.
Ji Mingxuan reasserts dominance by initiating an intimate encounter, which Shen Mo complies with to maintain their precarious arrangement.
During the encounter, Ji Mingxuan’s rare display of tenderness, including a kiss, surprises and unsettles Shen Mo, highlighting the complexity of their power imbalance.
Chapter 2
Shen Mo wakes up to find a visible bite wound on his lip, left by Ji Mingxuan, and suspects it was intentional to provoke gossip.
At breakfast, Ji An’an notices Shen Mo's lip injury, and Ji Mingxuan intervenes, leaving her to make assumptions and excuse herself.
Ji Mingxuan teases Shen Mo by kissing his injured lip under the guise of “sterilizing” it before driving Shen Mo to work.
The injury sparks subtle gossip at Shen Mo’s workplace, but colleagues avoid confronting him directly.
A few days later, Ji An’an convinces Shen Mo to accompany her shopping for Zhou Yang’s birthday gift, despite his initial hesitation.
During the shopping trip, Ji An’an struggles to choose a gift, eventually buying two pairs of cufflinks—one for Zhou Yang and one for Ji Mingxuan.
Ji An’an takes Shen Mo to a restaurant for dinner, where they unexpectedly encounter Ji Mingxuan, who is dining with the actor Zhao Yi.
Ji Mingxuan introduces Shen Mo as the “future Mrs. Ji,” shocking Ji An’an and Zhao Yi, but his tone implies it’s not entirely serious.
During dinner, Ji An’an reveals that Shen Mo helped her pick Zhou Yang’s gift, and Ji Mingxuan pointedly acknowledges it.
Zhao Yi subtly interrogates Shen Mo about his relationship with Ji Mingxuan and his living arrangements, indirectly asserting dominance in the power dynamic.
After dinner, Ji Mingxuan holds Shen Mo’s hand publicly, causing Shen Mo discomfort while Zhao Yi observes from a distance.
Ji Mingxuan quizzes Shen Mo on his, Zhou Yang’s, and Shen Mo’s birthdays, exposing Shen Mo’s inability to remember his own supposed partner’s birthday.
Ji Mingxuan sends Shen Mo home with Ji An’an, choosing to give Zhao Yi a lift instead, leaving Shen Mo reflecting on his lack of importance.
Later, Zhao Yi is involved in a tabloid scandal with rumors hinting at a connection to Ji Mingxuan, but Ji An’an reassures Shen Mo that it’s baseless.
Shen Mo, feeling inadequate, begins studying gay pornography to improve his sexual skills, driven by his insecurities in the relationship.
Zhou Yang unexpectedly calls Shen Mo, revealing that Ji An’an gave him Shen Mo’s number, and insists on meeting him despite Shen Mo’s resistance.
Zhou Yang offers to “take Shen Mo away” and rekindle their relationship, but Shen Mo dismisses him, recalling how Zhou Yang failed to support him in the past.
Shen Mo skips work the next day, avoiding Zhou Yang’s request to meet, and busies himself with house cleaning to distract from his emotions.
Shen Mo reflects on his and Zhou Yang’s past, acknowledging that their relationship cannot be repaired despite lingering memories.
Ji Mingxuan arrives home late at night, visibly drunk and disheveled, an unprecedented sight for Shen Mo, who helps him inside and to the sofa.
Ji Mingxuan stares at Shen Mo with an uncharacteristic vulnerability, leaving Shen Mo uncertain about his state or intentions.
Ji Mingxuan is drunk, unusually gentle and confused, and struggles to recognize Shen Mo at first.
Ji Mingxuan unexpectedly pulls Shen Mo into an intense sexual encounter on the sofa, where his primal and dominant nature takes over.
Shen Mo endures the night, even as Ji Mingxuan continues to assert control in multiple rounds of intimacy, leaving Shen Mo completely exhausted and sore.
The following morning, Shen Mo notices the snow outside and begins tidying the mess from the previous night while Ji Mingxuan wakes up leisurely.
Ji Mingxuan comments on Shen Mo’s day off, revealing he is aware of Shen Mo’s activities, and deletes a series of messages from Zhou Yang on Shen Mo’s phone, reinforcing his authority.
Ji Mingxuan, unusually lenient, asks for time off for Shen Mo and himself, allowing them to relax together on the snowy day.
Shen Mo observes Ji Mingxuan sleeping peacefully and reflects on his own emotional detachment and lingering memories of his youth.
Ji Mingxuan wakes with a fever, appearing uncharacteristically vulnerable and refusing to go to a hospital, which worries Shen Mo.
Shen Mo cares for Ji Mingxuan, making congee and administering medicine, staying by his side as Ji Mingxuan sleeps fitfully and occasionally calls out Shen Mo’s name.
When Ji Mingxuan grips Shen Mo’s hand in his fevered state, Shen Mo quietly stays with him, feeling a mix of guilt and responsibility.
Shen Mo ventures out to buy medicine, learning from Ji Mingxuan’s driver, Lao Zhang, that Ji Mingxuan had been drinking heavily after visiting Jinxiu Villa the previous night.
Shen Mo realizes that Ji Mingxuan’s unusual state, including his confusion about Shen Mo’s presence, might stem from emotional turmoil related to his activities at Jinxiu Villa.
While reflecting on Ji Mingxuan’s behavior, Shen Mo unconsciously fiddles with the silver ring on his finger, silently acknowledging the complex and ambiguous nature of their relationship.
Chapter 3
Shen Mo buys medicine for Ji Mingxuan but forgets to eat, realizing this only after returning home.
Shen Mo spends the evening taking care of Ji Mingxuan, ensuring he eats congee and takes medicine, checking his temperature until it stabilizes.
Exhausted, Shen Mo falls asleep beside Ji Mingxuan’s bed, experiencing a dream where he confuses Ji Mingxuan with Zhou Yang, only for Ji Mingxuan to reject him in the dream.
Waking up from the dream after falling from his chair, Shen Mo is pulled into bed by Ji Mingxuan, who reassures him and insists he stay close.
Shen Mo reflects on the six months after leaving the hospital, a time he can barely remember, during which Ji Mingxuan took him in and gave him stability.
Ji Mingxuan recovers and begins resuming his usual authoritative behavior, asking Shen Mo to cook specific dishes while remaining in bed.
Shen Mo discovers his belongings have been moved to Ji Mingxuan’s room, and Ji Mingxuan dismisses this as a convenience for his care.
Ji Mingxuan reveals that Ji An’an went on a trip with Zhou Yang starting on the day Zhou Yang had asked Shen Mo to meet, suggesting that Shen Mo’s absence prompted Zhou Yang to move on quickly.
Shen Mo returns to work, where his routine remains unchanged, though he notices Ji Mingxuan has started coming home earlier and spending more time at home.
Ji An’an returns from her trip, excitedly describing romantic moments with Zhou Yang and sharing gifts, unaware of Shen Mo’s underlying tension.
Ji Mingxuan announces that Zhou Yang proposed to Ji An’an, and she accepted, causing Shen Mo to experience a wave of numbness as he processes the news.
At dinner, Shen Mo awkwardly toasts Ji An’an’s engagement, his discomfort reflected in over-salted potatoes he cooks.
Shen Mo realizes Ji Mingxuan had manipulated the situation by informing Zhou Yang of his family’s illegitimate son, influencing Zhou Yang’s decision to align with Ji An’an for stability.
Shen Mo confronts Ji Mingxuan about the lack of genuine love in Zhou Yang and Ji An’an’s relationship, only to be dismissed by Ji Mingxuan, who prioritizes familial and business gains over emotions.
Ji Mingxuan becomes passive-aggressive toward Shen Mo, ignoring him at home while maintaining a façade of normalcy in public.
Shen Mo reflects on the emotional distance between him and Ji Mingxuan, realizing their relationship is built on pretense rather than mutual understanding or love.
Shen Mo moves back to his own bedroom but wakes up to find Ji Mingxuan sleeping next to him, claiming it’s to avoid arousing Ji An’an’s suspicion.
Ji Mingxuan declares he will continue sleeping in Shen Mo’s room, dismissing any objections.
Ji An’an notices Ji Mingxuan’s recent bad mood and advises Shen Mo to "coax" him, reminiscing about how Ji Mingxuan raised her after their mother passed away.
The engagement banquet for Ji An’an and Zhou Yang is held at the Dynasty Hotel, where Shen Mo attends reluctantly, feeling out of place among the crowd.
Shen Mo encounters Zhao Yi at the event, who mentions receiving an invitation from Ji Mingxuan, further unsettling Shen Mo.
As Zhou Yang and Ji An’an appear together on stage, Shen Mo reflects on how unfamiliar Zhou Yang has become to him.
Shen Mo overhears whispers about Ji Mingxuan’s potential future wife, and Zhao Yi’s glances intensify his discomfort.
While mingling, Shen Mo notices a man with a scarred brow, triggering his traumatic memories of being abducted and tortured three years ago.
Shen Mo excuses himself to the restroom, where he struggles with fear as footsteps approach, locking himself in a stall and debating whether to call Ji Mingxuan for help.
Despite his hesitation, Shen Mo calls Ji Mingxuan, who answers, calming Shen Mo and confirming his presence.
Ji Mingxuan finds Shen Mo in the restroom, reassures him, and notices Shen Mo’s fear of the scarred man.
After ensuring Shen Mo is safe, Ji Mingxuan removes his suit jacket, gives it to Shen Mo, and leaves to handle the situation.
Shen Mo later hears commotion in the hallway and finds Ji Mingxuan, injured but calm, standing over the scarred man, who is beaten and humiliated.
Ji Mingxuan casually waves Shen Mo over, reiterating that he should have waited as instructed.
Shen Mo, deeply moved, realizes that even though he’s learned to rely on himself, in moments when he can’t, he still has Ji Mingxuan to protect him.
Chapter 4
After Ji Mingxuan’s fight, Shen Mo finds himself holding Ji Mingxuan’s hand as they leave the hall.
Zhou Yang arrives, surprised to see Ji Mingxuan and Shen Mo holding hands. Ji Mingxuan downplays the incident, leaving Zhou Yang to handle the aftermath.
Ji Mingxuan takes Shen Mo to a quiet garden outside the hotel, where they walk repeatedly. Shen Mo questions Ji Mingxuan’s actions but receives no direct answers.
In the moonlight, Ji Mingxuan gazes at Shen Mo and unexpectedly kisses him.
Shen Mo, unable to stop thinking about the kiss, is distracted the following day.
Ji An’an questions Ji Mingxuan about the previous night’s fight, but Ji Mingxuan brushes off her concerns, claiming the situation was under control.
Ji Mingxuan offers to buy Ji An’an a car as an engagement gift and suggests Shen Mo accompany her, hinting at buying Shen Mo a car as well.
At the auto show, Ji An’an teases Shen Mo, saying Ji Mingxuan’s real intention is to gift Shen Mo a car.
Zhou Yang unexpectedly arrives at the auto show. He mentions that his cousin, the scar-faced man, has faced consequences after the banquet incident.
Shen Mo finds a practical car he likes but is interrupted by Zhou Yang, who insists on speaking with him privately.
In a stairway, Zhou Yang confronts Shen Mo about what happened three years ago, suspecting there’s more to their breakup and Shen Mo’s past trauma.
Shen Mo reveals Zhou Yang’s mother had orchestrated his abduction as a warning to stay away, effectively ending their relationship.
Zhou Yang is visibly shaken but unable to refute Shen Mo’s words. Shen Mo advises him to cherish Ji An’an and leaves the conversation.
As Shen Mo exits the stairway, he notices Zhou Yang’s younger brother, Zhou Chu, overhearing their conversation, but Shen Mo dismisses it.
Shen Mo loses interest in buying a car, while Ji An’an selects one, with Zhou Yang paying for it.
That night, Ji Mingxuan teases Shen Mo about not finding a car and indirectly gifts him one by tossing a key under the guise of it "collecting dust in the garage."
Shen Mo hesitates but eventually drives the car to work, garnering attention from his colleagues. He resolves to meet Ji Mingxuan’s expectations to maintain harmony.
Over time, Ji Mingxuan becomes more present at home, eating dinner and spending nights with Shen Mo, easing their earlier tensions.
Shen Mo reflects on their undefined relationship and realizes Ji Mingxuan’s birthday is approaching. Feeling the need to reciprocate the car gift, he decides to find a meaningful present, enlisting Ji An’an’s help.
Ji An’an suggests Shen Mo gift Ji Mingxuan a romantic trip for his birthday, referencing the island where Zhou Yang proposed to her.
Shen Mo hesitates, thinking it wouldn’t be romantic for them and deflects by mentioning Ji Mingxuan’s busy schedule.
During dinner, Ji An’an almost reveals the plan, but Shen Mo stops her. Ji Mingxuan becomes curious about the February dates.
Shen Mo overhears Ji Mingxuan rearranging his schedule to free up the proposed days, despite pretending it’s coincidental.
When Ji Mingxuan directly asks Shen Mo about the trip, Shen Mo reveals the idea. Ji Mingxuan decides they’ll go but chooses a different destination, surprising Shen Mo.
Ji Mingxuan acknowledges his busy schedule but reassures Shen Mo, even though Shen Mo knows the work has been rushed to accommodate the trip.
That night, Shen Mo asks Ji Mingxuan why he fought Zhou Yang’s cousin at the engagement banquet. Ji Mingxuan avoids answering, leading Shen Mo to directly ask if Ji Mingxuan loves him.
Ji Mingxuan doesn’t verbally respond but aggressively kisses and makes love to Shen Mo, eventually confessing in the heat of the moment that he does love him.
Shen Mo wakes up the next morning with evidence of their night together but still feels uncertain about Ji Mingxuan’s confession.
Ji Mingxuan grows busier with work but ensures he comes home every night, maintaining a stable dynamic with Shen Mo.
Ji Mingxuan’s secretary efficiently books a romantic trip, including a stay on a honeymoon destination island. Shen Mo starts considering the trip more fondly.
Ji An’an involves Shen Mo in her wedding preparations, using his new car to run errands. They visit Dynasty Hotel for tea, where Shen Mo spots Zhou Yang’s mother, Mrs. Zhou, with Zhou Chu.
Shen Mo avoids meeting Mrs. Zhou due to their past, staying behind while Ji An’an greets her. Mrs. Zhou takes Ji An’an to a private room.
Shen Mo receives a suspicious text from Ji An’an claiming she’s unwell in a hotel room and asking him to come. Concerned, Shen Mo heads to the room.
Shen Mo enters Room 6018 and finds Zhou Yang, shirtless, inside. Zhou Yang reveals Ji An’an is with his mother downstairs, confirming the text was a setup by Zhou Chu.
The door to the room is mysteriously locked from the outside. Zhou Yang realizes Zhou Chu orchestrated the situation, likely intending to create trouble for them.
Shen Mo calls the hotel for assistance and tries contacting Ji Mingxuan, but Zhou Yang snatches Shen Mo’s phone and destroys it, accusing Ji Mingxuan of being manipulative.
Zhou Yang reveals that Ji Mingxuan disclosed Shen Mo’s relationship with Zhou Yang to Zhou Yang’s parents, triggering the events that led to Shen Mo’s abduction three years ago.
Shen Mo recalls Ji Mingxuan rescuing him during the abduction but starts questioning the timing and Ji Mingxuan’s involvement in the broader situation.
Shen Mo begins to piece together how everything, from Zhou Yang’s departure to Shen Mo’s abduction and eventual relationship with Ji Mingxuan, might have been orchestrated.
Doubt and betrayal overwhelm Shen Mo as he questions the sincerity of Ji Mingxuan’s love and his role in Shen Mo’s past suffering.
Zhou Yang accuses Ji Mingxuan of being self-serving, claiming Ji Mingxuan’s actions were calculated to break him and Shen Mo up and force a marriage between Zhou Yang and Ji An’an.
Shen Mo instinctively defends Ji Mingxuan, arguing that his actions were for Ji An’an’s benefit, but Zhou Yang questions whether Ji Mingxuan truly cares about his sister's happiness.
Zhou Yang’s accusation plants a seed of doubt in Shen Mo, but Shen Mo counters, highlighting Zhou Yang’s role in the situation. He points out that Zhou Yang chose to go abroad, get engaged, and lie to Ji An’an about his feelings.
Shen Mo asks if Zhou Yang intended to keep their relationship secret while living a double life, having a family with Ji An’an while keeping Shen Mo as a secret lover.
Zhou Yang is left speechless, unable to refute Shen Mo’s accusations.
Shen Mo softens slightly, acknowledging that if two people truly loved each other, no external force could separate them. He concludes their breakup was inevitable because their love wasn’t strong enough.
Zhou Yang dejectedly asks if they can start over, but Shen Mo immediately rejects the idea.
Zhou Yang, desperate, hugs Shen Mo and tries to kiss him.
Shen Mo defends himself by kicking Zhou Yang, who groans in pain but doesn’t let go.
As they struggle, the locked door suddenly opens, revealing Ji An’an standing outside.
Chapter 5
Ji An’an catches Zhou Yang and Shen Mo in the room and overhears everything through a listening device, which Shen Mo realizes must have been Zhou Chu's doing.
Ji An’an confronts Zhou Yang, asking if he’s been lying to her the whole time. Zhou Yang eventually admits that he has never loved her.
Shen Mo punches Zhou Yang in anger, feeling he should have done it long ago.
Ji An’an questions Shen Mo, asking if his relationship with Ji Mingxuan is also fake. Shen Mo avoids answering directly, suggesting Ji Mingxuan explain when he arrives.
Ji An’an realizes Shen Mo and Zhou Yang were once together and feels utterly betrayed. She leaves the room, looking devastated.
Shen Mo tries to follow Ji An’an, but Zhou Yang grabs him, claiming Ji Mingxuan orchestrated their breakup and manipulated the situation for his own benefit.
Ji Mingxuan arrives and urgently asks where Ji An’an is. Shen Mo informs him that Ji An’an ran off and might know everything.
Shen Mo hesitantly asks Ji Mingxuan if he told the Zhou family about his past relationship with Zhou Yang. Ji Mingxuan does not answer and rushes off to find Ji An’an.
Shen Mo and Zhou Yang search for Ji An’an, fearing the worst. They spot her unconscious in Ji Mingxuan’s arms as he takes her to the hospital.
At the hospital, Shen Mo learns from Ji Mingxuan that Ji An’an has congenital heart disease, inherited from their late mother. Ji Mingxuan reveals he has devoted his life to ensuring her happiness, even fabricating an illusion of love between Ji An’an and Zhou Yang.
Ji An’an regains consciousness and tells Ji Mingxuan she doesn’t want to see Zhou Yang again. Ji Mingxuan coldly tells Zhou Yang to leave.
Shen Mo confronts Ji Mingxuan, asking again if he told the Zhou family about his relationship with Zhou Yang. Ji Mingxuan finally admits he did.
Weeks later, Ji Mingxuan’s lawyer meets with Shen Mo, handing over valuable assets and properties as part of their “breakup.” Ji Mingxuan leaves without meeting Shen Mo in person.
Shen Mo learns that Ji Mingxuan transferred a house in Jinxiu Villa under his name three years ago, raising questions about Ji Mingxuan’s true intentions.
Shen Mo decides to visit the house in Jinxiu Villa to uncover the truth.
Mr. Chen suggests Shen Mo should already have the keys to the house in Jinxiu Villa, leading Shen Mo to search through his belongings.
Shen Mo finds an old, dusty gift box with a bowtie on top, which Ji Mingxuan had given him casually years ago for his birthday.
Shen Mo realizes that the timeline is odd: Ji Mingxuan had given him this house before their contract was signed. He wonders if it was some kind of deposit or something more significant.
Inside the gift box, Shen Mo finds a key and a note written in Ji Mingxuan’s handwriting with the address of the house in Jinxiu Villa.
Shen Mo decides to visit the house immediately, feeling compelled to uncover the mystery.
The house is located in a serene, high-end area, quiet yet central. Shen Mo finds the lock unchanged, suggesting Ji Mingxuan never stopped maintaining the property.
The house is elegantly decorated and fully furnished. The wardrobe contains Ji Mingxuan's suits, indicating he likely stayed there at times, but there are no signs of anyone else living there.
Shen Mo feels disappointed at first, finding nothing extraordinary or revealing in the main rooms of the house.
He opens the door to the study, only to discover it transformed into a fully equipped studio.
The studio walls are covered with paintings of varying styles and levels of detail, but all share the same signature: Shen Mo.
Shen Mo realizes that Ji Mingxuan has been painting him or his likeness for years, hinting at an enduring and profound affection.
Chapter 6
Shen Mo awakens in a hospital room, confused and in immense pain, recalling the trauma of being abducted and tortured in an abandoned warehouse.
He remembers his captors taunting him about Zhou Yang's absence while they crushed his fingers, leaving him traumatized and emotionally broken.
A tall man enters the hospital room; Shen Mo initially mistakes him for Zhou Yang but soon learns that he is Ji Mingxuan, Ji An’an's brother.
Ji Mingxuan reveals Zhou Yang is abroad with Ji An’an and that Shen Mo’s medical bills have been covered as "compensation."
After four days of silence, Shen Mo calmly asks to call Zhou Yang. During the call, he ends their relationship with three sentences and offers no explanation.
Shen Mo’s nightmares and PTSD worsen, causing insomnia and emotional detachment as he isolates himself in his rental.
Ji Mingxuan unexpectedly visits Shen Mo's messy apartment, bringing back a watch lost during the abduction, and notices Shen Mo has been living on spoiled food.
Ji Mingxuan forcibly takes Shen Mo to the hospital, ensuring he eats and begins treatment for PTSD, though Shen Mo denies being ill.
Shen Mo continues to mistake Ji Mingxuan for Zhou Yang, reflecting his fractured mental state and inability to process reality.
Ji Mingxuan watches over Shen Mo during his fever-induced unconsciousness after Shen Mo spends a full day waiting in the rain, calling out for Zhou Yang.
Shen Mo gradually recovers with Ji Mingxuan’s care, but his confusion about Ji Mingxuan’s identity persists.
Ji Mingxuan decides Shen Mo shouldn’t live alone and attempts to take him to his place, but Shen Mo adamantly refuses, insisting he must stay at the rental to “wait.”
Ji Mingxuan reluctantly agrees to stay at Shen Mo’s rental, sleeping on the uncomfortable sofa while Shen Mo continues to fixate on him as Zhou Yang.
Ji Mingxuan quietly asks Shen Mo if he mistakes everyone for Zhou Yang or if Ji Mingxuan is the only exception, highlighting Shen Mo’s distorted perception.
Shen Mo insists that Ji Mingxuan, whom he believes to be Zhou Yang, is "special," inadvertently touching Ji Mingxuan.
Ji Mingxuan assures Shen Mo gently, “You can sleep. I’m right here,” showing his tender yet conflicted feelings as he watches over Shen Mo.
Shen Mo wakes up to find the man, whom he believes is Zhou Yang, sleeping uncomfortably on the sofa, still dressed in his work clothes.
He makes noodles for both of them despite his injured hand, and the man finishes the meal quickly, though he only remarks that it’s “not too bad.”
The man continues to balance his work with taking care of Shen Mo, ensuring he is present for Shen Mo’s return visits to the hospital.
Over time, the man starts staying more frequently as he realizes Shen Mo has recurring nightmares, upgrading the sofa for comfort and sometimes working from Shen Mo’s place.
Shen Mo protests the man’s refusal to sleep in the same bed, but the man dismisses his complaints, even joking that he is “impotent,” leaving Shen Mo flustered but giving up.
Shen Mo begins to recover physically and emotionally, gaining weight and sleeping better thanks to the man’s consistent presence.
Wanting to return to work, Shen Mo decides to paint again but finds his right hand still weak and in pain, leaving him unable to hold a paintbrush.
As Shen Mo struggles to accept that he can no longer paint, memories of his injury resurface, causing confusion and distress.
The man finds Shen Mo hiding his art tools after an emotional breakdown. Gently but firmly, he confronts Shen Mo, ultimately helping him pick up a fallen paintbrush.
When Shen Mo’s hand pain prevents him from gripping the brush, the man notices Shen Mo’s pale face and evasive excuses, prompting concern.
Shen Mo, determined to move on, locks away his art supplies and starts working as a grocery clerk. On his first day, the man unexpectedly shows up, distressed after failing to find Shen Mo at home.
The man hugs Shen Mo tightly in the grocery store, repeatedly calling his name with an unusual intensity, alarming Shen Mo but confirming the man had been searching for him all day.
That evening, the man suggests Shen Mo quit the clerk job and focus on treatment for his hand so he can paint again, but Shen Mo hesitates.
After Shen Mo agrees, the man arranges for top experts and a surgery that successfully treats Shen Mo’s hand, although extensive rehabilitation is required.
Despite the man’s insistence, Shen Mo refuses to move out of his rental, forcing the man to adjust his routine to accommodate Shen Mo’s preferences.
The man dedicates himself to Shen Mo’s recovery, massaging his hands every evening with medicinal liquor to improve blood circulation and relieve stiffness.
Shen Mo grows increasingly confused about the man’s character, finding him tender and attentive, far different from how he remembers Zhou Yang.
During one massage session, Shen Mo promises that when his hand heals, the man will be the first person he paints.
The man pauses at Shen Mo’s words, then continues massaging his fingers with quiet intensity, finally agreeing to Shen Mo’s promise.
Shen Mo falls asleep on the sofa while the man finishes the massage. Half-asleep, he feels the man drape a blanket over him and circle nervously.
Shen Mo senses the man lean down, and just before fully drifting off, he feels the man’s warm lips lightly brush against his temple.
Chapter 7
Shen Mo wakes up confused, wondering if the kiss he felt on his temple was real or a dream.
The man appears to be asleep on the sofa, and Shen Mo decides not to dwell on it, falling asleep again.
As the year-end approaches, the man becomes busier with work, spending nights out while still making time for Shen Mo’s rehabilitation.
The man informs Shen Mo that he will spend New Year’s abroad with his family but offers to spend Christmas with Shen Mo instead.
Shen Mo plans a Christmas Eve dinner, preparing his best dishes and wine in an attempt to seduce the man.
Despite Shen Mo’s efforts to get the man drunk, the man remains unaffected while Shen Mo becomes tipsy.
After dinner, Shen Mo drunkenly hugs the man from behind in the kitchen, expressing how much he misses him.
Shen Mo kisses the man on the neck and throat, but the man initially resists.
Shen Mo persists, kissing the man on the lips, and the man finally responds, pushing Shen Mo against the counter and kissing him passionately.
The man stops the encounter before it goes too far, citing Shen Mo’s recovery as the reason, and returns to washing the dishes.
Shen Mo feels embarrassed but lets the incident go, realizing the man won’t push things further.
The man departs abroad as planned, leaving Shen Mo alone for the New Year.
On New Year’s Eve, Shen Mo attempts to call his estranged father but is met with rejection and silence, reminding him of his painful family history.
Shen Mo lies to the man during their New Year’s phone call, claiming he is with his parents, but the man seems unconvinced.
Shortly after, Shen Mo falls asleep on the sofa but is awakened by a knock at the door on New Year’s Day.
To his shock, the man stands outside, having returned unexpectedly, and confronts Shen Mo about spending New Year’s alone.
Shen Mo offers a weak excuse about his parents traveling, but the man doesn’t press further, only observing the pitiful remnants of Shen Mo’s lonely New Year’s dinner.
The man unexpectedly trips Shen Mo into his arms and embraces him tightly, whispering his name in a strained tone.
The man kisses Shen Mo’s eye and eventually admits he returned early because of Shen Mo’s lie about being with family.
Shen Mo playfully confesses his love for the man, prompting an emotional response as the man kisses Shen Mo deeply.
Their intimacy escalates, and the two finally consummate their relationship on the sofa, with the man alternating between tenderness and passion.
Afterward, they shower together and sleep in the same bed, Shen Mo feeling secure and content in the man’s arms.
The next morning, Shen Mo casually chats with the man, questioning why he didn’t use his key to enter the house.
The man mentions his sister, prompting Shen Mo to point out that the man had always said he was an only child, raising suspicions.
The man avoids answering directly, instead stroking Shen Mo’s hair, but soon presses Shen Mo to reveal why he didn’t return home for New Year’s.
Shen Mo, caught off guard, realizes the man doesn’t believe his earlier lie and hesitates to provide an honest answer.
Shen Mo hesitantly explains to the man that he didn’t go home for New Year’s because his parents had kicked him out when he came out during summer vacation years ago.
He reveals he still calls home every few months, but no one ever answers.
The man hugs Shen Mo tightly, sympathizing with his loneliness.
Shen Mo reassures the man, saying he isn’t alone because he has him, and asks if they will ever break up.
The man hesitates, then covers Shen Mo’s eyes and answers, “Of course not.”
Shen Mo’s right hand continues to heal, allowing him to regain basic function, though he still struggles psychologically with using a paintbrush.
Shen Mo is in high spirits as his recovery progresses, and he begins planning his future, searching for art-related jobs online.
He tells the man of his plans to work and support their life together if the man’s family disapproves of their relationship, prompting the man to laugh before agreeing.
While sorting through his old belongings, Shen Mo discovers a photo album containing high school and college photos.
As he flips through the photos, he realizes the man he has been living with isn’t the same Zhou Yang he remembers from high school.
Shen Mo becomes increasingly anxious, questioning his memories and feeling a deep unease.
The man returns home, and Shen Mo tries to act normal, hiding the photos before greeting him.
During dinner and afterward, Shen Mo behaves nervously, but the man doesn’t seem to notice.
Later in bed, Shen Mo lies awake, questioning the man’s identity but is hesitant to confront him.
The next morning, the man affectionately mentions Shen Mo’s upcoming birthday and suggests celebrating it together.
Shen Mo visits the hospital and asks his doctor if PTSD could cause him to mistake someone for someone else. The doctor confirms it’s possible in cases of memory loss or avoidance of reality.
Shen Mo decides to confront the man after piecing together his fragmented memories.
On the eve of his birthday, Shen Mo calls the man by “Zhou Yang” but then declares that he knows the man isn’t Zhou Yang.
The man confirms Shen Mo’s realization, stating Shen Mo was the one who mistook him for Zhou Yang in the first place.
Shen Mo accuses the man of pretending, but the man insists he initially visited out of concern for Shen Mo’s wellbeing and later stayed because he fell in love with him.
The man confesses his feelings, kissing Shen Mo passionately, but Shen Mo retreats, asserting his love for Zhou Yang.
Hurt, the man remains composed and calmly leaves the house after saying he won’t stay the night.
Shen Mo instinctively follows him to the door but stops, realizing he needs to recover his memories and understand what happened between him and Zhou Yang before he can act.
Shen Mo sat on the sofa, lost in thought, as rain began to fall outside.
The house he and Zhou Yang had furnished now felt filled with the shadows of another man.
Time passed until the doorbell rang. Shen Mo hurried to open it and saw the man standing there.
The man was soaked from the rain, his clothes drenched, water dripping from his hair, and his eyes glistening with rain and emotion.
Shen Mo was momentarily speechless at the sight.
The man didn’t step inside but instead took Shen Mo’s hand and placed a delicate box in it.
The man explained he had prepared this present long ago and intended to give it to Shen Mo personally.
The sound of the heavy rain blurred the man’s words, making his voice seem distant.
The man told Shen Mo he could either open the gift to see what it was or pretend he never received it, implying that Shen Mo’s choice would reveal his feelings.
Standing close to Shen Mo, the man seemed about to kiss him but stopped and whispered his words instead.
Shen Mo held the warm, dry box tightly, wondering where the man had hidden it to keep it from the rain.
As Shen Mo grasped the gift, it felt as though he was holding the man’s entire heart in his hands.
Chapter 8
Shen Mo spent his birthday alone, eating plain noodles in his small rental while reflecting on his choices and the gift box from the man.
The box contained a key and a note with an address in Jinxiu Villa, but Shen Mo decided to delay making a decision until he resolved his questions about Zhou Yang.
He called Zhou Yang’s number repeatedly, only to find it powered off, and reached out to former classmates, but they offered little useful information.
Shen Mo remembered Zhou Yang’s connection to a man named Fang-shu, who worked for the Zhou family, and decided to visit the Zhou family’s company to seek answers.
At the company, Shen Mo encountered Zhou Yang’s mother, Mrs. Zhou, whose cold gaze triggered painful memories of being abducted, tortured, and threatened to stay away from Zhou Yang.
Overwhelmed by resurfacing memories, Shen Mo fled the building, falling down the stairs in his confusion. As he landed, a vivid memory returned: Ji Mingxuan had been the one to rescue him from the warehouse.
Shen Mo woke up from the memory in a park, reflecting on how Ji Mingxuan had saved him and the subsequent unraveling of their relationship.
Years after breaking up with Ji Mingxuan, Shen Mo had opened a studio using the property Ji Mingxuan had gifted him. He now lived quietly, focusing on his art.
Shen Mo often dreamed of Ji Mingxuan and their time together, especially the room in Jinxiu Villa filled with his old paintings.
Despite regaining his memories, Shen Mo had been unable to rekindle his connection with Ji Mingxuan, who avoided him and remained out of reach.
As the Lunar New Year approached, Shen Mo booked a trip to S Island, a place tied to bittersweet memories of wanting to visit it with Ji Mingxuan years ago.
Yang Yue, his studio assistant, teased Shen Mo about his annual trips to the island, which he justified as seeking inspiration despite its reputation as a honeymoon destination.
Shen Mo prepared for the trip, recalling how his life had changed since Ji Mingxuan entered and left it, and the deep longing he still felt.
Arriving at S Island, Shen Mo stayed at a luxurious cliffside hotel with stunning ocean views. The island’s serene beauty provided him solace and inspiration for painting.
Shen Mo spent his days biking around the island, painting the landscape, and enjoying the local culture, though he harbored quiet hopes tied to his memories of Ji Mingxuan.
Shen Mo initially planned to rent a yacht but ended up staying in his hotel room, focusing on painting and occasionally walking by the pool.
At the swimming pool, he overheard someone call out "Mingxuan," which briefly startled him, but it turned out to be unrelated to Ji Mingxuan.
However, Ji Mingxuan appeared moments later, looking as composed and handsome as Shen Mo remembered, leaving Shen Mo speechless.
A chaotic moment at the pool resulted in Shen Mo burning his hand, and Ji Mingxuan immediately helped him, rinsing his hand with cold water and applying burn ointment.
Ji Mingxuan remained gentle and attentive, engaging Shen Mo in polite conversation while carefully treating his injury.
During their exchange, Ji Mingxuan’s young son, Ji Ning, appeared, calling Ji Mingxuan "Daddy," which shocked Shen Mo.
Ji Ning, an adorable and lively boy, interacted warmly with Shen Mo, who found himself unexpectedly fond of the child.
Shen Mo assumed Ji Mingxuan was married and congratulated him, noticing a faint ring mark on Ji Mingxuan’s finger.
Ji Mingxuan casually asked Shen Mo about Zhou Yang, to which Shen Mo truthfully admitted they hadn’t been in contact for years.
Shen Mo hinted at remembering some past events, including the house in Jinxiu Villa, but Ji Mingxuan’s attention was diverted by his son.
Shen Mo declined Ji Mingxuan’s invitation for dinner, using his painting as an excuse, and returned to his room, reflecting on their brief interaction and the unspoken history between them.
Ji Mingxuan later sent dinner and burn ointment to Shen Mo’s room, accompanied by a note in his familiar handwriting.
Shen Mo contemplated how his life and relationship with Ji Mingxuan might have differed had he visited Jinxiu Villa years ago.
The next morning, Ji Mingxuan visited Shen Mo’s room, ensuring Shen Mo’s hand was healing and asking him to look after Ji Ning for the day while Ji Mingxuan attended a meeting.
Shen Mo reluctantly agreed, finding himself unable to resist Ji Ning’s charm and Ji Mingxuan’s insistence.
Ji Ning proved to be a lively but well-behaved child, bonding quickly with Shen Mo, who found himself deeply touched by Ji Ning’s affectionate gestures, including sharing food.
The morning passed pleasantly, with Shen Mo growing increasingly fond of Ji Ning, feeling warmth in the boy’s innocence and sweetness.
After lunch, during which Ji Ning happily finished all his food, Shen Mo took him to the bedroom for an afternoon nap, reflecting on how naturally they connected.
Shen Mo woke up after a good nap and found Chen-jie preparing powdered milk for Ji Ning, who finished it enthusiastically and sought praise from Shen Mo.
Ji Ning began to show his willful side, refusing to put on shoes until Shen Mo coaxed him, then climbing onto Shen Mo’s back and asking to play games.
Ji Ning retrieved an old phone from under the pillow, which Shen Mo immediately recognized as Ji Mingxuan’s outdated model from years ago.
Ji Ning asked Shen Mo to turn on the phone so he could play games. Shen Mo hesitated, finding it strange that Ji Mingxuan would keep such an old phone but ultimately helped Ji Ning.
Ji Ning excitedly used the phone, opening apps and playing a maze game, while Shen Mo monitored him, limiting his screen time to ten minutes.
After confiscating the phone, Shen Mo saw his own name in the outbox of the messages app, which caught his attention.
Despite hesitating, Shen Mo opened the messages and found dozens of texts from Ji Mingxuan to him, all sent on the same day four years ago.
The texts reflected Ji Mingxuan’s desperation, containing messages like: “Where are you, Shen Mo?”, “Did you go with Zhou Yang?”, “Come back.”, “Stay here.”, “Stay by my side.”
As Shen Mo read through the texts, his vision blurred with emotion, overwhelmed by the sheer intensity of Ji Mingxuan’s words and the feelings they conveyed.
Chapter 9
Four years ago, Zhou Yang called Shen Mo, asking him to elope, but Shen Mo declined and avoided contact by staying home with his phone off.
Ji Mingxuan returned home drunk, mistaking Shen Mo’s detachment for betrayal. He acted out passionately, pinning Shen Mo down in frustration and heartbreak.
The next day, Ji Mingxuan deleted messages on Shen Mo’s phone, seemingly from Zhou Yang, indicating his insecurity and possessiveness.
Shen Mo’s current discovery of dozens of desperate texts from Ji Mingxuan sent four years ago—pleading for Shen Mo to stay—overwhelms him with emotion, realizing how deeply Ji Mingxuan loved him.
Shen Mo, emotional, hugged Ji Ning tightly and asked him about Ji Mingxuan’s love for his mother, with Ji Ning confidently replying that his father loved his mother.
Ji Mingxuan returned after his day’s work, greeted warmly by Ji Ning and subtly meeting Shen Mo’s gaze, hinting at lingering emotions.
They dined together, with Ji Ning present, creating a semblance of family life. Shen Mo felt bittersweet, his thoughts lingering on past moments with Ji Mingxuan.
Shen Mo impulsively requested Ji Mingxuan’s time after dinner, proposing to paint something for him, citing an old promise. Ji Mingxuan agreed, his emotions veiled.
After dinner, Ji Mingxuan put Ji Ning to sleep, narrating a bedtime story where the big bad wolf and the little white rabbit live happily ever after—possibly mirroring his hope for himself and Shen Mo.
Ji Mingxuan arrived at Shen Mo’s room, noticing Shen Mo’s packed suitcase, signaling his imminent departure. Shen Mo requested Ji Mingxuan’s patience while he painted.
Instead of a traditional portrait, Shen Mo painted a symbolic red ring on Ji Mingxuan’s ring finger, representing his heart and love for Ji Mingxuan.
Shen Mo confessed through the symbolic act, explaining the significance of the ring finger being closest to the heart and admitting his long-standing feelings for Ji Mingxuan.
Ji Mingxuan, deeply moved, did not wash off the painted ring. Instead, he cornered Shen Mo, revealing he was never married and addressing Shen Mo’s misconceptions.
Ji Mingxuan admitted his enduring love for Shen Mo, solidifying it by kissing the painted ring on his finger, a gesture that confirmed his feelings.
Overwhelmed by mutual emotions, Shen Mo and Ji Mingxuan shared a passionate kiss, solidifying their reconciliation.
Shen Mo, trembling with emotion, attempted to unbutton Ji Mingxuan’s shirt, signaling a rekindling of their physical and emotional bond.
Ji Mingxuan caught Shen Mo's hands as he tried to unbutton Ji Mingxuan’s shirt, taking control and beginning their intimate encounter.
Ji Mingxuan teased Shen Mo, using deliberate movements to heighten Shen Mo’s desire, pressing his body against him and stimulating him through his clothes.
Shen Mo, overwhelmed, called Ji Mingxuan’s name in both formal and intimate tones, revealing his emotional vulnerability.
Ji Mingxuan escalated the moment by preparing Shen Mo with lube, despite Shen Mo’s initial hesitation about the location by the glass window.
Ji Mingxuan reassured Shen Mo, confidently continuing while creating a mix of physical sensations as Shen Mo’s body pressed against the cold window.
Ji Mingxuan carefully prepared Shen Mo, patiently ensuring comfort before moving forward, balancing gentleness with passion.
Their physical connection intensified, with Shen Mo caught between embarrassment and growing pleasure from their intimate position by the window.
Ji Mingxuan increased the intensity, deeply affecting Shen Mo, who felt physically overwhelmed yet emotionally tethered to Ji Mingxuan.
Ji Mingxuan teased Shen Mo further, heightening his arousal with verbal and physical provocations, blending dominance and care.
Shen Mo reached climax first, consumed by overwhelming pleasure and fantasies of eternal unity with Ji Mingxuan.
Ji Mingxuan, not yet finished, continued moving, expressing possessive affection through kisses and a biting mark on Shen Mo’s nape.
Ji Mingxuan declared, “Shen Mo, you are mine now,” solidifying the deep bond and marking their reunion as one of mutual emotional and physical possession.
Chapter 10
Shen Mo admitted his devotion to Ji Mingxuan, saying, “I have always been yours,” after which Ji Mingxuan embraced him tightly and released inside him.
After their intimacy, Ji Mingxuan helped Shen Mo to the bathroom, where they cleaned up before collapsing into bed together.
During the night, Ji Mingxuan initiated a second round of lovemaking, gently arousing Shen Mo and teasing him until Shen Mo professed, “I love you, Mr. Ji.”
Shen Mo questioned Ji Mingxuan about their past, specifically why Ji Mingxuan broke up with him and ignored his attempts to reconnect. Ji Mingxuan revealed that his sister, Ji An’an, had asked him to set Shen Mo free and allow him to be with Zhou Yang.
Ji Mingxuan shared that Ji An’an’s request stemmed from her belief that people who love each other should be together, despite the pain caused by Zhou Yang’s betrayal.
Ji Mingxuan explained that Ji Ning was Ji An’an’s son, conceived despite the risk to her life, and that he had taken responsibility for raising Ji Ning as his own to avoid ties with the Zhou family.
Shen Mo felt regret for not being by Ji Mingxuan’s side during his most difficult moments but resolved to stay by him in the future.
Ji Mingxuan playfully insisted Shen Mo paint a matching ring on his left hand, mirroring the one Shen Mo had painted on his. Shen Mo complied, feeling both touched and embarrassed.
Ji Mingxuan and Shen Mo spent quality time together on the island, including private meals and leisurely walks by the beach, growing closer with every moment.
Ji Mingxuan’s careful washing of his hands to preserve the painted ring revealed his sentimentality, though Shen Mo eventually forced him to wash it off, which displeased Ji Mingxuan.
Shen Mo told Ji Ning a bedtime story, and while doing so, noticed Ji Mingxuan had fallen asleep by the bed. Shen Mo tenderly placed a blanket over him and kissed his cheek, reminiscing about their past.
Shen Mo decided to return home after spending a few more days on the island, while Ji Mingxuan planned to visit him once his work was done.
Ji Ning was reluctant to see Shen Mo leave, asking for reassurances and a pinky promise that they would meet again.
Ji Ning inadvertently revealed that Ji Mingxuan kept a photo of Shen Mo in his wallet, causing Shen Mo to question Ji Mingxuan about it. Ji Mingxuan evaded Shen Mo’s inquiries, leaving Shen Mo curious and touched.
Shen Mo, before boarding his flight, asked Ji Ning about the photo Ji Mingxuan kept in his wallet, but Ji Mingxuan deflected by kissing Shen Mo and calling the photo “beautiful.”
Shen Mo returned home late at night and texted Ji Mingxuan to confirm his safe arrival.
The next day, Shen Mo resumed work at his studio, bringing local treats for Yang Yue and hinting at his relationship with Ji Mingxuan without fully explaining.
Yang Yue misunderstood Shen Mo’s hints, imagining a love story involving a foreign woman and a child, which amused Shen Mo.
Shen Mo spent the next month preparing for Ji Mingxuan’s return, including designing and painting rings on paper and upgrading the home for Ji Ning’s arrival.
Ji Mingxuan returned from abroad a month later, without Ji Ning, explaining that Ji Ning was too young to adjust to a new place immediately.
Shen Mo offered to let Ji Mingxuan stay at his place, and instead, they drove to Jinxiu Villa, where Shen Mo had been secretly preparing Ji Mingxuan’s old home.
On the way to the seventh floor, Shen Mo recounted his past fall and memory loss, which had delayed his visit to Jinxiu Villa years ago. Ji Mingxuan asked if it had hurt, showing his deep concern for Shen Mo’s well-being.
Ji Mingxuan carried Shen Mo up the last few floors, and Shen Mo admitted he had kept the key to the villa.
Inside the villa, Ji Mingxuan noticed childproofing measures Shen Mo had added and saw that Shen Mo had turned the second bedroom into a child’s room for Ji Ning.
Ji Mingxuan hesitated before entering the study, where he found numerous paintings of himself, all signed by Shen Mo. The artwork displayed various expressions of Ji Mingxuan, vividly bringing him to life.
Shen Mo revealed the paintings had been completed in one month using his right hand. Ji Mingxuan, though touched, kept his emotions understated, but Shen Mo noticed a hint of blush behind Ji Mingxuan’s ear.
Shen Mo proposed to Ji Mingxuan with custom-designed rings resembling the ones he had painted on the island. He declared his intention to work hard, support their family, and spend his life with Ji Mingxuan.
Ji Mingxuan, overwhelmed, silently examined the ring before pushing Shen Mo against the wall, responding with a tender kiss.
The room, filled with portraits of Ji Mingxuan, became the backdrop for the couple’s intimate moment as they solidified their love for one another.
Extra Story 1: Memories
Ji Mingxuan reflected on an ID photo of Shen Mo that he had received in an investigation file. The photo depicted Shen Mo as a serious, student-like young man with striking dark eyes.
Ji Mingxuan learned from the investigation that Shen Mo was an art student who recently graduated and was looking for a job. He also discovered Shen Mo was in a relationship with Zhou Yang, despite Zhou Yang being arranged to marry Ji Mingxuan’s sister, Ji An’an.
Ji Mingxuan visited the Zhou family to discuss the arranged marriage. The Zhou parents emphasized the advantages of the match, but Ji Mingxuan raised concerns about Zhou Yang’s existing relationship.
Ji An’an expressed her excitement about studying abroad with Zhou Yang, revealing her long-standing feelings for him. Ji Mingxuan decided to support her wish despite knowing about Zhou Yang’s relationship with Shen Mo.
Zhou Yang and Ji An’an left to study abroad together, and Ji Mingxuan assumed Zhou Yang had broken up with Shen Mo. However, Ji Mingxuan felt compelled to continue monitoring Shen Mo.
Days later, Ji Mingxuan received news that Shen Mo had gone missing. He suspected the Zhou family might be involved in silencing Shen Mo to avoid complications for Zhou Yang and Ji An’an.
Ji Mingxuan located Shen Mo in an abandoned warehouse. Shen Mo was severely injured, particularly his right hand, and was on the verge of death. Ji Mingxuan rescued him and took him to the hospital.
At the hospital, doctors revealed that Shen Mo’s right hand might never fully recover, potentially ending his ability to paint. Ji Mingxuan, despite having no obligation, stayed by Shen Mo’s side until he regained consciousness.
When Shen Mo woke up, he weakly asked about Zhou Yang. Ji Mingxuan coldly informed him that Zhou Yang was abroad with Ji An’an.
Shen Mo, in a broken state, borrowed Ji Mingxuan’s phone and called Zhou Yang to break up, citing concern for his family’s safety. Ji Mingxuan observed Shen Mo’s determination despite his fragile condition.
After Shen Mo recovered and left the hospital, Ji Mingxuan found Shen Mo’s watch in the warehouse and decided to return it personally.
Ji Mingxuan visited Shen Mo’s apartment, finding Shen Mo living in squalor and mistaking Ji Mingxuan for Zhou Yang. Ji Mingxuan discovered Shen Mo was malnourished and emotionally unstable.
Realizing Shen Mo’s condition, Ji Mingxuan took him to the hospital, where doctors diagnosed Shen Mo with PTSD caused by his traumatic experience.
Ji Mingxuan ensured Shen Mo received medical attention and stayed to make sure Shen Mo took his medication. However, he tried to distance himself afterward, feeling that Shen Mo was not his responsibility.
Despite his resolve to stay away, Ji Mingxuan found himself returning to Shen Mo’s neighborhood, unconsciously drawn to check on him. He saw Shen Mo outside, confirming his lingering concern.
Shen Mo, drenched and freezing in the rain, was sitting outside his rental, waiting for Zhou Yang, unaware that Zhou Yang would never come for him.
Ji Mingxuan fought his internal conflict before deciding to approach Shen Mo, holding an umbrella. Shen Mo mistook him for Zhou Yang and embraced him tightly.
Shen Mo developed a high fever that evening due to prolonged exposure to the rain. Ji Mingxuan called a doctor, stayed by his side, and comforted him through the night.
Shen Mo repeatedly called Zhou Yang’s name in his fevered sleep, which made Ji Mingxuan wonder what was so captivating about Zhou Yang.
Ji Mingxuan began visiting Shen Mo frequently and arranged for a housekeeper to clean and care for him daily. He occasionally tried to correct Shen Mo’s misconception about his identity but ultimately gave up.
Shen Mo only mistook Ji Mingxuan for Zhou Yang, ignoring others around him, which confused and defeated Ji Mingxuan.
Ji Mingxuan noticed Shen Mo suffered from recurring nightmares, which worsened his condition. Shen Mo’s reluctance to leave the rental because of his insistence on waiting for Zhou Yang led Ji Mingxuan to stay with him.
Ji Mingxuan moved into the rental temporarily. His presence stopped Shen Mo’s nightmares, and they lived together peacefully.
Shen Mo discovered his right hand’s injury and his inability to paint, which caused him great distress. Ji Mingxuan arranged for a top medical team and successfully had Shen Mo undergo surgery to restore his hand.
Ji Mingxuan cared for Shen Mo during his recovery, massaging his cold-sensitive hands in the winter and encouraging him to paint again. Shen Mo promised to paint "Zhou Yang" first once he recovered, which hurt Ji Mingxuan.
Ji Mingxuan began avoiding Shen Mo to distance himself emotionally, but Shen Mo’s clueless affection made it impossible. Ji Mingxuan claimed impotence to fend off Shen Mo’s advances.
During New Year’s, Ji Mingxuan left to visit his sister Ji An’an abroad but couldn’t stop thinking about Shen Mo. He later discovered that Shen Mo had lied about spending New Year’s with his family; Shen Mo had no contact with them after coming out.
Feeling guilty, Ji Mingxuan cut his trip short and returned to Shen Mo, despite vowing to stay away. Shen Mo greeted him warmly, making Ji Mingxuan abandon all hesitation.
Shen Mo’s hand healed well, and Ji Mingxuan began sleeping on the bed with him, further indulging in their shared life despite knowing Shen Mo still saw him as Zhou Yang.
Ji Mingxuan prepared an elaborate birthday present for Shen Mo: a house in Jinxiu Villa decorated to match Shen Mo’s dream home, complete with a studio displaying Shen Mo’s paintings.
The night before Shen Mo’s birthday, he regained his memories and realized Ji Mingxuan was not Zhou Yang. Shen Mo felt betrayed, confronting Ji Mingxuan about lying to him.
Shen Mo regained his memories and confronted Ji Mingxuan about pretending to be Zhou Yang, feeling betrayed by his actions.
Ji Mingxuan acknowledged Shen Mo’s anger but believed Shen Mo needed to face reality instead of staying in his illusions.
Despite the confrontation, Ji Mingxuan forced Shen Mo to take the key to the house in Jinxiu Villa, telling him he could visit or ignore it entirely.
Ji Mingxuan waited at Jinxiu Villa for three days in the rain, hoping Shen Mo would come, but Shen Mo never appeared, indirectly rejecting the gesture.
A week later, Ji Mingxuan returned to Shen Mo’s rental, encountering him by chance, but Shen Mo treated him like a stranger, refusing to acknowledge him.
Ji Mingxuan left Shen Mo alone until hearing two months ago that Shen Mo had been evicted due to unpaid rent and was nearly homeless.
Ji Mingxuan found Shen Mo in a terrible state—malnourished, confused, and physically weakened—but Shen Mo retained his mental clarity and remembered his kidnapping and breakup with Zhou Yang.
Shen Mo refused Ji Mingxuan’s offer to take him in, insisting they were strangers and declining his help despite his deteriorating condition.
Determined, Ji Mingxuan created a contract that obligated Shen Mo to pretend to be his lover under the pretense of protecting Ji An’an’s happiness.
Shen Mo, feeling indebted to Ji Mingxuan for saving his life, signed the contract and moved in with him despite their strained relationship.
Shen Mo acted as if he didn’t know Ji Mingxuan, forcing Ji Mingxuan to play along, though Ji Mingxuan used the “act” as an excuse to be close to Shen Mo.
Ji Mingxuan had a pair of plain silver rings custom made; one was engraved with something personal, while the other was left plain.
Ji Mingxuan instructed his secretary to deliver the unengraved ring to Shen Mo, downplaying its significance by claiming it was bought hastily at a random store.
Alone in his office, Ji Mingxuan gazed at the engraved ring, gently tracing the letters, sliding it onto his left ring finger with a tender smile.
Extra Story 2: Secrets
Shen Mo found an old ID photo of himself in Ji Mingxuan’s wallet, realizing Ji Mingxuan had been keeping it for a long time despite Shen Mo thinking it wasn’t a good photo.
Shen Mo quickly put the wallet back when Ji Mingxuan stirred, pretending nothing happened. Ji Mingxuan hugged Shen Mo and expressed his enjoyment of holding him in bed.
Ji Ning interrupted their morning by knocking on their door, calling for “Daddy” and “Uncle.” Ji Mingxuan, refreshed, took Ji Ning to breakfast, leaving Shen Mo to rest.
After lunch, Ji Mingxuan suggested going out to buy cufflinks together, giving them a rare opportunity to spend time alone.
Ji Mingxuan subtly showed off his ring, telling Shen Mo to pick cufflinks that matched it, displaying satisfaction when Shen Mo chose a wine-colored pair.
They encountered Zhao Yi, an acquaintance of Ji Mingxuan’s, who appeared injured and in a disheveled state but maintained composure.
Zhao Yi hinted at past interest in Ji Mingxuan, joking he should’ve pursued Ji Mingxuan more persistently. Ji Mingxuan dismissed the notion, focused only on Shen Mo.
During dinner, Ji Mingxuan unexpectedly brought up Zhao Yi and clarified their relationship as purely business-related, though he seemed disappointed by Shen Mo’s indifferent reaction.
Upon returning home, Ji Ning, upset at being left alone, threw a tantrum. Shen Mo soothed him by playing games, and Ji Ning was soon smiling again.
Ji Ning called Ji Mingxuan to join them for a selfie, capturing a rare family moment of all three together. Shen Mo promised to print out the photo and keep it in his wallet.
Later, Shen Mo had the photo printed and replaced the old ID photo in Ji Mingxuan’s wallet, although Ji Mingxuan kept the old photo elsewhere.
Shen Mo found a velvet box hidden in a drawer while storing Ji Ning’s photo with his New Year’s money. Inside was a pair of diamond rings that Ji Mingxuan had prepared but never revealed.
Shen Mo realized Ji Mingxuan had also planned a confession and felt deeply moved but decided to keep Ji Mingxuan’s secret, letting it remain unspoken.
Returning to the living room, Shen Mo saw Ji Mingxuan and Ji Ning engaged in their activities and felt a quiet warmth, choosing not to confront Ji Mingxuan about the rings.
Shen Mo reflected on Ji Mingxuan’s claim that Shen Mo had pursued him first and decided to let Ji Mingxuan’s secret remain hidden as a testament to their bond.
Extra Story 3: Happy New Year
Shen Mo reflected on his awkwardness during their first sexual encounter, recalling Ji Mingxuan’s silence afterward and his struggle to perform due to inexperience.
Shen Mo thought about how Ji Mingxuan had saved him after his abduction, brought him back when he was almost living on the streets, and proposed they act as lovers to protect Ji Mingxuan’s sister’s happiness.
Ji Mingxuan returned from work, noticed the ring he’d given Shen Mo on the table, and insisted Shen Mo wear it. Ji Mingxuan placed the ring on Shen Mo’s hand himself, emphasizing the importance of “putting on the full act.”
Shen Mo reminisced about the three years they wore matching rings and how far they’d come, reflecting on his recent successful proposal to Ji Mingxuan.
Ji Mingxuan offered Shen Mo a unique New Year’s present by painting on him. Shen Mo realized he was the canvas as Ji Mingxuan teased him with a syrup-dipped paintbrush, drawing a flower on his chest.
Ji Mingxuan heightened Shen Mo’s arousal with the painted flower, teasing him further with intimate touches and playful provocations.
Ji Mingxuan escalated the teasing with a paintbrush, using lubricant to stimulate Shen Mo’s entrance. Overwhelmed with both pleasure and discomfort, Shen Mo begged Ji Mingxuan to replace it with himself.
Ji Mingxuan complied, thrusting deeply into Shen Mo and bringing him to climax before continuing their passionate session against the wall.
Ji Mingxuan confessed his long-standing desire to be with Shen Mo in this way, intensifying Shen Mo’s emotions and deepening their connection.
The sound of firecrackers marked the approach of midnight as Ji Mingxuan kissed Shen Mo’s ring and whispered a heartfelt “Happy New Year,” symbolizing their shared journey and future together.
Extra Story 4: Present
On Valentine’s Day, Shen Mo woke up to find a single red rose, not yet fully bloomed, placed beside his pillow, likely left by Ji Mingxuan.
Shen Mo admired the thoughtful gesture, put the rose in a vase, and joined Ji Mingxuan and Ji Ning for breakfast.
Ji Ning spent the morning drawing a giraffe in the study, inspired by their recent trip to the zoo. Shen Mo posted a photo of Ji Ning’s drawing to his WeChat Moments, a habit he picked up from his studio assistants.
Ji Mingxuan noticed Shen Mo’s post and seemed displeased. Later, he returned with the rose and suggested Ji Ning draw it after finishing his giraffe.
Shen Mo realized Ji Mingxuan was upset because Shen Mo hadn’t shown off their relationship. He took photos of the rose to appease Ji Mingxuan, who took over and spent half an hour photographing it himself.
Ji Mingxuan selected the best photo, which Shen Mo posted to his Moments. Ji Mingxuan promptly liked the post.
In the afternoon, the family visited the amusement park. Ji Mingxuan and Ji Ning, dressed in matching suits, looked strikingly alike. Shen Mo noticed Ji Mingxuan changing their car last minute, citing maintenance needs.
Ji Ning enjoyed the bumper cars and was energetic throughout the day, making Shen Mo sweat from chasing after him in the sunshine.
After dinner, Ji Mingxuan worked while Shen Mo told Ji Ning bedtime stories. Ji Ning later drew two pictures—one of a bumper car and another of their car covered in flowers.
Ji Ning innocently revealed that Ji Mingxuan had filled the car with roses but told him not to mention it to Shen Mo.
Shen Mo pieced together that Ji Mingxuan had gone to great lengths to prepare an extravagant gesture but only chose one rose to give him, in classic understated Ji Mingxuan fashion.
After getting Ji Ning to sleep, Shen Mo reflected on the rose and felt deeply touched by the gesture.
Late at night, when Ji Mingxuan came to bed, Shen Mo quietly thanked him for the Valentine’s Day present with a kiss.
Ji Mingxuan laughed softly, told Shen Mo to sleep, and held him gently as they drifted off together.
Extra Story 5: Birthday
Ji Mingxuan planned a romantic vacation to S Island for Shen Mo’s birthday, revisiting the location of their reunion. They stayed in a luxurious villa with a sea view and private pool.
During their candlelit dinner, Shen Mo got drunk after only two glasses of wine, revealing his low alcohol tolerance.
Drunk Shen Mo became unusually talkative, sharing childhood memories and asking Ji Mingxuan for constant validation, which Ji Mingxuan patiently provided.
Shen Mo suddenly accused Ji Mingxuan of hiding secrets, mentioning the rings and the flowers Ji Mingxuan had secretly prepared.
Shen Mo’s drunken state shifted, and he abruptly decided to swim, jumping into the private pool fully clothed. Ji Mingxuan followed to ensure his safety.
Shen Mo splashed around like a child, prompting Ji Mingxuan to seize him and hold him still. Their playful interaction turned intimate under the moonlight.
Shen Mo boldly complimented Ji Mingxuan’s looks, kissing his eye, nose, and lips. Their affection escalated into a passionate encounter in the pool.
Ji Mingxuan prepared Shen Mo for intimacy underwater, teasing him to the point of Shen Mo begging for him to continue.
Their physical connection deepened, with Shen Mo expressing his love for Ji Mingxuan in a vulnerable and heartfelt moment.
Ji Mingxuan, deeply moved, asked Shen Mo to repeat his confession. Shen Mo affirmed his love, calling Ji Mingxuan’s name again during their climax.
The encounter ended with a sense of fulfillment and intimacy, marking the continuation of their deepening relationship on a meaningful day.
Extra Story 6: Ambitions
Liang Yunsheng, three years after a car accident that left him physically impaired and emotionally scarred, made a guest appearance at a singing competition.
Zhao Yi, a contestant with average singing abilities but striking ambition, caught Liang Yunsheng’s attention. Zhao Yi confidently declared himself a fan of Liang Yunsheng’s work and expressed his desire to sing one of his songs.
Liang Yunsheng dismissed Zhao Yi’s chances of winning, predicting his lack of talent would hinder his success.
Despite this, Zhao Yi sang one of Liang Yunsheng’s songs during the final round but failed to make the top five. His performance and the competition faded into obscurity.
Two months later, Liang Yunsheng’s friend requested him to write a song for Zhao Yi, which Liang Yunsheng refused, still mourning the loss of his beloved from the accident.
Zhao Yi received a mediocre song from another songwriter, which failed to gain traction. A year later, Zhao Yi shifted to acting and gained attention playing a supporting role in a costume drama.
Liang Yunsheng’s friend commented on Zhao Yi’s ambition and adaptability, which allowed him to seize opportunities and rise in the entertainment industry.
Liang Yunsheng later encountered Zhao Yi at a social dinner. Zhao Yi, soaked and disheveled after a confrontation, maintained his poise and elegance, impressing Liang Yunsheng.
Despite their brief interaction, Zhao Yi left a lasting impression. He later contacted Liang Yunsheng to return a jacket Liang had lent him, showing persistence in building a connection.
Visiting Liang Yunsheng’s home, Zhao Yi noted its cleanliness and serenity, teasing Liang about living a retired life. He tried to persuade Liang Yunsheng to make a comeback, proposing he write a theme song for Zhao Yi’s upcoming movie.
Liang Yunsheng resisted the idea, but Zhao Yi cleverly saved his phone number in Liang Yunsheng’s phone, leaving an open invitation for collaboration.
Zhao Yi’s relentless ambition and determination stood in stark contrast to Liang Yunsheng’s withdrawn lifestyle, sparking a subtle yet significant interaction between them.
Extra Story 7: The Past
Shen Mo's roommate, A-Wen, woke him up early and begged him to attend an economics lecture in his place, promising a big meal as a reward.
Reluctantly, Shen Mo agreed, despite being an art student with no interest or knowledge in economics.
Shen Mo had lunch with his close friend Zhou Yang, discussing their plans to study art abroad. Zhou Yang seemed hesitant and troubled about his decision due to family pressure.
The conversation ended on a sour note, leaving Shen Mo unsettled.
Shen Mo arrived late to the lecture and, feeling flustered, entered through the front door, inadvertently drawing everyone’s attention.
Ji Mingxuan, the young, successful entrepreneur giving the lecture, teased Shen Mo about standing at the door, making Shen Mo even more embarrassed.
Forced to sit in the front row, Shen Mo struggled to understand the lecture and could only jot down random notes to fulfill his promise to A-Wen.
After the lecture, A-Wen expressed his disappointment with Shen Mo’s inadequate notes but still treated him to a meal as promised.
A-Wen enthusiastically praised Ji Mingxuan, calling him an idol, and shared his admiration for the entrepreneur’s success and charisma.
Shen Mo dismissed Ji Mingxuan’s achievements as the product of privilege, but A-Wen remained adamant in his admiration.
Shen Mo, embarrassed to admit he hadn’t caught Ji Mingxuan’s name during the lecture, finally learned it from A-Wen’s brochure.
The story ended with the revelation that the captivating lecturer, Ji Mingxuan, was the man who would later play a significant role in Shen Mo’s life.
Extra Story 8: Old Story
Shen Mo received a call from Zhou Yang while shopping, with Zhou Yang vaguely explaining he needed to return home for a family matter and would be gone for a few days.
Shen Mo adjusted his dinner plans to something simple and spent the next day tidying their rental home.
That evening, Shen Mo tried calling Zhou Yang but received no answer.
While walking home from the supermarket, Shen Mo noticed a car following him. Despite trying to ignore it, two men abducted him and forced him into the car’s trunk.
Shen Mo was taken to an abandoned warehouse in a remote area. During the drive, he realized he had been kidnapped but couldn't understand why, as he was a poor student.
Shen Mo seized a chance to escape when he was pulled from the car. He rammed his head into one of the men and fled, though he fell and injured himself.
The fall loosened the ropes binding Shen Mo’s hands, allowing him to free himself and call the police. He also repeatedly called Zhou Yang, but Zhou Yang didn’t answer.
Shen Mo was recaptured and brought back to the warehouse.
Inside the warehouse, the scar-faced kidnapper taunted Shen Mo, revealing Zhou Yang was abroad studying with his childhood sweetheart, abandoning Shen Mo without warning.
The scar-faced man crushed Shen Mo’s right hand under his shoe, leaving Shen Mo in unbearable pain, unable to move.
Shen Mo, in despair, continued to call Zhou Yang’s name, hoping for rescue, but Zhou Yang never came.
Just when Shen Mo thought he would die, the warehouse door opened, and light streamed in.
A figure approached from the doorway, stepping closer until Shen Mo could see their face. It wasn’t Zhou Yang, but the stranger became Shen Mo’s savior.
Extra Story 9: After Rains
For two weeks, it rained continuously as Ji Mingxuan adjusted to life after his sister Ji An’an’s death. She had passed away due to a congenital heart defect, leaving behind her infant son, Ji Ning.
Ji Mingxuan struggled with the responsibility of raising Ji Ning, but after some hesitation, he held and comforted the baby for the first time, realizing they only had each other now.
When Ji Ning finally fell asleep, Ji Mingxuan reflected on how much Ji Ning resembled Ji An’an, and the rain outside finally stopped, symbolizing a glimmer of hope.
When Ji Ning was ten months old, he called Ji Mingxuan "Daddy" for the first time. Ji Mingxuan was moved by the moment, feeling an unexpected sense of joy amidst his grief.
Ji Mingxuan received a call from Mr. Chen, who informed him that Shen Mo had started a painting studio and expressed a desire to meet Ji Mingxuan.
Despite Shen Mo’s request, Ji Mingxuan decided not to meet him, remembering Ji An’an’s wish for Shen Mo to live freely. He asked Mr. Chen to convey that he was doing well and didn’t want to trouble Shen Mo.
Ji Mingxuan focused on raising Ji Ning, traveling with him every year after New Year’s. They frequently visited S Island, where Ji Mingxuan and Shen Mo once planned to vacation.
On Ji Mingxuan’s birthday, he spent time at S Island with Ji Ning. While watching Ji Ning play by the pool, Ji Mingxuan heard someone call his name but assumed it was directed at someone else.
Moments later, Ji Mingxuan turned and saw Shen Mo nearby. Their eyes met in silence.
The bright weather and Shen Mo’s appearance marked the end of the figurative rain that had lingered in Ji Mingxuan’s heart.
Extra Story 10: New Year's Eve
Ji Mingxuan, Shen Mo, and Ji Ning traveled by train during the Chunyun season to visit Shen Mo’s hometown for the Lunar New Year. It was Ji Ning’s first time on a train, and he was excited, while Shen Mo felt nervous.
Ji Mingxuan revealed that he had bought the tickets and planned the trip without telling Shen Mo, hoping to help him reconcile with his estranged parents.
Shen Mo was reluctant to knock on his parents' door, but with encouragement from Ji Mingxuan and Ji Ning, he finally did. To Shen Mo’s surprise, his parents welcomed them warmly, having already prepared the reunion dinner.
Shen Mo’s mother revealed that Ji Mingxuan had been calling Shen Mo’s father every night for three months and even brought him high-quality tea to win him over.
Ji Ning’s sweet behavior charmed Shen Mo’s parents, and they quickly grew fond of him. Shen Mo helped his mother make dumplings, which weren’t a traditional dish in the South but were made for Ji Ning’s request.
Sleeping arrangements were tight in the small house, so Ji Mingxuan and Shen Mo shared Shen Mo’s old bed, which was cramped and noisy. Shen Mo suggested sleeping on the floor, but Ji Mingxuan brushed off the idea.
At midnight, Ji Mingxuan suggested setting off fireworks, something Shen Mo had nearly forgotten due to the bans in big cities. Ji Mingxuan had already prepared fireworks in advance.
As they prepared to light the fireworks, Ji Mingxuan reminisced about a New Year’s Eve when he had called Shen Mo, who had lied about spending the holiday with his family. Ji Mingxuan had resolved then to one day celebrate New Year’s Eve with Shen Mo in his hometown.
At the stroke of midnight, Ji Mingxuan and Shen Mo lit the fireworks together. As the fireworks illuminated the night sky, Ji Mingxuan turned his gaze to Shen Mo, a look of tenderness in his eyes, fulfilling his long-held promise.
Extra Story 11: Sunny Days
On New Year’s Day, Shen Mo woke up naturally for once, as Ji Ning was being taken care of by Shen Mo’s parents, who had taken him to an amusement park.
Ji Mingxuan revealed they were left alone and suggested they go on a date. He handed Shen Mo a movie theater brochure to choose a film.
Shen Mo picked a comedy, and Ji Mingxuan summoned an assistant who mistakenly brought tickets for every movie available during the New Year season. Ji Mingxuan brushed it off as the assistant being new.
After breakfast, Shen Mo and Ji Mingxuan walked to the town’s movie theater, which was bustling with people. Ji Mingxuan bought popcorn for Shen Mo, and they enjoyed the film together.
Shen Mo laughed along with the audience, tugging Ji Mingxuan’s sleeve when he didn’t join in. The movie ended sentimentally, even making Shen Mo shed some tears.
For lunch, they dined at a nearby restaurant. When Ji Mingxuan asked about afternoon plans, Shen Mo suggested painting in the park since the weather was unexpectedly sunny.
They returned home to collect Shen Mo’s painting tools and went to the park, which was lively with people flying kites. Shen Mo found a spot, set up his easel, and began painting.
While Shen Mo painted, Ji Mingxuan sat under a tree. Shen Mo lost track of time as he became immersed in his art, only finishing as the sun began to set.
Turning around, Shen Mo found Ji Mingxuan had fallen asleep under the tree. Not wanting to wake him, Shen Mo gently placed his jacket over him.
Shen Mo admired Ji Mingxuan’s serene, handsome sleeping face before adding a silhouette resembling Ji Mingxuan to his painting.
The spring-like breeze swept through the park, signaling a peaceful and content start to the year.
Extra Story 12: Villa
Ji Ning had grown up quickly and was preparing to start elementary school, prompting Ji Mingxuan to decide to move back to the Ji family house for convenience.
Shen Mo insisted on personally cleaning the house before moving in to ensure it was suitable for Ji Ning, despite Ji Mingxuan suggesting hiring help.
After a morning of cleaning, Shen Mo rested on the sofa and unexpectedly fell asleep.
Upon waking, Shen Mo noticed subtle differences in the living room’s furnishing and heard noises from upstairs.
Investigating, Shen Mo encountered a young boy who resembled Ji Mingxuan, realizing he had seemingly traveled twenty years into the past.
The boy mistook Shen Mo for a house cleaner, and Shen Mo played along, discovering the boy had a fever and convincing him to rest while Shen Mo made congee.
The boy revealed his mature determination to protect his sick younger sister, Ji An’an, which deeply moved Shen Mo.
Shen Mo fed the boy the congee, who grudgingly admitted it wasn’t terrible, displaying hints of the adult Ji Mingxuan’s personality.
As Shen Mo cared for the boy, he noticed the child’s loneliness and pessimism, which stemmed from his mother’s early death and his sister’s fragile health.
Just as the boy showed a desire for Shen Mo to stay, Shen Mo began to lose consciousness and heard someone calling his name.
Shen Mo woke up on the sofa in the present day, with Ji Mingxuan covering him with a blanket and telling him to sleep in his room to avoid catching a cold.
Still shaken by the dream-like experience, Shen Mo told Ji Mingxuan someone would always stay by his side, unknowingly addressing the boy’s long-past fears.
Extra Story 13: Wishes
Ji Ning made two birthday wishes: to own a kitten and for his dad to spend more time with him.
The next morning, Ji Ning heard a noise and found Shen Mo sitting on a messy bed, claiming Ji Mingxuan had gone to work for an urgent matter.
Shen Mo hid an odd-eyed white cat under the blanket, which was actually Ji Mingxuan transformed into a cat.
Shen Mo struggled with the bizarre situation, contemplating posting humorous WeChat Moments about it but refrained.
The cat, still work-driven, used a computer with its paws, shocking Shen Mo.
Ji Ning found the cat, was overjoyed, and named it "Xiao-Bai," despite Shen Mo’s subtle objections.
Ji Ning played fetch with the cat, who refused to cooperate, making Ji Ning fetch the ball himself.
Shen Mo prepared noodles for the cat at lunch, which the cat ate reluctantly out of politeness.
Ji Ning asked the cat to read a picture book with him. The cat joined Ji Ning, lying on his lap while they "read" together, effectively bonding.
Shen Mo watched the heartwarming interaction without disturbing them, noticing how well they communicated despite not speaking the same language.
The cat spent the entire day playing with Ji Ning, including hide-and-seek in the evening, fulfilling Ji Ning’s wish for attention.
As Ji Ning went to bed, Shen Mo joked about Ji Mingxuan possibly staying a cat forever, earning a stern glare from the cat.
The cat tucked Ji Ning in by pulling up his blanket, showing its deep care.
Shen Mo turned off the light, leaving Ji Mingxuan as a cat curled up next to Ji Ning for the night.
Extra Story 14: Make Up
Yang Yue sent Shen Mo a photo of Ji Mingxuan’s car with a stylish woman stepping out, jokingly referring to the "missus."
Shen Mo denied the existence of a “missus” and brushed off Yang Yue's teasing.
Over the weekend, Shen Mo didn’t go home, instead staying overnight at the studio, claiming he was busy with work.
On Monday, Shen Mo arrived at the studio early, looking tired and avoiding Yang Yue’s questions about his absence.
Ji Mingxuan visited the studio during lunch, asking Yang Yue to join him for coffee.
Ji Mingxuan asked Yang Yue about Shen Mo’s recent behavior, ruling out health, work, or financial issues as the cause of his odd behavior.
Yang Yue mentioned the photo of the woman and the car. Ji Mingxuan revealed the car was his, but he had lent it to a friend, ruling out any romantic involvement.
Ji Mingxuan returned in the evening with Ji Ning, urging his son to coax Shen Mo out of the resting room.
Ji Ning convinced Shen Mo to open the door. Ji Mingxuan slipped inside the room, shutting the door behind him.
Ji Ning exited the room moments later, reporting to Yang Yue that Shen Mo and Ji Mingxuan had been arguing but had already "made up."
Ji Ning casually asked for a reward (chocolate), implying he had seen such situations before, leaving Yang Yue amused but unsurprised.
Work Diary By Yang Yue
January 28th: Yang Yue notes her boss (Shen Mo) is going on his usual annual trip abroad, finding it dull and considering setting him up with someone to date.
February 3rd–11th: Shen Mo extends his trip by a week, which Yang Yue finds uncharacteristic. She wonders if he met someone abroad.
February 15th: Shen Mo returns, looking unusually radiant, fueling Yang Yue’s suspicions that he might have met a potential "missus."
February 18th: Through indirect questioning, Yang Yue learns details about the "missus"—a beauty in her thirties, divorced, single, and raising a child. Shen Mo is clearly infatuated with her.
March 14th: Shen Mo mentions the "missus" will visit the studio, leaving Yang Yue anxious about making a good impression.
March 19th–20th: The "missus" arrives, and Yang Yue is shocked to discover the person is Ji Mingxuan, a stunning man who fits all the previous descriptions but completely upends her expectations.
March 22nd–24th: Yang Yue grows increasingly fond of her job, particularly enjoying the presence of the "missus," whom she finds captivating and charming.
March 28th: Ji Mingxuan visits the studio, bringing desserts and snacks for the employees. While his demeanor is elegant, he subtly requests Yang Yue to keep an eye on Shen Mo and report back to him if anything happens. Yang Yue interprets this as Ji Mingxuan ensuring Shen Mo remains loyal.
March 29th: After much deliberation, Yang Yue resolves to side with Ji Mingxuan and act as his "spy," vowing to monitor Shen Mo’s actions and report back loyally. She ends her "Work Diary" and plans to start a "Boss Observing Diary" the following week.
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Limerence

Chapter 01
Pei Ran and Luo Qingshan, who've been dating since high school, play PUBG with Luo Qingshan's classmate Su Nian and another silent teammate.
Pei Ran notices Luo Qingshan giving special attention to Su Nian, such as offering better gear in exchange for a meal delivery.
Pei Ran feels excluded and gets knocked out in-game, but is saved by the silent fourth teammate, revealed to be Yan Zhun, Luo Qingshan’s roommate.
Yan Zhun not only saves Pei Ran but gives him high-tier loot and speaks to him kindly. Pei Ran is surprised by his skill and warmth.
During gameplay, Luo Qingshan prioritizes saving Su Nian over Pei Ran, even when Pei Ran is near death.
Yan Zhun continues to protect Pei Ran throughout the match, while Luo Qingshan and Su Nian act more like a pair, teasing each other.
After Pei Ran is killed in-game, Yan Zhun continues alone and eliminates an entire squad with impressive skill.
Yan Zhun dies from the blue zone damage after finishing off the enemies, showing more focus on vengeance than survival.
Pei Ran notices Luo Qingshan and Su Nian's close interactions, including inside jokes and social media posts that hint at deeper intimacy.
Pei Ran visits Luo Qingshan’s dorm and unexpectedly walks in on a half-naked Yan Zhun. There’s palpable tension.
Pei Ran finds Luo Qingshan and Su Nian’s PUBG avatars standing together in matching outfits, which feels too intimate.
Yan Zhun and Pei Ran bond further while gaming. Yan Zhun reveals he’s gay, which stuns Pei Ran.
Luo Qingshan returns and casually kisses Pei Ran but shows unease when Yan Zhun is around.
At night, Luo Qingshan receives a suspicious message. Later, he admits Su Nian confessed to him.
Pei Ran reflects on social media posts from Su Nian, realizing they revolve around Luo Qingshan.
For Luo Qingshan’s birthday, they go to a karaoke box. Su Nian and Luo Qingshan act overly familiar again.
Both Pei Ran and Su Nian gift Luo Qingshan the same phone model. Luo Qingshan awkwardly favors Pei Ran’s.
During the party, Yan Zhun quietly offers Pei Ran water, and they share subtle glances, adding tension.
Luo Qingshan leaves the party abruptly after receiving another suspicious message.
Pei Ran follows and discovers Su Nian and Luo Qingshan in an embrace, with Su Nian kissing Luo Qingshan’s chin.
Before Pei Ran can fully process the betrayal, Yan Zhun covers his eyes and says, “Don’t look. You’ll dirty your eyes.”
Chapter 02
Pei Ran catches Luo Qingshan and Su Nian embracing and kissing in a hallway but chooses not to confront them and leaves quietly with Yan Zhun.
Yan Zhun brings Pei Ran his jacket and walks him out. They go to a café where Yan Zhun treats Pei Ran to coffee and offers him a White Rabbit candy, Pei Ran’s favorite.
Pei Ran ignores multiple calls from Luo Qingshan. Lin Kang eventually calls and informs him that Luo Qingshan is drunk and crying for Pei Ran.
Pei Ran speaks briefly with Luo Qingshan and manages to redirect the phone to Lin Kang to avoid further emotional drama.
Yan Zhun makes a blunt comment comparing drunk Luo Qingshan to a child, adding, “a child doesn’t cheat on their partner,” which offends Pei Ran.
Pei Ran attempts to leave the café, but Yan Zhun stops him, apologizes for his words, and gives Pei Ran all his White Rabbit candies.
Back at the dorm, Pei Ran lies to his roommate and claims the candies were from “a friend,” not naming Yan Zhun.
Pei Ran receives a WeChat friend request from Yan Zhun, who sends a short voice message apologizing again and telling him to sleep well.
Luo Qingshan wakes up hungover in a hotel room and is shocked to find Su Nian there instead of Pei Ran.
Su Nian acts overly familiar and hints they shared something intimate. Luo Qingshan realizes they might have kissed.
Luo Qingshan brushes it off as a drunken mistake caused by fake alcohol and starts messaging Pei Ran nonstop with no response.
Pei Ran answers a call from Luo Qingshan and acts distant. Luo Qingshan brings him wonton, and Pei Ran accepts it calmly before abruptly breaking up with him.
Luo Qingshan panics and begs for forgiveness, listing everything he sacrificed for Pei Ran. Pei Ran remains composed and unmoved.
Pei Ran insists on repaying Luo Qingshan for all the gifts he ever gave him, including calculating and preparing to reimburse monetary value.
Luo Qingshan blames Su Nian and tries to explain the kiss as one-sided, but Pei Ran doesn't accept excuses and insists on breaking up.
Back in the dorm, Luo Qingshan drinks heavily while Yan Zhun gives him an expensive birthday gift—Apple earphones.
Luo Qingshan confirms with Yan Zhun whether Pei Ran was in a bad mood and vents about the breakup, calling it a misunderstanding.
Yan Zhun offers a cold, detached comment: “Don’t worry, the next one will be better,” which upsets Luo Qingshan further.
Pei Ran continues avoiding Luo Qingshan’s messages and unpins their chat from the top of his list.
Yan Zhun overhears Luo Qingshan calling Pei Ran while drunk again. When Pei Ran tries to explain his feelings, Yan Zhun answers the call and says Luo Qingshan has passed out.
Yan Zhun tells Pei Ran directly: “He’s not your babe anymore,” signaling the end of the relationship.
Pei Ran sees Yan Zhun’s Moment about being a gaming companion for hire and books 10 hours at the lowest rate to support him.
Yan Zhun immediately recognizes Pei Ran as the buyer due to his WeChat profile picture.
They exchange playful messages about “employment” and set a time to play together after classes end.
Lin Kang notices Pei Ran and Yan Zhun becoming close and remarks on Yan Zhun's professional-level gaming skill, revealing he once rejected an offer from Team TZG.
Pei Ran feels guilty for underpaying Yan Zhun and suspects Yan Zhun only set the low rate to help him save face.
Luo Qingshan sees Pei Ran leave campus with Lin Kang and becomes irrationally jealous, assuming something romantic is going on.
Pei Ran calmly dismisses his accusations and tells Lin Kang to get in the car. Luo Qingshan realizes Pei Ran is moving on.
Pei Ran returns home, ignores dozens of messages from Luo Qingshan, and begins cataloguing all gifts received during their relationship.
Pei Ran calculates the monetary value and sends it to Luo Qingshan via Alipay, then sends a single WeChat message: “Money sent.”
Pei Ran realizes he forgot to message Yan Zhun and quickly apologizes. Yan Zhun replies he’s still waiting for him.
Pei Ran logs into the game, joins Yan Zhun’s team, and apologizes again. Yan Zhun murmurs softly: “I thought you wouldn’t come.”
Chapter 03
Pei Ran remembers his roommate once hired a flirty female game companion who repeatedly called him “brother,” which left a lasting impression.
During a game, Yan Zhun leaps in through the window and gives Pei Ran weapons and supplies, insisting Pei Ran keep the best gear while Yan Zhun uses whatever’s left.
Yan Zhun is playing on his main high-ranking account, leading to matches with strong players. Their teammates trash-talk them after splitting off, expecting them to lose.
In the semifinals, Yan Zhun dominates the match with his Vector, winning against multiple squads while Pei Ran plays cautiously but supports him.
Pei Ran promotes Yan Zhun’s game companion profile to teammates during a match, who seem interested. Yan Zhun chuckles but rejects a new order afterward.
They queue again and get matched with a game streamer named 197, who is surprised Yan Zhun is now working as a game companion.
Pei Ran’s username, BabeRan, draws attention, and the team assumes he is Yan Zhun’s girlfriend. Pei Ran clears it up awkwardly.
During a match, Pei Ran gets his first kill and is praised by Yan Zhun, which flusters him.
Yan Zhun saves Pei Ran during a clutch fight, risking his own survival. When teammates ask why he didn’t revive them first, Yan Zhun says, “I was thinking of my boss,” referring to Pei Ran.
Yan Zhun adds that if Pei Ran died, he’d have to suicide in-game. The team jokes they must be dating.
Yan Zhun and Pei Ran keep playing until 4 AM. Pei Ran is satisfied and touched by the care. They message afterward about the session.
Pei Ran accidentally places an order for 50 hours with Yan Zhun late at night, shocked by his own impulse.
Pei Ran rejects an invite from Su Nian for a trip to Dali and blocks him after Su Nian tries to apologize for the kissing incident with Luo Qingshan.
Pei Ran deletes almost all old pictures of him and Luo Qingshan, keeping only one photo at the university gates.
Lin Kang asks what happened with Su Nian. Pei Ran replies by asking him to tell Su Nian to get lost.
Yan Zhun is woken up by a call from his friend Lin Xuhuan, who found a clip of Yan Zhun playing as a companion going viral online.
Lin Xuhuan teases Yan Zhun and offers him a high-paying spot on a pro team. Yan Zhun declines, preferring to game with Pei Ran.
Yan Zhun finds a group chat where Su Nian gossips about Pei Ran being a rich snob and says they’re not close. Yan Zhun confronts Su Nian, leaves the group, and blocks him.
Lin Kang shares screenshots of the group chat with Pei Ran, who remains calm but thanks Lin Kang and insists Su Nian isn’t worth the drama.
Pei Ran and Yan Zhun game together more. Yan Zhun uses a female character and says he wants to “buff” using Pei Ran’s gun, causing playful exchanges.
They do synchronized bowing animations in-game, referencing traditional wedding rites, which embarrasses Pei Ran.
Yan Zhun reveals they attended the same high school, though they were on different floors and never met.
Pei Ran almost cancels a gaming session due to prior commitments, but when Yan Zhun mentions taking him on a helicopter ride in-game, he agrees.
Pei Ran accidentally joins a match with Luo Qingshan, who pretends they’re back together. Pei Ran explains it was a mistake.
Luo Qingshan boasts in a group chat that he’s gaming with his “wife” again, which Yan Zhun sees. Upset, Yan Zhun joins Lin Xuhuan’s stream instead.
Yan Zhun carries a match with 21 kills while mulling over Pei Ran’s situation with Luo Qingshan.
At the end of the match, Pei Ran messages Yan Zhun saying he’s free. Yan Zhun leaves his squad instantly to join Pei Ran.
In a match, Pei Ran receives voice messages from Luo Qingshan asking to go to school together, but Pei Ran replies coldly, “No thanks.”
Yan Zhun resists the urge to smoke by eating White Rabbit candies instead, linking them emotionally to Pei Ran.
After their final game, Pei Ran completes payment for the 50-hour order, noting that he might not have time once school starts.
Yan Zhun sends the money back and asks Pei Ran if he really thinks he’s just a companion. Pei Ran replies honestly, yes.
Yan Zhun confesses through voice messages that he lied about needing money and only signed up to play with Pei Ran.
Yan Zhun says he likes Pei Ran, not because he’s a newbie, but because he enjoys doing anything with him.
Pei Ran is stunned, blushing and breathless, replays the confession, and quickly shuts the window in a daze, blaming the rain for his flustered state.
Chapter 04
Pei Ran is flustered after Yan Zhun’s voice confession and reflects on how he’s turned down past confessions easily, including Luo Qingshan’s, but finds himself unable to reject Yan Zhun right away.
Yan Zhun clarifies that it wasn’t a confession, just an explanation, and says he won’t call Pei Ran “boss” anymore.
Yan Zhun refuses a gaming invitation from Lin Xuhuan, telling him he was waiting for a message—hinting at Pei Ran.
Yan Zhun cryptically tells Lin Xuhuan he's “finding an in-law and a wife,” revealing he likes men and confirming his interest in Pei Ran.
Pei Ran replies to Yan Zhun forty minutes later with a simple “OK,” prompting Yan Zhun to go to sleep feeling satisfied.
Back at school, Pei Ran signs up for the 3km run at the sports festival, surprising his roommate who sees him as physically fragile.
Pei Ran meets Lin Kang for dinner to repay his help. During their talk, Lin Kang asks about the breakup and guesses it was due to Su Nian. Pei Ran neither confirms nor denies.
Pei Ran asks Lin Kang if Yan Zhun went to Mancheng High School. Lin Kang confirms and recounts how Yan Zhun was famous for winning a PUBG tournament.
Pei Ran vaguely recalls seeing a Weibo post about Yan Zhun’s tournament but was prevented from looking closely by Luo Qingshan at the time.
Yan Zhun overhears them talking in the restaurant and joins their table, revealing he was stood up.
Yan Zhun subtly flirts with Pei Ran by brushing their shoes together under the table and comments that Pei Ran has small feet.
Yan Zhun transfers ¥2000 to Lin Xuhuan to cover for standing him up and tells him not to come anymore.
At dinner, Yan Zhun mentions he worked as a game companion over break, deliberately pointing out he only accepted one client, which flusters Pei Ran.
Lin Kang assumes the client was a rich woman; Yan Zhun corrects him by saying his “boss” is a guy, implying it was Pei Ran.
After dinner, Pei Ran awkwardly offers to repay Yan Zhun, thinking he offended him with the upfront payment. Yan Zhun brushes it off.
Before parting ways, Yan Zhun slips a few White Rabbit candies into Pei Ran’s hoodie pocket.
At the sports festival, Luo Qingshan brags to Yan Zhun that he joined the 3km run to be with Pei Ran.
Yan Zhun sends Pei Ran a humorous game companion copypasta and casually chats with him before the race.
At the event, Pei Ran sees Yan Zhun run a strong 1000-meter race and finishes third. Yan Zhun playfully steals a bottle of water Pei Ran had already drunk from.
During his own 3km race, Pei Ran gets knocked over by an audience member, spraining his ankle and scraping his arm.
Yan Zhun arrives immediately, lifts Pei Ran to his feet, and takes him to the school clinic.
In the resting room, Yan Zhun disinfects Pei Ran’s wounds and places his leg on his thigh, tending to his bruise gently and blowing on the wound.
Luo Qingshan walks in and sees Yan Zhun tending to Pei Ran’s leg intimately, visibly shaken.
Luo Qingshan insists on taking Pei Ran to the hospital, but Pei Ran refuses. Yan Zhun calmly holds his ground.
Pei Ran unexpectedly defends Yan Zhun when Luo Qingshan mocks him for being a gamer, stating he came third behind two athletes.
Luo Qingshan tries to take over care duties, but Yan Zhun challenges him by asking, “Didn’t you two break up?”
Pei Ran says he’ll handle the rest and refuses help from both.
Yan Zhun reminds Pei Ran he stepped on his shoes multiple times while being helped. Pei Ran insists on buying him a new pair, but Yan Zhun declines.
Instead, Yan Zhun wipes his own shoes with a tissue and says, “You owe me nothing now.”
Yan Zhun carries Pei Ran back to his dorm, then returns to give him ice cream to use as a cold compress.
At the dorm, Pei Ran offers a peach, and Yan Zhun bites into it while it’s still in Pei Ran’s hand, declaring it sweet.
At the gaming house, Yan Zhun trains with TZG team members. The coach begs him to join the team, but Yan Zhun refuses.
Lin Xuhuan invites him to play duos, but Yan Zhun keeps checking if Pei Ran logs in.
When Pei Ran logs on, Yan Zhun instantly invites him. Lin Xuhuan is shocked to realize “BabeRan” is the famous client and treats him kindly.
Yan Zhun continues giving Pei Ran top-tier gear and buffs during the match, even blowing himself up after Pei Ran is killed.
Lin Xuhuan is stunned by the level of attention Yan Zhun gives Pei Ran and jokingly asks, “Bro... how much money do you owe that guy?”
Chapter 05
Luo Qingshan drinks with classmates at the night market and grows increasingly distracted, clearly still affected by his breakup with Pei Ran.
Someone spots a Weibo post of Yan Zhun at a skewer shop with TZG’s entry fragger, confirming that Yan Zhun is associated with TZG, the top esports team.
Luo Qingshan grows jealous and tries to downplay Yan Zhun’s importance, claiming being good at video games means nothing.
Later, Luo Qingshan returns to his dorm alone, tries to message Pei Ran but remembers he's blocked, and sees Yan Zhun’s desk untouched and impersonal.
He plays PUBG and is shocked to find Pei Ran playing frequently and ranking high despite low kill counts, always paired with the same ID: “IGOD,” which is Yan Zhun.
Luo Qingshan asks Yan Zhun if he can join them in-game. Yan Zhun refuses bluntly, then watches Pei Ran in-game run toward him for protection and wipes out a squad.
At the TZG base, Yan Zhun is persuaded to stay a few more days to help train. While out with Lin Xuhuan, they bump into Pei Ran at a repair shop.
Pei Ran tries to get his laptop fixed, nearly gets scammed, but Yan Zhun and Lin Xuhuan save him and take him to lunch instead.
During lunch, Pei Ran learns about Yan Zhun’s past stomach problems, caused by pushing himself too hard as a youth esports trainee.
Lin Xuhuan reveals Yan Zhun once collapsed and was forced to quit by his parents, who didn't believe in the gaming industry.
Yan Zhun casually asks to check Pei Ran’s leg injury and jokes about him almost resting it on his thigh. Pei Ran shyly allows him to see the healing scabs.
Lin Xuhuan tries to smoke, but Yan Zhun refuses him, citing health reasons and joking about fines. Yan Zhun now avoids smoking.
Pei Ran gently washes utensils for the group, showing his meticulous nature. Yan Zhun teases him for being a germophobe.
Yan Zhun buys five tubes of ointment for Pei Ran's leg injury and tells him, “Boys don’t look good with scars.”
Back at the dorm, Luo Qingshan tries to engage Yan Zhun in casual conversation about a pair of sneakers Pei Ran once gifted him.
Yan Zhun coldly reminds him that Pei Ran returned everything after their breakup and suggests Luo Qingshan should do the same.
Pei Ran receives texts from Yan Zhun thanking him for the milk tip and medicine, and Yan Zhun smiles privately at the messages.
Pei Ran opens old Weibo DMs and accepts a fan commission to draw Lin Xuhuan for only ¥800, even though his art usually sells for ¥10,000+.
Lin Xuhuan calls Pei Ran to collect his repaired laptop and tells him Yan Zhun will pick him up.
Pei Ran brings a box of milk for Yan Zhun, knowing his stomach issues, and they arrive at the TZG base together.
The team is immediately curious and teasing when they see Pei Ran, now dubbed “the beautiful brother.”
The team jokes about Pei Ran being Yan Zhun’s "boss," and learns that Pei Ran was the reason for Yan Zhun's bizarre behavior in games.
Yan Zhun protects Pei Ran when a teammate jokingly tries to buy time with him. The camaraderie shifts toward subtle possessiveness.
Lin Xuhuan and another player duel in Speed Linkup, and Pei Ran sits beside them watching quietly while still feeling Yan Zhun’s earlier touch on his ear.
Lin Xuhuan discovers Pei Ran’s saved pictures of him and thinks Pei Ran is his fan. Pei Ran clarifies they were references for a paid commission.
Yan Zhun pulls the phone away from Lin Xuhuan, double-checks the photos, and gives it back to Pei Ran while subtly teasing him.
Pei Ran finally admits the artwork was for a fan of Lin Xuhuan. Lin Xuhuan brags, but the truth sobers him quickly when he learns the payment was only ¥800.
Sponsor gifts arrive, including mini pink sneaker pendants. Yan Zhun quietly chooses a white one.
As they walk back together in a light drizzle, Yan Zhun places his baseball cap on Pei Ran’s head, adjusting it gently and walking beside him.
When they part at the intersection, Yan Zhun asks Pei Ran if he remembers his earlier confession.
Pei Ran, flustered, says yes. Yan Zhun hands him the white sneaker pendant and declares, “Pei Ran, I have started to court you.”
Chapter 06
Pei Ran walks slowly through the rain while holding the pendant Yan Zhun gave him and receives a message from Yan Zhun urging him to walk faster.
Pei Ran reflects on his feelings, unsure how to respond to Yan Zhun's pursuit and ends up telling Yan Zhun he doesn’t want a relationship at the moment.
Yan Zhun accepts this calmly but insists he still wants to court Pei Ran and asks for permission to continue, which Pei Ran doesn’t explicitly give or deny.
Pei Ran runs into Su Nian, who tries to apologize again and gives him an umbrella that originally belonged to Luo Qingshan. Pei Ran refuses and walks away.
Su Nian admits to a friend that his intention is to prevent Pei Ran and Luo Qingshan from getting back together so Luo Qingshan remains emotionally dependent on him.
Back in his dorm, Pei Ran cleans Yan Zhun’s hat and reflects on the moment Yan Zhun confessed to liking him.
Luo Qingshan bombards Pei Ran with messages again despite being blocked. Pei Ran ignores him and instead chats playfully with Yan Zhun over WeChat.
Lin Xuhuan calls Pei Ran and invites him to a basketball game at their school. Yan Zhun is present and watches Pei Ran arrive.
When Pei Ran prepares to join the game, Yan Zhun stops him and reminds everyone he has a leg injury, subtly protecting him.
During the game, Pei Ran watches from the audience and hands Yan Zhun his cleaned hat, which Yan Zhun insists Pei Ran hold for him.
Yan Zhun plays impressively, capturing everyone’s attention. His gaze keeps drifting to Pei Ran, making it clear where his interest lies.
Luo Qingshan shows up at the gym and announces in front of everyone that he and Pei Ran used to date, implying unresolved feelings.
Luo Qingshan claims Yan Zhun reminded him to return the things Pei Ran gave him, though he arrives empty-handed.
Pei Ran coldly insists Luo Qingshan calculate the value and repay him via transfer, refusing any further interaction.
Yan Zhun jumps in to prevent Luo Qingshan from getting Pei Ran alone and claims Pei Ran is included in their dinner reservation.
Pei Ran leaves with the TZG group for a prearranged Japanese dinner. There, the team learns about Pei Ran’s past relationship.
Lin Xuhuan and others react casually and warmly to the reveal, treating Pei Ran normally and showing support.
Yan Zhun and Pei Ran share subtle touches and exchanges, like sharing tissues and giving each other candy, all unnoticed by others.
Lin Xuhuan teases that Yan Zhun is about to get into a relationship, suggesting it’s someone present. Yan Zhun remains quiet, letting the implication stand.
Pei Ran blushes and deflects suspicion about who the mystery person is. Later, Yan Zhun texts him privately, hinting at Pei Ran being the one.
Yan Zhun invites Pei Ran to a live gaming competition. Pei Ran misinterprets the tickets as for resale, but Yan Zhun clarifies he wants to go together.
At the competition, Pei Ran is overwhelmed by the crowd, but Yan Zhun protects him and holds his hand tightly through the chaos.
After leaving the venue, Yan Zhun gently wipes the sweat from Pei Ran’s palms, causing Pei Ran to feel deeply flustered.
Yan Zhun returns to his dorm and is confronted by Luo Qingshan, who saw them together on a streamer’s video and demands answers.
Yan Zhun tells Luo Qingshan that he is pursuing Pei Ran. Luo Qingshan becomes furious and accuses Yan Zhun of betrayal.
When Luo Qingshan insinuates about past intimacy with Pei Ran, Yan Zhun physically grabs his collar and warns him never to speak like that again.
Yan Zhun later sits alone in the cold, smokes briefly, and calls Pei Ran to hear his voice. Pei Ran softly reminds him smoking is unhealthy.
Pei Ran accidentally sketches Yan Zhun into a commissioned drawing, realizing he’s been subconsciously thinking about him constantly.
Pei Ran develops a cold but continues drawing. He messages with a client about a TZG-themed piece and works despite being unwell.
Lin Kang sends Pei Ran a video of a drunken Luo Qingshan challenging Yan Zhun to a drinking match at a party.
Lin Kang calls Pei Ran, begging him to come as Luo Qingshan keeps asking for him. Pei Ran reluctantly agrees.
At the bar, Pei Ran runs into Yan Zhun, who wordlessly drags him into a private room and traps him on the sofa, overwhelmed by emotion and alcohol.
Yan Zhun questions why Pei Ran came, then suddenly bites his lips through the mask and proceeds to kiss him softly.
Yan Zhun lifts Pei Ran’s mask and touches his lips, gently taking one of Pei Ran’s fingers into his mouth, then pulls off the mask and kisses him again.
Chapter 07
Yan Zhun kisses Pei Ran while drunk, making Pei Ran overwhelmed, flustered, and breathless as he processes his feelings.
Yan Zhun claims he’s not drunk and winces from a headache, revealing he challenged Luo Qingshan to a drinking contest.
When Pei Ran checks on Yan Zhun’s stomach, Yan Zhun finally admits it hurts, prompting Pei Ran to suggest going to the hospital.
Yan Zhun questions if Pei Ran came to the party for Luo Qingshan or for him, and Pei Ran indirectly confirms he came for Yan Zhun.
Yan Zhun collapses into Pei Ran’s shoulder and asks to "just smell for a while,” comparing Pei Ran’s scent to something comforting.
Pei Ran helps Yan Zhun back to campus, declines the offer of a new mask, and brings him to his dorm for care.
Luo Qingshan, waiting inside the party room, sees Pei Ran and Yan Zhun walking closely together and ignores calls from Lin Kang.
Back at the dorm, Yan Zhun notices the white sneaker pendant he gave Pei Ran hanging from Pei Ran’s thermos.
Pei Ran gently wipes Yan Zhun’s face and fingers with a hot towel, and when asked why he came, Pei Ran says it’s because Yan Zhun’s stomach is bad.
Yan Zhun asks Pei Ran if he likes him, and Pei Ran hesitates before saying he doesn’t know what "like" really means.
Yan Zhun tells Pei Ran to try to like him a little, and when Pei Ran sees him in pain again, he agrees to let Yan Zhun sleep over.
Pei Ran gives Yan Zhun oversized pajamas, finds the medicine he usually takes, and takes care of him attentively.
They end up sleeping on the same narrow bed, and during the night, Yan Zhun wakes up to find Pei Ran subconsciously holding his hand.
The next morning, Yan Zhun realizes he caught Pei Ran’s cold, and when he climbs over Pei Ran to get up, the moment is charged and intimate.
Lin Kang texts Pei Ran confusedly about who he came to pick up, and Pei Ran finally admits it wasn’t Luo Qingshan.
Pei Ran gives Yan Zhun a lozenge and helps him get ready to go out. Yan Zhun blocks Luo Qingshan after receiving a flood of accusatory messages.
At breakfast with Lin Xuhuan, Lin Xuhuan jokingly interrogates them about sleeping together. Pei Ran admits he passed him the cold.
Lin Xuhuan notices how close Pei Ran and Yan Zhun are, especially when Pei Ran gently gives Yan Zhun his medication.
The trio visits an arcade where Yan Zhun prioritizes spending time with Pei Ran, ignoring Lin Xuhuan’s pleas to play together.
Yan Zhun teaches Pei Ran how to shoot zombies and play motorcycle games, staying physically close and guiding him.
Pei Ran’s artwork of Yan Zhun is discovered on Weibo and recognized by Lin Xuhuan, causing Pei Ran to panic while Yan Zhun stays composed.
At Lin Xuhuan’s birthday, Pei Ran’s art becomes the topic of discussion. Yan Zhun subtly thanks him, calling him “Teacher Pei,” flustering Pei Ran.
Pei Ran admits he likes watching Yan Zhun play and had been viewing his in-game perspective the entire time during practice matches.
Lin Xuhuan and the coach speculate about Pei Ran and Yan Zhun’s closeness, though Lin Xuhuan brushes it off at first.
At the end of the night, Pei Ran gives Yan Zhun a massage gadget as a gift, secretly chosen alongside Lin Xuhuan’s present.
In the middle of the night, Lin Kang calls Pei Ran urgently to inform him that Yan Zhun and Luo Qingshan got into a fight and are at the hospital.
Pei Ran immediately rushes to the hospital, hitching a ride with the coach and Lin Xuhuan, who speculate nervously about the situation.
Lin Xuhuan learns that Luo Qingshan is Pei Ran’s ex-boyfriend and begins to worry that Pei Ran came for Luo Qingshan, not Yan Zhun.
At the hospital, Pei Ran sees a bandaged Yan Zhun sitting alone. Lin Xuhuan starts fretting over Yan Zhun’s injuries.
Yan Zhun gestures Lin Xuhuan aside and uses his foot to tap Pei Ran gently. He confesses he started the fight and asks softly, “Don’t be mad… Teacher Pei.”
Chapter 08
Lin Xuhuan notices Yan Zhun's uncharacteristically gloomy demeanor after the fight and realizes Pei Ran's presence is the reason.
Yan Zhun claims his injury hurts, prompting concern from Lin Xuhuan, but as soon as Pei Ran steps away, Yan Zhun says it no longer hurts.
Yan Zhun becomes upset upon learning from Lin Xuhuan that Pei Ran came because of Luo Qingshan, not for him.
Pei Ran asks about Luo Qingshan’s condition. Yan Zhun simply says “Level seven” as police arrive to mediate the situation.
The police suggest reconciliation since the matter is minor, but confirm that Yan Zhun started the fight after Luo Qingshan broke a massage gadget.
Pei Ran privately speaks with Luo Qingshan, who is visibly more injured and tries to reconnect by calling him “babe.”
Pei Ran shuts that down and coolly asks Luo Qingshan what conditions would make him agree to a settlement.
Luo Qingshan questions Pei Ran’s feelings and argues Yan Zhun isn't worth their breakup, but Pei Ran confirms he bought the gadget and that Yan Zhun is not Su Nian, and he himself is no longer the same as before.
When asked directly if he ever liked Luo Qingshan, Pei Ran says yes and recalls how Luo Qingshan helped him during high school after he was outed and bullied.
Pei Ran eventually tells Luo Qingshan that it’s truly over between them and says a final “Goodbye.”
Back downstairs, Pei Ran sees Yan Zhun with his stern, intimidating parents and is told not to approach just yet.
Yan Zhun insists on walking alone and refuses his mother's support but arranges for Pei Ran to be driven home.
Before leaving, Pei Ran reassures Yan Zhun about the broken gadget and promises to bring him a new one the next day.
In the car, Yan Zhun's father maintains a cold attitude but shows signs of caring. Yan Zhun quietly acknowledges it.
Yan Zhun's mother reminisces about how withdrawn he’s been over the years, ever since his esports career almost cost him his health and his relationship with his parents.
The next day, Pei Ran buys a new massage gadget and receives an invitation from Lin Xuhuan to join a group dinner, but declines when he learns Yan Zhun won’t be there.
Pei Ran receives screenshots from Lin Kang of a group chat where Su Nian and Moon spread lies that Yan Zhun attacked Luo Qingshan out of jealousy, calling Yan Zhun a homewrecker.
Pei Ran asks to be added to the group chat and directly confronts the accusations, stating Luo Qingshan cheated on him with Su Nian and that he already returned everything Luo Qingshan gave him.
Pei Ran asserts the breakup had nothing to do with Yan Zhun and that he is a man, not Luo Qingshan’s “wife.”
After setting the record straight, Pei Ran leaves the group chat. Su Nian and Moon soon follow, shocked by the exposure.
Pei Ran meets Yan Zhun at a park and gives him the new gadget. Yan Zhun gives Pei Ran candy in exchange and tells him to calm down.
Yan Zhun reassures Pei Ran after learning about the group chat drama and acknowledges Pei Ran defended him publicly.
They eat at a small noodle shop, where Yan Zhun shares stories of his early esports training and hardships.
After failing to find a movie to watch, they wander and end up at an internet café, where Yan Zhun books a private two-person room.
Yan Zhun offers to teach Pei Ran how to shoot better in PUBG. The training becomes very intimate, with Yan Zhun guiding Pei Ran’s hands.
Lin Xuhuan calls during the session, noticing their closeness and commenting on it both privately and in his stream.
Lin Xuhuan and viewers begin suspecting something romantic is going on between Yan Zhun and Pei Ran.
During gameplay, Yan Zhun shows blatant favoritism by giving Pei Ran better loot and defending him from Lin Xuhuan’s complaints.
Lin Xuhuan’s viewers begin gossiping. One even says “Player 1 likes Player 2,” referring to Yan Zhun and Pei Ran.
Pei Ran becomes flustered throughout, especially when Yan Zhun helps him practice recoil control by covering his hand and arm.
After gaming, they leave the café and run into Luo Qingshan’s old friends, who assume Pei Ran and Luo Qingshan are still together.
Yan Zhun walks away after hearing them mention old memories, clearly hurt. Pei Ran confirms the breakup to them and leaves.
Yan Zhun, outside, tries to smoke but stops when Pei Ran returns. They walk together in silence.
It begins to rain unexpectedly. Yan Zhun pulls Pei Ran into a convenience store’s awning and gently dries his wet hair.
They sit closely on a bench. The sound of rain isolates them from the world. Yan Zhun tries to hold back his feelings, warning Pei Ran not to look at him that way.
Pei Ran, without speaking, lightly kisses Yan Zhun. As he pulls away, Yan Zhun grabs his neck and kisses him back more deeply.
Chapter 09
Pei Ran kisses Yan Zhun in the rain, initiating a tender and deep moment where they hold onto each other under the convenience store’s awning.
Yan Zhun asks what the kiss means, and Pei Ran replies that he “just wanted to,” which flusters Yan Zhun but makes him happy.
Yan Zhun responds warmly, saying Pei Ran can kiss him whenever he wants and jokes about his jacket being comfortable for gripping.
Pei Ran receives messages from Luo Qingshan asking to stay friends. Pei Ran asks Yan Zhun if that’s okay, giving him the decision, which surprises Yan Zhun.
Pei Ran ultimately decides not to be friends with Luo Qingshan, realizing he misattributed kindness during high school and sends him 1000 yuan for old school items.
Pei Ran ignores Luo Qingshan’s confused replies and visits a mostly dead class group chat trying to find out who actually gave him school supplies years ago.
Yan Zhun texts Pei Ran asking to meet at the campus gate. When they meet, Yan Zhun is on the phone with his coach, telling him he’s busy on a date.
The coach and team are stunned upon realizing Yan Zhun is dating someone, especially since he’s always rejected romantic advances in the past.
At Pei Ran’s dorm, Yan Zhun reads a text from Lin Xuhuan and replies for Pei Ran, joking that he doesn’t need Lin Xuhuan’s help anymore because he has Yan Zhun.
Lin Xuhuan jokes about Yan Zhun being in love and loses it when Yan Zhun cheekily confirms by replying that Pei Ran is “hot.”
Yan Zhun notices a file on Pei Ran’s desktop named “Yan Zhun,” revealing that Pei Ran had privately drawn a portrait of him, not just for commissions.
Yan Zhun asks Pei Ran if he has ever drawn anyone else privately. Pei Ran replies honestly: only Yan Zhun.
Pei Ran feeds Yan Zhun a grape, but Yan Zhun licks Pei Ran’s lips instead, escalating the intimacy between them.
Yan Zhun offers to be Pei Ran’s nude model. Pei Ran turns it down, saying he wouldn’t be able to draw Yan Zhun while staying focused.
They share another passionate kiss, which becomes more intense. Yan Zhun touches Pei Ran’s waist gently, making Pei Ran groan involuntarily.
Yan Zhun leaves for the base, but Pei Ran stays and later visits. The team eats late-night snacks while joking about Yan Zhun being in love.
During the PUBG competition, TZG underperforms. Yan Zhun holds Pei Ran’s hand afterward, and Pei Ran doesn’t let go even when seen by a professor.
Yan Zhun reveals that Wei, the team’s sniper, is struggling due to a hand injury, which is affecting the team’s performance.
After the next match, the coach formally asks Yan Zhun to return to the team as their freeman, a crucial flexible player role.
The coach offers Yan Zhun a full package: salary, benefits, continued studies, and support, even saying they’d help with his wedding if needed.
Yan Zhun agrees to consider the offer and asks about Wei, who is being transitioned into an assistant coach role.
Lin Kang sends Pei Ran a scandalous university forum post revealing Su Nian’s cheating with someone’s boyfriend, complete with compromising photos.
Pei Ran is shocked but shows little interest. Yan Zhun returns and declines to play with Lin Xuhuan, choosing instead to go upstairs with Pei Ran.
Yan Zhun shows Pei Ran his room at the base and invites him to stay. Pei Ran hesitates but agrees.
Yan Zhun gives Pei Ran oversized loungewear. Seeing Pei Ran in his clothes, especially with the loose collar, flusters Yan Zhun.
Yan Zhun showers and steps out quietly, seeing Pei Ran asleep. He gently tucks Pei Ran in and goes to the balcony to smoke alone.
Yan Zhun reflects on a conversation with Wei about satisfaction and regrets in esports, then lights another cigarette.
Pei Ran wakes up and joins Yan Zhun on the balcony barefoot. Yan Zhun gives Pei Ran his slippers.
They compare foot sizes, and Pei Ran unintentionally flirts by getting close. Yan Zhun teases that he looks like he’s seducing him.
Pei Ran, slightly dazed, innocently asks, “Can’t I?” which stuns Yan Zhun before he leans in and asks for a kiss.
Pei Ran kisses him, but they’re interrupted by the sound of a sliding door.
Lin Xuhuan is on the adjacent balcony, wearing only a towel and holding his red underwear, frozen in shock upon seeing them.
Yan Zhun calmly covers Pei Ran’s eyes and tells Lin Xuhuan to stop staring and hang the underwear quickly, ending the scene in comedic embarrassment.
Chapter 10
Yan Zhun blindfolds Pei Ran and teases whether their relationship should remain a secret; Pei Ran says it’s up to Yan Zhun, but Yan Zhun admits he never wanted to hide it.
Lin Xuhuan sees Pei Ran and Yan Zhun kissing through the window and is so shocked he asks another teammate to slap him; both end up smoking and confirming they aren’t surprised it’s Pei Ran.
That night, Yan Zhun shields Pei Ran from the noise and texts Lin Xuhuan to stop shouting. Lin Xuhuan admits he told someone about their relationship. Yan Zhun replies: "Do whatever."
The next morning, the whole TZG team subtly teases Yan Zhun about his night, and the coach jokingly offers to upgrade his bed size. Yan Zhun declines but doesn’t deny the implication.
During a morning run, Yan Zhun’s mother calls and supports his decision to move into the base. She tells him to take care of himself and not bother the others unnecessarily.
Pei Ran talks to his old homeroom teacher, Mr. Yun, and Yan Zhun realizes Mr. Yun once saw him place textbooks and candy into Pei Ran’s desk back in high school.
This confirms that Yan Zhun was the anonymous person who secretly supported Pei Ran during a hard time after being bullied, a truth Pei Ran is just realizing.
Pei Ran invites Yan Zhun to his high school reunion and asks if he’ll come as his plus-one. Yan Zhun agrees.
At the reunion, Pei Ran and Yan Zhun arrive together under an umbrella, causing a stir. Luo Qingshan is shocked when he learns Pei Ran brought a plus-one.
The classmates gossip about Yan Zhun being a famous gamer from their school. On the bus, Luo Qingshan is sullen after realizing Pei Ran really moved on.
At the hot spring hotel, Pei Ran and Yan Zhun skip the hot springs and return to their room. Yan Zhun is exhausted from late-night training and takes a nap with Pei Ran in his arms.
Before dinner, Pei Ran gently leaves to attend the class banquet while Yan Zhun sleeps. Mr. Yun invites him to sit beside him, with Luo Qingshan on the other side.
Pei Ran accidentally wears Yan Zhun’s oversized coat, causing awkwardness. Mr. Yun asks about Yan Zhun and reveals that he once saw him leaving gifts in Pei Ran’s desk.
This confirms to Pei Ran that it was Yan Zhun all along who quietly supported him in high school. Pei Ran is visibly shaken by the realization.
Luo Qingshan tries to reconnect with Pei Ran during the banquet, but Pei Ran avoids him. Yan Zhun texts Pei Ran, waking up and saying, “I’m awake.”
Pei Ran excuses himself from the dinner and walks back with Mr. Yun. Mr. Yun tells Pei Ran he was the student he worried most about but now feels relieved seeing him well.
Back at the room, Pei Ran returns and Yan Zhun teases him about wearing his clothes. They share intimate moments that escalate into their first time together.
Yan Zhun is shocked to learn Pei Ran is a virgin and says, “So me, but not him?” Pei Ran stays quiet, confirming Yan Zhun is the only one.
They are interrupted by a knock—Luo Qingshan at the door—but Pei Ran doesn’t answer. Yan Zhun kisses him again, and they continue being intimate.
The next morning, Pei Ran wakes up sore, sees Yan Zhun washing his underwear, and blushes. Yan Zhun casually says he didn’t want to leave it dirty.
Yan Zhun orders breakfast and extends the room for a day to let Pei Ran rest. Pei Ran covers up with a scarf to hide love bites before heading downstairs to say goodbye to Mr. Yun.
Luo Qingshan sees them together, notices the marks on Yan Zhun’s neck and arms, and realizes what happened the night before. He’s speechless with jealousy and regret.
Pei Ran brushes off Luo Qingshan’s question about not opening the door and calmly leaves with Yan Zhun.
Later, Pei Ran gently touches his fading love bites, and Yan Zhun darkens them again with his fingers, smiling at the sight.
Yan Zhun gets a call from his coach urging him to decide whether to rejoin TZG officially as the team’s freeman and leader. Yan Zhun agrees to give his answer soon.
Pei Ran sends Yan Zhun a contact for a physical therapist and reminds him to take care of his body.
Yan Zhun forwards his contract to his father, but gets no reply. Later, his mother calls and says his father blocked him and now wants to unblock him, showing reluctant concern.
Yan Zhun’s mother invites him home to discuss everything more seriously. He agrees and leaves Pei Ran to go.
At the TZG base, Pei Ran plays games using a new ID, “umBeliever.” Yan Zhun learns it means “I want to be your fan.” Yan Zhun smiles and says, “Then you are my first fan.”
A message from someone who adopted Yan Zhun’s old stray cat, Mimi, arrives, offering him a kitten. Yan Zhun declines, saying his boyfriend is a germophobe.
During finals, Pei Ran goes to an art exhibition. Meanwhile, TZG officially announces Yan Zhun’s return as team leader, creating a stir online.
Many fans criticize the decision, saying he’s unknown and shouldn’t lead the team. Yan Zhun remains calm and says, “Skills prove everything.”
Pei Ran’s flight to the game is canceled. Yan Zhun is visibly upset and distracted at the venue.
Just before walking on stage, Yan Zhun notices someone at the emergency exit—Pei Ran, out of breath from traveling via high-speed rail on standing tickets.
Yan Zhun pulls Pei Ran into a utility room. Pei Ran explains his phone died and he had no signal. They hear commentators talking about Yan Zhun.
Pei Ran tells Yan Zhun it’s time to go, but Yan Zhun asks for a “buff.” Pei Ran smiles and kisses him right before he walks onto the stage.
Extra 01
On a hot summer day in high school, Yan Zhun lies down in class to rest due to a recent hand injury and ignores a message from Lin Xuhuan.
Yan Zhun’s classmates pressure him to join an upcoming class basketball match despite his injury. He initially refuses but changes his mind after overhearing them gossiping.
Two classmates talk about how Class Three is strong and mention Luo Qingshan by name, also gossiping about Luo Qingshan being gay and dating Pei Ran.
One of them claims to have seen Luo Qingshan and Pei Ran holding hands, saying it wasn’t disgusting but implying it was still strange.
Yan Zhun, who had been half asleep, overhears this gossip and asks when the match is scheduled. He suddenly decides to play despite his injury.
At the school-wide basketball competition, Yan Zhun faces off against Luo Qingshan for the first time. Luo Qingshan warns Yan Zhun not to hold back, but Yan Zhun gives the same warning in return.
Yan Zhun quickly dominates the game, scoring repeatedly despite his injury, stunning Luo Qingshan and the crowd.
During a timeout, Luo Qingshan hears that Pei Ran has arrived to watch the match and tries to impress him, referring to Pei Ran as “his wife.”
Yan Zhun continues playing hard and increases the lead by nearly 20 points. Despite concerns about his wrist, he refuses to rest.
Near the end of the game, a student from another class throws a basketball that veers off and nearly hits Pei Ran, who is standing in the crowd.
Just before the ball hits Pei Ran, Yan Zhun blocks it with his injured wrist, shielding Pei Ran without hesitation.
Pei Ran is stunned and about to thank Yan Zhun when Luo Qingshan rushes over, grabs the water from Pei Ran’s hand, and drinks it himself.
Luo Qingshan scolds the student who threw the ball and drags Pei Ran away to sit with him, dismissing Pei Ran’s attempt to give water to Yan Zhun as a thank-you.
Luo Qingshan claims Yan Zhun just beat his “boyfriend” and won’t allow Pei Ran to give him anything. He selfishly drinks from the bottle to ensure it can’t be given away.
Pei Ran looks back before leaving the court and sees Yan Zhun standing silently under the backboard, uninterested in celebrating the win.
In college, Luo Qingshan finds out Yan Zhun is his new roommate and remembers the basketball match, joking that he would’ve won if not for a sore leg.
Luo Qingshan tells Yan Zhun that Pei Ran is his boyfriend and that he might come to the dorm, implying Yan Zhun should behave appropriately.
Yan Zhun acknowledges this, but says little. Later, when Pei Ran actually visits, Yan Zhun is on the balcony smoking with one earbud in, watching a game.
When Pei Ran enters the room, he and Yan Zhun make brief eye contact. Pei Ran nods politely but shows no sign of recognition.
Yan Zhun extinguishes his cigarette, then lights another one after Pei Ran goes inside. He silently walks downstairs, heart heavy with realization.
Yan Zhun concludes, with a quiet sense of sadness, “He didn’t remember me.”
Extra 02
The final lineup for the PUBG Global Invitational is announced, with TZG selected to represent China. Yan Zhun, now the team leader TZG-GOD, is gaining international attention.
A recent viral video of Yan Zhun’s in-game massacre boosts his popularity online. Discussions across the esports community highlight his elite skills.
While other players rest after training in Germany, Yan Zhun quietly browses Pei Ran’s Weibo. He’s one of the few people Yan Zhun follows.
Pei Ran’s older post featuring art of Yan Zhun has gone viral with thousands of comments speculating on their relationship.
Pei Ran calls Yan Zhun in a panic, asking what to do. Later, he posts a statement denying any romantic link, claiming to just be a fan and clarifying that he’s male and not accepting commissions anymore.
Yan Zhun reposts Pei Ran’s message, thanking “Teacher P” for his support and saying he loves the art, despite the team’s concerns about making their relationship public.
During a video call, Pei Ran scolds Yan Zhun for the post formatting, and they tease each other. Pei Ran’s passport renewal is delayed, but he confirms his flight to Germany is on Tuesday.
The coach reminds Yan Zhun to keep things quiet. Though the team doesn’t object to their relationship, they advise against public acknowledgment due to potential backlash.
On the day of the Global Invitational, Pei Ran arrives in Cologne and rushes to the venue. The coach seats him in the front row, but he can only see Yan Zhun clearly on the big screen.
Pei Ran overhears two girls near him excitedly chatting. One claims to have bought Yan Zhun’s WeChat ID from a staff member and plans to add him after the match.
The girls mistakenly assume Pei Ran is a fellow fan. When asked, Pei Ran calmly replies that he likes TZG’s GOD and is his fan, smiling as he says it.
TZG performs strongly in the first match, finishing second but leading in kill count. Yan Zhun leaves right after, skipping the team dinner to meet Pei Ran.
Yan Zhun disguises himself with a mask and finds Pei Ran outside. On the ride back to the hotel, they hold hands under their jackets, and Yan Zhun rests on Pei Ran’s shoulder.
At the hotel, Yan Zhun falls asleep while Pei Ran showers. Later, they lie in bed together, talking and cuddling after being apart for nearly two weeks.
Pei Ran asks if they should inform the coach of their whereabouts, but Yan Zhun brushes it off, saying they’re not children.
Pei Ran reminds Yan Zhun of his viral Weibo post and jokes that he should delete it. Yan Zhun hands over the phone but also shows a new friend request from someone named Baa with a flirty message.
Pei Ran quietly explains the girl beside him at the venue probably sent the request. He suggests it’s okay to accept fans, but Yan Zhun says he only wants one fan.
Yan Zhun jokes that he already accepted a fan who’s also an artist who confessed to him on Weibo—Pei Ran. Pei Ran, flustered, kisses him to prove he won’t stop being a fan.
Yan Zhun kisses him back but tells him not to kiss anymore during the tournament, as it’s too tempting. Pei Ran cheekily says, “But you can kiss me.”
After sharing dinner, Pei Ran is on a call with his mom, who asks if he’s staying with Yan Zhun. Pei Ran confirms it, and Yan Zhun overhears, shocked and touched.
Pei Ran explains that his mom found out after noticing he constantly watched Yan Zhun’s games. Yan Zhun becomes so affected that he can’t sleep.
Yan Zhun quietly leaves for the balcony, re-adding his father’s contact and texting both parents. He tells his father, “I found out that I like men,” then mutes the thread.
After booking a weeklong stay post-tournament, Yan Zhun returns to the cold hotel room. Pei Ran, half-asleep, reaches for his hand and pulls him into the bed.
Pei Ran shares the blanket and whispers, “Are you cold? Come over a bit. I’m warm.”
Yan Zhun agrees softly, and the two fall asleep together as snow begins to fall on Cologne, wrapped in warmth and love.
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The coach suggests going to Haidilao hotpot for a late dinner, and everyone agrees except Yan Zhun, who is glued to his phone.
Lin Xuhuan teases Yan Zhun, thinking he’s watching a streamer and sending gifts, but Yan Zhun doesn’t answer. He says he’s not hungry and won’t return to base tonight.
The coach grows concerned about the frequency of Yan Zhun meeting Pei Ran, warning that fans are starting to suspect the relationship. Yan Zhun brushes it off and says he doesn’t care.
Yan Zhun leaves and opens a live stream where Pei Ran is drawing. Pei Ran’s stream is modest, with about 3,000 viewers. He focuses on his art, barely speaking.
Pei Ran draws a portrait of Yan Zhun and quietly explains that he’s drawing “GOD,” the professional PUBG player who recently won the national invitational and was the top killer.
In the stream’s chat, fans speculate about Pei Ran’s affection for Yan Zhun. Yan Zhun watches silently, smiling when Pei Ran confirms he's drawing GOD.
Yan Zhun texts Pei Ran to ask for a video call. Pei Ran replies he’s busy and says he’ll call later.
Yan Zhun creates several fake user accounts and sends ¥2,000 worth of virtual gifts to Pei Ran’s stream while asking teasing questions like “Does teacher like GOD?” and “When did teacher start liking GOD?”
Pei Ran eventually bans Yan Zhun’s account after realizing what's happening and pleads on-stream for viewers to stop sending gifts.
Alone in his apartment, Pei Ran draws through the rainstorm. Suddenly, someone sneaks up behind him, blindfolds him, and whispers “Freeze. Where is the money?”
Pei Ran panics briefly, smelling rain, cigarettes, and cologne before realizing it’s Yan Zhun. Yan Zhun jokes about the prank, saying he got the smoke smell from Lin Xuhuan.
Pei Ran scolds Yan Zhun and checks the stream chat, where fans are frantically trying to call the police, thinking he’s being robbed.
Pei Ran reassures viewers that he’s safe, calling Yan Zhun a “cohabitant.” He stops himself from saying more but flusters the chat with the implication.
After Yan Zhun showers, he finds Pei Ran on the balcony replying to messages. Pei Ran explains the live stream was a favor for a former teacher promoting a new art software.
Pei Ran thought Yan Zhun was returning the next day and asks how he knew about the stream. Yan Zhun says he saw a Weibo notification when he landed.
Pei Ran realizes he forgot to turn off stream-sharing and insists Yan Zhun doesn’t need to buy him gifts. Yan Zhun teases that Pei Ran used to do the same under a secret account.
Pei Ran tries to deny it, but his red ears give him away. He suddenly asks Yan Zhun if he’s tired from live streaming and training.
Pei Ran offers to sponsor Yan Zhun so he doesn’t need to stream for money. Yan Zhun jokes, “Will Teacher Pei sponsor me?” Pei Ran replies seriously, “I can do that.”
They share a kiss, and the scene becomes increasingly intimate. Yan Zhun undresses Pei Ran and kisses him gently and thoroughly, expressing affection through physical touch.
They have intense sex, with Yan Zhun pleasuring Pei Ran until he reaches orgasm. Later, Yan Zhun continues, despite Pei Ran's exhaustion and overstimulation.
By morning, Pei Ran is thoroughly worn out and unable to move. Yan Zhun gently cleans him up, covers him with blankets, and kisses him goodnight.
Yan Zhun wakes up to numerous messages from his coach, panicking about a Weibo leak. A photo of Yan Zhun kissing Pei Ran in a drawing studio has surfaced.
Pei Ran wakes up to find his phone flooded with messages. He receives sweet texts from Yan Zhun about food and rest, but also a panicked series of messages from Lin Kang warning that Yan Zhun was outed online.
The leaked photo shows Yan Zhun’s face clearly, but Pei Ran’s is blurred. Pei Ran recognizes the leaker’s username and realizes it’s Luo Qingshan’s forum ID.
Luo Qingshan calls, pretending to be concerned and advising Pei Ran to stay away from Yan Zhun for safety. Pei Ran exposes him as the leaker and cuts him off with disgust.
During the TZG interview, Yan Zhun appears confident and composed. The coach receives a call from Pei Ran, asking about Yan Zhun’s well-being.
The coach assures Pei Ran that the photos are being removed and the team doesn’t intend to punish Yan Zhun. The only consequence may be losing some female fans.
Pei Ran surprises the team by appearing at the interview venue. Lin Xuhuan spots him and calls out. Pei Ran, disheveled but radiant, calls Yan Zhun by name.
Yan Zhun rushes over, puts his team jacket and hat on Pei Ran to shield him, and tries to escort him away discreetly.
Pei Ran stops him and, in front of everyone and the cameras, holds Yan Zhun’s hand and says he’s not afraid to be known.
Yan Zhun looks at Pei Ran, realizing he’s more beautiful and real than ever. When Pei Ran asks, “Shall we go home?” Yan Zhun holds his hand and replies with all sincerity, “Yes, let’s go home.”
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Dawning, Vol. 1

Chapter 01
Li Luo arrives at the airport from Paris, mobbed by excited fans taking photos.
He moves swiftly through the airport with a cold expression, followed by his assistant Deng Liang who struggles to carry gifts from fans.
Fans beg Li Luo to slow down and smile; he eventually gives them a wink and smile, creating a fan frenzy.
Despite claiming to be busy, Li Luo still chooses the regular exit to not disappoint waiting fans.
Once in the car, Li Luo vents his fury at being replaced for a high-profile brand ambassador role after extensive preparation and sacrifice.
Deng Liang tries to calm him down, suggesting Luo Peng must have a reason.
Flashback reveals Li Luo worked hard in Paris for a G-brand fashion show, preparing meticulously for weeks.
The brand cut ties unexpectedly, stating Li Luo’s company rescinded his participation—something he wasn't even told about.
Furious, Li Luo rushed back to confront Luo Peng, believing he was betrayed despite being the company’s top star and savior.
Li Luo’s long hair and period drama roles made him iconic and unforgettable, winning him titles like "Most Beautiful Celebrity."
He’s known for being fierce behind his beautiful face—a critic compares him to a deadly, ornate sword.
At the company, Li Luo storms into the president's office only to find Lin Cheng, a much less famous and newer artist, leaving the room.
Li Luo realizes Luo Peng swapped him out for Lin Cheng as the new brand ambassador and explodes in anger.
Luo Peng finally reveals the company is being acquired, and the new mysterious boss wants Li Luo gone.
The kicker: Li Luo has been blacklisted, and no other entertainment company will hire him under orders from the new boss.
Stunned and furious, Li Luo demands to know who’s behind it, but Luo Peng is too scared to name the person, fearing serious consequences.
A flashback shows Li Luo’s violent streak—years ago, Luo Peng witnessed him beat up a man in a back alley for groping him, which terrified him into signing Li Luo despite his reputation.
Despite being scared, Luo Peng assures Li Luo he tried to protect him but was powerless.
Luo Peng suggests Li Luo ask for help from Jiang Liushen, a childhood friend and powerful top actor with an influential family.
Li Luo agrees reluctantly, planning to use both the Li and Jiang family names if necessary.
He’s determined not to yield and vows to retaliate: “He wants me out? I’ll take him out first.”
Chapter 02
Li Luo returns home with Deng Liang after the confrontation at Shuoxing Entertainment.
Deng Liang drags the fan gifts into the collection room, where Li Luo’s many awards gather dust.
Despite multiple popularity awards, Li Luo has never received a true acting award.
Deng Liang believes Li Luo has talent but lacks motivation to pursue serious acting roles.
Li Luo once rejected a top director’s offer for a serious film, opting instead for a romance drama for quick fame and money.
Deng Liang realizes Li Luo isn’t passionate about acting and likely joined the industry to pass time or make a living.
At home, Li Luo plays mobile games obsessively, even after losing to a low-level player and spending over ten thousand yuan.
In frustration, he deletes the game, calling it a waste, before downloading a new one, showing his impulsive nature.
Li Luo is known for frequently changing romantic partners, and his image as a playboy is so accepted that scandals barely make an impact anymore.
Li Luo confirms with Deng Liang that he wants to be alone, and Deng Liang obediently unpacks his things.
Deng Liang notes Li Luo’s stubbornness about keeping his long hair, even though he often complains about it being impractical.
This makes Deng Liang think Li Luo has a softer side under his tough image.
Li Luo makes a phone call to Jiang Liushen, borrowing his name to pressure the new boss, admitting he owes Jiang Liushen a favor now.
Li Luo tells Deng Liang he doesn’t actually care much about popularity or endorsements—he only fought for this one because of a personal reason.
When asked if he cares about being blacklisted, Li Luo says yes—he refuses to leave the industry unless it’s by his own will.
Li Luo receives a short call from Luo Peng and then walks into his closet, declaring he’s “choosing his armor” for a party.
Luo Peng informed him that the company’s new owner has allowed him to attend the pre-acquisition party being held Saturday night.
At the lavish party venue, Li Luo arrives in a striking vintage red velvet suit with diamond-studded lapels, stunning everyone.
He asks Luo Peng where the new boss is but learns he hasn’t arrived yet.
Lin Cheng approaches Li Luo and apologizes for unintentionally taking his ambassador opportunity.
Li Luo reassures Lin Cheng he holds no grudge, noting that Lin Cheng is hard-working and respectable.
Lin Cheng innocently mentions he has a good relationship with the new boss, prompting Li Luo to advise him to stay cautious and maintain his integrity.
Lin Cheng reveals the new boss is Duan Mingyang, younger brother of Duan Xingye, and is part of the powerful Duan family.
The name shocks Li Luo—he clearly knows Duan Mingyang personally.
A commotion begins as Duan Mingyang enters the venue, drawing all attention with his cold aura and intimidating presence.
Duan Mingyang immediately locks eyes with Li Luo across the room, his gaze piercing.
Lin Cheng looks worried that Li Luo might be frightened—but Li Luo surprises him.
Li Luo greets Duan Mingyang with a calm, gentle smile, saying: “Long time no see. How have you been?”
Chapter 03
The banquet is separated into a general hall for regular employees and a luxurious private room for top figures.
In the private room are Duan Mingyang, his bodyguards, Secretary Wu, Luo Peng, Li Luo, and Lin Cheng.
Luo Peng is nervous and unsure why someone as powerful as Duan Mingyang is personally handling the acquisition of a small entertainment company like Shuoxing.
Duan Mingyang, known for being cold and ruthless, is rumored to be an illegitimate child who’s now overtaking his older brother Duan Xingye in power.
Luo Peng suspects Lin Cheng might have a secret relationship with Duan Mingyang.
Secretary Wu confirms the acquisition contract is ready and open to final requests.
Luo Peng signals Li Luo to speak up, but Li Luo ignores him at first, observing Duan Mingyang silently.
When Li Luo finally stands, he makes a humble plea to Duan Mingyang to be allowed to stay at Shuoxing.
Duan Mingyang rejects him coldly and insults him, calling him gossip-ridden, lazy, and unworthy.
Li Luo keeps smiling but delivers a veiled insult in return, pushing back subtly and asking if Duan Mingyang’s bias is personal.
Duan Mingyang responds coldly, calling Li Luo “garbage” and saying he’s cleaning up the industry.
The confrontation escalates as Li Luo retorts with a sharp insult calling Duan Mingyang a “bastard son.”
Duan Mingyang’s bodyguard violently restrains Li Luo, pinning him to the table.
Lin Cheng tries to intervene, calling Duan Mingyang “Mingyang-ge,” revealing their closeness.
Luo Peng pleads for Li Luo, but Duan Mingyang remains unmoved.
Duan Mingyang orders the bodyguard to release Li Luo and suggests he leave due to his stained clothes.
Li Luo drinks the remaining wine, insults both the wine and Duan Mingyang, and throws a glass at the wall before leaving with a sarcastic “Enjoy your meal.”
Outside, Li Luo tells Deng Liang that the new boss is his ex.
Flashback begins to Li Luo’s past with Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo was a spoiled rich teen from the Li family, until his parents divorced and he learned his father Li Zhenghong might be gay.
Out of anger and revenge, Li Luo decided to visit a gay bar, intending to provoke his father.
He noticed a composed waiter in the crowd—Duan Mingyang—and targeted him as the perfect person to “pretend date.”
When a bald man harassed Li Luo, Duan Mingyang intervened subtly by offering a drink and giving Li Luo an escape.
Li Luo appreciated Duan Mingyang’s kindness and tried to flirt but was repeatedly ignored.
Despite getting rejected, Li Luo stubbornly waited hours until Duan Mingyang’s shift ended.
After work, Duan Mingyang appeared much more ordinary in casual clothes and gave Li Luo his real name.
Li Luo learned they were at the same university, and Duan Mingyang’s full name was Duan Mingyang, with “Ming” as in “dawn,” just like Li Luo’s own name.
Li Luo tried to offer Duan Mingyang a ride, but after hearing Li Luo was tipsy, Duan Mingyang refused and offered to call a cab.
Li Luo lied about not having a place to stay and asked to crash at Duan Mingyang’s place.
Duan Mingyang reluctantly agreed but warned Li Luo there was no bed or comfort available.
At Duan Mingyang’s tiny dorm-like room, Li Luo realized Duan Mingyang was extremely poor and possibly on a scholarship.
Li Luo teased Duan Mingyang to call him “ge” since he was older, and even joked about calling him “dad,” which triggered a strong negative reaction from Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang apologized and revealed his resentment towards his father, who abandoned him and his mother.
The two bonded over their similar hatred of their fathers, sharing emotional confessions.
Despite his usual arrogance, Li Luo ended up sleeping in a chair on the floor.
Later in the night, Duan Mingyang silently picked Li Luo up and placed him in bed with him, covering him with a blanket.
Years later, Li Luo would always remember this gesture as genuine, but also acknowledge that their relationship was doomed from the beginning.
Chapter 04
Li Luo waits in the parking lot after the banquet, smoking by a black Maybach, trying to provoke a reaction from Duan Mingyang.
Lin Cheng arrives first and urges Li Luo to quit smoking, showing concern.
Li Luo gently sends Lin Cheng away so he can speak to Duan Mingyang alone.
Duan Mingyang approaches, cold and unreadable, just like he was the day after their first night together.
Flashback reveals Li Luo chased Duan Mingyang hard after they met, even asking him to be his boyfriend, which was rejected.
Li Luo accuses Duan Mingyang of treating Lin Cheng kindly but being cold to him, asking about the engagement ring Duan Mingyang still wears.
Duan Mingyang reveals the ring is from a past engagement and that “nobody can replace this person,” stunning Li Luo.
Li Luo warns Duan Mingyang not to involve Lin Cheng if he truly cherishes the past love, calling Lin Cheng a good person.
Duan Mingyang mocks Li Luo, implying he came to beg not to be blacklisted, and accuses him of disrespecting him as an illegitimate heir.
Li Luo counters by sarcastically saying he doesn’t need acting to make a living and taunts Duan Mingyang for his past poverty.
Duan Mingyang denies involvement in Li Zhenghong’s downfall, but Li Luo doesn’t believe him.
Li Luo suddenly proposes a deal: cooperation in exchange for help undermining Duan Mingyang’s brother, Duan Xingye.
Duan Mingyang is intrigued, and they exchange veiled barbs about trust and betrayal.
Li Luo says his goal is to clear his father's name and remove Duan Mingyang’s father and brother from the board.
When Duan Mingyang asks what happens afterward, Li Luo coldly admits he will come after him too.
Li Luo offers himself as a bargaining chip and suggests they can target Duan Xingye through blackmail related to his lovers.
Duan Mingyang makes a veiled sexual suggestion that their cooperation can go “deeper,” shocking Li Luo.
Li Luo recalls the night Duan Mingyang filmed him and used it to blackmail him, questioning if anything between them was real.
They exchange biting words about their past physical relationship, each denying emotional involvement.
Duan Mingyang gives Li Luo his personal card, allowing him to stay at Shuoxing but under strict control, including a new manager.
Li Luo accepts the deal, and Duan Mingyang warns him not to tell anyone about their cooperation.
After Duan Mingyang leaves, Li Luo throws out his cigarettes and reflects on their new uneasy alliance.
Li Luo visits the city jail to see his father, Li Zhenghong, and they talk warmly, with Li Luo blaming himself for his father’s imprisonment.
Li Zhenghong insists he doesn’t blame his son and advises him not to push Zark, the Paris fashion boss, for evidence.
Li Luo lies to his father about not loving Duan Mingyang, denying his past feelings.
The conversation turns to Feng Zhian, the close family friend now running the Li family business, whom Li Luo now respects.
They reflect on the misunderstandings caused by Li Zhenghong’s silence about his ex-wife’s affair.
Back home, Li Luo complains about bland health food and jokes with Deng Liang about his abs and outfit choice.
He ends up choosing a G-brand outfit, ironically from the company that dropped him.
Jiang Liushen calls, offering help. Li Luo refuses, saying he already made a deal with Duan Mingyang.
Jiang Liushen warns him not to fall for Duan Mingyang again, referencing Li Luo’s past emotional breakdown.
At the filming set, Li Luo interacts with fans and jokes with Zhao Shanshan, who hints he’s already been confirmed as G-brand’s ambassador.
Luo Peng confirms it in a call, surprising Li Luo.
Lin Cheng reveals he asked Duan Mingyang to give the ambassador role back to Li Luo.
Duan Mingyang, speaking over the phone from Lin Cheng’s side, taunts Li Luo and says he’s Lin Cheng’s caretaker while he’s sick.
Duan Mingyang threatens to cut Li Luo’s hair if he misbehaves, knowing how attached Li Luo is to it.
Li Luo reflects on the hair bet he made with Jiang Liushen and how the acting career started as a way to stay sane after his dad's arrest.
Duan Mingyang subtly mocks Li Luo’s pride and feelings, and they trade jabs about their past and present relationships.
At the shoot, the new manager Jin Ren appears, reporting directly to Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo, frustrated, still agrees to comply under protest.
On set, Deng Liang gifts cake to Jiang Xiaofu, Jiang Liushen’s cousin and host of the variety show.
Li Luo performs a romantic scene with Zhao Shanshan, which causes a frenzy among fans.
Deng Liang asks if Li Luo is dating Zhao Shanshan, but Li Luo says he already turned her down and only had dinner with her for comfort.
Li Luo suspects Jin Ren is reporting his behavior to Duan Mingyang and decides to finally start working toward their common goal.
Chapter 05
After the brand ambassador deal is confirmed, Li Luo returns to Paris to finish the photoshoot.
The shoot resumes quickly as G-brand is relieved to continue with Li Luo, since all their campaign concepts were tailored around him.
Li Luo struggles through the cold weather on a rooftop set, wearing thin clothes and shivering while maintaining his professionalism.
The photographer praises Li Luo's wild and arrogant look, unaware that Li Luo is simply freezing and miserable.
Despite complaining, Li Luo finishes all five looks without incident, earning praise for rare dedication.
Exhausted, Li Luo chooses to skip dinner and rest at the hotel due to a severe headache.
Jin Ren reminds him of an early flight to England the next day for another shoot, which irritates Li Luo.
Upon arrival in England, Li Luo realizes the street is near his old university and used to be where Duan Mingyang lived.
The rundown apartment Duan Mingyang once lived in has now become a romantic restaurant, prompting nostalgic thoughts in Li Luo.
Flashback begins: during their university years abroad, Li Luo frequently visited the bar where Duan Mingyang worked to pursue him.
Li Luo admired Duan Mingyang’s dedication to low-paying jobs and started investing real effort into gaining his attention.
Despite Li Luo’s persistence, Duan Mingyang remained distant, never encouraging his romantic interest.
Frustrated by rejection, Li Luo decided to pull back and rejoin his social circles, partying and racing with rich international friends.
After a week of no contact, Li Luo randomly bumps into Duan Mingyang, who returns a wallet Li Luo left at the bar.
Inside the wallet is a photo of Li Luo and his mother, which Duan Mingyang comments on, showing a rare personal reaction.
That night, Li Luo decides to give Duan Mingyang a birthday surprise after learning from the bartender it’s his birthday.
He orders a custom chocolate mousse cake and plans to deliver it to Duan Mingyang’s home, hoping to earn a second visit inside.
At the bar, Li Luo notices a rude coworker named Andy stealing Duan Mingyang’s tip and acting disrespectfully.
Li Luo shocks everyone by fiercely stepping in and intimidating Andy into returning the drink meant for Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang remains cold despite Li Luo’s efforts, and Li Luo hears from the bartender that Duan Mingyang may have been waiting for him the previous week.
Andy returns and tries to flirt with Li Luo, claiming Duan Mingyang is secretly rich and not worth chasing.
Li Luo scorns Andy and continues defending Duan Mingyang, which Duan Mingyang overhears, leading to a confrontation.
Duan Mingyang kicks Andy across the bar for insulting him, causing a scene that results in customers demanding his firing.
Duan Mingyang storms out and quits his job, refusing help when Li Luo offers to handle the police.
Li Luo confesses to liking Duan Mingyang again and insists on staying with him on his birthday.
At Duan Mingyang’s apartment, Li Luo witnesses Duan Mingyang changing and tries to maintain composure, only to be teased and pinned to the bed.
Duan Mingyang accuses Li Luo of pretending to love and says he only pities him.
The tension is broken when Li Luo’s phone rings; Duan Mingyang retrieves it in a highly suggestive way, deeply flustering Li Luo.
Li Luo attempts to leave, but Duan Mingyang tosses him the old wallet, which is partially stained with blood.
Li Luo sees the bruises on Duan Mingyang’s back and learns he was badly beaten by professionals likely sent by his half-brother.
Duan Mingyang reveals his father wants him back for work, but he’ll never be heir; his brother likely arranged the attack with impunity.
Li Luo, moved and horrified, arranges a doctor to treat Duan Mingyang's injuries using his own family physician.
The birthday cake arrives, and the two awkwardly celebrate together, lighting no candles and making no wish.
Duan Mingyang reflects on his joyless childhood birthdays and doubts the worth of making wishes.
Li Luo pledges to celebrate future birthdays with Duan Mingyang and tries to persuade him to be his boyfriend.
Duan Mingyang warns that his version of love is lifelong and obsessive, and Li Luo shouldn't toy with him.
Li Luo, shaken, quietly eats cake, and they share a quiet, emotionally complicated moment.
Li Luo discovers the wallet he was returned is new—Duan Mingyang had replaced the old one, which was too bloodstained and damaged.
Duan Mingyang admits he bought the replacement despite being broke, showing a deeply uncharacteristic gesture of care.
Li Luo realizes how much Duan Mingyang sacrificed and feels genuine heartache and guilt.
Moved by the gesture, Li Luo calls him kind and says it’s the first time he’s received something so meaningful.
The chapter ends with Li Luo feeling rekindled attraction and declaring his intent to keep celebrating Duan Mingyang’s birthdays—hinting that his feelings are starting to become real.
Chapter 06
Li Luo finishes the final day of his G-brand shoot in England and leaves the set exhausted.
A G-brand manager offers to arrange a meeting with the boss, Zark, but Li Luo declines, citing schedule conflicts.
Deng Liang is confused, but doesn’t ask Li Luo why he changed his mind.
On the van ride, Li Luo asks if Yang Jing is the Chinese publicity ambassador; Deng Liang confirms it.
Li Luo expresses disdain, calling Yang Jing undeserving of the role.
Jin Ren catches on to Li Luo’s implications and is instructed to investigate who is backing Yang Jing.
On Weibo, Deng Liang sees Lin Cheng has been announced as a guest on a popular singing variety show.
Lin Cheng’s flyer is small and placed at the edge; comments mock him for being inexperienced.
Li Luo reposts Lin Cheng’s post, publicly supporting him, which sends fans into a frenzy about their close relationship.
Li Luo visits the company to talk to Lin Cheng and says Lin Cheng reminds him of the younger brother he never had.
Watching Lin Cheng train hard in the dance studio brings back memories of how frail and inexperienced Lin Cheng once was.
Two trainees gossip about Lin Cheng’s connections and Li Luo overhears them, threatening them if they gossip again.
Li Luo takes Lin Cheng out for dinner, leaving Deng Liang behind.
Lin Cheng orders confidently from the menu, surprising Li Luo given Lin Cheng's supposed modest family background.
Li Luo brings up online criticism and warns Lin Cheng that rapid fame without preparation can backfire.
Lin Cheng admits he was pushed into the variety show by Duan Mingyang, despite wanting to take things slow.
Li Luo advises Lin Cheng to maintain independence and not rely too heavily on Duan Mingyang.
Lin Cheng insists Duan Mingyang never forces him and treats him well, unlike how Li Luo was treated.
Li Luo asks if Lin Cheng likes Duan Mingyang; Lin Cheng says yes, but insists he likes Li Luo more—as an older brother and idol.
Li Luo is momentarily touched but realizes Duan Mingyang is capable of deep care—something Li Luo himself never received.
Li Luo warns Lin Cheng not to depend too much on Duan Mingyang, who could change at any time.
Lin Cheng receives a call from Duan Mingyang, and when he says he’s dining with Li Luo, Duan Mingyang demands to speak to Li Luo.
Duan Mingyang accuses Li Luo of interfering and says Lin Cheng can eat with anyone—except Li Luo.
Li Luo calls Duan Mingyang controlling and reveals he knows about the tracking app on Lin Cheng’s phone.
Furious, Li Luo rants about Duan Mingyang’s past surveillance, especially when he filmed their intimate moments.
Lin Cheng calms Li Luo down and reveals he gave permission for location tracking, believing it’s for protection.
Realizing the difference in how Duan Mingyang treats them, Li Luo is forced to apologize for overreacting.
Lin Cheng is pulled away to be picked up by Duan Mingyang; Li Luo is unexpectedly invited to ride with them too.
In the car, Li Luo confronts Duan Mingyang about the old blackmail video; Duan Mingyang mockingly admits he still has it.
Li Luo tries to punch Duan Mingyang but gets overpowered and pinned, prompting a physical struggle.
Duan Mingyang calms Li Luo by massaging his wrists and attempts a more tender approach, confusing Li Luo emotionally.
Li Luo confronts Duan Mingyang about Yang Jing’s shady brand ambassadorship; Duan Mingyang confirms her link to Duan Xingye.
Li Luo plans to probe Yang Jing at the upcoming brand event and invites Duan Mingyang, who declines due to attending the Huaqu Awards.
At the event, Li Luo is the star attraction and intentionally approaches Yang Jing, charming her with flirtation and false friendliness.
He pretends to have watched her drama and implies a connection with Zhao Shanshan to gain her trust.
Li Luo hints he could recommend Yang Jing for upcoming G-brand campaigns, leading her to soften up.
Yang Jing lets slip she has plans that evening, and when Li Luo presses, she reveals it’s with the man who acquired Shuoxing—Duan Xingye.
Duan Xingye suddenly appears behind them, startling both Li Luo and Yang Jing.
Li Luo immediately senses danger; despite Duan Xingye’s polite demeanor, he is deeply wary due to a past encounter.
Flashback: When Li Luo was 18, he attended Duan Xingye’s scandalous private party, rescued a young model from it, and cut ties with that circle.
Duan Xingye feigns friendliness and claims he wants to apologize for his brother’s behavior and befriend Li Luo.
Yang Jing awkwardly confirms Duan Xingye often mentions Li Luo, implying closeness.
When Yang Jing leaves, Duan Xingye invites Li Luo for a private talk; Li Luo reluctantly agrees.
In a back lounge, Duan Xingye’s trap is revealed—he brought five men who surround and ambush Li Luo.
Li Luo manages to knock out two bodyguards before being overpowered and held down.
Duan Xingye humiliates Li Luo, revealing he watched the sex tape Duan Mingyang filmed and mocks his appearance and moaning.
Li Luo fights back verbally, but Duan Xingye escalates the assault, grinding his foot into Li Luo’s face and belittling him.
Duan Xingye warns Li Luo to stay away from Duan Mingyang and not interfere in family matters, promising ruin if he doesn’t obey.
Li Luo endures the abuse silently until they leave—then painfully and slowly recovers on his own.
The chapter ends with Li Luo pulling a recording device from his pocket, revealing he recorded everything.
Chapter 07
After lying in bed all day to recover from Duan Xingye’s assault, Li Luo wakes up and exports the recording he secretly made.
Li Luo keeps an uncut version but makes a trimmed copy that features only Duan Xingye’s most incriminating lines.
Li Luo calls Duan Mingyang and arranges to meet at Duan Mingyang’s home that night.
Despite his injury, Li Luo heads out, brushing off Deng Liang’s concern and joking about needing body insurance.
When Li Luo arrives at Duan Mingyang’s house, Duan Mingyang opens the door himself, wearing casual clothes and using friendly language.
Li Luo is startled by how quickly Duan Mingyang notices his injuries and is even more shocked when Duan Mingyang lifts and carries him upstairs.
On the bed, Duan Mingyang demands Li Luo take off his clothes to apply ointment, but Li Luo refuses, insisting he’s fine.
Duan Mingyang figures out that Duan Xingye was responsible for the bruises and asks Li Luo how to avenge him; Li Luo jokingly says to bankrupt Duan Xingye, to which Duan Mingyang replies, “Okay.”
Li Luo plays the incriminating audio recording for Duan Mingyang, who finds it useful and agrees to investigate the situation further.
Li Luo explains that he failed to get anything from Yang Jing because Duan Xingye caught him and punished him before he could probe deeper.
Duan Mingyang says he’ll use a different candidate to get close to Duan Xingye’s new lover next time.
Li Luo notices Duan Mingyang’s face is slightly swollen and learns Jiang Liushen punched him.
Duan Mingyang explains he prevented Xia Xiai, Jiang Liushen’s new lover, from being a finalist for a music award, leading to the altercation.
Li Luo defends Jiang Liushen and criticizes Duan Mingyang for being too focused on company image over fairness.
Li Luo notices Lin Cheng is no longer living at Duan Mingyang’s place, and Duan Mingyang explains Lin Cheng only stayed temporarily while sick.
Duan Mingyang offers to let Li Luo stay the night to rest and recover, using a polite tone to put him at ease.
Li Luo refuses and jokes about not trusting Duan Mingyang’s intentions.
Duan Mingyang insists he won’t force Li Luo and says he’s not like his brother Duan Xingye.
Duan Mingyang brings up the idea of “deep cooperation” again, hinting at sex, and brushes Li Luo’s hair and neck suggestively.
Li Luo challenges Duan Mingyang, saying Duan Xingye claimed he already got tired of having sex with him.
Duan Mingyang freezes, then says it’s not “unacceptable” to do it again.
Li Luo angrily confronts him, saying he was drunk the first time, never gave consent, and it was practically rape.
Duan Mingyang is visibly shaken when Li Luo uses the word “rape.”
Duan Mingyang tries to justify himself by recalling how Li Luo declared love and devotion during that night.
Li Luo coldly insists those were drunken ramblings and that Duan Mingyang shouldn’t mock him with them.
Li Luo declares their working relationship will remain professional, and they’ll avoid dredging up the past unless necessary.
Duan Mingyang quietly asks Li Luo to stay for a few days so his injuries can be treated and they can plan ahead.
Li Luo refuses again, and Duan Mingyang forcefully shoves him back onto the bed and pins him by the neck—not hurting him, but asserting dominance.
Duan Mingyang threatens to withdraw help with Li Zhenghong’s case unless Li Luo obeys.
Li Luo finally agrees to stay the night, muttering curses but resigning himself to the situation.
Li Luo is given the guest room and notes Duan Mingyang didn’t try to force sex, only forced him to stay.
Alone in bed, Li Luo reflects on the past, thinking about how Duan Mingyang betrayed him by using him to destroy the Li family and earn the Duan family’s favor.
Li Luo bitterly recalls how he had once been willing to give Duan Mingyang everything—status, love, wealth—but was used as a stepping stone.
Despite his anger, Li Luo wonders if things could have turned out differently if Duan Mingyang hadn’t chosen the path of betrayal.
The chapter ends with Li Luo falling asleep, haunted by memories of that summer and the heart he gave to the wrong person.
Chapter 08
The chapter flashes back to six years ago during early summer, when Li Luo had been chasing Duan Mingyang for six months.
Li Luo is frustrated by Duan Mingyang’s cold replies and vents during a karaoke party by downing drinks.
Jiang Liushen notices Li Luo's mood and drags him out of the party to cheer him up.
In the car, Jiang Liushen reveals Li Luo's father asked him to talk Li Luo out of pursuing Duan Mingyang.
Jiang Liushen mocks Li Luo for not denying Duan Mingyang is his “special someone,” making Li Luo blush and call him “the worst.”
At the bar, Li Luo complains to Jiang Liushen about how Duan Mingyang never reciprocates, though he’s sure Duan Mingyang is into him.
Jiang Liushen promises to help push things along and flirts playfully as they enter the bar, drawing attention.
Duan Mingyang appears but continues to act cold, ignoring Li Luo’s attempts at conversation.
Jiang Liushen teases Duan Mingyang, saying Li Luo calls him cold outside but warm inside, likening him to a “Blue Sunset.”
Jiang Liushen dramatically reveals that Li Luo secretly bought Duan Mingyang a round-trip ticket to China to visit his sick mother.
Touched by this, Duan Mingyang finally agrees to return to China with Li Luo.
Three days later, Li Luo shamelessly moves in with Duan Mingyang during summer break.
Duan Mingyang reminds Li Luo that he never agreed to date him; Li Luo continues to insist on pursuing him.
Li Luo meets Duan Mingyang’s sick mother at the hospital, charms her, and offers to help with housework.
Li Luo learns about Duan Mingyang’s difficult past: supporting his mother alone, working jobs, and being watched by Duan Xingye after rejecting his father.
Li Luo silently vows to help protect Duan Mingyang and possibly retaliate against his enemies.
At the hospital, Duan Mingyang hides the hardships from his mother, saying he's earning money from part-time work to pay for her surgery.
After the visit, Duan Mingyang cooks for Li Luo. The food is surprisingly good, and Li Luo overeats in joy.
In the shower, Li Luo reflects on how even with their simple life and financial struggle, he feels fulfilled just being with Duan Mingyang.
After showering, he joins Duan Mingyang in the bedroom and asks to sleep in the same room. Duan Mingyang says, “Up to you.”
Li Luo confesses again and offers to financially support Duan Mingyang out of love, not pity.
Duan Mingyang initially rejects the idea, claiming they don’t belong in the same world and warns Li Luo not to pursue him.
Li Luo insists he’s serious and begs for a “probation period” in their relationship.
Moved, Duan Mingyang suddenly kisses Li Luo hard, and they fall into a heated makeout session.
Li Luo, despite being inexperienced, passionately kisses back and revels in the intimacy.
They don’t go all the way, but engage in intense physical intimacy, including grinding, touching, and mutual pleasure.
Li Luo initiates further contact, offering himself, but Duan Mingyang refuses to go all the way, saying he’ll only do it when he’s sure of Li Luo’s feelings.
Despite his restraint, Duan Mingyang dominates the interaction and brings them both to climax.
Afterward, Duan Mingyang gently takes care of Li Luo, wiping him down and assuring him he’ll take responsibility—until Li Luo grows tired of him.
Li Luo is frustrated that Duan Mingyang still doesn’t trust his sincerity but is also touched by Duan Mingyang’s principles.
Duan Mingyang kisses Li Luo’s foot as a gesture of devotion, and in that quiet moment, Li Luo realizes:
Duan Mingyang might not say it aloud yet—but he has fallen for him too.
Chapter 09
Li Luo cannot sleep well at Duan Mingyang’s place, still on guard and affected by his injuries.
Li Luo wakes up the next morning to a stinging sensation—Duan Mingyang is holding up his shirt while a doctor applies medicated patches to his back.
Duan Mingyang reminds Li Luo to prepare for a banquet hosted by Duan Xingye in celebration of Su Zhi winning the Huaqu Award.
Li Luo is shocked and furious that Duan Mingyang wants him to attend the banquet hosted by the same brother who assaulted him two days prior.
Duan Mingyang calmly insists they are crashing the banquet, not attending out of goodwill.
Li Luo sarcastically questions if Duan Mingyang is trying to provoke a fight; Duan Mingyang explains that Duan Xingye won’t dare make a move while he is present.
Duan Mingyang reveals that although he holds little stock in the Duan family, he controls over half the estate directly, giving him leverage and influence.
When Li Luo asks if his presence has meaning, Duan Mingyang says yes—because their cooperation gives Li Luo relative importance in his eyes.
At the lavish banquet venue, Li Luo and Duan Mingyang arrive together, drawing the attention of elite guests.
Duan Mingyang publicly and possessively pulls Li Luo close when other celebrities try to greet him.
Li Luo jokes about becoming a trending topic due to their closeness, and Duan Mingyang replies matter-of-factly that Li Luo is working for him—so it’s true in a sense.
Upon entering, they are greeted by Su Zhi, who is warm and composed. She acknowledges knowing Li Luo and compliments him.
Su Zhi and Duan Mingyang were former classmates, and Duan Xingye sarcastically calls them the “prince and princess” of their high school.
Li Luo notes the forced smile and hostility beneath Duan Xingye’s polite words. He deliberately taunts Duan Xingye about staying at Duan Mingyang’s house.
Duan Xingye, clearly irritated, hides his fury under a frozen smile and warns Li Luo to avoid more “accidents.”
Su Zhi questions Duan Xingye’s shady relationship with Zhao Jianhua, a corrupt entertainment executive.
Duan Mingyang reveals Zhao Jianhua is likely to be arrested due to serious crimes, including trafficking and framing artists.
Li Luo helps stir suspicion by linking Jiang Liushen’s anger to Zhao Jianhua's mistreatment of Xia Xiai.
Su Zhi subtly expresses her suspicions and appears disturbed by Duan Xingye’s actions.
Duan Xingye excuses himself with a fake reason to leave, clearly shaken by the confrontation.
Su Zhi tells Li Luo she believes he is not at fault and trusts him simply because Duan Mingyang brought him.
After a brief friendly exchange, Duan Mingyang cuts their visit short and takes Li Luo home, having made his point by rattling Duan Xingye.
In the car, Duan Mingyang explains that Zhao Jianhua was more than a business contact—he was a pimp for Duan Xingye and others.
Some victims of the trafficking were underage and unwilling, which could bring serious consequences if exposed.
Li Luo realizes Duan Mingyang is not warning his brother out of kindness—he is using the scandal to isolate Duan Xingye from political allies.
Duan Mingyang admits he pushed Jiang Liushen into the investigation by provoking him through Xia Xiai’s award snub.
Duan Mingyang intends to let Duan Xingye panic and make mistakes under pressure, ultimately revealing his vulnerabilities.
Back at home, Duan Mingyang has an elaborate dinner prepared, including candles and a full spread.
Li Luo is surprised and teases Duan Mingyang about planning the night all along just to impress him.
Duan Mingyang offers a rare compliment, saying he brought Li Luo to the banquet not just for appearance—but to “take the breath of the crowd away.”
Li Luo is touched but remains wary of Duan Mingyang’s intentions, suspecting manipulation.
After dinner, Li Luo goes to shower and attempts to apply his medication but struggles to do it alone.
Duan Mingyang sees him struggling and forcibly helps apply the patches, leading to a tense and vulnerable moment.
Li Luo teases him about being gentle, but the moment is broken when Duan Mingyang announces that Lin Cheng is coming over.
Li Luo is instantly upset and demands that Duan Mingyang leave Lin Cheng alone.
Duan Mingyang accuses Li Luo of being the one interfering and says Lin Cheng is developing feelings due to Li Luo’s attention.
Li Luo refuses to let Duan Mingyang spend the night with Lin Cheng and tries to block him physically.
Duan Mingyang bluntly tells Li Luo to leave if he doesn’t like it.
Lin Cheng arrives and is shocked by the tension. He asks why Li Luo is there.
Duan Mingyang brushes off the situation and leads Lin Cheng toward his bedroom, but Li Luo stops him with a fierce warning.
Lin Cheng becomes distressed and tries to mediate, confused about the fight.
Duan Mingyang declares that Li Luo is just upset that Lin Cheng is closer to him now.
Lin Cheng, sensing the tension, reveals a major truth: Duan Mingyang is his cousin.
Li Luo is stunned and realizes all his assumptions were wrong—there was no romantic relationship.
Lin Cheng explains Duan Mingyang helped him out of familial obligation, not affection.
Furious and humiliated, Li Luo accuses Duan Mingyang of deliberately letting him misunderstand to embarrass him.
Duan Mingyang admits he wanted Li Luo to reveal his feelings.
Li Luo denies any lingering affection, calling Duan Mingyang scum and saying he regrets ever loving him.
Li Luo storms out, declaring he wants nothing more to do with Duan Mingyang, even refusing his help with Li Zhenghong’s case.
Duan Mingyang tries to stop him, but Li Luo reminds him he never even received a gentle nickname like “Luoluo.”
With eyes full of pain and hatred, Li Luo leaves after promising he will make Duan Mingyang regret everything.
Duan Mingyang quietly says he doesn’t regret anything, but Li Luo replies, “But I do.”
The chapter ends with Li Luo painfully realizing that despite everything, he still hasn’t retrieved the heart he once gave to the wrong person.
Chapter 10
Li Luo stays home for three days after the explosive argument with Duan Mingyang, trying to recover emotionally.
Lin Cheng calls Li Luo after filming his variety show to ask about what happened, trying to mediate between him and Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo feels awkward that someone eight years younger is worried about him but appreciates Lin Cheng’s sincerity.
After some self-reflection, Li Luo forces himself to move on, knowing he can’t waste time when his father, Li Zhenghong, still needs help.
He decides not to rely on Duan Mingyang anymore and returns to the office to find another way forward.
At the office, Luo Peng is shocked to see Li Luo show up voluntarily.
Luo Peng jokes about Li Luo finally working, but Li Luo says he’s there for real work and asks if the higher-ups have assigned him anything.
Jin Ren reveals that there are no new assignments. Duan Mingyang, who used to tightly control Li Luo’s schedule, has now told Jin Ren to arrange things freely.
Li Luo sarcastically notes Duan Mingyang’s sudden disinterest, wondering if he’s truly been cast aside.
Luo Peng tries to comfort Li Luo, suggesting that Duan Mingyang might just be busy.
Li Luo requests Luo Peng to help him arrange a private dinner with Zark, the boss of G-brand, under the pretense of catching up.
Luo Peng agrees and asks for a favor in return—to generate dating rumors to promote an upcoming drama.
Li Luo agrees and suggests Liu Yuyan, his co-star in a sweet, cliché school romance drama. He likes her professionalism and character.
Li Luo tells Luo Peng to bring Liu Yuyan to his place in a few days, adding that Deng Liang and Jin Ren will join them too.
Deng Liang becomes paranoid, convinced something scandalous will happen, but Li Luo refuses to clarify.
On the day of the “setup,” Liu Yuyan arrives first with Li Luo, while Deng Liang and Jin Ren arrive later to avoid paparazzi.
Deng Liang is horrified by the ambiguous situation and fears seeing something indecent, but instead finds Liu Yuyan in an apron baking a cake.
Liu Yuyan plans to teach Deng Liang how to bake a fruit cake for his crush, Jiang Xiaofu. Li Luo orchestrated the lesson as a distraction and morale boost.
Li Luo annoys everyone during baking and gets kicked out of the kitchen for nitpicking, leaving him to wander bored.
The doorbell rings and Li Luo is surprised to find Jiang Liushen at the door, casually announcing that he’s there to check on “his son” (Li Luo) and brag about Xia Xiai.
Jiang Liushen shows Li Luo a sweet sleeping photo of Xia Xiai and proudly gushes about his relationship with him.
Their usual banter is lighthearted until Jiang Liushen mentions he has serious news: Zhao Jianhua has been imprisoned—and it connects to Li Luo’s father.
Li Luo moves the conversation to the study for privacy.
Jiang Liushen reveals Zhao Jianhua gave up client names in hopes of a lighter sentence, including names of people who falsely testified against Li Zhenghong.
Li Luo realizes this supports his long-held belief that Duan Xingye was behind the anonymous accusations.
Flashback reveals how Li Zhenghong was accused of embezzlement during a government construction project he won over the Duan family.
After evidence and witness statements surfaced, Li Zhenghong was convicted. The Duan family then took over the project.
Wang Dongsheng, the finance manager, left the Li family immediately after and joined the Duan family—raising strong suspicion.
The material evidence against Li Zhenghong remains a challenge, but if the Duan family is shaken by scandal, some parties might turn against them.
Jiang Liushen says he and his family want to help now, partly out of guilt for not doing more back then.
Li Luo blames himself for everything, revealing that he drunkenly revealed the safe password to Duan Mingyang, leading to the Duan family accessing confidential documents.
Flashback shows Li Luo, drunk and heartbroken after arguing with his father, rambling to Duan Mingyang and unknowingly revealing sensitive details.
Li Luo now knows he was being recorded the entire time by Duan Mingyang’s hidden cameras.
Li Luo accepts his responsibility and says he won’t forgive himself, though Jiang Liushen tries to comfort him.
Jiang Liushen asks about Li Luo’s current strategy; Li Luo says he plans to meet Zark, who had a deal with Li Zhenghong around the time of the embezzlement.
Li Luo explains that Zark had requested a fund withdrawal for another investment, and Li Zhenghong had arranged it. The embezzled money included that very sum.
If Zark can confirm this, it would help prove Li Zhenghong didn’t intend to embezzle.
Jiang Liushen realizes this is why Li Luo took the G-brand ambassador role in the first place.
Li Luo confirms, explaining that he couldn’t meet Zark earlier because Jin Ren was reporting everything to Duan Mingyang.
Now that Duan Mingyang has pulled back and is no longer interfering, Li Luo sees a chance to move freely.
Jiang Liushen asks if Duan Mingyang hurt him again. Li Luo brushes it off and insists they only argued.
Despite everything, Li Luo admits to himself that he doesn’t believe Duan Mingyang would truly hurt him or seek revenge.
Li Luo reflects on their breakup phone call years ago, when he lashed out in pain and Duan Mingyang never followed up—not with anger or apology.
For five years, Duan Mingyang never contacted him again, making Li Luo feel discarded and unimportant.
Despite their recent entanglements, Li Luo still carries the pain and regret of that emotional abandonment.
Just then, Li Luo receives a message from Luo Peng: Zark is coming to China next week and has agreed to meet for dinner.
Li Luo shows Jiang Liushen the message and says, “Wish me luck.”
He knows if this plan fails, he might have to leave the rest to fate.
Chapter 11
Li Luo prepares meticulously for a dinner meeting with Zark, dressing entirely in G-brand to show sincerity.
Deng Liang is puzzled by the effort, but Li Luo says it’s important because Zark is the one paying him.
Jin Ren updates Li Luo about Liu Yuyan’s trending post, and Li Luo uses the opportunity to boost fake dating rumors to the public.
Li Luo laughs about how the gossip might reach Jiang Liushen, mocking him for possibly being jealous.
The trio heads to the hotel using Li Luo’s low-key, bulletproof car—gifted to him by Li Zhenghong, who hoped it would help Li Luo mature.
Li Luo reflects on his father’s silent love, realizing too late how much his father tried to protect him.
At the seven-star hotel—owned by the Duan family—Li Luo is told that Zark is running late and asked to wait in the private suite.
Inside, he meets a so-called interpreter and secretary. The interpreter flatters Li Luo and convinces him to drink wine while they wait.
Li Luo reluctantly agrees and toasts, but finds the wine tastes off.
Growing suspicious, Li Luo questions the secretary’s accent and suddenly realizes something is wrong—it’s a trap.
He smashes a wine bottle and prepares to fight, but three bodyguards rush in and overpower him.
One of them is the same scarred bodyguard from the previous banquet assault.
Li Luo fights back briefly but grows dizzy—the wine was drugged.
The interpreter and bodyguards discuss how Duan Mingyang ordered them to record Li Luo being raped, implying it's payback for earlier blackmail video losses.
The scarred bodyguard begins assaulting Li Luo, mocking his appearance and saying he looks like a woman.
Just as things are about to escalate, loud noises are heard outside, and someone knocks on the door.
The door opens, and Duan Mingyang enters with a terrifying expression.
The scarred bodyguard and his accomplices are stunned; they’ve been caught.
Li Luo, drugged and weak, turns to see Duan Mingyang. His bloodshot eyes widen in disbelief.
The bodyguard tries to beg for mercy, but Duan Mingyang says that if anything had happened to Li Luo, he wouldn’t still be standing.
Jin Ren and Deng Liang are revealed to have alerted Duan Mingyang in time after realizing Zark was still in England.
The scarred bodyguard is identified as a former employee of Duan Mingyang who was fired after the acquisition banquet.
Duan Mingyang orders Jin Ren to stay behind and handle cleanup while he takes Li Luo home.
Duan Mingyang carries Li Luo in his arms out of the room. Li Luo mutters, “Quiet down. My head hurts…” showing he’s conscious but still under the drug's effects.
In the car, Li Luo sits on Duan Mingyang’s lap, dazed and flushed. Duan Mingyang comforts him and explains the drug will wear off soon.
Li Luo softly says, “I’m glad it wasn’t you,” relieved Duan Mingyang didn’t orchestrate the assault.
Li Luo gently calls Duan Mingyang’s name and asks why he came. Duan Mingyang replies, “I couldn’t let you go.”
Li Luo apologizes for the things he said in anger, including accusing Duan Mingyang of rape.
He kisses Duan Mingyang tenderly, trying to make peace. They start kissing deeply, escalating into passionate intimacy.
Duan Mingyang holds back until Li Luo offers himself as an apology and as reconciliation.
Duan Mingyang asks for confirmation and presses for honesty. Li Luo admits he has never been with anyone else—only Duan Mingyang.
Touched and aroused, Duan Mingyang carries Li Luo upstairs and they begin having sex in the bedroom.
As their bodies move together, Li Luo reflects that even though the past was painful, he’s still drawn to Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang is intense and relentless during sex, pushing Li Luo to his limits, almost punishing him physically but not emotionally.
Despite the pain, Li Luo surrenders to the pleasure and craves more, even asking for Duan Mingyang to climax inside him.
Their passion is all-consuming, and Duan Mingyang dominates every part of Li Luo’s body with intensity and obsession.
During the final round, Li Luo panics and asks if there’s a camera—remembering past betrayals.
Duan Mingyang gives a vague answer, claiming no cameras are in the bedroom, but Li Luo remains suspicious.
Even amid the haze of sex and emotion, Li Luo expresses a sincere confession: “Duan Mingyang… I love you so much…”
In this moment, despite all the lies, violence, and power games, Li Luo believes he can see Duan Mingyang’s love for him again.
Li Luo knows he may regret it all later—but in this moment, he lets himself choose love, no matter the cost.
Chapter 12
Li Luo wakes up alone in Duan Mingyang’s bed, sore and aching from the intense night before.
The room is clean and smells fresh; the sheets have been changed and his body has been cleaned, but Duan Mingyang hasn’t bothered to dress him.
Li Luo struggles to get out of bed and falls the first time, cursing Duan Mingyang silently.
He finds lounge-wear left for him and takes a long time to dress before trying to go find food.
Just as Li Luo reaches for the door, Duan Mingyang opens it from the other side and catches him when he almost falls.
Duan Mingyang greets him calmly, ignoring everything that happened the night before with surprising composure.
Li Luo sarcastically jokes about being too bruised to go anywhere and questions Duan Mingyang’s motives for being so close and protective.
Duan Mingyang suggests that after what happened last time Li Luo left his house, maybe he shouldn’t leave his side again.
Li Luo tests Duan Mingyang by teasing that perhaps Duan Mingyang has fallen for him.
Duan Mingyang responds seriously, asking Li Luo if he remembers what he said the night before—specifically about never being with anyone else.
Duan Mingyang implies he’s angry at the thought that Li Luo might have belonged to someone else, calling it something that originally “belonged to him.”
Li Luo is taken aback by the possessive tone and realizes Duan Mingyang is more emotionally invested than he ever believed.
Duan Mingyang accuses Li Luo of being the one who played with his heart by saying “I love you” then walking away the next morning.
Li Luo is emotionally shaken—he always thought Duan Mingyang never cared, but now he sees proof of hurt and jealousy.
Duan Mingyang begins kissing Li Luo gently: hair, ear, cheek, nose, lips.
Duan Mingyang asks Li Luo to stop playing with him and begs him to say he loves him again.
Just as Li Luo is about to confess sincerely, he feels the engagement ring on Duan Mingyang’s hand and remembers the unresolved “fiancée.”
Li Luo switches tone, pretending the love was only physical, saying he slept with Duan Mingyang due to being drugged.
Duan Mingyang’s mood turns cold instantly, accusing Li Luo of being unwilling again.
Li Luo quickly backtracks, suggesting that after his father’s case is resolved, they can get to know each other again.
This is Li Luo’s form of compromise—he’ll consider a future with Duan Mingyang if he proves himself by helping free Li Zhenghong.
Internally, Li Luo still loves Duan Mingyang deeply, but he can’t forget the betrayals. He hopes someday to replace the unseen fiancée and give Duan Mingyang a ring of his own.
Duan Mingyang cautiously agrees to Li Luo’s suggestion, telling him to keep his word.
Li Luo warns that he will—unless Duan Mingyang betrays him first.
Though both are smiling and exchanging promises, they each harbor distrust, fully aware they’re both playing a long game.
Duan Mingyang picks Li Luo up again, carrying him downstairs for breakfast, saying it’s his responsibility.
This mirrors what Duan Mingyang said years ago after their first night together, but Li Luo realizes “taking responsibility” may mean little more than carrying him down to eat.
As he rests in Duan Mingyang’s arms, Li Luo glances at the man’s empty finger, disappointed he hasn’t yet received a ring in return for giving his body.
Chapter 13
Li Luo spends three days holed up in Duan Mingyang’s mansion, covered in marks from their recent sex and avoiding paparazzi.
Li Luo stays partly because Duan Mingyang saved him publicly, which means Duan Xingye likely knows and might target him again.
Duan Mingyang works calmly through the days, assigning bodyguards when leaving the house and coming home on time.
Li Luo jokes that Duan Mingyang is treating him like a pampered canary. Duan Mingyang surprises him by saying he can leave the next day.
Duan Mingyang explains that Jiang Liushen has gathered damning evidence against Duan Xingye and plans to leak it to the media.
The evidence includes prostitution, statutory rape, and even a father and son sharing lovers—scandals that will destroy Duan Xingye’s reputation.
Duan Mingyang reveals that he helped Jiang Liushen by informing Zark about the attack on Li Luo.
Zark was furious upon learning his ambassador was almost assaulted under false pretenses tied to his brand name.
Duan Xingye’s bribe to fake a meeting with Zark was discovered; Yang Jing inadvertently leaked the setup.
Zark agreed to help Duan Mingyang, using his international media connections to ensure Duan Xingye can’t suppress the scandal.
Li Luo is impressed and notes how foreign media can help domestic outlets report the story safely.
Li Luo teases Duan Mingyang about potentially ruining his own reputation as a Duan family member in the process.
Duan Mingyang calmly says he doesn’t need business status and jokes he could open a bar and serve Li Luo drinks.
Li Luo tries to dig deeper into Duan Mingyang’s past actions, specifically the firing of the bodyguard who attacked him.
Duan Mingyang denies firing the bodyguard for personal reasons and claims it was purely procedural.
Frustrated by Duan Mingyang’s cold front, Li Luo mocks him for being boring. Duan Mingyang retorts with a jab at Jiang Liushen.
The next day, Deng Liang and Jin Ren pick up Li Luo, who returns to his normal life and work schedule.
Li Luo and Duan Mingyang both leave the mansion at the same time; Li Luo jokes about Duan Mingyang going to see a lover.
Duan Mingyang refuses to say where he’s going, staying cold and mysterious, which annoys Li Luo.
In the car, Deng Liang and Jin Ren defend Duan Mingyang, telling Li Luo that Duan Mingyang rushed to help him the moment he heard he was in trouble.
Li Luo brushes it off but is amused by how much they seem to admire Duan Mingyang.
Back to work, Li Luo learns he’s scheduled to attend a high-profile charity dinner. His table will include Liu Yuyan, Jiang Liushen, and Xia Xiai.
Rumors swirl online about Li Luo and Liu Yuyan’s relationship, with shippers speculating if she’s finally becoming his official girlfriend.
Li Luo dismisses the drama and says people overthink things. He jokes that Jiang Liushen and he have never dated despite the long-standing fan ship.
While scrolling through Weibo, Li Luo notices his name disappears from the trending list and gets a message from Liu Yuyan saying her seat was mysteriously changed.
Li Luo instantly suspects Duan Mingyang is behind it, acting jealous and possessive again.
Jiang Liushen calls and asks Li Luo to look after Xia Xiai at the red carpet; Li Luo teases him relentlessly before agreeing.
At the venue, Li Luo arrives in a sharp dark brown plaid suit with a diamond brooch and his signature long ponytail.
He poses confidently for the cameras, then approaches Xia Xiai and wraps an arm around his shoulder, making fans go wild.
Li Luo congratulates Xia Xiai on dating Jiang Liushen and whispers that he was asked to watch over him.
Xia Xiai innocently asks how Li Luo will mess with Jiang Liushen, and Li Luo realizes how genuinely sweet and rare Xia Xiai is.
Internally, Li Luo feels envy that someone like Jiang Liushen has a devoted partner like Xia Xiai, while his own love life is entangled with someone like Duan Mingyang.
After seeing Xia Xiai off, Li Luo senses something strange backstage but shrugs it off—until he finds Duan Mingyang already waiting in his lounge.
Li Luo is startled and accuses Duan Mingyang of trying to scare him; Duan Mingyang coolly says he was being watched by bodyguards all along.
Li Luo is horrified to learn he’s being billed for the guards—over seven million yuan a month—and argues to have them dismissed.
Duan Mingyang jokes that Li Luo makes money too easily and changes the topic to Liu Yuyan and Xia Xiai.
Duan Mingyang admits he moved Liu Yuyan’s seat and questions Li Luo’s public closeness with Xia Xiai.
Li Luo explains he did it just to irritate Jiang Liushen and mocks Duan Mingyang’s jealousy, calling it overbearing.
Duan Mingyang warns that Jiang Liushen may grow more protective of Xia Xiai if provoked, and Li Luo suddenly feels uncomfortable and unsure why.
Their conversation is interrupted by a knock—Su Zhi enters, asking for a jacket.
When Duan Mingyang begins to remove his suit jacket, both Li Luo and Su Zhi speak up to stop him at the same time.
Li Luo offers to have his assistant bring a coat instead, masking his possessiveness with politeness.
Su Zhi mentions dining with Duan Mingyang the day before, making Li Luo realize that's where he had gone so casually dressed.
Duan Mingyang later rebukes Li Luo for being impulsive, and Li Luo fires back with a jab about how Duan Mingyang only acts when he’s “in heat.”
The scene ends with Duan Mingyang seemingly unshaken and Li Luo both amused and disturbed by how deep this twisted, jealous game has gone.
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Chapter 14
Li Luo asks Deng Liang to retrieve his jacket and personally drapes it over Su Zhi, prompting visible jealousy from Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang fixates on the ring on Li Luo’s finger, annoyed it’s from a brand Jiang Liushen endorses.
Li Luo teases Su Zhi about his popularity with celebrities, and they discuss Duan Mingyang’s stoicism.
Su Zhi shares a story from high school of Duan Mingyang feeding a stray cat and smiling, which surprises Li Luo.
A tense exchange unfolds between Li Luo and Duan Mingyang about Duan Mingyang’s inability to smile around Li Luo and the symbolism of the ring.
Duan Mingyang claims the ring he wears is meant for someone he loves and who loves him back, subtly rejecting Li Luo.
Li Luo mocks the ring's quality, accusing Duan Mingyang of being cheap and unloving.
In a heated moment, Duan Mingyang pins Li Luo against the wall by the throat, reminding him not to provoke again.
Duan Mingyang's touch and words reignite Li Luo’s buried feelings despite his resentment.
Duan Mingyang kisses Li Luo and offers to buy him a better ring—if Li Luo becomes more “obedient” and honest.
Their conversation shifts to hair and past lovers, and Li Luo hints that someone once liked his long hair—Duan Mingyang tenses up.
As they’re about to enter the banquet, Duan Mingyang cryptically says he wanted Li Luo to “face the truth,” leaving Li Luo puzzled.
Li Luo reflects on Duan Mingyang’s unpredictable behavior—cruel and tender in alternating waves—and how it still affects him.
At the banquet, Duan Mingyang unexpectedly trends online for his appearance and background, overshadowing Li Luo.
Li Luo jealously complains to Deng Liang, who accidentally offends him by saying he’s no longer "fresh."
Jin Ren remarks that Li Luo’s popularity may decline unless he changes his acting style—prompting a rare serious moment from Li Luo.
Li Luo finds out that Jin Ren has been secretly reporting trivial updates to Duan Mingyang, which includes Li Luo’s threats to his assistant.
The next day, Li Luo visits the municipal jail with Feng Zhian to see his imprisoned father, Li Zhenghong.
They discuss the impending public exposure of the Duan family and potential backlash.
Li Zhenghong warns that the Duan family might retaliate and tells Li Luo to proceed carefully.
Li Luo denies any romantic involvement with Duan Mingyang, despite clearly mixed feelings.
As they exit, guards inform them that journalists are crowding the entrance asking for Li Luo.
Li Zhenghong arranges for Li Luo and Feng Zhian to leave through the back door to avoid media scrutiny.
Li Luo receives messages from Duan Mingyang, who has come personally to pick him up.
Seeing Duan Mingyang waiting outside evokes strong emotions in Li Luo, who reflects on his enduring love.
They leave together in Duan Mingyang’s Bentley; Feng Zhian remains cold and distant toward Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang explains that the Duan family's scandal was leaked, but the focus shifted to Li Luo due to media manipulation.
Li Luo suspects Duan Mingyang deleted a compromising video to protect him, suggesting hidden kindness.
Duan Mingyang says they now need to act fast to prevent the Duan family from recovering their reputation.
Li Luo realizes the media backlash against him is harsher than expected, affecting his public image.
Online, Li Luo’s past is being dredged up, linking him to his father's criminal charges, and people speculate on his morality.
Meanwhile, Duan Xingye’s scandal involving prostitution and minors is making waves, implicating Duan Mingyang by association.
Li Luo wants to shift public opinion but is warned by Duan Mingyang not to act impulsively.
Li Luo cheekily says he’s already done it—he reposted damaging news about Duan Xingye to divert attention from himself.
Chapter 15
As Li Luo and Duan Mingyang arrive at Duan Mingyang's house, Luo Peng frantically calls, begging Li Luo to stop stirring drama online.
Duan Mingyang answers the call, informs Luo Peng that Li Luo is with him, and hangs up, but the phone keeps buzzing with calls and messages.
Li Luo mocks Duan Mingyang for confiscating his phone, claiming he would have turned it off anyway.
Duan Mingyang criticizes Li Luo for reposting the Duan family's scandal, saying he should not involve himself in their affairs.
Li Luo guesses correctly that Feng Zhian had scolded him earlier and notes how predictable their reactions are.
Li Luo defends his action by pointing out that it worked to shift public attention from his father's past to the Duan family’s scandal.
Duan Mingyang still doubts Li Luo’s motives until Li Luo pulls him down onto the sofa, pours him wine, and makes a toast.
Li Luo boasts about his skills at manipulating public interest and sensationalizing topics to control public opinion.
Duan Mingyang checks social media and sees that Li Luo's post has indeed caused a stir, shooting "Li Luo’s Mr. Duan" to the top of the trending searches.
Netizens begin theorizing about Li Luo and Duan Mingyang’s relationship, their shared college background, and speculating they are working together to take down the Duan family.
Some fans coin a ship name for Li Luo and Duan Mingyang, which amuses Li Luo.
Duan Mingyang admits the public's deductions are mostly accurate and questions why Li Luo chose to implicate himself.
Li Luo explains he wanted to share the burden and jokes about how baiting shippers generates discussion.
Li Luo leans on Duan Mingyang and teases him, asking for protection and affection in exchange for loyalty.
Duan Mingyang presses Li Luo about whether he is flirting, and Li Luo replies that if he isn’t protected, he will retaliate.
Duan Mingyang quietly agrees with Li Luo’s implied claim of being his responsibility, and they nearly kiss.
Over the following days, Li Luo’s post keeps trending, with netizens digging deeper into their relationship and finding more connections.
The buzz effectively boosts the Duan family’s scandal into the spotlight, preventing them from suppressing it and forcing authorities to investigate.
Li Luo proudly takes credit for the tactic's success, though Duan Mingyang and others point out the chaos it caused.
Deng Liang and Jin Ren describe the effort needed to salvage Li Luo’s endorsements and public image, barely securing permission for him to attend a fan event.
Li Luo complains about being avoided by sponsors despite his popularity, and jokes that Duan Mingyang is even more of a liability in public perception.
Duan Mingyang remains cold and silent, showing signs of frustration but saying nothing in response to Li Luo’s teasing.
As they arrive at the venue, Li Luo suggests they make another public appearance together to bait more shippers.
Despite Deng Liang warning them about media frenzy, Duan Mingyang unexpectedly gets out of the car and exposes himself to the cameras.
Duan Mingyang extends his hand to Li Luo, who takes it and steps out of the car, smiling and saying, “Hold on tight, and don’t let go.”
Chapter 16
The fan meeting event is scripted, including a game where Li Luo pretends to lose to Liu Yuyan to stir up the crowd and please shippers.
Despite their staged interactions, public attention is on the moment Li Luo stepped out of the car and held Duan Mingyang’s hand, with photos going viral and social media exploding.
Netizens speculate that Li Luo and Duan Mingyang have a longstanding romantic relationship dating back to college, overshadowing Liu Yuyan and other rumored relationships.
Some fans discuss power dynamics in the pairing and express confusion or excitement over Duan Mingyang’s sudden appearance in Li Luo’s life.
Li Luo jokes with Duan Mingyang in the car, teasing about their newfound online fame as a couple.
When Li Luo mentions he never expected to think of Duan Mingyang as decent, Duan Mingyang quietly asks if Li Luo used to think he was a bad person.
Upon arriving at Duan Mingyang’s suburban home, Li Luo thanks Duan Mingyang for his help at the fan meeting and notices how calm he is despite the ongoing family chaos.
Duan Mingyang reveals he has someone else handling the family situation and subtly questions Li Luo’s close contact with Jiang Liushen.
Li Luo teases Duan Mingyang about past betrayals, implying he needed Jiang Liushen’s help to recover.
Duan Mingyang admits no one has ever saved him and recalls how the person he thought would be his light only pushed him further into darkness.
Li Luo is emotionally conflicted, feeling pity, jealousy, and resentment over Duan Mingyang’s past and how he didn’t choose Li Luo when he had the chance.
Tension escalates into a heated argument where Duan Mingyang violently grabs Li Luo and pins him against a bookcase after Li Luo accuses him of clinging to someone who abandoned him.
They scream at each other, both venting years of emotional damage until Duan Mingyang suddenly kisses Li Luo passionately, silencing the fight.
The kiss is intense, and though Li Luo initially resists, he ultimately gives in and kisses back, overwhelmed by the emotion and passion.
Duan Mingyang demands to know if Li Luo understands how he feels, and though Li Luo doesn’t reply directly, he accepts the affection.
They flirt and tease about putting a ring on it, with Li Luo challenging Duan Mingyang to prove his love.
Their interaction escalates into intense sex, starting in the study and continuing into the bedroom, marked by passion, domination, and emotional undertones.
Li Luo demands Duan Mingyang take off his clothes and wear a condom, asserting control for the first time in their physical relationship.
Duan Mingyang gives in and dominates Li Luo physically, showing a possessive and aggressive side while Li Luo fights for emotional recognition.
Li Luo contemplates Duan Mingyang’s past lovers and whether he’s truly special or just one of many.
As they move from the study to the bedroom, Duan Mingyang continues to take control, asking probing questions about Li Luo’s love life and loyalty.
Li Luo bitterly suggests finding someone else to replace him, resulting in physical punishment as Duan Mingyang slaps him multiple times and dominates him further.
Despite the pain, Li Luo refuses to cry, clinging to defiance while still yearning for love and validation from Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo challenges Duan Mingyang emotionally, implying that if he wants obedience, he’ll have to earn it.
Duan Mingyang accepts the challenge and continues their sexual encounter throughout the night, exhausting Li Luo but leaving him emotionally tangled.
After their final round in the bathroom, Li Luo asks if Duan Mingyang will take responsibility now that they’ve slept together again.
Duan Mingyang claims he already has taken responsibility, referencing the time he carried Li Luo home, which Li Luo interprets as insufficient.
As they shower, the emotional ambiguity of their relationship lingers, warm but impermanent, like the steam around them.
Li Luo, exhausted and dazed, marks Duan Mingyang again with a love bite, wondering how long Duan Mingyang will stay his and fearing it might end just like before.
Chapter 17
Li Luo wakes up in Duan Mingyang's arms and is shocked to find Duan Mingyang still beside him after a night together, unlike their past encounters.
Li Luo notices the ring on Duan Mingyang’s hand again and inspects it, finding it inexpensive and devoid of engravings, questioning its significance.
When Li Luo tries to slide the ring back on, Duan Mingyang wakes up and flirts with him, turning their morning into another passionate encounter, using up the remaining condoms from the nightstand box.
Afterward, Li Luo lounges while Duan Mingyang works, and playfully demands compensation for “workplace injury” due to emotional distress from losing at a mobile game.
Duan Mingyang gives Li Luo a platinum card from a wallet that resembles one Duan Mingyang had once gifted him, sparking curiosity about its contents.
When Li Luo tries to peek inside the drawer, Duan Mingyang becomes defensive and locks it, refusing to let him see the wallet’s contents.
Duan Mingyang suddenly receives a call from Su Zhi, after which he packs up and tells Li Luo he’ll be too busy to spend time with him, and that Li Luo should return home.
Li Luo tries to bring up the promised ring but cannot voice his feelings, only reminding Duan Mingyang to be careful.
Over the next few days, Li Luo hears nothing from Duan Mingyang and begins to feel increasingly insecure and abandoned.
Online gossip about Li Luo’s relationships settles, but rumors about him and Duan Mingyang, and even Jiang Liushen, still circulate.
Jiang Liushen updates Li Luo about the Duan family scandal, revealing Duan Tianyou’s declining health and that Duan Xingye is still protected by his father.
Jiang Liushen warns Li Luo not to fall too deeply for Duan Mingyang, suspecting Duan Mingyang hasn’t truly changed.
Li Luo admits he has already given everything emotionally to Duan Mingyang and would throw it all away if rejected again.
At a variety show recording, Li Luo participates without Duan Mingyang for the first time in a while and realizes how much he depends on him.
During the show, Jiang Xiaofu asks a pointed question about rekindling old relationships. Li Luo responds ambiguously, stirring gossip.
Li Luo jokes about Jiang Liushen being perfect, using sarcasm to deflect the question, but the comment spreads across gossip forums.
After the show, Li Luo checks his messages and realizes Duan Mingyang still hasn’t contacted him, unlike his previous attentiveness.
When Li Luo asks Jin Ren about Duan Mingyang, Jin Ren says Duan Mingyang hasn’t responded to any of his 135 updates, revealing Duan Mingyang only has him as an assistant due to past trust issues.
Jin Ren reveals that Duan Mingyang never had a fiancée, and he has always worn the same ring since before joining the Duan family.
This revelation deeply shocks Li Luo, as it suggests Duan Mingyang may have fallen in love with someone else immediately after their breakup.
Li Luo steps outside to clear his mind and mistakes a Maybach for Duan Mingyang’s. He walks toward it but realizes it belongs to Duan Xingye.
Duan Xingye’s bodyguards surround Li Luo and usher him into the car, where Duan Xingye begins a manipulative conversation.
Duan Xingye suggests Duan Mingyang has been copying him in lifestyle choices and reveals that Duan Mingyang may be in love with Su Zhi, Duan Xingye’s wife.
Duan Xingye claims to have found a photo of Su Zhi in Duan Mingyang’s wallet and accuses them of rekindling an old romance behind his back.
Duan Xingye recounts Su Zhi recently asked for a divorce, allegedly admitting to her renewed relationship with Duan Mingyang.
The implication devastates Li Luo, who realizes all the recent signs—including Su Zhi’s closeness to Duan Mingyang—might point to a hidden affair.
Duan Xingye offers Li Luo a deal: help administer a sleeping drug to Duan Mingyang to slow his cognitive function and discredit him professionally.
Duan Xingye assures Li Luo the drug is not fatal and is only intended to reduce Duan Mingyang’s mental sharpness temporarily.
Li Luo accepts the bottle of pills, saying he will test them before deciding, and hints he might consider cooperating.
Duan Xingye promises that if Li Luo helps him, he’ll ensure Li Zhenghong is released from prison a year early and that the incriminating video will be destroyed.
Though shaken, Li Luo appears to accept the alliance for now and leaves the car with the bottle in hand.
Outside, Li Luo encounters Duan Mingyang’s former bodyguard, now submissive, and teases him before sending a text to Duan Mingyang: “Mr. Duan, can I go to your place tonight? I miss you.”
Chapter 18
After dinner with the variety show cast, Jiang Xiaofu suggests karaoke; Deng Liang eagerly joins and drags Jin Ren along.
Li Luo pretends to join but leaves early, using the bathroom as an excuse.
At the door, Li Luo runs into Jiang Liushen, who teases him about having a sugar daddy and being out flirting.
Jiang Liushen quickly becomes concerned when Li Luo doesn’t argue back and offers emotional support if Duan Mingyang has upset him.
Li Luo playfully hugs Jiang Liushen, lightening the mood, but leaves soon after while feeling like someone is watching him.
On the way to Duan Mingyang’s house, Li Luo stops at a drugstore and arrives late. The house is dark when he gets there.
Li Luo waits outside, reflecting on how Duan Mingyang used to reject him coldly but now flirts while stringing along Su Zhi.
After a 15-minute wait, Duan Mingyang finally arrives. Li Luo notices the coldness in Duan Mingyang’s demeanor.
Inside, Li Luo hears Duan Mingyang go to shower and uses the opportunity to search the bedroom for sleeping pills.
In the nightstand, instead of pills, he finds the old wallet Duan Mingyang once locked away—now strangely present here.
Li Luo realizes Duan Mingyang must carry the wallet everywhere, confirming its importance.
Inside the wallet, Li Luo finds a photo of a younger Duan Mingyang and Su Zhi, with “my love” written on it and a date matching their separation.
This confirms Duan Xingye’s story: Duan Mingyang has loved Su Zhi since high school and may have joined the Duan family for her.
Li Luo feels deeply betrayed, realizing he was never truly loved—just a substitute during Su Zhi’s absence.
He finally finds the bottle of sleeping pills identical to what Duan Xingye showed him and replaces it with the stronger dose after careful calculation.
Just as he finishes, Duan Mingyang enters the room, and they exchange flirtation mixed with tension.
Duan Mingyang questions what Li Luo did in the room; Li Luo lies and mocks the idea of hidden cameras.
They kiss, but Li Luo quickly changes the topic to evidence related to Li Zhenghong’s case.
Duan Mingyang reveals someone involved in falsifying evidence, Mr. Zhou, has agreed to confess after being exposed in a separate scandal.
Mr. Zhou reached out to Duan Mingyang after Duan Xingye refused to help him, agreeing to confess in exchange for help managing his company while in prison.
Duan Mingyang hints he has more evidence and commands Li Luo to sit on his lap before teasing him with power and control.
Li Luo resists emotionally, accuses Duan Mingyang of being arrogant, and refuses to play pet or beg, leading to a sharp argument.
Duan Mingyang snaps, grabs Li Luo, and berates him for being manipulative and proud, threatening to destroy the evidence.
Li Luo is pushed off Duan Mingyang’s lap and they continue to fight, with Duan Mingyang confronting him about conspiring with Duan Xingye.
Duan Mingyang reveals he never dismissed the bodyguards, and they reported everything—including Li Luo taking the pills from Duan Xingye.
Duan Mingyang shows a real-time camera feed from the bedroom, exposing Li Luo’s secret actions and shocking him.
Li Luo is heartbroken that Duan Mingyang lied about not having cameras and never trusted him to begin with.
Li Luo proposes they end things and walk away from each other after Duan Mingyang accuses him of betrayal.
As Li Luo tries to leave, Duan Mingyang stops him, saying he never wanted to end things, but Li Luo insists.
They argue about who started and who controlled their relationship, and Li Luo points out Duan Mingyang never once reached out in five years.
Li Luo ultimately chooses to end it, walking away while Duan Mingyang trembles with anger and desperation.
Outside, Li Luo throws the pill bottle toward a trash can, misses, then picks it up and tosses it again—finally discarding it.
He looks at the dark window of Duan Mingyang’s house one last time before driving off into the night.
After the car disappears, the curtains in the second-floor window sway slightly, implying Duan Mingyang may have been watching the entire time.
Chapter 19
Early in the morning, Deng Liang arrives at Li Luo’s place cheerfully, reminiscing about karaoke the night before.
Li Luo doesn’t answer the door for a while, and when he finally does, Deng Liang is shocked by his hoarse voice and disheveled appearance.
Deng Liang panics upon seeing Li Luo’s badly chopped hair and accuses him of using drugs, which Li Luo angrily denies.
Li Luo insists he just didn’t sleep well and cut his hair on impulse, dismissing Deng Liang’s concerns.
Deng Liang delivers mousse cake from Liu Yuyan, a thank-you for supporting her during filming.
Li Luo eats the cake absent-mindedly, claiming it’s not too sweet and reminiscing about sweeter times in England.
Deng Liang reminds Li Luo of the upcoming G-brand ad shoot in England, which Li Luo had completely forgotten about.
Li Luo jokes about quitting acting, but reassures Deng Liang he's fine; however, he quietly suggests that Jin Ren might not come around again.
Li Luo spends the morning unwell and lethargic but finally agrees to let his stylist trim his hair properly for the first time.
During the haircut, Li Luo receives a call from Feng Zhian, who thanks him for anonymously sending vital evidence related to Li Zhenghong’s case.
Li Luo realizes Duan Mingyang must have sent the files, including spreadsheets and a recording of Duan Tianyou implicating Wang Dongsheng.
Feng Zhian suspects Duan Mingyang may not be as heartless as his reputation, but Li Luo warns him not to let his guard down.
Li Luo declares he is doing fine, even as he reflects on the emotional weight of everything happening.
Once the haircut is done, Li Luo posts a photo of his new look with the caption “A new day, a new start,” sparking massive online attention.
Fans are divided over the haircut, but most support him, and entertainment accounts begin speculating about the meaning of his cryptic post.
Duan Xingye calls Li Luo, asking if he broke up with Duan Mingyang, interpreting the haircut as a sign.
Li Luo denies the breakup but admits they argued and tries to maintain the lie to protect himself and the ongoing plans.
Duan Xingye hints that Su Zhi will take the fall in their divorce, allowing him to portray himself as the victim and discredit both her and Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo realizes Duan Xingye is planning to publicly destroy Su Zhi's reputation while hiding his own past wrongdoings.
Overwhelmed and seeking closure, Li Luo travels to England for the G-brand shoot and is hit by memories and emotional turmoil.
The photo shoot takes place at an old train station with a “retro gentleman” theme. Li Luo struggles to focus and blames it on the cold and jet lag.
Li Luo tells Jin Ren he feels cold and tired but denies wanting Duan Mingyang to be updated about his condition.
Jin Ren reveals that Duan Mingyang has officially transferred Li Luo’s management to someone else and no longer oversees his work.
Li Luo is visibly stunned but pretends not to care, brushing it off and forcing energy into finishing the shoot.
Afterward, Li Luo complains bitterly about the cold weather and soon falls ill with a fever and cold.
At the hotel, Li Luo rests but feels emotionally heavy, overwhelmed by memories associated with the city.
Unable to sleep, Li Luo ventures out into the rainy night and aimlessly walks, eventually taking a familiar bus route near his university.
He visits the campus, reflecting on his time with Duan Mingyang and realizing their shared moments mostly happened off-campus.
As he walks by old buildings, he notes that their former rental is now a restaurant, symbolizing that their past is truly gone.
Just as he tries to move on, Li Luo notices a jewelry store named “Dawning,” the same brand as Duan Mingyang’s ring.
He enters the store on impulse and recognizes the same ring design Duan Mingyang wears.
The shop assistant explains the ring is called “Lonely Love” and was designed to reflect how love can be isolating.
Li Luo is struck by the meaning and impulsively buys a matching pair of rings—one for himself, one in Duan Mingyang’s size.
The shop assistant recalls another young man who bought the same rings years ago right after being dumped, noting he was a student and nearly broke but still wanted to impress his lover.
Li Luo is visibly shaken, realizing the man from that story was likely Duan Mingyang, who had bought the rings after their breakup.
He takes the rings and prepares to leave, telling himself he’s giving himself the closure Duan Mingyang never gave him.
After briefly losing his phone, Li Luo returns to the store to retrieve it and chats more with the staff.
When he shows the staff a photo of Duan Mingyang and jokes that he’s his boyfriend, the shop assistant suddenly recognizes the man.
She confirms that Duan Mingyang was indeed the heartbroken customer who bought the same pair of rings and was yelled at over the phone the same day.
Chapter 20
In a heavy downpour, Su Zhi rides in a car with Duan Mingyang, noting how withdrawn Duan Mingyang has been recently.
Su Zhi mentions that Duan Xingye is preparing to strike first in their divorce battle, but she’s confident because she has proof of Duan Xingye’s cheating from early in their marriage.
Su Zhi recounts how Duan Xingye once convincingly pretended to love her—attending her concerts, respecting boundaries, and going against his family to marry her—only to change after marriage.
Duan Mingyang apologizes for everything Su Zhi endured, and she admits she had ignored the red flags because she believed she could change Duan Xingye.
Duan Mingyang quietly plays with the ring on his finger as Su Zhi urges him to move on from his own unspoken love, reminding him that Duan Xingye still believes Su Zhi is his weakness.
Duan Mingyang says he hides his true feelings well and insists he has already given up on the one he loves.
Su Zhi gives Duan Mingyang the last batch of evidence she collected years ago, including documents and a video, saying she can’t help more than this.
As they arrive at Duan Mingyang’s residence, the driver informs them someone is outside—it's Li Luo, soaking wet and knocking on the car window, calling Duan Mingyang’s name.
Duan Mingyang ignores him and enters the house; Li Luo follows, slips, and falls but grabs Duan Mingyang’s hand before the door closes.
Li Luo clings to Duan Mingyang, asking if the ring he wears was bought for him, and if Duan Mingyang ever truly loved him.
Duan Mingyang says it's too late and they are already over, echoing Li Luo’s own past words and rejecting the chance to start over.
Li Luo collapses again, this time unable to move. He lies soaked and feverish in the garage, losing consciousness.
In a daze, Li Luo dreams of his past with Duan Mingyang, recalling sweet memories and the deep love he once believed was mutual.
When he wakes up, Li Luo finds himself in Duan Mingyang’s bed, changed into pajamas, and already treated for his fever.
Hearing Duan Mingyang and Su Zhi talking outside, Li Luo steps out and jokingly asks if they were waiting for him to wake up.
Duan Mingyang sees Su Zhi off, and then angrily confronts Li Luo about disappearing without notice, throwing a phone to him.
The phone contains a video—secretly recorded—from the night Li Luo and Duan Mingyang first slept together.
Li Luo is horrified, recalling how this very video was used to blackmail him after his father’s arrest, leading him to believe Duan Mingyang betrayed him.
Duan Mingyang calmly explains that he had no idea the video existed—it was found by Su Zhi on Duan Xingye’s computer while she was collecting evidence.
Su Zhi had kept the file hidden, never watching it, and only recently passed it to Duan Mingyang among other files that could help clear Li Zhenghong’s name.
Duan Mingyang says he only recorded a private video once on his phone and never shared it, denying responsibility for the blackmail video.
Shocked, Li Luo apologizes profusely, finally understanding he had deeply wronged Duan Mingyang based on a terrible misunderstanding.
Duan Mingyang also apologizes, admitting his poor communication and lack of reassurance contributed to the fallout.
However, instead of reconciliation, Duan Mingyang declares that they should end things for good, saying they are fundamentally incompatible.
Duan Mingyang explains that their different worlds, lack of trust, and mutual wounds made their relationship unsustainable.
Li Luo desperately argues that they can change and fix things, but Duan Mingyang remains firm, recounting how he had fallen for Li Luo despite knowing it was risky.
Duan Mingyang confesses that he returned to the Duan family solely to gain power and stability for Li Luo’s sake, hoping to meet him as an equal.
Duan Mingyang reveals he saw Li Luo leave with another man the first night they met and had followed him out of concern.
He admits he avoided deeper involvement because he feared Li Luo’s affection was fleeting, but eventually he let himself believe in it.
Despite all his sacrifices, Duan Mingyang felt shattered after Li Luo’s angry phone call and the misunderstanding about the video, losing hope in their future.
Li Luo insists that he truly loved Duan Mingyang and wants to fix everything, but Duan Mingyang says their lack of trust is irreparable.
Duan Mingyang removes his ring, the one he once bought to symbolize their future together, and lets it fall to the floor where it rolls into darkness.
Duan Mingyang concludes that he will pretend he never had that “light”—symbolizing Li Luo and their love—in his life at all.
Chapter 21
Li Luo stares at Duan Mingyang’s now-bare finger and realizes he hates the absence of the ring more than he ever hated seeing it.
Li Luo acknowledges that Duan Mingyang’s reasoning about their lack of mutual trust is valid but refuses to accept the breakup.
Li Luo insists their recent emotional honesty proves they love each other and should not give up now.
Li Luo says he doesn’t want material things—he wants Duan Mingyang’s whole self, for life.
Duan Mingyang remains emotionally restrained and says he’s made his decision.
Li Luo boldly threatens to announce their relationship online if Duan Mingyang doesn’t believe his sincerity.
Duan Mingyang tries to stop him but becomes speechless at Li Luo’s persistence and emotional honesty.
As Duan Mingyang turns to leave for work, Li Luo playfully says he’ll “give him light” forever and that his power is no longer “out.”
After Duan Mingyang slams the door, Li Luo searches for and finds the ring Duan Mingyang had discarded.
Li Luo smiles emotionally, realizing he truly is the “light” in Duan Mingyang’s heart.
Deng Liang arrives with Jin Ren, Luo Peng, and Lin Cheng to pick up Li Luo from Duan Mingyang’s house.
Luo Peng scolds Li Luo for running off sick and staying at his boss's place, warning him not to provoke Duan Mingyang.
Lin Cheng, blushing and shy, admits he came to help because he heard about the situation and wanted to support Li Luo.
Back home, Li Luo finally rests and recovers from his fever.
The next morning, Deng Liang and Jin Ren go over Li Luo’s packed filming schedule with him.
Li Luo asks if Duan Mingyang had scheduled anything for him and jokes about possibly marrying him someday.
Jin Ren reveals that Duan Mingyang will attend the company president’s upcoming birthday banquet.
At the lavish banquet hosted for Duan Tianyou’s 60th birthday, Duan Mingyang arrives alone in a Maybach and garners attention from high society guests.
Li Luo surprises everyone by casually joining Duan Mingyang, pretending they arrived together.
Duan Mingyang refuses to acknowledge him and tells Li Luo to let go, but Li Luo boldly walks in ahead of him.
Inside, Li Luo exchanges sharp words with Duan Xingye and Su Zhi, continuing the charade that he disapproves of their "relationship."
Flashbacks reveal Li Luo confirmed with Su Zhi in advance that her relationship with Duan Mingyang was a ruse and they crafted a believable story together.
Li Luo praises Su Zhi’s acting skills, likening her real-life situation to a palace drama.
Later, Li Luo speaks with Lin Cheng, who secretly helped hide a ring under Duan Mingyang’s pillow at Li Luo’s request.
Lin Cheng confesses that he has romantic feelings for Li Luo and asks him to consider him if things with Duan Mingyang don’t work out.
Li Luo gently turns him down but is touched by the gesture and reassures him with affection and encouragement.
Duan Xingye silently signals Li Luo, and Li Luo follows him toward the elevator for a private conversation.
Inside the elevator, Duan Xingye asks if Li Luo still has feelings for Duan Mingyang; Li Luo admits he does, but also that he doesn’t want anyone else to have him.
They reach the top floor and meet Duan Tianyou, who looks visibly older and worn out from the past five years.
Duan Tianyou coldly greets Li Luo and shows him a financial report comparing Duan Xingye’s and Duan Mingyang’s portfolios.
Li Luo mocks Duan Tianyou for raising a “losing” heir in Duan Xingye while the illegitimate Duan Mingyang became more successful.
Duan Tianyou accuses Li Luo of siding with Duan Xingye only to gather information for Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo admits this and states he has no loyalty to Duan Xingye either, unless Duan Mingyang breaks up with Su Zhi.
Duan Tianyou agrees to help separate them and promises not to go back on his word.
Li Luo offers Duan Tianyou a trade: a bottle of pills and a voice recording—evidence implicating both Duan Xingye and Duan Tianyou in wrongdoing.
Chapter 22
Duan Tianyou is alarmed by the sleeping pills and the voice recording Li Luo presents, which expose Duan Xingye’s scheme to slowly undermine him and seize control of the family wealth.
Li Luo plays a recording of Duan Xingye bragging that everything will eventually belong to him and his mother once Duan Tianyou becomes powerless.
Duan Tianyou dismisses the recording at first but grows suspicious when Li Luo reveals the pills Duan Xingye gave him, which could mimic symptoms of aging and cognitive decline.
Li Luo suggests Duan Xingye may have tampered with Duan Tianyou’s own medication, pushing him to test it and verify the claim.
Duan Tianyou warns Li Luo to keep this secret while he investigates; Li Luo agrees but threatens to expose everything if Duan Tianyou breaks their deal.
After leaving, Li Luo selects a random man to escort him down, choosing Wang Dongsheng, a former Li family employee who betrayed them and now works as Duan Xingye’s financial manager.
Li Luo confronts Wang Dongsheng about his betrayal and warns him not to blindly follow Duan Xingye, hinting that his downfall is coming.
Wang Dongsheng tries to stay loyal to Duan Xingye, but Li Luo plants seeds of doubt and warns him not to be caught in the fallout.
In the elevator, Li Luo threatens that if Wang Dongsheng tells Duan Xingye anything, he’ll destroy any chance Wang Dongsheng has of surviving the situation.
When the elevator opens, Duan Xingye greets Li Luo with a smile and says Duan Tianyou has no objections to their cooperation.
Li Luo plays along, pretending to be cooperative while making it clear that he prefers Duan Mingyang.
Duan Xingye expresses his desire to work with Li Luo and build a relationship, but Li Luo brushes him off with a joke.
At the banquet, Duan Mingyang urgently searches for Li Luo after learning from Lin Cheng that Li Luo went somewhere with Duan Xingye.
Li Luo, hiding nearby, playfully ambushes Duan Mingyang and kisses him passionately, teasing him afterward.
Duan Mingyang tries to resist and scolds Li Luo for being reckless, insisting he doesn’t need unnecessary efforts to prove love.
Li Luo claims Duan Mingyang still loves him and was worried about him, which Duan Mingyang indirectly confirms by saying he never said he didn’t love him.
The emotional confession stuns Li Luo, reaffirming his determination to win Duan Mingyang back.
Over the following days, Li Luo repeatedly visits Duan Mingyang’s house but finds him absent, eventually forcing his way into Duan Mingyang’s office building.
Li Luo draws huge attention by holding an impromptu fan-signing event in Duan Mingyang’s company, furthering his high-profile pursuit.
Duan Mingyang interrupts the scene, drags Li Luo into his office, and scolds him, but Li Luo flirts and confronts him about hiding evidence to protect Su Zhi and delay action against Duan Xingye.
Duan Mingyang explains that Su Zhi gathered crucial evidence early in the marriage and passed it to him after gaining his trust and realizing Duan Xingye’s betrayal.
Duan Mingyang admits Su Zhi is key to his plan but denies any romantic involvement, saying she acted because he once helped her and she wants revenge on Duan Xingye.
Li Luo praises Su Zhi and jokes about finding her a new boyfriend, prompting Duan Mingyang to scold him for wasting time.
Li Luo clings to Duan Mingyang flirtatiously, repeating that they’re a perfect match, and tries to draw Duan Mingyang into a kiss.
Duan Mingyang keeps pushing Li Luo away, but Li Luo refuses to give up and dramatically pretends they’re fighting, just as Duan Xingye arrives outside the office.
To deceive Duan Xingye, Li Luo loudly pretends Duan Mingyang slapped him, leaving a real red handprint by hitting himself with Duan Mingyang’s hand.
Duan Xingye enters to find Li Luo “injured” and Duan Mingyang “aggressive,” and the illusion convinces him that they’ve had a falling out.
After Duan Xingye leaves, Li Luo jokes about his performance and asks Duan Mingyang to let him stay; Duan Mingyang coldly refuses.
Duan Mingyang softens and wraps a scarf around Li Luo’s face to hide the “injury,” gently fixing his clothes and showing concern.
Li Luo promises to behave and leave for now, and Duan Mingyang tells him not to visit again without calling, agreeing to meet at the upcoming Huaqu awards ceremony.
That night, Li Luo arranges to meet Duan Xingye secretly, once again stepping into his car to discuss their “partnership.”
Duan Xingye offers champagne and tries to win Li Luo’s trust, claiming he had some feelings for Su Zhi and blaming Duan Mingyang for everything.
Li Luo scoffs at the excuse and warns Duan Xingye that someone in his camp might be leaking information to Duan Mingyang, hinting at a spy close to him.
Chapter 23
Li Luo warns Duan Xingye that someone close to him may be leaking information to Duan Mingyang, suggesting the sudden emergence of evidence isn’t coincidental.
Duan Xingye denies the possibility but tries to fish for details, asking Li Luo what the evidence contains.
Li Luo keeps his guard up, refusing to give information and indirectly hints that Wang Dongsheng might be the mole.
Duan Xingye reflects bitterly on betrayal, especially after his divorce from Su Zhi, and tries to turn the conversation on Li Luo’s relationship with Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo denies falling out with Duan Mingyang for real and assures Duan Xingye he’s still committed to their cooperation.
Duan Xingye expresses disbelief that Duan Mingyang would actually hit Li Luo, which further convinces him that Li Luo is on his side.
The meeting ends near Li Luo’s home. Duan Xingye leaves without stepping out of the car, remaining cautious and elusive.
Li Luo returns home in the cold, nearly frozen, and warms up before receiving a video call from Duan Mingyang.
Without waiting for scolding, Li Luo immediately apologizes, surprising Duan Mingyang, who softens slightly.
Li Luo explains his reasons for meeting with Duan Xingye, pleading for understanding and saying he wanted to make up for past mistakes.
Duan Mingyang warns that Li Luo could’ve been in danger and reminds him how risky the dinner confrontation with Duan Tianyou was.
Li Luo expresses his deep love and frustration that Duan Mingyang still won’t reconcile with him despite their cleared misunderstandings.
Duan Mingyang says he’s not blaming Li Luo but points out that Li Luo’s love feels like the past all over again—dependent and passionate, but unchanging.
Li Luo realizes Duan Mingyang sees their relationship as a repetitive cycle that always ends badly due to lack of trust.
Li Luo offers to prove his past sincerity, trying to salvage their bond by referencing memories like Duan Mingyang’s birthday and their first time together.
Duan Mingyang dismisses these as blurred memories, saying he can’t distinguish between truth and illusions anymore.
Li Luo confronts him about the video he once claimed to have watched repeatedly. Duan Mingyang lies, saying he deleted it and never watched it.
Suspicious, Li Luo later watches the surveillance video Duan Mingyang once sent him, reliving the night they first slept together.
The video shows a drunk Li Luo expressing heartfelt love and begging for lifetime commitment, unknowingly being recorded by Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang asks him to repeat his declarations and presses him to promise he isn’t lying.
Li Luo promises, saying if he’s lying, he should be run over—only for Duan Mingyang to hush him and say, “Then keep lying to me forever.”
Duan Mingyang lovingly kisses Li Luo multiple times, visibly smiling and emotionally affected despite trying to hide it.
Li Luo, dazed and craving love, begs again for assurance that Duan Mingyang loves him.
Duan Mingyang, smiling but emotional, says, “I’ll tell you once you sober up tomorrow,” promising affection but delaying the words.
Chapter 24
On the night of the Huaqu Awards, Duan Mingyang watches from the control room as Li Luo walks the red carpet in a thin, flashy shirt, catching his attention.
Duan Mingyang eventually descends to the ceremony hall, attracting attention due to his rising fame and recent scandal involving Li Luo.
Duan Mingyang briefly interacts with Li Luo, Jiang Liushen, and Xia Xiai, exchanging playful and tense banter, especially about a past conflict.
Jiang Liushen accuses Duan Mingyang of traumatizing Xia Xiai at the previous ceremony, and Duan Mingyang issues a formal apology.
After the brief interaction, Duan Mingyang withdraws to a staff lounge and clears it of others, ensuring privacy.
Su Zhi joins Duan Mingyang in the lounge to talk. She teases him about Li Luo and reveals that Li Luo said he would do anything for Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang denies ownership of Li Luo and says he can’t get too close right now, despite mutual feelings.
Duan Mingyang gives Su Zhi her finalized divorce settlement, advising her to stay out of future schemes to avoid retaliation from Duan Xingye.
Su Zhi insists she wants Duan Xingye to suffer, even if it costs her reputation, and says she’s endured too much to back out now.
Before leaving, Su Zhi reflects on how Duan Xingye married her not out of love but to spite Duan Mingyang, after seeing a photo of her in Duan Mingyang’s wallet.
Su Zhi reveals that the photo of her in Duan Mingyang’s wallet was actually hiding another photo underneath—of someone Duan Mingyang truly loved.
Su Zhi never saw the hidden photo but believes it represented Duan Mingyang’s only source of hope and warmth in the Duan family.
Li Luo is stunned by the revelation, realizing the truth behind the photo and Duan Mingyang’s deep, hidden feelings.
Li Luo apologizes to Su Zhi for misjudging her and thanks her sincerely. She jokes that she blocked years of suffering for him.
As they part ways, Su Zhi reflects with watery eyes that she wishes her own past with Duan Xingye had been just a misunderstanding, like Li Luo’s with Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo enters the lounge where Duan Mingyang is on a call with Jin Ren, who updates him on Su Zhi’s case and mentions Li Luo dressed thinly to make Duan Mingyang worry.
Li Luo laughs but is caught by Duan Mingyang, who pins him against the wall, questions him, then throws his jacket over him while claiming only Li Luo can’t call him “heartless.”
Li Luo accuses Duan Mingyang of hiding his heart and reaches into his pocket, pulling out the old wallet with the mysterious photo.
Duan Mingyang tries to stop him, but Li Luo opens the wallet and finds the hidden photo: a newspaper-cutout ID photo of himself from college when he was crowned one of the campus’s top-ten most attractive men.
Li Luo is confused why Duan Mingyang kept that specific photo instead of a photo of them together, and Duan Mingyang explains he deleted everything related to Li Luo when he returned to the Duan family.
Duan Mingyang says he deleted the evidence to protect Li Luo’s presence in his heart from Duan Xingye, hiding his feelings at the cost of losing tangible memories.
He confesses that over time, even he began to doubt if the love they shared was real or imagined.
Duan Mingyang explains that while Li Luo was always confident and able to move on, he couldn’t do the same—he lived in painful doubt and memory.
He touches the ring hanging on Li Luo’s necklace and reflects that neither of them ever felt safe in the relationship due to lack of trust.
Duan Mingyang steps back again, saying he doesn’t deserve Li Luo due to his doubts and emotional damage.
Li Luo refuses to accept that and shoves Duan Mingyang against the wall, angrily confessing his heartbreak over misunderstanding Duan Mingyang for so long.
Li Luo says that now that he knows the truth, he’s ashamed, and he doesn’t want Duan Mingyang to walk away out of guilt or fear.
Li Luo puts the ring from his necklace onto Duan Mingyang’s bare finger, declaring that he belongs to him and won’t ever let him go.
Li Luo kneels on the floor, tethered by the chain from his choker to the ring now worn by Duan Mingyang, saying he has everything except Duan Mingyang’s love.
He looks up at Duan Mingyang with glistening eyes and says, “Be mine, or let me be yours, Mingyang.”
Chapter 25
Li Luo kneels before Duan Mingyang and insists he is not demeaning himself, but rather proving his love is mutual and confident he will win Duan Mingyang back.
Li Luo proposes a probation period to rekindle their relationship, reminiscent of their past dynamic, asking Duan Mingyang to try again.
Duan Mingyang remains silent and unreadable, but does not reject him, even as Li Luo seductively begins to touch him.
Li Luo escalates to oral seduction, teasing Duan Mingyang in an attempt to provoke a reaction and prevent him from attending the award ceremony too soon.
Despite initial hesitation, Duan Mingyang eventually gives in and allows Li Luo to perform oral sex, treating it as a test of submission and sincerity.
Duan Mingyang pulls Li Luo closer using the chain from his choker and commands him to submit more fully, making him place his hands behind his back.
After a prolonged and intense encounter, Duan Mingyang climaxes, and Li Luo even cleans Duan Mingyang’s shoe, showing complete devotion and playful submission.
Touched but still skeptical, Duan Mingyang finally yields and grants Li Luo a one-month probationary period to prove their love can last.
Duan Mingyang warns Li Luo to keep his distance during their confrontation with Duan Xingye, but Li Luo insists on staying involved, arguing he’s already too deep to back out.
Duan Mingyang reluctantly agrees, showing deep concern for Li Luo’s safety but also understanding his resolve.
They discuss Duan Xingye’s likely response to losing his board seat and how Su Zhi will soon launch her media attack, which may prompt Duan Xingye to retaliate by exposing Duan Mingyang’s fake romance with her.
Duan Mingyang explains that clarifying the fake relationship would jeopardize the long con against Duan Xingye, as he would search for Duan Mingyang’s true weakness.
Duan Mingyang identifies Li Luo as that weakness and asks if he is still willing to be part of the fight; Li Luo agrees without hesitation, even calling himself Duan Mingyang’s “sweet little sweater.”
Jin Ren calls Duan Mingyang and reports that Duan Xingye has been expelled from the board of directors, likely as a calculated move by Duan Tianyou to intimidate his enemies—including Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo suggests that Duan Tianyou’s real intent is to pressure Duan Mingyang and asserts they should monitor Wang Dongsheng, who may become a key player or potential traitor.
Duan Xingye calls Li Luo and questions him about the meeting with Duan Tianyou, specifically asking if Li Luo mentioned the sleeping pills.
Li Luo denies it cautiously, following Duan Mingyang’s cue to avoid sounding suspicious, while pretending to be clueless about Duan Xingye’s expulsion.
Duan Xingye expresses doubt, wondering why Duan Mingyang hasn’t shown symptoms if the pills were switched, and suspects someone warned him.
Li Luo deflects by implying others might be disloyal, particularly pointing toward Wang Dongsheng, and warns Duan Xingye not to trust long-term allies blindly.
Duan Xingye invites Li Luo to meet face-to-face in a few days to discuss plans, but Duan Mingyang strongly objects and silently urges Li Luo not to go.
Li Luo agrees to the meeting to maintain his cover, reassuring Duan Mingyang he’ll be safe and continue gathering intel.
Duan Mingyang insists Li Luo take precautions, including having bodyguards nearby, but Li Luo insists on staying in character to protect both his father and Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang finally admits his deepest concern—that Li Luo, too, is someone he wants to protect, showing how much he loves him.
Li Luo reflects on Duan Mingyang’s understated but powerful romantic gestures, realizing how wrong he was to once believe Duan Mingyang was unromantic.
Chapter 26
Li Luo convinces Duan Mingyang to let him meet Duan Xingye alone, on the condition that he install a tracking app on his phone.
Duan Mingyang also instructs Li Luo not to seek him out too often to avoid suspicion, and Li Luo obediently stays home preparing for his upcoming film.
Deng Liang and Luo Peng worry about Li Luo’s uncharacteristic quietness, while Jin Ren continues writing detailed reports for Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo receives a message from Duan Xingye arranging to meet, prompting Li Luo to change clothes and prepare for the outing.
Before leaving, Li Luo makes a video call to Duan Mingyang to check in and tease him; they flirt playfully, and Li Luo hints at sending risqué photos.
Duan Mingyang warns Li Luo to be careful, especially since Duan Xingye might now suspect Wang Dongsheng due to their strategic manipulation.
They discuss the likelihood that Duan Xingye might try to use Li Luo to expose Duan Mingyang’s fake relationship with Su Zhi.
Duan Mingyang confirms Su Zhi is prepared to respond and that she can strike back with evidence if needed.
Their conversation ends with romantic exchanges, and Duan Mingyang encourages Li Luo to pursue his acting career seriously.
After the call, Li Luo seductively sends Duan Mingyang a provocative selfie, receiving a reserved but concerned response urging him to dress warmly.
Before heading out, Li Luo receives a cancellation message from Duan Xingye, followed immediately by breaking news on Weibo.
Su Zhi has publicly exposed Duan Xingye’s infidelity and prostitution scandal, posting irrefutable evidence including hotel records and private encounters.
The post goes viral, trending instantly, and Su Zhi garners massive public support while Duan Xingye’s reputation is shattered.
Fans and netizens react with rage and disgust toward Duan Xingye, flooding social media with condemnation and support for Su Zhi.
Li Luo relishes the drama and mocks Duan Xingye, sending him a sarcastic message about his downfall, though he receives no reply.
Back at home, Li Luo changes into pajamas and teases Deng Liang and Jin Ren, reflecting on his own shift from playboy to someone devoted to Duan Mingyang.
Jin Ren reveals that Duan Mingyang had once instructed him to always prioritize Li Luo’s orders—even over his own—if they ever became adversaries.
Li Luo is deeply moved, realizing Duan Mingyang’s willingness to relinquish control was out of love, trust, and preparation for any future scenario.
Overcome by emotion, Li Luo walks upstairs to call Duan Mingyang again and finds him visibly irritated that Li Luo didn’t answer immediately.
They resume flirting, but Duan Mingyang updates him on recent office visitors likely sent by Duan Xingye to gauge his response to Su Zhi’s post.
Duan Mingyang reveals that Su Zhi chose to release the news on her wedding anniversary, strategically maximizing its emotional and public impact.
Duan Mingyang warns Li Luo not to interact with or repost Su Zhi’s statement to avoid suspicion.
Li Luo understands and reassures him, then begins teasing Duan Mingyang again by undoing his pajama buttons during their video call.
Duan Mingyang resists at first, urging him not to get sick and to avoid contact during Duan Xingye’s watchful period.
Li Luo continues to seduce Duan Mingyang via video, lying down on his bed and teasingly inviting him to "test" him further during his probation.
Chapter 27
Li Luo teases Duan Mingyang during a video call, showing off his body and playfully accusing Duan Mingyang of pretending to be calm while being visibly aroused.
Duan Mingyang tells Li Luo not to try pleasing him with his body, but Li Luo continues teasing, prompting Duan Mingyang to reflect that Li Luo has changed—he’s now better at reading Duan Mingyang’s emotions.
Li Luo emotionally confesses how hurt he was after their breakup, recalling how Duan Mingyang left after sleeping with him without even saying goodbye.
Duan Mingyang listens in silence and then sincerely apologizes, acknowledging he hurt Li Luo deeply both times they broke up.
Li Luo realizes he has also hurt Duan Mingyang by misjudging him and ending things twice, despite Duan Mingyang still holding onto the rings and never truly giving up.
Duan Mingyang admits he assumed Li Luo’s love was fleeting and was surprised to hear that Li Luo cried after their breakup, which made him feel relieved and regretful.
Duan Mingyang reveals he watched Li Luo’s early acting work after their breakup and felt heartbroken, mistaking Li Luo’s performances and lifestyle as evidence that he had moved on easily.
Li Luo is stunned by this long-held misunderstanding and the depth of Duan Mingyang’s insecurity and emotional suffering.
Duan Mingyang admits that hearing Li Luo cried changed his perspective and promises that he won’t make Li Luo cry again.
Li Luo is overwhelmed and emotionally touched but notices Duan Mingyang still doesn't fully trust the longevity of his love, offering himself completely in return for trust.
To prove his sincerity, Li Luo offers to record a new explicit video for Duan Mingyang as a form of symbolic “blackmail,” so Duan Mingyang knows Li Luo is serious about never leaving again.
Duan Mingyang initially refuses, but Li Luo seduces him over video by stripping and performing for him in a highly erotic and intimate display, asserting his submission and devotion.
The call escalates into mutual masturbation as Duan Mingyang gives in and joins, indicating his desire for Li Luo and acceptance of their bond.
After climaxing, they exchange teasing and affectionate words, and the moment leaves them feeling intimately connected and reassured despite being apart.
The next day, Li Luo wakes up to news that Duan Xingye has been taken away by the police for questioning, and Jiang Liushen calls to brief him on the situation.
During the call, Li Luo defends Duan Mingyang, and Jiang Liushen expresses concern that Duan Mingyang might discard Li Luo after using him.
Li Luo insists Duan Mingyang is not like that and reveals that there may be progress in resolving his father’s case, though he can’t disclose details yet.
Online, public attention toward Duan Xingye increases, but netizens also begin speculating about Duan Mingyang and Li Luo’s involvement, with many harsh comments.
Li Luo defends Duan Mingyang anonymously and redirects attention by posting a cryptic selfie on Weibo with the caption “I really miss the sun,” a double meaning hinting at Duan Mingyang.
The post attracts attention and support from fans and shippers, calming online speculation, and Li Luo is satisfied with the outcome.
He sends a screenshot of his post directly to Duan Mingyang, who replies with “I’m in a meeting,” which disappoints Li Luo slightly.
But when Li Luo reviews Duan Mingyang’s screenshot, he notices the Weibo app was open and deduces Duan Mingyang secretly reposted the selfie.
Li Luo searches Weibo and discovers a ghost account that has been silently reposting his posts for years—with messages expressing longing, pain, and unspoken love.
The oldest post dates back to five years ago and contains the message, “Xuezhang, do you still remember me?” buried among millions of fan comments.
Li Luo is overwhelmed by emotion and guilt, realizing the depth of Duan Mingyang’s devotion and loneliness during their separation.
When Duan Mingyang calls after his meeting, Li Luo hides his tears and pretends he was rehearsing a sad scene from his upcoming film.
Duan Mingyang sees through the excuse, showing concern and revealing he invested in the movie after Li Luo was cast, using a discreet company he built partly for Li Luo.
Li Luo is shocked to learn Duan Mingyang has been supporting his career behind the scenes, further affirming his love.
Duan Mingyang assures Li Luo that he’ll reunite with his family and not go through pain alone again.
When asked about their reunion, Duan Mingyang says, “Wait a little longer. We’re almost there,” affirming his commitment to their future.
Li Luo promises to wait for Duan Mingyang no matter how long it takes, deeply moved and emotionally bonded with him more than ever.
Chapter 28
Li Luo begins filming his new movie, praying not just for the shoot's success but for Duan Mingyang's safe return.
The role is set before the character's expulsion from his sect, requiring Li Luo to wear elegant, layered white robes and portray a cold, ethereal persona.
Deng Liang praises Li Luo’s appearance, noting he’s transitioned from approachable charm to untouchable beauty.
Li Luo takes a mirror selfie in costume and sends it to Duan Mingyang, joking about their reversed personalities.
Duan Mingyang replies he’s going to meet Wang Dongsheng, raising Li Luo’s suspicions and concern about Duan Mingyang handling things alone again.
Duan Mingyang explains he wants to see Wang Dongsheng’s intentions—if not loyal, he plans to threaten him.
Their conversation ends just as Deng Liang arrives to call Li Luo to set; filming begins with an intense fight scene.
After filming, Li Luo overhears younger actors admiring his stamina and appearance, and he heads back to rest.
Li Luo checks for messages from Duan Mingyang but finds none. Deng Liang reminds him to call Jiang Liushen, who had tried to reach him.
Jiang Liushen urgently warns Li Luo that Duan Xingye has been bailed out and is likely already home.
Jiang Liushen tells Li Luo to stay on the filming site, suspecting Duan Xingye might come for him since he cannot target Su Zhi or Duan Mingyang directly.
Li Luo grows concerned that Duan Mingyang hasn’t contacted him and wonders why he didn’t warn him about Duan Xingye’s release.
Li Luo tries to call Duan Mingyang multiple times, but the phone is turned off, which is unlike Duan Mingyang’s usual behavior.
While walking back to the set, Li Luo sees a masked man reflected on his phone screen—he is ambushed.
The man sprays him with a drug, muffling his calls for help and knocking him unconscious with a towel.
Li Luo briefly sees the call screen connect before passing out, and he hears a voice say, “Luo-ge, I’m sorry.”
Li Luo wakes up bound to a chair, confronted by Duan Xingye, Duan Tianyou, and his ex-manager—now confirmed to be a traitor.
Shocked, Li Luo discovers that Jin Ren has also betrayed them, claiming he always served Duan Tianyou and was never truly loyal to Duan Mingyang.
Duan Tianyou gloats that Jin Ren was kept hidden until the perfect moment to betray Duan Mingyang from within.
Li Luo accuses them of being fools for trusting each other again, but Duan Xingye reveals he already knows Li Luo and Duan Mingyang are in love.
Furious, Li Luo yells at Jin Ren, calling him a traitor. Jin Ren tapes Li Luo’s mouth shut but subtly signals with his fingers, hinting he’s not truly a traitor.
After Duan Tianyou leaves, Duan Xingye interrogates Li Luo, trying to learn the location of the evidence that could overturn Li Zhenghong’s case.
Duan Xingye threatens that if Li Luo doesn’t cooperate, Duan Mingyang will suffer. He shows a photo of Duan Mingyang unconscious in a hotel bed, sent by Wang Dongsheng.
Duan Xingye explains the entire trap: Wang Dongsheng was always loyal to Duan Tianyou and lured Duan Mingyang under false pretenses.
Under threat, Li Luo reluctantly says that Duan Mingyang has the evidence but didn’t tell him the location, and suggests Jin Ren might know.
Jin Ren provides the location of Duan Mingyang’s safe box but claims not to know the password.
Duan Xingye smugly reveals he once recorded the video used to blackmail Li Luo and discovered the password to Duan Mingyang’s previous safe was Li Luo’s birthday.
Duan Xingye claims credit for triggering the entire chain of events that brought down the Li family, declaring it fate, not just malice.
Li Luo remains defiant until Duan Xingye threatens both him and Duan Mingyang, nearly strangling him to death before Jin Ren intervenes.
Regaining composure, Duan Xingye orders a bodyguard to search Duan Mingyang’s house for the safe box and to fetch Duan Tianyou.
Duan Xingye gloats that even if Li Luo protects the evidence for his father’s case, Su Zhi’s evidence has already been compromised.
He reveals that many of the records Su Zhi stole were planted fakes created by Wang Dongsheng to frame her instead.
Duan Xingye plans to pin everything on Su Zhi while escaping punishment, claiming he will come out on top again.
Li Luo warns Jin Ren that Duan Xingye plans to kill off Wang Dongsheng too, but Duan Xingye asserts Jin Ren will be spared due to his loyalty.
As Duan Xingye prepares to leave and demand Duan Mingyang’s safe password, Li Luo utters the word “Ready,” surprising him.
Li Luo suddenly breaks free of his ropes and punches Duan Xingye in the face, flooring him.
Jin Ren stands beside Li Luo, revealing he was pretending to be a traitor all along.
Li Luo activates a hidden microphone, signaling backup: “Hey, you there? You guys can come in now.”
Outside the door, a familiar voice answers calmly: “I’m here.”
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Chapter 29
Li Luo is thrilled at the thought of seeing Duan Mingyang again and imagines a perfect, dashing reunion.
The real Duan Mingyang arrives looking disheveled, with his suit crumpled and hair messy, shocking Li Luo.
Jiang Liushen follows, equally beat-up with a swollen cheek, complaining about being punched by Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang wordlessly breaks Duan Xingye's hand in retaliation for hurting Li Luo.
Li Luo is surprised by Duan Mingyang's brutality, realizing the “heartless” reputation might have some truth—except Duan Mingyang is gentle only with him.
Duan Mingyang lovingly checks Li Luo’s neck and apologizes for not protecting him, while they flirt openly.
Jiang Liushen sarcastically protests their public affection.
Duan Xingye realizes he’s been tricked and is informed that his father is already in police custody.
Duan Xingye tries to find help, only to realize even his bodyguard has switched sides.
He gets shoved into a van along with Wang Dongsheng, who he berates for betrayal.
Wang Dongsheng reveals he took the sedative himself instead of drugging Li Luo, causing Duan Xingye to explode in rage.
The group, including Li Luo, Duan Mingyang, Jiang Liushen, Jin Ren, and the bodyguard, ride to the police station together.
Li Luo and Duan Mingyang share tender moments in the van, with Jiang Liushen constantly heckling them.
The whole plan to expose Duan Xingye was masterminded by Jiang Liushen, who brought Duan Mingyang in to help investigate falsified evidence in Su Zhi’s case.
They pretended to fall into Duan Xingye’s trap and used Li Luo to extract information.
Li Luo learns that Jin Ren was never really against him and helped subtly guide him by using messages and tapping to reveal recording devices.
More bickering and banter ensue between Li Luo, Jiang Liushen, and Duan Xingye.
Duan Mingyang sits Li Luo in his lap and offers himself as a reward, whispering intimately.
Just as they’re about to kiss, Jin Ren announces their arrival at the police station.
Reporters swarm outside, and Li Luo panics about being seen in a compromising position.
Duan Mingyang reassures him the car windows are one-way tinted, and Jiang Liushen takes credit for calling the press.
Jiang Liushen and Duan Mingyang get ready to exit, planning to keep Li Luo out of public view to avoid complications with his career.
Li Luo reluctantly agrees, understanding the need to wait for the next opportunity to expose the truth.
Duan Mingyang gently hides Li Luo’s face with his jacket before leaving the car.
Left alone, Li Luo reflects on their separation, waits anxiously for news, and returns to the film site.
He checks into a hotel, exhausted, and still hasn’t heard from Duan Mingyang.
Annoyed that he's not credited for his role in the operation online, he subtly posts a selfie with Duan Mingyang's jacket and a cryptic caption.
He obsessively checks if Duan Mingyang will respond on social media but falls asleep waiting.
In his dream, he imagines Duan Mingyang returning, hugging him, and whispering, "I have always been yours. Goodnight."
Chapter 30
Li Luo wakes up in an unfamiliar, uncomfortable hotel room and realizes he's pressed against Duan Mingyang, not a wall.
He panics momentarily but calms down once Duan Mingyang embraces him again.
Duan Mingyang wakes up quickly, revealing his hyper-awareness and protectiveness over Li Luo.
A tender moment follows as Duan Mingyang gives Li Luo a surprise good-morning kiss.
The two discuss Duan Mingyang's fatigue from an overnight interrogation; Duan Mingyang updates him that his father's and brother's case is near conviction.
Duan Mingyang shares his decision not to fight for the presidency or stay on the board; he plans to leave the Duan family entirely.
Li Luo expresses support but Duan Mingyang warns him of the future disparity in social status, asking him to consider if he’s willing to be with him despite it.
Li Luo mocks the seriousness by teasing him about potentially finding someone better; Duan Mingyang becomes visibly jealous.
The mood turns playful and flirtatious, escalating into intimacy as Duan Mingyang asserts himself after being provoked.
Duan Mingyang jokingly "disciplines" Li Luo with a belt after teasing escalates, and the moment is interrupted by Li Luo’s assistant barging in, misunderstanding the situation.
Duan Mingyang leaves for work and does not return for a few days. Li Luo sends daily messages counting down to the end of their probation period.
Li Luo receives good news: his father’s request for sentence commutation has been approved.
Li Luo plans to pick up his father with both Feng Zhian and Duan Mingyang, marking familial approval of Duan Mingyang.
While preparing to leave the set, Li Luo encounters Jiang Liushen, who reveals Duan Mingyang’s jealousy from years ago—he may have suppressed fan shipping content of Li Luo and Jiang Liushen out of possessiveness.
Li Luo finds this behavior adorable and confirms it by checking Duan Mingyang’s old social media post.
Duan Mingyang surprises him with a bouquet and wine, signifying the end of the probation period and a romantic gesture.
They toast to their renewed trust and promises to love each other for life.
The chapter culminates in an extended, highly sensual and erotic scene between Li Luo and Duan Mingyang, signifying the full emotional and physical reunion after previous misunderstandings and struggles.
Chapter 31
Li Luo hears Duan Mingyang call him "Luoluo" during sex, which stuns and embarrasses him.
Duan Mingyang continues thrusting into Li Luo and demands obedience as he calls him that name again.
Duan Mingyang becomes rougher and punishes Li Luo for "behaving" for others, accusing him of calling other people "ge."
He forces Li Luo into submissive positions while continuing aggressive sex, verbally asserting his dominance.
Li Luo pleads to be allowed to climax and eventually does so multiple times under Duan Mingyang's control.
Despite climaxing, Duan Mingyang hasn’t finished, lifts Li Luo up, and enters him again from a new angle.
Li Luo begs to stop and return home, fearing others will catch them, but Duan Mingyang refuses.
Someone knocks on the lounge door; Li Luo panics but Duan Mingyang continues thrusting.
Li Luo cries and begs, but Duan Mingyang doesn't stop until someone outside opens the lounge door with a key.
As Deng Liang enters, Duan Mingyang sits calmly on the sofa with a coat covering himself.
Li Luo hides his face and pretends he was practicing a crying scene to explain his disheveled state.
Deng Liang and a stylist praise Li Luo for his acting dedication, misunderstanding the situation entirely.
Duan Mingyang mockingly asks Li Luo how his “lessons” were, and Li Luo bitterly acknowledges their effectiveness.
Li Luo refuses help changing costumes, claiming the soiled outfit is for commemoration.
He lies about spilled fluids on the floor being fan milk, using Deng Liang’s scarf to clean the mess.
Li Luo glares at Duan Mingyang, realizing he had deliberately planned to make him wear boots to hide evidence.
The stylist compliments Li Luo’s hair; Duan Mingyang suggests he doesn’t need to cut it after all.
A conversation about when Duan Mingyang asked him to grow his hair gets interrupted and left unresolved.
Duan Mingyang suddenly pulls Li Luo out of the lounge, giving him roses and storming off without saying goodbye.
The stylist questions the situation, but Deng Liang warns him to never gossip about Li Luo and Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang drives Li Luo to the suburban house and carries him inside bridal-style.
Li Luo throws off his boots and reveals the mess left on his legs and between his thighs from their earlier activity.
Duan Mingyang pushes him onto the bed and resumes sex, asking about when he told Li Luo to keep his hair long.
Li Luo flirts and dodges the question, using Duan Mingyang’s arousal to manipulate him into more sex.
Li Luo rides Duan Mingyang, who continues to dominate him from below.
They climax together again, but Duan Mingyang continues without pause, fucking Li Luo again from behind.
After an intense round, Li Luo finally tells Duan Mingyang he kept his hair long because of the time Duan Mingyang said "I love you" during sex years ago.
Li Luo explains he wanted to stay the way Duan Mingyang loved him, preserving the moment.
Duan Mingyang is shocked and realizes he misunderstood the reason for Li Luo's long hair.
Duan Mingyang apologizes and tells Li Luo not to cut his hair again, softening completely.
They share a tender kiss post-sex and exchange "I love you" again.
Li Luo wishes to preserve the moment, feeling joy and anxiety that the moment might be fleeting.
The next morning, it's raining, ruining their date plans, but Li Luo enjoys staying in bed with Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang starts sex again after Li Luo wraps a leg around him, pretending it was an invitation.
In the shower, Li Luo accuses Duan Mingyang of forgetting the affectionate nickname he used.
Duan Mingyang argues semantics, saying “ge” and “gege” imply different types of relationships.
Li Luo is stunned and has no rebuttal, embarrassed to lose in a verbal argument.
During breakfast, Duan Mingyang makes a cute sandwich for Li Luo and warms his milk.
They talk about Li Luo’s rumored lovers and Duan Mingyang expresses jealousy.
Li Luo tries to joke but sees Duan Mingyang upset; he apologizes, saying the rumors were because he was angry.
Duan Mingyang warms Li Luo’s cold feet under the table and reminisces about their college days.
Li Luo recalls how even when poor, Duan Mingyang would buy him fresh food and make breakfast with care.
Li Luo reflects on Duan Mingyang’s protective nature and finally understands his actions and insecurities from years ago.
At the end, Li Luo asks a serious question about their future: if Duan Mingyang plans to marry him within five years.
Chapter 32
Li Luo bluntly asks Duan Mingyang if he plans to marry him within five years.
Duan Mingyang is surprised and reminds Li Luo that he hasn’t even completed his probation period.
Li Luo argues that since they’ve exchanged rings and done “baby-making” activities, marriage should be next.
Duan Mingyang dodges the conversation by washing dishes; Li Luo follows and continues pressing the issue.
Duan Mingyang brings up Li Luo's public status and career, warning that marriage might harm his image.
Li Luo teases that Duan Mingyang seems more eager to go public than he does, which flusters Duan Mingyang.
Eventually, Duan Mingyang agrees to marry Li Luo anytime, even in secret, as long as it's what Li Luo wants.
Li Luo promises to get a marriage certificate with Duan Mingyang after his father’s release and family meeting.
Duan Mingyang mentions eventually wanting to make their relationship public when both careers are stable.
Li Luo jokes about Duan Mingyang tolerating fans shipping him with other celebrities.
Duan Mingyang admits he can put up with anything, as long as he has Li Luo.
The two share intimate moments around the house, sticking close and showing affection in every room.
During lunch, Li Luo sits in Duan Mingyang’s lap, is fed like a child, and later gets “punished” on the table.
After sex, Li Luo jokingly asks how many kids Duan Mingyang wants him to have, prompting another round.
Li Luo later lounges in Duan Mingyang’s study, finds a box of condoms, and teases Duan Mingyang about it.
Duan Mingyang admits he prepared the condoms through the butler, in case Li Luo wanted to use them.
Li Luo is embarrassed realizing the butler sees the messy aftermath and regrets bringing it up.
Duan Mingyang updates Li Luo on renouncing his roles and shares in the Duan family.
Duan Mingyang explains that the Duan Group is struggling after the scandal, but he’s taken loyal employees with him.
Li Luo offers to join Duan Mingyang’s new company and is annoyed someone criticized his reputation.
Duan Mingyang mentions their future company will focus on Li Luo’s development.
Li Luo is touched that Duan Mingyang knows all his food preferences and requests a special beef dish from New Year’s.
Duan Mingyang becomes suspicious when Li Luo reveals knowledge of his private New Year meal.
Li Luo tries to avoid the subject but admits to looking at Duan Mingyang’s side account.
Duan Mingyang pretends to be angry and interrogates Li Luo, who clings to him like a koala in apology.
Li Luo admits to reading all the old emotional posts on Duan Mingyang’s side account and promises not to do it again.
Duan Mingyang softens and admits he doesn’t find them embarrassing but won’t delete them unless Li Luo wants him to.
Li Luo confesses he cried reading them and begs him not to delete the posts as a reminder of past mistakes.
Duan Mingyang asks Li Luo to also forget his mistakes and says he remembers none of Li Luo’s faults.
Li Luo accuses Duan Mingyang of being too smooth and charming with words.
Duan Mingyang begins teasingly updating his side account, prompting more flirtation and sex between them.
Their session includes gentle and passionate lovemaking, replacing past pain with intimacy.
Li Luo eventually falls asleep in Duan Mingyang’s arms, content and emotionally fulfilled.
Later, Duan Mingyang warms up dinner and serves Li Luo in bed, who acts spoiled and doted upon.
Duan Mingyang reveals that Li Luo’s father will be released from prison on the 16th of next month.
Li Luo celebrates and jokingly interviews Duan Mingyang about his feelings before meeting his parents.
Duan Mingyang confidently replies that he’ll win their approval, which leads to three more hours of sex.
Afterward, Li Luo remembers the ring and retrieves it from under the pillow, returning it to Duan Mingyang.
Li Luo makes an emotional speech about putting Duan Mingyang in his heart and vice versa.
They reflect on the ring’s name, “Lonely Love,” and discuss the initials “LL” symbolizing their names.
Duan Mingyang ends the chapter with a romantic proposal, inviting Li Luo to shine on him for life.
Chapter 33
One month later, Li Zhenghong is released early from prison, and the jail entrance is swarmed with fans and reporters.
A TV reporter interviews fans, who mostly express support for Li Zhenghong and accuse the Duan family of framing him.
As Li Zhenghong exits the prison, the crowd becomes chaotic and reporters surge forward.
Guards and bodyguards escort Li Zhenghong and Li Luo to their vehicle, which then switches at a rendezvous point to lose the paparazzi.
Li Luo transfers his father to a new minivan and warns him to behave nicely toward Duan Mingyang.
Li Zhenghong enters the van and immediately confronts Duan Mingyang, coldly addressing him as “Young Master Duan.”
Duan Mingyang reveals that he has severed all ties with the Duan family and relinquished his inheritance and responsibilities.
Li Zhenghong sarcastically asks if that makes Duan Mingyang “nothing now,” to which Duan Mingyang calmly replies that he will prove himself worthy of Li Luo independently.
Li Zhenghong challenges Duan Mingyang to reach a net worth of over 100 million yuan to prove his worth.
Li Luo protests, but Duan Mingyang gratefully accepts the challenge, recognizing it as a sign of trust.
Feng Zhian offers Duan Mingyang a position to eventually take over his company, allowing him to marry Li Luo at any time.
Li Luo celebrates, and Li Zhenghong scolds them for being too openly affectionate, saying Li Luo has already given himself away for free.
Feng Zhian and Li Zhenghong discuss retirement, with Feng Zhian encouraging Li Zhenghong to enjoy life and travel.
Li Luo worries that Duan Mingyang might feel slighted by working for his family, but Duan Mingyang assures him that for Li Luo’s sake, he’d even work for the Duan family again.
Li Luo kisses Duan Mingyang’s cheek and declares his love for him.
Li Zhenghong jokes about using Duan Mingyang for business gains before giving his blessing, though with a condition to double company profits.
Duan Mingyang agrees without hesitation, and Li Luo teases his dad for exploiting the opportunity.
Duan Mingyang expresses envy over Li Luo’s loving family, and Li Luo suggests they visit Duan Mingyang’s mother soon.
They arrive at the Li family estate, which is still in pristine condition thanks to regular maintenance.
Li Luo boasts about his family’s wealth and invites Duan Mingyang’s mother to stay there.
Duan Mingyang explains his mother is happily living with her family after her surgery.
The legal team awaits them in the reception hall to strategize against the Duan family.
Li Zhenghong insists on handling the legal case himself to reclaim his pride and asks the younger generation to step back.
Duan Mingyang convinces Li Luo to respect his father’s wishes, explaining that letting Li Zhenghong win this case himself is important for his dignity.
Li Luo is touched and jokes that Duan Mingyang might be his dad’s real son for understanding him so well.
Duan Mingyang takes Li Luo to his new company headquarters, surprising Li Luo with its size and professionalism.
At the office, employees excitedly notice Li Luo’s arrival and quietly fangirl over his interaction with Duan Mingyang.
Duan Mingyang informs Li Luo that employees are bound by strict confidentiality clauses, so no information about their relationship will be leaked.
Li Luo is disappointed their couple status won’t trend but accepts the discretion due to the timing of his father’s legal case.
They unexpectedly run into Deng Liang and Jin Ren, who are reviewing potential new scripts for Li Luo.
Li Luo complains about not getting a break, but upon hearing Duan Mingyang had asked them to prepare scripts, he pretends to be a hard-working actor.
They review two roles: one in a republican-era drama requiring a haircut and another in a crime drama playing an antagonist.
Duan Mingyang immediately dismisses the republican-era role when he hears it requires Li Luo to cut his hair.
When he hears the crime role includes a sex scene with a female lead, Duan Mingyang becomes visibly annoyed.
Li Luo laughs and decides to hold off on acting and look for variety shows instead.
Deng Liang suggests a restaurant management show where Li Luo could participate, and Li Luo considers bringing Duan Mingyang along.
Li Luo becomes discouraged upon learning that popular celebrities Shen Jiaran and Xia Xiai are already cast in the show.
Duan Mingyang realizes Li Luo is baiting him and, despite knowing it, falls for it and agrees to join the show.
Duan Mingyang instructs Jin Ren to clear his schedule and even offers to sponsor the show for more screen time for Li Luo.
Li Luo laughs and feels thrilled to be pampered as the beloved fiancé of the CEO.
Chapter 34
Duan Mingyang gives Li Luo a tour of his company, which focuses on film and television and now owns several entertainment agencies, including Shuoxing and Longxing.
Duan Mingyang reveals he only wanted to acquire Shuoxing for Li Luo’s sake, and the other acquisitions were to avoid suspicion.
Li Luo questions why Duan Mingyang once tried to blacklist him despite all his efforts to gain control of his career.
Duan Mingyang admits he acted on impulse and loathed Li Luo at the time.
They joke about mutually loathing each other in the past, though Duan Mingyang insists his resentment lasted only days while Li Luo's lasted years.
Employees become aware that the CEO brought Li Luo around the office, but strict company rules prevent any gossip from spreading online.
Li Luo and Duan Mingyang return to the Li family estate for dinner, where Li Zhenghong shares that his odds of overturning his conviction are about 95%.
Feng Zhian says the trial will likely be held next week.
Li Luo insists on attending the trial, and Li Zhenghong agrees, allowing both him and Duan Mingyang to sit in the public gallery.
After dinner, Li Luo drags Duan Mingyang to his bedroom, ignoring the guest room prepared.
In bed, Li Luo wonders if they’ve truly overcome all obstacles, and Duan Mingyang warns that enemies like Duan Xingye might return after serving their sentences.
Li Luo insists he’ll be strong enough to protect Duan Mingyang too and demands a “protection fee” kiss, which quickly escalates into sex.
The next morning, Duan Mingyang brings Li Luo breakfast in bed, doing everything himself despite Li Luo telling him to live a more luxurious life.
Duan Mingyang receives a call from Su Zhi, who informs them Duan Xingye requested a prison visit with her.
Su Zhi is suspicious of Duan Xingye’s motives and asks Duan Mingyang and Li Luo to accompany her for safety.
They meet Su Zhi at the prison; Li Luo goes in with her while Duan Mingyang waits outside to avoid provoking Duan Xingye.
Inside the visiting room, Duan Xingye appears dignified and well-groomed despite being incarcerated.
Li Luo mocks him, and Su Zhi directly asks what he wants.
Duan Xingye says he simply wanted to see her and implies lingering affection by mentioning their wedding and asking if her feelings were ever genuine.
Su Zhi is disgusted and throws her ring at Duan Xingye, declaring that they are over for good.
After leaving, Su Zhi tries to keep her composure, but Li Luo encourages her to cry, offering emotional support.
Su Zhi breaks down, wondering why her love failed while Li Luo and Duan Mingyang reconciled.
Li Luo comforts her with a metaphor about rivers and fate, emphasizing that Duan Xingye turned against the flow of destiny, while Su Zhi deserves love.
They leave the prison together, and Li Luo lies to Duan Mingyang, saying he poured water on Duan Xingye, to protect Su Zhi’s privacy.
On the ride home, Li Luo checks Weibo and sees he’s trending with the headline “Li Luo and Su Zhi’s relationship exposed.”
Paparazzi captured photos of Li Luo comforting Su Zhi, which appear romantic.
Li Luo panics, messaging Su Zhi to stay silent and asking Jin Ren to suppress the trending topic without informing Duan Mingyang.
Netizens speculate wildly, with some fans celebrating Li Luo’s “playboy” image and others criticizing Su Zhi for moving on too quickly.
Shipper accounts for Li Luo and Duan Mingyang begin shutting down in despair.
Li Luo is more concerned about Su Zhi’s reputation and the case’s distraction than his own image.
When they arrive home, Li Zhenghong loudly announces the trending news, shocking Li Luo further.
Duan Mingyang checks the news and confronts Li Luo—not out of jealousy, but because they didn’t tell him Su Zhi cried.
Duan Mingyang insists he wants to face challenges with Li Luo and not be kept in the dark.
Li Zhenghong teases Duan Mingyang for not calling Li Luo affectionate nicknames, adding to the awkwardness.
Li Luo drags Duan Mingyang to the garden to defuse the situation and gives him a white rose as a peace offering.
They reconcile, agreeing to be honest with each other in future troubles.
Duan Mingyang trims the rose and admits he once loathed Li Luo on his birthday years ago when he saw him dining with Zhao Shanshan.
Li Luo remembers that dinner and confesses he only accepted it because he didn’t want to spend Duan Mingyang’s birthday alone.
Duan Mingyang recalls seeing them together and feeling heartbroken, which led to him blacklisting Li Luo out of spite.
Duan Mingyang formally apologizes, saying he regrets his impulsive action and promises to remove all future "thorns" for Li Luo.
Li Luo accepts the apology and calls Duan Mingyang his personal gardener, reaffirming their bond.
Duan Mingyang asks for a public declaration of their relationship.
Li Luo posts a symbolic message on Weibo along with a photo of a white rose in sunlight: “The rose is mine. The sunlight is mine too. But I will always be yours.”
Chapter 35
The highly anticipated trial begins one week later, drawing crowds of reporters, fans, and curious bystanders.
Only twenty people are allowed in the public gallery, and a lottery system is used to select them.
Outside the courthouse, people debate Li Luo's cryptic Weibo post featuring a white rose and the line “The sunlight is mine too,” speculating whether it refers to Su Zhi, Duan Mingyang, or his fans.
Li Luo arrives at the courtroom in the afternoon with bodyguards and takes his seat.
Duan Mingyang is already present, seated in the public gallery across from Li Luo.
The two exchange no words; Duan Mingyang ignores Li Luo’s flirtatious glances, creating a tense atmosphere misinterpreted by fans as hostility.
As the trial begins, Li Luo remains calm, feeling supported by his father, fans, and Duan Mingyang’s quiet presence.
The trial proceeds, and over time, the defense weakens while the plaintiff's case grows stronger and airtight.
Eventually, the verdict is delivered: Duan Tianyou receives twenty years in prison, and Duan Xingye receives seven years.
The courtroom erupts in cheers, and Li Luo is congratulated by supporters and fans.
Li Luo embraces his father, Li Zhenghong, who is triumphant after proving his innocence and achieving justice.
Li Luo notices Duan Mingyang standing alone, ignored by his disgraced family, embodying both isolation and pride.
Feeling for him, Li Luo decides to skip the victory celebration and invites Duan Mingyang to visit his mother instead.
Li Zhenghong and Feng Zhian head off to celebrate while Li Luo meets Duan Mingyang in the parking garage.
They leave the courthouse undetected and drive out of the city.
On the way, Li Luo insists on dressing nicely to meet Duan Mingyang’s mother, but Duan Mingyang reassures him he looks perfect.
They shop for a present and arrive at Lin Cheng’s family's modest but comfortable home.
Mrs. Duan is surprised to see Li Luo, initially thinking of him as just an old classmate.
Duan Mingyang awkwardly clarifies their relationship, and Li Luo calls her “Mom” and gives her the present.
Inside, they are welcomed warmly by Mrs. Duan and Lin Cheng’s parents.
The group shares a cheerful, cozy dinner with lively conversations, mostly driven by Li Luo’s gossip and industry stories.
Duan Mingyang silently makes sure Li Luo eats, placing food into his bowl and reminding him to eat.
After dinner, the elders invite them to stay the night, but Duan Mingyang politely declines and books a hotel nearby.
On the walk to the hotel, Li Luo and Duan Mingyang disguise themselves and walk hand in hand through the quiet streets.
They reflect on how both their parents admire the other, but Li Luo emphasizes their equality in the relationship.
Duan Mingyang makes a risqué joke about power dynamics, and Li Luo playfully scolds him for it.
When Duan Mingyang says he’s happy because two of the people he loves most were with him tonight, Li Luo whispers that he feels the same.
As they near the hotel, Duan Mingyang nervously asks if they can hold hands in public.
Li Luo agrees and reaches out, but before they touch, camera flashes go off nearby.
Duan Mingyang instinctively pulls back, but Li Luo grabs his hand and keeps walking forward confidently.
Li Luo tells Duan Mingyang this is the sunlight he promised to share for life, asking him to step into it together.
Duan Mingyang smiles, squeezes Li Luo’s hand, and replies, “Yes, I do,” confirming their shared future even in public view.
Their rings press together as they walk forward, fully seen for the first time as a couple.
EXTRA 01 BEFORE DAWN
Seven years ago, a student-organized campus contest names Li Luo one of the top ten most attractive guys, the only non-white winner.
Duan Mingyang notices Li Luo's photo on the board and later meets him at a bar, where Li Luo introduces himself with charm and confidence.
Despite his suspicions and coldness, Duan Mingyang lets Li Luo follow him home and even stay the night.
Li Luo sleeps curled up at the table; Duan Mingyang watches him silently and is drawn to his warmth and recklessness.
Duan Mingyang wrestles with desire and loneliness as he lies beside Li Luo and ultimately holds him without crossing the line.
Li Luo becomes persistent, visiting Duan Mingyang daily, flirting and trying to get close, despite Duan Mingyang’s cold rejections.
One night, Duan Mingyang sees Li Luo waiting outside in the rain but hesitates too long; when he finally goes down, Li Luo is gone.
Duan Mingyang is later ambushed by men sent by Duan Xingye, beaten badly while trying to protect Li Luo’s forgotten wallet.
Despite injuries, Duan Mingyang cleans and guards the wallet, later lying to Li Luo that he found it at the bar to arrange another meeting.
Li Luo seems angry and distant the next time they meet, but when he sees Duan Mingyang’s injuries, he stays, gets him a doctor, and celebrates his birthday with him.
The two grow closer over the semester, gradually becoming like lovers, with Li Luo visiting often and bringing warmth into Duan Mingyang’s world.
Duan Mingyang tries to remain restrained, refusing sex and wanting to wait until he can offer Li Luo a future.
Li Luo eventually asks for intimacy, and Duan Mingyang gives in, overwhelmed by love and desire.
That night, they share their first time together—tender and passionate at first, but increasingly intense as both let go of restraint.
Duan Mingyang records Li Luo drunkenly confessing his love, wanting to keep the memory forever.
He plans to buy rings and propose, believing they now share a mutual love and future.
The next day, however, Li Luo calls and cruelly ends the relationship, calling Duan Mingyang disgusting and saying he never loved him.
Duan Mingyang is devastated but clings to hope, believing Li Luo might be angry about the video or his return to the Duan family.
He never sees Li Luo again on campus. When he returns to China as agreed, he sees Li Luo has debuted as a celebrity and appears to have moved on.
Duan Mingyang tries to comment on Li Luo’s social media with "Do you still remember me, Xuezhang?" but it’s buried among thousands of replies.
In despair, Duan Mingyang enters the Duan family estate, fully realizing that Li Luo has left him behind and started a new life.
Years later, Duan Mingyang still wears the ring he bought and suffers chronic emotional pain from the breakup.
He wakes from a vivid dream of the past, panicking when he finds his bed empty and thinking Li Luo is gone.
Downstairs, he finds Li Luo casually eating ice cream and watching TV—he's there, alive, real.
Duan Mingyang hugs Li Luo tightly, overcome with emotion, relieved that it wasn’t a dream.
Li Luo teases him, reassures him that he’s not going anywhere, and jokes about Duan Mingyang being dramatic.
They cuddle on the sofa, then go to the fridge together with Li Luo standing on Duan Mingyang’s feet to avoid the cold floor.
They share an intimate conversation in the dark kitchen, reaffirming their love for each other.
Duan Mingyang asks how much Li Luo loves him, and Li Luo replies that he wishes he had fallen in love a second earlier to love Duan Mingyang longer.
They return to the bedroom, and while Li Luo tries to watch TV, Duan Mingyang peacefully falls asleep beside him.
Li Luo watches over him and eventually turns everything off, choosing to sleep with Duan Mingyang instead.
The chapter ends with them embraced in silence, symbolizing the peace and permanence they’ve finally found after years of pain.
EXTRA 02 RESTAURANT RUCKUS
Li Luo finishes filming a reshoot and jokes with Director Zhang about not being replaced, even though his relationship went public early.
A month earlier, Li Luo and Duan Mingyang were caught holding hands and entering a hotel, triggering a media storm.
Deng Liang and others are blindsided, fans explode with mixed reactions, and Li Luo’s coming out with Duan Mingyang dominates social media.
Shippers celebrate, general fans debate or deny the relationship, and some criticize Duan Mingyang due to his family history.
Li Luo eventually confirms the relationship himself on Weibo by posting a photo of their hands wearing matching rings.
Despite initial worries, Li Luo loses only minor endorsements while gaining more lucrative offers; he declines most, preferring rest and variety show participation.
Li Luo and Duan Mingyang agree to join a couple-focused restaurant management variety show in the Northeast.
Upon learning the restaurant is minimalist Scandinavian and must turn a 200,000 yuan profit in 20 days, Li Luo freaks out.
Jin Ren reveals last season’s team failed badly, increasing the pressure on this cast.
The restaurant’s gimmick allows customers to pay fully, partially, or nothing based on satisfaction, which adds risk.
Duan Mingyang calmly accepts the challenge, suggesting creative fusion cuisine to appeal to local tastes.
Li Luo pretends to be useless, but Duan Mingyang predicts he’ll contribute the most through cleverness and pride.
During setup, Li Luo and Jiang Liushen bicker, and Jiang Liushen hints that Duan Mingyang might be too friendly with Xia Xiai.
Li Luo grows jealous and plans to talk to Duan Mingyang about boundaries.
Jiang Liushen and Li Luo's petty fight is edited out by the director upon request.
At night, Li Luo sneaks into Duan Mingyang’s room; they talk about the future and Duan Mingyang’s fast career rise.
Li Luo questions Duan Mingyang’s public flirtation; Duan Mingyang teases him for jealousy and promises to behave.
Their flirting escalates into physical intimacy, but they hold off due to fatigue and thin walls.
The next day, the soft opening is chaotic, with miscommunication and customer delays, but the team earns around 2,000 yuan.
Jiang Liushen and Xia Xiai openly flirt; Duan Mingyang massages Li Luo and promises to pamper him more later.
Duan Mingyang proposes marketing strategies, and the team plans to invite Su Zhi and Lin Cheng to assist.
Su Zhi and Lin Cheng arrive, excited to help, bringing better energy and more efficiency to the group.
Xia Xiai impresses everyone with strength and a humble background; Duan Mingyang and Xia Xiai bond over their hardships.
On the official opening night, customers fawn over Li Luo and Jiang Liushen; business runs smoothly with new help.
Li Luo becomes jealous hearing that Duan Mingyang praised Xia Xiai; Su Zhi teases him for wanting more attention.
At night, Duan Mingyang surprises Li Luo with a massage and washes his feet, expressing deep affection and care.
Duan Mingyang recalls caring for his mother and now wants to care for Li Luo the same way.
Li Luo, moved by his gentleness, offers to repay him in bed once the cameras are off, and they share a private, intimate moment.
The show proceeds well, though Jiang Liushen messes up the kitchen one day, prompting a rare outburst from Duan Mingyang.
Su Zhi scolds both men, restoring order with intimidating authority.
The restaurant grows increasingly successful, reaching nearly 190,000 yuan by day twenty.
On the final night, the guests are local elderly people, which raises difficulty due to unfamiliarity with the menu and celebrities.
Li Luo insists on helping in the kitchen but quickly becomes overwhelmed and makes mistakes.
He burns his hands and feels embarrassed, but Duan Mingyang takes care of him gently without scolding.
Despite his clumsiness, Duan Mingyang refuses to let Li Luo leave the kitchen, showing how much he values him being by his side.
They share a private, emotional moment in the kitchen, reinforcing how far they’ve come and how loved and protected Li Luo feels now.
EXTRA 03 BIRTHDAY
A test screening for Li Luo’s debut film is held at the end of the year and receives positive feedback, increasing public expectations.
Deng Liang praises Li Luo constantly, believing he’s a strong contender for a Best Actor award.
Li Luo downplays it publicly but internally hopes for a win to humble Jiang Liushen.
Li Luo is focused more on Duan Mingyang’s upcoming birthday, feeling guilt over missing it in previous years due to their breakup and his travels.
Li Luo nervously asks Duan Mingyang for permission to visit his estranged mother overseas for New Year’s, which overlaps with Duan Mingyang’s birthday.
Duan Mingyang calmly gives his approval, saying he no longer cares about celebrating his birthday as long as Li Luo is by his side.
Li Luo promises to make it up next year and vows never to break a promise again, trying to hide his deeper plans.
Duan Mingyang, now a powerful executive and heir-apparent to Li Zhenghong’s company, shoulders increasing responsibilities.
Despite his cold reputation among employees, Duan Mingyang is widely known online for his visible tenderness—toward Li Luo alone.
Li Luo suggests Duan Mingyang take a vacation and proposes they travel abroad together, hinting at marriage.
Li Luo insists that Duan Mingyang has definitely imagined proposing many times, and Duan Mingyang finally admits he has, “tens of thousands of times.”
They plan for Duan Mingyang to speak to Li Zhenghong about marriage once Li Luo returns.
At the airport, Li Luo cheerfully lets fans photograph him, saying he won’t be with Duan Mingyang on his birthday but will make it up next year.
The public expresses disappointment, hoping for a romantic gesture now that their relationship is public.
On Duan Mingyang’s birthday, he quietly works, eats cake alone, and pretends not to care that Li Luo hasn’t contacted him.
At 9 PM, just as Duan Mingyang resigns himself to disappointment, Li Luo calls him.
During their sweet and casual conversation, Li Luo teases that Duan Mingyang didn’t get cake, prompting Duan Mingyang to lie.
Li Luo then tells him to “look out the window.”
Fireworks burst in the night sky—over twenty of them, one for each year of Duan Mingyang’s life.
As Duan Mingyang stands in awe, Li Luo appears at the door, revealing he came home early to surprise him.
Li Luo tells Duan Mingyang he visited his mother to prepare her for their upcoming wedding and got her blessing.
Duan Mingyang realizes Li Luo orchestrated the entire surprise, and the two bicker flirtatiously about secrets and loyalty.
Li Luo catches Duan Mingyang in the lie about the birthday cake and teases him for being lonely.
They sit down for dinner with the cake, and Li Luo brings out candles.
Duan Mingyang claims he doesn’t have wishes anymore because everything he ever wanted—Li Luo—is already his.
Li Luo insists he make a wish, and Duan Mingyang does so silently before blowing out the candles.
Li Luo correctly guesses the wish was about marriage or lifelong happiness together.
They share the cake romantically, with Li Luo teasing and kissing Duan Mingyang using bites of chocolate mousse.
The moment escalates as Li Luo takes control, tying Duan Mingyang’s hands behind the chair and teasing him with cake on his own body.
They engage in an extended and playful sexual encounter, beginning with sweet flirtation and ending in intense physical intimacy.
Li Luo rides Duan Mingyang while maintaining control, but Duan Mingyang, though still seated, dominates with strength and endurance.
Afterward, Duan Mingyang carries Li Luo to the balcony for another round of fireworks, entering him from behind during the display.
As they climax together under the lights, Duan Mingyang whispers “I love you” to Li Luo.
Li Luo asks him to say it again, pretending he didn’t hear, but Duan Mingyang declines, promising to only say it once per year.
In return, Li Luo proclaims “I love you” three times, saying he’ll be the generous one and say it enough for both of them.
EXTRA 04 MOVIE
On the premiere day of Li Luo’s first movie, Shuoxing’s PR team is tense, and Luo Peng is practically praying that nothing goes wrong.
Deng Liang, though confident, grows anxious due to the movie’s significance in Li Luo’s transition from idol to serious actor.
Deng Liang calls Li Luo to urge him to promote the film, but Li Luo is still asleep and ignores the call.
Li Luo wakes up wrapped in Duan Mingyang’s arms; Duan Mingyang initiates sleepy, slow morning sex.
Li Luo, still half-asleep, weakly protests but gives in to the gentler, cuddling style of sex Duan Mingyang prefers in the morning.
After sex, Duan Mingyang fetches breakfast; Li Luo retaliates for the intrusion by stepping on Duan Mingyang’s groin.
They argue playfully about obedience, with Li Luo accusing Duan Mingyang of becoming more of a bully.
Li Luo insists that even if he’s not a docile partner, they’re stuck together for life and everyone knows it.
Duan Mingyang agrees, teasing that Li Luo is more manageable when half-awake.
Before leaving for work, Duan Mingyang promises to return in time to watch the movie with Li Luo.
After Duan Mingyang leaves, Li Luo checks his phone and replies dismissively to Deng Liang, refusing to promote the movie directly.
Curious, Li Luo checks the box office and sees impressive early numbers, though he’s cautious about over-crediting fan-driven sales.
Li Luo filters through exaggerated fan praise to read more objective, non-fan reviews and is pleasantly surprised by the praise for his acting.
Encouraged by the reactions, Li Luo wonders if Duan Mingyang will compliment him—but doubts it due to his boyfriend’s serious nature.
Li Luo checks Duan Mingyang’s side Weibo account and discovers a rare repost of the movie’s official promotion—followed by nine more posts.
Li Luo is overwhelmed by the gesture, realizing Duan Mingyang is showing love and support in his quiet way.
That evening, Duan Mingyang returns home and Li Luo eagerly runs into his arms.
They go on a low-key movie date, wearing disguises and sneaking into the theater for a public viewing.
Throughout the film, Duan Mingyang gently squeezes Li Luo’s hand during tense moments, offering silent comfort and support.
A girl recognizes them at the end, but by the time she reacts, they’ve already slipped out.
In the car, Li Luo jokes about how extra the outing felt, and teases Duan Mingyang for his obvious concern, especially about Weibo reposts.
Duan Mingyang finally admits that he promoted the movie both as Li Luo’s employer and as his boyfriend.
Back home, Jin Ren reports box office earnings have surpassed 200 million on opening day.
Li Luo shares a post online with a ticket photo, playing humble, which endears him to fans and adds more positive buzz to the movie.
Duan Mingyang points out that fans love the contrast in Li Luo’s image—being warm in private while appearing cold in public.
Li Luo accuses Duan Mingyang of only liking him when he’s obedient and seductive.
Duan Mingyang insists that he loves Li Luo at all times but wants him to rest during the busy promotion period.
Li Luo playfully accuses Duan Mingyang of being unable to get it up, challenging him to a bet: only one round of sex tonight.
They engage in slow, passionate sex, with Duan Mingyang remaining gentle, savoring every moment.
Li Luo begs for praise about his performance, and Duan Mingyang sincerely compliments him, saying he was very impressed.
The compliment makes Li Luo more euphoric than any fan comment or review.
After finishing once, Li Luo demands more, but Duan Mingyang refuses, reminding him of the bet and his early schedule.
Li Luo sulks and accuses Duan Mingyang of being cold, but Duan Mingyang cuddles and wishes him goodnight.
Internally, Li Luo grumbles and pretends to be angry, but ultimately stays in Duan Mingyang’s arms, thinking he’s a pretentious jerk—but also home.
EXTRA 05 HONEYMOON
Li Luo’s debut movie becomes a massive box office hit, earning 3.6 billion yuan and securing his place as the most successful idol-turned-actor.
Despite this success, Li Luo stays low-profile and avoids promotional activity, leaving fans speculating about his silence.
It’s revealed that Li Luo has gone abroad with Duan Mingyang to get married in private at a church in Britain, away from the public eye.
Contrary to public belief, it’s Li Luo—not Duan Mingyang—who insists on a simple, intimate wedding with minimal guests and no dramatic gestures.
On the drive to their destination, Li Luo sulks about Duan Mingyang’s declining libido, accusing him of being less affectionate than before.
Duan Mingyang teases him, provoking a playful argument where Li Luo threatens divorce, but Duan Mingyang kisses him to shut him up.
Duan Mingyang brings Li Luo to a private vineyard estate he once bought secretly, where a memorable bottle of wine had originated.
Li Luo mocks the romantic memory by recalling that it led to sex in a dressing room where they were nearly caught, and jabs at Duan Mingyang’s “decline in stamina.”
Li Luo accuses Duan Mingyang of losing interest in him because he’s now “too easy to get,” escalating the argument until Duan Mingyang forcefully kisses him.
They argue and flirt on the estate path, drawing out a long-winded teasing session until Duan Mingyang corners Li Luo and makes him admit he’s been faking anger.
Duan Mingyang praises him for being a “good boy” and teases him further, causing Li Luo to complain that he can’t even act angry convincingly anymore.
Back in their room, Li Luo tries to initiate intimacy, but Duan Mingyang insists he rest due to exhaustion from the movie’s promotional tour.
Duan Mingyang surprises Li Luo by booking a Thai massage session the next day in a sunny glass sunroom overlooking the estate.
Li Luo naps during the massage and wakes up to find the massage therapist replaced by Duan Mingyang, who begins sensually massaging his thighs.
Li Luo roleplays as if Duan Mingyang is a stranger and tries to escape, leading to Duan Mingyang forcefully pinning him down and initiating a dominant BDSM scene.
Duan Mingyang restrains Li Luo with bondage gear, gags him, and begins foreplay with a vibrator and oral stimulation, ignoring Li Luo’s protests and tears.
Despite the intense humiliation and forced domination, Li Luo’s body responds with arousal, and he eventually climaxes while restrained.
Duan Mingyang continues the encounter with penetrative sex against a glass window where they could be seen, intensifying the shame-play aspect.
Li Luo tearfully submits, calling Duan Mingyang “gege” and begging for more as he’s overwhelmed with pleasure.
They return to the bedroom, where Duan Mingyang breaks the “one time only” promise and has sex with Li Luo multiple times, ignoring his pleas to stop.
Duan Mingyang takes Li Luo to the bathroom for oral and wall sex, continuing until Li Luo urinates himself from overstimulation, signaling he’s reached his limit.
Realizing he’s pushed too far, Duan Mingyang apologizes and helps Li Luo bathe, gently tending to him while Li Luo weakly recovers.
After a brief rest, Li Luo jokingly begs to repeat the experience daily, and Duan Mingyang, amused but firm, declines and says “Mingyang-gege gets tired too.”
They cuddle in bed and plan the rest of their honeymoon, tossing around ideas like visiting the beach, their college campus, or planning the wedding location.
Li Luo falls asleep in Duan Mingyang’s arms as they quietly talk about the future, ending the chapter with Duan Mingyang whispering, “Goodnight.”
The chapter closes on a note of tender intimacy, reaffirming that as long as they are together, it doesn’t matter where or what they do.
EXTRA 06 QUESTIONS
Duan Mingyang and Li Luo participate in a Q&A-style interview, responding to 50 personal and intimate questions as a couple.
Duan Mingyang and Li Luo introduce themselves, stating their ages (Duan Mingyang is 27; Li Luo is a year older) and genders (both male).
Li Luo describes Duan Mingyang as a fire burning in darkness; Duan Mingyang describes Li Luo as his dawn.
They reveal they first met in college in England—Duan Mingyang knew of Li Luo from campus before they formally met at a bar.
Their first impressions of each other were “attractive and rich” (Duan Mingyang on Li Luo) and “attractive and broke” (Li Luo on Duan Mingyang).
When asked what parts they like about each other, Li Luo confidently says Duan Mingyang loves every part of him, which Duan Mingyang confirms.
Duan Mingyang admits he dislikes when Li Luo misbehaves, but says that gives him an excuse to “teach him a lesson,” which he enjoys.
They agree their compatibility is high—Duan Mingyang calls it “quite good,” and Li Luo says “perfect.”
In terms of pet names, Duan Mingyang usually calls Li Luo “Mr. Li” or “Luoluo,” while Li Luo prefers “Mingyang” but jokes that he wants Duan Mingyang to call him “gege.”
Li Luo says he would give himself as a gift to Duan Mingyang, while Duan Mingyang would give him anything he wants.
Li Luo wants a private island for privacy; Duan Mingyang offers to buy one for vacations together.
Their relationship evolved from hate and conflict to lifelong companionship, with their first “date” being time spent alone in Duan Mingyang’s small rental.
Li Luo confessed first, and Duan Mingyang admits he didn’t believe it was sincere at first but now sees the truth in everything that followed.
They express deep love: Li Luo claims he loves Duan Mingyang slightly more, while Duan Mingyang admits he’s helpless against Li Luo’s spoiled behavior.
If infidelity were suspected, Li Luo says it’s impossible, while Duan Mingyang jokes he’d start by taking down shipping accounts.
Duan Mingyang says he would always wait for Li Luo, even if he’s late, because he’s waited years already.
Duan Mingyang’s favorite physical trait is Li Luo’s long hair (kept for him); Li Luo loves Duan Mingyang’s lips.
Both find each other most erotic during sex, especially when holding back or on the verge.
Li Luo is no longer nervous around Duan Mingyang, but Duan Mingyang still gets anxious at public events due to their status gap.
Li Luo used to lie often but now only tells small white lies; Duan Mingyang doesn’t lie but secretly monitors Li Luo’s well-being through his manager.
Their happiest moments are waking up next to each other, or realizing they’re truly together after past nightmares.
They’ve argued painfully in the past but don’t anymore, valuing the peace they have now.
When asked if they want to be together in their next life, Li Luo says yes, while Duan Mingyang says he doesn’t want to part again—implying he’d rather it never end.
Their first time together was in Duan Mingyang’s shabby bed, described as chaotic and desperate.
Duan Mingyang remembers Li Luo seducing him and being irresistible; Li Luo remembers intense kissing while drunk.
Duan Mingyang is the “top,” though Li Luo insists he tops sometimes too, creating playful banter.
Both admit they’re very sexually compatible, with Duan Mingyang describing Li Luo as “wild” and Li Luo calling him “fierce.”
Sex happens mostly at home, but also in offices and hotels; their most daring encounter was in a dressing room during filming.
Duan Mingyang reveals that Li Luo uses toys on himself to seduce him, though Duan Mingyang dislikes toys invading his territory.
Their favorite kiss location is the lips, symbolizing love; kissing is separate from lust.
Duan Mingyang says sex proves ownership and deepens love; Li Luo sees it as something natural and intimate with love.
They discuss seduction styles: Duan Mingyang likes serving Li Luo; Li Luo says expressing his genuine feelings is enough to make Duan Mingyang happy.
They both affirm that their love will last forever—Li Luo says “longer than forever,” and Duan Mingyang affirms loving him every moment in the present.
They tease each other about their desires and fantasies; Duan Mingyang often pushes Li Luo to the brink with intensity.
The chapter ends with both Duan Mingyang and Li Luo expressing how deeply committed and fulfilled they are—married, sexually satisfied, emotionally secure, and still teasing one another daily.
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Lip and Sword, Vol. 1

Chapter 1
Farewell, Farewell
Xing Ming assaults News Director Ol’ Chen at the Pearl TV Station's year-end banquet, smashing a wine bottle over his head.
Ol’ Chen is infamous at the station—petty, vengeful, but once served as Xing Ming’s talent scout.
Pearl Station, navigating the transition from traditional to digital media, boasts two hit shows: Pearl Line (news) and Fated to be with You (dating).
Xing Ming, discovered on the street by a dating scout, ends up on Fated to be with You despite mocking it as fake and melodramatic.
Despite initial reluctance, Xing Ming stuns during recording, gaining sudden fame. Ol’ Chen insists he join the show full-time.
Unexpectedly, Xing Ming asks to be transferred to Pearl Line as a correspondent, rejecting fame to pursue journalism sincerely.
He studies intensely, rises quickly, and becomes temporary host of Pearl Line while original host Zhuang Lei is on maternity leave.
Zhuang Lei, upon returning, feels usurped by Xing Ming and complains to Ol’ Chen.
Ol’ Chen, who had supported Xing Ming, now sees him as a threat and publicly humiliates him at the banquet.
During the confrontation, Ol’ Chen makes a cruel reference to Xing Ming’s disgraced father, provoking the violent outburst.
Despite Ol’ Chen’s injuries, he downplays the incident to police, avoiding formal charges, but tensions simmer.
After the break, Xing Ming returns to a cold reception at work, sensing Ol’ Chen plotting his expulsion.
We learn Xing Ming has a complicated past: his father, once a righteous journalist, was disgraced and died in prison.
Flashbacks reveal that Chairman Yu Zhongye, Pearl Station’s head, has taken notice of Xing Ming multiple times.
Their relationship deepens into a secret sexual affair. Xing Ming tries to leverage it to shield himself from Ol’ Chen’s revenge.
A new scandal erupts: an episode of The Ordinary Road is exposed for featuring paid actors instead of real migrant workers.
Ol’ Chen pushes to fire Xing Ming and blacklist him from the industry.
In a private meeting with Yu Zhongye and Ol’ Chen, Xing Ming defends himself, claiming only a few actors were used due to others’ refusal to appear.
Yu Zhongye appears unsympathetic and allows Ol’ Chen to proceed with dismissal.
Furious and desperate, Xing Ming bursts back into the office, challenges the system, and proposes a new show he will lead independently.
Yu Zhongye gives him an ultimatum: create a successful show in six months, or be gone.
He’s offered two options: an easy food/celebrity travel show (If People Love Beauty) or a difficult live news debate program.
Xing Ming chooses the hard path—the live broadcast show—driven by pride and ambition.
Ol’ Chen mocks him, but Yu Zhongye supports the decision with cryptic encouragement to “show value.”
As Xing Ming leaves, bloodied and humiliated, he recalls past trauma from his father’s arrest during school exams and the stoic way he handled it.
Despite everything, he straightens himself with pride and walks forward, undaunted by judgment.
Chapter 2
Voice of the Public
Xing Ming reflects on how arrogant media workers are despite their claims to serve the public, but he has faith in his handpicked team.
He recalls the Manila incident where he saved the program director Sun Wei from a knife attack, building a strong team bond.
Despite being a good leader, Xing Ming often forgets his coworkers’ names, referring to them only by job title.
He instructs his assistant Ruan Ning to plan a team dinner to foster team spirit and float the idea of a new show.
Ruan Ning arranges the dinner at a luxury revolving restaurant on the 88th floor of Guo Mao Tower.
At the restaurant, only Ruan Ning shows up; no other team members arrive, which confuses Xing Ming.
After waiting, Xing Ming prompts Ruan Ning to call Sun Wei, who lies about being at the hospital with his daughter.
They discover the rest of the team is dining two floors down at another restaurant, invited by Ol’ Chen for a rival project.
Xing Ming storms into the dinner, exposes Sun Wei’s lie, and delivers three symbolic toasts: one of gratitude, one of confession, and one of farewell.
Everyone is silent and awkward; Xing Ming leaves after downing three shots and smashing a vase, telling staff to charge Ol’ Chen.
Ruan Ning follows him, tries to defend the others, then admits he wanted to join them but wasn’t needed.
Xing Ming forgives Ruan Ning and invites him to drink instead.
They go to a bar downstairs where Xing Ming drinks heavily, overwhelmed with betrayal and humiliation.
A passerby recognizes Xing Ming but he hides his face, not wanting to be seen in such a state.
Yu Zhongye coincidentally spots them; Ruan Ning tries to excuse himself, but Yu Zhongye tells him to leave, taking Xing Ming with him.
Xing Ming tries to hold it together but jumps out of the car to vomit violently from the alcohol and stress.
He gets a call from his stepfather, Xiang Yong, asking about the Pearl Line host change and upcoming death anniversary of Xing Ming’s father.
Xing Ming lies that he left Pearl Line by choice and avoids talking to his mother, Tang Wan, but ultimately does after prompting.
Flashbacks show Xiang Yong as a humble but dependable man who helped Tang Wan during the scandal of Xing Ming’s father, journalist Xing Ming Hong, who was imprisoned and later died under suspicious circumstances.
Xing Ming remembers viewing his father’s bruised corpse and how his mother chose to remarry soon after.
He has never forgiven her or fully accepted her marriage, though he maintains a surface-level civility.
After the call, Xing Ming sees Yu Zhongye waiting in his car and gets in again, acting composed despite being sick and drunk.
Yu Zhongye brings him home to his villa; Ol’ Lin, the driver, is told to “wash him” and proceeds to blast Xing Ming with a hose.
Soaked, freezing, and humiliated, Xing Ming loses it and curses both Ol’ Lin and Yu Zhongye.
When Yu Zhongye appears, he gently mocks Xing Ming’s temper and physically embraces him, leading him into the house.
Yu Zhongye throws him onto the bed, and Xing Ming strips without hesitation, signaling consent and submission.
Despite being physically and emotionally worn out, Xing Ming allows Yu Zhongye to take him again, this time more tenderly.
Yu Zhongye is revealed to be physically fit and highly skilled in bed, gradually overwhelming Xing Ming into orgasm.
Xing Ming begins to cry, emotionally vulnerable and clinging to Yu Zhongye iin desperation.
Yu Zhongye initially distances himself, but eventually returns to kiss and embrace him again while continuing sex.
Chapter ends with a graphic, emotionally intense scene where Xing Ming clings to Yu Zhongye like a lifeline, completely broken but fulfilled.
Chapter 3
Every Cloud Has a Silver Lining
Xing Ming wakes up at 1 PM in Yu Zhongye’s villa, aching and exhausted from their intense night together.
He washes up and wears one of Yu Zhongye’s shirts, which is slightly too large but fitting enough.
At lunch, Yu Zhongye offers him a stack of documents—letters from the Chairman’s Mailbox, all anonymously criticizing Xing Ming.
The letters detail his arrogant behavior at work, frequent clashes with team members, and overbearing perfectionism.
Despite the harsh feedback, Yu Zhongye sees him as an idealistic young media worker who’s just too impatient and unseasoned.
Yu Zhongye notes that Xing Ming lacks Ol’ Chen’s leadership skill of keeping loyal followers.
Their conversation gets physically intimate; Yu Zhongye begins to undress Xing Ming in front of Phoebe, the housekeeper, but stops under the pretense of fixing misaligned buttons.
Afterward, Yu Zhongye assigns Xing Ming to memorize all profiles of Pearl Station’s subcontracted (temp) employees.
Xing Ming feels it’s punishment but complies, hoping to rebuild his team and regain control.
He wanders into Yu Zhongye’s private study, amazed by its extensive collection and elegant decor, recognizing similarities in Yu Zhongye’s calligraphy to his late father Xing Ming Hong’s style.
Flashbacks show Xing Ming Hong teaching young Xing Ming calligraphy with idealistic values, contrasting with his eventual downfall.
Xing Ming chats with Phoebe and awkwardly asks if Yu Zhongye often brings men home. She replies that Xing Ming is the only one ever allowed to stay overnight.
Through the window, Xing Ming spots Tao Hongbin, a man he once helped through Pearl Line, now working as a groundskeeper thanks to his intervention.
Tao had lost a leg saving someone, was fined for violating the One-Child Policy, and nearly committed suicide with his family before Xing Ming’s help.
The two reconnect warmly; Tao expresses continued admiration for Xing Ming and his work, believing Pearl Line to be China’s best show.
Inspired, Xing Ming refocuses on creating a new program and forgets Yu Zhongye’s task for a few days while drafting proposals.
Yu Zhongye returns home after three days; they kiss, and Xing Ming tries to avoid the temp profiles again, but Yu Zhongye insists he review them.
They begin to make out, but are interrupted by Tao Hongbin visiting with his kids to gift hometown oranges.
Yu Zhongyedemands Xing Ming answer the door naked, shocking and humiliating him. He refuses and hides in the bathroom.
From hiding, he overhears Tao and his kids praise him as their hero. The praise contrasts sharply with his shame and self-perception.
Tao’s daughter fiercely defends Xing Ming’s integrity against the online backlash and fake actor scandal.
Yu Zhongye humors them but credits Xing Ming as the real hero, calling for media revolution through people like him.
Yu Zhongye later finds Xing Ming still hiding in the bathroom, shivering under a scalding shower, and gently comforts him.
They begin another sexual encounter in the shower; this time Xing Ming initiates it, feeling empty and needing closeness.
After masturbating him to climax, Yu Zhongye admits he’s watched every Pearl Line episode and calls himself Xing Ming’s fan.
Yu Zhongye takes a phone call from Ol’ Chen while Xing Ming performs oral sex on him. Ol’ Chen mocks Xing Ming, but Yu Zhongye defends him and subtly warns Ol’ Chen not to push too hard.
Xing Ming, humiliated and bleeding from the rough oral sex, feels reduced to a sexual tool but is too desperate for validation to resist.
Afterward, he dozes off but wakes in the middle of the night, unable to sleep from stress and internal pressure.
He sees Yu Zhongye practicing calligraphy, and the sight reminds him again of his father.
Xing Ming begins reviewing all the temp worker files and gains a new appreciation for their talents, especially Ruan Ning’s theatrical and academic background.
He realizes his arrogance and inability to value or lead people had caused his isolation, not just Ol’ Chen’s sabotage.
Feeling humbled, he finds renewed purpose and works all night in silent proximity to Yu Zhongye, separated only by a panel screen.
At breakfast, he discusses his proposal with Yu Zhongye, saying he’s ready to rebuild his team and shoulder more responsibility.
Yu Zhongye asks for specific roles and names; Xing Ming names every position and says he’ll produce the show himself, though he hides the name he really had in mind.
Yu Zhongye calls him reckless but affectionate, teasing him and approving the plan.
As they drive to the station, Xing Ming becomes uneasy about his image as a “sellout” for his intimate connection to Yu Zhongye.
Sensing this, Yu Zhongye orders the driver to drop Xing Ming off early to avoid public suspicion of their relationship.
Xing Ming steps out and mentions his father’s death anniversary is coming, planning to visit his mother.
Internally, he knows better than to expect more from Yu Zhongye—his continued presence at the villa is a product of Yu Zhongye’s temporary favor, not true privilege.
After the car leaves, Xing Ming walks on alone, holding his head high but aware of how fragile his footing is.
Chapter 4
You Are the Only One
Xing Ming lies to Yu Zhongye about visiting his mother and instead returns to his own apartment.
A week passes in routine, but most of Xing Ming’s old team transfers out; only Ruan Ning remains.
Sun Wei offers to stay an extra month but is politely dismissed by Xing Ming.
Ol’ Chen shows up to gloat and subtly mocks Xing Ming, insinuating that he’s only kept his position by sleeping with the chairman.
Ol’ Chen reveals that Luo You from East Asian Channel has joined Pearl Station to host If People Love Beauty, implying that Xing Ming is no longer Yu Zhongye’s favorite.
Xing Ming maintains composure during their exchange and plays along publicly while privately seething.
Ruan Ning tries to comfort Xing Ming and is given new responsibilities; he will do outdoor interviews despite lacking a journalist license.
Xing Ming gives Ruan Ning a signed Federer tennis ball, encouraging and mentoring him while hiding budget constraints.
He decides to be a better leader: remembering names, listening to his team, and valuing their potential.
He starts rebuilding his new team by personally selecting overlooked but talented subcontracted workers.
Su Qinghua, the original creator of Pearl Line, is revealed to be paraplegic after being attacked for controversial reporting.
Su had once been close friends with Xing Ming’s father, Xing Ming Hong, and a fierce, idealistic journalist.
Xing Ming tries to recruit Su Qinghua to produce his new show, Oriental TV Line, but is flatly rejected.
Despite the rejection, Xing Ming continues team-building, adding two temps: Wang Chong (pre-production) and Fang Ying (post-production).
He listens to his new team’s concerns—no insurance, no official status—and promises to support them, though he lacks the power.
Yu Zhongye becomes cold and distant, treating Xing Ming like just another employee at work.
At home, Xing Ming begins texting both Su Qinghua and Yu Zhongye nightly—pitching the show to one, offering himself to the other.
Neither replies for a full week, leaving him feeling discarded and pitiful.
Accidentally, he sends a passionate motivational message meant for Su Qinghua to Yu Zhongye instead.
Yu Zhongye replies with “Wait for me outside.” Xing Ming complies and is picked up late by Yu Zhongye’s car.
He learns they’re visiting Su Qinghua together. Xing Ming bets that Su won’t join Pearl Station.
Yu Zhongye meets with Su alone; when he returns, he lies and says Su refused.
Xing Ming suggests punishing Su by cutting off his compensation, but Yu Zhongye reveals he was joking and that Su actually agreed.
Xing Ming feels surprised and emotional; he tries to secure benefits for his temp staff but Yu Zhongye only vaguely acknowledges it.
Yu Zhongye initiates sex in the car, orders Ol’ Lin to step out, and has rough, cramped sex with Xing Ming in the Mercedes.
Xing Ming struggles physically and emotionally, feeling both shame and craving. He thanks Yu Zhongye afterward, unsure why.
As Yu Zhongye cuddles him post-sex, Ol’ Lin receives calls from Host Lin Siquan—Zhuang Lei’s husband—who wants to meet Yu Zhongye.
Yu Zhongye casually permits Lin to visit, making it clear to Xing Ming that he’s not exclusive and has other lovers.
Humiliated, Xing Ming asks to leave the car but is denied. He threatens to jump, and Yu Zhongye tells Ol’ Lin to stop and let him out.
As he walks in the light rain, exhausted and dripping with Yu Zhongye’s cum inside him, he bitterly realizes it was his first time and he meant nothing to Yu Zhongye.
Chapter 5
Recklessly Being Myself
Xing Ming takes on the responsibility of creating the investment attraction plan for Oriental TV Line himself, though it's usually the Advertisement Department’s job.
Despite his efforts, he struggles due to lack of high-level connections and people dismissing news shows as irrelevant.
He searches through his old contacts but realizes he doesn’t know anyone with enough influence to help.
He finds a business card belonging to a rich playboy from a previous reality show episode who runs an adult diaper company.
The playboy had once hit on Xing Ming aggressively in a gay club; disgusted, Xing Ming had escaped and slept with his ex-girlfriend to "prove" he was still straight.
Though the playboy had shown interest again recently, Xing Ming can't bear the thought of accepting his help or associating the show with diapers.
He throws the card in the trash and instead calls his stepfather, Xiang Yong, for help, but Xiang is preoccupied with his own son’s arrest.
The office is abuzz as posters of Luo You and If People Love Beauty replace Xing Ming’s everywhere in Pearl Station, including the News Center.
Xing Ming is irritated seeing Luo You’s face replacing his, especially since Luo’s fake actor scandal partly led to Xing Ming’s fall.
Ruan Ning explains Luo You’s deal includes a prime-time News China slot, likely bumping Host Lin (Zhuang Lei’s husband).
Lin Siquan appears and tells Xing Ming he’s handled the mentor request Xing Ming had made and reassures him with warmth and humility.
Xing Ming observes Lin Siquan’s sad, tired appearance and feels sympathy, seeing him as a fellow discarded lover of Yu Zhongye.
He vows to rely only on himself going forward, giving up on begging Yu Zhongye for help.
He visits his stepfather’s home for dinner. Tang Wan cooks all his favorite childhood dishes, but Xing Ming is cold and emotionally distant, recalling painful family memories.
A lead surfaces: Xiang Yong’s friend in finance had once wanted to place ads on Pearl Line. Xing Ming now tries to reach out.
He prepares a second proposal, not for the sponsor but for the Ad Department Dean, suggesting his show be included in the big investment event with If People Love Beauty.
The proposal is approved, but Ol’ Chen shows him a form where Yu Zhongye personally crossed out Oriental TV Line, sabotaging the inclusion.
Furious, Xing Ming storms toward the chairman’s office but retreats at the door, grinning like a madman to scare away the security guards.
Realizing he may need the rich playboy’s help after all, he frantically searches for the discarded business card.
Ruan Ning and the team comb through trash bins and dumpsters but fail to find it.
Dejected, Xing Ming calls Xiang Yong’s finance contact but is rejected again.
That night, Fang Ying quits the team, and then Ol’ Lin picks up Xing Ming to bring him to Yu Zhongye.
At Yu Zhongye’s villa, they immediately have sex. Xing Ming is compliant but mentally distant, consumed with jealousy over Lin Siquan.
Yu Zhongye asks what they were searching for all day. Xing Ming lies, says it was nothing, but Yu Zhongye sees through him.
During rough sex, Xing Ming refuses to make a sound. As he looks at his late father’s old watch on his wrist, memories and shame overwhelm him.
He ends up crying during sex, and Yu Zhongye covers his eyes and quietly comforts him.
Yu Zhongye wipes his tears afterward and gives him permission to speak; Xing Ming begs—not for mercy—but to smash the symbolic window reflecting his degradation.
Instead, Yu Zhongye tells him to get out.
Xing Ming is kicked out, humiliated, half-dressed, and soaked in rain. He regrets giving up the opportunity.
Outside, Ol’ Lin is still washing the car. He offers to drive Xing Ming home.
On the ride, Ol’ Lin casually mentions that Yu Zhongye was planning to bring Xing Ming to the ultra-exclusive “Nights of Sheng-Yu Zhongye,” a power event attended by China's elite.
Xing Ming realizes that Yu Zhongye may have truly had plans for him all along, and he had ruined it by being impatient.
Wanting to curry favor, Xing Ming flatters Ol’ Lin, realizing he’s a gatekeeper like Heshen or Gao Lishi to an emperor.
Ol’ Lin drops a hint that he admires Xing Ming’s old watch. Though it’s the only thing left from his late father, Xing Ming gives it to him after hesitation.
Ol’ Lin accepts the watch and promises to talk to Yu Zhongye for him.
Chapter 6
Ten Thousand Horses Standing Silent
Xing Ming obsesses over the watch he gave Ol’ Lin, often staring at Ol’ Lin’s wrist and dreaming of stabbing him out of self-loathing and regret.
Ol’ Lin’s promise bears fruit: Yu Zhongye’s assistant informs Xing Ming to pack for a business trip with the chairman.
Xiang Yong mails him a Hermès belt as a gift, a gesture of love despite his own financial struggles.
On the trip, Yu Zhongye strips off the Hermès belt and replaces it with one he’d gifted Ol’ Lin, symbolically reinforcing control.
At the “Nights of Sheng-Yu Zhongye” event, Xing Ming sees the elite in a mix of class, vulgarity, and pretense; many attendees are secretly boytoys or mistresses.
Later that night, he’s sent to Yu Zhongye’s room but finds it already occupied by Xiao Yu Zhongyean, a famous and effeminate boytoy sent by Boss Liao.
Yu Zhongye tells Xiao Yu Zhongyean to “serve” Xing Ming, humiliating him. As Xing Ming reluctantly approaches, Yu Zhongye stops him and kisses him possessively.
Xiao Yu Zhongyean tries to join in, thinking it's a threesome, but Yu Zhongye violently throws a lamp at him, injuring his face and making him flee in tears.
Xing Ming realizes he’s still being favored—Xiao Yu Zhongyean was used to test or humiliate him, but Yu Zhongye chose him over others again.
They have intense sex. Xing Ming reaches orgasm and sees Xiao Yu Zhongyean’s jealousy before passing out.
The next day, they attend an art exhibit. Xing Ming is captivated by a painting called Ten Thousand Horses Standing Silent, feeling deeply connected to it.
He overhears a conversation between Yu Zhongye and Boss Liao, who turns out to be Xiao Yu Zhongyean’s patron and Yu Zhongye’s brother-in-law.
Liao Hui eyes Xing Ming lustfully and asks Yu Zhongye if he can have him if Yu Zhongye is just playing. Yu Zhongye cryptically invites Xing Ming over and lets him answer.
Wanting to provoke a reaction and feeling emboldened by the power shift, Xing Ming accepts Liao Hui’s proposition with a flirtatious smile.
Yu Zhongye says nothing, causing Xing Ming to feel even more abandoned and humiliated.
Liao Hui invites him to his car, and they leave together. On the way, Liao Hui shows off, kisses Xing Ming, and offers him gifts and sponsorship.
They return to the hotel, but something goes wrong. Hours later, Xing Ming returns to Yu Zhongye bloodied and shaken, having fought back.
Liao Hui arrives with a group of men, injured and furious, accusing Xing Ming of assault and demanding revenge.
Yu Zhongye tells Xing Ming to apologize and kneel. Though humiliated, he complies, and Liao Hui slaps him hard across the face.
Yu Zhongye allows the slap, but stops Liao Hui from delivering another and offers him title sponsorship in exchange for dropping the matter.
Yu Zhongye declares Oriental TV Line will be Pearl Station’s best show, astonishing and motivating Xing Ming.
As Liao Hui leaves, he tries to sneak in one final brutal blow with an iron rod. Yu Zhongye blocks it with his arm, injuring himself to protect Xing Ming.
Back inside, Yu Zhongye "disciplines" Xing Ming with his belt, whipping him bloody, then ties the belt around his neck and has rough sex with him.
After sex, Xing Ming bandages Yu Zhongye’s arm with expert care, revealing his medical background.
They talk candidly—Xing Ming admits he left medicine for journalism, against his mother’s wishes, and he doesn’t want Sheng-Yu Zhongye’s sponsorship anymore.
Instead, he asks for the painting Ten Thousand Horses Standing Silent, relating deeply to its spirit and believing the artist is young, cynical, and idealistic—just like him.
Yu Zhongye seems affected but masks his emotions. He tells Xing Ming to stay the night.
Xing Ming, wounded and aching, lies on top of Yu Zhongye, and they share a tender kiss.
Yu Zhongye strokes his wounds and tells him coldly but meaningfully: “In the future, I forbid it.”
Xing Ming, unsure of what exactly is being forbidden, agrees quietly, signaling reluctant submission once again.
Chapter 7
Never Growing Up
Xing Ming wakes up late in Yu Zhongye’s hotel room, noticing Ten Thousand Horses Standing Silent hanging on the wall.
While showering, he sees the whip marks all over his back and curses Yu Zhongye for how brutally he was disciplined the night before.
Inspecting the painting and comparing it to Yu Zhongye’s calligraphy, he realizes Ten Thousand Horses Standing Silent was painted by Yu Zhongye himself in his younger years.
He’s shaken by this revelation and regrets asking Yu Zhongye for the painting without knowing its origin.
He learns Yu Zhongye left early due to his injury and that Xing Ming will now represent him at the rest of the “Nights of Sheng-Yu Zhongye” events.
He discovers Yu Zhongye bought back the painting at double price from someone else who had purchased it at the outdoor art exhibition.
During the summit meeting, Xing Ming is unexpectedly called to the stage to give a speech in place of Yu Zhongye.
He pulls off an impromptu speech with elegance, depth, and charisma, impressing the audience and being praised as a rising star in media.
His media popularity surges again, and the news reframes him as a role model after the previous fake actor scandal.
Xing Ming arranges to have the painting shipped to his stepfather Xiang Yong’s home.
Upon arriving, he finds Xiang Yong’s biological son Xiang Xiaobo raging about Xiang Yong selling his restaurant to help sponsor Xing Ming’s program.
Xiang Xiaobo mocks Xing Ming as the “fake son” and attacks his father, prompting Xing Ming to take him aside and physically assault him.
Xiang Xiaobo reveals their twisted past: in high school, he had coerced Xing Ming into giving him oral sex. When Xiang Yong discovered them, he beat Xiang Xiaobo nearly blind and sent him away.
Xing Ming confesses he knew Xiang Yong would walk in that day and let it happen on purpose to get rid of his abuser.
Xiang Xiaobo retaliates with cruel taunts, insulting Xing Ming’s dead father and graphically describing having seen Tang Wan, Xing Ming’s mother, having sex with Xiang Yong.
Enraged, Xing Ming nearly strangles Xiang Xiaobo to death in the alley until Xiang Yong hits him with a broom to stop him.
Xiang Ming sees his mother Tang Wan approaching with friends; she immediately frowns upon seeing him, reinforcing his feeling of alienation from the family.
Despite the chaos, Xiang Yong still offers more financial help. Xing Ming declines, tells him to take care of Tang Wan, and collects the painting.
Feeling emotionally overwhelmed, he buys razor fish and cheap rice wine at the seafood market, choosing his late father's favorite drink.
It begins pouring rain. On impulse, instead of calling Su Qinghua, he calls Yu Zhongye and asks to stay at his place.
Yu Zhongye sends a car to pick him up and meets him in the backseat. Yu Zhongye immediately notices Xing Ming’s bruised face and guesses he got into another fight.
Xing Ming admits it and asks to drink together, offering cheap Chenqu wine. Yu Zhongye surprisingly agrees.
They go to a rough food stall in a night market, one of Yu Zhongye’s rare low-key haunts, where the owner knows him.
The stall owner cooks the fish Xing Ming bought, and they share a hot, simple meal under a red canopy in the rain.
Xing Ming drinks heavily and begins talking about his regrets, including a stammering village teacher he once humiliated during an interview.
He becomes emotional recounting the old man’s helpless tears, revealing deep guilt and internal conflict over his ideals versus his cruelty.
Yu Zhongye listens quietly, warm and accepting, which softens Xing Ming further.
Drunk, wet, and tipsy, Xing Ming removes his clothes in the car and straddles Yu Zhongye, initiating sex.
Yu Zhongye surprises him by rejecting the advance and telling Ol’ Lin to drive instead of leaving.
Xing Ming, confused and hurt, persists and starts undressing Yu Zhongye, but hits his head on the car roof in the process and flops into Yu Zhongye’s lap, defeated.
Yu Zhongye laughs and gently pats his head, ending the night with tenderness rather than lust, and tells Ol’ Lin to switch the car tomorrow.
Chapter 8
Enchanted
Xing Ming wakes up hungover but relieved he isn’t vomiting and realizes he’s in a new room filled with sneakers and trophies, guessing correctly it belongs to Yu Zhongye’s son, Yu Zhongye Shao’ai.
He browses a photo album showing Yu Zhongye Shao’ai and his mother, Hong Ni, but notices Yu Zhongye is absent from all photos, suggesting a strained or absent father-son relationship.
A storm cuts off road access to the villa, trapping everyone indoors. Phoebe the maid is also stuck outside and given the day off, and Yu Zhongye’s mountain-climbing plans are canceled.
Yu Zhongye jokes that instead of mountain climbing, he’ll engage in “physical activity” with Xing Ming, leading to intense sex filled with predator-prey dynamics, blood, and domination.
After climaxing, Xing Ming panics about his precious painting, Ten Thousand Horses Standing Silent, only to discover it’s been soaked and partially ruined due to the storm and poor packaging.
Devastated, he says no other painting can replace it. Yu Zhongye cryptically offers to paint him another one.
In the study, Yu Zhongye paints a horse directly onto Xing Ming’s back, using his whip scars and bruises as artistic elements. The ink and cinnabar strokes merge art with pain.
Yu Zhongye refuses to let Xing Ming put clothes on, forcing him to walk around naked, humiliated and vulnerable.
Xing Ming jokingly requests auspicious words to go with the horse, then writes “Galloping proudly through the gentle breeze of Spring” in calligraphy, but feels embarrassed when it doesn’t compare to Yu Zhongye’s work.
Yu Zhongye offers to teach him calligraphy and helps guide his hand. They end up kissing, and sex reignites, this time spreading wildly across the house in a frenzy of passion.
Xing Ming tries to escape up the stairs afterward, but Yu Zhongye grabs his ankle and violently drags him back down, fucking him again on the stairs in a primal, brutal display.
Phoebe walks in on them mid-act, stunned to witness the chairman of Pearl Station having aggressive sex with a man. Yu Zhongye coolly tells her to leave.
Once she’s gone, Yu Zhongye lets Xing Ming go, and Phoebe later makes him a light meal while he nurses bruises and exhaustion from a day of nonstop sex.
While watching Pearl Line on TV, Xing Ming sees Zhuang Lei’s new episode and notes her soft, emotional hosting style, which sharply contrasts his own sharp, analytical approach.
He checks the real-time ratings and finds Zhuang Lei’s episode is a success. A commentary article praises her and criticizes him indirectly, reinforcing public opinion against his methods.
Xing Ming, still smarting, asks Yu Zhongye for his opinion. Yu Zhongye diplomatically praises Zhuang Lei as “competent,” but says Xing Ming isn’t as good as Luo You.
The jab stings more because it comes from Yu Zhongye. Before Xing Ming can protest, the doorbell rings, and Yu Zhongye orders him to leave.
Lin Siquan arrives in tears, pleading with Yu Zhongye not to abandon him after ten years of loyalty and devotion. He begs for reassurance and validation.
From upstairs, Xing Ming witnesses Lin Siquan crying pitifully and being gently but coldly dismissed by Yu Zhongye, just as he himself has often been.
Yu Zhongye nearly kisses Lin Siquan but stops, then calls out for Xing Ming to come downstairs when he realizes he’s eavesdropping.
Xing Ming, humiliated, slips out the back door and walks home in the cold rain.
At home, he stares at the horse painting on his back in the mirror, realizing it’s beautifully integrated with his whip scars but needing to erase it to reclaim his dignity.
He scrubs himself violently with soap and freezing water for an hour but can’t remove the special pigments, further humiliated by how deeply Yu Zhongye’s mark lingers.
Feverish and drained, he checks his temperature—105°F—but is perversely comforted by the normalcy of being sick instead of just broken emotionally.
With no medicine, he drinks water and crashes into bed, holding an ice pack to his forehead.
He remembers Yu Zhongye’s cutting words—“You’re not as good as him”—as he slowly drifts off into a fevered sleep.
Chapter 9
An Old Enemy
Xing Ming dresses sharply for work and heads to Pearl Station, only to find his personal parking space stolen by a flashy red Ferrari.
He parks outside and arrives late to find his team packing—Ol’ Chen has reassigned their office to a new host.
Ruan Ning confirms the new host is Luo You, now working directly under Chairman Yu Zhongye; Ol’ Chen tells Xing Ming to report to Yu Zhongye’s office.
Outside the office, Xing Ming overhears Yu Zhongye and Luo You having a familiar, personal chat—revealing Luo’s powerful background and close ties to Yu Zhongye’s family.
When he enters, Luo You greets him warmly, extending a hand to make peace, but Xing Ming slaps it instead of shaking it, asserting dominance.
Ol’ Chen praises Luo You effusively, announcing he’ll take over News China, but Yu Zhongye redirects attention to Xing Ming’s sample of Oriental TV Line.
Yu Zhongye asks Xing Ming’s opinion on News China hosts; Xing Mingsuggests a public competition, hoping to distract Luo You from his own show.
Yu Zhongye agrees and compliments Xing Ming’s sample, though says the intro/outro need refinement. He gently caresses Xing Ming’s face, noticing his fever.
Despite Xing Ming’s internal resistance and thoughts about Lin Siquan, he melts under Yu Zhongye’s touch and returns his kiss sincerely.
After Yu Zhongye leaves to meet Mayor Wang, Xing Ming learns Oriental TV Line has been approved for a three-episode May Day run in Golden Time.
He begins organizing the team, reuses the AIDS episode as one segment, and delegates topic research to Ruan Ning’s team of new grads.
Ruan Ning gossips that Luo You is the grandson of a high-ranking political figure, someone even Yu Zhongye’s father-in-law fears.
Xing Ming revisits a rejected topic on LGBTQ discrimination, sparked by curiosity about whether emotional and sexual connection between men can become real love.
A breaking news story about Cui Haofei, a gay college prodigy who attempted suicide after being bullied, catches his attention.
Cui was once a Pearl Line guest at 14 and is now in the ICU. Xing Ming uses his hospital intern experience and contacts to track him down.
At the hospital, Xing Ming impersonates a doctor, even saving a man who collapses in the lobby, impressing staff and gaining access.
He visits Cui, who initially lashes out with a bloody needle, falsely claiming to have AIDS. Xing Mingremains calm and jokes back.
Cui finally warms up after bonding over mathematical modeling—a shared academic passion—and lowers his guard.
Xing Ming proposes an interview, but Cui asks if it would really change LGBTQ discrimination. Xing Mingbluntly answers no, but still insists the story matters.
Cui kicks him out, but Xing Ming confidently says he’ll return and that Cui will agree.
Outside, Ol’ Lin picks him up in the Bentley. Yu Zhongye is waiting in the backseat, and Xing Mingobediently joins him.
Yu Zhongye praises Xing Ming’s appearance in his white coat and soon strips him, tying his hands and groping him in front of Ol’ Lin, who pretends not to notice.
Yu Zhongye discusses bringing his wild son Shao’ai back to China, but says the political climate and family pressures make it risky.
Xing Ming’s mind wanders to Yu Zhongye’s powerful father-in-law, Hong Wanliang, whom he once met while interning. He suspects Yu Zhongye is visiting him now.
Yu Zhongye senses his thoughts, glares at him in warning, and escalates the public foreplay as punishment. Xing Ming responds by moaning more deliberately to provoke Ol’ Lin.
Spotting a bookstore, Xing Ming begs a stop, buys math books for Cui, and tries to avoid going home with Yu Zhongye.
Yu Zhongye insists he study at the villa. On the way home, Yu Zhongye continues to tease him manually until he’s dripping clear fluid and sore without even penetration.
Back at Yu Zhongye’s villa, Xing Ming studies late into the night in Yu Zhongye Shao’ai’s room. Yu Zhongye eventually joins him, asking if he’s pursuing the Cui story.
Yu Zhongye warns it won’t pass review and says Xing Ming’s style is too aggressive, comparing him to George Donaldson, a famously confrontational American anchor.
Xing Ming insists the public needs truth and questions whether continued state framing of homosexuality as a disorder isn’t outdated and contradictory.
Yu Zhongye gently shuts down the argument, reminding Xing Ming Mingthat journalists report facts—not act as moral crusaders—and adds, “You don’t have to be a martyr.”
Instead of taking him to bed, Yu Zhongye gives Xing Ming Minga forehead kiss and leaves. Xing Ming is stunned by the rare tenderness and spends the night studying, unable to sleep.
Chapter 10
Accompanying a Sovereign is Like Accompanying a Tiger
Xing Ming studies through the night for a math modeling competition and confidently discusses government retirement insurance reforms with Cui Haofei.
They don't mention the show directly but share a mutual understanding.
Cui suddenly asks Xing Ming if he's gay, jokes about his physique, then brushes it off as a joke.
On their next meeting, Cui reverses his attitude, angrily kicking Xing Ming out of his hospital room.
Xing Ming learns his show topic was rejected by the editorial office, which prioritizes "safe and appropriate" themes.
He clashes with Editor Wang Bozhou, who almost suffers a heart attack during the argument.
Ol’ Chen uses Xing Ming's upcoming birthday as a reason to offer the team a break and hints at a shared birthday with Luo You.
Luo You appears in a dazzling white suit and invites Xing Ming to a joint birthday party, promising to drink in apology.
Xing Ming declines, citing workload, but Luo You publicly pressures him, causing buzz in the office.
Luo You hands Ruan Ning the keys to a Ferrari, asking him to deliver a gift to Yu Zhongye-laoshi (Yu Zhongye).
Xing Ming stays late working on AIDS feature content, later drives aimlessly and ends up at a noodle stall, exhausted.
He falls asleep without touching his food; the restaurant owner calls Ol’ Lin for help.
Yu Zhongye hears Xing Ming argued with Editor Wang and instructs Ol’ Lin to fetch him.
Xing Ming pretends to be asleep but is comforted and carried away in Yu Zhongye’s arms, feeling a rare sense of peace.
Wakes up in Yu Zhongye’s bed, clutches Yu Zhongye’s sleeve to keep him from leaving.
Xing Ming seductively licks and sucks Yu Zhongye’s fingers, escalating to full-on sex initiated by Yu Zhongye.
They have intense sex with vivid erotic descriptions; Yu Zhongye lets Xing Ming ride him and then holds him afterward.
Xing Ming emotionally requests an heirloom watch from Yu Zhongye, linking it to his father.
Yu Zhongye silently agrees, indicating support.
Xing Ming falls asleep again with Yu Zhongye still inside him, reassured and soothed.
Wakes next day sore, emotionally reflective, and sneaks out despite being told to rest.
Learns that Cui Haofei’s father had a violent reaction to his son’s sexuality and attempted to force conversion therapy on him.
Xing Ming recalls Cui’s childhood appearance on TV and how cheerful he once was.
He calls Tao Hongbin, confirming Cui’s tragic home life and gets Cui on the phone.
Cui softens and opens up emotionally, admitting fear of losing his father's love.
Xing Ming pledges to prove they're the same and earn Cui’s trust for the show.
Inspired, he revises his episode topic to focus on conversion therapy.
Intends to seek Editor Wang’s approval and visits his home with a modest gift.
Learns that Yu Zhongye visited Wang earlier that day and likely influenced him.
Editor Wang later approves the revised outline, despite calling it dangerous.
Xing Ming suspects Yu Zhongye helped behind the scenes and is elated.
At the office, he pushes production forward, splitting the team for different tasks.
He avoids a dinner with Yu Zhongye and Su Qinghua but is ordered to attend anyway.
They dine at a high-end izakaya; Yu Zhongye and Su drink heavily while Xing Ming feels awkward.
Yu Zhongye prevents Xing Ming from drinking due to a mild fever and touches him tenderly, arousing suspicion from Su.
Yu Zhongye and Su exchange cold but civil banter; Xing Ming acts respectful and supportive to both.
Later in the car, Ol’ Lin reveals Yu Zhongye had a partial gastrectomy and shouldn’t drink.
Xing Ming realizes how deeply Yu Zhongye sacrificed for him.
Back at Yu Zhongye’s mansion, Yu Zhongye pretends to be asleep but initiates another intense sexual moment in the dark.
Though aggressive, he holds back and instead guides Xing Ming through mutual masturbation.
Yu Zhongye retreats to calligraphy practice after the act, leaving Xing Ming to sleep in Shao’ai’s room.
The next morning, Ol’ Lin picks up Xing Ming for the airport; Yu Zhongye hasn’t returned to bed.
As the chapter ends, Xing Ming reflects that staying close to someone as volatile as Yu Zhongye is like “accompanying a tiger”—exciting but dangerous.
Chapter 11
I am Xing Ming
Xing Ming rushes to find Cui Wenjun at his moving company but misses him by hours.
Realizing there’s no time to wait, Xing Ming decides to create the necessary footage on-site for the program instead of live filming.
A colleague at the moving company hints he has a story; Xing Ming gives him a cigarette and his contact.
Despite his fever, Xing Ming powers through work, even chewing painkillers without water, shocking Ruan Ning.
Xing Ming has Ruan Ning rent a van; they film secretly at illegal clinics during the day and sleep at a cheap motel at night.
After days of effort, they find that most of the footage is unusable.
Xing Ming watches Luo You host News China and critically analyzes his performance, acknowledging his professionalism.
Ruan Ning shares gossip about Luo You being rejected by Yu Zhongye from hosting Pearl Line years ago.
Xing Ming realizes Luo You’s grudge may stem from losing the role to him, and that Luo You may be trying to impress Yu Zhongye now.
During nightly calls, Su Qinghua warns Xing Ming not to fall behind; Xing Ming promises he’ll deliver results.
Su Qinghua subtly suggests that Chairman Yu Zhongye favors Xing Ming; Xing Ming brushes it off.
Su Qinghua praises Li MengYu Zhongyean, subtly encouraging a match, but Xing Ming avoids the idea, still focused on work.
Xing Ming takes a sexuality test online and the result reaffirms he’s straight, even as he thinks about Yu Zhongye.
Xing Ming finally contacts Cui Wenjun and sets up a meeting but decides not to bring the camera crew, sensing the man’s discomfort.
To gain trust, Xing Ming helps Cui Wenjun with backbreaking loading work for three days without mentioning the interview.
They develop a quiet camaraderie through labor and small talk; Xing Ming endures physical strain and illness.
Cui Wenjun is deeply impressed by Xing Ming’s humility and sincerity, slowly opening up.
Cui Wenjun shares his job only earns about 100 Yu Zhongyean a day, but he spent over 50,000 Yu Zhongyean on his son’s conversion therapy.
He praises his son’s virtues, but still believes homosexuality is an illness and insists on privacy.
Xing Ming tries to scare him by referencing legal consequences of Cui Haofei’s violent outburst, which makes Cui Wenjun cry.
Though he could manipulate the moment, Xing Ming chooses not to; he gives Cui Wenjun his and Ruan Ning’s numbers and leaves.
Xing Ming receives urgent calls from the Station demanding updates; Ol’ Chen warns the first episode might be canceled.
Xing Ming calls Yu Zhongye and admits they might need to change the topic; Yu Zhongye coldly threatens to replace him.
Just then, Ruan Ning rushes in to announce that Cui Wenjun called and may have changed his mind.
Overjoyed, Xing Ming tells Yu Zhongye, who finally softens and encourages him.
Cui Wenjun shares the name of the hospital that performed the conversion therapy—surprisingly a large, licensed institution.
Xing Ming sends Ruan Ning undercover with a pinhole camera, but Ruan Ning is quickly found out and detained.
Xing Ming storms in pretending to be Ruan Ning’s concerned friend, causes a scene, and demands answers.
He cleverly redirects suspicion by pretending he’s the one with issues, then smooth-talks the psychiatrist to gain trust.
Xing Ming agrees to undergo a sample electroshock therapy session for 1500 Yu Zhongyean, paid in cash to avoid records.
The session visibly breaks him; after leaving, he collapses outside, vomiting and trembling from trauma.
He sees a mother dragging a younger boy into the hospital for similar reasons, reinforcing the horror and urgency of his mission.
Despite physical breakdown, Xing Ming smiles and shows Ruan Ning the hidden recording—he got everything.
He sends the footage for final editing but stays behind to keep his promise to Cui Haofei and continue trying to change the father’s mind.
The first episode of Oriental TV Line gets massive promotion across media platforms with record-breaking visibility.
The broadcast is scheduled for April 30th, but by the 29th, it still hasn’t been reviewed; Xing Ming is still missing.
The Station panics. Luo You volunteers to host, claiming familiarity with the topic and seeking the spotlight.
Ol’ Chen subtly sabotages Xing Ming by hinting he’s arrogant and unreliable, while Luo You humbly praises everyone and seeks Yu Zhongye’s approval.
Yu Zhongye finally allows Luo You to prepare to host.
Just ten minutes before the show, Xing Ming bursts into the studio, sweaty and disheveled, with Cui Wenjun in tow.
Luo You is fully prepped and already made up; the moment is tense as they both greet Yu Zhongye with “Laoshi” at once.
Yu Zhongye, silent, looks at Xing Ming and simply asks if everything’s okay—signaling approval.
Xing Ming enters the studio, declining makeup, and is stopped by Yu Zhongye, who fixes his tie for him.
The live broadcast begins with perfect setup—crew, equipment, lighting, and guests all in place.
The emotional reunion between Cui Haofei and his father is highly anticipated.
Xing Ming reflects briefly on the journey, the pressure, his own flaws, and how much he owes to his father, Xing Ming Hong.
The show begins. Lights shine. He smiles and declares on-air: “This is Oriental TV Line, I am Xing Ming.”
Chapter 12
Life and Death Disclaimer
Yu Zhongye watches only ten minutes of the Oriental TV Line live broadcast before leaving, having already viewed the raw footage.
During the drive, Ol’ Lin praises Luo You and suggests leveraging his connections for the animation deal.
Yu Zhongye praises Luo You's talent and professionalism but isn't in a rush to act.
Ol’ Lin reveals he received a gift watch from Luo You, similar to the one gifted to Yu Zhongye.
They discuss Xing Ming’s rumored suffering during the electroshock therapy; Yu Zhongye downplays it but frowns at his recklessness.
Ol’ Lin asks if he should drop off Xing Ming after the broadcast, expecting a quick dismissal, but Yu Zhongye unexpectedly says to pick him up.
After the live show, viewership explodes, and online feedback is mostly positive though some critics accuse Xing Ming of being too flashy.
Xing Ming brushes it off and invites the team to dinner but disappears midway after a call from Ol’ Lin.
In the Bentley, Xing Ming replays his performance, self-critiques harshly, and admits to not meeting expectations.
At Yu Zhongye’s villa, Xing Ming prepares himself to be presentable and obedient in the bedroom.
Yu Zhongye questions him about the conversion therapy, scolds him for using risky methods, and Xing Ming impulsively calls him a "shrewd old fox."
Yu Zhongye kisses him to silence him, leading to a prolonged, passionate, and rough sexual encounter.
Yu Zhongye interrogates him mid-act about whether Xing Ming thought of him during the electroshock treatment; Xing Ming denies it, then indirectly confirms it.
They proceed to have emotionally charged sex, alternating between gentle and intense, ending with a simultaneous orgasm.
Afterward, Yu Zhongye gifts Xing Ming an old Longines watch that belonged to his father; Xing Ming is overwhelmed with emotion and cries silently.
Xing Ming sees another expensive watch nearby—one given by Luo You—and throws it to the floor in jealousy.
He places his father's watch on Yu Zhongye’s wrist, feeling that only Yu Zhongye is worthy of it.
Enchanted by Yu Zhongye’s scent and presence, Xing Ming becomes entranced, but Yu Zhongye initiates another round of intense sex.
This time it’s rougher, with no kissing, and Yu Zhongye repeatedly denies Xing Ming intimacy, increasing his emotional longing.
Post-sex, Yu Zhongye throws Xing Ming’s clothes at him and tells him to go home and rest, clearly marking emotional distance.
Xing Ming, not wanting to appear clingy, dresses and leaves confidently despite the rejection.
Outside in the early morning, flowers brush his face; he realizes he still has a low fever.
Ol’ Lin picks him up almost instantly, having expected the outcome, and hums a mocking Shanghai opera about betrayal and misplaced trust.
During the review meeting, Su Qinghua scolds Xing Ming for nearly missing the live broadcast.
Xing Ming, determined not to fail again, divides his team and records extra backup episodes.
Yu Zhongye doesn’t contact Xing Ming afterward, and Xing Ming also avoids him. He suffers headaches from lack of sleep and heartbreak.
A deadly MAV virus outbreak spreads through southern China. Li MengYu Zhongyean invites Xing Ming to volunteer as part of a medical support team.
Rumors swirl, but the mainstream media stays silent. Xing Ming sees it as an opportunity and submits a topic report.
Ol’ Chen rejects it, citing orders to suppress panic. Xing Ming lies that Yu Zhongye approved it, and Ol’ Chen pretends to believe him.
Xing Ming takes a team into the epidemic zone. After filming, they are detained by hospital security, phones confiscated.
The hospital demands footage and tries to force body searches. Xing Ming realizes Ol’ Chen sabotaged him, hoping he’d die of MAV.
Trapped in a clinic, his crew fears infection. One has chest pains, and the place is filled with coughing and disease.
Xing Ming negotiates to let his team leave safely while he stays behind alone.
He bribes a guard with ¥500 to use a phone and makes a cryptic call to Yu Zhongye, pretending to be calling a girlfriend.
Yu Zhongye immediately realizes something’s wrong and promises to get him out, telling Xing Ming to leave the footage.
Xing Ming insists on staying until he can recover the material. The next day, the hospital caves under pressure and releases him.
Yu Zhongye arrives personally in a military jeep, forcing the hospital to comply. It stuns Xing Ming.
In the car, Yu Zhongye coldly scolds Xing Ming for the dangerous unauthorized mission.
Xing Ming argues the public should be informed, citing historical pandemics and the necessity of transparency.
Yu Zhongye listens, agrees to air the episode, and promises to handle the Ministry of Health.
Yu Zhongye smacks Xing Ming’s head for calling him “Beautiful Yu Zhongye” on the phone but smiles for the first time in days.
Yu Zhongye gently touches the back of Xing Ming’s neck and asks if he was scared; Xing Ming says he was at first, but not once he knew Yu Zhongye would come.
Yu Zhongye says he knew Xing Ming expected him, and Xing Ming replies he wasn’t surprised to see him.
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Chapter 13
The Hatred for the Cuckoo Bird
Xing Ming learns from Ol’ Chen that Yu Zhongye had already planned a media strategy for the MAV outbreak before Xing Ming’s trip, making Xing Ming’s supposed “initiative” less impressive.
Determined to finalize the MAV episode, Xing Ming works overnight at the station and runs into Lin Siquan, who’s not scheduled to host but is there early to practice.
Lin Siquan reflects on his past, revealing that Yu Zhongye once recommended him for news hosting, effectively changing his life.
Xing Ming realizes Lin Siquan was also likely one of Yu Zhongye’s past lovers and feels a pang of empathy mixed with awkwardness.
Lin admits he’s likely to lose to Luo You in audience votes and considers resigning; Xing Ming offers a daring idea to fake a broadcast error to trigger audience sympathy.
He suggests a deliberate five-second disconnect to create buzz and get social media support, possibly reversing public opinion.
Lin is shocked by the audacity but eventually seems to agree, preferring to fight for his career rather than fade quietly.
That evening, Lin follows through, staging a “mistake” that wins public admiration and spikes his support.
Meanwhile, Xing Ming has a successful live broadcast and receives both praise and critique from Su Qinghua.
Despite positive feedback, Xing Ming brushes off calls from Ol’ Lin, suspecting they’re from Yu Zhongye, and avoids contact.
At the next broadcast, Xing Ming runs into Luo You in the elevator. Luo wears the Longines watch that once belonged to Xing Ming’s father.
Enraged, Xing Ming punches Luo You in front of coworkers. Luo throws the watch out the 20th-floor window into the artificial lake below.
Xing Ming is stunned and devastated but keeps composure, escorting his guest to the show.
During the live episode, Xing Ming performs unusually well—calm, gentle, and polished—impressing everyone including Su Qinghua.
Moments before the show ends, he suffers a sudden cardiac episode due to post-MAV complications and collapses on air.
The program director cuts to commercials just in time. Xing Ming is rushed to the hospital where his heart temporarily stops.
Rumors swirl at Pearl Station, blending the elevator punch and Xing Ming’s collapse into a tragic love-fueled scandal.
Lin Siquan’s staged rescue is suspected, and both Yu Zhongye and Ol’ Chen know the truth but remain silent.
Luo You visits Yu Zhongye and claims innocence, saying he didn’t know the watch mattered to Xing Ming. Yu Zhongye doesn’t punish him but promises to investigate the broadcast “accident.”
Yu Zhongye then visits Xing Ming in the ICU; Ol’ Lin apologizes for telling Luo You too much, indirectly causing the incident.
Yu Zhongye blames himself for getting drunk with people he dislikes and notes how easily he got manipulated that night.
On the drive to the hospital, Yu Zhongye says Lin must resign, or both he and Zhuang Lei will be let go. He knows Lin wasn’t behind it, but someone else orchestrated it.
Yu Zhongye visits the recovering Xing Ming, who’s aloof and distant. Yu Zhongye gently teases and touches him, but Xing Ming calls for a nurse.
The nurse turns out to be Li Mengyuan, Xing Ming’s old classmate, who seems to charm Yu Zhongye.
Xing Ming remains cold and detached, clearly hurt by the watch incident and Yu Zhongye’s emotional distance.
As other media finally start reporting on MAV, Xing Ming becomes eager to return to work. His critic praises his new humility in a backhanded compliment.
Li Mengyuan visits often and suggests a sensitive new story involving their old professor, Xia Zhiyuan, who is imprisoned for illegally producing a life-saving liver cancer drug.
Professor Xia made the drug affordable for terminal patients but violated drug laws. The case has political and sponsor-sensitive implications.
Li asks Xing Ming to help expose the injustice through his program, but Xing Ming coldly declines, fearing retaliation from sponsors like Sheng-Yu and pressure from Yu Zhongye.
He insists a journalist’s role is truth, not justice, and tells her to go to a lawyer, then rolls over and pulls the blanket over his head to shut her out.
Chapter 14
The Silhouette of a Cloud on a Lake
Though Xing Ming pretends not to care about Professor Xia’s case, he lies awake all night obsessing over the topic and its potential angles for a show.
Early the next morning, he sneaks out of his ward to the hospital library, where he unexpectedly meets Hong Wanliang, Yu Zhongye’s father-in-law.
They bond over a sharp political book on healthcare reform and discuss medical policy, revealing shared opinions but also clashing in detail.
Hong invites Xing Ming to play Weiqi; they become daily game partners for three days, and Xing Ming pretends to win and lose evenly to maintain respect.
The games lead to deeper conversations, some touching on Yu Zhongye, but Xing Ming avoids asking anything sensitive.
Xing Ming finds Hong polite, wise, and powerful—an embodiment of a successful and respectable official.
Xiang Xiaobo, Xing Ming’s crude stepbrother, visits the hospital pretending to care but is actually there to beg for money to open a bar.
After calling their shared family, Xiang tries emotional blackmail and threatens to expose past family scandals, including implied abuse between them.
Xing Ming refuses to give money, remaining calm even as his health begins to suffer from the stress, nearly triggering a cardiac episode.
Yu Zhongye arrives unexpectedly and confronts Xiang Xiaobo with cold dominance, scaring him into submission and sending him away with hush money.
Yu Zhongye learns the truth about Xing Ming’s childhood abuse but doesn’t pry. Instead, he gently offers support and lets Xing Ming save face by pretending he’ll repay the money.
After Yu Zhongye helps him use the bathroom, Xing Ming finally lets down his guard and accepts comfort, leaning into Yu Zhongye’s embrace.
Yu Zhongye tucks him back into bed and subtly offers him the use of his powerful personal network to do oral-history-based episodes while he recovers.
Xing Ming, insulted by the implication of becoming a puppet host, pushes back and insists on pursuing real stories—especially Professor Xia’s.
When Yu Zhongye demands he skip the upcoming Sheng-Yu charity gala, Xing Ming defies him, determined to attend and act independently.
Yu Zhongye tries to assert dominance physically, but Xing Ming turns the situation around, seducing and provoking him into near-sexual violence.
Yu Zhongye tears out Xing Ming’s IV, kisses and bites him aggressively, and dominates him without completing the act; Xing Ming endures it with stubborn silence.
Yu Zhongye storms out in anger, visibly shaken and emotionally disturbed. Ol’ Lin comments on Yu Zhongye’s unusual emotional volatility.
That night, Ol’ Lin mentions recovering the thrown Longines watch, but Yu Zhongye cryptically orders him to stop searching for it.
Xing Ming resumes work and pitches a medical reform episode to his team, including Xia Zhiyuan’s story, showing renewed leadership.
Luo You visits Xing Ming and confesses to stealing and throwing the watch out of jealousy, claiming they're even now. He also confirms Lin Siquan has resigned.
Despite rivalry, Xing Ming admits respect for Luo You’s work ethic, especially his demanding overseas shooting schedule.
Luo hints he’ll inform Yu Zhongye that Xing Ming has been discharged, and Xing Ming acts indifferent, repeating to himself that Yu Zhongye is just a passing cloud in his life.
At Sheng-Yu’s extravagant gala, Xing Ming brings Li Mengyuan as his date to gain intel for the episode. The event is full of elite figures including criminals, cops, and politicians.
Xing Ming spots Wei Ming, the police official responsible for his father Xing Hong’s rape conviction, seated at the VIP table.
Memories flood back: the unjust arrest, the planted evidence, his father’s death, and the collapse of his family.
Xing Ming had long struggled with guilt, doubt, and hatred, which only began to shift after seeing a posthumous letter his father left, affirming his innocence.
During the dinner, Wei Ming deliberately provokes Xing Ming by retelling the rape case story, implying his father was guilty.
Liao Hui, the event host and powerful businessman, sexually harasses Xing Ming under the table but gets bored when Xing Ming doesn’t react.
Liao then sets his sights on Li Mengyuan, and Xing Ming realizes bringing her was a mistake—she’s now being drawn into a dangerous power game.
Despite the provocations, Xing Ming remains calm, silently gripping a steak knife under the table until his hand is bloody.
After gaining useful information and keeping Li safe, he gracefully exits the event, feigning politeness to avoid conflict.
Outside, Li stares at Xing Ming with hopeful affection, but before anything can happen, Yu Zhongye’s Bentley pulls up.
Yu Zhongye commands Xing Ming to get in the car. When Xing Ming hesitates, Yu Zhongye grabs his hand and sees the bloody cuts from the dinner.
Furious and concerned, Yu Zhongye orders the driver to head to the hospital, but when Xing Ming dismisses it, Yu Zhongye gently relents and says, “Then let’s go home.”
Chapter 15
Home
Xing Ming reflects on how his luxurious life lacks the warmth and feeling of a true home due to emotional neglect and loneliness.
He recalls moving out of his stepfather’s home after catching his mother and stepfather having sex, claiming school competitions as an excuse to live on campus.
After the charity banquet, Yu Zhongye carries Xing Ming into his villa and showers him with tender affection, cleaning his wound and initiating intense foreplay in the shower.
The two share an erotic moment in the bathroom that’s passionate but doesn't go all the way, leaving Xing Ming confused about Yu Zhongye’s emotional distance.
Yu Zhongye carefully bandages Xing Ming’s hand and questions how he got injured; Xing Ming lies about it to protect his pride and avoid dragging Yu Zhongye into conflict with Liao Hui.
Yu Zhongye softly says Xing Ming has grown up, and Xing Ming, feeling vulnerable and unloved, tries to seduce Yu Zhongye as a plea for affection.
Yu Zhongye initially resists but eventually kisses Xing Ming’s eyelids and fingers lovingly, igniting sexual tension again.
Xing Ming tactfully brings up Professor Xia’s case, proposing a compromise: combining Sheng-Yu’s liver drug promotion with Xia’s human interest story to satisfy both ethics and sponsors.
Yu Zhongye listens, then gives Xing Ming subtle permission to proceed with the story, cautioning him to be discreet and take care of himself.
They agree Xing Ming will resume Oriental TV Line after a rest, bargaining it down from a month to a shorter recovery period.
Yu Zhongye tests Xing Ming’s sincerity about ending their emotional “misunderstanding”; Xing Ming affirms it with a kiss and tries to initiate intimacy again.
Yu Zhongye, unusually cold, denies the kiss at first, creating emotional tension, then flips and performs a passionate blowjob on Xing Ming.
Xing Ming is overwhelmed by the pleasure and shocked when Yu Zhongye doesn’t swallow but feeds the semen back to him through a kiss.
Xing Ming nearly passes out from the intensity, but Yu Zhongye kisses him gently and tells him to sleep.
They lie in bed together; Xing Ming reflects on their complicated dynamic and the void between emotional intimacy and sex.
Xing Ming wakes up at night and finds Yu Zhongye gone; he discovers him painting a birthday scroll, showing another side of Yu Zhongye's personality.
They have a quiet, awkward morning; Ol’ Lin teases Xing Ming for wearing nothing under his robe and possibly seducing Yu Zhongye unknowingly.
Yu Zhongye steps in, ties Xing Ming’s robe, and orders Ol’ Lin to deliver the painting to “Si Ye,” suggesting Xing Ming accompany him for networking.
Xing Ming attempts to use a prior appointment with Li Mengyuan as an excuse, but Yu Zhongye insists he meet Si Ye instead, hinting at career importance.
Yu Zhongye indirectly criticizes Su Qinghua’s influence on Xing Ming, suggesting he needs to socialize better and learn from powerful people like Hu Shiyin.
Yu Zhongye praises Luo You’s talents and work ethic, and compares Xing Ming unfavorably, spurring him to self-reflect and rise to the challenge.
Xing Ming agrees to handle the first two episodes of Oriental TV Line as interviews, starting with Hu Shiyin.
On the way to the airport, Xing Ming tries to comfort Yu Zhongye with a massage; their intimacy leads to a heated sexual encounter in the car.
Xing Ming attempts to resist full penetration due to his health, but Yu Zhongye persists, pushing the boundaries again.
Xing Ming bargains with Yu Zhongye, offering to return to hosting next week in exchange for no penetration; Yu Zhongye insists on oral sex instead.
Xing Ming performs a blowjob, followed by a thighjob, both intensely erotic and emotionally charged.
Yu Zhongye eventually ejaculates between Xing Ming’s thighs and smears the aftermath on his lips and pubic hair.
Afterward, Ol’ Lin reappears, unfazed by the activity, and asks where to take Xing Ming; he replies, “home.”
Xing Ming starts calling his team to resume work and confirms Oriental TV Line will return with interview formats.
He contacts Su Qinghua, who warns him that talk shows are not his strength and expresses doubt about the change in direction.
Su Qinghua discusses Liang Yan, the former host of Let’s Talk, who was brilliant but eventually broke down and disappeared from the media spotlight.
Xing Ming reflects on Liang Yan’s failure and the rise of Director Zhou, symbolizing the unfairness of fate and success.
Despite the doubts, Xing Ming is determined to improve and prove himself through the upcoming episodes.
Chapter 16
Break Up
Xing Ming skips work and sneaks into Yu Zhongye’s car like a thief, still ashamed of being seen as Yu Zhongye’s boytoy.
Ol’ Lin takes him to the seaside resort “Lovely Waterside Pavilions,” where Hu Shiyin is relaxing with two young women.
Xing Ming delivers Yu Zhongye’s painting to Hu, who jokes about Yu Zhongye's busy schedule and calls the painting priceless.
The interview with Hu Shiyin is a disaster due to Xing Ming’s distracted, depressed state; he stumbles through topics and forgets his script.
Hu Shiyin becomes engaged only when the topic turns to sex and women; he mocks men who prefer men and calls love an illusion.
Xing Ming invites him to record at the TV station, and Hu surprisingly agrees, but comments that Yu Zhongye has good taste in picking a beautiful man like Xing Ming.
On the ride back, Ol’ Lin asks which house to return to; Xing Ming realizes with pain that he’s been thinking of Yu Zhongye’s villa as home.
At Yu Zhongye’s place, Tao Hongbin tells Xing Ming that Yu Zhongye is out of town and updates him that Cui Wenjun and his son have reconciled, aided by medical help from a pharma sponsor.
Xing Ming reflects on his past projects, like an episode about Special Olympics athletes that led to life-changing support for viewers.
Despite backlash over airing a show on homosexuality, Xing Ming personally responded to hate mail with handwritten letters in calligraphy.
Remembering Yu Zhongye helping him write once, Xing Ming suddenly feels emotional pain.
In the garden, he finds the malva nut trees Lin Siquan planted are dying due to poor placement, symbolizing Siquan’s own fate.
Xing Ming imagines how Yu Zhongye treated Lin in the past, realizing Lin was never brave enough to challenge or truly love Yu Zhongye.
At night, Xing Ming watches Luo You’s talk show to study and improve. He finds Phoebe crying, fearing she’ll be replaced by a new nutritionist.
Xing Ming comforts her jokingly, telling her to test the newcomer’s politics as a way to stay employed.
Phoebe admits she’s seen Luo You in person, which stuns Xing Ming—implying Luo You has been in Yu Zhongye’s home too.
Feeling both betrayed and determined, Xing Ming studies Luo You’s style all night instead of sleeping.
In the morning, he sets up a lunch with Li Mengyuan, unable to sleep and emotionally drained.
Just as he leaves for work, he hears Lin Siquan has been in a car accident, possibly a suicide attempt.
Distracted, he almost gets hit by a car crossing the street and says nothing when Ruan Ning panics on the phone.
At the office, tension is high. People whisper about Lin Siquan’s accident but quickly return to work, unmoved.
Su Qinghua scolds Xing Ming later in the studio, blaming his poor performance on being distracted by love and disrespecting the audience.
Xing Ming accepts the harsh criticism without complaint, realizing how much he's fallen.
He goes to see Lin in the hospital and finds both Luo You and Yu Zhongye already at his bedside, while Lin’s wife is absent.
Yu Zhongye coldly tells Ol’ Lin to take Xing Ming home. Xing Ming tries to argue but is dismissed with a firm “Get out.”
On the ride, Ol’ Lin reflects bitterly on the reality of media success and how rare true talent and luck are in the field.
Back at Yu Zhongye’s villa, Xing Ming smashes a floor-to-ceiling window in a fit of rage and heartbreak after confronting Yu Zhongye and announcing he’s done with the relationship.
They descend into a violent physical altercation, both injured by broken glass and half-naked, writhing in blood and anger.
Yu Zhongye strangles Xing Ming until he nearly suffocates; Xing Ming stabs him in the palm with glass in a desperate escape attempt.
Yu Zhongye responds with eerie calm, smearing his bloody fingers on Xing Ming’s body as if “painting” him, evoking both fear and desire.
Xing Ming, despite resisting, is aroused by Yu Zhongye’s touch and finds his body betraying him.
Yu Zhongye finally tells him, “Leave.” Xing Ming puts on his torn clothes and stumbles out, physically and emotionally destroyed.
Chapter 17
A Blessing in Disguise
Lin Siquan’s car accident becomes news; though many think it was a suicide attempt or drunk driving, he survives with moderate injuries thanks to a tree breaking his fall.
Rumors swirl about his relationship history, workplace drama, and past scandals involving other media figures like Zhuang Lei and Lei Zhiqun.
Pearl Station is metaphorically described as a corrupt, morally bankrupt place full of vanity and sin.
Xing Ming panics about his violent outburst at Yu Zhongye’s home but receives no immediate backlash; he debates resigning but ends up sending Yu Zhongye a professional, non-romantic message vowing to create great shows.
After three quiet days, Ol’ Chen summons Xing Ming and offers two options: return as the host of Pearl Line or take on a mentee.
Ol’ Chen confirms Zhuang Lei will be leaving, and though Luo You is talented, his schedule is full; they want Xing Ming back.
Xing Ming suspects Yu Zhongye is behind this offer and confirms it indirectly with Ol’ Chen.
The second option is to mentor Nan Ling, a talented, good-looking intern and online celebrity, who greets Xing Ming as "shifu."
Xing Ming accepts Nan Ling as his mentee despite recognizing him as a shallow, fame-driven youth who resembles his younger self.
While escorting Nan Ling, Xing Ming runs into Yu Zhongye at the elevator but avoids sharing a ride, citing respect and discomfort.
Yu Zhongye takes a liking to Nan Ling, impressed by his name, manners, and looks; he encourages him to "work hard with your mentor" without looking at Xing Ming.
Feeling the rejection, Xing Ming throws himself back into work, organizing a visit to Professor Xia’s wife, Ji Hui, with Li Mengyuan and his team.
Ji Hui, once Xing Ming’s university professor, is now in the final stages of liver cancer and living on borrowed time thanks to the medicine Professor Xia illegally produced.
Liu Zhongyang, a biotech CEO and family friend, joins the meeting and vents rage about Sheng-Yu monopolizing the pharma industry.
Ji Hui insists on appearing on the show to advocate for Xia’s medicine as a living testament, despite her frailty.
Xing Ming warns them the show will be combative and include legal officials opposing Xia’s actions, but Ji Hui remains firm.
Liu's radical, unfiltered ranting worries Xing Ming—though TV loves drama, his outbursts risk destroying the program and damaging political relations.
Back at the office, Nan Ling suggests replacing Liu with a paid actor, revealing his superficial understanding of journalism.
Xing Ming shuts him down gently, asking him to find legitimate backup guests instead, showing leadership.
The team gathers for a dinner; everyone fears they’re being dismissed now that Xing Ming might return to Pearl Line.
One by one, they toast him with bittersweet goodbyes until Xing Ming surprises them, saying he’s staying with Oriental TV Line and will fight for their raises, jobs, and futures.
The team cheers, drinks, and works with renewed passion. Xing Ming calls Su Qinghua and confirms his decision.
Su cautions him not to act on emotion, but Xing Ming firmly declares his ambition to build something for himself, not ride others’ legacy.
Team morale stays high until Wednesday when a group from Sheng-Yu, led by a woman named Candy, barges in and makes excessive demands.
Candy pushes for product placement, logo shots, slogans, and even control of editing; when she crosses the line, Xing Ming explodes, slamming the table.
Candy threatens him with Liao Hui’s wrath and leaves, smug and condescending.
Xing Ming, stressed and furious, orders a complete re-edit of the show to salvage integrity.
Later, Ol’ Lin calls to say they found the Longines watch from the lake and invites Xing Ming to dinner.
Yu Zhongye visits Lin Siquan in the hospital, surrounded by cameras and reporters; Ol’ Chen fills in for photo ops.
During the drive, Ol’ Lin gossips about Nan Ling’s political backing—he’s connected to a senior official via his sister’s affair.
Yu Zhongye deems Nan Ling a short-sighted fame chaser, unimpressed by his ambitions to read ads or join variety shows.
Yu Zhongye decides Luo You will take over Pearl Line, while Nan Ling can compete for a minor hosting role via a marketing stunt.
Yu Zhongye expresses weary detachment from love or mentorship, believing he has no time to care about unrequited affection.
Ol’ Lin subtly reveals his son is in legal trouble and asks Yu Zhongye for help in exchange for the matchmaking attempt with Xing Ming.
Yu Zhongye brushes it off, more interested in seeing Xing Ming than Ol’ Lin’s plea, and they detour to find him.
They spot Xing Ming playing chess in the street; Yu Zhongye mischievously sabotages his winning move and drops the recovered watch in his lap.
They share food under a red canopy, discuss Weiqi, and enjoy rare quiet companionship, closer than they were in bed.
Xing Ming arranges for delivery to his overworked team and impresses Yu Zhongye with his new sense of leadership.
Yu Zhongye gently inquires about problems with Sheng-Yu, and Xing Ming insists he’ll handle it like a mature adult, not asking for help.
As rain pours, Yu Zhongye offers him a ride, but intimacy stirs again in the cramped car. Yu Zhongye touches his bruised face with care.
Just as things become tense and passionate again, Yu Zhongye abruptly tells Ol’ Lin to drop Xing Ming off.
Xing Ming jumps out into the rain, heart pounding, confused and overwhelmed by the emotional whiplash.
Back at the station, he’s soaked but calm. Nan Ling asks to leave, lying about urgent family matters—clearly going off to trade sex or connections.
Xing Ming, knowing the boy’s background, grants permission but reflects on how cutthroat survival is for the lower class.
As Nan Ling leaves, Xing Ming reminds him to find a replacement for Dr. Liu and prepare for the live show the next day.
Xing Ming watches from the window as Yu Zhongye’s car returns and parks downstairs again.
Chapter 18
Screw the Drug Administration
Xing Ming sends Sheng-Yu's rep Candy a revised version of the program that balances sponsor demands with journalistic integrity but still feels he’s compromised his principles.
Two hours before the live show, Candy demands removal of Ji Hui and Dr. Liu, fearing they’ll embarrass Liao Hui. Ji Hui, frail and dying, gracefully accepts being cut.
Nan Ling brings in Liu Zhao, supposedly Dr. Liu’s nephew, who passes as a credible last-minute substitute.
Xing Ming remains suspicious; Liu Zhao gives vague answers and lacks proper knowledge of the drug development.
With five minutes left, Xing Ming chooses to go on stage himself instead of using Liu Zhao, after getting a tacit blessing from Ji Hui.
During the broadcast, Sheng-Yu’s rep gives a polished promotional speech; Candy looks smug from the audience.
Xing Ming rips off his tie and yells, “Screw the Drug Administration!” shocking the room into silence.
He follows up calmly, framing the line as a movie quote from Dallas Buyers Club, cleverly turning a scandalous outburst into a discussion point.
He delivers an emotionally charged monologue about liver cancer, expensive medications like Sorafenib, and how poor patients suffer.
He presents Professor Xia’s Alanine Seronine pills, a cheap alternative with potential, and contrasts them with expensive, limited options.
A live cancer patient, Mr. Li, shares his survival story using Xia’s drug, offering a petition with over 1,000 signatures.
A law professor explodes in protest, citing criminal laws and the danger of unapproved drugs. Mr. Li is humiliated when his hand ulcers are shown on screen.
Xing Ming calmly counters with medical statistics, framing Xia’s drug as effective with manageable side effects.
The legal expert fires back, saying it doesn’t matter if it works—producing unapproved drugs is criminal regardless.
Xing Ming reminds the audience of constitutional rights to life and healthcare, arguing that ethical dilemmas expose flaws in the medical system.
He plays a heartbreaking clip of a girl named Xing Ming-Xing Ming begging officials not to confiscate a dialysis machine, paralleling the current issue.
Xing Ming-Xing Ming and her mother appear in the studio, now receiving help thanks to reforms. The moment softens the mood and shifts focus to hope and progress.
Xing Ming closes with optimism, balancing reform with compassion, ending the show with: “This is Oriental TV Line, and I am Xing Ming.”
The show becomes a viral success; audience response is overwhelming, especially from liver cancer patients desperate for Xia’s drug.
Candy is furious but Xing Ming rebuffs her coldly, saying he fulfilled her requirements but won’t tolerate future interference.
Despite internal panic, Xing Ming is proud. Ruan Ning flatters him and reveals Yu Zhongye stopped the director from cutting the feed during risky moments.
Xing Ming denies Nan Ling’s contest recommendation request because Nan brought in a fake guest and lacks journalistic ethics.
Ol’ Chen tries to pressure Xing Ming to support Nan Ling anyway, calling it a formality since Yu Zhongye wants it. Xing Ming refuses, unwilling to betray integrity.
Xing Ming visits Lin Siquan, now divorced and freed from his long-time toxic marriage. Lin thanks Xing Ming, realizing that Yu Zhongye truly favors him.
Xing Ming reflects on jealousy, youth, and insecurity. He questions why he didn’t just help Nan Ling—it would have helped him too.
He runs into his estranged mother, Tang Wan, and her new family. She looks stunning, but Xing Ming feels no emotional connection.
Later, Nan Ling brings a luxury Louis Vuitton wallet as an apology; Xing Ming sees through it and tells him to come to his house at 10 p.m.
Nan Ling is stunned and interprets it as a sexual invitation, given the culture at Pearl Station.
Xing Ming throws the gift aside and tells Nan Ling, “Show me the value of your money,” with a smile that mixes mockery and power.
Just as things turn dark, Ruan Ning interrupts. Xing Ming gives him the gift and is told their proposed story on the Cangnan rape-murder case was rejected.
He realizes it’s due to his father’s rape accusation, a shadow that still haunts him. He insists on covering the story anyway.
He interviews the suspect, Ding Yang, who graphically describes rapes and taunts Xing Ming about his father's alleged crime.
Enraged, Xing Ming nearly attacks him but is restrained. The prison visit rattles him, and he drives aimlessly before going home.
At 10 p.m., the doorbell rings. Expecting Nan Ling, Xing Ming is shocked to find Yu Zhongye instead.
Yu Zhongye enters quietly and embraces Xing Ming, teasing him about his behavior and telling him not to “be naughty again.”
Chapter 19
Surging Disputes
Xing Ming and Yu Zhongye spend three days together at Xing Ming’s apartment in near-constant sexual intimacy, with Xing Ming claiming to be working from home due to a myocarditis relapse.
Xing Ming indulges in physical pleasure and domestic bliss, quietly feeling more at ease in his own home with Yu Zhongye.
During this period, he finds an old newspaper photo of his mother Tang Wan, sparking complicated feelings about his past.
Yu Zhongye compliments her beauty and initiates more intimacy, including a sensual ink-painting session where sex and calligraphy blur into one erotic experience.
As they have sex in the study, Xing Ming tries to bring up his desire to do an investigative story on the Cangnan rape-murder case and interview prisoners at Niu Ling Prison.
Yu Zhongye reacts coldly, abruptly ending the act and withdrawing emotionally.
Xing Ming regrets his timing, wondering if he’d pushed too hard, but still feels emboldened by the trust he longs to receive.
Later, Yu Zhongye allows him to pursue the prison story, showing support after a silent standoff.
Ol’ Lin visits, delivering luxury food and warning Yu Zhongye that powerful people (including his father-in-law Secretary Hong) are unhappy with his extended stay at Xing Ming’s place.
Yu Zhongye refuses to leave or attend important meetings, shocking Ol’ Lin with his indulgence of Xing Ming.
Yu Zhongye declares he won’t let Xing Ming mentor Nan Ling and assigns the task to Luo You instead.
Xing Ming accepts this but asks again to investigate Niu Ling Prison, and Yu Zhongye finally gives permission.
Xing Ming reminisces on the tender moments with Yu Zhongye, from watching news together to intimate conversations, but feels the relationship is still undefined and unstable.
Back at Pearl Station, a new intern named Alex Hong arrives, rumored to be a privileged, musically gifted returnee with high-level connections.
Xing Ming, uninterested in spoiled elites, assigns Alex to check inventory in the equipment warehouse.
Meanwhile, Luo You takes over mentoring Nan Ling, who promptly praises him online and throws passive-aggressive shade at Xing Ming.
Xing Ming is unbothered by fan backlash, thinking it’s deserved since he didn’t treat Nan Ling well anyway.
He returns to Pearl Station and breaks etiquette by trying to enter the elevator with Yu Zhongye, but is stopped and reminded of his lower rank.
Luo You, with his privileged background, boards the elevator with Yu Zhongye without issue, whispering intimately and making Xing Ming feel humiliated.
Luo You later visits Xing Ming’s office, smugly gifts books from Yu Zhongye, and mocks him while hinting at his deeper relationship with Yu Zhongye based on power, not emotion.
They argue about creative control of Pearl Line, with Luo You planning to revamp it using Xing Ming’s Oriental TV Line format.
Xing Ming accuses him of lacking substance, and Luo You dismisses him as a temporary fling, insisting Yu Zhongye is just using him for fun.
After a tense exchange, Luo You leaves laughing, and Xing Ming spirals into a mix of rage, frustration, and determination to protect his program.
The next episode of Oriental TV Line is proposed to be about workplace sexual harassment, but Xing Ming finds it too disjointed from the previous Cangnan case.
He demands better stories from the team and personally meets with Zhang Hongfei, a retired prison guard who might hold information about his father’s conviction.
Zhang shares a disturbing case about his grandniece, who may have been molested by a revered teacher, Liu-laoshi, founder of a migrant school and once featured on “Touching China.”
The case presents a sharp conflict: an innocent child’s claim versus a saintly public figure’s reputation.
Xing Ming’s journalistic instincts ignite; he becomes obsessed with this new scoop, sidelining even his personal goals.
He returns to the station to continue managing show production, while Dr. Liu and Ji Hui press for action on getting Alanine Seronine approved by regulators.
Ji Hui asks Xing Ming to negotiate with a Hong Kong pharma company showing interest, and he agrees.
Xing Ming also reflects on his worsening finances, having taken only base salary by agreement with Yu Zhongye.
After learning of his mother and stepbrother’s financial collapse and abuse from loan sharks, he visits their old neighborhood.
He sees Tang Wan bruised and humiliated, hiding her suffering; they do not speak, and he feels heartbreak mixed with resentment.
Gossiping neighbors mock Tang’s downfall, revealing they never accepted Xing Ming as part of the family.
That night, Xing Ming tries to thank Yu Zhongye and perhaps ask for money, but hears another person in Yu Zhongye’s room and is told to talk tomorrow.
The next day, he returns to work and discovers the new intern, Alex, joyfully drumming and singing Ariana Grande’s “Love Me Harder” in the warehouse.
Strangely touched, Xing Ming smiles for the first time in a while, then quickly hides his expression and walks away, deciding not to be petty with the intern.
The next live broadcast goes well despite the unappealing topic. A fitness coach, possibly faking gayness for clout, gets handsy with Xing Ming during a segment, but Xing Ming tolerates it professionally.
The episode airs without controversy, and although reaction is muted, Xing Ming feels odd disappointment at not being attacked.
After the show, Yu Zhongye’s driver picks him up. In the car, Yu Zhongye gently undresses and soothes him, noticing his exhaustion.
When Ol’ Lin mentions the coach, Yu Zhongye coldly orders the man fired without hesitation, asserting dominance and protectiveness over Xing Ming.
The chapter ends with Xing Ming falling asleep on Yu Zhongye’s lap, finally feeling safe—despite the power imbalance and all the uncertainty between them.
Chapter 20
I Like You
Xing Ming wakes up in Yu Zhongye’s remote lakeside mansion after being picked up the previous night.
He meets Kang Lele, Yu Zhongye’s glamorous former classmate and rumored old flame, now married to a billionaire.
Kang Lele mistakes Xing Ming for Yu Shao'ai, Yu Zhongye’s biological son, and Yu Zhongye doesn’t correct her.
Kang Lele reveals her tragic past, including being violently attacked due to her relationship with Yu Zhongye, hinting at the dark power dynamics of the elite.
Xing Ming presents a proposal for a drug treatment under the false identity of Yu Shao'ai, securing sponsorship.
Yu Zhongye and Kang Lele engage in flirtatious banter, but Yu Zhongye, a gay man, is unmoved. Xing Ming feels uncomfortable maintaining their fake father-son dynamic.
While researching a child abuse case, Xing Ming finds damning video evidence implicating Liu Chongqi, a once-respected educator.
The evidence includes video footage, a medical report, and a child’s testimony, leading to a full investigation and plans for a new explosive TV episode.
Kang Lele hosts a party at the mansion; Xing Ming swims and later isolates himself to work.
A sexual encounter between Yu Zhongye and Xing Ming occurs while a guest is present, with Yu Zhongye fondling Xing Ming discreetly and eventually having semi-public sex with him.
Despite shame and danger, their intense physical relationship continues throughout the weekend, culminating in a passionate balcony scene.
Yu Zhongye begins showing signs of affection, even as their relationship remains dangerously unequal and driven by dominance.
A rainy night leads to another intense sexual encounter, during which Yu Zhongye repeatedly asks if Xing Ming loves him. Xing Ming finally confesses: “I like you. I love you. Alright?!”
The next day, they behave more like lovers, though Yu Zhongye continues to avoid directly reciprocating Xing Ming’s emotional openness.
Xing Ming confronts darker truths about sex crimes and the injustice toward left-behind children in rural China, expressing his professional commitment as a journalist.
Yu Zhongye remains emotionally distant and warns him not to get too emotionally involved.
Xing Ming asks for money (¥350,000) for personal reasons. Yu Zhongye agrees without asking why and says Ol’ Lin will handle it.
As the show gains traction, the family of the abused girl starts acting entitled, demanding more for appearing. Xing Ming agrees to cover it personally to ensure the episode goes forward.
Xing Ming tries to leave the mansion, but Yu Zhongye insists he stay, faking a fever to keep him longer.
They continue their sexual relationship with increasing intensity, culminating in a brazen public sex act on the balcony.
In the heat of the moment, Xing Ming desperately asks again if Yu Zhongye likes him.
Yu Zhongye coldly avoids the question and violently pushes Xing Ming off the balcony into the lake.
Realizing the severity of his actions, Yu Zhongye rescues Xing Ming, who survives and asks again if Yu Zhongye likes him.
After a long silence, Yu Zhongye finally says “Yes.”
Despite recovering at the mansion, Yu Zhongye becomes distant again, only appearing briefly at night to say goodnight.
Yu Shao'ai, the real son, visits unexpectedly. Xing Ming overhears their conversation and panics at being discovered.
Yu Zhongye cryptically refers to Xing Ming as his “beautiful stepmother,” unnerving him.
To avoid being seen, Xing Ming escapes through the window and injures his ankle while fleeing.
Chapter 21
Scarlet Words
Xing Ming returns to Pearl Station to find Zhang Ci’s family has arrived; he's involved in their arrangements.
Xing Ming is shocked by the huge sum of money he receives from Chairman Yu Zhongye, realizing it's far more than expected.
He reflects on Pearl Station's ruthless corporate strategies, especially their conflict with an old film company.
Xing Ming increasingly believes Luo You's view that he's nothing more than Yu Zhongye's paramour.
He decides that love fades but money lasts forever, becoming more generous with his newly received funds.
Xing Ming notices Zhang Hongfei has disappeared after a sudden job transfer; he suspects something strange.
He begins investigating his father’s wrongful imprisonment using old reports and archives with help from Su Qinghua.
Reading his father's reports makes Xing Ming emotional, learning his father exposed major corruption cases.
He identifies Hong Wanliang as a major corrupt figure who survived scandal and became more powerful.
Xing Ming plans to bribe Zhang Hongfei with money from Yu Zhongye to uncover the truth.
After failing to find Hongfei, he visits his estranged mother Tang Wan, offering her money for answers.
Tang Wan dodges his questions, reveals she’s divorcing her husband and marrying a politically connected businessman.
Disillusioned by her indifference, Xing Ming storms out, disappointed in her cruelty.
He visits Xiang Yong, his stepfather, who is now a humble food stall owner in debt due to his son's gambling.
Loan sharks destroy Xiang Yong’s stall; Xing Ming watches without intervening, noting society’s apathy.
Xiang Yong begs Xing Ming for help; he agrees to pay but warns gambling won't end easily.
Xing Ming reflects on Xiang Yong’s kindness and sees his late father’s love in him.
He buys meals from Xiang Yong’s stall to support him and takes them back to Pearl Station.
While prepping for a show, Xing Ming hears gossip about the rigged host competition and Chairman Yu Zhongye’s rumored relationships.
Gossip shifts from Nan Ling to Luo You, now widely accepted as Yu Zhongye's lover due to frequent appearances with him.
Xing Ming recalls Yu Zhongye once said he “liked” him, but their relationship had grown violent and complicated.
During live show prep, Xing Ming cuts his finger, his body still bearing marks from rough encounters with Yu Zhongye.
He asks the director to avoid close-ups due to visible neck bruises.
Lil’ Ci’s parents struggle to perform well on live TV due to nerves and lack of education.
Xing Ming guides them, counters harsh criticism from a professor about revealing child sex offenders' identities.
The professor argues for privacy rights and judicial fairness; Xing Ming counters with stats on recidivism and child protection.
A spam comment during the live show questions the girl's truthfulness, flashing red on the screen.
Director cuts the live feed, but the moment shakes Xing Ming.
After the show, Xing Ming is haunted by doubts, especially after interacting with lil’ Ci and her evasive answers.
Zhang Yan, lil’ Ci’s father, says Zhang Hongfei vanished and was just a fond distant relative to his daughter.
That night, Xing Ming has nightmares about ridicule and drowning—trauma tied to his father’s death.
At a staff meeting, a handsome new intern, “Alex” (Yu Zhongye’s son), publicly questions the red spam comment.
He draws parallels with the film The Hunt, suggesting kids might lie and evidence can be misleading.
Xing Ming defends his work; Yu Shao'ai (Alex) insists on further investigation.
Xing Ming abruptly cancels their weekend trip to pursue the case, dismissing Alex in front of coworkers.
Alex dramatically grabs and nearly kisses him in a stunt to show how misleading appearances can be.
He argues the video of Liu kissing the girl wasn’t proof of abuse.
Xing Ming angrily demotes Alex to utility work, but later expresses doubt privately to his mentor Su Qinghua.
During Pearl Line’s relaunch, Luo You also reports on Liu’s case, but more critically and effectively.
Luo accuses the media of glorifying Liu without verifying facts; reveals misused donations and broken school facilities.
Yu Zhongye watches Luo’s broadcast and praises his skill, but shows no emotional reaction.
In private, Yu Zhongye tends to Xing Ming’s swollen ankle, acting uncharacteristically tender.
Xing Ming tries to use the moment to request help finding Zhang Hongfei.
Yu Zhongye refuses and instructs him to stop the investigation entirely.
Pearl Line and Oriental TV Line are restructured to coexist rather than compete; Yu Zhongye offers it as part of a deal.
Xing Ming suspects the real reason is to silence further digging into Liu’s case and his father’s history.
Luo You arrives and Yu Zhongye quickly switches focus to him; Luo acts possessively and flirts.
Ol’ Chen announces both Luo and Xing Ming will host the 50th anniversary of Pearl Station.
Yu Zhongye’s favor seems split between the two, though he publicly supports Luo’s connections.
Xing Ming cancels the business trip; Yu Shao'ai tries to argue but gets dismissed.
Yu Shao'ai provocatively invades Xing Ming’s personal space again, making a point about misleading video evidence.
At a hospital, Xing Ming confronts Xiang Xiaobo and offers to pay off his debt if he goes undercover at an illegal casino.
Xiang Xiaobo is hesitant but clearly terrified.
Back at work, Xing Ming has another cold interaction with Yu Zhongye, who then calls him into the office.
Yu Zhongye treats his injury, showing rare affection, which confuses and discomforts Xing Ming.
Xing Ming tries again to ask for help regarding Zhang Hongfei; Yu Zhongye flatly tells him to stop all investigation.
Later, at the 50th anniversary discussion, Luo You uses his grandfather’s political power to curry favor.
Ol’ Chen praises both hosts but clearly shows bias toward Luo.
Yu Zhongye leaves before the broadcast ends, indifferent.
In the car, Ol’ Lin says he prefers Xing Ming for his passion and flaws, while Luo is too perfect and polished.
Yu Zhongye agrees both are talented, but doesn’t show a clear preference—though it’s implied he’s emotionally affected by Xing Ming in ways he doesn’t admit.
Chapter 22
The Kingdom and the Beauty
Xing Ming watches Pearl Line and admires Luo You’s professionalism but criticizes the show's lack of impartiality toward Liu Chongqi.
He reflects on his own hostile public image and compares it unfavorably to Luo You’s popularity and poise.
Liu Chongqi hasn’t been convicted yet, but media outlets and the public treat him as guilty.
Oriental TV Line failed to get Liu’s daughters to appear on the show, and Liu continued denying all accusations.
Pearl Line’s broadcast incited public anger, leading to mob violence that destroyed Liu’s home and attacked his daughter.
Xing Ming researches coverage of the case and finds the media is sensationalizing it irresponsibly.
At a planning meeting for the station’s anniversary, Luo You receives excessive praise from leadership, making Xing Ming feel jealous and resentful.
Xing Ming confronts Luo You about ignoring the presumption of innocence, accusing him of journalistic bias.
Luo You defends his actions as objective and claims the audience's interpretation is not his responsibility.
The debate escalates, with Luo You dismissing concerns and saying he doesn’t care about the truth, only that he “won.”
Xing Ming internally acknowledges his own guilt and complicity in inflaming the case for ratings and personal motives.
After being called “Ice Princess” by Luo You, Xing Ming decides not to participate in the anniversary show and opts to pursue the Liu Chongqi case instead.
He contacts Yu Shao'ai to prepare for a business trip to investigate further.
They travel to Liu’s village, navigating poor roads and staying in a shabby motel during the trip.
Xing Ming worries about Xiang Xiaobo, who was sent to infiltrate a casino with a hidden camera.
Xiang Xiaobo complains but agrees to continue if he’s compensated and introduced to Dr. Li.
In the village, the local officials have fled due to the media storm; the only person left is an old man who tells them to leave.
The hotel maid identifies them as reporters, revealing how swarmed the area has been with media.
While Yu Shao'ai is relaxed and enjoying the “adventure,” Xing Ming remains stressed and uncomfortable.
They share a motel room with a frosted glass shower door; Xing Ming catches Yu Shao'ai watching him but brushes it off.
Ol’ Lin repeatedly calls Xing Ming, a warning from Yu Zhongye, but Xing Ming ignores it and turns off his phone.
Yu Shao'ai breaks up with his American girlfriend over the phone and opens up to Xing Ming about his forced return to China.
Xing Ming tries to avoid discussing relationships but hints at a complicated entanglement, clearly referring to Yu Zhongye.
Yu Shao'ai naively guesses it’s a secret affair or a married woman, unaware of the truth.
Xing Ming notes how unlike his father Yu Shao'ai is—emotional, open, and curious.
Their banter ends when Yu Shao'ai gets too close physically; Xing Ming pushes him off the bed, visibly uncomfortable.
Chairman Yu Zhongye summons TV station executives for a high-level meeting about the 50th anniversary and the Golden Microphone Award.
The meeting discusses media reform and how Pearl Station must adapt or fall behind.
The station will host the Golden Microphone Award Ceremony during the anniversary; three senior hosts are selected, but the fourth must be a newcomer.
The choice between Xing Ming and Luo You becomes central, but Yu Zhongye does not reveal his preference.
Several executives criticize Xing Ming for missing work and being difficult to manage.
Ol’ Chen subtly supports Luo You, citing his reputation, connections, and dependability.
Suddenly, Pei Feifan, Secretary Hong’s personal assistant, interrupts the meeting to talk to Yu Zhongye.
Pei asks about Yu Shao'ai’s whereabouts and implies that his involvement with Xing Ming could be problematic.
He warns Yu Zhongye that Shao’ai’s political future could be jeopardized by scandal or associations with controversial figures.
Pei congratulates Yu Zhongye on a rumored promotion to the Ministry of Public Security, indicating immense power.
Yu Zhongye remains cool but noncommittal about the promotion.
Pei brings up rumors about Xing Ming again, implying that protecting him may be reckless.
Pei tries to remind Yu Zhongye that no ruler can have both “the kingdom and the beauty,” referencing his past.
Yu Zhongye replies that he wants both and physically restrains Pei’s hand when he reaches for a teacup, making a power move.
Pei, intimidated and visibly shaken, agrees and prepares to leave.
Before exiting, Pei delivers one last warning that Xing Ming has ulterior motives and shouldn’t be trusted.
Yu Zhongye gives no response but silently affirms his stance and power in protecting Xing Ming.
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Chapter 23
The Truth
Yu Shao'ai initially views Xing Ming as arrogant based on gossip but grows curious about him, especially due to Ol’ Lin’s high opinion.
At Liu Yanan’s house, she welcomes Xing Ming with a cold smile and admits she’s the one who posted the red spam comments during the live show to defend her father.
Liu Yanan, now bald to avoid mob harassment, recounts how the media defamed her father, Liu Chongqi, and how their house was destroyed by villagers.
Over dinner, she explains her side: the kiss in the video was misinterpreted, the other accusers were motivated by fame or greed, and her sister accused Liu for money.
She says the large charity funds never reached the school due to government and Red Cross corruption, though Liu was pictured with donation cheques.
Liu Yanan claims her father was falsely painted as a pedophile and villain by sensationalist media; Xing Ming is shaken but skeptical.
She states the media crowned Liu a “hero,” then ruined him, and now no one believes her truth due to lack of evidence and her mental health history.
After leaving, Yu Shao'ai tries to reassure Xing Ming, who is overwhelmed with guilt and doubt.
Xing Ming receives a call from Yu Zhongye, who gently offers to come pick him up.
Flashbacks reveal that local officials all dismissed Liu Yanan’s claims, labeling her mentally ill and the case as settled.
At Dongli Elementary, Xing Ming and Yu Shao'ai find the school rundown and lacking veteran staff due to poor conditions and stigma.
One teacher, Xiao-laoshi, believes in rural education but feels pressure to quit; the other, Gu-laoshi, now suspects Liu was a pedophile.
Xing Ming encourages Xiao-laoshi, praising her as a hopeful light in a dark system.
Yu Shao'ai reveals the names of two other accusers, Chen Yu Zhongyezhi and Zhang Fang, and suggests visiting Chen due to proximity.
Xing Ming insists on going to Zhang Fang’s remote mountain village, believing she’s the most honest of the three.
They endure a grueling mountain trek; Xing Ming races ahead despite his old heart condition and leg injury.
At the village, Xing Ming gives sugar figurines to Zhang Fang’s daughter and gently questions her, suspecting her answers are rehearsed.
Zhang Fang panics when her daughter answers incorrectly and tries to stop the conversation, confirming Xing Ming’s suspicions.
Xing Ming uses harsh threats and emotional manipulation to pressure Zhang Fang into confessing the accusation was fabricated.
Zhang Fang admits Zhang Yan’s wife convinced her to lie, hoping to benefit financially; the family was desperate due to poverty.
With the confession, Xing Ming realizes his guilt in spreading misinformation and the damage done.
Back at the hotel, his leg cramps painfully from overexertion. Yu Shao'ai helps him, but Xing Ming refuses physical closeness.
Yu Shao'ai reminds him they must return for the live show, but Xing Ming insists on visiting Chen Yu Zhongyezhi next.
Yu Zhongye arrives unexpectedly at night, after Xing Ming’s emotional collapse, and comforts him tenderly without sex.
They share an intimate night of cuddling and kissing. Yu Zhongye refuses Xing Ming’s desperate request for sex, offering emotional comfort instead.
In the morning, they shower together sensually. Xing Ming remembers how their relationship began with his seduction and ulterior motives.
Their foreplay escalates to a 69 session just as Ol’ Lin’s son, Lin Mao, arrives to pick them up.
During the drive, Yu Zhongye tells Xing Ming to stop investigating and prepare for the Station’s annual ceremony and the Golden Microphone Awards.
He implies the awards are a tradeoff for Xing Ming’s silence on the Liu case; Yu Zhongye promises he’ll handle everything.
Lin Mao gossips and reveals a woman is threatening to accuse him of attempted rape, possibly as political pressure linked to Secretary Hong.
Yu Zhongye reads this as a warning and dismisses the threat with calm authority.
As they drive through rural farmland, Xing Ming reflects that only by “forcing the truth out” can anything change.
Chapter 24
Sacrifice and Revenge
The TV Station prepares for a live broadcast exposing an underground casino, with Xiang Xiaobo kept backstage for safety as the gangs involved are dangerous.
The show airs smoothly and follows the script, with no need for Xing Ming to improvise.
After the broadcast, Xing Ming reflects bitterly on how ratings led him and Luo You to ruin an innocent man, Liu Chongqi, in pursuit of success.
Despite useful footage being cut for security reasons, Xing Ming orders the raw clips saved for future use.
Xiang Xiaobo demands money to return to gambling and panics when Xing Ming jokes that his identity was leaked.
Furious, Xiang Xiaobo grabs Xing Ming and causes a scene, shouting that he was used and calling him names.
He loudly claims Xing Ming slept with the Station’s chairman to get his position, fueling rumors among coworkers.
The crew watches with mixed expressions, quietly judging Xing Ming as a pretty-faced social climber who used the casting couch.
Security removes Xiang Xiaobo, and Xiang Yong, his father, appears to speak with Xing Ming.
Flashbacks reveal Xiang Yong tried to be kind to young Xing Ming but failed to understand him, even serving him food he was allergic to.
Despite his flaws, Xiang Yong had good intentions, which makes Xing Ming feel guilty for hating him and plotting revenge.
Xiang Yong invites Xing Ming to dinner and says he has something important to confess.
Xing Ming suspects this has to do with his father’s wrongful conviction and Tang Wan’s (his mother) silence all these years.
He remembers the film Sacrifice, where vengeance is delivered after decades—a story that inspires him.
While waiting outside a convenience store, Xing Ming hopes Yu Zhongye will pick him up but only Ol’ Lin arrives.
Ol’ Lin says Yu Zhongye had an event, but sent the car and that Yu Shao'ai is away with his grandfather.
Xing Ming moves into the guest room at Yu Zhongye’s house rather than take Yu Shao'ai’s or the master bedroom.
Yu Zhongye returns late and asks what Xing Ming was doing; he lies, saying he was reading program feedback.
In reality, Xing Ming was researching a deadly factory fire that his father had investigated before being imprisoned.
The fire had suspicious origins, and Xing Ming suspects his father was framed while uncovering the truth.
Xing Ming tells Yu Zhongye everyone at the Station knows about their affair; Yu Zhongye is unfazed and kisses him gently.
The next day, Liu Yanan posts an open letter on Weibo to clear her father’s name; the post gains traction but is quickly deleted.
Chairman Yu Zhongye gets urgent calls from top leadership and holds a meeting with the News Department to investigate how the controversial show got approved.
Ol’ Chen and Editor Wang defend themselves; Yu Zhongye blames himself for lack of oversight but prepares to shift responsibility.
Ol’ Chen recommends silencing Liu Yanan through a payoff or legal channel to prevent more damage.
Yu Zhongye says Pearl Line will investigate further if the issue isn’t resolved in a week—surprising Ol’ Chen, who assumed they'd protect Pearl Station's reputation.
Ol’ Chen tries to redirect blame to Oriental TV Line and Luo You, fearing the fallout.
Yu Zhongye demotes Ol’ Chen and insists the truth must come first, saying silence is ideal, but truth is sacred in journalism.
Xing Ming helped Liu Yanan draft her open letter, had it proofread by Su Qinghua, and orchestrated its release for maximum impact.
Su Qinghua guesses Xing Ming is sleeping with Yu Zhongye and criticizes him for it, saying his father would’ve been furious.
Despite Su Qinghua’s disapproval, he helps finalize the letter, which spreads quickly online before being deleted.
Xing Ming sees this as proof someone powerful is trying to suppress the truth.
At the Station’s prep meeting for the anniversary show, Luo You is absent—unusual for the punctual and diligent host.
Assistant directors say Pearl Line is working on a correction episode to acknowledge errors and clarify Liu Chongqi’s case.
Xing Ming feels calmer, then leaves early to meet Xiang Yong for dinner.
Tang Wan doesn’t attend, leaving her husband behind again like a bird fleeing danger.
Xiang Yong is found washing her lingerie by hand, a gesture that highlights how much he once loved her despite her abandonment.
Xiang Yong confirms that Xing Ming’s father was investigating the factory fire and had found evidence that the cause was faulty construction, not worker error.
Xing Ming wonders if Xiang Yong’s timing is revenge against Tang Wan or a genuine act of kindness.
Ultimately, he decides to trust Xiang Yong’s sincerity and thanks him, saying he finally understands everything.
Chapter 25
A Boiling Frog
Xing Ming lives at Yu Zhongye’s mansion without secrecy, no longer caring if people know about their relationship.
He reflects on Yu Zhongye’s absence, admires the natural beauty of the estate, and notices the diligent gardener Tao Hongbin.
Yu Zhongye suddenly returns and startles Xing Ming, who’s become increasingly suspicious of Yu Zhongye’s ties to Hong Wanliang and his father's wrongful conviction.
Xing Ming fears he might be a disposable pawn like in the film Sacrifice, and wonders if Yu Zhongye will eliminate him.
Yu Zhongye invites him to go horseback riding, which Xing Ming misinterprets as sexual innuendo.
At the equestrian club, an acquaintance recognizes Xing Ming and comments on his relationship with Yu Zhongye.
A flirtatious instructor, Harold, leads Xing Ming to the stables and introduces him to a black horse named “Lil’ Xing Ming” — Yu Zhongye had named the difficult horse after him.
Feeling slighted, Xing Ming ends up on a beginner’s horse and loses interest, choosing to wander the resort instead.
In the resort, he finds a pond full of piranhas and unexpectedly encounters Liao Hui, the sleazy boss of Sheng-Yu.
Liao Hui gropes Xing Ming and offers him money and power in exchange for sex, but Xing Ming remains composed and tries to provoke him into revealing information.
Liao Hui admits Secretary Hong still holds influence and confirms that Yu Zhongye’s power ties stem from Hong’s support.
He mocks Xing Ming’s relationship with Yu Zhongye and claims Yu Zhongye is just using him for pleasure, not promises.
Liao Hui gropes him further, prompting a furious and near-violent response; Xing Ming nearly shoves him into the piranha pond.
Yu Zhongye arrives just in time and commands Xing Ming to leave with him, sparing Liao Hui’s life.
Back at the hotel, Yu Zhongye whips Xing Ming savagely for almost creating a scandal, then forces him into rough sex.
Despite the violence, Yu Zhongye later treats Xing Ming’s wounds gently and asks him, “What do you want?”
Xing Ming is emotionally conflicted, unable to answer, and Yu Zhongye leaves him alone for the night.
At work, Xing Ming avoids eye contact with Yu Shao'ai, who pretends everything is normal between them.
Yu Shao'ai gives him a fancy pen as a congratulatory gift for being nominated for the Golden Microphone Award.
Xing Ming suspects the Liu Chongqi clarification episode won’t air, even though the investigation had been promised.
Liu Yanan calls and says she’s giving up the case, now seeing herself more as a mother than a daughter seeking justice.
Disheartened, Xing Ming reflects on the futility of his efforts and the complicity of everyone involved.
At night, he eats with Yu Zhongye, but their conversation turns subtly manipulative and sexually charged again.
Yu Zhongye tends to Xing Ming’s wounds in the car, seduces him, and they kiss passionately, reaffirming the toxic cycle of affection and control.
At work, Xing Ming sees that his team is finally getting rewards from Oriental TV Line’s success, including promotions and housing permits.
He reflects on his own past, recalling the long journey from aspiring journalist to top host, filled with struggle and sacrifice.
Luo You confronts him in the elevator, revealing the clarification episode on Liu Chongqi won’t air and Yu Zhongye already made that decision.
Luo You taunts him as merely a “fuckbuddy” and explains he gave up the award nomination to protect Yu Zhongye’s career.
When Xing Ming tries to confirm Pearl Line’s new topics, he realizes Liu’s story is completely dropped and forgotten.
Recognizing he’s been manipulated and pacified, Xing Ming feels like a frog in boiling water—slowly cooked by affection and betrayal.
He prepares to defy Yu Zhongye and has Yu Shao'ai help him secretly add a statement to Oriental TV Line’s closing segment.
In a live broadcast, Xing Ming publicly apologizes for misreporting Liu Chongqi’s case and denounces the station’s mishandling of the truth.
Phone lines explode with complaints; Xing Ming turns off his phone and walks out of the studio with dignity, knowing it could be his last time there.
Outside, in the rain, he runs barefoot to the spot where Ol’ Lin was supposed to pick him up but finds no Bentley waiting.
He sits and waits alone through the night into dawn, realizing Yu Zhongye never intended to come for him.
Chapter 26
Honor of A Gallant Warrior
Xing Ming spends the night on the street after publicly exposing the truth about Liu Chongqi’s case.
During this time, someone reveals on social media that he’s the son of disgraced journalist Xing Hong, claiming this biases him toward defending rapists.
Public opinion explodes online, mixed with support, confusion, and slander, partly fueled by Nan Ling’s fanbase.
Pearl Station responds by paying fake accounts to stabilize the situation and releases a self-reflection broadcast to mitigate damage.
Yu Zhongye breaks his word about fully clarifying the Liu case, leaving Xing Ming disillusioned and abandoned.
On Monday, Xing Ming cleans up and returns to work, hands in his Golden Microphone recommendation, and resigns from the nomination.
He boldly tells Yu Zhongye that he wants the truth and justice, not honor or awards.
Yu Zhongye reacts with rage, throws the award documents in his face, demotes him to reporter, and dissolves Oriental TV Line into Pearl Line.
Xing Ming accepts the punishment calmly while his teammates are dismissed.
The Liu Chongqi case is reopened due to public pressure; the truth comes out that the little girl falsely accused Liu because of a bribe and personal resentment.
Major figures involved in corruption are punished, including Red Cross officials and President You, who later dies under suspicious circumstances.
Xing Ming, now a low-ranking reporter, faces cold treatment at Pearl Station, including silence in the cafeteria and polite distance from Luo You, who is now his superior.
He is assigned obscure and dangerous field reports, including an exposé on nursing home abuse and poaching of Siberian tigers.
Despite risking his life for good footage, his stories are shelved as “reserves,” clearly sidelining him.
Luo You selects a trivial topic for him to pursue, hinting that he's being buried under fake public-interest tasks.
Ruan Ning, who was dismissed, now thrives as a successful self-media influencer, and still supports Xing Ming from afar.
Su Qinghua urges Xing Ming to consider marrying or dating women again, but Xing Ming admits he truly loves Yu Zhongye.
A massive earthquake hits Yunnan; without orders, Xing Ming rushes to the disaster area and sends back footage before official reporters even arrive.
Yu Zhongye hears of his actions while dining with Luo You, shows no outward concern, but is clearly shaken.
Despite the danger and emotional toll, Xing Ming works tirelessly, feeling increasingly invisible among colleagues.
Yu Shao'ai finds Xing Ming at the disaster zone; they bond, and Yu Shao'ai realizes Xing Ming’s selflessness and internal pain.
Yu Shao'ai asks if he regrets everything; Xing Ming says he doesn’t know, revealing vulnerability.
Meanwhile, Luo You tries to use a banquet to shift blame onto Xing Ming, but Yu Zhongye stops him and publicly accepts responsibility.
After the banquet, a drunken Yu Zhongye resists Luo You’s sexual advances, then becomes captivated by the sight of a carefree young man playing chess.
The moment triggers a memory of Xing Ming’s youth, and he sends Luo You away, asking Ol’ Lin about Xing Ming’s whereabouts.
When he learns Xing Ming hasn’t been seen since Friday and is missing after visiting Sheng-Yu, Yu Zhongye goes on the hunt.
He confronts Liao Hui at a horse club, violently submerging him in a piranha tank to extract the truth.
Liao Hui confesses to abducting Xing Ming and Li Mengyuan and implies he's obsessed with Xing Ming.
Yu Zhongye smashes an antique vase as a show of dominance and demands to see where they’re held.
Xing Ming and Li Mengyuan were kidnapped after attending a professor’s funeral and locked in a dark storage room.
Liao Hui intended to sexually assault them but backed off after Xing Ming threatened him with public exposure.
Xing Ming, in poor health, remains calm and calculates their escape; he fakes a heart attack to distract the guards.
He subdues one guard while sending Li Mengyuan to escape and summon help.
Li escapes and runs into Yu Zhongye, who leads a rescue team to the hideout.
Inside, Xing Ming is fighting off the remaining guard, viciously biting his ear and holding him in a choke.
Despite being beaten and insulted as a “rapist’s son,” he refuses to let go until the guard loses consciousness.
Just as he collapses from exertion and illness, Yu Zhongye finds him, eyes full of fury and pain.
Chapter 27
Blessing and Karma
Yu Zhongye allows Xing Ming to return to Pearl Station after seeing how exhausted and hollow he looks.
Xing Ming notices Luo You is now avoiding him, having been thoroughly defeated with no leverage left.
Instead of victory, Xing Ming feels only sadness and a sense of karmic entanglement in his relationship with Yu Zhongye.
He applies to the Forensic Expertise Institute to help Cui Wenjun and travels with Yu Shao'ai to investigate the Shanxiao case.
The local mayor theatrically shows them a “Shanxiao corpse,” but Xing Ming immediately identifies it as a fake made from pig and cattle bones.
The mayor becomes visibly nervous, and Xing Ming is struck by the irony that now, as a disgraced host, he commands more fear than when he was famous.
Flashbacks show how Xing Ming once faced poachers with guns without flinching and earned reluctant respect.
They refuse the mayor’s suspicious bathhouse invitation and hole up in a motel to continue their investigation.
On the fourth day, Gao Feng, a suspended civil servant with a limp, visits in secret to reveal that local children are sick due to toxic groundwater.
Gao alleges the pollution is from illegal waste dumping by Kang Rui Pharmaceutical, which he documented thoroughly.
He had reported it to the authorities but was silenced and attacked, leaving him physically disabled.
Gao hands over detailed logs, including a hidden drainage map, saying the children’s future depends on exposure of this evidence.
Xing Ming compares Gao Feng to the heroine in Erin Brockovich, noting his solitary fight against a corporate giant.
While combing through factory garbage, Xing Ming finds discarded medicine packs bearing the Sheng-Yu logo—the company that sponsored Oriental TV Line.
Yu Shao'ai tries to rationalize the connection, but Xing Ming is already convinced of Sheng-Yu’s guilt.
News arrives that Cui Wenjun has committed suicide by crashing his car, having protested outside Sheng-Yu in the rain for days.
Ol’ Cui had hoped his death would secure insurance money, but the policy had lapsed ten years ago.
A new report from the Forensic Institute links Cui Haofei’s paralysis to the experimental drug trial, contradicting previous denials.
Xing Ming is emotionally crushed, weeps uncontrollably while eating, and finds solace only in Yu Zhongye’s silent comfort.
Yu Zhongye touches his neck gently, and after hearing Xing Ming’s sobs, whispers “Do what you want.”
Encouraged, Xing Ming begins preparing the return of Oriental TV Line with Gao Feng to expose Sheng-Yu.
Liao Jun, the Sheng-Yu executive, believes Yu Zhongye won’t let things go that far and trusts family loyalty will stop Yu Shao'ai from acting.
Gao Feng disappears under suspicious circumstances, and Yu Shao'ai also cuts off contact, leaving Xing Ming isolated.
Without witnesses or evidence in hand, the legal case against Sheng-Yu collapses.
Liao Hui kidnaps Xing Ming again, offering a deal: drop the case in exchange for redressing his father’s wrongful conviction.
He promises fabricated witnesses, confessions, and media manipulation to restore Xing Ming’s father's name.
Xing Ming realizes how badly he wants this but rejects the offer with the words: “You can go to hell.”
Liao Hui laughs it off and reveals Gao Feng is in a coma from a car crash and Yu Shao'ai won't betray his family.
Xing Ming returns home in a daze, nearly runs a red light, and tells a fan he’s “lost something.”
He reflects that his dream of vindicating his father was so close yet now feels unattainable.
Xing Ming leaves a heartfelt message for Yu Shao'ai explaining the stakes and the manipulation by his family.
He believes Yu Shao'ai may be silently suffering too, torn between righteousness and family loyalty.
At the hospital, Xing Ming overhears Luo You crying and begging Yu Zhongye, only for Yu Zhongye to coldly say, “Don’t ever call me laoshi again.”
The chapter ends with Yu Zhongye clearly choosing Xing Ming, while the battle against Sheng-Yu enters its final phase.
Chapter 28
Epilogue
Sheng-Yu expected Xing Ming’s retaliation but believed the situation could still be covered up.
The final episode of Revenge of Shanxiao aired, causing massive public debate over pollution and congenital illness.
The government launched an official investigation not because of the broadcast, but due to a tip-off report submitted by Yu Shao'ai.
Hong Wanliang was enraged but pretended to fall ill to avoid confronting Yu Shao'ai, his grandson.
Hong chose to sacrifice the Liao siblings to protect larger political interests.
Liao Hui, Sheng-Yu’s legal representative, was arrested and faced up to 20 years in prison; Liao Jun also faced legal consequences.
The Liao siblings attempted to retaliate by accusing Yu Zhongye of corruption, but failed due to lack of evidence.
Ol’ Lin and his son, potential weak links, had already emigrated and couldn’t be exploited.
Yu Zhongye voluntarily resigned as chairman of Pearl Station right before the anniversary celebration, citing illness.
Rumors spread that his resignation was a deal made with Secretary Hong to protect others in the Station.
Some speculated Yu Zhongye resigned for love (Xing Ming), others for justice, but he laughed off both ideas publicly.
Soon after, Yu Zhongye became CEO of Hua Neng Group, shocking everyone.
Netizens speculated that he destroyed Sheng-Yu for personal gain or had strategically shifted to business to avoid fallout.
Xing Ming occasionally browsed news about Yu Zhongye, wondering if his resignation was really about love or premeditated.
Yu Zhongye only said, “I won’t be an official in a prosperous era,” suggesting deeper political reasoning.
One year later, Liao Hui was officially sentenced to 18 years for fraud, bribery, and corruption—not pollution.
Xing Ming was summoned by the new chairman of Pearl Station, Zhao Gang, a friendly, talented man who offered him to host Pearl Line again.
Chairman Zhao acknowledged Xing Ming’s sacrifices and assured him he wouldn’t have to shoulder the program’s profit burdens like before.
Xing Ming declined Pearl Line and chose to rebuild Oriental TV Line from scratch instead.
Luo You had resigned and disappeared from public view.
Yu Zhongye adjusted easily to corporate life as a CEO and occasionally gave media interviews.
During one interview, a female host praised him as charismatic and said she’d have quit her job to work under him if he were still in media.
Xing Ming waited outside the studio with coffee while Yu Zhongye did the interview.
Xiao-laoshi from Dong Li Primary messaged Xing Ming to say the school had been rebuilt and upgraded, thanks to new Red Cross leadership.
Liu-laoshi recovered from his stroke and sent thanks to Xing Ming for not abandoning him.
Gao Feng also recovered and now worked in public health at a government agency.
Professor Xia was released after one year and resumed medical work; his liver cancer drug was nearing release.
Xing Ming reflected that so many lives had been positively impacted, and it all tied back to him.
Watching snow fall outside the studio, he realized Yu Zhongye’s resignation had likely been a calculated survival move.
He chose to accept being “outwitted” by Yu Zhongye for the rest of his life.
Xing Ming visited his mother again, watched her from afar with her new husband, but felt no more resentment.
He acknowledged that they had both made compromises in the face of pressure, and neither was more noble than the other.
Despite their differences, he had fulfilled what his father would have wanted: justice, truth, and a voice for the voiceless.
After more than a decade of grief, Xing Ming was finally able to move on from his father’s death.
Driving together with Yu Zhongye through city streets and snowy fields, Xing Ming screamed into the sky to release his long-held pain.
Yu Zhongye stood nearby in silence, smoking, and letting him grieve without interference.
Internet trolls continued to target Xing Ming, but he was now unbothered.
He had made peace with his past and no longer carried the burdens of hatred or shame.
Quoting Hemingway, he concluded that although the world isn’t good or bad, it is still worth fighting for.
Yu Zhongye asked, “Where to?” and Xing Ming replied, “Shao’ai is coming back for dinner tonight, so let’s go home early.”
Xing Ming kissed Yu Zhongye’s hand holding the cigarette, and they walked off into the night together under the golden sunset.
Bonus Chapter 1
One Family
Yu Zhongye returns home early from an international business trip to find Xing Ming quietly reading on the sunroom balcony.
The moment is peaceful and affectionate; they kiss and flirt before Yu Zhongye gets handsy, but Xing Ming refuses intimacy, citing an upcoming test.
Yu Zhongye respects his boundaries and offers a cuddle while Xing Ming studies; they share earphones to listen to a song composed by Yu Shao'ai.
The song is for a reality singing competition, and though the show is rigged, Yu Shao'ai refuses to fake his backstory or use his father’s name.
Xing Ming gently tries to get Yu Zhongye to help his son subtly, but Yu Zhongye refuses, saying Shao’ai should succeed on his own merit.
Xing Ming falls asleep in Yu Zhongye’s arms; Yu Zhongye delays a call from a high-ranking official and has Phoebe bring a blanket so he doesn’t wake him.
They enjoy rare peaceful time together, and Yu Zhongye reflects on how busy their lives are and how little time they’ve had to share lately.
Yu Zhongye watches Xing Ming sleep, remembering how much he’s changed and matured through their relationship.
When Xing Ming wakes, he seduces Yu Zhongye by initiating kisses and teasing him sexually, but stops before anything serious, joking that Yu Zhongye promised not to touch him.
Xing Ming flips the promise, saying he never agreed not to touch Yu Zhongye, and performs oral sex on him until he climaxes.
After the intimate act, Xing Ming promises to spend two full days together after his exam and Yu Zhongye agrees to cook for him.
Yu Zhongye prepares dinner personally, surprising Phoebe with his cooking skills; it’s revealed he learned to cook during his failed marriage to Hong Ni.
Xing Ming finds Yu Zhongye’s old wedding ring and tries it on, but accidentally loses it, causing anxiety during dinner.
Yu Zhongye doesn’t confront him but is clearly aware the ring is missing; Xing Ming searches unsuccessfully for it all night.
The next day, Xing Ming visits Cui Haofei, who is slowly recovering and becoming a news commentator under Su Qinghua’s mentorship.
Xing Ming impulsively buys a pair of new rings after failing to replace Yu Zhongye’s lost one exactly.
He later plays basketball with Yu Shao'ai, impressing him with a slam dunk and recalling his youth as a varsity player.
Two fans approach Xing Ming for an autograph, and he coldly writes “Spend less time idolizing stars and more time reading books,” disappointing them.
Xing Ming compares rings with Yu Shao'ai, prompting a deeper conversation about Shao’ai’s distant relationship with his father.
Yu Shao'ai recalls being punished as a child by Yu Zhongye, but also recognized his father’s strange version of fairness.
Shao’ai jokingly suggests teaming up with Xing Ming to provoke Yu Zhongye, nearly kisses him, but is interrupted by Yu Zhongye himself.
Yu Zhongye calmly asserts dominance and reminds Xing Ming they’ll “settle things” at home.
The three eat dinner together at a modest restaurant previously frequented by Xing Ming and Yu Shao'ai; the owner recognizes Yu Zhongye and assumes the three are family.
Yu Zhongye formally introduces Shao’ai as his son; they drink together, and Shao’ai proudly declares he doesn’t need help winning the music competition.
Later at home, Xing Ming and Yu Zhongye resume their intimate life; Yu Zhongye plays a recording of Xing Ming’s show while they have sex, highlighting the contrast between public and private Xing Ming.
The scene is intensely erotic and affectionate, ending with Xing Ming emotionally proposing to Yu Zhongye with the new rings he bought.
Yu Zhongye jokingly agrees only if Xing Ming rides him again; they make love a second time, this time gently and lovingly.
The next morning, Xing Ming notices the ring on his finger and realizes someone (likely Yu Zhongye) put it on while he slept.
The chapter ends with Xing Ming teasing Yu Zhongye while hugging him in the kitchen, happy to be home and embraced by love and stability.
Bonus Chapter 2
When We Were Both Young
Xing Ming attends his first class reunion since graduation, held at a KTV to celebrate Li Mengyuan’s upcoming wedding.
Li Mengyuan is marrying someone other than Xiang Xiaobo, who despite changing his ways, was rejected by her.
Many classmates are more interested in Xing Ming, now a famous host, than the bride-to-be.
Xing Ming arrives without pretension, calm and polite, drawing comparisons to his father in manner.
Gao Lian, an old classmate and former rival, watches Xing Ming closely, remembering their tense school past.
Gao once tried to have Xing Ming beaten and locked him in a classroom with cadavers, but Xing Ming never reported it.
Gao had helped Xing Ming with sports injuries in the past, and they shared an odd camaraderie on the school basketball team.
Now working as a pharmaceutical rep, Gao complains about job hardships and a life of unglamorous labor and disrespect.
Gao and Xing Ming reminisce; Xing Ming doesn’t hold a grudge and even suggests featuring medical reps on his show.
They exchange WeChat contacts, and Gao seems flattered and emotionally moved.
A classmate pries into Xing Ming’s love life; he silently gestures to the ring on his finger, indicating he’s married.
Gao admits he’s still single, and Xing Ming teases him for having high standards, prompting a tense moment.
The party shifts to celebrating Li Mengyuan’s fiancé, Lu, a cautious white-collar MBA student.
Wang, a chubby classmate, tries to solicit Xing Ming to promote his medical device company; Xing Ming politely declines.
Gao Lian offers to drive Xing Ming home after the party; Xing Ming accepts, mildly drunk.
During the ride, Xing Ming starts feeling abnormally hot and aroused, realizing he’s been drugged.
Gao Lian parks in a dark corner, touches Xing Ming’s face, and kisses him when Xing Ming doesn’t immediately resist.
Xing Ming pushes him off and demands to know what drug was used.
Gao Lian confesses Wang slipped one of Gao’s stimulant pills into Xing Ming’s drink as a prank.
The pill reacts dangerously with the alcohol, acting as a powerful aphrodisiac.
Gao Lian tries to justify helping Xing Ming relieve his discomfort; Xing Ming refuses and accuses him of overstepping.
Gao Lian confesses his love, saying he’s admired Xing Ming since school and regrets never acting on it.
He tries to kiss Xing Ming again but backs off when Xing Ming shows his wedding ring and says he’s married to Yu Zhongye.
Gao is crushed but stops; Xing Ming insists on walking home alone through the cold winter night to cool down.
Back home, drenched in cold water but still burning with desire, Xing Ming calls Yu Zhongye in a lust-filled voicemail.
He masturbates alone but passes out mid-act; Yu Zhongye returns home early and finds him flushed, exposed, and still plugged with a vibrating fox tail.
Realizing Xing Ming was drugged, Yu Zhongye becomes furious and aroused; Xing Ming begs him for help.
Yu Zhongye proceeds to have intense sex with him, initially keeping the fox tail in as “punishment.”
Despite pain and protest, Xing Ming submits; the sex is rough, possessive, and ends in deep kissing and unconsciousness.
The next morning, Xing Ming wakes up sore and angry but doesn’t immediately confront Yu Zhongye.
Yu Zhongye is unfazed and offers to cook for him, but bans him from future reunions.
Yu Zhongye demands the name of the person responsible, intending to retaliate, but Xing Ming tries to protect Gao, saying he didn’t go too far.
A cold war begins between them; they sleep apart, avoid each other, and tensions rise.
Xing Ming is removed from hosting the Spring Festival Gala after Yu Zhongye subtly intervenes, worsening the conflict.
Yu Zhongye forcibly inspects his injuries under the guise of medical care, inserts healing ointment, and rekindles intimacy.
Yu Zhongye requests a child from Xing Ming, who laughs and reminds him men can’t get pregnant.
Yu Zhongye jokingly insists on trying until it happens; they have makeup sex full of passion, teasing, and tenderness.
Xing Ming reflects that although they fight and frustrate each other, in the end, their love always balances out—calling it a draw.
Bonus Chapter 3
The Fleeting Times
Yu Shao'ai returns home with luggage and unexpectedly finds his father, Yu Zhongye, reading in the living room.
Yu Zhongye asks where his "stepmom" (Xing Ming) is; Yu Zhongye casually says he’s still sleeping from “last night’s exhaustion.”
Yu Shao'ai is appalled at how shameless his father is, while Yu Zhongye remains amused and calm.
Yu Shao'ai explains his housing troubles and asks to stay until after the Lantern Festival; Yu Zhongye reluctantly agrees.
While cooking for himself, Yu Shao'ai is startled when a half-asleep Xing Ming hugs him from behind, mistaking him for Yu Zhongye.
Yu Zhongye coughs loudly in warning, and Xing Ming awkwardly pulls away, realizing his mistake.
They share brunch, and Yu Shao'ai asks why Xing Ming declined to host the Spring Festival Gala.
Xing Ming reveals he turned it down due to embarrassment over the recent drugging incident at the class reunion and feeling out of place.
The station later offers him the chance again, likely due to Yu Zhongye intervening, but Xing Ming still declines.
A director proposes filming a family reunion scene at Xing Ming’s home, but suggests involving his mother, Tang Wan.
Xing Ming is visibly upset by this and dodges the suggestion; he feels more connected to Yu Zhongye and Yu Shao'ai than to his estranged mother.
He expresses to Yu Zhongye that he doesn’t want to make dumplings alone, hinting at his lingering grief over never having had a real family celebration.
Yu Zhongye indirectly suggests keeping Yu Shao'ai home by questioning his early departure plans for the bar on New Year’s Eve.
Seeing the emotional tension, Xing Ming proposes they make dumplings together as a family activity.
The three men prepare dumplings for Chinese New Year, marking the first time Xing Ming ever celebrated the holiday in a warm family setting.
Each man's dumplings reflect his personality: Yu Zhongye’s are neat, Yu Shao'ai’s are creative and overstuffed, Xing Ming’s are oddly shaped and floppy.
There’s playful teasing and flour fights, with Yu Zhongye quietly admiring Xing Ming’s cuteness while cooking.
Yu Shao'ai jokingly accuses his dad of loving Xing Ming only for his looks, but Yu Zhongye defends his taste sincerely.
After dinner, Yu Shao'ai goes out with friends, leaving the couple alone to watch the Gala.
As they cuddle and watch TV, Xing Ming reflects on how he’s finally experiencing the kind of family warmth he longed for as a child.
A skit about fatherhood triggers bittersweet memories of Xing Ming’s late father, and he emotionally tells Yu Zhongye he reminds him of his dad.
Yu Zhongye interrupts this tender moment by initiating sexual contact, stroking him and turning it into an intense erotic scene.
Xing Ming initially tries to keep watching the show, but Yu Zhongye ignores him and begins fingering and teasing him.
Despite being aroused, Xing Ming begs to finish watching one performance, but Yu Zhongye starts undressing him anyway.
They have passionate sex on the sofa during the Spring Festival Gala, including dominance play and deep emotional intimacy.
Yu Zhongye repeatedly asks if Xing Ming wants and loves him during the act, and the answer is clear from Xing Ming’s responses.
The scene ends with the two climaxing just as the televised band performs “I love you so much, so much,” reinforcing the emotional and physical bond between them.
Bonus Chapter 4
Passion and Love
Yu Shao'ai spends the entire Lunar New Year at home and returns late one morning to find Xing Ming descending the stairs in Yu Zhongye’s oversized robe, exposing kiss marks on his chest.
Yu Shao'ai teases him, calling his dad a two-timer, and is visibly flustered by Xing Ming’s unintentional exposure.
Xing Ming shrugs off his comment and mentions he doesn’t know where Yu Zhongye is; in reality, Yu Zhongye is secretly meeting Tang Wan.
Tang Wan recently discovered her new husband was cheating on her and seeks reconciliation with her son through Yu Zhongye’s help.
Yu Zhongye and Tang Wan meet at a romantic rooftop café; their interactions are distant and polite.
Tang Wan jokes about people mistaking them for a couple, saying no one would guess her son is Yu Zhongye’s lover.
Yu Zhongye corrects her, calling Xing Ming not just his lover, but someone he’d marry if given the chance.
Tang Wan expresses regret and acknowledges she’s been a poor mother, asking Yu Zhongye to help her see Xing Ming.
Yu Zhongye promises to help arrange a meeting and offers comforting words, saying he’ll take care of Xing Ming to make up for his painful childhood.
Back home, Yu Shao'ai casually announces he’ll bring a girl over soon; he placed 4th in a music competition and now plays gigs and takes music classes.
Yu Zhongye criticizes him for rushing into introductions, but Yu Shao'ai insists it’s casual—his girlfriend Sumi is just eager to meet him.
Sumi, a free-spirited art student, visits and hits it off immediately with Yu Zhongye over a discussion on Chinese brush painting.
She wins over Yu Zhongye so thoroughly that if she hadn’t known he was dating Xing Ming, she might have pursued him herself.
At the equestrian club, Xing Ming is shocked to see his mother Tang Wan unexpectedly arrive, arranged by Yu Zhongye.
Disturbed by her presence, Xing Ming rides off alone but loses control of his horse and falls, spraining his ankle and getting scratched up.
Instead of helping immediately, Yu Zhongye angrily whips Xing Ming for recklessness, then softens and checks his injuries.
Xing Ming complains the worst pain is from being whipped, guiding Yu Zhongye’s hands to his bruised butt.
Their flirtation turns intimate, but Xing Ming resists outdoor sex, citing his public figure status.
Yu Zhongye relents and helps him back onto the horse, riding together like they once did in earlier chapters.
That night, Xing Ming skips dinner to avoid Tang Wan, but hunger eventually brings him out, finding Yu Zhongye already in bed and drunk.
Seeing him vulnerable, Xing Ming impulsively decides to top Yu Zhongye for the first time and ties him to the bed.
Yu Zhongye wakes up, amused but turned on, and plays along, letting Xing Ming tease and dominate him with foreplay.
Xing Ming enjoys being in control but is soon overpowered when Yu Zhongye breaks free and flips the dynamic, initiating intense, aggressive sex.
They have a long night of rough sex that leaves Xing Ming barely able to walk; Yu Zhongye later bathes and cleans him gently in the tub.
During their intimate bath, Yu Zhongye fingers him and comments teasingly on the amount of semen inside him.
Xing Ming falls asleep again but is awakened by the scent of food—only to find his mother, Tang Wan, standing in the room with his breakfast.
Embarrassed, he quickly covers himself and avoids her gaze, declining to eat.
Tang Wan, now dressed in a sporty outfit and looking rejuvenated, tries to reach out, but Xing Ming remains distant and withdrawn.
As she leaves, he stops her and hesitantly asks if his late father would be disappointed in him for being gay and living like this.
Tang Wan reassures him that his father would not be disappointed, affirming that she knew Xing Hong better than anyone, and that he supported progressive ideas.
Touched by her reassurance, Xing Ming feels some emotional closure and relief.
Later, from a distance, he sees Yu Zhongye, Yu Shao'ai, and their two female companions chatting happily in the sunlight, like a picture-perfect family.
He reflects that while he once felt like an outsider burdened by the past, it’s time to move on and join them—at peace, finally ready to walk forward.
Bonus Chapter 5
A Fresh Start
Xing Ming replaces the show’s top guest lawyer after Fu Yunxian declines to continue, but his brother Fu Yuzhi is recommended instead.
Fu Yuzhi is elegant and charming, but quickly develops feelings for Xing Ming and pursues him despite Xing Ming displaying his wedding ring.
Fu Yuzhi begins waiting outside Pearl Station with flowers, causing gossip and discomfort for Xing Ming, who tries to politely reject him.
Fu Yuzhi admits the flowers were a “challenge” to Yu Zhongye, implying Xing Ming deserves better if Yu Zhongye doesn't respond.
Although annoyed, Xing Ming tolerates the flirtation to keep Fu Yuzhi on the show, since his presence boosts ratings.
Yu Zhongye becomes aware and directly removes Fu Yuzhi from the guest lineup, sparking a fight between him and Xing Ming.
After the fight, Fu Yuzhi gracefully steps down and suggests a replacement, revealing he likely spoke with his older brother, Fu Yunxian.
Meanwhile, Oriental TV Line’s feature episode on drug substitution is pulled by military pressure before it can air.
Frustrated, Xing Ming remembers Gao Lian’s past betrayal but uses his help to secretly gain access to a military hospital and capture corruption footage.
The footage shows red envelope bribes, favoritism in care, and shopping cards being handed out like playing cards.
Just before airing, the episode is banned. Another banned episode follows, part of content “rectification.”
The new chairman offers Xing Ming a compromise to edit and re-broadcast, but Xing Ming refuses, saying every frame matters.
Although angry, Xing Ming avoids involving Yu Zhongye and books a hotel room near Pearl Station to cool off.
On Yu Zhongye’s birthday—a date Xing Ming considers their anniversary—Xing Ming forgets until Xiao He reminds him.
He rushes to plan a surprise, orders dinner from their favorite restaurant, buys roses, and brings an expensive bottle of 1982 Lafite wine.
At home, the lights are dimmed romantically, but when he arrives, he hears familiar voices: Yu Zhongye and Luo You.
Luo You is elegantly seated at the table; his presence clearly meant to provoke Xing Ming as punishment.
Luo mocks Xing Ming’s disheveled appearance, pointing out grease stains from his work at the hospital earlier.
Embarrassed and annoyed, Xing Ming strips off his dirty clothes in front of Luo and goes upstairs shirtless—marking territory.
Luo comments that the “display” was clearly for him; Xing Ming feels betrayed, remembering Yu Zhongye’s past promise never to let Luo call him "laoshi" again.
At dinner, Luo proposes a PR partnership with Hua Neng and shares wine with Yu Zhongye, who responds warmly.
Luo also critiques an episode of Oriental TV Line, offering solid but slightly patronizing suggestions; Yu Zhongye agrees with him.
After dinner, Yu Zhongye tells Xing Ming to see Luo out. Xing Ming is cold but plays polite, offering to drive him.
In the car, Luo implies he’s still romantically interested in Yu Zhongye and says he’s going abroad with him in two days.
Furious, Xing Ming tells him to get out; Luo hints he’s trying to provoke a reaction, then leaves with a smug farewell.
Alone, Xing Ming feels adrift and purposeless. He spontaneously books a trip to the Taihang Mountains to escape and reflect.
He joins a student art group to sketch landscapes, borrowing brushes and blending in, hoping to rediscover himself.
Unexpectedly, he runs into Lin Siquan, who left Pearl Station years ago and is now at peace, teaching and living quietly.
They share a heartfelt reunion. Lin Siquan says he doesn’t miss the spotlight and hints that he’s found happiness.
Lin reveals that Luo You is already married to the granddaughter of a gambling tycoon; his pursuit of Yu Zhongye was never as deep as it seemed.
Lin introduces Xing Ming to his new partner, Ma Zhichao—a former student who pursued him for years and now stays by his side.
Seeing their playful dynamic, Xing Ming is happy for them and reflects on how some people truly move on and find peace.
The night in the mountain hotel is lonely and cold. Xing Ming, used to sleeping next to Yu Zhongye, dreams about him and wakes up aroused.
Lin calls him early the next day, sounding anxious, and tells him to come to their hotel immediately.
Xing Ming arrives and is directed to a room. As he enters, the door locks behind him, and he’s ambushed—by Yu Zhongye.
Yu Zhongye, furious that Xing Ming ran away, immediately kisses and undresses him, leading to intense, passionate sex on the hotel bed.
They don't exchange many words during the act. Yu Zhongye penetrates him roughly but intimately, releasing pent-up desire and anger.
After multiple rounds, they collapse, covered in sweat and fluids. Yu Zhongye looks at him and asks, “Who spoiled you rotten?”
Xing Ming replies, “Probably an old fox,” pressing his face to Yu Zhongye’s chest.
They talk briefly; Yu Zhongye tells him he never went to America, that he was just provoking him.
Xing Ming jokes and teases Yu Zhongye, who allows him to ride on top this time, giving him full control in their next round of sex.
Later, they meet Lin Siquan again. Lin is quietly saddened but respectful, realizing Yu Zhongye now truly belongs to someone else.
Yu Zhongye thanks Lin for helping him find Xing Ming; Lin says it was fate.
As Lin watches the two leave, he’s comforted by Ma Zhichao’s presence—knowing the past was beautiful but the future is his.
Bonus Chapter 6
Daily Lives
Xing Ming enjoys kissing Yu Zhongye more than sex, feeling safer and more emotionally connected through it.
In a post-intimate moment, they cuddle while still connected, but Xing Ming stops further thrusting, asking for more kisses instead.
Rain pours outside, masking their activity, until Yu Shao'ai barges in and is stopped by Yu Zhongye’s furious yell not to enter.
Xing Ming teases Yu Zhongye for being caught, then they resume rough sex, with thin walls doing little to conceal their moans.
Yu Zhongye scolds Shao’ai and becomes paranoid about his son “coveting” Xing Ming, pulling the covers off him and demanding he get dressed.
Later, the trio watches a French film. Xing Ming, tipsy, cuddles and kisses Yu Zhongye in front of Shao’ai, who’s uncomfortable with their overt PDA.
Shao’ai tries to argue with his dad over filmmaking techniques and asks Xing Ming to settle it. Xing Ming refuses to pick a side.
In retaliation, Shao’ai announces he’s moving back in due to home renovations.
That night, after carrying a drunk Xing Ming upstairs, Yu Zhongye warns Shao’ai to stay off the second floor. Shao’ai sleeps on the couch.
The next morning, Yu Zhongye cooks a luxurious breakfast for all, including a special congee just for Xing Ming, showing favoritism.
Yu Zhongye offers Shao’ai a prestigious assistant director job to “kick him out,” and Shao’ai realizes he’s being gently pushed away.
As Xing Ming comes down in sportswear with hickeys on his neck, Shao’ai sighs in defeat and agrees to move out.
With Yu Zhongye away, Shao’ai returns and insists on taking care of Xing Ming.
They play basketball together, attracting crowds; Shao’ai then cooks him Chinese-American dishes like General Tso’s Chicken.
They play a drinking and music guessing game. Shao’ai repeatedly asks why Xing Ming loves his dad.
Xing Ming flips the question, implying Shao’ai might want him instead, causing tension.
Shao’ai confesses his own struggles and explains that despite his privilege, he’s worked hard for everything.
To lighten the mood, he dares Xing Ming to prank Yu Zhongye. Instead, they drink, and Xing Ming falls asleep on Shao’ai’s shoulder.
Shao’ai snaps a photo and jokingly texts Yu Zhongye: “Dad, I finally understand. He’s soooooo delicious!!!”
Yu Zhongye, abroad in a business meeting, immediately heads to the airport to return home.
When he arrives, Xing Ming greets him joyfully in front of coworkers; their public affection shocks a new employee.
Yu Zhongye goes straight upstairs, and Xing Ming follows. They share a sweet moment and nap together.
Shao’ai visits Xing Ming afterward and is surprised his dad didn’t punish him. He concludes Yu Zhongye is too in love with Xing Ming to care.
Shao’ai jokingly suggests that maybe Xing Ming should top Yu Zhongye for once. The idea sticks in Xing Ming’s head.
Days later, Xing Ming stares longingly at Yu Zhongye’s body and finally confesses he wants him.
Yu Zhongye cancels work and gives both of them a week off for intense lovemaking.
Shao’ai receives a furious call from Xing Ming midweek, accusing him of giving the worst advice, as he's now too sore to get out of bed.
Xing Ming has nightmares about his father, haunted by the last words he ever said to him: “I don’t know him.”
Flashbacks reveal the arrest scene where he publicly denied his father out of shame, only to regret it forever.
Though Xing Hong is posthumously exonerated, Xing Ming still suffers nightmares and hallucinations.
He becomes increasingly unstable, even running into traffic chasing a hallucination of his father.
Su Qinghua and Yu Zhongye discuss how the pain of losing his father was never healed.
Yu Zhongye cancels all business to care for him, sleeping beside him to keep nightmares at bay.
Su Qinghua admits he once opposed their relationship but now believes only Yu Zhongye can give Xing Ming peace.
During a scheduled therapy session, Xing Ming escapes and vanishes. Yu Zhongye leaves a major business meeting to find him.
He finds Xing Ming at their old home, staring blankly at a modern building replacing his childhood alley.
Yu Zhongye confronts him and realizes that Xing Ming fears therapy might erase the last connection to his father’s memory.
Yu Zhongye promises to support him through his healing and helps him slowly recover.
Ol’ Lin voices doubts about Xing Ming being worthy of Yu Zhongye, calling him a “Helen of Troy.”
At night, during intimacy, Yu Zhongye starts to pull out before climax, but Xing Ming insists he finish inside, affirming their love.
They reminisce about their early relationship. Xing Ming admits he can’t change his prickly personality, and Yu Zhongye tells him he doesn’t have to.
Xing Ming dreams of returning to the moment he denied his father during the arrest.
In the dream, he finally gets the chance to apologize. His father smiles warmly and forgives him before fading away.
After that, the nightmares stop forever.
From Yu Shao'ai’s POV, we learn how distant his relationship with Yu Zhongye has always felt.
Flashbacks show Yu Zhongye’s tough love and why he sent Shao’ai abroad—to protect him from the greedy family vultures.
Despite their clashes, Shao’ai realizes his father shielded him and did love him in his own way.
Shao’ai starts teasing Xing Ming again, sending texts about them skipping dinner.
Yu Zhongye shows up unannounced at the basketball court, hears Shao’ai badmouthing him, and humiliates him with a flawless 3-pointer.
The boys cheer and fangirl over Yu Zhongye instead of Shao’ai, further bruising his ego.
Yu Zhongye reminds Shao’ai he’s not the top dog yet, asserting both dominance and affection with a smirk.
Tang Wan and her new husband visit. The man tries too hard to bond with Xing Ming, making him uncomfortable.
Xing Ming injures himself in the kitchen to escape the situation. Yu Zhongye gently sucks the wound and comforts him.
At dinner, the new stepfather touches Tang Wan inappropriately and talks over Xing Ming like a child.
In response, Yu Zhongye publicly kisses Xing Ming in front of everyone, an intense and erotic kiss that silences the room.
The new stepfather never visits again.
Before a trip, Xing Ming drops by Yu Zhongye’s company cafeteria. Everyone stares at him, shocked and enamored.
Staff whisper and take photos. Yu Zhongye stays unfazed, proud of his lover.
Xing Ming ends up taking group pictures with employees.
They share a quick kiss before parting, promising to
Bonus Chapter 7
Interview with the Author
The author shares that the original inspiration for Lip and Sword came from a personal dream of becoming an investigative reporter.
Writing the novel fulfilled that dream, allowing the author to explore themes of justice and journalism through fiction.
The creation of protagonists Xing Ming and Yu Zhongye was rooted in the author’s love for age-gap dynamics.
Xing Ming was designed as passionate and impulsive, needing someone like Yu Zhongye—mature, stable, and protective—to balance him.
In an alternate universe idea, the author imagines that if Xing Ming’s father hadn’t died, Xing Ming would have become a gentle doctor instead of a host.
In that scenario, Xing Ming would meet Yu Zhongye in a hospital as a resident doctor, where Yu Zhongye is a high-profile patient. Their meeting would still feel fated.
The author asserts that people destined to meet will always find each other, no matter the timeline.
Among the supporting characters, Yu Shao'ai is the author’s personal favorite and also the fan favorite due to his sunny and positive personality.
The author mentions occasionally wanting to write more about the characters’ daily lives, suggesting they feel real and ongoing in the author’s heart.
Writing is described as painful and intense—“like taking ten years to sharpen a sword”—with no glamor, only dedication.
The most valuable thing gained from the writing journey is the readers, especially those who emotionally resonate with the story.
A teaser is given for the next project: the second part of the Times trilogy, which focuses on realistic themes and may be adapted for screen soon.
The author’s most satisfying work is Jump Generation, the first of the Times trilogy, which marked a new stage in their writing career.
The most regretted work is Attempted Love, which was meant to be a simple extra but deserved a richer plot due to its intense dynamic between a defense lawyer and a prosecutor.
For overseas readers, the author expresses gratitude, well wishes, and hopes to connect again through future works.
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To Rule in A Turbulent World, Vol. 1

CHAPTER 01
As the capital city awakens, You Miao sets off for the Imperial College but loses interest and skips school.
You Miao heads to the chancellor's residence to find his friend Li Yan, the chancellor’s son.
At the back entrance, You Miao is startled by a ragged man—later revealed to be Li Zhifeng—being beaten by bodyguards.
You Miao halts the beating, and the man is locked in a firewood shed.
Inside, You Miao joins Li Yan for breakfast. The two are close friends and regular troublemakers.
Background is provided on You Miao: his wealthy origins, father's plan to elevate their social rank through education and donation, and how he squandered money and fell into a group of rich young wastrels.
Li Yan informs You Miao that the Third Prince may want him as a palace study companion.
You Miao is skeptical, understanding the political dangers of affiliating with the Third Prince instead of the Crown Prince.
The young elites spend the day drinking and socializing.
That evening, You Miao attends Li Yan’s birthday and sees bodyguards beating a sack with Li Zhifeng inside, intending to kill him.
Curious, You Miao confronts Li Yan about the brutal treatment. Li Yan casually says he’s doing it because he feels like it.
It's revealed Li Zhifeng was purchased as a slave and used as a bed warmer.
You Miao, fascinated and curious, asks to borrow Li Zhifeng. Li Yan refuses.
Provoked by teasing from others, You Miao impulsively offers 200 silver to buy Li Zhifeng. Li Yan is shocked but agrees out of spite.
When You Miao tries to collect his purchase, he fears Li Zhifeng might already be dead from the beatings.
Li Zhifeng is revealed to be alive but in terrible condition. You Miao orders his servants to bring him home discreetly.
At home, You Miao hides Li Zhifeng behind a screen in his room, trying to avoid his uncle’s attention.
That night, You Miao checks on Li Zhifeng, who regains consciousness and asks why he was saved.
You Miao says it was on a whim and learns the man’s name is Li Zhifeng.
Moved by the situation, You Miao pledges to care for him and plans to call a doctor.
The next day, You Miao and his servant Shiqi bathe Li Zhifeng and tend to his wounds.
Li Zhifeng reveals he was drugged with muscle paralysis powder and knows martial arts.
Shiqi calls an expensive doctor to treat Li Zhifeng, causing You Miao more financial worry.
You Miao’s uncle You Deyou returns home. You Miao visits him for lunch and is questioned about the Third Prince’s offer.
You Deyou strongly discourages affiliating with the Third Prince and says he already declined the offer for You Miao.
After the meeting, a messenger delivers Li Zhifeng’s slave deed from Li Yan.
You Miao conceals the deed from his uncle and rushes off, indicating a solidified personal stake in Li Zhifeng’s fate.
CHAPTER 02
You Miao returns home and learns from Shiqi that Li Zhifeng only has flesh wounds and a lingering cold; a Heavenly King Life-Preservation Pill is needed, costing another ten silver.
You Miao complains about spending so much but still gives Shiqi the money to buy the medicine.
After being fed the pill and other supplements, Li Zhifeng begins recovering, and his appetite returns.
Late at night, You Miao wakes to find Li Zhifeng quietly cleaning the room and organizing items, including the slave deed, which he respectfully sets aside.
The next day, You Miao stays home because no friends visit him due to the fallout with Li Yan.
You Miao begins chatting with Li Zhifeng, learning he’s from the Quanrong tribe, lost in battle, and was sold into slavery.
When asked how he’ll repay You Miao, Li Zhifeng says he’ll live or die on his command.
You Miao tests his usefulness by asking if he can do chores and serve; Li Zhifeng answers affirmatively, including saying he can “warm beds.”
When asked if he slept with Li Yan, Li Zhifeng denies it.
You Miao orders Li Zhifeng to serve him and promises to free him after a few years.
Li Zhifeng grinds ink elegantly for You Miao, showing surprising grace and discipline, which intrigues You Miao.
You Miao notices Li Zhifeng kneels and behaves like a soldier, giving off a subtle, intimidating aura.
Curious about male bed relations, You Miao awkwardly asks Li Zhifeng to teach him someday. Li Zhifeng nods, but remains stoic.
You Miao dozes off leaning against Li Zhifeng, who stays motionless like a statue.
Over the next ten days, Li Zhifeng recovers fully and serves You Miao flawlessly—dressing him, attending to chores, all without being told.
You Miao gradually sends other servants away, relying only on Li Zhifeng, who seems to intuitively anticipate his needs.
Despite how easy Li Zhifeng is to use, he’s extremely quiet, which makes You Miao slightly frustrated.
Li Yan eventually visits You Miao, lightening the tension. He even returns the two hundred silver but You Miao only takes half.
When Li Yan sees Li Zhifeng again, he becomes furious and hits him with a vase, drawing blood.
You Miao allows the punishment to maintain peace, and Li Yan finally lets the issue go.
Later, You Miao returns home to find Li Zhifeng kneeling in the hall before You Deyou, who is furious upon discovering the Quanrong slave.
You Deyou explains that Quanrong people are seen as dangerous enemies of the state, unfit for keeping, and orders You Miao to get rid of him.
You Miao tries to defend Li Zhifeng but is scolded more harshly when revealing he spent two hundred and fifty silver.
To appease his uncle, You Miao promises to return the slave once he’s reconciled with Li Yan.
Li Zhifeng is then banished to sleep in the firewood shed, but You Miao insists on keeping the key and continues to let him serve.
Despite being banished, Li Zhifeng still wakes early and waits outside You Miao’s door to serve him daily.
One day, You Miao asks Li Yan more about the danger of Quanrong slaves.
Li Yan explains their violent history with the Han, detailing a northern rebellion and how Quanrong warriors are force-fed paralysis drugs due to their strength.
Li Yan urges You Miao to kill Li Zhifeng or send him back to be killed.
A letter from You Miao’s father arrives, urging him to come home, hinting at marriage and starting a family.
You Deyou insists Li Zhifeng be dismissed before You Miao’s departure, citing national hatred and personal danger.
You Miao, reluctant but pressured, agrees to release Li Zhifeng on the road back south.
You Miao chooses to travel via the northern route, planning to release Li Zhifeng near the border and consider it a good deed.
CHAPTER 03
You Miao returns to the east wing where Li Zhifeng is quietly watching snow fall.
You Miao mentions needing to travel home and offers to bring Li Zhifeng along, hinting that he might free him.
Li Zhifeng responds coldly, offering to kill himself if he becomes a burden.
You Miao considers keeping Li Zhifeng but knows his father will not approve.
That night, You Miao asks Li Zhifeng to sleep with him, saying he’s probably being summoned home to marry.
Li Zhifeng agrees, stating that in bed, You Miao must obey him.
They engage in their first intimate encounter; Li Zhifeng is dominant and intensely physical, showing a stark contrast to his usual stoic demeanor.
The encounter is explicit, long, and leaves You Miao overwhelmed but deeply affected emotionally and physically.
The next morning, Li Zhifeng helps You Miao dress and carry luggage.
You Miao dismisses Shiqi, saying Li Zhifeng alone will accompany him on the trip.
The household staff and coachman comply reluctantly as You Miao insists on his authority.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng depart the city via a merchant caravan headed north.
At the northern city gate, the guard captain Nie Dan challenges Li Zhifeng’s origins and attempts to detain him.
You Miao defends Li Zhifeng, citing connections with Li Yan and produces a permit sealed by the Chancellor.
With the official permit, Nie Dan reluctantly lets them pass, and the caravan continues.
You Miao mocks Nie Dan afterward, calling him a greedy gatekeeper.
Li Zhifeng modestly defends the guard, saying he was only doing his job.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng eat together in the carriage, You Miao noting Li Zhifeng’s improved mood since leaving You Deyou’s estate.
You Miao teases Li Zhifeng about his transformation during sex, comparing him to a completely different person.
Li Zhifeng answers that he learned everything from the Royal Academy, confirming his past as a bed slave.
You Miao enjoys traveling with Li Zhifeng, growing more possessive and affectionate, and repeatedly clings to him during the ride.
You Miao jokes about releasing Li Zhifeng at the border but is clearly reluctant and says he wants him to go home with him instead.
Li Zhifeng promises he won’t run away and will follow You Miao.
You Miao doubts it, but says nothing more, emotionally torn.
As the carriage rides through vast, snow-covered plains, You Miao watches Li Zhifeng and wonders what he is thinking, realizing how deeply he's grown attached to him.
CHAPTER 04
You Miao naps after breakfast, and Li Zhifeng prepares roasted tea in the carriage, gently waking You Miao.
A slave deed falls from the book You Miao is reading, prompting a moment of awkward silence.
The book is Chronicles of Quanrong by Wang Zhi, which You Miao borrowed from Li Yan.
You Miao reads about the Quanrong people, sharing outdated and exaggerated claims from the book.
Li Zhifeng corrects several inaccuracies, including the false claim that the Quanrong practice cannibalism and kill their wives.
Li Zhifeng shares real Quanrong customs: courtship involves a "Lone Wolf's First Venture" at age 17, sons are taken to live with their fathers, daughters are given dowries, and the wolf fang acts as a familial token.
You Miao becomes more curious and asks about Li Zhifeng’s family and background, including whether he has brothers or a wolf fang. Li Zhifeng remains quiet on some personal details.
You Miao reflects on Li Zhifeng’s tragic past and contemplates freeing him, feeling that someone like him shouldn't be a slave.
The caravan travels for three days through increasingly cold terrain, with Li Zhifeng loyally serving You Miao the entire way.
They finally reach Yanbian, a peaceful, neutral trading city on the border known for safety during wartime.
At Yanbian, You Miao and Li Zhifeng explore the bustling bazaar filled with exotic goods from beyond the Wall.
You Miao learns about the highly profitable border trade and regrets not bringing more items to sell.
The market is chaotic and crowded; You Miao buys fox furs and watches the merchants make huge profits off cheap tea and low-quality goods.
Li Zhifeng keeps You Miao safe in the crowd, silently respected by others due to his tribal appearance.
As night falls, Hao Sangian warns that another blizzard is coming. You Miao agrees to leave early, cutting the stay in Yanbian short.
At sunset, while reviewing his goods, You Miao finally decides to free Li Zhifeng.
You Miao gives Li Zhifeng his slave deed and some silver, telling him he’s free to return to his people.
Li Zhifeng is stunned and emotional, unable to respond as You Miao speaks kindly but firmly.
You Miao bids him farewell, asks him not to fight with Han people again, and climbs into the carriage, leaving Yanbian.
Li Zhifeng remains standing, silently watching the caravan depart, clutching his slave deed.
You Miao reflects on the bond they shared and how strange it feels to suddenly be alone.
A sudden snowstorm forces the caravan to stop in a forest; they must camp out in harsh conditions.
You Miao, now without Li Zhifeng by his side, feels the cold more deeply and begins to miss him.
CHAPTER 05
You Miao suffers a cold, restless night in the overturned caravan coach, trying to warm up by the stove.
You Miao begins to miss Li Zhifeng and wonders about his well-being.
Suddenly, You Miao hears distant hoofbeats and then screaming—caravan raiders have attacked.
Hao Sangian warns everyone to arm themselves and tells You Miao to stay hidden.
Chaos erupts outside, with arrows flying; one even pierces the coach wall.
The carriage is overturned, catches fire, and You Miao escapes but is captured by Barbarians.
You Miao is bound, gagged, and thrown into a supply wagon; he fears he may be ransomed or worse.
He hides a dagger in his boot and waits for a chance to escape, suspecting they are headed northwest.
The raiders stop at a ruined village; You Miao is tossed into a shack where he meets another captive named Zhao Chao.
Zhao Chao helps remove You Miao's gag and warns him to stay quiet and not act rashly.
The two whisper introductions and deduce that their captors are likely a Tartar tribe, unrelated to the Quanrong.
Zhao Chao reveals knowledge of You Miao’s family and confirms the caravan was from the You Family.
You Miao bonds with Zhao Chao, who comes off as noble, calm, and protective.
When a Barbarian tries to take You Miao, Zhao Chao attacks him to protect him, leading to Zhao Chao being viciously beaten and dragged out.
Zhao Chao is returned, bloody and battered, having been lashed to save You Miao from harm.
You Miao feeds Zhao Chao melted snow and chewed flatbread mouth-to-mouth, blushing as their intimacy grows.
Zhao Chao jokes that he saved You Miao because he’s beautiful, and asks for a kiss as repayment.
They sing a shared song from childhood, bond over their deceased mothers, and discuss Zhao Chao's low status as a concubine’s son.
Zhao Chao asks You Miao to help him find a man named Deng Lin from the Minister of Rites’ household if only one of them escapes.
A rescue suddenly begins outside the village—screams and battle cries suggest someone is attacking the raiders.
You Miao uses the hidden dagger to cut their bonds, and Zhao Chao helps him play dead when a guard enters.
When the guard is about to take them or kill them, Zhao Chao shouts, and You Miao stabs the Barbarian with the dagger.
Despite the stab, the Barbarian fights back fiercely, beating You Miao and nearly killing Zhao Chao.
Zhao Chao smashes the Barbarian’s skull with a rock, killing him in a violent and bloody scene.
The two barely escape the shack and flee into the snowy village, where they are pursued by two more Barbarians.
Just before they are caught, a mysterious archer kills their pursuers with deadly precision.
The archer is revealed to be Li Zhifeng, dressed in full Quanrong warrior attire.
Li Zhifeng protects them while Zhao Chao is recognized and joined by a Yanbian military captain named Lin Fei.
The group flees on horseback; You Miao is stunned and emotional to see Li Zhifeng.
Li Zhifeng embraces You Miao tightly on the horse and gently kisses his forehead.
When You Miao asks why Li Zhifeng returned, he answers simply: “I missed you.”
CHAPTER 06
Li Zhifeng and You Miao are chased by Barbarians after splitting from Zhao Chao and Lin Fei.
Zhao Chao and Lin Fei lead enemies north toward Yanbian to buy time; Li Zhifeng rides south toward Liang Prefecture with You Miao.
After fleeing all day, Li Zhifeng collapses at the border checkpoint, having been struck by an arrow in the back.
You Miao is dragged away by the horse but fights to return and finds Li Zhifeng gravely injured but alive.
You Miao drags Li Zhifeng through the snow to the checkpoint and is met by Tianqi soldiers.
They are taken inside to rest; soldiers treat Li Zhifeng’s wound and praise his toughness.
When the soldiers realize Li Zhifeng is Quanrong, tension rises, but You Miao defends him and diffuses the situation.
You Miao privately explains Li Zhifeng’s backstory to Captain Wang and earns some understanding from the soldiers.
A messenger from Yanbian arrives with a letter from Zhao Chao, confirming his survival and requesting a search for You Miao.
Captain Wang allows You Miao to reply; You Miao writes a heartfelt letter calling Zhao Chao a brother.
Captain Wang helps arrange a carriage for You Miao and Li Zhifeng to travel toward Great Liang City to rejoin the merchant caravan.
On the journey, You Miao reflects on the beauty of the Central Plains and how it must feel foreign to Li Zhifeng.
Li Zhifeng gives You Miao his slave deed; You Miao tears it up and formally declares them brothers.
Li Zhifeng explains that he has no home and thus no homesickness; You Miao feels deeply attached to him.
They reach Great Liang City and reunite with the caravan. Hao Sanqian is relieved but distraught over the loss of cargo and the scare.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng rest and resupply; You Miao buys new clothes for Li Zhifeng and prepares him to meet his family.
Townsfolk gossip about Li Zhifeng’s appearance and tattoos, suspecting he’s a Barbarian; You Miao tells him to claim he’s Han.
You Miao changes his mind, realizing it would be wrong to deny Li Zhifeng’s heritage, and says he’ll handle his father himself.
The caravan continues south. As they near Jiangbei, You Miao describes his family estate and land proudly to Li Zhifeng.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng stop at a roadside inn; a tea farmer hints at changes at home, but You Miao is too cheerful to notice.
When they finally arrive at Sunshower Tea Estate, You Miao is confused that no one greets him.
Servants inform him that Uncle Hu has retired and been replaced; Ma-yiniang now controls household finances.
You Miao meets Madam Wang, who is revealed to be his father’s new official wife.
You Miao realizes his status has been diminished, and that a new son may have replaced him as heir.
Tensions escalate between You Miao and Madam Wang. You Miao dares her to harm Li Zhifeng and has him recount his kill count, stunning everyone.
You Miao publicly reinforces that Li Zhifeng is under his protection and may retaliate if harmed.
The family dynamic has clearly shifted; You Miao senses he’s been edged out of his original position.
He is directed to the east wing—traditionally reserved for second sons—confirming his demotion.
You Miao walks silently through what used to be his space, seeing it fully changed, with his birds and flowers gone.
Despite the exterior renovations to the east wing, You Miao is emotionally devastated.
Inside his new quarters, You Miao slams the door, fuming; Muqi, his old servant, watches silently with Li Zhifeng.
CHAPTER 07
You Miao lies in bed in disbelief over the sudden appearance of Madam Wang and the newly appointed elder brother, You Hange.
You Miao considers confronting his father, You Dechuan, but ultimately decides to wait.
Muqi brings dinner; You Miao eats with no appetite, noting the food is unchanged despite the power shift.
Li Zhifeng eats with Muqi in the outer chamber while You Miao sulks in bed, reflecting on the drastic changes.
The next morning, You Miao questions Muqi about Madam Wang and You Hange's arrival and status.
Muqi reveals You Hange was acknowledged as the eldest son last year and the clan elders were present for the recognition.
You Miao is furious, realizing the family conspired behind his back while he was in the capital.
Nanny Sun visits, sobbing and lamenting You Miao's situation. She reveals that even the maternal side of the family is helpless.
Nanny Sun explains the backstory: You Dechuan was forced to marry You Miao's mother, Qiao Ke-er, but had loved Madam Wang from the start.
Despite the betrayal, You Miao refuses to flee to his maternal relatives in Su Prefecture, recognizing their weakened financial state.
Muqi alerts You Miao that You Dechuan and You Hange have returned.
You Miao prepares to face them. Nanny Sun is sent home with care by You Miao and Li Zhifeng.
You Miao observes You Dechuan and You Hange bonding, and recognizes the control Madam Wang has over the household.
You Miao greets them coldly and refuses to acknowledge You Hange as an elder brother.
In a private meeting, You Dechuan tries to discuss the family future with You Miao, who responds with anger and resentment.
You Miao accuses You Dechuan of betrayal, keeping secrets, and scheming to remove him as heir.
A vicious argument erupts; You Miao breaks a teacup in anger and mocks You Dechuan’s strategic planning.
You Miao refuses to return to the capital and instead sarcastically says he’ll stay home to marry rich and live idly.
This enrages You Dechuan, who chases You Miao with a plank, and they cause a commotion in the garden.
You Miao publicly screams about his mother building the estate, humiliating You Dechuan in front of everyone.
You Hange intervenes, trying to mediate, but You Miao refuses to be placated.
You Miao ends the scene by toppling a lattice shelf full of plants, breaking ceramics, and storming off.
You Miao returns to his quarters and collapses in tears, emotionally overwhelmed.
He spends the next day listless, eating without taste and physically weakened.
Muqi and Li Zhifeng care for him, and when You Miao develops a fever, Li Zhifeng goes to request a doctor.
At the main hall, Li Zhifeng faces hostile treatment and is almost thrown out for being disrespectful.
You Hange volunteers to fetch a doctor for You Miao, winning more favor from You Dechuan and Madam Wang.
The family of three enjoys a seemingly harmonious breakfast, contrasting with You Miao’s isolation.
Madam Wang expresses concerns about Li Zhifeng’s violent background and suggests he be removed from the house.
You Dechuan agrees to bribe Li Zhifeng to leave after You Miao recovers.
You Dechuan reflects on his past, acknowledging he owes both Madam Wang and You Hange, but is frustrated by You Miao's rebelliousness.
Madam Wang suggests marrying off You Miao quickly to get him out of the house.
You Dechuan dismisses the idea, insisting that You Hange must marry first due to his status.
Madam Wang plots quietly, revealing her true aim: to establish You Miao's separation from the family.
The chapter ends with You Dechuan stating his intent to give money to You Miao and have Li Zhifeng dismissed once You Miao is better.
CHAPTER 08
Li Zhifeng secretly asks Muqi for silver to fetch a doctor after You Dechuan refuses to provide help.
Muqi hesitantly gives Li Zhifeng his hidden money; Li Zhifeng sets off alone for the city.
You Miao, overhearing this, is emotionally crushed and screams in despair.
You Hange visits You Miao, mistakenly thought by You Miao to be Li Zhifeng; You Hange leaves quickly to find a doctor himself.
Li Zhifeng runs the full 40 miles to Pei County, finds Doctor Xing, and pleads for him to help You Miao.
Doctor Xing initially refuses and beats Li Zhifeng with a cane, but Li Zhifeng kneels and kowtows repeatedly until the doctor agrees.
Doctor Xing finally consents after being moved by Li Zhifeng’s sincerity and allows Li Zhifeng to carry him back on foot.
They return by dusk; Doctor Xing treats You Miao with acupuncture and prescribes medicine.
You Miao realizes Li Zhifeng ran 80 miles and carried the doctor on his back, moved to tears and comforted by Li Zhifeng.
Doctor Xing asks Li Zhifeng if he is from Qiao Ke-er’s family; Li Zhifeng says he was purchased by You Miao.
At the pharmacy, Li Zhifeng pays for medicine, ignoring You Hange’s offer to pay.
Doctor Xing confirms You Miao was treated earlier, shocking You Hange and frustrating his attempt to help.
Li Zhifeng makes a purchase at a store on the way back; You Hange offers him a ride, but Li Zhifeng runs the whole way instead.
Li Zhifeng returns past midnight and collapses from exhaustion.
The next morning, You Miao awakens to find Li Zhifeng tying the jade pendant he once gifted him onto a red string around his neck.
Li Zhifeng gives You Miao medicine with a candy afterward, echoing what You Miao once did for him.
You Miao lies in bed reflecting and begins planning to leave home and start his own business with Li Zhifeng.
He dreams of going north to trade and earn his own living, inspired by his father’s own beginnings.
You Miao contemplates how to obtain startup funds, including pawning family valuables or manipulating his father.
A letter arrives from Zhao Chao, delivered by Nie Dan, along with recovered chests lost during the Tartar attack.
The letter is warm and hopeful, inviting You Miao to visit the capital in the spring.
At dinner, You Miao refuses to eat with the family and has food sent to his room instead.
You Miao considers asking for money and returning to the capital to stay with Li Yan and begin trading.
You Dechuan, Madam Wang, and You Hange examine the chests, impressed with the valuable goods, unaware of their deeper significance.
You Miao enters the study the next day to write letters but finds You Dechuan and You Hange already inside.
You Dechuan thanks Li Zhifeng for saving You Miao and tries to reward him with silver, which Li Zhifeng refuses to take.
You Miao and You Dechuan clash again; You Miao accuses him of hating Qiao Ke-er and dismissing her memory.
In a rare moment, You Dechuan admits he wronged both Qiao Ke-er and You Miao.
You Dechuan promises You Miao and You Hange will receive equal shares of the family assets.
You Miao says he wants to return to the capital, but You Dechuan refuses, citing political instability and future taxes.
You Miao becomes enraged when he realizes his father only cares about money and mocks him, calling him a kept man.
Furious, You Dechuan throws an inkstone at You Miao, but Li Zhifeng catches it, saving him from injury.
Covered in ink, You Miao storms out again while You Dechuan collapses in anger.
The household is thrown into alarm as You Hange and Madam Wang rush to check on the distressed You Dechuan.
CHAPTER 09
After the explosive fight with You Dechuan, You Miao hugs Li Zhifeng in the corridor, both still stained with ink, quietly finding comfort in each other.
The next day, You Hange knocks on You Miao's door to ask him to help distribute New Year red envelopes to the tea farmers and greet the visiting clan elders.
You Miao, still sick, agrees and begins preparing the grants according to the gift list from the tenant farmers.
While visiting You Hange’s simple quarters, You Miao notes the difference in lifestyle and wealth compared to his past luxury.
You Miao efficiently distributes red pockets to the tenants, charming the tea farmers and earning their affection.
The tenants express concern about rent increases; You Miao assures them rent will not rise, pleasing the crowd and angering Madam Wang, who observes from the side.
Madam Wang and Ma-yiniang wear the expensive fox furs You Miao brought from the border, making You Miao feel further alienated.
Disgusted and feeling suffocated, You Miao abruptly hands over the red envelope task to You Hange and leaves the courtyard.
You Miao confides in Li Zhifeng, declaring he doesn’t want to stay at Sunshower Tea Estate anymore and plans to move to the Riverwave Estate left by Qiao Ke-er.
Li Zhifeng readily agrees to go wherever You Miao goes.
You Miao visits the main hall where You Dechuan is entertaining the granduncles; he engages in conversation to smooth over tensions.
You Miao dramatically recounts the caravan raid experience to gain sympathy and push his agenda of moving to the Riverwave Estate.
Despite initial hesitation, You Dechuan agrees, under pressure from the elders, and hands over the estate’s land deed and account ledger.
Granduncles Wu and Ba stress fairness and the debt You Dechuan owes to Qiao Ke-er, pressing him to treat You Miao justly.
You Miao returns to his room and begins packing for Riverwave Estate with Li Zhifeng’s help.
Madam Wang sends a monetary gift, which You Miao coldly declines, sensing ulterior motives.
You Miao decides to dismiss Muqi to spare him from divided loyalties and pressure from Madam Wang.
You Miao calculates how to leverage the land deed for a loan, intending to use the money for border trade and ultimately achieve financial independence.
Early the next morning, You Miao prepares to depart quietly; Li Zhifeng assists him attentively.
You Miao reflects on his journey and expresses gratitude to Li Zhifeng for staying by his side.
As they are about to leave, You Hange arrives breathless to see You Miao off.
In a moment of mutual understanding, You Miao tells You Hange he doesn’t hate him and accepts his gesture of brotherhood.
You Hange gives You Miao a small pouch with silver as a parting gift.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng depart by carriage, leaving Sunshower Tea Estate and Liu Prefecture behind.
As the morning sun rises and the fog clears, they ride into a new chapter of life together, heading toward Riverwave Estate and a self-made future.
CHAPTER 10
You Miao and Li Zhifeng travel at a relaxed pace toward Riverwave Estate, stopping in Pei County to try thanking Doctor Xing, but he is away.
Riverwave Estate is located on the Yangtze border, split between Jiangnan and Jiangbei; You Miao discovers the land is inconveniently divided by the river.
You Miao becomes frustrated realizing the estate's logistics are impractical for daily management.
You Miao jokes with Li Zhifeng during the ride, and the two share a light-hearted moment; Li Zhifeng laughs openly for the first time, surprising You Miao.
Li Zhifeng shares the origin of his eyebrow scar—an arrow wound from his first battle—and kisses You Miao.
As night falls, they get lost and the carriage tips into a ditch in an isolated area.
Wolves appear in the distance. You Miao panics while Li Zhifeng calmly retrieves his bow and arrows to protect them.
To scare off the wolves, Li Zhifeng howls like a wolf, overpowering them with his presence and dispersing the pack.
Li Zhifeng recounts his desert experience of fighting off a pack of wolves, surviving alone under the moonlight.
Later in the night, tenant farmers from Riverwave Estate arrive to rescue them and escort them to the estate.
You Miao wakes in a rundown room; Li Zhifeng begins fetching water and preparing for the day.
The estate is revealed in daylight to be in terrible condition: crumbling structures, overgrown weeds, and no staff.
You Miao starts planning repairs and exploring the estate with Li Zhifeng’s support.
Breakfast is delivered by tenant women—simple noodles and pickled vegetables, which You Miao finds unexpectedly delicious.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng meet the four tenant farmers: Li Zhuang, Old Uncle Liang, Zhang Er, and Zhu Tang.
The tenants inform You Miao they plan to leave due to poor harvests and difficult living conditions.
You Miao gives each departing tenant one tael of silver and tells them they’re welcome to return in the future.
Li Zhifeng notes some tenants may stay, interpreting their hesitations as uncertainty rather than certainty.
You Miao realizes he knows nothing about farming and must begin learning to manage the estate properly.
They assess the challenges: limited labor, infertile land, lack of water, and wasteland in need of clearing.
You Miao calculates potential profits if the land can be cultivated, but recognizes the uphill battle ahead.
You Miao begins forming a plan to farm a small plot himself with Li Zhifeng and maybe hire temporary labor.
While exploring, You Miao discovers a poem carved into the ivy-covered spirit screen and realizes the estate may once have belonged to a famous Han poet.
A swallow nests above the entrance plaque—seen as a good omen—and You Miao uncovers the estate’s name: Shen Garden.
Inspired, You Miao decides to restore the estate and treat it as his new home.
You Miao gives Li Zhifeng money and letters for Zhao Chao and Li Yan, asking him to shop for supplies and look for local help.
Li Zhifeng surprises You Miao by returning the silver he’d kept since their parting at Yanbian, earning You Miao’s joy and admiration.
Li Zhifeng departs on horseback, beginning the first errand to build their new life at Riverwave Estate.
CHAPTER 11
You Miao begins budgeting carefully, realizing the value of silver and how long the money from You Dechuan might last.
Determined to make the most of his limited funds, You Miao prioritizes renovating Shen Garden without disturbing any historical antiques.
You Miao explores the estate and discovers a hidden red copper chest embedded in the floor, which becomes his safe for storing valuables.
You Miao summons Li Zhuang and Zhang Er to help clean the estate and begins establishing trust and rapport with them.
Li Zhuang and Zhang Er are surprised that You Miao is genuinely settling down in Shen Garden rather than fleeing back to Sunshower Tea Estate.
As they clean, You Miao discovers that much of the estate’s furniture is valuable rosewood, untouched for decades.
In the study, You Miao finds old books belonging to Qiao Ke-er and his uncle, many of which are rare and useful for estate management.
Zhang Er reveals local ghost stories about Shen Garden, including a legend about those who looted the estate dying mysteriously—stories that disturb You Miao.
You Miao encourages Zhang Er to stay and study at Shen Garden and offers future help if he takes the imperial exams in the capital.
While sorting books, You Miao finds a chest of Mohist writings left by Qiao Ke-er, including engineering and agricultural texts.
Inspired by these resources, You Miao begins planning how to build a waterwheel and improve the estate’s irrigation.
You Miao hires Li Zhuang for further errands and sends him into town to get quotes on lumber and buy household necessities.
Li Zhifeng returns from town with supplies, a rented cart, and a free puppy, delighting You Miao.
The new dog, later named Xiao-Hei, bonds with You Miao and becomes the estate’s future guard dog.
Li Zhifeng also successfully mails letters to Zhao Chao and Li Yan and hires laborers to begin repairs.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng struggle in the kitchen with old equipment and eventually manage to light the stove after clearing a crow’s nest from the chimney.
Li Zhifeng cooks a comically bad first meal—burnt meat and overcooked vegetables—but You Miao eats it with affection and gratitude.
The two dine together as equals, breaking the master-servant formality, and You Miao tells Li Zhifeng not to worry about etiquette anymore.
After dinner, You Miao declares they will divide responsibilities—he’ll manage indoors, and Li Zhifeng will manage outdoor work.
That night, You Miao notices Li Zhifeng bathing outside in freezing water and invites him to sleep in the same bed.
Spooked by ghost rumors, You Miao clings to Li Zhifeng and initiates intimacy again.
They have sex, this time more emotionally connected, and Li Zhifeng reassures You Miao afterward by holding him close.
You Miao drifts off to sleep, comforted and protected in Li Zhifeng’s arms, feeling safer and more grounded than ever before.
CHAPTER 12
You Miao eats ravenously, praises the taste, and finally relaYou Miao wakes up to clear skies and refreshed spirits, then hears Li Zhifeng speaking to two contractors outside.
The contractors assess the estate and complain about the scale of the renovation. You Miao refuses to be tricked into overspending and challenges them.
To prove a point, You Miao has Li Zhifeng lift a hundred-pound stone block effortlessly, shocking the contractors into compliance.
You Miao negotiates pay, offering a string of coins for ten days of labor, meals included, and convinces them to take the job.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng leave Shen Garden to inspect Riverwave Estate’s land and discover the massive scale of unused, untended fields.
Most of the 200 acres are unused, and only half an acre is currently farmed. Taxes are due on all of it.
Li Zhifeng carries You Miao on his back when he tires, and they examine a dried-up canal originally connected to Anlu Village.
Using water and soil, You Miao determines the land isn’t suitable for tea but is decent for other crops.
They cross the Yangtze River using a dangerous rope bridge; Li Zhifeng secures them with a belt and carries You Miao across.
On the other side, they find a neighboring farmer encroaching on the estate land; You Miao diplomatically lets it go for now.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng visit Guozhuang Village and present tea as a gift to the old village chief to build goodwill.
The chief confirms high tenant taxes in the region and praises Qiao Ke-er, recognizing You Miao’s resemblance to her.
You Miao proposes hiring villagers to help with land development and offers a generous payment rate for clearing land.
The village chief agrees to send laborers, seeing it as a good opportunity for idle workers to earn before New Year.
You Miao and Li Zhifeng head to the market by the river, walk like a married couple, and share a playful, affectionate moment.
At the market, You Miao buys carp for dinner; they cross back over the river on a ferry and walk home.
Near the estate, You Miao finds a massive dried-out pond and chats with tenant Zhu Tang, learning more about the area's water issues.
You Miao offers to reduce Zhu Tang’s rent, hoping to retain him as a tenant, and inspects the creek that once filled the pond.
Back at Shen Garden, the two craftsmen present a repair list; You Miao adjusts it using knowledge from Exploitations of the Works of Nature.
You Miao reveals he learned this from his mother, Qiao Ke-er, impressing the craftsmen who now take him seriously.
While resting on Li Zhifeng’s chest, You Miao starts combining three technical texts to design an advanced waterwheel system.
You Miao devises a cliffside chained waterwheel that adjusts with seasonal water levels to irrigate the estate year-round.
He sends Li Zhifeng to mark the cliff for canal planning and calculates material needs, including scaffolding and workforce.
Da-Liang, one of the craftsmen, is amazed by the plan and agrees to consult his teacher in Anping County about building it.
Li Zhifeng returns and confirms the markings are done; he volunteers to help dig the canal starting the next day.
That evening, Li Zhifeng grills the fish with expert seasoning, creating a meal that amazes You Miao.
xes on the bed, while Li Zhifeng feeds the leftover fish to the puppy and eats alone.
CHAPTER 13
You Miao is woken by a loud argument between Li Zhifeng and an elderly man, who turns out to be Old Craftsman Huang, the teacher of Da-Liang.
Old Craftsman Huang scolds You Miao for sleeping late and lectures him about responsibility and hard work; the words hit You Miao deeply.
After washing up, You Miao greets Old Craftsman Huang formally and is introduced properly by Da-Liang.
Old Craftsman Huang reviews You Miao's waterwheel blueprint and critiques it heavily, demanding to see the proposed site in person.
At the cliff, Old Craftsman Huang confirms the location is viable but warns that the canal alone will need fifty laborers and a month to complete, not to mention the high cost.
Old Craftsman Huang agrees to fabricate waterwheel parts and leaves the labor search to You Miao, who realizes the full complexity of the project.
Overwhelmed by the scope and costs, You Miao returns home frustrated. Li Zhifeng begins digging the canal by hand, showing unwavering commitment.
You Miao insists on helping but quickly tires, realizing that one man cannot complete this job alone.
Despite the tough soil and cold weather, Li Zhifeng works tirelessly, and You Miao is once again struck by his strength and loyalty.
After hours of digging, Li Zhifeng takes a short break, joking that he's getting old, which makes You Miao laugh.
You Miao calculates that the project will cost at least five hundred silver, but he only has one hundred, leading to a breakdown.
Li Zhifeng seriously suggests robbing the local government treasury, but You Miao panics and warns him never to try it.
That evening, Li Zhifeng cooks a chicken dinner with precision and care; You Miao is deeply touched by the domestic moment and their intimate banter.
After dinner, Li Zhifeng reveals a hidden wine cellar with 80 jugs of rare Champion Reds®, impressing You Miao with its unexpected value.
The next day, Li Zhifeng continues digging the canal while You Miao inspects the estate and assigns Zhang Er to oversee repairs.
Li Zhuang's wife begins cooking for workers, signaling their decision to stay and support You Miao.
You Miao takes lunch to Li Zhifeng, now visibly weathered from five days of digging. They eat together with Li Zhuang and share updates.
Li Zhuang reveals he and his wife decided not to leave and will farm You Miao’s land, recounting the unfair treatment they previously endured under Sunshower Tea Estate.
You Miao reassures them and confirms reduced rent for all tenants, gaining their trust and solidifying his reputation as a kind landlord.
You Miao starts planning how to attract wealthy merchants to help fund the waterwheel in exchange for land leases, though he fears his youth may work against him.
A messenger named Tang Hui arrives from the capital with a letter from Zhao Chao, now revealed to be the Third Prince.
You Miao reads Zhao Chao’s affectionate, supportive letter, stunned to learn Zhao Chao’s true identity and overcome with emotion.
Tang Hui confirms Zhao Chao’s identity, and You Miao begins addressing him as His Highness, feeling both awe and guilt for not knowing sooner.
Inspired, You Miao writes heartfelt letters to Zhao Chao, Li Yan, and Ping Xi, sending valuable paintings and messages of gratitude and support.
Tang Hui, impressed and grateful, promises to deliver the letters and also offers military labor to help with the canal as thanks for You Miao’s support.
You Miao is overjoyed by the offer of soldiers to dig the canal and leaps into Tang Hui’s arms, overwhelmed with relief and excitement.
Tang Hui warns You Miao to remember formality in the capital and departs, promising to send help soon.
You Miao runs back to his room and pounces on Li Zhifeng with affection, ecstatic over the progress and the emotional support from Zhao Chao’s letter.
CHAPTER 14
You Miao wakes early and takes Li Zhifeng with him to buy food supplies for the incoming 100 soldiers sent by Zhao Chao.
You Miao realizes the financial weight of feeding so many people, but commits to covering food and drink expenses himself.
Li Zhifeng haggles for vegetables and meat, and jokes with You Miao about how cheap his original purchase price had been.
They buy four donkeys and carts filled with carrots, potatoes, sausages, meat, and liquor—spending all their silver.
Upon returning, Centurion Wang Gou-er and the 100 soldiers have already arrived at Shen Garden to dig the canal.
You Miao enthusiastically welcomes them and insists they eat before working, throwing an opening feast like he saw You Dechuan do in the past.
The soldiers contribute ten days’ worth of rations, but You Miao insists on feeding them with what he purchased.
Champion Reds wine is served, creating a festive, lively atmosphere. Soldiers feast, laugh, and play drinking games before beginning canal work in the afternoon.
The soldiers dig until sundown and settle into the estate’s many rooms. Shen Garden, once quiet, now buzzes with life.
You Miao marvels at how the estate can house 100 people comfortably, realizing how grand it must have once been.
The canal project attracts attention from surrounding villages, especially Anlu Village, which stands to benefit from the redirected water.
The Anlu village chief sends chickens and eggs in gratitude, and You Miao plans to serve them during New Year celebrations.
Five days in, the canal is already halfway complete. Centurion Wang boasts it will last two hundred years, and You Miao jokes back with friendly banter.
A visitor arrives: You Hange, not You Dechuan as You Miao first feared. He brings news from home and offers help.
You Hange notes the presence of soldiers and is impressed by the transformation of Shen Garden.
You Hange tries to give You Miao money, but You Miao, though touched, refuses out of pride and lingering resentment.
You Miao brews tea with ceremonial precision and explains his technique to You Hange, softening their conversation.
Craftsman Da-Liang comments on the resemblance between You Miao and You Hange, and You Miao acknowledges their familial bond despite bitterness.
You Miao shares the history of the tea set passed down from Qiao Ke-er and reflects on family tradition and the value of ancestry.
You Hange invites You Miao to return home for the New Year and ancestor worship, but You Miao declines, unwilling to face Madam Wang.
Instead, You Miao decides to visit the You Clan in Yang Prefecture and pay respects there.
On New Year’s Eve, You Miao hosts a feast for the soldiers, giving Da-Liang and Xiao-Liang bonuses and wine for their work.
At dawn, You Miao and Li Zhifeng cross the river to visit the You Clan in Yang Prefecture, bearing gifts of animal pelts.
You Miao is warmly welcomed by his uncles and cousins, who share business advice and praise his initiative in reclaiming Riverwave Estate.
The family suggests agricultural ventures including rapeseed farming, beekeeping, and using connections to recruit labor.
You Miao learns more about the You Clan’s diverse enterprises and their strong standing in both Liu and Yang Prefectures.
Inspired, You Miao decides to seek rapeseed seeds from Yibao County and consider using his maternal family’s tea saplings.
After the ancestral rites and feast, You Miao prepares to leave but notices Li Zhifeng missing.
Li Zhifeng returns with a surprise: a firecracker and a tiger hat for You Miao, delighting him.
That night, Shen Garden is alive with celebration. Li Zhifeng lights the firecracker while You Miao joyfully declares the first blast of the New Year.
CHAPTER 15
On the first day of the new year, You Miao wakes up to firecracker scraps and a festive mood as the soldiers relax and go hunting.
You Miao joins briefly but returns to nap, while the soldiers return with pheasants and wild hares.
All four tenant houses visit Shen Garden to pay respects, and You Miao gifts each a grant.
Zhang Er begins regularly visiting the study; You Miao, Zhang Er, and Li Zhifeng spend snowy days reading different texts in cozy harmony.
The soldiers resume work on the canal, which is expected to finish in four or five days, fully irrigating the Riverwave Estate.
You Miao calculates potential rice profits from the land and is shocked to realize the estate could bring in 25,000 silver a year in crops.
After expenses and taxes, You Miao estimates a net profit of 8,000 silver annually—enough to secure his independence.
Encouraged, You Miao plans additional crops, including rapeseed and honey production, for variety and sustainability.
You Miao references texts like "Mohist Classics," "Essential Techniques for the Welfare of the People," and "Divine Farmer Shennong," filled with annotations by Qiao Ke-er.
Inspired by his mother’s notes about famine and survival, You Miao reaffirms rice as a staple for security.
While planning out rapeseed plots, You Miao is interrupted by a visitor—his beloved uncle, Qiao Jue.
You Miao runs out barefoot to greet Qiao Jue, and the two emotionally reunite with joyful affection.
Qiao Jue expresses his intent to stay with You Miao, tired of family conflict at Shaoyuan Tea Estate.
They discuss their shared history, Qiao Ke-er's legacy, and the downfall of the tea estate under Qiao Zhang’s mismanagement.
You Miao insists Qiao Jue stay permanently and bring oolong saplings to plant at Riverwave Estate.
Over tea, You Miao learns how outdated practices and internal strife have ruined Shaoyuan Tea Estate’s business.
During a dinner feast prepared by Li Zhifeng and the tenants’ wives, Qiao Jue pledges his support and acknowledges You Miao’s strength.
Qiao Jue offers to contribute his life savings—several hundred silver—to fund the waterwheel project.
After spending the night talking like old times, Qiao Jue leaves to tend to tea picking at his estate.
The canal is completed by the fourth day of the new year; You Miao initiates timber harvesting from the north forest to save on construction costs.
You Miao decides to convert the north hill into a tea and mulberry grove, leaving rice fields to the flatter southern areas.
By the seventh day, all land clearing is complete, and You Miao hosts a feast to thank the soldiers, who are then sent off with wages and gratitude.
Peace returns to Shen Garden; You Miao and Li Zhifeng begin guarding the harvested logs during the day while planning next steps.
Old Craftsman Huang arrives unexpectedly with over thirty skilled tradesmen from all over Yang Prefecture.
After negotiating wages, material sourcing, and meals, You Miao formally agrees to the waterwheel construction.
Old Craftsman Huang reviews You Miao’s amateur blueprint, critiques it, but is impressed by the source materials and Qiao Ke-er’s influence.
Detailed plans for the massive waterwheel are laid out: it includes hundreds of scoops, chains, iron gears, and mechanisms to adjust for floods.
Old Craftsman Huang assigns Li Zhifeng to stay and assist the crew while You Miao is tasked with sourcing iron and tools from Yang Prefectural City.
You Miao prepares to buy 6,000 pounds of iron and is advised to contact Tang Hui using a token for official support.
You Miao reluctantly pawns the gold You Hange had secretly given him—18 birthday ingots—for 700 silver to fund the project.
After securing the iron, You Miao is about to leave when Qiao Jue appears, offering lodging and help with transportation.
You Miao joins Qiao Jue for a stroll through the festive Yang Prefecture market, where they enjoy food, laughs, and brotherly affection.
Qiao Jue teases You Miao about love and marriage, but You Miao dismisses the idea, remaining emotionally tethered to Li Zhifeng.
The chapter ends with You Miao basking in the springtime market, hopeful and reenergized for the work ahead.
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TRACK 01
Lin Sai (stage name: Salinger), the bassist of LOTUS, is a multi-instrumentalist, quiet but very talented, second in popularity only to their vocalist Ji Shi.
Ji Shi has the nickname “Himbo,” given by the band after he failed a pitch game on a reality show. Salinger saved the moment by breaking a glass with his voice, stopping Ji Shi’s hiccups.
The band has other nicknames: drummer Alan is “Cry Baby,” leader Li Xiang is teased for poor communication (“There stands a Julie between reality and Li Xiang”), and Stone-ge’s name came from mispronouncing “Stone.”
Salinger’s real name is Lin Sai, but it’s a closely guarded secret. When he lets the Chi Nan call him Lin Sai-ge, it’s a huge personal honor for Chi Nan, who was once his assistant and fan.
Salinger is introverted, often mistaken as aloof or cool, but he's just quiet and awkward, even clumsy at times. He rarely speaks unless necessary and spaces out a lot.
During a fight over lyrics, Salinger ends it by playing drums one-handed, critiques the erotic content of the lyrics, and insists on using a more appropriate draft, showing his mix of bluntness and protectiveness over their image.
LOTUS debuted during Chi Nan’s high school years. While most fans adored Ji Shi or Stone, Chi Nan gravitated toward Salinger’s colder, more introspective music.
Chi Nan entered a music competition in college where Salinger was a surprise guest judge (originally meant to be Stone). Chi Nan performed an original soft rock song and impressed all four judges, including Salinger.
Xiao Chuan, another judge, tried to undermine Salinger’s reputation by suggesting Chi Nan was disappointed it wasn’t Ji Shi. Chi Nan defended Salinger passionately, revealing his admiration.
Salinger confirmed Chi Nan’s sincerity and complimented his music as similar in spirit to his own. This emotional moment affirmed Chi Nan’s years of fandom.
Later, Chi Nan learns from other contestants that the competition was rigged; the Top 3 were pre-selected. He overhears Xiao Chuan belittling Salinger behind the scenes, calling him irrelevant and useless.
Salinger meets Chi Nan in a stairwell and tells him directly that although he knew Chi Nan wouldn’t win, he still thought Chi Nan was the most talented among the contestants.
Salinger critiques one of Chi Nan’s songs, gives advice on trimming the arrangement, and recommends industry contacts and people to avoid.
Chi Nan asks if he can pitch songs to LOTUS, but Salinger explains LOTUS only performs original work, though Chi Nan can pitch to their label.
The chapter ends with Chi Nan reflecting that Salinger’s quiet encouragement meant more than winning the contest—he gave him faith and direction, making him feel seen and validated by his idol.
TRACK 02
Chi Nan moves to the city to pursue music, living in harsh conditions and eating instant ramen in a basement.
His aunt and uncle disapprove of his music aspirations, citing a lack of family talent and job prospects.
Recalling his grandmother’s advice, he decides that music is what he must fight for.
He enrolls in an average music school, unable to afford a conservatory, and meets dedicated teachers.
After failing to win anything in Super Sound, a key encouragement from Salinger—the bassist from his favorite band, LOTUS—motivates him to continue.
He revises and re-records a song based on Salinger’s feedback and realizes he actually has a good voice.
He submits demos to Yitian Entertainment and hears back after three months.
Yitian wants to buy his songs for their new idol group JUST, but won’t sign him.
Initially hesitant, Chi Nan remembers Salinger’s advice not to be too attached to songs and agrees to sell them.
He negotiates to retain future rights to perform the songs himself.
At Yitian, he unexpectedly runs into the full LOTUS band, including Salinger, who doesn’t recognize him.
Meeting the idol group JUST, he’s impressed by their dedication, especially lead vocalist KK, who shares his background.
JUST debuts successfully; his two songs are included, but their arrangements and lyrics are changed.
Chi Nan starts gaining traction and receives more interest from record labels, even if only smaller names buy his songs.
In a hotpot restaurant, he hears one of his songs played and shares with a waiter that he wrote it.
As he listens to a LOTUS song, he reflects on Salinger’s subtle but vital role in the band as the bassist.
He begins uploading songs to an indie music site, gaining followers and eventually going viral with his song “Catcher in the Rye.”
The viral success draws the attention of Yitian Entertainment again, this time from agent Wendy.
Wendy, once an aspiring singer herself, wants to turn Chi Nan into a true artist, not just a celebrity.
She signs him as a singer-songwriter, envisioning him as an alternative rock musician.
Though signed with Yitian, he rarely encounters LOTUS, until he’s suddenly asked to fill in as a last-minute pianist for one of their charity shows.
He’s nervous but accepts, realizing this is his dream come true.
During rehearsal, he plays alongside LOTUS and gets praise, especially from Stone, for syncing well with Salinger’s bass line.
At the fan event, the new song “Gravity,” clearly written by Salinger, is performed with his piano contribution.
Chi Nan continues to admire Salinger’s subtle, integral role in the music, calling him the soul of the band.
During the interactive session, Salinger jokingly flirts with the male members on stage, to the fans' delight.
A female fan becomes emotional hearing Salinger speak more than usual—highlighting how rare and meaningful it is.
Salinger hugs her, showing his soft side and making a fan's dream come true.
Backstage, bandmates joke about Salinger’s many dating rumors, and they urge him to settle down.
Salinger responds cryptically, saying a lifetime isn’t as simple as they think, hinting at personal complexity or loneliness.
Chi Nan considers asking Salinger if he remembers him but decides not to, believing he’s been forgotten.
He reflects that Salinger’s encouragement still drives him, and even if unrecognized, he’ll remain a devoted fan.
TRACK 03
Chi Nan releases their first mini-album three months after signing with Yitian.
Since the song couldn’t be used in a TV show or movie, Wendy repurposes it for a charity short film.
Wendy encourages input on the script; Chi Nan downplays it to avoid involving their inspiration, Salinger.
The short film is about a girl protected by a mysterious young man in the forest; the song is rewritten to match this story.
Chi Nan draws inspiration from Catcher in the Rye and Salinger, though they avoid saying it directly.
The film becomes popular; the acoustic version of the song gains traction, especially when performed on a show by famous singer Gu Sunny.
Online discussions begin questioning if the guitarist in the short film is based on Salinger.
Chi Nan realizes they may have crossed a line by making the character resemble Salinger.
Trying to control the damage, Chi Nan admits online the song is a tribute to Salinger.
The label reposts the confession on Weibo, tagging Salinger, further escalating the situation.
Chi Nan is upset; deletes the post after requesting control of their own account to avoid troubling Salinger.
After the song’s success, Chi Nan performs at a TV show promotion and celebrates moving out of their basement.
New music ideas flood in, but Chi Nan begins experiencing ear issues.
Doctors diagnose a serious condition—irreparable ear canal damage—warning against further loud exposure.
Devastated, Chi Nan keeps it secret, fearing it will end their singing career.
One rainy day, after receiving the diagnosis, Chi Nan almost gets hit by a motorcycle—ridden by Salinger.
They meet again indoors; Salinger silently offers a towel and water, showing quiet kindness.
Chi Nan notices a tattoo on Salinger’s waist, something unexpected for his low-profile image.
Salinger asks if they’ve met before; Chi Nan pretends not to know him well.
Later finds cold medicine in their backpack, secretly placed there by Salinger.
Chi Nan reflects in the bathtub, fearful of future deafness, longing to write and experience music for as long as possible.
During a studio session, Chi Nan’s condition worsens painfully mid-recording.
Wendy, now aware of the illness, takes Chi Nan to the hospital.
The label plans to end the contract without penalty, but Chi Nan wants to keep the rights to their songs.
A cold-hearted company rep offers money but denies the return of copyrights.
Just as hope seems lost, Salinger appears and intervenes.
He offers to buy the songs himself and hires Chi Nan as his personal assistant and musical associate.
Shocked and emotional, Chi Nan accepts the offer because Salinger was always their dream and idol.
TRACK 04
Chi Nan meets Salinger in a conference room; Salinger smiles faintly and offers support.
Salinger reveals he's firing his current PA, Siyi, and offers Chi Nan the job, admiring his talent as a songwriter.
Chi Nan is initially uncertain but intrigued, especially because working for Salinger keeps him close to the music world.
The label offers Chi Nan a 2% royalty while keeping copyright ownership. He declines, hoping to regain full rights.
Salinger calls Chi Nan directly, questioning whether he values ownership more than profit.
Chi Nan confirms he just wants his songs back and expresses willingness to be Salinger’s assistant.
Salinger says he’ll buy the copyrights and reassures him he doesn’t mind the assistant being inexperienced.
After a few days, Salinger finalizes the copyright purchase and gives the contract to Chi Nan.
Chi Nan is overwhelmed but signs the contract, trusting his idol.
Just then, Salinger’s current assistant, Siyi, bursts in crying and confronts him for firing her.
She tries to argue her worth and pleads to stay, but Salinger is firm and calm, ending their professional relationship.
Siyi reveals a past Weibo post where Chi Nan used Salinger's name to promote his short film.
Chi Nan tries to explain, but Salinger already knows and dismisses it as irrelevant.
After the confrontation, Salinger walks out, and Chi Nan hears Siyi sobbing behind the door.
Xu Zhang later explains that normally assistants are assigned by the company, but Salinger insisted on hiring independently.
Xu Zhang expresses concern that the assistant role may not suit Chi Nan.
Chi Nan insists on trying his best, acknowledging the challenge of shifting from musician to PA.
He starts working with the other LOTUS members and their assistants; the group dynamic is introduced, including humorous and awkward moments.
The first event as Salinger’s assistant is an after-party on Valentine’s Day, during which chaos ensues with late and absent members.
Chi Nan helps another assistant, Lisa, who sprains her ankle, by carrying her down the stairs.
Salinger shows quiet kindness and reliability, contrasting the more chaotic bandmates.
The band members display mutual teasing and underlying tension, especially between Stone and Salinger.
On the ride to the airport, Salinger listens to Chi Nan’s old mini-album and falls asleep to it.
Chi Nan is deeply moved, realizing Salinger genuinely appreciates his music.
TRACK 05
The LOTUS band crew lands just in time for their gig and heads straight into rehearsals, eating quickly in the car due to tight scheduling.
Salinger remains aloof and indifferent when asked about food preferences, echoing past behavior with a former assistant, Siyi.
Xiaoxiao, Ji Shi’s assistant and a major Salinger fangirl, criticizes Ji Shi’s picky eating habits and mocks his obsession with spicy food levels.
The assistants gossip about their bosses’ quirks: Ji Shi's lame sense of humor, Li Xiang’s fake rehearsed interviews, Stone’s cursed Weibo reposts, and Alan's clueless idol mimicry of Salinger.
They watch a variety show where celebrity Tang Dan declares Salinger the only male artist with genuine “broody” depth, sparking debate about his music being too pretentious.
Chi Nan walks away in anger, knowing Salinger's song was written for people with depression and the lyrics reflect that raw, fragmented experience.
Salinger quietly helps Alan with his collar during rehearsal but clearly dislikes Alan’s idolizing behavior.
Hai (Alan's assistant) reveals Alan previously got emotionally involved with assistants, prompting the company to assign male ones now.
The assistants joke about Ji Shi and Alan's vanity and how Salinger is less self-absorbed despite being more handsome.
Salinger makes a rare mistake in the rehearsal, coming in late on bass. The band teasingly gangs up on him.
Though it's all in jest, Chi Nan notices Salinger withdrawing emotionally, drinking water silently while others laugh.
Xiaoxiao fangirls hard, Hai mocks Salinger in a cute exaggerated impression, and they bring up Siyi’s overprotectiveness.
Hai warns Chi Nan that working so closely with Salinger could make a straight man fall for him, sparking laughter.
Chi Nan insists both he and Salinger are straight, reflecting on his own past relationship with a girl who loved LOTUS, particularly Salinger.
Flashback reveals Chi Nan’s ex (Xuejie) loved Salinger’s bass playing with almost spiritual reverence, possibly never truly loved Chi Nan but used him as a fellow fan.
LOTUS begins performing despite heavy rain, opening with their iconic debut track “Freedom,” which unites the crowd in a euphoric singalong.
Chi Nan compares the experience to his own first LOTUS concert with his ex, realizing the emotional depth Salinger brings to the music.
Backstage, the assistants scramble with umbrellas as the band finishes. Chi Nan runs onstage after a silent look from Salinger to retrieve his bass and guitar.
Chi Nan realizes Salinger protected his precious bass from rain, and wipes it dry afterward.
Ji Shi and Xiaoxiao bicker cutely about holding umbrellas, while Salinger quietly hands his umbrella over to Chi Nan to share, suggesting he doesn't mind the rain as long as the bass stays dry.
Salinger jokes that the bass “says thank you,” and Chi Nan quips back, deepening their subtle bond.
As fireworks explode above the stage, Salinger smiles genuinely at Chi Nan—a rare, warm moment of connection.
TRACK 06
Chi Nan, an assistant to Salinger, reflects on his quiet and aloof demeanor and how he usually isolates himself from the group.
Xu Zhang warns Salinger about being caught smoking on camera, citing the band’s positive PR image. Salinger sarcastically questions the logic, but complies.
A past incident is recalled where Salinger, Stone, and Li Xiang set off a fire alarm while smoking during a songwriting session, soaking everything with sprinklers.
Alan, the youngest band member, once tried to emulate Salinger by learning to smoke but gave it up after the fire alarm incident made it seem ridiculous.
A video of Salinger playing a music game one-handed while holding a cigarette went viral, though few knew it was him.
Chi Nan reflects on the common association between smoking and musicianship, noting that vocalists like himself avoid smoking to protect their voice.
During a break from a photoshoot, the band visits a gaming hall where Chi Nan scores unexpectedly high on Taiko no Tatsujin.
Alan challenges him and easily wins with a high score, but then Salinger jumps in and defeats Alan with a near-inhuman score.
Salinger forces Alan to jokingly call him “daddy” after winning a bet tied to their match.
Ji Shi becomes obsessed with claw machines, winning plushies for the whole team; Salinger ends up with a ridiculous Crayon Shin-chan doll with a questionable design.
Salinger jokes with Alan and Stone, sarcastically calling Alan “son” in reference to the earlier bet, to everyone’s amusement.
Ji Shi quietly reveals that he plans to give his Minion plushie to someone specific, and Salinger oddly guesses the recipient’s characteristics correctly, surprising everyone.
Later, Chi Nan transcribes the bass line to LOTUS’s new song “Nibelungen” and uploads a cover online.
Unexpectedly, the video goes viral overnight after Salinger shares it on his Weibo with praise.
Chi Nan is stunned and calls Salinger to confirm, who admits he bet it was him based on instinct, proving he was right when Chi Nan called.
They discuss a part where Chi Nan altered the bass line; Salinger surprisingly approves of the change, calling it “very appropriate.”
Chi Nan feels deeply validated and honored, likening this moment to a shared secret between fan and idol.
LOTUS appears again on the show Truth or Dare, which remains popular mostly due to their appearances.
Chi Nan reflects on his own past as a fan attending an airport greeting, full of emotion and admiration for the band.
At the airport for the show, Salinger breaks his no-gift policy by picking up a book dropped by a fan, unintentionally setting off a wave of gifts.
Salinger posts on Weibo telling fans not to throw things, causing a stir online. Alan and Li Xiang tease him about his tone and reputation.
The team talks about going out for dinner, but Salinger stays aloof and walks out for a smoke.
During the show, the band is paired with female celebrities in outdoor games; Salinger partners with actress Ren Meilun.
When the raft challenge ends with Ren Meilun soaking wet, Salinger gives her hot water and shields her from cameras.
He helps her up the muddy path with calm kindness, inadvertently creating gossip fodder.
Ren Meilun apologizes for ruining their chance at first place, but Salinger is indifferent, teasing her gently about fan behavior.
Their gentle exchange makes her (and Chi Nan) blush, especially when Salinger smiles.
Chi Nan realizes later that Salinger and Ren Meilun begin dating briefly.
The relationship ends quietly; Salinger returns to his usual lifestyle, showing no emotional traces.
Chi Nan reflects that Salinger only truly belongs to music—love can never bind him.
TRACK 07
July arrives, and only Chi Nan notices the end of Salinger and Ren Meilun’s relationship.
LOTUS begins working on their fifth album, reworking old songs and creating new singles.
Rehearsals happen at the band’s studio; assistants like Chi Nan mostly observe.
Salinger and Stone are frequently kicked out for smoking and bicker humorously.
Chi Nan is reminded of past band experiences, rekindling old emotions.
Stone recruits Chi Nan to play acoustic guitar for an unplugged session.
Salinger silently reassures Chi Nan, strengthening their bond.
Playing with the band excites Chi Nan despite playing simple backing parts.
Stone keeps involving Chi Nan with various instruments, pulling them deeper into the band.
At one point, Salinger lends Chi Nan his white Fender bass, a deeply personal gesture.
Stone writes a song with a fusion style that includes a saxophone solo by Salinger.
The next song they work on is a hard rock track, meant to reassert LOTUS’s rock credentials after fan criticism.
Salinger composes the demo, and the band discusses lyrics and arrangement details.
Ji Shi reacts dramatically to Salinger writing all-English lyrics but accepts them.
The song has aggressive lyrics, especially targeting critics and reflecting Salinger’s emotional state.
Lunch break involves light-hearted drama watching; Ren Meilun appears in the show, prompting teasing from Stone.
Salinger stays calm and watches the drama out of a past promise, hinting at lingering sentiment.
Stone subtly probes Chi Nan, teasing about inspiration and idol disillusionment.
Li Xiang suggests that being too close to your idols can stifle creativity.
After lunch, Chi Nan helps Salinger clean up the studio and his beloved white bass.
Salinger thanks Chi Nan sincerely for helping shield his personal life from others.
They share a moment of honesty—Salinger worries about Chi Nan being disillusioned, but Chi Nan affirms their admiration.
Salinger encourages Chi Nan, promising that inspiration will return.
Ms. Zhang, Salinger’s housekeeper, describes his peculiar habits—especially his smoke-filled, chaotic studio.
She recounts a heartwarming story where Salinger helped a girl with her tuition and played piano for her.
Chi Nan tidies Salinger’s studio and discovers an unfinished score titled “w,” haunted by its incomplete beauty.
Unable to find the missing page, Chi Nan becomes obsessed, trying to reconstruct and complete the piece.
This effort reignites their passion and creative drive, resulting in Chi Nan composing a full arrangement overnight.
They name the track “Bonfire” after witnessing a sunrise—symbolizing rebirth and inspiration.
Chi Nan resumes composing music, even with limited resources.
Tragedy strikes when Ms. Zhang accidentally knocks over Salinger’s white bass, damaging it badly.
Chi Nan checks the damage—it’s irreversible, and the bass will never play the same.
Salinger reacts with painful calm, accepting the loss and saying it’s “meant to be.”
He tells Chi Nan to report the damage as costing five grand—affordable but meaningful.
When asked what to do with the bass, Salinger unexpectedly gifts it to Chi Nan.
He jokes, “Don’t sell it,” and says, “It likes you,” implying emotional attachment and understanding.
Chi Nan carries the bass home like a precious treasure, even avoiding public scrutiny at metro security.
At home, despite the slight detuning, the bass still feels powerful and deeply meaningful.
The chapter ends with the bass described as Salinger’s “weapon… warhorse… sword… armor,” now passed on to Chi Nan.
TRACK 08
Chi Nan uploads two new instrumental tracks, “Bonfire” and “Hero”, which lack lyrics but are well-received by fans.
Some comments compare his arrangement style to Salinger’s; Chi Nan takes it as a compliment, reaffirming his identity as a Salinger fan and aspiring rock artist.
Despite being labeled as “soundtrack-like,” Chi Nan defends his work as true rock, just without vocals.
On a day when Salinger’s housekeeper Ms. Zhang has the day off, Chi Nan picks up food from a Japanese restaurant.
The owner of the restaurant mistakes Salinger for Chi Nan’s lover, which flusters him and leads to a comical conversation about Chi Nan’s love life.
Outside Salinger’s apartment, Chi Nan sees Salinger riding his Ducati 1199 motorcycle, surprising him because it's early in the day.
Salinger is headed to the racetrack but decides to have sushi on the spot, asking Chi Nan to feed him due to his racing gloves.
Chi Nan awkwardly feeds him sushi, amused by the intimacy of the moment and imagining how strange they might look to outsiders.
After Salinger leaves, Chi Nan puts the food in the fridge and tidies the studio as usual, reflecting on the still-missing score sheet.
Xu Zhang calls Chi Nan, urgently requesting to contact Salinger, as something important has happened.
Unable to reach him by phone, Chi Nan takes a long taxi ride to Windchill Speedway to find him.
At the racetrack, Chi Nan watches Salinger’s powerful and fast riding, recalling a viral video of Salinger escaping paparazzi on the same Ducati.
After the ride, Chi Nan informs Salinger of Xu Zhang’s request. Salinger agrees to return but insists Chi Nan not follow him next time due to the noise hazard for his ears.
Chi Nan reflects on Salinger’s uniqueness, calling him "Schrödinger’s Salinger"—unpredictable and paradoxical.
The reason for the urgency: SN, Japan’s biggest label and former affiliate of LOTUS’s agency, extends an invitation for LOTUS to record their album in Japan and hold a fan meeting, ending years of tension.
SN’s offer includes collaborations with high-profile artists like Benjamin Rodger and Ryoko Nishino.
Despite past hostility, Stone and the band agree to go, marking LOTUS’s first official entry into the Japanese market.
At the airport, the band shares humorous banter, especially about Ryoko Nishino and their own travels to Japan.
Alan teases Salinger about showing interest in Ryoko, but Salinger claims he only gets “dokidoki” (heart-racing feeling) when Alan drums well.
Salinger eventually pulls Chi Nan aside to walk with him, breaking up the teasing.
Chi Nan reflects on Salinger’s tough reputation from their early band days, recounting a fight where Salinger defended the band and returned to perform as if nothing happened.
Chi Nan recalls his own painful experience being beaten by thugs during his earlier band days, which led him to write a song in blood and vow to never grovel for music again.
In the airport terminal, Salinger watches a man play piano and asks Chi Nan if he wants to play.
Chi Nan asks what Salinger wants to hear, and receives a text: “Gravity” by LOTUS.
Chi Nan rushes to the piano, plays a powerful piano interpretation of “Gravity,” reimagining the original guitar and bass parts in a glacial, orchestral way.
Salinger watches from the second floor silently as Chi Nan performs.
A girl requests a song from Chi Nan, but he says he already has a request—then gets another text from Salinger: “Bonfire” by Nan Chi.
Chi Nan feels a surge of happiness that Salinger listened to his song and wants to hear it live.
As he plays “Bonfire,” Chi Nan reflects on how much he’s gained: a renewed creative drive, support, inspiration, and above all, that his idol genuinely appreciates his music.
He ends the chapter with the realization that chasing music alone once felt empty, but now he has someone who listens, encourages, and inspires—his idol, Salinger.
TRACK 09
Chi Nan suffers ear pain during the plane takeoff due to his chronic ear issues, which remain even after reaching altitude.
He recalls visiting a doctor who bluntly asked whether he values his life or not, and advised avoiding air travel.
Chi Nan insists that he can’t give up his assistant job for Salinger, as staying close to music is worth the risk.
At Tokyo Haneda Airport, the band is greeted by an overwhelming crowd of Japanese fans despite no public announcement—implying SN leaked the info.
The chaos at the airport affects Chi Nan’s ears, but Hai saves him by handing over a pair of high-end SN Frontier headphones, which Chi Nan later learns were actually from Salinger.
Chi Nan reflects on Salinger’s thoughtful gesture and the memory of first hearing LOTUS’s bass line through similar headphones years ago—his gateway into being a fan.
He thinks back to Salinger’s arrangements in songs like “Freedom” and “Giant Waves,” admiring the power of his bass and arrangements.
Salinger once attributed his popularity to being tall when asked on a show, as a way of dodging shallow entertainment industry questions.
On the band’s luxury bus in Japan, Ji Shi gets smacked in the head by Salinger’s bass case when the vehicle takes a sharp turn.
Ji Shi sits next to Salinger and consults him on how to express feelings to someone he likes—he’s struggling with writing lyrics that have become too explicit.
Salinger teases Ji Shi’s handwriting, tells him not to force love, then seriously advises him to “ask them to come to our concert.”
Ji Shi is unsure but seems moved by the suggestion; Salinger ends the convo by saying to write a song if he’s heartbroken, joking that he hasn’t written love songs because he’s had too many breakups to bother.
At the hotel, LOTUS meets Ryoko Nishino and Benjamin Rodger for the upcoming recording sessions.
Salinger remains reserved and distant around Ryoko, fueling speculation among the assistants that his awkward silence is “cute” or “shy,” though others disagree.
Outside, Salinger watches a stray dog sunbathing and draws a poetic metaphor about how comfortable the dog is in its own skin, amusing Stone.
The recording is completed within a week. A limited fan meeting for 888 fans is planned as a test event by SN, and tickets sell out instantly.
Just six hours before the fan event, Salinger disappears. He leaves a note on his bass bag that says: “Out for a stroll, back later, don’t tell Stone.”
Chi Nan, trying to cover for him, lies that Salinger is sleeping. Others recall a similar incident in Malaysia when he disappeared and scared everyone.
Realizing this might happen again, Chi Nan begins to panic. He searches Tokyo on foot, taking photos of landmarks to avoid getting lost.
At a noodle stall, someone confirms seeing Salinger. Chi Nan narrows his search area based on his knowledge of Salinger’s habits—he likely stopped to watch stray dogs or appreciate the scenery.
Eventually, at a level crossing, Chi Nan sees Salinger on the other side just as a train passes.
Chi Nan calls out to him emotionally, and Salinger pulls down his cap and walks toward him.
The moment feels like a long, emotional reunion, even though it’s only been about 30 minutes—a testament to how much Chi Nan cares.
TRACK 10
Chi Nan finds Salinger after his early morning disappearance and feels both excited and guilty for interrupting his peaceful moment.
Salinger admits he saw Chi Nan first and decided to "accept fate" and go back if it really was him.
Chi Nan tells Salinger to enjoy more time out while he returns alone, but Salinger calls out that he wasn’t planning on heading to the school after all.
Salinger joins Chi Nan voluntarily, and on the way back, he glances at Chi Nan with a look of regret that goes unspoken.
They hear someone playing “Yesterday” by The Beatles and find a blind street performer singing, accompanied by an older woman listener.
The song deeply affects Chi Nan, bringing back memories of losing his parents and being raised by his grandmother.
A young boy named Ono joins the old man with his bass. It's clear Ono has deep admiration for the blind man and secretly adds his own money into the donation hat.
The old man and Ono play “Love of My Life” beautifully, and Salinger quietly joins the performance, surprising both Chi Nan and Ono.
Salinger kneels to respectfully ask the old man if he can join in and plays an impressive bass duet with him on “Straw Hat,” stunning the boy.
They play another song, and when “Shape of My Heart” is suggested, Salinger suggests Chi Nan sing it instead.
Chi Nan is initially hesitant but agrees, and they perform together as a temporary four-member band—Chi Nan sings, Salinger plays bass, the old man plays guitar, and Ono handles percussion.
Chi Nan pours his heart into the performance, feeling it’s a tribute not to Sting but to Salinger, and enjoys a moment of artistic bliss.
The performance is quietly appreciated by a few strangers, and the old man asks Chi Nan if he is a singer. Salinger answers firmly: “He is.”
As they part, Ono shyly trails after them, asking for an autograph. Salinger questions his skipping school and leaves him a cryptic but heartfelt message on his bass.
Ono explains to Chi Nan that his father forbids music, especially learning from the blind uncle, despite the uncle having trained top musicians in Japan.
Moved by the boy’s sincerity and struggles, Chi Nan reassures him that Salinger doesn’t dislike him and was touched by his actions.
When they return to the street, Salinger places a heavy load of coins into the uncle’s donation hat and signs Ono’s bass with the message “No skipping school.”
Back on the streets, Salinger walks ahead and momentarily loses Chi Nan, only to double back and ask, “Where have you been?” showing he looked out for him.
They talk as they walk, with Chi Nan revealing he composed a new melody in his head while trailing behind.
Salinger insists they stop so Chi Nan can write it down. Chi Nan does, finishing the song while Salinger gets drinks.
The song is a humorous yet heartfelt piece about a lost assistant looking for his missing boss, inspired by the morning’s events. The title: “The 26-Year-Old Boy in A Baseball Cap.”
Salinger reads the lyrics, smiles, and lightly teases Chi Nan for writing such an emotional song about him, then asks to make edits.
He touches Chi Nan’s cheek while telling him not to peek, finishes his edits, and seals the notebook without letting him read it yet.
On their way back to the hotel, they talk about Chi Nan’s past, how he got into music, and how a girl he liked introduced him to Salinger’s bass through SN Frontier headphones.
Chi Nan recounts the memory of hearing “Giant Wave” for the first time, and how that moment shaped his entire music path.
Salinger jokingly accuses Chi Nan of winning over the girl with guitar, and then thanks himself for indirectly saving Chi Nan’s relationship by being the reason he wasn’t dumped for being late.
Chi Nan suddenly remembers he never turned his phone back on—he powers it up just as Xu Zhang calls his name from outside the hotel, revealing they’ve been looking for him.
TRACK 11
While LOTUS records their new album, Xu Zhang and Yitian’s reps finalize a contract with SN’s executives.
Xu Zhang remains distant toward the Chi Nan, avoiding confrontation, which causes anxiety.
LOTUS prepares for a fan meeting in Japan, leading to tension about not performing live due to logistical and financial constraints.
Stone is openly annoyed about not singing and vents his frustration in a way meant to reach Xu Zhang.
The fan meeting includes a Q&A where the band answers a cheeky question about which teammate they'd date.
Li Xiang humorously picks Ji Shi, prompting laughter and mock drama.
Stone also picks Ji Shi, leading to accusations of copying and flashbacks to a similar incident on a variety show.
Ji Shi picks Salinger and makes a playful, over-the-top confession, fueling fan excitement over their “Literature Couple” nickname.
Salinger stoically participates, saying he would pick Stone for his guitar skills and “confesses” by saying, “Let’s start a band together,” which deeply moves everyone, especially Stone.
Salinger jokingly suggests gender doesn’t matter if someone plays bass well.
The band does a handshake and autograph session. Chi Nan ends up translating between fans and the band.
A fan emotionally thanks Salinger, revealing deep personal impact from his music, which subtly touches both Salinger and Chi Nan.
Afterward, Xu Zhang finally confronts Chi Nan about disappearing with Salinger for two hours without phone contact.
Chi Nan takes the blame but Salinger intervenes, admitting he turned off Chi Nan’s phone and confronting Xu Zhang directly.
Xu Zhang wants to replace Chi Nan with another assistant; Salinger refuses, hinting at the complications of a female assistant.
Dinner reveals more about Xu Zhang's rocky relationship with LOTUS, especially Salinger, who is principled and unyielding.
Hai and Xiaoxiao recount past incidents: Stone once flipped a table after learning an award was bought.
Salinger dramatically threw the bought trophy into the sea, then rallied the band to aim for real awards, inspiring them.
Another flashback shows Salinger refusing to let a LOTUS song be used for a plagiarized TV show, even standing up to a vote, which he ultimately wins by sheer force of will.
Chi Nan reads through Salinger’s musical edits to his demo and realizes the small changes were made for Chi Nan’s vocal comfort.
A bridge added by Salinger enhances the song’s emotional arc, while two subtle melody changes reduce vocal strain.
Chi Nan reflects on how Salinger’s attentiveness, though universal, still feels special.
A handwritten note from Salinger jokingly suggests using the new song as Xu Zhang’s ringtone so he won't get lost again.
Chi Nan lies in bed, reflecting on memories and composing ideas in his head, picturing Salinger in Tokyo.
The chapter closes with lyrics from the new song, a mix of nostalgia, longing, and poetic imagery symbolizing their bond, dreams, and unspoken feelings.
TRACK 12
After returning to China, LOTUS takes a break while awaiting album release; the band remains profitable due to strong physical sales.
Chi Nan, on break, works on arranging his new song using acoustic instruments and considers how to credit Salinger for the bridge.
At 11:30 p.m., Salinger calls Chi Nan and asks him to come over.
Chi Nan rushes out, briefly helps a restaurant owner carry boxes, and arrives at Salinger’s home where the lights are off.
Salinger reveals a cover track for the album had copyright issues, and he was asked to write a replacement song.
The new song is a slow, tender piece with a sad but warm tone, different from Salinger’s usual melancholic style.
Salinger plays it for Chi Nan on the piano and asks for feedback; Chi Nan suggests adding a bridge.
Salinger invites Chi Nan to play his idea on the Steinway piano; Chi Nan nervously agrees.
As Chi Nan plays, he imagines emotional themes of longing and uncertainty in love, then adds a bridge and some repetitions.
Salinger joins in with bass and guitar at key moments, playing exactly what Chi Nan envisions, overwhelming him.
After the session, Salinger hesitates but eventually agrees to credit Chi Nan as co-composer, which is unprecedented for LOTUS.
They continue to collaborate; Salinger brings another guitar and sings vocal harmony while Chi Nan leads the song.
Though the official version won’t include vocal harmony, the shared moment is intimate and emotionally resonant.
At 3 a.m., Salinger tells Chi Nan to sleep in the guest room rather than the couch; Chi Nan finds it cold and gets up again.
Wanting to leave quietly, Chi Nan heads to the kitchen but is caught by Salinger, who allows him to stay and observe his arranging.
Salinger jokes about sounding serious when he jokes, then focuses deeply on his work, barely speaking as he arranges.
Chi Nan watches silently, observing Salinger’s cigarette habits and deep immersion in the music.
He protects Salinger’s sheet music from falling ash, wondering if Salinger would unknowingly set the place on fire while working.
Chi Nan dozes off and dreams of the day he saw young Salinger for the first time at the airport; in the dream, he shouts “I love you.”
Dream-Salinger hears him and walks through the crowd, teasing him gently and saying he’d have to wake Chi Nan up.
The dream ends with Salinger waking him by playing the finished demo—an emotionally rich, beautifully arranged track.
The bridge Chi Nan wrote is prominently featured, with dynamic drum and guitar tracks elevating it.
Chi Nan declares the song will definitely win against Stone’s submission.
Salinger smiles and returns to editing; Chi Nan fetches breakfast.
When he returns, he finds Salinger surprised that he had vanished quietly, joking that Chi Nan really turned into a ghost.
TRACK 13
Salinger’s song is chosen over Stone’s by a 2-1 vote, with Ji Shi unexpectedly voting for Salinger.
Ji Shi jokes the song feels “tailored” for him; Stone teases them, implying romantic tension.
During studio recording, Stone and Salinger perform the polyphonic electric guitars themselves.
Their assistants eagerly watch from outside, fangirling, to Stone’s dismay.
Stone and Salinger complete their guitar duet in one take, impressing the recording crew.
A flashback to a prior Japan session shows their meticulous sync in a track with near-identical guitar and bass lines, emphasizing Salinger’s musical genius.
After recording, they prepare to pack up; Alan carelessly dumps his drumsticks in the car trunk, nearly breaking them.
Salinger calls Alan out on mistreating his instruments but lets it go gently.
As the band prepares for the music video and album cover, Stone jokes this time their album isn’t tied to a Salinger scandal.
Ji Shi jokes about taking Salinger to a psychic to change his personality, getting kicked by Salinger in return.
Xiaoxiao snaps a photo of all five members walking in formation, evoking their rise from the underground scene to mainstream success.
At the album launch, the 45-second MV teaser impresses, featuring band members playing instruments atypically on a beach, ending with Salinger dramatically on drums.
The assistants comment on how attractive Salinger looks, especially given his rhythm king origins.
A PR stunt involves smashing an ice sculpture reading “one million”; Ji Shi flubs it, Salinger catches the hammer, and he and Stone break most but not all of the ice.
During the press session, a reporter ambushes Salinger with gossip about being seen with actress Ren Meilun.
Salinger coldly replies “we’re just friends” and later “believe what you will” but refuses to elaborate further, brushing off the host’s mic.
The gossip photos show Salinger driving Ren Meilun early one morning, seemingly contradicting his promise to Stone.
The tension peaks; Stone angrily confronts Salinger afterward, calling him irresponsible and emotionally unavailable.
Ji Shi tries to defuse the situation while Li Xiang and Alan escort Salinger out to avoid a scene.
Chi Nan follows Salinger, who retreats into the stairwell and scrolls through gossip posts on his phone.
Salinger asks Chi Nan if he’s disappointed in him. Chi Nan insists he isn’t, saying his admiration is based on Salinger’s music and character.
Chi Nan praises Salinger’s songwriting as evidence of his goodness and tenderness, not needing personal perfection.
Salinger questions if talent excuses poor behavior, clearly introspective and guilt-ridden.
He brings up a past lie—claiming he was at the racetrack in a text. He asks why Chi Nan never questioned him.
Chi Nan admits he trusted him too much. Salinger tells him not to be so trusting and even teaches him how to catch him in lies.
Salinger takes Chi Nan’s phone and reflects on his own behavior, echoing Stone’s insult: “I am an asshole.”
TRACK 14
After the scandal breaks, Salinger’s drum performance in the MV fails to salvage his reputation, and Chi Nan is surprised Xu Zhang doesn’t scold him.
Xu Zhang brushes off the issue, blaming Chi Nan’s inexperience and calling him too easily fooled by Salinger.
Hai reveals Xu Zhang is secretly happy because scandals generate buzz, while Stone is visibly upset, ignoring his food and fuming over gossip overshadowing the album.
Salinger walks in silently, takes a lunchbox, and leaves without a word, causing a tense atmosphere.
For 48 hours, Salinger and Stone avoid each other completely, even riding in separate vans, symbolizing a kingdom with two kings.
Chi Nan finds Salinger eating alone in a cold stairwell, accidentally dropping his water bottle and looking quietly defeated.
Chi Nan tries to comfort him with hot corn chowder and is amused when Salinger jokingly asks if he hides behind doors like Ji Shi.
Salinger makes a self-deprecating comment about living comfortably while upsetting Stone, then receives a call from Xu Zhang.
Xu Zhang informs him that Ren Meilun admitted their past relationship and that they’ve booked two promo shows to redirect public attention.
Salinger coldly agrees and then reads the Weibo post, reacting with calm detachment.
He tells Chi Nan to directly charge him for purchases instead of forgetting them, and thanks him for the corn chowder.
Online reaction is brutal and mixed, with fans and haters debating Salinger’s character, relationships, and effect on the band’s image.
Chi Nan finds better feedback on a niche music forum where fans praise the new album and especially the songs “Wish It Is Love” and “I Don’t Care”.
Chi Nan shows Stone the forum and, after some resistance, Stone asks for the link, seemingly soothed by the positive response.
The band appears on a popular variety show, “Friday in Love”, playing a team bonding game involving answering questions about each other.
Salinger repeatedly gives surprising or trick answers like “Minions” as a favorite animal, and “nori roll sushi” as favorite food, causing his teammates to get fake flowerpots dropped on them.
No one believes he really likes sushi, adding to his mysterious persona. Ji Shi reveals a story of Salinger fearing cockroaches but pretending not to.
Salinger wins sympathy from the MC, who hugs him after a round, frustrating his bandmates even more.
When asked what he’d take to a deserted island, Salinger answers “astronomical telescope”, stunning everyone with specific celestial references, again catching Alan off guard.
He gives no answer to the question of which person he’d bring, causing the pots to fall, injuring Alan slightly and halting filming briefly.
Everyone laughs it off and resumes filming. The final question asks Salinger to describe himself in two characters—he says “King of Filth,” which Alan correctly guessed.
Tanglin reveals Salinger scored the highest on the quiz, getting 73/80 questions correct, showing he knows his bandmates best.
Alan shares how fanfiction about Salinger is all smutty and always casts Salinger as the top, leading to chaotic fan reactions.
Salinger gets annoyed, covers the mic, and quietly threatens Alan to stop or he’ll “make him cry”, ending the conversation.
After the show, Ji Shi casually asks why Salinger didn’t answer the desert island question, then the convo shifts to Ji Shi’s crush.
Salinger then leans over and asks Chi Nan to buy him cigarettes, subtly dismissing the topic.
Stone and Salinger reconcile soon after, and Chi Nan reflects on Xu Zhang’s role in bringing the band back together through strategic planning.
Chi Nan receives a signed copy of the album and is shocked to find his name printed next to Salinger’s under “Wish It Is Love” as co-composer.
Overjoyed, Chi Nan imagines framing the lyric page and cherishing the moment forever.
He goes to Salinger’s house to leave a thank-you note, but ends up writing three more long ones and throws them away to not be overbearing.
Later, Chi Nan finds those discarded notes flattened and laid out on the table, showing that Salinger retrieved and read them.
He notices the warm glass of water nearby, realizing Salinger had been there recently, secretly moved by his fan’s heartfelt message.
Chi Nan reflects that Salinger’s mystery and attention to subtle details continue to surprise and enchant him.
TRACK 15
LOTUS’s new album breaks sales records, both physically and digitally.
A celebration party is held with the full staff but no label executives due to the band’s dislike of corporate appearances.
Stone is notorious for forcing people to drink and intimidates Chi Nan before letting him off since he’s driving.
Salinger, who never drinks, shocks everyone by taking a shot when Stone calls him out, honoring a past promise.
Stone drunkenly sings a lyric from Gu Sunny’s “Hot and Dangerous,” subtly referencing Salinger’s ex, exposing lingering resentment.
Ji Shi defuses the tension with his infectious laughter, lightening the mood.
Chi Nan overhears Stone accusing Salinger of slipping Chi Nan’s bridge into the final mix without informing anyone beforehand.
Salinger confirms it, defending his choice by praising the bridge’s perfection and admitting he couldn’t imagine the song without it.
Stone acknowledges Chi Nan’s talent but stresses he's not a LOTUS member and warns against blurring copyright boundaries.
Salinger drunkenly denies that Chi Nan is an outsider, citing his influence and dedication.
Salinger passes out at the table; Chi Nan returns to sit beside him and softly thanks him, prompting a brief but touching response from Salinger.
When leaving the party, Salinger drunkenly knocks over a chair onto Ji Shi’s foot, then hilariously apologizes by rubbing Ji Shi’s face like a cat.
Salinger suddenly asks Chi Nan to carry him but then covers Chi Nan’s ears to block Ji Shi’s teasing, ushering him quickly into the elevator and locking the others out.
In the garage, a suspicious altercation unfolds as a girl (Dong Jia) bumps into them while fleeing a man in a car.
Salinger immediately protects her, stopping the man’s attempt to force her back and offering to take her home instead.
Chi Nan realizes the girl is Dong Jia, a dancer from a show he watches; she reveals the man is a Sky Entertainment exec.
On the drive, she breaks down, refusing to call the police due to the exec’s power.
Salinger asks if she knows him before agreeing to help, gently but firmly taking her hand and shielding her.
On the way to her apartment, a boy accidentally hits the car with a toy gun; Salinger jokingly takes the gun as repayment, disarming the situation.
After dropping Dong Jia off, Salinger asks Chi Nan to show him where he used to live; they take a detour to his old neighborhood.
Chi Nan reveals he lived in a basement apartment, trying not to seem pitiful; Salinger bluntly praises him for writing songs in such a place.
Salinger asks if Dong Jia is a good dancer; Chi Nan admits he doesn’t know much about dance but found it beautiful.
The moment gets introspective as Salinger says all art might be alike, indirectly validating Chi Nan’s view.
On the drive back, Salinger lowers the window, says it’s hot, and smokes in silence while bathed in melancholic light.
He asks about Chi Nan’s hearing, having noticed him stumble previously; Chi Nan admits it's getting harder to balance.
Chi Nan asks about Salinger’s past as a lead singer, learning he lost his voice after unknowingly drinking something harmful handed to him by a supposed fan.
Salinger brushes off the trauma, but Chi Nan is shocked and outraged, feeling the weight of Salinger’s quiet endurance.
Chi Nan reflects that Salinger has survived multiple blows that would have destroyed anyone else and that only fate might ever take him down.
He ends the night unable to sleep, haunted by what happened to both Dong Jia and Salinger, but finds comfort in knowing Salinger found salvation in LOTUS.
TRACK 16
Chi Nan arrives at Salinger’s house expecting to bring him food but receives a message: “Off to the racetracks,” contradicting Salinger’s previous plan to stay home and work on a remix.
In the parking lot, Chi Nan finds a sticky note on the SUV that says “Well Done” in Salinger’s handwriting, clearly referencing the incident with Dong Jia.
Chi Nan takes the note with him, unsure if it means Salinger wants him to suspect something or prove his trust.
The next morning, Salinger sends Chi Nan his fitness instructor’s number, telling him to use it if he ever doubts he’s really at the gym.
Chi Nan debates whether he should call, eventually does—accidentally calls Salinger first—and ends up speaking to him at the gym.
Salinger invites Chi Nan to pick him up at 2 p.m. from the gym hotel suite.
Despite having to take three metros to get there, Chi Nan is thrilled, feeling like a fan again heading to meet his idol.
While riding the train, Chi Nan becomes inspired and figures out how to arrange “The 26-year-old boy in baseball cap,” using live instruments for the bridge written by Salinger.
Chi Nan arrives at the gym hotel; Salinger, in the shower, instructs him via phone to grab the car keys and wait downstairs.
Chi Nan is flustered by the intimate situation, noting how idols are like a “third gender” and inherently different.
Salinger, freshly showered and dressed in a black biker jacket, joins Chi Nan and asks to be driven somewhere without revealing the destination.
Following Salinger’s directions, they arrive at CTR Music Academy, where a lively anniversary celebration is taking place.
Salinger says Stone, a CTR graduate, is expected to be there. Salinger hasn't told him he’s coming.
The event is filled with music performances—electric violin quartets, acapella, classical guitar, and chaotic student acts.
Salinger critiques acts humorously, calling one messy musical a “spooky house,” while weaving easily through crowds, leaving Chi Nan struggling to keep up.
They become separated in the crowd. Chi Nan tracks Salinger by following the sound of cello music, which he can still hear thanks to his acute bass sensitivity.
He finally finds Salinger near a ginkgo tree, where Salinger playfully pulls Chi Nan’s hoodie over his head and says “Got you.”
They enjoy the live music together, eventually watching a student band cover LOTUS’s “Freedom,” which Salinger arranged.
Mid-performance, Stone makes a surprise appearance with his iconic red guitar, and Salinger protects Chi Nan’s ears from the crowd’s scream.
Stone jokes about Salinger’s inability to write love songs despite his dating history, recounting how Salinger once fell asleep with “I’m Fucking Loving You” scribbled on a sheet.
Stone credits “Wish It Is Love” as a rare Salinger solo masterpiece and asks the audience to record a shout-out video: “Salinger, we’re fucking loving you!”
The audience participates joyfully. Salinger responds with a middle finger, then quickly changes it to a heart symbol.
Stone compliments Salinger sincerely but then calls him live to bring him onstage. The crowd anticipates a surprise appearance.
Salinger declines the call silently, pressing the phone in his pocket to muffle it while shaking his head at Stone.
Stone jokes Salinger must have fallen in love again, and the moment passes with laughter.
“Wish It Is Love” is performed live by the student band. Though the bass is missing, the performance is still emotionally powerful.
Chi Nan reflects that if Salinger had gone on stage, he wouldn’t have been able to share such a peaceful, personal moment beside him.
The chapter ends with the sun setting, its light gleaming off Salinger’s sunglasses as the crowd sings the final chorus.
TRACK 17
Chi Nan finalizes the arrangement of “The 26-Year-Old Boy in a Baseball Cap,” keeping it mostly acoustic except for the electric bridge Salinger wrote.
When asked hypothetically about hiring him to compose, Salinger says he only takes royalties, and if it's non-commercial, it's free.
Salinger reveals his high school stage name was “Bahamut,” which Chi Nan enthusiastically praises.
Chi Nan avoids telling Salinger that he’s using the bridge in a surprise song and worries about whether Salinger will remember his promise to use it as a ringtone.
Chi Nan records the song at a familiar studio with Ray, who gets emotional hearing the final product.
The bridge takes extra effort, but Chi Nan insists on playing everything himself, adding only synthetic drums.
Ray tears up and reminisces about his past in music, calling Chi Nan “glowing” while he sings.
Chi Nan credits “Bahamut” for the composition to protect Salinger from the label and preserve privacy.
The next day, Ms. Zhang hears Salinger’s new ringtone and identifies the singer as Chi Nan.
Salinger casually confirms it’s Chi Nan singing and admits it was made for him, sending Chi Nan into a state of giddy joy in the stairwell.
Overwhelmed, Chi Nan fantasizes about how soon Salinger must’ve downloaded the song and how many times he visited his music page.
LOTUS attends the recording of CBC’s talk show “Be Good and Listen,” where the guest panel includes high-profile music industry professionals.
A VCR from fans plays, including one girl who named her husky “Salinger” and demonstrates with a handshake.
The girl appears on set and nervously describes Salinger’s hand—wide, warm, calloused—making him hold it until the hostess tells him to let go.
The segment shifts to a discussion where Salinger drifts off, requiring three mics shoved in his face before he engages.
Renowned musician Qu Xiangbo harshly criticizes talent shows and contestants, calling them unworthy of being musicians.
Chi Nan feels attacked, recalling his and Dong Jia’s experience with talent shows, questioning his legitimacy.
Salinger abruptly challenges Qu Xiangbo, defending those who persist in music after talent shows and calling them more valuable for surviving the industry’s cruelty.
The entire studio goes silent at Salinger’s rare passionate speech, which Chi Nan realizes is partially directed at him.
Qu Xiangbo acknowledges Salinger’s boldness and wishes such people existed.
Chi Nan is deeply moved by the defense, aspiring to become someone worthy of those words.
After the show, Dong Jia—who had come to thank Salinger—meets Chi Nan backstage.
She admits she’s leaving the competition, emotional over how harsh the industry is and how lonely it feels after setbacks.
Chi Nan comforts her with a hug and encourages her not to give up, telling her he voted for her and she inspired him.
Dong Jia is touched and explains she came specifically to thank Salinger, who then appears and greets her gently.
Salinger compliments her makeup even though it’s smudged from crying, causing further flustered gratitude.
Stone notices and teases Salinger and Chi Nan about the fan interaction, reading too much into it.
On the way home, Salinger sleeps in the van, and Chi Nan nearly misses the last metro, but runs too late to catch it.
As he’s leaving the station, he’s shocked to see Salinger still waiting outside with his car keys.
Salinger insists Chi Nan take his car, casually stating, “You’re going to pick me up tomorrow anyway.”
When asked why he waited, Salinger replies he was just taking a chance—proving again how much he notices Chi Nan.
TRACK 18
Dong Jia reconnects with Chi Nan via Weibo after leaving “Dance the Night Away.”
She’s now a dance teacher and still chasing her dream, determined not to give up until she’s thirty.
Chi Nan reflects on similar declarations he made about not giving up music until a certain age—but the deadline keeps moving.
He remembers a conversation with his old bandmate about quitting rock and roll and how painful it would be to give it up after enduring so much for it.
Dong Jia and Chi Nan begin chatting more, and she asks him to help get her LOTUS albums signed.
She cooks him hometown food as thanks and to give to Salinger for the autographs.
Chi Nan reminisces about the LOTUS members frequently being asked for autographs, especially Salinger, who reacts with sarcasm and deadpan humor.
A humorous incident unfolds where Salinger signs a poster for a fan's niece, then retracts it for being “too sexy,” only to deface it when returning it to avoid further demands.
Chi Nan takes on the role of collecting autographs for others and learns how to avoid overburdening Salinger.
He goes to Dong Jia’s home to pick up the food and finds a violent scene—she’s being physically assaulted by a woman accusing her of being a homewrecker.
Chi Nan defends Dong Jia, discovers texts on the accuser’s phone that prove her husband was the one harassing Dong Jia.
Dong Jia is badly injured—her ankle may be seriously hurt. Chi Nan carries her to the car.
On the way to the hospital, she worries that she won’t be able to dance again.
Chi Nan is shaken and calls Salinger, who gives calm and supportive advice.
At the hospital, Chi Nan becomes Dong Jia’s emotional support while waiting for the MRI results.
He calls Salinger again, who reassures him and says, “She’ll still have other happiness in her life.”
The MRI reveals it’s just a sprain, not ligament damage. Dong Jia breaks down in relief.
She refuses to press charges, showing empathy for the woman who attacked her.
She also thanks Chi Nan and playfully questions why he called himself her boyfriend during the incident—he did it instinctively to protect her image.
Back at Salinger’s place, Chi Nan finds him up late with a guitar. They talk.
Salinger praises Chi Nan for being kind and suggests that his journey isn’t easier just because he’s a guy.
Chi Nan reflects that Salinger gives him a sense of peace and belonging, allowing him to support others without bitterness over his own failures.
The next evening, while doing a favor for Ms. Zhang, Chi Nan sees a familiar Maserati entering the building—with Dong Jia in the passenger seat.
He follows and sees Salinger helping a drunk and vomiting Dong Jia out of the car.
Devastated, Chi Nan walks away silently. Suddenly, he’s hit by a wave of temporary deafness.
He retreats to a 24-hour KFC, hiding his hearing loss and trying to distract himself with a mobile game.
He plays the game endlessly, hoping for sound to return—or for some sign from Salinger or Dong Jia.
As dawn breaks and his hearing returns, neither of them emerge from the building.
Chi Nan ends the chapter feeling abandoned and emotionally broken, after waiting all night in the cold silence.
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Soul Vibration, Vol. 2

TRACK 19
Chi Nan struggles with feelings of betrayal and confusion over Salinger potentially being romantically involved with Dong Jia.
He wishes he had the authority to confront Salinger directly about his intentions and sincerity.
Early in the morning, he helps a local restaurant owner load ingredients and vents a bit, leading the owner to jokingly analyze Chi Nan’s feelings—suggesting he has a crush on someone but feels betrayed.
Chi Nan insists he doesn't like Dong Jia romantically but is disappointed in Salinger's seemingly casual treatment of her.
He realizes, belatedly, that Dong Jia may genuinely be in love with Salinger and that her affection had been obvious all along.
He reflects that Salinger may admire Dong Jia’s purity, talent, and affection, not necessarily needing to know her deeply to feel drawn to her.
Chi Nan questions why he can support her dreams but not her relationship with Salinger.
He stops hearing from Dong Jia and notices she no longer contacts him to reach Salinger.
One morning, he accidentally runs into her in the elevator at Salinger's building, awkwardly finding her delivering food.
Dong Jia asks if he despises her and insists she didn’t approach him to get close to Salinger, though she now feels guilty.
Chi Nan advises her to keep things secret, avoid cameras, and call him for help if needed. If caught, she should pretend to be his girlfriend.
They part on neutral but emotionally complicated terms.
LOTUS begins shooting a commercial for an SUV in rough terrain. Salinger is the only one who can drive in such conditions.
The other band members dread Salinger’s reckless driving during filming, but the footage turns out visually stunning.
Because the band can't handle the bumpy ride, they end up filming most scenes in segments or using acting for interior shots.
Salinger genuinely enjoys the thrill of the shoot, shown by his enthusiastic slaps on the steering wheel afterward.
After filming, the band celebrates and cooks a meal outdoors. Salinger receives a call and walks away—unusual for him.
Stone is suspicious and sends Chi Nan to check on Salinger, who returns and pretends he was just admiring a nearby lake.
Chi Nan suspects more is going on but doesn’t confront him. He tries to hide his own emotions.
Days later, Dong Jia calls in a panic—she’s being chased by a paparazzi and hiding in a subway station bathroom.
She had dropped off food for Salinger and was unexpectedly ambushed after exiting the building.
Chi Nan rushes to help, creates a disguise for Dong Jia using his own clothes, and orchestrates her safe escape onto a train.
To eliminate the risk of scandal, Chi Nan steals the paparazzi’s camera, deletes the photos, and tosses the camera back to him to avoid legal trouble.
Dong Jia had acted on impulse, seeing a note Salinger left for Chi Nan and deciding to bring food herself to the clubhouse.
She regrets it, knowing she broke her promise to avoid showing up without permission.
Chi Nan is frustrated but doesn’t lash out. He wonders if it’s even possible to be happy when love requires so much humility and secrecy.
As he walks through the CBD square, he sees a new LOTUS advertisement featuring the whole band with luxury watches.
He’s struck again by Salinger’s distant beauty and the sense that he’ll never truly belong to anyone or be held down.
A LOTUS song plays, “Black Desert,” whose haunting, storm-like lyrics reflect Chi Nan’s own internal storm and emotional isolation.
TRACK 20
Salinger spends his days in the studio, either practicing or mixing music alone.
Alan and Salinger are working on Alan’s demo together; Alan is excited and asks Salinger for feedback and advice on mixing.
Salinger helps Alan balance the drum sounds, and Alan is impressed. He asks them to keep it a secret from Stone as he wants it to be a surprise.
Chi Nan notices Salinger lowering the music volume for his sake, realizing his presence is a creative burden.
Chi Nan brings Salinger lunch but leaves him to work, resisting the urge to interrupt him and vowing to get a better lunch box next time.
During a lull in the day, Chi Nan naps deeply and doesn’t hear the building’s fire alarm due to his deteriorating hearing.
Xiaoxiao calls and urges him to evacuate; he realizes the danger and starts to leave but feels dizzy and off-balance from his hearing condition.
As smoke builds and the stairwell begins filling, Chi Nan panics but continues down. Explosions occur above.
He drops his phone in the stairwell but sees someone retrieve it—Salinger, who has come looking for him.
Salinger calmly takes Chi Nan’s hand and tells him to trust him; they descend the smoky building together in darkness using only their phones as light.
Salinger leads confidently and rhythmically, and Chi Nan, despite his condition, finds courage and strength by matching his pace.
They run into firefighters on the fifth floor who recognize Salinger. Chi Nan is lectured by Xiaoxiao and Hai; Salinger is scolded by Stone and Li Xiang.
Salinger brushes off the scolding, joking that having his ashes thrown in the rock section at a concert would be cool.
Stone remarks that Salinger treats his life like a vessel for art, recklessly putting himself at risk for expression.
Chi Nan observes Salinger help a young girl open a bottle of water for her mother—quiet, sincere kindness.
The fire is controlled and the trapped workers are saved. Chi Nan realizes he can now only hear with his right ear, confirming his left ear is completely deaf.
Chi Nan visits the hospital and is told his right ear is under strain and will also decline in time, regardless of how careful he is.
He asks how much longer he has and considers making a final “masterpiece” music collection using his CT scan image as the cover art.
While taking a taxi home, he listens to LOTUS’s radio show. The band is playful and candid with fan questions.
Salinger answers a fan’s question about inspiration, saying if it doesn’t come, he will go look for it—"Call, text it, let it know I’m looking."
A gay male fan requests a birthday song for someone he loves. The band supports him wholeheartedly.
Salinger calls Chi Nan right after the show, asks about his ear. Chi Nan lies and says it’s fine, but internally, he feels deeply emotional about the care.
Chi Nan reflects that he used to want comfort from Salinger, but now that comfort is already fulfilled simply by Salinger’s presence.
Chi Nan hides the truth about his ear from Salinger, even though he asked to be told when things worsen.
One day during a magazine shoot, Salinger’s phone rings with a call from Dong Jia. Chi Nan intercepts it and hides the missed call.
Later, Salinger casually invites Chi Nan to Dong Jia’s dance performance at the Grand Central Theatre, giving him tickets and saying he can toss them if he doesn’t want to go.
Chi Nan is surprised to learn Salinger helped her reach this stage—literally and figuratively.
At the theater, Chi Nan is stunned when Salinger takes the seat next to him in the front row just before the show begins.
Dong Jia performs brilliantly in a seductive, powerful role. Her dance is impressive and moving.
After the performance, the applause triggers Chi Nan’s hearing loss again, and he momentarily can’t hear anything.
Salinger notices and checks on him, momentarily holding his hand.
Backstage, Chi Nan sees Dong Jia celebrated by renowned figures in the dance world. She has clearly made it.
Dong Jia sees Salinger and, overwhelmed, cries and tightly hugs him. Chi Nan quietly leaves, rattled by the intensity.
Salinger follows Chi Nan, asks about his ear again, then confirms that things with Dong Jia are over.
Chi Nan wonders if Salinger helped Dong Jia solely to fulfill her dream and if the breakup was inevitable once that was done.
Outside the theater, Salinger leaves Dong Jia’s bouquet with others in the lobby, signaling closure.
On the way home, he casually asks Chi Nan to pick up a helmet for him from a Ducati store.
Chi Nan agrees, but emotionally he is reeling, unsure why anything happened the way it did—everything seems to return to square one.
TRACK 21
Chi Nan goes to the Ducati shop to pick up a new helmet for Salinger and notices Salinger’s signed photo with his black 1199 Panigale.
The manager recalls Salinger’s early motorbike accident with a previous model—he crashed into a river during heavy rain, showed up soaked, and said he would quit riding.
Salinger later returned and bought the 1199, and the manager suspects he just couldn't resist the thrill again.
Chi Nan notices the Ducati is missing from the garage and worries Salinger might be racing with a damaged helmet.
Salinger calls, and after some dodging, admits he’s still racing. Chi Nan feels uneasy, especially given Salinger’s possible mood swings and dangerous tendencies.
Outside the apartment, Chi Nan finds Dong Jia in tears. She asks to sit with him for a moment despite the cold.
She struggles with the aftermath of her relationship with Salinger, wondering if she was greedy for wanting both her dream and his love.
She reveals Salinger told her she already got what she wanted and he wasn't worth keeping—cold words she can’t forget.
Chi Nan refuses to comfort her like before, realizing Salinger isn’t a dream one can chase with effort alone.
Dong Jia breaks down, admitting she still loves him and even wishes she could trade places with Chi Nan.
Chi Nan becomes defensive, feeling insulted and misunderstood, knowing how painful it is to be close to Salinger without being seen.
After taking Dong Jia home, Chi Nan sees a motorbike flash by on the road, possibly Salinger, and gets a late-night text apology from him.
Salinger claims the helmet wasn’t because of an accident but because he wanted a spare. Chi Nan wonders if it’s meant for a passenger, but lets the thought go.
Days pass and Salinger becomes reclusive again, barely touching the meals Chi Nan leaves. Then Chi Nan finds a sticky note: “Already eaten.”
The two begin a silent conversation through fridge notes. One day Salinger leaves a note saying he’s left a demo with lyrics and wants Chi Nan’s opinion.
Chi Nan listens to the two tracks: one a fierce rock anthem called “Lancelot,” the other a slow, piano-led ballad without bass and deeply emotional.
The ballad has incomplete, metaphor-heavy lyrics. The chorus is scratched out, and Salinger leaves a question mark asking what should go there.
Chi Nan writes lyrics to complete the song and leaves them with the demo in the studio.
Ms. Zhang scolds Chi Nan about Salinger’s nocturnal habits and encourages him to write a message expressing concern.
He writes a note asking Salinger to get up early and eat properly, then adds a personal line: “I’m a bit worried.”
Unexpectedly, when Chi Nan returns the next day, Salinger is awake, drinking milk and looking well-rested.
They have lunch together; Salinger says eating alone feels pointless. Chi Nan joins him.
Salinger reveals the name of the second song is “Soul Vibration,” a fitting title that moves Chi Nan deeply.
Chi Nan requests his name be left off the lyrics credit to avoid drama with the band. Salinger unexpectedly replies that the song won’t be in the EP.
Chi Nan is shocked and disappointed, but Salinger seems unmoved.
When asked about songwriting credit, Salinger says he won’t include anyone’s name if it doesn’t come out officially.
Chi Nan jokes about accepting songwriting fees instead, trying to lighten the mood.
They banter gently until Chi Nan accidentally eats a spicy piece of food and Salinger shouts his name, making Chi Nan tear up from the heat.
The moment ends with laughter, marking a rare, quiet harmony between them, filled with warmth and unsaid emotions.
TRACK 22
Chi Nan worries that Salinger might clash with Stone again, especially regarding the song credits, but notices no tension between them lately.
During lunch, Stone eats quietly without checking his phone, which Chi Nan finds odd. Turns out his phone was dropped in a sink—by Salinger.
Stone demands Salinger buy him a new one; Salinger agrees calmly, prompting a playful exchange with the others about who pays for what.
During a magazine shoot, the stylist asks to trim Salinger’s bangs. Salinger asks Chi Nan for his opinion, who advises trimming them slightly.
Salinger listens to Chi Nan, indicating he trusts his input.
During solo shoots, Salinger models a black suit with striking presence, capturing everyone’s attention with his intense gaze and posture.
A specific pose involving Salinger crouching and reaching toward the camera triggers an awkward moment—the photographer grabs Salinger’s hand inappropriately.
Chi Nan learns from Hai that the photographer has a reputation for harassing male models. Chi Nan warns Salinger to keep his distance.
Salinger seems indifferent but agrees, even joking that the tattoos all over his body prevent him from doing certain revealing poses.
Despite the awkwardness, the shoot ends successfully. Salinger looks captivating holding his bass, which seems like an extension of himself.
The team flips through the finished magazine. Alan prompts everyone to pick a favorite girl group member. Salinger dismisses them for holding instruments incorrectly.
Chi Nan notices one girl posing properly with a Guzheng, which reminds him of his high school crush, Xuejie.
Chi Nan catches Salinger later secretly re-reading the girl group page in the magazine, exposing a soft, straight-boy curiosity that contrasts with his usual aloof image.
After the shoot, the team has dinner. Stone gets drunk and teases Salinger for being the "Prince of Scandal." Salinger quietly tolerates the jokes.
In the bathroom, Stone surprises Chi Nan by complimenting the lyrics he wrote. Chi Nan realizes Salinger had shown the lyrics to Stone for approval.
Outside, Salinger stands in the dark in a hoodie and tight jacket, exhaling smoke like a scene from a black-and-white movie.
Earlier that day, Chi Nan had accompanied Salinger and Alan on a jacket shopping trip. Alan kept browsing while Salinger quietly observed store windows.
Salinger picked a coat quickly and wore it out. Alan tried on a fancy coat, but Salinger bet Chi Nan he wouldn’t buy it.
Chi Nan took the bet, hoping to finally win something against Salinger, but Alan ultimately rejected the coat. Salinger won.
Salinger says Chi Nan now owes him a favor, but doesn’t say what he’ll ask for—yet.
In the van ride home, Chi Nan listens to “Hot and Dangerous” by Gu Sunny and realizes the lyrics describe someone just like Salinger.
Feeling weird about listening to a song clearly about his idol, he skips it, only to switch to “Lancelot,” Salinger’s song.
The raw power of the track reawakens his obsession with Salinger—reminding him how deeply Salinger moves him, both musically and emotionally.
Despite needing to protect his ears, Chi Nan knows he can’t stop listening to Salinger, even if it costs him his remaining hearing.
He’s left feeling helpless and hopeless, fully consumed by his admiration and love for Salinger.
TRACK 23
LOTUS's new EP releases and dominates all major charts, receiving praise from critics and industry veterans alike.
The EP includes five songs—four new tracks and one remix. Salinger arranges four of the five songs, including “Lancelot” and “Soul Vibration.”
Chi Nan listens closely and appreciates how Salinger's mixing suits his hearing loss, with the left and right channels more balanced than usual.
Fans begin praising Salinger’s work, especially “Lancelot” and “Soul Vibration,” saying they’re the best songs in the EP and deeper than Stone’s “Superhero.”
A forum thread about the songs sparks fan debates, suggesting the band may be unfair to Salinger by never giving him the lead single and forcing him into the bassist role despite his talents.
Some fans analyze “Lancelot” as a rebellion against LOTUS or Stone, interpreting it as a metaphor for betrayal, sacrifice, and unreciprocated dedication.
The debate gets reposted by a gossip account, spinning it into a scandal that LOTUS might be breaking up and Salinger might go solo.
“Lancelot” overtakes “Superhero” on Soundwave and becomes #1 online, fueling more rumors.
Chi Nan is distressed and believes none of it is true—Salinger would never leave LOTUS or betray Stone.
During the spa celebration for the EP’s success, Stone and Salinger ride together. Stone asks if Salinger saw Weibo. Salinger coolly responds, “You trust them or me?”
Stone says he trusts Salinger, but still seems uneasy and keeps checking his phone, showing he’s affected by the gossip.
Salinger remains emotionally detached but clearly notices Stone’s odd behavior.
While shopping for bathrobes, Salinger insists on paying for his and Chi Nan’s robes to avoid taking anything from Stone.
He thanks Chi Nan for helping with the lyrics and offers to buy him a piano. Chi Nan declines, overwhelmed.
Their exchange is gentle but charged with unspoken tension. Salinger seems displaced and hurt by Stone’s doubts.
At the hot spring, Salinger arrives late and is wearing the robe Chi Nan picked for him. Their moment of eye contact is quiet but emotional.
In the pool, Stone drunkenly pressures Salinger to drink. Salinger refuses but is finally goaded into taking a sip.
Salinger drinks the sake, then throws the cup violently into the courtyard and leaves the pool. Stone, feeling regret, jokingly yells after him, asking him to arrange “King Arthur.”
Salinger refuses coldly and walks away. The others try to defuse the tension, but it’s clear the rift has deepened.
Flashbacks show past incidents, like a staged paparazzi scandal where Salinger refused to explain himself, letting the truth eventually clear his name.
Stone and Li Xiang had scolded him then, too, for staying silent. Salinger coldly defended himself and walked away.
Another flashback highlights Salinger’s ex-girlfriend Gu Sunny’s scandal, and how he wrote “Bandit Logic” about the world’s hypocrisy and refusal to believe the truth.
Chi Nan later finds Salinger alone under the eaves, smoking with a stray puppy. Despite initially pushing it away, Salinger ends up holding it in his arms.
Chi Nan texts him later warning the puppy might have parasites. Salinger responds, saying he’s cleaned it and teasing Chi Nan for laughing silently.
Feeling guilty for starting the forum thread, Chi Nan posts a heartfelt response, defending Salinger and expressing his belief that Salinger never intended to leave LOTUS.
Chi Nan references past interviews where Salinger showed love for the band and explained his personality—more introspective and indirect than his bandmates.
He posts a powerful message to Stone in the thread, hoping Stone sees the truth beyond the gossip.
The next morning, Chi Nan sees Salinger smoking outside in the rain, racing on his Ducati like he once did when hurt.
Salinger returns to the studio soaked in rain. Chi Nan makes him coffee, and Salinger accidentally ashes into it.
Chi Nan quietly swaps the cup, and Salinger acknowledges it with slight amusement. They share a quiet, tender moment.
Rehearsal begins. When Salinger enters, Stone cheerfully greets him, breaking the tension. Salinger visibly relaxes.
The band starts from the top, and Salinger sneezes—Alan teases him affectionately, restoring normalcy.
Chi Nan reflects that even if LOTUS grows less glamorous, he hopes they stay together forever.
Despite his worsening hearing, Chi Nan wants to witness Salinger always playing bass with the band he loves, no matter what.
TRACK 24
Chi Nan is in a great mood post-resolution with Salinger and finds himself eating more than usual at his regular Japanese restaurant.
The restaurant owner, a big LOTUS fan from Okinawa, shares how he became a fan after hearing Gu Sunny’s performance of “Shima Uta” arranged by Salinger.
The owner recounts Salinger’s dedication to music, including being ready to perform shamisen himself due to a delayed musician.
Chi Nan decides to gift the owner a copy of LOTUS’s rare debut album for his upcoming 50th birthday.
He searches the office archives for the CD and finds rare memorabilia like early fanzines, DVDs, and photos of young LOTUS members.
He nostalgically browses through them, noticing a topless smiling Salinger on a beach and reflecting on how much the band has grown.
He’s caught by Xu Zhang while deeply engrossed and is teased for acting like a fangirl. Chi Nan admits maybe he’s become a real fanboy.
Back in the lounge, he finds Salinger asleep and becomes curious about an old forehead injury from an explosion in a past shoot.
He contemplates brushing Salinger’s hair aside to look for a scar but accidentally wakes him up, causing Salinger to reflexively punch Chi Nan in the face.
Chi Nan gets a nosebleed, and Salinger immediately regrets it and helps him, checking his injury.
They’re interrupted by Stone and Alan delivering news: LOTUS is invited again to perform at the Asia Rock & Roll Awards (ARR), hosted this year in Okinawa.
The awards are prestigious, typically given to bands active for 10+ years; LOTUS has been invited as a guest performer for the third time.
Chi Nan later mentions to Xu Zhang and Salinger that he’s been looking for the debut album to gift the Japanese restaurant owner.
The next day, Chi Nan finds the debut CD signed by Salinger with a sticky note: “I signed; you figure out the other four.”
Chi Nan is moved but respects Salinger’s text message requesting him not to reveal the gift came from him.
Alan assumes Chi Nan is giving away his own copy and jokingly questions his loyalty as a fan.
Chi Nan visits the restaurant again and learns about Okinawan traditions and the owner’s deep emotional ties to his homeland.
He plans to bring back a gift from Okinawa along with the CD, guessing the owner can’t return there for personal reasons.
On the day of departure, Alan complains about old bands always winning at ARR, while Salinger says he doesn’t want to win yet—believing things too easily attained are less meaningful.
Salinger says even if he never wins the award, it’s fine, because it’ll make for a poetic tombstone: “This man loved it all his life, sought it, yet was undying in his resolve.”
While waiting at the airport, Chi Nan finds Salinger watching the terminal’s upright piano. He offers to play it, but Salinger declines, saying it's out of tune now.
They discuss fear of disillusionment; Chi Nan says true love isn’t diminished by flaws, like how people still love the cratered moon.
Salinger, half-joking, asks “Like me?”—but they’re interrupted by a fan asking for a selfie.
Chi Nan reflects on how Salinger might have perceived his feelings all along, and reminds himself why Salinger wanted a male assistant.
On the plane, Chi Nan watches an old birthday prank video where LOTUS tried (and failed) to kidnap Stone as a joke.
Salinger broke character during the prank by telling Alan not to tie Stone’s wrists too tightly, blowing his cover.
During that birthday party, Salinger didn’t make a wish. When pressed, he declared that if he truly loves something, he wants to suffer and work for it—he doesn’t believe in wishing for miracles.
Despite being pelted with random items for ruining the mood, the 23-year-old Salinger fell asleep, unbothered, on the sofa.
TRACK 25
The group arrives at Naha Airport in Okinawa, Japan; Lisa suddenly faints due to low blood sugar, but Chi Nan catches her in time and she quickly recovers.
Salinger takes Lisa’s luggage, and Xiaoxiao supports Lisa; the incident ends quickly, and Lisa rests while the others prepare for their performance.
After dinner, Lisa goes to bed early while Julie stays to look after her; Xiaoxiao, Hai, and Chi Nan stroll around the island, encountering fans gathered outside the hotel for the band.
Ji Shi entertains fans from the balcony; Stone pulls him inside and Salinger closes the curtains, causing fans to joke about Salinger’s “cruelty.”
The Asia Rock & Roll Awards festival begins on the beach; it’s the festival’s tenth year and first time on a beach, attracting huge crowds, including those watching from cars outside the venue.
The opening band is a surprise: an older, once-disbanded Japanese band that has reunited, exciting the crowd and fellow musicians.
The hosts announce a new addition to the awards: individual solo awards for musicians, including best vocalist, guitarist, bassist, drummer, and keyboardist.
The first solo award is for Best Bassist. The award presentation includes a VCR montage with clues clearly hinting at Salinger from LOTUS, building suspense.
Salinger wins the award to massive cheers from both the band and the crowd; his friends hug and celebrate him emotionally.
Salinger goes on stage to accept the trophy from Kazuo Saito of Paper Plane, with lighthearted jokes about his height and suitability as a bassist.
During his acceptance speech, Salinger humbly says he never aspired to be a bassist, but stepped up for the sake of the band and found meaning in the role.
He recalls initially not taking fans’ admiration for his bass lines seriously, but eventually realized their sincerity, especially from someone who confessed their love for bass because of him (he subtly hints this is directed at Chi Nan).
Salinger reflects on how playing bass made him see its importance, not just spiritually but as the instrument that gives life to the band, allowing his friends to shine in their own roles and making LOTUS the best band it can be.
The crowd continues cheering for Salinger and LOTUS, with emotional reactions from the whole band, especially Alan who is moved to tears.
Salinger, still surrounded by his friends, reaches out for Chi Nan’s hand in front of everyone, letting him share in the band’s victory and camaraderie.
Social media lights up with reactions to Salinger’s win, including admiration, jokes about bassists’ reputation, and in-depth discussion about the strengths of LOTUS members.
Fans online discuss Ji Shi’s unique voice, Li Xiang’s exceptional keyboard skills, Alan’s improvement as a drummer, and the distinct musical philosophies of Stone and Salinger.
Stone is credited for LOTUS’s emotional and popular appeal, while Salinger is praised for his technical depth and arrangement skills, especially his use of piano as the basis for composing and arranging.
The festival continues with various bands performing, including the anticipation for guest bands ARMS and Paper Plane.
Xiaoxiao asks Chi Nan about his hearing and if he can handle the loud performances, hinting at Chi Nan’s secret about his hearing loss in one ear.
Salinger, Xiaoxiao, and Chi Nan attend a performance; Xiaoxiao is impressed by a punk bassist, joking with Chi Nan about Salinger’s superiority.
Salinger catches Chi Nan watching him, hinting at their subtle, mutual awareness of each other’s feelings.
After the concert, Salinger teases Chi Nan about his earmuffs and heightened attention, while Xiaoxiao jokes about assistant instincts.
The chapter closes with Chi Nan reflecting on Salinger’s emotional guardedness and his own growing feelings, describing it as being drawn to the immensity of the sea—suggesting deepening bonds and unresolved tension between them.
TRACK 26
LOTUS is scheduled to close the festival the next day, giving them a free day.
Stone warns Chi Nan to keep an eye on Salinger and not let him disappear.
Chi Nan wakes early, anticipating Salinger’s potential escape; sees a shadow stop at his door but doesn’t confront it.
He decides not to follow Salinger and lets him enjoy his freedom.
Inspired, Chi Nan heads out alone to see the Okinawa sunrise and leaves a note saying he's with Salinger to cover for him.
He finds a quiet beach and watches a beautiful sunrise, overwhelmed by its natural beauty.
Feeling inspired, Chi Nan begins composing a song, describing musical ideas as expressions of the sunrise and sea.
Stone calls him, suspicious when Salinger doesn’t answer his phone; Chi Nan struggles to explain.
Salinger unexpectedly appears beside Chi Nan on the beach watchtower, taking the phone and calming Stone.
It turns out Salinger saw Chi Nan’s note and decided to join him.
They spend the day wandering Okinawa together, passing scenic spots, chatting, and sharing quiet companionship.
A foreign man sees Salinger and says “Got him?” implying he was helping Salinger hide or plan something.
They browse shops and window displays; Salinger jokes about speedo mannequins, lightly teasing Chi Nan.
Chi Nan buys two bottles of Awamori sake as souvenirs.
They see a wedding at a seaside church, inspiring Salinger to brainstorm wedding-themed lyrics in Japanese with Chi Nan’s help.
Salinger muses about writing a LOTUS wedding song, despite none of their current songs fitting the vibe.
They continue walking all day; Chi Nan nearly loses Salinger a few times but always finds him nearby.
They admire glass wind chimes in a shop window but the stern owner doesn’t allow photos.
Chi Nan sneaks a photo for Salinger behind the owner's back, feeling proud of the sneaky success.
Salinger identifies a dreamcatcher in the display and explains it protects from nightmares, not catches dreams.
Chi Nan reflects on how Salinger now waits and looks back for him, showing subtle care.
They eat soba noodles at a small restaurant; both are so hungry they get seconds.
Rain starts in the afternoon and quickly turns into a powerful storm; streets flood, stores shut down.
They take shelter in a sanshin store and help the owner secure the shop.
Salinger buys a dark blue sanshin and learns to play it from the owner, quickly mastering the basics of “Shima Uta”.
Chi Nan watches, impressed, and reflects on Salinger’s ability to earn trust and admiration—especially from women.
Chi Nan remembers a past TV show challenge where Salinger could only attract older women as fans.
Salinger plays “Teardrops,” an old Japanese song that reminds Chi Nan of his Granny and childhood.
Salinger offers Chi Nan the sanshin as a gift for a friend, and asks Chi Nan to buy one for him in return.
Chi Nan chooses a green sanshin and awkwardly gives it to Salinger as his first fan gift.
The storm clears at 7 PM; they rush back by taxi, arriving just in time for LOTUS's rescheduled set.
The festival’s stage was damaged by the storm and delayed, making their arrival miraculously on time.
Salinger walks on stage soaked from rain, joins the others and starts the show with “1729”.
“1729” is a tribute to Ramanujan and highlights Salinger’s imaginative genius in translating math into music.
The performance is nearly flawless, with Salinger making a rare tiny mistake—adding a unique “Okinawa stamp” to the show.
The second song is a rock rearrangement of the old Japanese ballad “壊れかけのRadio”.
The crowd listens quietly, moved deeply by the lyrics and arrangement.
The second half explodes with emotion as electric guitar and vocals bring catharsis.
Chi Nan recalls his Granny, her support for his musical dreams, and how she once gave up buying a sewing machine to get him a ukulele.
The performance stirs profound memories and gratitude in Chi Nan, reinforcing his bond to music and his journey with LOTUS.
He reflects that while fate has left scars and uncertainties, his musical dream has never been abandoned—and now, it burns bright with the band.
TRACK 27
LOTUS members obsess over Salinger’s Best Bassist trophy, kissing it daily despite negative press claiming the award was a courtesy due to the band’s hype.
Stone defends the award fiercely in front of reporters, swearing so aggressively that Salinger has to drag him away.
Media captures this moment, spawning amusing fan commentary about their dynamic and height difference.
Back home, Salinger refuses to let Ms. Zhang clean the trophy, claiming it holds fingerprints of his “enemies,” which alarms her.
Chi Nan returns from Okinawa, delivering the sanshin and Awamori sake to the ramen shop owner as a birthday gift.
Chi Nan sneaks out after leaving the gift, but sees the owner run into the street with a cleaver before silently retreating with tears, deeply moved.
During his week off, Chi Nan finishes his Okinawa-inspired song but struggles with naming it, calling it “Untitled.”
Due to his ear imbalance, he alters the vocal style and arrangements, using acoustic guitar and soft vocals with a delicate final mix.
He sends the song to Salinger, who invites him to bring it over the next day.
At Salinger’s studio, they listen together; Salinger praises it but notes the vocals feel slightly forced, then adds a custom sound effect to give it a vintage radio vibe, making it feel more natural.
Salinger suggests a title: “A Nameless Sunrise Somewhere on Earth”, which Chi Nan loves.
The song becomes a hit online, reaching #1 in downloads and catching the attention of a new studio, Century Sound.
Chi Nan schedules a meeting with the studio, which turns out to be under Huayin Records.
At the office building, Chi Nan spots Xiaochuan and his trainee TongXiang—raising red flags due to Xiaochuan’s previous hostility toward Salinger.
At the meeting, Chi Nan learns that Xiaochuan liked his song and wants TongXiang to release it on her digital EP, rebranded with a music video.
Chi Nan rejects the offer despite it being a great opportunity, unwilling to let someone who once disparaged Salinger profit off his song.
The next day, Salinger casually asks how the meeting went; Chi Nan says it wasn’t a trustworthy company.
Salinger, seated quietly in cozy attire, notices Chi Nan’s thoughtful nori roll offerings and sincerely apologizes for not noticing Chi Nan’s consistent efforts with his meals.
Before Chi Nan leaves, Salinger warns him that more labels may approach, advising him to choose ones who truly appreciate his work.
TongXiang’s song “Firefly’s Paradise” is released and bears strong resemblance to Chi Nan’s “Sunrise,” sparking online accusations of plagiarism.
Chi Nan reads through fan comments pointing out eerie similarities in melody, arrangement, guitar loop, sound effects, and structure.
Public opinion is mixed, with some defending TongXiang and Xiaochuan, while others call for Chi Nan to sue.
Frustrated by the misuse of sampling and lack of copyright protection for arrangements, Chi Nan posts a passionate callout on Weibo tagging Xiaochuan’s studio.
He prepares for backlash but is overwhelmed when all LOTUS members privately support his post, even if they can’t share it publicly.
Salinger shocks everyone by posting an aggressive defense on Weibo, stating that if Chi Nan had sampled his own work that heavily, he’d tell him to “fuck off”—calling Xiaochuan’s version “trash” and telling his supporters to leave his world.
The music industry buzzes; Xu Zhang is furious and worried about legal backlash.
Salinger confidently tells Century Sound to sue him if they want, saying he’ll quit LOTUS if he so much as flinches.
Salinger plans to release a statement saying his views are personal, not representing LOTUS or the company.
Chi Nan is emotional, overwhelmed by Salinger’s courage and loyalty.
Ji Shi and the others tease Salinger afterward, noting how he’s “surrounded by his biggest fan” and thus can be as narcissistic as he wants.
Chi Nan reflects on the surreal joy and support from his idol, feeling like even his hearing loss was a blessing to have ended up with LOTUS.
Later that night, the ramen shop owner surprises Chi Nan with a special dish, having just discovered Chi Nan’s musical identity and feeling bad for supporting TongXiang’s song unknowingly.
Chi Nan tries to downplay his role, but the owner insists, deeply moved by the truth and the song’s emotional weight.
The owner calls Chi Nan his “muse” after realizing the song reminded him of his Okinawa youth.
Chi Nan confesses that Salinger is actually his boss, shocking the owner, who had previously cursed that “boss” for working him too hard and stealing his imaginary girlfriend.
They end the night in laughter, pulling at the plate of beef like siblings, the owner yelling playful insults.
TRACK 28
Chi Nan researches music copyright law and finds that arrangements aren’t protected unless the arranger is also the composer, which he is—giving him legal grounds against Xiaochuan.
He considers suing for infringement if Xiaochuan sues Salinger for defamation.
Although Xiaochuan stops pursuing legal action, the debate about arrangement copyright intensifies online, giving Chi Nan a small public victory.
Chi Nan decides to rearrange his old song “The 26-Year-Old Boy in A Baseball Cap” to prove how arrangements can transform a song’s identity.
He changes the acoustic version to a full rock version with electric guitar, bass, and drums to convey hope after hardship.
Ray, the studio owner, agrees to help with recording for free and suggests hiring live musicians for a better band feel.
Chi Nan is determined not to compromise despite financial struggles; Ray helps him network with musicians.
During dinner, Chi Nan and Ray spot an unusual triangular light in the sky and half-jokingly believe they saw a UFO, a light-hearted bonding moment.
Chi Nan pulls all-nighters recording keyboard parts and decides to hire either a drummer or a guitarist due to budget limits, while doing the rest himself.
One night, exhausted in the van, he briefly dreams that Salinger leans in and whispers his name.
At the studio, Ray tells Chi Nan he found a top-tier musician who plays both guitar and drums.
When the mystery musician arrives, it turns out to be Salinger, who came with both guitars in tow, surprising Chi Nan.
Salinger offers to record both guitar and drum tracks, and Chi Nan is overwhelmed and grateful.
In the studio, Salinger reads the score, listens to the demo, and plays the drums in one take, matching Chi Nan’s exact vision and adding emotional depth.
The drum recording is flawless and emotionally charged, leaving everyone speechless.
They then record the guitar sections; Salinger’s playing captures nostalgia and passion, electrifying the room.
Chi Nan feels deeply moved, hoping the moment never ends; Salinger’s presence centers him and gives him strength.
They finish the entire recording in one night. Shortly afterward, Chi Nan completely loses hearing in his right ear but is still grateful for the experience.
He reflects on how powerful love and passion for music are—even in silence.
On the last recording day, Salinger arrives soaked with rain, wearing a familiar outfit. His presence and gaze remind Chi Nan of their shared journey and irreversible bond.
As Chi Nan sings the vocals, the song’s lyrics unfold like prophecies of his life and love for Salinger and music.
The rock version of the song is uploaded and quickly surpasses the original, earning widespread attention and acclaim.
Fans praise the arrangement, especially “Bahamut” (Salinger’s alias), and many musicians ask for permission to cover the song, which Chi Nan allows freely for non-commercial use.
Ray encourages Chi Nan to treat Salinger to dinner as thanks. Chi Nan decides to book out the Japanese izakaya where the ramen shop owner works.
He confirms with the owner, who’s thrilled and offers the whole shop for the evening once he learns it’s Salinger.
Chi Nan invites Salinger the next day, and he casually accepts, even though he sees right through Chi Nan’s awkwardness.
At the SN phone event, the band poses with phones; Salinger smiles genuinely while holding the phone, causing fans online to swoon and speculate about his good mood.
Chi Nan takes Salinger to the izakaya; Salinger recognizes the place and the owner, recalling the sanshin gift.
The restaurant is decorated awkwardly with pink balloons and LOTUS songs playing, making Chi Nan a bit embarrassed.
Salinger compliments the food, especially praising the owner’s skill.
When the wrong song starts playing (“Giant Wave”), Chi Nan sneaks into the kitchen and changes the playlist to softer songs.
“Wish It Is Love” plays, causing Salinger to smile subtly, sending chills down Chi Nan’s spine.
Salinger and the owner discuss Chi Nan; Salinger assures the owner no one can fire Chi Nan but him.
The owner asks for Salinger’s autograph on his guitar; Salinger tunes it by ear and replaces a snapped string, impressing the owner.
The three of them take a photo together; Salinger places a hand on Chi Nan’s shoulder, which deeply affects him.
Salinger says, “Let’s not leave any regrets,” which resonates powerfully with Chi Nan.
Later, Salinger halts in the dark and fumbles with his phone but puts it away and says “Nothing,” likely referring to receiving the same photo from the owner.
Chi Nan realizes Salinger pretended not to hear the alert, walking silently beside him in emotional solidarity.
At home, Chi Nan changes his phone settings so he won’t miss future alerts, cherishing every day he can still hear with his right ear.
TRACK 29
LOTUS’s fifth anniversary concert tour is announced, exciting fans who flood social media with edits and events.
The tour includes five domestic and three overseas shows, with over 300,000 expected attendees.
The band needs to choose twenty iconic songs for the setlist, so assistants are invited to help vote.
A conference room meeting is held, but the door is stuck; Chi Nan kneels to open the bottom latch, and Salinger helps with the top.
Salinger accidentally breaks the latch with too much force; Stone and the others joke he’ll get scolded by the building’s maintenance lady.
Lisa appears slightly dizzy; Salinger gently asks her to eat, and Chi Nan volunteers to join her as an excuse to accompany her.
Lisa admits she already ate, but they both thought the other hadn’t, so they ended up being considerate together.
At the café, Lisa selects a free coffee bean pendant of a violinist girl, and Chi Nan picks a bassist doll.
Chi Nan, who normally dislikes such trinkets, feels drawn to the cute little bassist charm.
Back in the conference room, over sixty song titles are listed on the board, and voting begins.
Chi Nan points out that “Untitled” is missing, Salinger’s bonus track from the Lost U album.
Salinger forgot and is teased for not remembering his own work; Stone jokes that Chi Nan only remembered because he’s a fanboy.
During voting, Chi Nan is called out for copying Salinger’s votes; Salinger defends him by saying he copied Chi Nan instead, easing Chi Nan’s embarrassment.
After votes are counted, “Lancelot,” Salinger’s song, is chosen as the opening track for the first time—an honor usually given to Stone’s songs.
Everyone discusses opening concepts, and Ji Shi suggests a dramatic acapella intro.
Alan proposes recreating their debut performance, which involved silly doll costumes, but the idea is vetoed due to past mishaps and copyright issues.
Flashbacks reveal a chaotic debut moment when Ji Shi fell off stage in a Minion suit and was saved by Salinger, who fans thought was attacking the crowd—but he was actually trying to retrieve a girl’s hairband.
Salinger’s awkward past interviews with the press are recalled, where he was cold but innocent, now seen as more mature in handling the media.
Concert merchandise samples arrive, including moon fans and glow bracelets; the band teases the “idol-style” designs.
The band films a promotional video wearing the anniversary T-shirts; Salinger sneezes and yawns through most of it, amusing fans.
Social media buzzes over his brief but intense five-second stare into the camera, which fans find electrifying.
After work, the band eats hotpot; two fans spot them and ask for autographs, Salinger borrowing Chi Nan’s pen to sign.
Chi Nan drops his coffee bean pendant during the exchange; Lisa explains it's a rare, limited-edition gift, sparking curiosity.
During dinner, Salinger stays quiet and doesn’t eat much, instead absorbed in his phone.
Ji Shi tries to sneak spicy food, but Salinger stops him, claiming he promised Stone to protect his throat—even if only silently.
When Salinger gets a call and leaves the room, the group assumes it’s his ex, Gu Sunny, and jokes about their possible reunion.
Chi Nan reflects on Salinger’s ringtone, still his own song, and fears the day it might be replaced by a Gu Sunny track.
On the drive home, Salinger coughs; Chi Nan stops at Nakajima Coffee to get him a drink.
Salinger unexpectedly follows him into the café and admires the coffee bean pendants, especially the bassist one.
Salinger buys eight mochas to get the pendant and gives Chi Nan the keys with it attached, matching Chi Nan’s own.
In the car, Chi Nan asks if Salinger truly likes the pendant; Salinger first deflects, then says maybe he just bought it without a reason.
He asks Chi Nan why he always takes so long to answer him, then silently watches the charm dangle on the keychain.
As they drive, Salinger casually asks if Chi Nan fixed the broken door latch; Chi Nan lies and says yes, though he actually had the maintenance lady do it.
The memory of her lecture amuses him; Salinger asks why he's laughing.
Chi Nan asks if he’s competent as an assistant; Salinger dodges the emotion and tells him to concentrate on driving.
TRACK 30
Chi Nan longs for a chance to fill in at the concert rehearsals for LOTUS but hasn’t been called.
Stone finally speaks to Chi Nan at lunch, revealing a guitarist dropped out due to a family emergency, but Salinger stopped him from calling Chi Nan.
Stone confronts Chi Nan about his ear condition; Chi Nan admits he only has one functioning ear.
Stone asks Chi Nan if he wants to join, warning him of the physical toll.
Chi Nan agrees and joins the rehearsal, feeling revived by the atmosphere and music.
Other musicians are hesitant, likely aware of Chi Nan’s ear, until Salinger claps for him, easing the tension.
Chi Nan plays beside Salinger and feels deeply emotional, observing Salinger’s figure and performance intimately.
During “Wish It Is Love,” Chi Nan proves he remembers Salinger’s songs by heart and plays flawlessly.
For a new song, Chi Nan lacks the score, but Salinger silently hands his own copy over, helping Chi Nan without a word.
The song “Nibelungen” causes multiple problems in rehearsal due to tricky rhythm changes.
Ji Shi keeps messing up the entry, leading to frustration and shouting.
Salinger resolves the issue by creatively inserting a fermata, letting Ji Shi enter at his own pace—turning a flaw into a feature of the live performance.
During a break, Chi Nan and Salinger share a quiet moment with hot tea. Salinger gently teases Chi Nan about dozing off in various places.
Salinger compliments Chi Nan for making no mistakes during the session—remarkable given he only has one functioning ear.
That night, Chi Nan sends Salinger a message explaining his ear condition and past works, but accidentally sends it before changing his mind.
Salinger replies, challenging Chi Nan’s implication that he’s just “other people.”
Salinger sends a rare voice message, saying he respects Chi Nan’s autonomy over his remaining hearing and promises to help him honor it.
Chi Nan is deeply moved, considering it the most beautiful affirmation he’s ever received.
The next day, they rehearse in the arena, Chi Nan observes the huge venue, excited.
Rehearsal issues persist but Salinger remains the calm and competent backbone.
Ji Shi vows to perform better, hinting someone important might be in the audience. Salinger jokingly says it’s “Captain America.”
Chi Nan explores the rock GA section during rehearsal, experiencing for the first time the full visual impact of standing so close to the stage.
Lisa, another assistant, finds Chi Nan and shares her concert-viewing experience as a fan.
They discuss romantic feelings; Lisa hints she likes someone “pure, talented, and passionate” but unsure whether to confess.
Chi Nan encourages her, sharing that he too likes someone dazzling but inaccessible—strongly hinting it's Salinger.
On concert day, fans flood the venue and flower baskets arrive backstage.
A surprise flower basket from Gu Sunny, with a heartfelt message, embarrasses Alan when Salinger points out he has no admirers.
Band members reflect on future anniversaries; Ji Shi wishes for a 10th, 20th, or even 30th celebration.
Alan jokes about the aging fanbase but Chi Nan recalls a past concert where older fans still screamed like teens.
Salinger jokes about his lack of romantic prospects and tells others to stop relying on his scandals for publicity.
They prepare for the concert as the crowd’s energy builds outside.
TRACK 31
The concert begins at 7:25 PM under the closing starlight dome, accompanied by Carpenter’s “Close to You,” chosen by Ji Shi.
A video plays summarizing LOTUS’s journey from a garage band to global rock fame over the past six years.
The band’s logo bursts onto the screen, met with thunderous screams from 50,000 fans.
The opening song “Lancelot,” written by Salinger, explodes into the arena with intense energy and shaking floors.
The performance stirs Chi Nan, who watches from backstage, overwhelmed by the music and fan response.
He recalls how this song was written during monsoon season and how Salinger once gave him an umbrella.
The deep impact of the bass and overall performance leads Chi Nan to reflect on his possible future deafness and how he would always be “one of the stars” listening.
The band’s physical and emotional commitment is highlighted, including gym training sessions before concerts.
A flashback shows Chi Nan dozing off in the gym while Salinger works out, and Salinger quietly carrying Chi Nan’s bag.
Salinger also holds onto Ji Shi’s phone after he forgets it, teasing him later in a petty but playful exchange.
Their childish bickering is juxtaposed with the deep love and respect they clearly share.
During the mid-concert break, Ji Shi delivers an emotional speech revealing the band’s early struggles.
He shares a painful incident when their garage studio was vandalized, and Salinger took a steel pipe hit for him.
Ji Shi thanks each band member, apologizes for his recklessness, and reflects on the hate they received as a “fake rock band.”
Alan breaks down in tears, apologizes too, and bows to Salinger.
The entire arena is overwhelmed with tears, applause, and unity as Ji Shi shouts their defiant motto: “Never give up!”
Chi Nan reflects on the darkness and pressure he’s faced in music, realizing that chasing the distant light itself is what matters.
A lucky draw is held; Ji Shi pulls a seat number, and the winner, a girl, is invited on stage.
Chi Nan is shocked to recognize the winner as his first love and ex-schoolmate—Xuejie.
Flashbacks reveal how she introduced him to LOTUS and Salinger, sparking his musical journey.
On stage, Xuejie nervously says she wants a hug from “the 6’2 bassist,” indirectly asking for Salinger.
Salinger, rarely affectionate, gives her a full, heartfelt hug, sparking screaming and envy from fans.
Chi Nan watches emotionally, recalling how much Xuejie loved Salinger and how that same love infected him too.
He reminisces about their past, their conversations about music, and how “Giant Wave” opened his world.
Xiaoxiao and Hai are shocked to learn Xuejie was Chi Nan’s first love; he’s overwhelmed seeing her hugged by his idol.
Chi Nan reflects on how even after scandals and imperfections, Salinger remains the embodiment of rock’s paradox: dark yet full of light.
He remembers Salinger interacting gently with a blind and deaf boy, revealing his compassionate nature.
Chi Nan silently calls him the “Catcher in the Rye,” someone who carries light while facing darkness.
The concert moves into the encore; Salinger hands Chi Nan his jacket and changes, revealing a silver dog tag before quickly covering it up.
“Little Universe” and “Seal with a Kiss” are performed, celebratory and sentimental in tone.
After a second curtain call, fans cry and chant for more—unwilling to let the night end.
The final encore begins with “Soul Vibration,” slow piano and strings filling the arena in a wave of emotional quiet.
Ji Shi sings lyrics questioning heartbreak, change, and why we hurt ourselves—building to a realization that it’s all for something bright and meaningful.
Everyone performs except Salinger, who stands silently in the dark.
Chi Nan watches as Salinger turns his gaze to him in the dim light, their eyes meeting in a moment of intense, personal connection.
The fans’ soft chorus and glowing blue lights make the moment feel like the whole arena is playing the song just for the two of them.
Chi Nan’s heart shivers at the unspoken intimacy of “us.”
TRACK 32
After the concert, the band and staff board a limo to head to the afterparty.
Chi Nan ends up sitting next to Salinger, who’s sweaty but still reservedly charming, pouring water over his head to cool down after the show.
The limo turns off its lights to avoid detection by fans still outside the arena.
Chi Nan wonders if he’ll catch a glimpse of his high school crush Xuejie, but doesn’t spot her.
Inside the limo, the band starts talking about fan reactions online. Xiaoxiao reveals the fan Salinger hugged was Chi Nan’s Xuejie.
Salinger reacts solemnly, saying he shouldn’t have hugged her—Chi Nan should have.
Stone and Ji Shi make noise about the coincidence, while Chi Nan and Salinger remain quiet.
At the restaurant, Salinger stays behind in the limo for a phone call, visibly avoiding Chi Nan and hiding the conversation.
Chi Nan waits outside and gives Salinger a black sweater he brought in case of cold weather.
Salinger puts out his cigarette, accepts the sweater without resistance, and they head inside.
Flashbacks show how Salinger always underdresses in cold weather, often wearing an oversized raincoat, drawing mixed reactions.
Chi Nan once bought a hoodie specifically for Salinger during a sale, captivated by how well it would suit him.
In the elevator, Salinger realizes the sweater has fleece pockets, and Chi Nan awkwardly explains he didn’t notice that detail.
Inside the afterparty, Salinger is uncharacteristically subdued and drinks heavily despite his low alcohol tolerance.
Chi Nan tries to stop Stone from pouring Salinger another drink but is overruled; Salinger insists on drinking more.
After a few drinks, Salinger ends up slumped over the table, unzipping his sweater and visibly intoxicated.
Chi Nan begins to wonder who was on the phone with Salinger and what upset him so much.
The band plans to go to karaoke as a post-concert tradition, but Li Xiang instructs Chi Nan and Uncle Guan to take Salinger home instead.
On the drive, Salinger lashes out when Chi Nan tries to help buckle him in, then relents and does it himself.
A sudden turn jolts Chi Nan awake, expecting the bass to fall, but Salinger is already holding it firmly, wide awake and sober.
Chi Nan urges Salinger to buckle himself, but he pretends to be asleep and leans on the window.
Chi Nan quietly moves to the back row, sitting beside him, feeling his heart pounding as Salinger leans onto him in the turns.
At home, Chi Nan helps Salinger to the sofa, but the effort triggers ringing in his ears, which Salinger notices immediately.
Salinger shows concern, but Chi Nan downplays it, saying it’s temporary and not too serious.
Salinger drinks warm water offered by Chi Nan, then requests him to play piano for inspiration.
Chi Nan improvises a piano melody in the dim, foggy night, pouring his feelings and admiration for Salinger into the music.
He reflects that Salinger is like a vampire—mysterious, nocturnal, and emotionally distant—but he wishes to stay by his side until dawn.
Salinger dozes off on the sofa; Chi Nan goes upstairs and sees his minimalist bedroom.
Upon return, Salinger wakes murmuring about his trophy, realizing it has been cleaned of the lip and fingerprint prints.
Chi Nan suggests they can press and kiss it again later, but Salinger, gazing at him, suggests Chi Nan kiss it now.
Chi Nan, overwhelmed, doesn’t dare get closer, fearing it’ll destroy their fragile dynamic and force an unwanted end.
Salinger doesn’t remember what he said and brushes it off. Chi Nan leaves quietly around 4am.
On the way home, Chi Nan gets a call from Salinger asking if he was bothered that he hugged his ex.
Salinger presses, wondering if Chi Nan still has feelings for her now that she’s returned.
Chi Nan realizes Salinger is really asking about his own unresolved feelings for Gu Sunny.
Chi Nan replies that he misses the past, but both he and his ex have changed—they can’t go back.
What matters most to him now is Salinger, who inspired his dreams and became more important than the girl who first introduced him to music.
Salinger thanks him and says he’s inspired now, giving Chi Nan the next day off as appreciation.
TRACK 33
The eight-show LOTUS tour ends with high energy, the final concert held in Kuala Lumpur.
At the airport afterward, an escalator malfunctions, and Ji Shi is injured amid falling fans while accepting gifts.
Salinger yells “I want to see my boyfriend!” to get into the ambulance with Ji Shi, who is surprised to see him there.
Ji Shi suffers only a minor head injury and gets stitches; everyone is relieved.
Chi Nan returns home, sleeps all day, and wakes up to media coverage of the concert and Ji Shi’s accident.
Entertainment news features a tribute project called “TOUR WITH LOTUS,” where 23 global bands simultaneously performed LOTUS songs, synchronized with the KL concert.
Chi Nan spots a familiar face in the clip but misses it; excited, he texts Salinger about the video.
Salinger remembers a Japanese fan named Ono and confirms he's seen the video; they bond over messages.
Chi Nan imagines Salinger composing at his grand piano and receives a soft reply: “Already did,” after Chi Nan reminds him to turn on the heat.
LOTUS attends a “Truth or Dare” year-end special. Tong Xiang acts nervous around Salinger; he swaps places to avoid standing next to her.
Alan, Stone, and Ji Shi gossip about it, unsure why Tong Xiang is afraid of him.
Ji Shi secretly sends coffee to Tong Xiang’s group JUST, revealing he might like her.
Alan remembers Tong Xiang was signed by Xiaochuan, someone who has a grudge against Salinger due to an incident involving Chi Nan.
Chi Nan worries Salinger might suffer backlash because he once stood up for him.
LOTUS films in the snow; they build a snowman outside the company building.
Everyone jokes and adds features to the snowman, with Ji Shi putting paper cup “boobs” on it and Salinger adding a cigarette for the nose.
Before heading in, Salinger wraps his own scarf around the snowman’s neck.
At a big industry award ceremony, LOTUS arrives in coordinated formalwear; Salinger wears a flamboyant butterfly trench coat and steals the show.
A video of Salinger’s past red carpet looks trends online, especially his iconic forehead and “Lancelot” persona.
On the red carpet, Ren Meilun, one of Salinger’s exes, appears alongside host He Xu, while LOTUS is still at the autograph wall.
The press tries to engineer a photo-op between them, but Salinger leaves before they arrive.
During the ceremony, Salinger is selected to present the “Most Popular Actress” award—Ren Meilun is one of the nominees.
Salinger announces her name with a calm face; Ren Meilun is visibly rattled during her speech.
Salinger watches her quietly; when she trips on her dress, he instinctively catches her.
Despite immediately letting go, the gesture is caught on live stream and goes viral.
Fans of both Salinger and Ren Meilun explode online, starting a fan war.
On the way back, no one brings up the incident, hoping it’ll pass, but by the next day, the scandal is in full swing on Weibo.
TRACK 34
Social media erupts over Salinger helping Ren Meilun at the awards; fans are split, accusing him of still flirting or calling her dramatic.
Alan urges Salinger to respond; Salinger smokes silently, choosing to ignore the controversy.
Xiang says silence is the best response in these situations to avoid fueling further discussion.
As the scandal cools, it reignites when Ren Meilun’s friend tweets she cried for a month during their short relationship and asks fans to leave her alone.
Fans argue viciously, accusing Meilun of exaggeration and drama; some question Salinger’s character and speculate on emotional abuse or cheating.
Salinger quietly reads the hate online, emotionless, even as people at the company start judging him silently in elevators.
Chi Nan finds Salinger alone in Xu Zhang’s dark office reviewing files on the computer, searching for the date he filmed “The Strongest LIVE” (June 18).
Chi Nan realizes that was Ren Meilun’s birthday and understands Salinger forgot it—possibly why Meilun’s friend lashed out.
Salinger’s fans still manage to control the narrative, painting Ren Meilun as the drama queen.
A gossip account called “Tangshi Gossip” posts a massive exposé, listing all of Salinger’s exes and accusing him of being a heartless player.
The article covers five exes: Gu Sunny, Chen Xue, Wen Rou, Duan Wei, and Ren Meilun, mocking the brevity of each relationship and suggesting Salinger is cold or careless.
Chi Nan is enraged, reporting the post in every way but unable to get it removed; the article goes viral.
Even Ji Shi rages over it, shouting about Weibo’s lack of a middle finger emoji.
Salinger responds coolly, saying it’s nothing, perhaps trying to take the heat off Ren Meilun instead.
Chi Nan suspects Salinger might be punishing himself for forgetting Meilun’s birthday and inadvertently dragging her into scandal.
Despite the controversy, Salinger calmly records a bass solo for a new acoustic bass label—clean, jazzy, funky, and technically brilliant.
While recording, Chi Nan overhears the company rep and engineer discussing Salinger disparagingly in the bathroom.
The rep admits they hired Salinger for popularity, not skill, and insults his demeanor and reputation with sexist, mocking tones.
Chi Nan confronts the rep, defends Salinger’s musical integrity, and criticizes the bass quality, calling it barely suitable for intermediate players.
He throws away his takeout, disgusted, and brings Salinger a new one, trying to hide what he heard.
Chi Nan tells Salinger not to take the endorsement too seriously; Salinger replies the bass is flawed but decent for intermediate musicians, and he just wants the product to improve.
Salinger asks what the rep said, and Chi Nan dodges the question, but Salinger guesses the slurs: jerk, bastard, heartless.
Salinger jokes and shifts the topic to basses; Chi Nan realizes Salinger might have once struggled financially too, making their backgrounds more alike than he thought.
Chi Nan reflects on how Salinger might have played through his limitations like Chi Nan once did, feeling an emotional kinship.
Back in the studio, Salinger eats with the group when the gossip account posts a new bombshell: claiming Salinger had a "sugar daddy" who paid for his Berklee tuition.
The article includes Salinger’s real name—Lin Sai—and implies scandalous sponsorship.
The team is furious, especially Stone, while Salinger walks in calm and indifferent.
Ji Shi suggests Salinger tweet a clarification; Salinger instead posts a bold threat to the gossiper, vowing revenge if they harm innocent people.
The tweet instantly gets hundreds of comments and screenshots; Salinger refuses to delete it, saying it’s too late anyway.
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Soul Vibration, Vol. 3

TRACK 35
Chi Nan reflects on his relationship with Salinger, finding comfort in their unspoken understanding.
He visits a familiar izakaya and is recognized by the owner and a kind woman he’s met before.
The owner proudly announces Chi Nan as the singer/songwriter of the song playing and tries to play matchmaker with the woman.
Chi Nan reminisces about his early music days and explains the meaning behind the song “RHB,” revealing it’s symbolic of saving others, inspired by Jesus and superhero fantasies.
He admits that he's losing his hearing—soon to be completely deaf—which is why he took the day off to go to the hospital.
He shows the izakaya owner his album cover, which is a scan of the inner ear, the vital link between humans and music.
On the subway, he receives the final album cover design and silently cries, realizing this marks the end of his musical journey and bond with Salinger.
He picks up Salinger the next day, down with a cold, and Salinger insists he rest in the passenger seat while he drives.
After arriving near his home, Chi Nan wakes up to find Salinger out in the snow, sipping canned corn chowder.
Chi Nan joins Salinger outside and jokes about being a sickly sidekick to his delinquent idol.
Salinger makes Chi Nan take three days off work and gives him the rest of his soup with a straw, showing quiet but deep care.
Flashback to when Salinger did the same for Stone, who begrudgingly acknowledged Salinger’s thoughtfulness.
At home, Chi Nan falls ill and has a vivid, beautiful dream about being in high school with Salinger.
In the dream, he is Salinger’s loyal sidekick—supporting him, watching him jump at sports, protectively holding the high-jump bar, and helping him write the song “Rooftop.”
Seventeen-year-old Salinger silently composes the song, with Chi Nan humming along and helping him revise it.
A deeply moving musical performance unfolds, with Salinger singing “Rooftop,” a song about healing, resilience, and hope.
The dream highlights how much Chi Nan admires Salinger—not just musically but emotionally, symbolically passing the guitar between them as a sacred bond.
They lie on the rooftop under the stars, observing life around them. A scene of a girl crying after being slapped by a boy is met with Salinger’s quiet, empathetic countdown.
The dream closes with Salinger riding away on a Ducati, leaving Chi Nan behind, symbolizing the inevitable distance between their worlds.
Chi Nan, in tears and awe, awakens from the dream, ready to face reality, holding onto the emotional truth it revealed.
TRACK 36
Chi Nan is recovering from a cold but still has hearing issues, especially in the left ear.
Salinger unexpectedly calls him late at night and asks him to come to the clubhouse despite Chi Nan being on sick leave.
When Chi Nan arrives, he sees paparazzi outside and finds Salinger inside tending to a drunk, heartbroken Alan.
Alan has been dumped and is in a dramatic, emotional state; Salinger coldly but effectively manages him.
Salinger asks Chi Nan to take Alan home in his car to avoid the press, giving Chi Nan his coat and car keys.
Alan drunkenly vents in the backseat about his heartbreak and confusion over mixed signals from the girl who dumped him.
Chi Nan plays music to distract him, including his own song “Bonfire,” which ends up on loop.
Alan begins to calm down and acknowledges the song is actually good.
Chi Nan reflects on the fact that Salinger has his music in the car, wondering what that might mean emotionally.
After dropping Alan off, Chi Nan returns to the clubhouse and notices more paparazzi have arrived, increasing in number.
Dong Jia calls Chi Nan in tears, apologizing and revealing that she may have accidentally leaked info about Salinger while drunk.
Chi Nan checks Weibo and sees that “#Salinger” and “Bassist ‘keeping’ a female artist” are trending.
Dong Jia confesses that nothing sexual ever happened between her and Salinger, despite staying the night at his place.
She recounts how she lost her phone, Salinger returned it and saw she was drunk, so he took her home.
She deliberately threw away her house keys so Salinger would have to take her to his place.
That night he simply listened to her and offered her support without touching her.
He later offered her help in reaching her dream of performing at the National Theatre, but under three conditions: quit drinking, obey him, and never ask why.
She misinterpreted his kindness as romantic interest, and even though he always rejected her hints, she held onto the hope.
At the National Theatre, she asked him about their relationship; he told her he didn’t want to keep helping her because he was exhausted.
He emphasized that she already got what she wanted—her dream—and should move on.
The flashback ends with her throwing the flowers he gave her as a small act of final resistance.
Chi Nan returns to Salinger, who is still at the bar and unaware of the scandal blowing up.
As Chi Nan is about to warn him, Salinger receives a call from Xu Zhang, confirming he now knows.
Stone also calls Chi Nan, furious and demanding answers; Chi Nan tries to defend Salinger.
Salinger receives more calls and realizes the scandal has spread publicly.
He resigns to the fact that no one will “smooth it over” this time like before.
Chi Nan comes up with a plan: he distracts the paparazzi by driving Salinger’s Maserati while Salinger escapes in another car.
Chi Nan skillfully leads the press away in a decoy drive, buying time for Salinger to vanish.
When Chi Nan returns to Salinger’s apartment complex, paparazzi are already staked out, even around his Ducati.
Chi Nan receives a phone call from Xiaoxiao: Salinger has just been in a car accident and is in Central Hospital.
Chi Nan, in shock, stares at the mundane sight of the restaurant owner taking out trash as the world suddenly feels like it’s ending.
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Chi Nan rushes to the hospital after Xiaoxiao calls him, overwhelmed with fear that Salinger might have died.
He finds the hospital surrounded by press and fans; Ji Shi’s SUV gets harassed by paparazzi, and Ji Shi flips them off.
Security blocks Chi Nan at the ward until Stone spots him and gets him in.
Stone grabs Chi Nan by the collar, demanding an explanation, but Chi Nan knows nothing about the accident.
The nurse warns everyone to be quiet; Salinger is still in surgery and in critical condition.
Everyone is present at the hospital except Hai, who arrives later after losing his phone.
Xiaoxiao angrily notes that paparazzi chasers always get away, suggesting Salinger was hit by one.
Chi Nan questions whether he should have stayed with Salinger instead of splitting up to distract the paparazzi.
Xu Zhang arrives and takes Chi Nan aside for a private word.
A nurse emerges with blood on her clothes, revealing Salinger is still under surgery and urgently needs a rare blood type: RHB.
The hospital has no RHB blood available, and the nurse urges them to find next of kin, but Stone knows Salinger’s family won’t help.
Chi Nan realizes he has RHB blood and offers to donate; everyone is stunned and relieved.
Flashbacks show how Chi Nan had discovered his rare blood type years ago and once joked that his blood might save someone someday.
Chi Nan agrees to give 600cc of blood in one go, knowing it’s risky for himself but safer for Salinger.
As the blood is drawn, Chi Nan’s hearing deteriorates completely, but he accepts it as his salvation for saving Salinger.
He’s moved to another ward due to flu complications and blood loss, and wakes up dizzy with partial hearing in one ear.
Stone is by his side, listening to “Quantum Entanglement,” a song written by Chi Nan and bought by Salinger.
Stone confirms Salinger is safe, out of danger, with no injuries to his hands—only cuts from glass on his back.
Stone reveals the paparazzi who caused the crash has been caught by police, and notes Salinger had turned back from his route to return to the clubhouse for unknown reasons.
Stone thanks Chi Nan and invites him to talk more personally.
Chi Nan eagerly asks to hear more about Salinger’s past, hoping to understand him better while he’s still alive.
Stone begins recounting high school days: he and Ji Shi were rich kids from an elite school, while Salinger went to a rough, dangerous school.
After getting mugged by students from Salinger’s school, Stone and Ji Shi resented them.
They later discovered Salinger as the lead singer of a rival band performing in bars, despite being just 17.
Salinger’s stage charisma and musical prowess deeply impressed Stone, who admitted Salinger had a voice that could reach the sky.
Out of jealousy and rivalry, they anonymously got Salinger banned from the bar by exposing his age.
After Salinger moved to performing in an abandoned factory, Stone and Ji Shi challenged him to a popularity contest performance.
To win, Stone and Ji Shi paid people to attend their show, while Salinger relied on genuine fans.
Salinger lost the contest and was banned from the venue; later, Stone confessed to cheating, and Salinger kicked him to the ground in rage but ultimately didn’t continue the attack.
Stone speculates that Salinger spared him because he was holding his stomach—Salinger thought he was seriously hurt.
Over time, their rivalry turned into friendship as they bonded over music, basketball, and afterschool hangouts.
Salinger eventually impressed them with his intelligence too, solving a difficult math problem from Ji Shi’s prep work.
They learned that Salinger actually studied seriously and had a genuine love for math and science, especially topics like Euler’s equation and quantum mechanics.
He explained quantum entanglement to Stone—how two particles once connected could still respond to each other across space and time.
Stone saw deep meaning in Chi Nan and Salinger’s connection, especially upon learning that Salinger bought Chi Nan’s song “Quantum Entanglement.”
Chi Nan reflects that what might look like fate is just probability—but even probability, when it brings two people together like this, can be beautiful.
TRACK 38
Stone explains Salinger hadn’t considered formal music education until Gramps intervened after a school injustice; Salinger agreed to attend Berklee out of gratitude.
At Berklee, Salinger filled in as lead singer for a popular local band, gaining popularity, but planned to return home after graduation.
During his farewell show, a fan, upset about his departure, poisoned him with a drink disguised as a gift bottle.
The fan showed no remorse, saying she did it to prevent him from singing in other bands, tying it to his name “Salinger.”
Despite being warned not to go, Salinger visited her in custody and declared, in his broken voice, that she hadn’t ended his music—he would be back.
The experience marked a turning point: he smoked his first cigarette and fully embraced the idea of rebirth in music.
Stone recounts forming a new band and fearing Salinger as a future rival; he eventually invited Salinger to join, offering bass and arrangement work.
Salinger initially teased them at a gig but eventually agreed to join after seeing their improvement and dedication.
At a celebratory BBQ, a fight broke out over an old insult involving “paying audiences,” but ended in reconciliation when Salinger made a toast, marking his commitment to the band.
Stone reflects on Salinger’s luck in meeting LOTUS and finding loyalty in bandmates.
Salinger started on bass only after Alan joined the group.
The nickname “Dirty King” came from Alan after Salinger casually called R-rated movie content “amateur.”
Stone tells stories of Salinger working in a video shop that covertly sold porn, and how the owner respected and protected him despite his age.
The boss often teased Salinger, and despite Salinger’s calm nature, his advice about adult films was oddly perceptive.
A story is told about a naked fangirl who broke into Salinger’s home; Stone and Ji Shi helped remove her, and she continued to stalk him afterward.
Despite firm boundaries, Salinger let her in once during a thunderstorm out of concern for her safety.
Salinger said he didn’t love her, but noted her gaze was different from others.
Eventually, she disappeared and was later found to have died by suicide, leading Salinger to spiral emotionally and get into a car accident.
Stone shares that Salinger fiercely defended Chi Nan’s song “Soul Vibration” and refused to replace Chi Nan’s lyrics despite pushback.
This shocked Stone, since Salinger usually disliked other people’s lyrics and had even once burned Stone’s alternative lyrics for “1729.”
The tension between Salinger and Stone over that song revealed how deeply Salinger held onto his own emotions and how hard it was for him to express them.
Stone implies Salinger may have had abandonment issues, possibly with his mother, though he quickly drops the subject.
Stone shares a memory of Salinger silently following an older woman walking a dog, claiming the dog would be abandoned—and he was right.
Salinger adopted the dog, named him Little Mercy, and kept him until his death; Stone recalls the moment Salinger hesitated at his own door, knowing the dog might have died while he was gone.
Chi Nan reflects that knowing Salinger’s past deepens his love and understanding for him.
He realizes true affection grows when you know someone fully—their suffering, struggles, and vulnerabilities—and decides he wants to love Salinger forever, regardless of whether those feelings are returned.
TRACK 39
Chi Nan wakes up in the hospital and is greeted by Hai, who expresses guilt over losing his phone and possibly contributing to Salinger’s accident.
Chi Nan reassures Hai that it wasn’t his fault since the paparazzi were targeting Salinger.
Chi Nan asks Hai when he realized his sexuality; Hai shares he knew since junior high after noticing his different feelings toward boys.
They discuss whether a straight man can turn gay, with Chi Nan expressing guilt over possibly “turning” someone and the burden it might bring.
Gu Sunny arrives at the hospital, enters the ward first, and reassures the others with tears in her eyes that Salinger is okay.
Chi Nan reflects that no matter who Salinger ends up with, he will wish him happiness, including with Gu Sunny.
As dawn breaks, Chi Nan watches the crowd outside—fans praying, paparazzi watching—and Xu Zhang approaches to speak.
Chi Nan preempts Xu Zhang, stating he’ll resign as Salinger’s assistant after New Year, due to his worsening hearing.
Salinger is moved to a VIP ward, and everyone visits him, relieved to see he’s conscious and snarky as usual despite injuries.
Ji Shi, Alan, Stone, and Li Xiang crowd around him, joking and testing his lucidity, while Salinger returns witty answers.
Alan pokes Salinger’s back, causing him pain; everyone scolds Alan for his recklessness.
Chi Nan stays behind to look after Salinger, who tries to dismiss him, but ultimately lets him stay.
Chi Nan feeds Salinger apple slices, recalling past intimate moments and asking if Salinger thinks he’s handsome.
Salinger deflects the question, saying he becomes a "music maniac" in the studio, even capable of loving a vending machine.
Salinger starts to do better physically and wanders around the hospital despite nurse warnings and blood flowing back into his IV.
He upsets the nurses by frequently disappearing and doing things he shouldn’t, like showering and taking off his own bandages.
Salinger insists Chi Nan is the one assigned to “handle” him, which the nurse finds laughable.
Salinger wants to buy a gift for a child on dialysis and gestures the child’s height for reference.
Chi Nan buys a ukulele, but Salinger keeps it to himself for a day before using it to teach the boy to play.
In the room, Salinger jokes with the child, who wants to switch from guitar to bass to be like him.
Salinger feigns fear of the boy’s dialysis cannula, pretending to be scared of needles and adding playful charm to their exchange.
Chi Nan watches the interaction and is emotionally affected by how gentle and open Salinger is with the boy.
The boy’s mother later brings Salinger food in gratitude, showing how much his kindness meant to her.
Chi Nan feels like he too is saved each time Salinger quietly helps someone in need.
The chapter ends with Salinger asking why Chi Nan came to find him, and Chi Nan remembering he came to take his temperature.
Salinger willingly takes his temperature and asks Chi Nan to stay and help him time it, showing rare compliance.
He asks if Xu Zhang contacted Chi Nan; Chi Nan says yes, and that he thanked him for the blood transfusion.
Salinger acknowledges that he’s caused Xu Zhang a lot of trouble and expresses a desire not to repeat it.
Salinger gives Chi Nan a bento made by the dialysis boy’s mother as thanks for saving his life.
Chi Nan is touched but also sad about having to leave in two months due to his hearing loss.
Salinger sits close while Chi Nan eats, then distracts himself by playing Rhythm Master on Chi Nan’s phone.
Chi Nan watches their reflection in the hallway window and feels a deep, peaceful happiness.
Gu Sunny visits the hospital again, attracting attention despite her disguise.
Chi Nan steps out so Gu Sunny and Salinger can have privacy, thinking perhaps their connection has rekindled.
Outside, Gu Sunny tells Chi Nan not to give up on his hearing, referencing a friend who continues to dance despite similar struggles.
Chi Nan is moved but reaffirms in his heart that Salinger is still his one true idol.
Chi Nan returns to the room with dinner and finds Salinger watching a variety show featuring a new band.
The host and guests on the show make a thinly veiled mockery of Salinger using innuendo, referencing the “kept woman” scandal.
The online audience begins with laughter but quickly criticizes the show for being cruel and tasteless.
Salinger is unaffected, and Chi Nan defends him angrily, which Salinger finds endearing but doesn’t fully explain.
Chi Nan offers to change the channel, but Salinger says they can watch something fun and chooses a Truth or DareLOTUS episode.
In the episode, Salinger ends up with a toy poodle due to losing a game, while the others get big, majestic dogs.
Salinger hilariously struggles with the puppy during muddy jungle tasks, even having to carry it in his hood.
The dog repeatedly misbehaves, including humping his leg at night, leading to a famously comedic breakdown on Salinger’s part.
Fans loved the episode for how chaotic and unglamorous it was for Salinger.
Chi Nan remembers watching it in a basement, and now he finds it surreal to watch it beside Salinger.
Chi Nan laughs but tries to hide it; Salinger encourages him to laugh freely.
Chi Nan learns Salinger had actually sprained his ankle during the game but didn’t tell anyone out of pride.
Before bed, Chi Nan sees Salinger has posted on Weibo for the first time since his hospitalization: “Teasing fan is fun.”
The post immediately goes viral and trends, with fans flooding the comments with playful enthusiasm.
Salinger tells Chi Nan to comment, and Chi Nan reluctantly replies with “[haha] Really?”
Salinger instantly replies publicly to Chi Nan’s comment: “Thanks for letting me tease for free.”
Chi Nan’s comment explodes with fan replies, making him feel overwhelmed and honored at the same time.
Salinger says he just wanted people to know Chi Nan existed and offers to delete it if it bothers him.
Chi Nan says there’s no need, and admits it makes him feel happy.
Salinger smiles and gently tells him, “Nice is good. Have a nice dream.”
TRACK 40
Chi Nan finds Salinger outside a ward listening to a grandmother telling ghost stories to patients.
Salinger retells one of the ghost stories to Chi Nan in a deadpan tone, spooking him.
Chi Nan is startled not by the story but by how Salinger noticed him without a sound.
Salinger jokes he’s good at creating “coincidences,” implying his instincts with Chi Nan are always right.
They return to the ward to find a nurse fled and a large stack of CDs awaiting Salinger’s autograph.
Chi Nan is recruited to help forge Salinger’s signature but struggles with it.
Salinger patiently teaches Chi Nan, holding his hand and guiding him to write the signature properly.
The moment is intimate; Salinger jokes Chi Nan won’t starve with this skill now.
Salinger is discharged from the hospital as his condition stabilizes and fan support floods social media and the hospital.
As Chi Nan finishes packing, he witnesses a mentally unstable patient attack a nurse with a knife.
Salinger rushes out of the elevator and disarms the attacker, getting cut in the process.
The doctor confirms the injury is superficial and doesn’t affect any nerves; Salinger jokes about the pain.
The doctor humorously warns Chi Nan that Salinger can’t use his right hand for 10 days and will need help with everything—including eating and hygiene.
Salinger’s fast reflexes and heroics are admired even by the police reviewing surveillance footage.
Chi Nan starts visiting Salinger daily to help him recover; one day he finds Salinger post-shower, struggling to wash his hair.
Chi Nan insists on helping him wash it. The scene becomes intense and awkward due to the intimacy.
During the process, Chi Nan accidentally touches Salinger’s old scar from a music video accident.
Salinger jokes about the pain, then admits it doesn’t hurt anymore.
Chi Nan finishes blow-drying his hair, flustered from the close interaction.
Salinger soon returns to composing music with renewed energy and vanishes into his creative world for days.
Chi Nan, unable to see him, writes songs inspired by his image and presence, but struggles with the chorus of one song.
While visiting Salinger again, Chi Nan overhears him on the phone with Gu Sunny, realizing their close relationship.
Despite intending to quietly retrieve a forgotten phone, Chi Nan overhears Salinger playing piano.
The piano piece is built on a motif Chi Nan once improvised. Salinger plays it with emotion and grandeur, turning it into a masterpiece.
The piano piece paints a vivid musical picture of starlight turning into sunrise—symbolic, powerful, and deeply moving.
Chi Nan quietly watches, overwhelmed with pride and emotion at what Salinger has created from his humble melody.
The finished piece is titled “Vampire’s Sunrise,” poetic and fitting for Salinger’s immortal yet emotionally starved character.
Chi Nan realizes how much Salinger cherishes music and life, and decides he doesn’t need to possess him to love him deeply.
He reflects on Salinger’s hands, his music, and his spirit as things worth protecting at all costs.
The chapter ends with Chi Nan internalizing a quote by J.D. Salinger: “Love is a touch and yet not a touch,” accepting that loving Salinger doesn’t require being with him.
TRACK 41
LOTUS returns for year-end gigs and public opinion shifts to excitement for Salinger’s comeback, moving past his scandals.
Their first job back is an AIDS awareness event involving a collaborative song written by Stone.
Chi Nan and Salinger arrive at the studio alone; the others left early. Salinger suspects a surprise and teases Chi Nan about being in on it.
At the studio, Salinger is greeted by a surprise celebration orchestrated by Stone, who jokingly welcomes back the “Prince of Gossip.”
Friends and celebrities are present, including hostess Tang Dan who flirts with Salinger and receives a bouquet.
During rehearsal, Tang Dan is nervous about singing off-key; Salinger offers to teach her, teasing her again.
When Alan jokes about Salinger being romantic even without his lover present, Salinger seriously tells him not to drag others into it.
During the official recording, Salinger plays a bass solo. His unique style and energy with an unfamiliar instrument impress everyone—he’s clearly “back.”
LOTUS prepares for a big Christmas Eve show at World Park with many famous artists including Gu Sunny.
Xu Zhang wants to debut two new songs live, but with limited rehearsals, Stone worries, especially when Ji Shi is late and Salinger disappears.
Chi Nan finds Salinger watching a jazz performance backstage, then interacting with Luo Fei, a talented young rocker and former competition finalist.
Luo Fei proudly shows a guitar signed by Salinger and introduces his band. Chi Nan feels jealousy and longing, imagining what it would be like to be in Luo Fei’s shoes.
Chi Nan waits alone with his headphones, overwhelmed by envy and feeling disconnected from Salinger.
Salinger suddenly appears and places Chi Nan’s headphones back on him, confusing Chi Nan who thought he’d stayed behind to watch Luo Fei’s set.
They talk about stars; Salinger pretends to know constellations and later admits he made it all up just to not disappoint Chi Nan.
They perform the two new songs. “Dreamcatcher,” surprisingly written by Salinger, has childlike hope and emotional depth.
In the van ride back, Lisa announces she’s leaving the job to return to school and recover her health.
Stone and others bid her farewell; Lisa thanks Chi Nan emotionally for past help, which he initially doesn’t remember.
Salinger reminds him of all the things he did for Lisa, making Chi Nan realize how blind he’d been to her quiet affection.
Lisa leaves the van but forgets her phone. Salinger picks it up and hands it to Chi Nan with a knowing look.
Chi Nan rushes to return the phone but sees Lisa collapse while crossing the road. In panic, he carries her across through speeding traffic.
A sudden loud honk and crash sound disorients Chi Nan—his hearing cuts out entirely as his worst fear becomes reality.
Salinger appears, stops traffic like a hero, and helps carry Lisa to safety. He’s calm but visibly shaken when he sees Chi Nan bleeding from the ear.
At the hospital, the doctor discusses Chi Nan’s condition with Salinger and recommends he begin learning sign language.
Salinger hides this recommendation from Chi Nan, but Chi Nan later finds the discarded note and learns the truth.
Chi Nan feels calm, not devastated, because he had long prepared for this day. He writes a note to reassure Salinger.
They walk through snowy streets like they did in Japan, silently. At a gig poster for a band called Moon Boat, Salinger asks if Chi Nan wants to hear him play bass.
Salinger buys a beer, pours some into the snow like a ritual, and gives the rest to Chi Nan, telling him not to drink it—revealed later to be a trick for feeling the bass through the liquid’s vibrations.
At the live house, Salinger unexpectedly joins the band on stage. The bassist kneels before him, overwhelmed by admiration.
Salinger hugs the young bassist, accepts a red bass, and joins the performance, electrifying the room with his soul-stirring playing.
Chi Nan can’t hear the music but feels it through the beer can in his hand, overwhelmed by Salinger’s message to him through the performance.
Afterward, Chi Nan brings coffee, but the silence between them feels heavier now. Salinger types a message asking if there’s anything more he can do for Chi Nan.
Chi Nan wants to hug him like a fan to an idol but doesn’t say it. Salinger seems to sense it and simply replies, “You’ve done enough for me.”
As they head to the train station at dawn, Chi Nan watches snow melt on Salinger’s coat, reflecting on how rare it is to see your idol like this.
As their trains arrive, Salinger suddenly enters Chi Nan’s carriage and pulls him into a strong, unsentimental hug just before the doors close.
Back home, Chi Nan finds a lipstick mark on his collar from Salinger’s coat. Salinger texts him a link to an app to practice speaking with vibration feedback instead of sign language.
Salinger’s message is clear: keep talking, don’t give up.
That night, Chi Nan wakes up to a silence so total that even his own sighs are gone, fully stepping into the world of deafness.
TRACK 42
Chi Nan isolates himself at home in the final days of the year, struggling to cope with his total hearing loss and using a voice training app to preserve his speech.
He avoids social interaction and fears becoming unrecognizable to himself.
After internal reflection, he sends a message to the izakaya owner to explain his deafness before visiting.
The owner greets him with kindness, normalcy, and extra food, easing Chi Nan’s anxiety.
Chi Nan reveals his intention to resign from working with Salinger, and the owner supports him with empathy and a fatherly shoulder slap.
Chi Nan reflects on how stepping away from Salinger is less painful than staying close and slowly becoming strangers.
On New Year’s Eve, he eats noodles alone on the terrace, finding dignity and peace in solitude.
He watches the New Year’s Eve Gala on TV without sound and focuses on stage lights, choreography, and emotion to “feel” the music visually.
LOTUS performs their finale songs “Painter” and “Dreamcatcher.” Chi Nan fixates on Salinger’s performance, admiring his cold-weather resolve, expressive hands, and intense bass playing.
The performance floods Chi Nan’s mind with phantom sounds—he fears one day even these imagined echoes will fade.
He vows to finish the incomplete songs while he still remembers what sound feels like.
At 2 a.m., he gets texts from Salinger saying he’s downstairs, but Chi Nan missed them while composing. He rushes down.
He finds the white Maserati parked but empty; eventually, Salinger appears out of nowhere, pushing Chi Nan away from firecrackers set off by kids.
Salinger is slightly wet and muddy but calm; he buys wine at a convenience store and follows Chi Nan home.
They drink Santa Rita wine on the balcony. Salinger used a wine opener he brought, saying he practiced beforehand so he wouldn’t embarrass himself in front of Chi Nan.
They communicate through a voice-to-text phone app. Salinger is thoughtful and quietly attentive.
At 3 a.m., fireworks begin. Salinger tells Chi Nan to watch closely. Chi Nan is overwhelmed by the soundless beauty, creating music in his head.
Salinger says there were exactly 520 fireworks, a number symbolizing “I love you.” Chi Nan is unsure if it’s real or just coincidence.
They continue talking. Chi Nan shares how much it meant to hear Salinger compliment him during a rehearsal.
Salinger teases that he might still say things behind Chi Nan’s back. Chi Nan expresses how thrilling that idea is.
Salinger reveals that Lisa used to like Chi Nan, but Chi Nan never realized because he didn’t think anyone would like him.
Chi Nan asks Salinger if he would confess feelings to someone. Salinger says he might hesitate if he fears ruining the relationship.
Chi Nan assumes Salinger means Gu Sunny and begins rationalizing why he shouldn’t confess his own feelings.
Chi Nan deflects by talking about how there are other relationships besides love—like music, rock, idols, and confidants.
Salinger calls Chi Nan his confidant.
They decide to play acoustic music together. Chi Nan picks up the guitar, and Salinger plays bass. They improvise a deeply emotional duet on the balcony.
Chi Nan sings lyrics full of longing, gratitude, and spiritual resonance, comparing love and existence to stars, dust, fireflies, and mayflies.
Though Chi Nan can’t hear, the two of them follow each other visually and emotionally, syncing perfectly through body language and intuition.
Salinger adapts his playing to Chi Nan’s rhythm, while Chi Nan watches Salinger’s bass for cues—creating perfect harmony in silence.
After finishing the song, Salinger gives Chi Nan his phone with the recording of the performance.
Chi Nan holds onto the phone, not because he can hear it now, but because he hopes—just maybe—he’ll hear it again someday.
TRACK 43
Salinger gets drunk on red wine while visiting Chi Nan’s place and collapses on Chi Nan’s bed.
Chi Nan watches over him, reflecting on how surreal it feels to have his idol in his bed.
Salinger, despite his drunkenness, reads Chi Nan’s completed version of a previously unfinished score and returns it without comment.
Chi Nan tries to ask why Salinger never finished the song, but Salinger is too drunk to answer clearly.
Later, Chi Nan finds Salinger’s typed messages: “Finished long time ago. Left it there for you on purpose.”
Chi Nan stays up watching Salinger’s silent bass recording, memorizing the soundwave shapes since he can no longer hear.
He wakes up to find Salinger gone but covered with an extra duvet and a handwritten note explaining his quiet departure.
Chi Nan resigns from his job by submitting a letter to Xu Zhang, who reacts with guilt and kindness, even offering a sign language teacher.
Chi Nan rejects the idea of learning sign language because Salinger asked him not to.
Chi Nan begins preparations to leave the city and his music career, planning to move into his late grandmother’s house.
While packing, he discovers hidden messages Salinger left, signed on his instruments with heartfelt inscriptions.
On the acoustic guitar: “Even if nobody notices, I see it all.”
On the electric guitar: “The string might have snapped, but I know you will continue singing.”
On the bass: “You are my nameless sunrise on earth.”
Chi Nan is deeply moved and decides to personally say goodbye to Salinger.
When he visits Salinger’s place, he finds a note saying Salinger left for New York and might not return soon.
Over three days, Chi Nan returns to the apartment hoping to see him, but Salinger never comes back.
Chi Nan writes a long, emotional goodbye letter and leaves it on a post-it note.
The note becomes a full memoir, covering all of his memories with Salinger, from their first meeting to Tokyo, Okinawa, and beyond.
Chi Nan kisses Salinger’s trophy secretly before leaving, a private farewell.
He heads to the airport with only four instruments—those signed by Salinger—and waits for his flight.
At the airport, a young man named Cheng Qiang notices Chi Nan’s bass and recognizes it as Salinger’s, sparking curiosity.
Cheng Qiang shows him a breaking news story: paparazzi photos of Salinger and Gu Sunny together in New York, fueling rumors.
Chi Nan calmly wishes them well, suppressing his heartbreak.
While waiting to board, Chi Nan plays the airport’s abandoned piano again, starting with “Gravity,” then “Bonfire.”
As he finishes, someone joins him—it’s Salinger, arriving out of breath, sweat-drenched, and still wearing his gloves.
Salinger plays piano beside him, finishing the imagined chorus of “Firework,” their rooftop song.
They perform an impromptu duet in perfect harmony, with a growing crowd watching and filming.
Afterward, Salinger holds Chi Nan’s hand, shielding him from paparazzi and dragging him through the crowd.
They escape on Salinger’s black Ducati, with Salinger tossing Chi Nan a helmet and speeding through the city.
They ride past places filled with memories until reaching a field of golden rye where the bike finally runs out of gas.
Salinger hugs Chi Nan and confesses: he saw Chi Nan’s goodbye notes and realized he didn’t want to let him go.
Salinger admits to feelings he never should’ve had as a straight man, but says he doesn’t care anymore about contradictions.
He confesses fully and kisses Chi Nan, then tells him it’s his turn to speak.
Chi Nan pours out his heart, confessing his long-hidden love, obsession, and fear of not being enough now that he’s deaf.
Salinger reassures him: inspiration doesn’t require Chi Nan to do anything—it only requires his existence.
He reveals he’s arranged a consultation for Chi Nan in New York with a top CI (cochlear implant) specialist.
Salinger makes clear: whether Chi Nan recovers hearing or not, it won’t change how he sees him.
Chi Nan agrees to stay, overwhelmed by how much Salinger has done for him.
Salinger says Chi Nan doesn’t owe him anymore, but if he wants to pay him back, then stay.
Chi Nan is filled with peace, love, and purpose, finally understanding the journey led them here.
The chapter closes with Chi Nan’s internal monologue: he is ready to walk forward in life again—kissed by a pair of gentle eyes, grateful for being loved back.
EXTRA 1: A LETTER FROM SALINGER TO STONE
Salinger begins the letter reminiscing about Stone urging him to go see Chi Nan before a rehearsal, pretending it was about practice but clearly hinting at more personal feelings.
He notes that although Stone is single and detached, he admires and accepts him that way, even wishing they could grow old playing music together if not for Salinger’s accident.
Salinger recounts first seeing Chi Nan at a charity event, expecting mediocrity, but being surprised by the emotional depth of his piano performance.
He explains how Chi Nan interpreted the simple piano accompaniment correctly—playing it heavily, as intended—despite not being told, which earned Salinger's respect.
After nearly running over Chi Nan during a rainstorm, he brings him to the company and senses Chi Nan’s despair, recognizing a familiar expression of hopelessness.
He wanted Chi Nan to see him as a rockstar in that moment to give him a reason to hold on, feeling drawn to save him from the abyss.
He later realizes Chi Nan is a fan from a talent show but forgot him due to emotional overload at the time; rewatching the footage, he’s touched by Chi Nan’s nervous, heartfelt confession of fandom.
Salinger tracks down all of Chi Nan’s songs, shocked at how he took his advice seriously and persisted despite having no direct reward.
He admits he rarely gives encouragement and didn’t expect Chi Nan to actually listen, but Chi Nan’s determination inspires him to fight for his work when others wouldn’t.
Salinger confesses to Stone that he didn’t just sympathize with Chi Nan—he felt drawn to him and resented fate for dealing him such a harsh hand.
He allowed Chi Nan to become his assistant, not just out of kindness but because he knew it was what Chi Nan wanted most before losing his hearing.
Despite tormenting himself through the process, Salinger couldn’t pull away from Chi Nan’s purity, talent, and quiet strength—he was already falling.
He reveals that Chi Nan once found him in Tokyo with no clues, which felt almost supernatural, like Chi Nan shared part of his soul.
Watching Chi Nan compose “26-Year-Old Boy in Baseball Cap” left a lasting emotional imprint on Salinger—he knew the song was about him and saw it as a subconscious love confession.
Salinger found himself enjoying this quiet connection, realizing that he’d already accepted Chi Nan’s unspoken feelings.
Though both were straight, the line between admiration and affection blurred—Salinger even wrote “Wish It Is Love” reflecting on his own conflicted feelings.
He was stunned when Chi Nan screamed “Salinger, I love you” during a performance. Despite the chaos, Salinger accepted the declaration with calm joy.
Salinger admits he lied to Chi Nan about his whereabouts during the Gu Sunny scandal and felt guilty for it, expecting disappointment—but Chi Nan simply forgave him.
He details his inner conflict seeing Chi Nan's interest in Dong Jia and his own desperate, irrational efforts to sever their connection before it bloomed.
Sunny confronted Salinger, correctly guessing he was in love with Chi Nan even when he hadn't said the word aloud.
Salinger explains how Chi Nan is so focused on music and his idol that he misses all romantic signals—something Salinger both admires and resents.
He recalls hiding hints, such as asking Chi Nan to try on a custom helmet, which Chi Nan misinterpreted, not seeing it as a romantic gesture.
Salinger chose to add Chi Nan’s name as co-writer on “Soul Vibration” to acknowledge him without triggering scandal, though it angered Stone.
During the Okinawa trip, Salinger mentally replaced “assistant” with “partner,” realizing he didn’t want to journey alone anymore.
He recounts how deeply moved he was watching Chi Nan persist with songwriting even as his hearing failed, calling him more rock ‘n’ roll than most rockers.
He proudly helped produce the rock version of “26-Year-Old Boy,” pouring his soul into the performance and seeing it as Chi Nan’s most vivid love confession.
After the fifth anniversary concert, Salinger spiraled emotionally upon realizing Chi Nan’s first love was also his fan; he tried to drink the feelings away.
Salinger reflects on past failed relationships, questioning whether he’d ever forgotten Chi Nan’s birthday as he had with exes—he hadn’t.
He admits the true reason he turned back the day of his accident wasn’t to get his phone, but fear that Chi Nan would be harmed in his place.
If he had died, he planned to leave everything—his music, studio, instruments, and even the name “Salinger”—to Chi Nan, the only one worthy of continuing his legacy.
He recounts how he nearly confessed to Chi Nan in the hospital and on New Year’s Eve, but kept waiting for a “signal.”
Just when he was about to give up on ever receiving one, Chi Nan gave it—and Salinger knew it was finally time.
He closes the letter with a metaphor: Stone is his left hand on the handlebar, Chi Nan is his right hand on the strings—he needs them both to move forward in life and music.
He ends acknowledging that he never imagined loving a man, but in Chi Nan, he found someone who feels like he was always meant to belong to him—body and soul.
EXTRA 2: INTERVIEW WITH DR. SOLO
Dr. Solo hosts a fun, chaotic interview with LOTUS focused on love and personal quirks, with questions sourced from fans.
Salinger describes his first love as “a 10,” but admits he failed and they broke up.
When asked who he’d save—his mom or boyfriend—Salinger says his mom, hoping his boyfriend would answer the same.
Salinger reveals he’s only had a few relationships, all meaningful to him, and denies being cold-hearted—he blames paparazzi for overhyping things.
Ji Shi says his ideal type is someone funny and quirky, like someone he'd prank just to film their reactions.
Salinger’s ideal partner would be like a falcon: elegant, quiet, but powerful when needed.
Salinger’s biggest romantic regret is realizing feelings too late to act on them.
The group is asked which animal represents their future partner. Salinger repeats “falcon” as a symbol of grace and power.
Salinger says first love shapes how people view relationships—it’s the starting point or “enlightenment.”
When asked if he'd take his crush or his bandmates to a deserted island, Salinger chooses the person he likes, shocking his friends.
Asked if he knows his sexuality, Salinger says he doesn’t, joking that he flutters for lions, stars, and leopards—he calls himself the “top of the food chain” in love.
Fans ask when he first fell in love and when the most recent was—Salinger pretends not to remember.
His ideal type is someone who draws no attention when quiet but shines when needed—like a falcon.
Salinger’s ideal confession: “Want to be with me forever?”—he doesn’t care for rings or dramatic gestures.
His romantic gesture would be singing to his lover rather than renting seaside cabins or loud locations—waves are too noisy for music.
When asked what makes him fall for someone, Salinger says: “When they voice the same thoughts I’m thinking.”
Salinger says he confesses if he senses mutual interest, but otherwise hides his feelings.
He playfully dodges repeated fan confessions and keeps redirecting attention to his assistant, hinting at affection without revealing anything.
Ji Shi, Alan, and others describe their ideal proposal settings—Salinger’s is simple and direct, contrasting their elaborate plans.
Alan jokes about having kissed every band member—his most memorable being Salinger’s lips: burning hot, surprising, and manly.
Salinger’s pet peeve is messy rooms like a “dog bed”—he refuses to sleep in one.
On pick-up lines, Salinger recounts approaching a girl with compulsive behavior involving red cars, showing curiosity drives him more than charm.
The most romantic thing he’s done is unclear—he downplays it, saying feelings matter more than drama.
He won’t elaborate on past relationships or his most recent crush, remaining guarded.
The interview ends with Ji Shi joking about losing his virginity and outrageous fan questions that even manager Xu Zhang has tried to censor.
Dr. Solo follows up with a second episode focused on Xu Zhang, LOTUS’s manager, who spills hilarious and heartfelt behind-the-scenes stories.
Xu Zhang describes each member with metaphor: Salinger = airplane (rarely crashes but when it does, it's huge), Stone = old train, Ji Shi and Alan = unpredictable cars, Xiang = UFO (safe and mysterious).
He reveals LOTUS’s chaotic beginnings included live show brawls and losing their award trophy to international waters (thanks to Salinger).
He admires Salinger’s loyalty and private moral standards, even if he never listens.
Xu Zhang jokes about fanfiction portraying him as an evil manager, and about the band’s weird habits—like reading sugar-daddy novels (member unnamed).
He confesses that if forced to choose one band member to live with forever, it would be Li Xiang—he’s the most tolerable.
Each band member’s potential alternate career is listed, e.g., Ji Shi = model/parkour star, Salinger = race car driver who dies young and becomes a legend, Alan = game streamer, Xiang = entrepreneur, Stone = wartime hero.
Xu Zhang assigns assistants by making sure they don’t work with their idols—except Chi Nan slipped through.
He confirms the assistant that gets the best treatment is Salinger’s, describing sweet moments like Salinger not waking Chi Nan up in the car and unplugging his own phone to borrow the assistant’s charger.
The fan bonus “Starchaser Assistant” Q&A further teases the Salinger-Chi Nan relationship, with fans piecing together real-world interactions and NYE sightings.
It’s confirmed by coworkers that Chi Nan used to be a contestant, has hearing issues, and is very sweet—he often draws attention just for being cute.
The assistant gossip hints at romantic subtext between Salinger and Chi Nan, but never outright confirms it—except for growing evidence from sightings and gentle habits.
Chi Nan and Salinger are repeatedly spotted wandering Japan together, getting lost together, and appearing intimate without flaunting it.
Multiple assistants confirm Salinger is different now—more open, smiling more, and unusually tender.
EXTRA 3: PIECES OF MEMORY
LOTUS members chat in their group chat “Five Petals of Lotus Flowers” before a rehearsal; Stone tries to enforce discipline with joke punishments.
Ji Shi and Alan tease each other and the others, especially Salinger, for his predictable punctuality and sleep habits.
Salinger replies early in the morning, complaining about the lack of sleep before rehearsal, while others joke around and stall.
Stone snaps a blurry photo to prove Salinger’s presence, which gets mocked by Ji Shi as fake.
The group jokes about knowing Salinger’s phone password and laugh at his bare photo gallery.
In a different assistant chat group “Lotus Leaves,” Xiao Xiao complains about being swarmed by autograph-seekers at home during Spring Festival.
Chi Nan is asked if he’s ever taken a photo with Salinger and replies no; everyone encourages him to ask.
Chi Nan nervously messages Salinger about it, who initially seems surprised but agrees to take a photo together after the break.
Julie makes a bet that Salinger won’t say no; Chi Nan later sends her 600 yuan when he assumes he lost.
Salinger privately messages Chi Nan that he didn’t know assistants wanted photos and confirms he’s happy to take one later.
Later, Chi Nan shares the photo in the assistant group—everyone is delighted, and Chi Nan reflects on how considerate Salinger was to remember.
An emotional fan account describes a surprise airport piano duet between Salinger and Chi Nan, where Salinger shields Chi Nan from paparazzi with his helmet.
A toll truck worker casually reveals they towed Salinger’s Ducati from a rural highway, implying the dramatic post-airport escape scene from Track 43.
“Music Wave” publishes a feature on Chi Nan’s song “The 26-Year-Old Boy with the Baseball Cap.”
Chi Nan explains the song originated in Tokyo after losing Salinger at a busy intersection and imagining what it would feel like to lose both his dream and his support.
He clarifies that although it started from frustration, the song was also filled with admiration and deep emotional connection to Salinger.
The song has three versions: acoustic (made during early hearing loss), rock (his swan song before further loss), and a studio version with WISHLIST.
When asked which version is his favorite, Chi Nan chooses the second (rock), created with Salinger, affectionately nicknamed Bahamut—“a very famous dragon.”
“A Random Sunrise Somewhere on Earth” is another featured song; it has a unique single-form structure that evokes sunrise and the sea.
Guitarist Cheng Qiang praises the arrangement for its calm, almost spiritual energy and calls his electric guitar riff his “coolest moment.”
The song’s first verse uses a radio effect to feel like speaking to the universe across time.
The song “Purple Lotus” was composed entirely by Salinger (Bahamut), inspired by Monet’s “Water Lilies.”
Chi Nan explains that though there are no real purple lotus flowers, the song captures an abstract, surreal beauty.
He reveals that due to his bio-implant, he hears differently now, and this song reminds him to embrace that difference instead of fearing it.
During a Baby LOTUS livestream, Ji Shi and Stone perform “Wish It Is Love” for Valentine’s Day.
They joke about being the only two present—Salinger and Alan claimed to be busy, but the real reason was likely personal time with partners.
Viewers flood the chat, teasing them for being single; Stone denies it while Ji Shi flaunts his looks and wealth.
Alan and Salinger are called live on stream—Alan gives a charming fan message, while Salinger, ever suspicious, hangs up abruptly, thinking it’s a prank.
The members tease him for being overly serious and paranoid, but affectionately acknowledge his quirks.
In late-night chat logs, Salinger and Chi Nan exchange casual and heartfelt messages.
Salinger asks Chi Nan who’s worse at remembering dates, and invites him over to watch movies and hear untold stories about LOTUS.
Chi Nan promises to bring snacks, wine, and cigarettes—Salinger jokingly asks to be fed.
Later that night, Salinger checks on Chi Nan’s sleep habits; when he realizes Chi Nan is still awake at nearly 4 a.m., he arrives unannounced at Chi Nan’s door.
The log ends with Salinger saying he came “to help you sleep,” showing quiet but tender care.
EXTRA 4: MUSIC WAVE MAGAZINE
Music Wave features WISHLIST as the “Up-and-Coming Rock Band,” spotlighting their mini album The Bucket List and their rise after debuting at the Orange Music Festival.
Chi Nan is described as a quiet and gentle figure with a piercing stage presence, praised for songs like “The 26-Year-Old Boy in a Baseball Cap” and “Catcher in the Rye.”
Chi Nan credits Salinger as his biggest musical influence and is sometimes wrongly dismissed as a Salinger copycat, though he emphasizes the collaborative nature of WISHLIST.
Cheng Qiang is the band’s founder and playful guitarist who admires LOTUS’ Stone. He’s quirky, chaotic during rehearsals, but deeply values the band.
Ray is the laid-back but skilled drummer who previously ran a studio where Chi Nan’s signature track was recorded.
Xiao Xuan, the keyboardist and Chi Nan’s number-one fan, is trying to find his own voice after being too agreeable in the beginning.
The mysterious contributor “Bahamut” (heavily implied to be Salinger) has co-written and arranged many of WISHLIST’s best songs, though he’s never shown his face publicly with the band.
During a concert, fans speculate the surprise guest might be Bahamut. As the band transitions from “Unknown Sunrise Somewhere on Earth” to “The 26-Year-Old Boy in a Baseball Cap,” a masked figure in black—wearing a baseball cap—appears onstage holding a bass.
The crowd erupts; Bahamut’s identity is obvious to fans even if unconfirmed. Chi Nan kneels and offers him his red bass, symbolizing total admiration and musical surrender.
Bahamut uses the red bass for the rest of the performance; despite a potential slip in the solo, the crowd remains electrified.
The moment is seen as Chi Nan’s open tribute to Salinger, with intense chemistry between the two.
The song “The Bucket List” is reviewed as a profound piece inspired by LOTUS’ Gravity, using deep piano notes and staccato bass/guitar to convey a cosmic journey through fate and death.
Part 2 covers LOTUS’ Vampire’s Party Asia Tour, starting with a concert at Galaxy Stadium with 50,000 fans.
Salinger and the rest of LOTUS arrive dramatically late due to traffic. The performance includes immersive sound, heavy bass lines, and symbolic visuals like ocean waves and rising sun.
The song “Giant Wave” opens the show, with Ji Shi engaging fans in the chorus.
Individual solos are spotlighted: Stone’s explosive guitar in “Crazy Shits,” Salinger’s seductive bass in “You Set My Soul on Fire,” Alan’s powerhouse drums in “Don’t Wanna Cry,” and Li Xiang’s emotional piano in “Younger Than We Are.”
“Vampire’s Sunrise” is the encore, a song with emotionally charged lyrics and visuals of sunrise and shadow, drawing tears from fans.
Fans are reminded of how far the band has come—from debuting to now selling out stadiums—and how their strength remains a source of emotional support.
In the exclusive backstage interview: 1. The band explains the theme behind Vampire’s Party and the timeline-based structure of their sixth album Rock Never Dies. 2. Each member shares their favorite track from the album. Salinger chooses “Younger Than We Are” despite fans assuming “Vampire’s Sunrise.” 3. Salinger downplays the idol comparisons and emphasizes musical integrity over image. 4. Asked about falling in love with a fan, Salinger pauses and says it would be difficult, raising eyebrows from his bandmates. 5. The band jokes about wild fan interactions, including a male fan holding a “ROCK ME IN BED SALINGER” sign. 6. Salinger shares his views on bass guitar’s underappreciated role in bands and urges aspiring musicians not to join groups that treat bass as filler. 7. On songwriting, Salinger chooses “Soul Vibration” as his most important work, explaining the song’s lack of bass symbolizes isolation and longing for connection. 8. Ji Shi is shocked by this depth, having thought it was just a love song. 9. The band teases future plans: a Greatest Hits double album titled LOTUS with Salinger and LOTUS with Stone. 10. If their sixth album reaches 800k sales, Ji Shi jokes they’ll go topless; Stone raises the bar to one million. 11. On Valentine’s messages for fans, the members give varying responses from heartfelt to raunchy. Salinger gives a minimalist “Please remind me to say happy Valentine’s Day,” which the others insist is deeply romantic for him.
EXTRA 5: STONE’S DIARY
Stone writes in his diary during rehearsal lunch break but is startled when Salinger sneaks up behind him.
He’s embarrassed because he was writing about Salinger, who seems unfazed and casually begins working on sheet music.
Stone reflects on Salinger drinking canned corn chowder, which triggers a nostalgic memory about his brother and oranges.
He observes that Peng, Salinger’s new assistant, seems infatuated with Gu Sunny and nervous around Salinger.
Stone thinks Peng should relax, noting Salinger is probably seeing someone else anyway.
He regrets sitting facing the light, which let Salinger sneak up behind him unnoticed.
Stone picked up journaling from Chi Nan, who prefers notebooks over phones for commitment; Salinger confirmed this preference insightfully.
Salinger revises music while waiting for a call—when he leaves to answer it, Stone guesses it must be Chi Nan, since Salinger only takes certain calls seriously.
He remembers the time when Salinger paid for Chi Nan’s cochlear implant surgery in the U.S. and rushed to the airport upon returning.
Stone describes Salinger’s emotional reaction to finding out Chi Nan resigned without notice, highlighting how much Chi Nan meant to him.
Salinger appeared visibly affected and asked to be left alone, showing signs of genuine distress.
Stone reflects that Chi Nan would have left a proper farewell, not just digital messages, given how personal their bond was.
He envies the connection between Salinger and Chi Nan, calling Chi Nan a rare fan, assistant, and confidant who understood Salinger’s soul.
Stone recalls seeing Salinger ride his Ducati that day, fearing he might do something reckless; luckily, he only got fined for speeding.
At rehearsal, Stone feels pride in LOTUS reversing the decline of rock, crediting not just charisma but vision, teamwork, and Xu Zhang’s management.
After rehearsal, they all go out for barbecue; Stone hides behind Salinger to avoid attention and gets teased for it.
At the restaurant, they run into Chi Nan and WISHLIST unexpectedly, sparking awkward but meaningful interaction.
Chi Nan acts like his old assistant self, sharp and attentive. Stone teases Salinger into turning to look at him, which he eventually does with a hidden smile.
Stone discreetly orders extra dishes for WISHLIST’s table, prompting Chi Nan to come over and thank them.
Ji Shi casually suggests Salinger play with WISHLIST at the upcoming rock festival. Salinger surprises everyone by agreeing.
Salinger softly asks Chi Nan if he needs him, and Cheng Qiang instantly affirms it’s an honor. Salinger nods again, showing subtle affection.
After dinner, they drop off assistants, and Salinger sleepily confirms he’s going home instead of rehearsing with WISHLIST.
Stone teases Salinger about the bill and questions if it was about courtesy or debt; Salinger vaguely admits it’s about “the odd feeling of being in debt.”
Stone recalls Salinger’s history of being unlucky in relationships and joking about dating men instead.
He remembers Salinger being especially physically intimidating with Alan, though ultimately caring and considerate.
Stone says even among LOTUS members, no one truly understands Salinger deeply—not his mind or emotions.
He once argued that Chi Nan was too gentle for rock; Salinger disagreed, saying they were on the same page.
Stone realizes Salinger’s favoritism toward Chi Nan went deeper than admiration—it was unique and quietly intense.
They fought over Chi Nan’s bridge segment in a song. Though Stone defended Salinger’s original, he ultimately admitted Chi Nan’s version was better.
Salinger acknowledged the favoritism and promised it would be a one-time thing, but Stone didn’t believe that promise would hold.
Stone comes to see Chi Nan and Salinger as fundamentally different but oddly fitting—like a tree and a catcher in the rye.
He recalls hearing Chi Nan’s music and asking Salinger if it was a cover; Salinger calls it a déjà vu from a past life.
Stone notes how powerful and intuitive Chi Nan’s melodies are—so moving they feel familiar even if never heard before.
On the way home, Stone jokes, “Say hi to Chi Nan for me,” then regrets it, but Salinger replies with a quiet, thoughtful “hmm.”
The entry ends with Stone reflecting on the purity of Chi Nan and Salinger’s bond, calling it a rare, beautiful collision between two musicians.
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